Date: Wed, 20 Feb 2013 16:58:37 -0800 From: kuragari 129 Subject: Life's Expectations Chapter 14 Lets get this over with now: I own "Life's Expectations" and every character in the story. There are some events that have actually happened to me, but all the characters are fictional. If it is illegal for you to to view this in your location, then GTFO. You're probably gonna ignore that so have fun. Boy on boy happens in this story so if your not a fan of that, what are you doing here? Donate to Nifty, cause they give you awesome stories and you love them for it. So go to http://donate.nifty.org/donate.html and donate! So last chapter I kinda went into Clair and Nick's relationship. I also started Lucas explaining what happened between him and Shane. Now I'm gonna try and keep this in one chapter but I promise nothing right now. This chapter is gonna start with Lucas and Shane meeting for the first time. Which by the way was at age 11 in case you forgot or over looked that part. It was Shane ranting about Scott and Paula. So instead of wasting time I'm gonna get right to it with Chapter 14. Also if you haven't noticed I've been naming chapters after songs. Chapter 12 was named 'Help is On The Way' by Rise against, and 'Good Times Gone' is by Nickelback. Now for a song by my favorite band: Daughtry. Chapter 14 - Traffic Light Shane's POV - age 11 "Why do we have to live here?" "There wasn't anymore places available in town that will take two. Your only about 45 minutes away and there is a bus that goes between towns. You'll be fine, Shane." That's Alice our social worker. She has tried really hard to keep us in our home town but it just hasn't worked out. Two foster homes later here we are heading to down this dead end highway to the closest town. A middle age couple by the names of Scott and Paula Abriel has accepted to give us foster care. Noah has been the one to talk to Alice each time making us move. Why do all foster parents have to be such asses? "Earth to Shane... Noah here." "Oh, sorry I was just thinking..." "Don't worry okay Shane? I'll be with you till the end, you got that?" I nod. Then he messes up my hair, so I had swat him off. My hair is not to be messed up. It wasn't long after that when we arrived at the Abriel home. We drove past the elementary school I'll be going to and it was only like a five, ten minute walk. When we got there we left our stuff in Alice's truck and went to the front door. Alice knocked, Noah pulled me close. It was a young lady who opened the door. "Hello, you must be Alice, I'm Larrissa, Scott and Paula's daughter." "Nice to finally meet you Larrissa. This is Noah and Shane." Noah offered a wave, I stood still not even blinking. "There's no need to be shy Shane, we wont bite" That got a little smile out of me, "Anyways Mom and Dad are in the living room waiting to meet you. Wanna go meet them?" Larrissa was kinda pretty, Noah has a crush on her I can tell. She has died blonde hair that goes just past her shoulders. She had freckles around her blue eyes and a perfect white smile. Noah has this thing when he sees a girl he likes, he blushes way to much. So he was blushing up a storm the entire time. So we walked into the house and into the living room. There was a middle aged couple, who I presume to be Mr. and Mrs Abriel siting watching tv. When we walked in thought the tv was quickly turned off by Mrs. Abriel. After which she got up. "Hello my name is Paula Abriel." She offered a hand shake to Noah. Noah accepted, "I'm Noah, and this is my brother Shane." I'm reatached to Noah at this point. Luckily on his left side. "Nice to finally meet you two." She offered me a hand shake. I just 'hid' in Noah's chest, She can't see me now right? "I see we have a shy one here. Well, why don't I show you where your rooms are so you can get your stuff inside." She showed us our rooms, well kinda. She showed us two rooms and let us choose from them. Noah let me choose, so I chose the slightly bigger one. Scott and Larrissa helped move our stuff in. We had kinda a lot of stuff. Me and Noah each have a desk, disassembled mind you, and like 2 suit cases of cloths each and a couple of other things that had significant value to us. It only took us like half an hour to all our stuff in. I didn't say anything the entire time. When we finally had everything in and put away and set up it was like 4:30 and Paula had the smell of dinner going through out the house. Alice was staying for dinner to see how well adjusted we were by the end of the night. Paula was more than happy to have an extra guest. I learned all about their family during dinner. Larrissa was in grade 12 and Connor was living with some of his friends while working at the local Pizza Hut. Larrissa is 18 and Connor 23, so I wont be hanging with them much. After dinner we said good-bye to Alice and went to our rooms. I went to bed early. I didn't get much sleep the night before so I was rather tired. Plus it was like 8 and I had school tomorrow. That didn't last long thought cause at 11 I woke up from my nightmare. The same nightmare every time, and the same result every time. I wake up sweaty and scare, I wonder into Noah's room and snuggle up to him. He rubs my back saying that everything is okay as I cry myself back to sleep. The outcome though was all the same too. I got woken up to someone clearing their throat, so did Noah. "And what is going on here?" Then it hit me... Scott was at the door and he was not impressed. "He had a nightmare. He always does this when he gets them." Suddenly I was below a only wearing boxers and a t-shirt Noah. "What kind of nightmare do you have, Shane, that