Date: Fri, 12 Sep 2008 23:16:40 -0700
From: crazzy_person@msn.com
Subject: The Life and Times of Jeremy Storms Part One

**Warning: The usual, If you are not supposed to be here, then leave now!
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Copyrighted 2008.....Ahh you can not steal this work it is purely fiction
and is illegal to steal or use any excerpts from this story without the
authors permission.....ENJOY!

Gay Male, High School.....If any of this offends you then walk away....

	Friends, all I have thought of over the last couple years I have
always had friends but not really any close friends. Everyone in our group
has or have had a boyfriend or girlfriend to cling onto but, I have just
watched there relationships grow or break while I have had no one. At home
it is the same, my twin brother has had girlfriend after girlfriend but
havenot kept one for over 8 months, it is kind of sad. So anyway I have
always had a dream crush and well he is shy but I have always liked the shy
ones because then they start to break out of there shells after you talk to
them long enough.

_________________________My Little Introduction______________________________

	Well my name is Jeremy Tyler Storms and I share a room with my twin
brother Logan. Well I have had a secret that none of my friends would have
even guessed.....I'm gay but I am not really ashamed of it. I think my
parents might know but I am not so sure. Well I am middle-class and average
looking (I hate when some of these stories always have unrealistic
descriptions). My eyes sparkle in the sun a shade of green-brown and I am
5'6, well shorter than almost everyone. I am alittle over weight but just
by a couple of pounds, so if you think I look like a large blob, well you
are wrong.

	I am a Junior in highschool and I am a average student nothing
asian smart or anything.I have always known that I was diffrent but it has
not really bothered me. People like me but always comment on how I dress. I
usually were skinny jeans, converse shoes, and usually a over shir buttoned
up until the last three buttons and under that a white wife-beater.
________________________________End of Intro__________________________________

	Ok so I have had pondered why I have not acted on any of my
feelings for anyone, my highschool is very accepting because there are gay
clubs and a peer coahing for some advice. There was one person I wanted but
I just knew he was straight. Well his name as Vinny Klos and he was that
guy that usually sat in the corner, um the loner but he was in my dreams
all the time. He had black shaggy hair,skinny, well the skater look always
sent me into daydream mode...but I knew that he was straight, I saw him
with his girlfriend a few day ago...I will be lonely forever but
whatever. So I was in english and he was also in the same class with me so
when our teacher signed a group project, I immediatley grabbed my best
friend Brad and we walked over to Vinny and of course rounded him up and
told him he was in our group. We have always done a random person and it
was always a tradtion to grab the one in the corner at the start of the new
school year and work toward the teachers pet. We always had fun doing this.

	I spoke in a soft tone, "Hey dude you have to be in our group."
Well Vinny muttered "Whatever....so yea...um....whats up?"

	Brad stopped me and whispered, "Well I finally banged my girlfriend
and it was the best time of my life." Brad had always said things like
this, it was slightly annoying.

	I muttered, "Sure dude you said that everday for the last 2
years...ouch."

	Brad had elbowed me in the stomach and excitedly said, "It is
freakin true."

	Vinny spoke and said, "Sure, yea bet to your mother," then
laughed. Brad with a lose of words just stood up, took the hall pass and
left for the bathroom.

	"Dude that was uncool, his mother died just a couple months ago..."
I said with anger in my voice. Vinny replied, "Well sorry...."

	I asked our teacher if I could leave the class also and wrote a
pass up and she signed it. I went out for search for Brad and found him in
the bathroom sulking in one of the stalls. He must have heard me sneak in
and in between cries he said, "Dude I hate this so much, why...why...this
is so not fair.." I went into the same stall and comforted him for a couple
minutes.

	I said, "Brad it is okay, I know it is not fair but there is always
a purpose for death, she is in a better place now." I have always said this
and it always cheered him up alittle just to get through the day. We have
been friends for like 8 years and he has told me everything, but after his
mother died he has been acting strangle lately and has looked pale and
always have worn long sleeves to hide his arms. I did not want to bring it
up but I just have to.

	I said quietly, "Dude are you cutting yourself?" For a couple
minutes I did not get a answer until he released himself from my grip and
pulled up his sleeves and spoke very softly, "Yes, it is about my mothers
death but something else..." after he said that he had already bolted out
the bathroom.

	I walked back to class and was in deep thought for awhile until
Vinney asked, "Were did Brad go?" I had not realized that Brad was not here
and started to get worried. At lunch we had always hang out be he was not
there. I got home later that evening and checked my voicemail on my cell
and had like 10 messages because I had had my phone off all day. They were
all form Brad, and he said, "Call me back, I need help, you are the only
one that can help me..." I was really worried now and called him, he did
not pick up so I called his house his dad answered but said he was gone
with a couple friends on a camping trip. I told her to call me when he does
get back. I was worried because Brad would have told me if he was going to
go anywhere but I am so worried. Well after a couple days, his dad called
and told me that he was back and he wanted me over to tell me something.
Since we lived just a couple houses down, so I ran to his house and ran
into his room and asked what was wrong and he just stared at me. I could
sense something was going to happen, I could see it in his eyes.

	I walked over to him and he just stood up and got really close and
then he just place his lips on mine and it was such a soft kiss that I had
no idea how to react. He pushed back and tried to run out of his room but I
got to him first and asked "Is this the something else?" Brad said, "Yea,
I'm really sorry I did that it is just that I have liked the first time I
laid my eyes on you." All I had said was, "Wow".

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