Date: Sun, 28 Nov 2004 02:59:03 EST
From: JGCBoy169@aol.com
Subject: Life with Ryan - 3

Written By: Eric

Warning: This story contains content of an adult nature intended for
adults involving sexual acts between two males. If you are offended by
this or if it is illegal for you to view this where you live, well I
didn't force you to come here now did I, so go away. Otherwise, enjoy the
show.

Also Note: This story is purely fictional. That is until I can learn to
make dreams come true.

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-Getting Comfortable-

After being with Ryan for the first time, it was only fair to say that we
were probably together as often as possible.  Ignoring everything else
that was going on in life, it all just seemed to fade away from me.  We
had become inseparable.  In such a short time it was all happening so
fast.  Like our relationship was accelerating ten times faster than life
itself.  And as great as it had gotten, I was about to crash hard.

School was really getting started come the beginning of December.  Being
senior year, there was so much to consider and to worry about and I was
starting to realize that everything I had been ignoring was rushing at me
faster than I was prepared to deal with.  I had started slacking on
classes before I even met Ryan so at this point my teachers started
involving my parents.  Questions were constantly being thrown at me.
What's going on with you?  Have you been doing things we should be
concerned about?  Who have you been hanging around with?  You're not
acting yourself.  Jesus Christ!  Do you not remember being a teenager?
Is this all new to you?  Fuck.  I was overloading with stress.

To make matters worse, it was getting to the point where Ryan and I could
barely set any time to spend together.  We went to different schools,
strike one.  Our parents had started to catch on to the amount of time we
had been spending together, strike two.  It was starting to take its toll
on the both of us.  Even with all of this, the time that we did get to
spend with each other was for the most part my escape from all of my
worries.  Sometimes it never even involved sex.  It didn't have to.  I
was on such a high just laying next to him, sometimes doing absolutely
nothing.  We would talk about the week before, or about nothing at all
and it never seemed to make a difference to either of us.  All I needed
was to touch his skin and stroke his hair . . . which annoys the hell out
of him, but he deals with it.  I'm not saying we were sick of the sex,
but we just didn't need it all the time.  Don't get me wrong, when did
get it on, God it was great.  I still think it gets better every
time.  Aggressive.  Passionate.  I swear he could mix it all together so
flawlessly like the two were meant for each other.

All the while, Kevin and I were slowly parting ways.  Our friendship
had started dissolving so fast.  We had gotten to the point of talking
maybe once a week, and the occasional conversation between classes in
school.  If I didn't know better, I'd say he HAD to know what was going
on.  The timing was impeccable for us to fall apart right as Ryan and I
were just heating up.  Could it even be possible?  I couldn't ask.  I
felt bad with the way I had been avoiding him, almost waiting for him to
start asking questions.  The more that time went by, the more I wondered
how long I could keep this game up until he just said fuck it and
completely shut me out.  Lately, I had started to wonder if I should
maybe discuss with him what was going on in my life.  He was after all my
best friend.  Was it worth keeping a secret my relationship with Ryan to
eventually ruin my friendship with Kevin completely? I didn't want to
find that answer out.  And I still couldn't bring myself to
approach Kevin about it.

Thursday night had come, and with a four day weekend finally here, I
found this the perfect chance to get with Ryan and relive the passion
from our first night.  We had decided to go see a movie, the most cliche`
of places to have a date, and hopefully create more memories with Ryan.

"So which movie are we going to then?" I asked.

"I thought we were going to The Day After Tomorrow?" he replied.

"I heard it's a really good movie.  You're so good at choices!" I
sarcastically cried. " I mean after all, look at me!"

"Wow you're cocky.  Did you want to put tonight off for another week?" he
said with a smile.

"Um, would you like me to leave you?"  I sneered.  "It's been far to
long.  I really need you tonight.  I'll make it worth your while, trust
me." I said, laughing as we arrived at the theater.

We entered the building and got our tickets, practically hand in hand as
we walked on to get some snacks.  Just as we were leaving the
concessions, BAM, I run into a huge group of friends from school.  I
wasn't great friends with all of them, but I was pretty close with
Jen and Matt.  Shit I'm screwed was all I could think as I practically
ripped off Ryan's arm yanking mine away.  I looked at Jen with a half
smile and a wave, and she just kind of looked at me with her head cocked
and an expression on her face that read oh my God, Eric!?  I've gotten so
used to having to keep up an image at school just to keep myself out of
the gossip, so my heart dropped when I saw her.  Ryan had no idea what
was going on, so he couldn't understand why I jerked away from him.  We
got to the doors the movie was playing at and grabbed a couple seats as
far back as we could.  I had things in mind.  I've never had the guts to
fool around in a theater, so I decided surprise my guy tonight.