requires you to snuggle up to your brother?" He didn't like the explanation, I can tell from his voice. "He's..." Noah was cut off almost as fast as he started. "I am asking Shane. I have not heard him speak more than 'yes sir' or 'no sir' since he got here. I would like to hear from him, Noah." Oh, did I mention I'm not even looking at him. My last two homes lasted until I had my first nightmare. When they found out that I had spent the night in Noah's bed they basically said get out. They didn't want 'that kind of blasphemy in their home'. So Noah called Alice as soon as they left the room and told her to pick us up. Both homes lasted about a week. So to say that I'm not scared out of my mind would be a lie. So if I lay here and say nothing he'll go away right? He clears his throat again and I move closer to Noah who's somewhat on the bed now. "Well Shane?" "You have him scared, he wont say anything now." "He will do as said to do in my house. Now Shane..." "Scott Henry Abriel! Why do you insist in scaring the boy!?" I think that was Paula's voice. "Go start making pancakes and I'll take care of this properly!" With that he left I think, I still haven't looked up. Noah reverted back to laying on the bed when he left. When I felt a body sit on the bed I practically ripped Noah's skin off getting close to him. What made it worse was I felt a hand land on me and I know it wasn't Noah's so I flinched. "Shane, what's got you so scared that you had to go into Noah's bed?" "Like I said, he had a nightmare. He comes into my bed afterwords cause it calms him down and he sleeps peacefully." Noah was still very defensive for me. "Thank you for the details Noah, but I was asking Shane." Her kind way of speaking didn't even budge from Noah's attitude. "So why don't you tell me whats eating at you Hun?" I moved my face so I could see her face just out of my left eye. She had a very concerned look on her face. Then I noticed Larrissa standing in the doorway with the same look. "We didn't do anything wrong!" I started crying all over again. We're gonna be sent to another home. Probably even farther away from 'our home' and I'll never see it again. "Of course you didn't. All I'm asking is what the nightmare was. Will you tell me?" I poked Noah, which was my cue for 'you can tell them.' "Noah just poked me, that means he wants me to answer." His voice was calm now. "Is that true Shane?" I nodded. "Okay Noah please tell." "From what Shane has told me, our dad is chasing him throughout our house in his nightmares. That's all I've gotten out of him." That's all I've told you, that's why. "Shane, may I please see your face? I wish to know you hear what I say." I moved just enough to look at her with one eye. "We'll compromise then. Anyways, Alice informed us that you were kicked out of the last few homes after being found like this. Now I want you to know that I don't mind. Connor and Larrissa both had nightmares and ended up in my bed on several occasions. "What I wish for you though is to tell me when ever you have this nightmare okay?" I nodded, "That way we might be able to find out why you have them. Anyways Scott is making his family famous pancakes so get up and dressed okay boys." "Yes, Mrs. Abriel." both of us responded. "I told you to call me Paula, but we'll work with that in time." With that she got up and left the room. I got up a few minutes after and went to the kitchen. I sleep in pjs unlike Noah, who was out a couple of seconds after me. Nothing really happened at breakfast. The pancakes were great through. After all of what happened this morning we returned to like it never happened. I like it here already. After that we got ready for school. It's May right now so it's the middle of the school year. I put on a pair of cargo shorts and a t-shirt. When I went to go walk to the school Larrissa offered to drive me there. "Just to make sure you don't get lost, Shane." "Oh... Okay" So I got a ride to school. Noah was with us but he goes to the high school. He wish me a good day at school as I got out though. I wondered into the school's office and got brought up to my grade 6 classroom. I met the teacher and everything. When the bell went I sounded like a stampede of bison was going through the hallway. A few minutes of that and then it looked like everyone was in the class room. They all had their glances at me, probably wondering who I was. Then Mrs. Lee brought me to the front of the room, "Class we have a new student, his name is Shane. Be nice to him and answer his questions if he has any." The class said the typical 'hi insert name here' response. "Now you have a few choices to sit down Shane. You have by Gerry, Heather, Lucas, or Aaron." I looked around the room, more specifically at the people who I could sit by. I don't know if I chose to sit by Lucas cause he was flailing trying to get my attention or if he was the only one who seamed interested in me. Either way I sat down by him. "I'm Lucas Bear, nice to meet you." "Shane, Shane Hearing" Lucas's POV I don't know why but after that sex ed. course thingy last week things have been different. And now there's this new who catches my interest. But that entire talk was about how a guy is supposed to like a girl not another guy. I just got my first non touched boner though, so why did this happen. Throughout the day when we were doing work it happened every once in a while. Mostly when he acted all shy and blushed. I mean I don't get it, he's a he... not a she... so why? As the days pass it just gets worse and worse. When I jack of now and I finish I'm not thinking of any of the girls in my class, I'm thinking of Shane. I even