Date: Sun, 14 Sep 2003 04:12:21 -0700 From: Fusion Zero Subject: Live for Love/Chapter 2 Live For Love By Brian Chapter 2 : "Hello?" Sarina answered the phone on the first ring. "Sarina? I just read Alex's note, and.. and.." I was interrupted by my rude mother banging on my door. "What, mom, I'm on the phone!" I tried to make myself sound normal. "Oh, sorry, I just wanted to make sure you were here!" She walked away, I think, and I managed to keep my voice down. "Sarina?" "Yeah hon'? Tell me, what's up?" She sounded concerned. "Yeah well.. I was reading the note and.. and.. Alex told me not to tell.. but um.. He's gay." Silence filled the air until i began to hear Sarina weeping silently to herself. Okay, not that this was such a bad thing that Alex was gay, but he also liked me, but I wasn't about to tell Sarina that, and I knew this meant things would never be the same. I've known Alex a long ass time. And having this come from him.. is just.. different that I'd expected it to be. I was happy, yet, not happy, at the same time. I was excited that. Maybe I would have a boyfriend. But I also worried about Jay. I didn't know weather he was gay or whatever, but I knew that I liked him a whole lot, and I also liked Alex too. I was crying because I was concerned with what Alex would do. "Sarina? You okay?" I asked, sounding concerned. "Yeah.. I'm.. I'm o..okay.." "You sure..? Don't get upset because he's gay. just.. tomorrow at school.. be sure to act like everything's normal.. Okay?" ".uhh. Okay, I guess. I just.. I never even thought Alex was like that at all, when me and you messed around about him being bi, I was just messing with him." Her words trailed. "Oh. Well, should I call him.? Or should I just wait till tomorrow to talk about it.. Or maybe go over to his house. or.. or.." "Just wait till tomm-" I interrupted her. "OH SHIT! Ahhh!" Oh no! The clock read 4 31 pm! I was supposed to meet Jay at his house! Oh no, I hope he's still there, and I hope he doesn't get mad, or. Wow this is bad. "What?!?" "I was supposed to meet jay a minute ago! I gotta go! Bye!" I slammed the phone down on the receiver, made sure I looked okay in the mirror, slipped my cell phone into my pocket, and hurried out. I began walking a little faster than usual, because I was excited to meet this beautiful boy of my dreams, and took the same route to school, for his house. All the way there, I was thinking to myself how to greet him, either a "Hey sexy" or a "hello" or something that would give away my sexuality, without having to actually TELL him. A few minutes later, I arrived at his driveway. I didn't see him. I walked up to the door, and knocked gently. No answer. I knocked a bit harder, and waited a minute or two. I was startled by a light tap on the shoulder from behind. "WOAH!" I let out. "Hey dude, your late." He said, in a sexy voice. "Hey! And- oh yeah, sorry about that, anyways, you scared me to death right now! Don't sneak up on my like that again!" I acted unhappy. "Woah, sorry man, my bad. Anyways, what did you want to do today?" "Well, whatever you wanna do!" I told him, and, yes, I wanted to do WHATEVER he wanted to do. "Okay, want to come inside and see my room?" He asked casually. "Sure!" He walked in front of me, opening the front door, and leading me upstairs to his room. I also must say, the inside was beautifully decorated. We arrived at his room, and the scent of 'boy' filled the air. There was a full-size bed, black sheets, and a lighter-black blanket to go along with it. The walls were white, and there was a small computer desk in the corner, with a rather old looking computer on it, and a hanging plasma TV on the wall. There was also a nice piece of furniture with 6 drawers and a large mirror above it. He went over to his computer and sat at the desk, and I sat on his bed, next to an empty box. "Nice room, dude" I said, sounding amazed. "Nah, it's nothin' special, haha." He replied. "Compared to mine!? This is amazing!" "Whatever," He said sarcastically. "anything about you I should know?" He asked me. "Like what?" I asked in reply to his question. "Like. any secrets? Hehe, I am the best at keeping secrets, and talking about stuff." Everything he said was getting me more and more comfortable talking to him, he was really amazing in my eyes. "Well. I have lots of secrets. But I don't know if I should tell you, It's kind of personal." I said, sounding sad. "Dude, it's okay, I have my secrets too, and if you're willing to listen, I'm willing to tell you, but, please tell me, I won't go psycho or anything." He reassured me. "Uhh.. Well," I was shaking so bad. "uhh.. I'm uhh.." I couldn't do it. This beautiful guy. If I told him, it could ruin our friendship all together! I didn't want this to happen, at all. "I'm gay." I made the decision to be gay, at that moment. I knew I liked this beautiful guy, and that was that. A chill ran through my body, back and forth, as a dead silence filled the air. "Um. That's cool with me dude, I won't tell anybody" Again, he reassured me. "Thank you so much, you have no idea how much it means to have someone I can trust with this stuff," I was so relieved!!! "And. I also have another confession." HOLY SHIT! I was letting out all the wrong stuff, and I just kept on talking like there was no tomorrow! Ahhhh! "I'm