The movie was about half of the way through and I'd had my hand inside
Ryan's jacket wrapping my arm around his waist.  He thought I was being a
little risky, and it was about to get even better.  As quiet as I could,
I slowly took my arm off of him and started playing with his crotch.
Fondling his package, I worked on unzipping his pants.  All he could do
was laugh.  He couldn't even believe what I was doing.  I finally got his
pants unbuttoned and worked my way inside his boxers and grabbed a hold
his already bulging cock.  Pumping as quiet and fast as I could, he
started breathing louder and louder.  The rush was something absolutely
incredible.  Finally sensing his impending orgasm, I acted like I had
dropped my candy on the floor, bent down to fake picking it up and pulled
his dick into my mouth.  That pretty much set him off.  Thankfully the
movie had been out for a while so there weren't a ton of people around
us.  Moaning and churning in his seat he started to thrust his hips
forward jamming his cock deep into my throat.  The heat was burning my
mouth and I knew he was about to empty like never before.  Giving one
final loud breath he shot right down my throat over and over and over.  I
could almost feel each stream of his cum flow down as I swallowed as fast
as I could.  Practically gagging, I somehow managed not to start puking
all over the place from lack of air as he finally rested back into his
seat.  I sat back up to look over at him sweating like he had run a
marathon.  I smiled, gave him a kiss and let him dress himself.  I was
exhausted, but shit that was the hottest I've been in my life.

We left the movie and Ryan kept about three steps ahead of me the whole
way out to my jeep.  We got inside with him staring at me in disbelief.

"I can't fucking believe you even did that!" He screamed, smiling.  "You
got balls my man."

"Well, I hope you enjoyed it.  Shows you that's the last time you'll try
and make a threat with putting off a night out with me!"  I smiled as I
blew a kiss at him.  He was so mine.  Nothing could take away what we had
developed.  I had been in relationships ten times as long as this one and
there wasn't even sex involved.  This was special and we both knew it.

We pulled up to my driveway and settled in to the house and eventually
hit my bed at almost 1am.  Without any doubt, he pulled off what I had on
for clothes and worked at getting me off.  He only went at it for about
15 minutes until he decided it would be better to finish off the night
with some all out sex.  Not letting me move he got on top of me and
worked my cock as far into his ass as he could.  Doing all the work
himself, I finally started heating up again and joined in the action
working my way to match his pace as our skin started to pour sweat
sticking together on contact.  With the events of earlier, it didn't take
me long at all before I was weak and moaning, pushing in as far as I
could as I released my cum deep inside him.  The explosions of my orgasms
had reached new levels after being with him.  Everything before was
obsolete compared to climaxing with him.

Completely out of energy, I forced Ryan to clean up our mess.  Whining
and not wanting to move himself, he took care of me and jumped back into
bed.  Latching onto my body, he curled up against me finding whatever
energy he had left in him to kiss at my neck and cheek.  I always thought
us guys just fell asleep after sex.  Damn was this too perfect.  He
eventually finished the night and laid his head on my shoulder and fell
asleep.  I was about to fall asleep as my cell flashed at me.  I picked
it up to find a missed call and a message.  I scrolled down to find that
Jen had called about an hour after I had seen her.  That's when I looked
at Ryan with my heart again sinking into my stomach.  If Jen had any
common sense, she would have suspected something.  And in that case,
rumors would probably start spreading.  Thinking this was a possibility,
I then turned my thoughts to Kevin.  Maybe this was the timing I had been
waiting for to come clean to Kevin about my life.  Good or bad, it had to
be done.  If he found out from school, I could pretty much guarantee that
our friendship would officially be finished.  All to familiar to me, I
went to sleep after such a passionate and crazy night, saddened and
scared, fearing the worse to come.