squirt a little bit now. Is it cause of him? I don't know... I just don't... Lucas POV - Grade 8 "Shane that was so much fun!" Me and Shane have just went on one of our 'dates'. Shane told Scott and Paula he was gay the other weekend and now me and him have 'dates' to them instead of movie nights. We just finished watching the movie and were walking to the corner store near by to get some more junk food before stopping at my house for the night. "Dude the movie was so good! Coraline's not mom was sooo creepy!" We watched Coraline by the way. "I hate spiders! She reminded me way to much of them, yuk" That made Shane giggle. So we got our extra junk food and rode our bikes down to my house. It's only like 10 minutes away from Shane's but still, sleepovers man. By the time we got to my place it was about 10 o'clock. We got in and Blake, my little bro, was asleep on the couch. We silently passed by and wet up to my room. Shane almost woke him up with his giggling but we successfully passed by. We almost immediately got into video games. I mean who doesn't play video games? It was just after midnight when we went to bed. I have a queen sized bed so we just share it. We don't really do much else. There's been a couple of times Shane has asked if he could 'experiment' which was mostly hand jobs. Other than that really nothing ever happens really. Except in the case he has one of his nightmares, then I wake up to him holding on to me for dear life. Which is what happened tonight. I woke up to a pinching feeling on my stomach to find Shane cuddled up to me, shaking. I just start to rub his back and let him do his thing. The amount of times I've seen him like this is minimal but I can't help but feel bad every time it happens. All he's ever told me about it is that his dad is chasing him. Never why, or what the result of it is. When he finally calmed down I asked, "So, are you gonna tell me why you get these yet?" His right hand made its way underneath my shirt and started rubbing my belly. "No..." "Shane, this is like the 6th time it's happened, why not?" "You wont be my friend anymore." "Shane, you have given me a blow job. You really think me learning why you have re-occurring nightmares will make me hate you?" I would never, why is he even thinking about that? "That's different, I can tell you kinda wanna try it too." I just smack him, "Okay fine, you win! No need for violence." "Need, if you wont tell me whats wrong." His hand made it's way up and started circling my nipple. "That feels nice..." "So you really want to know?" "Of course!" "When I was 9 I was caught in the boys bathroom at school with another boys... ya, in my mouth." Shane can never say any word that is related to the word penis... I find it cute. "So when I got home my dad punished me..." His hand stopped moving and he started shaking. So I rubbed his back like usually, "It's okay take your time. You don't need to get it all out at once." This lasted almost 10 minutes. Oh did I mention that it's 5am right now? Swear I did, oh well. When he calmed down Shane started again, "My mom had recently passed and I don't really know why but he did." I just waited for him to continue, "From that day on, if I was ever in major trouble..." He fell silent and said nothing for a minute, "What happened Shane?" "He... he..." Shane was audibly crying, "He would pull out sex toys and 'play with me'. Vibrators, dildos, gags and even handcuffs." "I'm sorry I asked..." I really feel bad about it now. I didn't want him to relive it, just... tell me. "This happened for almost a year until my brother came home early one day and saw my dad. He immediately pushed him off, defending me. I can't do anything without my brother." He had stopped crying, but I can tell that didn't help his mood. "Shane, you became friends with me without your brother. You are the smartest kid in our elementary school and that happened without your brother being there all the time. You are fine okay?" Shane nodded, not good enough, "Okay!?" "Yes Lucas... Your right okay." Good! "Now lets go to sleep again and get some good sleep." "Shane before we do that..." He looks up at me with his cute little glassless face, "You think we could... I dunno... 69?" Oh god why'd I ask? He's never gonna say yes. "Told you, you wanted to try!" He wasted no time and moved his hand from my nipple to crotch in a second. "But I'm not taking my Pjs off for you." He took the top position and pushed my pjs and boxers down. He started deep throating me as soon as he got the chance. I took a minute and than started to move his pjs hesitantly. When they were past his knees I noticed he was wearing tighty whiteys. I rubbed it slightly and Shane let out a moan. I pulled down his underwear and looked at his cock for a second. It was as tanned as he is and cut! Okay I may be uncut but that doesn't mean I don't like seeing a cut one. Suddenly Shane stopped for a second, "Just think of it as a Popsicle, just take as much in before you gag." So I did it slow and started licking his head. He let out a sigh, "Oh god yes!" Then he went back to sucking me off. As time pasted I gradually got more and more in. I almost of all of it and then I gagged so I didn't take anymore. We stayed like this for almost 10 minutes before I blew my load. Which in turn made Shane blow his. Now I didn't really know what to do so I tried not to swallow his load. When he turned around it appeared he had done the same. Shane snuggled up and then our dicks touched, that felt great. What felt even nicer was our kiss. Shane taught me french kissing right there while we gridded against each other. During our kiss Shane took