very attracted to you. And I know this might sound a little weird but. ahh I'm sorry abo-" I was interrupted as he placed his finger over my lips. "Shhh." He whispered, with the cutest smile on his face. He then pushed me onto his bed, and started kissing me. This was the most magical moment of my entire life. I was. Making out with the most fantastic guy I have ever met! This must be a dream! It must be! After about 2 minutes of making out, he broke the kiss, and got out a piece of paper, and started writing something. I was still silent, because I was in shock from this most fantastic experience. He handed me the paper, and said, "Call me." The paper read his phone number, and I got up, and he put his arms around me, and hugged me tightly. He showed me to the front door, and we said our goodbyes. I walked home, startled from what had happened today. I was just- in shock. After about 10 minutes or so, I arrived at my house, and I ran up the stairs, but my mother was in the way of my door. "AND where have you been, young man!?" She was pissed. "Uhh, I was just at a friends house, jeeze mom, sorry." I pushed her out of the way, and locked myself in my room. I hate her. I hate her a lot. I was sitting at my desk for a while, thinking.. Then I took a nap for about 2 or 3 hours, and woke up to my brother and his friend listening to loud music in the next room. I came out of my room and banged on the door, told them to shut the hell up, and went back to my room. I sat there a minute before I realized that there was no school tomorrow, and maybe I could spend the night at Jay's house! I tiredly sat on my bed, and pulled out the paper with Jays number on it, and started to input the number into my cell phones phone book, and then called him. It rang about 5 or six times, till he picked up. "Hello?" He answered. "Hey. It's me. Mike." I tried to stay quiet, and unnoticed. "Hey. About earlier, I forgot to tell you one of my secrets. I'm gay too. Like you.. And about that kiss, sorry, I just couldn't hold back the urge to kiss your soft beautiful face." At this point, I was floating; heaven-like. I was so happy at this point. "Oh, it was nothing, hehe. Anyways. Since there isn't any school tomorrow, do you mind if maybe I crashed at your place for the night? I can't stand it here anymore." I asked innocently. "Well, let me go ask my mom, I'll be right back, okay?" "Okay." I waited patiently, as I asked my mother too. She said I can go, under the conditions I had my room cleaned, and ate dinner. "Hey, you there?" He asked, out of breath. "Sure am!" I said happily. "My mom said you can stay over, if your mom says it's okay." "Yeah, she did, I asked her. What time should I come over?" "Come at about. 9, that good?" "Yep! I'll be there at 9, sharp, okay?" "Okay, seeya sexy!" He hung up before I got to say goodbye, and I was full of excitement, and took off my pants, so I could wear my P.J Pants underneath my jeans. This was going to be so much fun. It was only 8 30, and I couldn't wait to go! I went over to my computer, and turned on Blubster, and set my play list for Sarina Paris to play. I began dancing around the room, making sexual movements, and hoping I had a boyfriend! I wonder what kind of music he was into? Well, whatever, I was getting myself all 'spiffy' to go to Jays house. The clock read 8 40 after a bit, and I couldn't wait any longer. I walked out of my room, said goodbye to my mom, and told her to call me if she needs me. I was walking very fast, anxious to arrive at Jay's house. My phone started to ring, and I pulled it out to find, Alex was calling me. I think my face turned white, as I remembered that note Alex gave me. I started to slow down, and I ignored the call, hoping I'd completely forget about him, while I was going to see my boy. Well, hopefully my boy. I finally arrived at his house, and I checked my cell phone for the time, which was 8 55. I knocked on the door softly, this time, his mother answered. "Hello!" She excitingly answered the door. "You must be Mike, right?" She asked. "Yep, that's me!" I replied happily. "Well, come in, come in, Jay is upstairs, help yourself to his room, you know where it is, right?" "Yep, thanks!" I said politely. I knocked on his door, and for a minute, I thought I was at the wrong door, because there was no answer. I waited a few seconds, and he opened the door, and pulled me towards him, shut the door, and pulled me to the bed, and he held me tightly, and kissed me. He kissed me in a way I was never kissed before. I knew he was about to love me, not get into my pants. I was so glad I had met this boy. I have never been happier in my life, and it was just getting better. He pulled me under his blanket, and he held me tightly, and we snuggled together, and he turned on the TV and Save The Last Dance was on. I wasn't watching, I was busy holding him, and thinking. He came close to my ear, and whispered something. "I love you" "I love you too." I whispered back. - To be continued - Hey guys! Thanks for reading! This is only the second chapter, number three is to come soon! Please send me comments on the story, weather or not I should keep writing, or anything you think I should do/change! E-mail me at xdigitalialityx@hotmail.com or AIM me at noisuf 1. Thanks for all of your support!