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Waking up first as I always did, I realized it was Friday and remembered
I had nowhere to be.  Excited by the moment, I turned to Ryan and smiled,
knowing that I had him all to myself the entire day.  I got out of bed
and immediately jumped in the shower.  I don't think I could have
produced more sweat and I was so incredibly sticky and wreaking of a
sweaty sleep.  After getting dressed, I decided to surprise Ryan with
breakfast.  My parents were long gone to work so I had no one to deal
with.  Feeling frisky, I went all out for my Ryan.  I made just about
anything you could think of for breakfast, leaving a mess to prove it.
It was still pretty early being only 8 in the morning, so I gathered
everything up and brought it downstairs to find him still sleeping.  He
looked so innocent I didn't ever want to wake him.  There was music
quietly playing from my stereo and I couldn't help but take in the
moment.  It seemed like a fairy-tale dream that I was just waiting to be
woken up from.

Snapping out from that thought, I sat next to Ryan gently kissing him on
the cheek.  He stirred for a few seconds and slowly opened his eyes.
Finally coming to, he looked up at me for a moment wondering what I had
next to me.  I scooted next to him and put the tray on my lap.  His
shoulders just kind of sunk realizing what I had done for him.  He
seriously looked like we was going to cry.  Why? It's not like I
performed a miracle.  Well, that's not true.  I did manage to make a meal
without starting a fire.

"You did this for me?  You are to good me, I guess I can't trade you like
I had planned" he said giving me a kiss.

"You couldn't live without me buddy," I replied back.  I loved his sense
of humor, although at times it was dry and sometimes uncalled for, I had
grown used to it.

We finished eating breakfast, afterward I kicked him out of bed forcing
him into the shower.  I cleaned up the mess I had made in the
kitchen, along with the mess in my room finishing just as he came back
tom me, crashing right back onto my bed.  We sat for a little while,
finally deciding we should go out and do something today.  Thinking it
was perfect weather to be out in the snow, we decided to go to the
mountains and do some skiing.  The last time I had been skiing was with
my family about six years ago, so this was definitely a change for both
of us.  We got everything ready and called up a few people to see if they
wanted to come along.  Only finding a handful of each of our friends, we
decided where to meet and headed up to the lodge.

We got to the ski lodge at about 10 in the morning and decided we would
just wait inside for everyone.  We had all day to ski, so we thought we
would get together with everyone and just hang at the Cafe for a while.
His friends were last to arrive, and we all sat around talking for about
an hour.  Exhausting the fun of conversation, we all decided to head out
to the powder.  Everyone decided to head out in different groups.  Most
of our friends liked snowboarding more, so only a few of us consisting of
Ryan, Kevin, Ryan's friends Adam and Trish along with myself went to the
ski runs.  By the time we reached the top of the mountains, I had lost
everyone but Adam.  We decided to ski down and wait for the others to
reach the bottom.  It took about 15 minutes to get down and sit there to
wait for the others, so Adam and I talked for a bit.  He asked how I knew
Ryan and I told him I bumped into him at the pool hall and we played a
few games and thought we should play more often.  He seemed to buy it, so
we just waited finally spotting Ryan, Kev and Trish.  I decided not to
lose Ryan this time so we took the same lift back up.  We didn't talk a
whole lot cuz he was completely out of breath.  Apparently he decided not
to tell me that he had never skied before.  I was a little concerned, but
didn't think much of it cuz he seemed to be having a lot of fun.

We reached the top of the run and bumped into some of our group.  Ryan
decided to go down the next run with his Trish and the others.  I didn't
mind and said have fun as we parted.  I went down the same run again with
Adam and Kevin, deciding we would have a race to the bottom.  I should
have won but Kevin decided to try and run me over so we tripped over each
other and finished about five minutes after Adam did.  We decided to take
a break and head back to the lodge.  Reaching the warm indoors, we
grabbed some hot chocolate and sat down.  It wasn't more than fifteen
minutes when my cell rang.  It was Ryan's friend Abby.  I answered my
phone to a hysterical voice screaming at me.  I couldn't really make out
a lot of the words but I got the gist of what she was saying.

"Hello? Abby? What's going on?" I shouted at her.

"Eric!  Something happened to Ra...you," as her voice cut in and out.

"What?? Getting desperately concerned as to what was going on.

"Ryan was hurt!"  She cried out to me in tears.  "He slammed into someone
on the run we were on.  The medical people are here. You guys need to get
here now, It looks bad!!  We're on skyrunner close to the bottom!"

All I could do was drop my phone and feel the room go dark and silent.  I
couldn't take all this in.  Was she talking to me? Did this really
happen?  Where were they again? I didn't remember.  I finally realized I
needed to get to him.  I did what I could to concentrate long enough to
act.  I looked at Kevin with tears in my eyes as I started to breakdown.

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