off our pjs and I wrapped my legs around his. When we had finally swapped spit and cum for like hours Shane rested his head on my chest. "What about our pants?" "They'll be fine where they are." I think Shane fell asleep after that. So I closed me eyes and did the same. I gotta say, Best night of my life so far. -Day Of the Big Fight- So it's been a month since Shane has told me about his nightmares. He hasn't had one since, which is good news. Other good news is that we are still experimenting, more so than before so. Shane has even let me top him twice now. But we haven't had any action in a couple of days. And that lead me to where we are right now. See there are a couple of wings that get closed off at lunch, like the math and Language wing. To top it off, all the teachers from that wing go to the staff room for lunch. Long story short I woke up horny and haven't been able to shake it off. So during the morning I managed to convince Shane to come up to the bathroom in the upstairs of that specific wing and have a quicky in the bathroom. Just as we finish making sure no one is in the hall I grab Shane's crotch and pull him into the bathroom. We go into one of the stalls but don't bother to lock it. I start kissing him and taking off his pants. Of course he is doing the same. Just before I drop his pants I grab the lube from his pocket, When our pants are at our ankles he takes his lube and gives me a mini hand job, lubing me up. When he is done he turns around and sticks out his ass, "Just go, make it a quick one okay?" "Hell ya!" So I slowly push myself into his hole. His nice, warm, tight hole and start pounding him. He has his occasional grunt but no really any loud moans. When I find his pleasure spot, he inhales sharply and I start pounding that spot. "Lucas... Jack me off too." Which I started doing immediately. Shane got a little louder but we were too into it to really care. After about 5 minutes Shane starts really getting into it and starts pushing back when ever I thrust forward. "I'm getting.... close.... harder!" "Me too..." So with only like half a dozen more thrusts I blow my load into his ass. Which sets him off with a audible splat onto the door and floor. We both practically fell onto the toilet seat behind us, luckily it was down. Shane leans back snuggling his head into mine. We kinda fell back together so I'm still in him but we don't really seam to be in a rush. So I start rubbing his thigh as he starts biting my ear. Only like a few seconds after that starts we hear, "So who's the ones having way to much fun in here?" We stopped and looked at each other straight in the eyes. We did nothing, "Come on, I know your in here." He steps in, he's not a teacher by the sound of his voice. Just then I remember that the stall is unlocked. I go to lock it but it was too late. Matt Jones was standing looking at our scene. We both were red with embarrassment and he is smiling. To make it worse my brain thought covering Shane's junk was a good idea. Matt just waited expecting an answer. "Hey... Matt..." It was Shane who talked first. We both know him form our gym class this semester but that isn't helping. "Hey Lucas, hey Shane. What's up guys?" "Instead of bugging us could you just shut the door for us?" "I'll be that nice." When he shut the door Shane got up with a echoy pop sound. Matt, gave out a little laugh. We got back to 'normal', and got out to look at Matt, "Well... I have a deal." "What kind of deal?" Who can help to skeptical with the situation we are in. "I wont tell anyone about this, if you two each owe me a favor." "Umm we could do the favor now, if you want..." See even Shane's mind is all about the sex right now. "Not a sexual favor. Just a favor for the future. I'm not into guys, not that I'm homophobic. I mean... Ya lets just leave it at that." "Okay, so we each owe you a favor." We all nod and go to leave. Matt goes a different way, probably heading to his locker. Everyone was staring at us while we walked to the Cafeteria. I got more and more nervous the more people looked. When we sat down it felt like everyone was staring at me. I kept looking around barely even eating my lunch. Shane must have noticed cause he started rubbing my thigh to calm me down. That doesn't work right now! I had to move his hand as quickly as possible. Everyone at the table was just looking at us like we were being weird. Nothing is up, stop staring at me!! Just when I thought my mind couldn't get any worse, Shane puts his hand on me again. I know he was trying to calm me down but I just can't take it! "Shane, can you just stop it!" With that I got up and walked out. I just went and started walking. I didn't stop for anyone. Chapter end Okay I know I said I was gonna try and fit it all in one chapter but I figured it would be better in two chapters. Well 1 and a half. So next chapter will end the Shane and Lucas flashback. I know a few things don't make sense right now, with the descriptions of what happened from Lucas and Shane but it'll all work out I promise. So if you like the story or have a general comment or suggestion for what I should add to the story just send me an email at kuragari129@hotmail.com. Or you can like the official Life's Expectations facebook page (http://www.facebook.com/LifesExpectations?ref=hl) and post them their. There are a couple of pictures I found online that I thought kinda looked like characters on there. There is also a couple of polls that you can do if you are interested. Most importantly there is the original chapter 1 on the page and I have more to post if people like the page. Thanks for reading! P.S. How bought that PS4??