Date: Sun, 27 Jan 2013 12:35:27 -0800 From: Trevor Johnson Subject: Living in a lie chapter 15 CHAPTER FIFTEEN LIVING IN A LIE Written by Trevor Johnson Editor Richie Please note this story contains boy-to-boy sexual activity and if you don't enjoy this kind of story read no further. This story is completely fiction and any resemblance to anyone living or dead is wholly coincidental. This story may not be published, or reprinted, without the express permission of the author. The next interview wasn't for another hour so they all decided to head into the kitchen for a snack and cold drink. Jordon walked in first and suddenly yelled out NO... Everybody walking into the kitchen stopped dead in their tracks at the site before them. Damien naturally was the most shocked when he saw Bentley on his knees giving the new kid Chris a blow job, "Bentley what the fuck are you doing?" he yelled at the top of his voice. Jennifer Jordon's mom decided to leave well alone and turned on her heels and left, while Jordon couldn't believe his eyes. He looked around for Geoff but couldn't see him but right then he felt his hand on his shoulder. He discovered later that Geoff had left Chris with Bentley while he went to the restroom. And when he heard the yelling came rushing back. Bentley went a deep red and pulled back falling onto his back while Chris quickly zipped up his pants but not before we all got a glimpse of a massive cock being tucked away. Damien was spluttering and not sure what to say but finally he took control of his emotions saying, "Christopher will you go and stand outside the room where we did the interview and wait for us to join you. Bentley you stay here so you and I can have a quite chat." He glared at the Geoff and Jordon and they got the message quickly leaving the room. Damien then turned to Bentley still with anger in his voice he said, "What the fuck was all that about?" "I'm sorry but that new guy the minute we were alone said if I didn't suck his cock he'd cry rape claiming that I tried to rape him and you know as well as I do in cases like that it is hard to prove that they are lying. So I'm sorry partner but I took the coward's way out." Bentley began to cry and Damien took him in his arms comforting him before saying, "We might have to change our minds about this kid he could prove too hard to handle but then we should also try and show him the error of his ways." He went to the door calling for Jordon and Geoff to join them and when they came back into the kitchen he related everything that Bentley had told him, "The thing is do we take back our offer to have him here at the farm or take him on and get him to change his ways and attitude?" Just then Jennifer came into the kitchen and the situation was explained to her. They stood around for a while in silence each weighing up the pros and cons in their own minds before Jordon spoke up, "I think we should keep him on here at the farm and try to get him to understand that you just can't do that sort of thing. If we send him back to the church home he came from or wherever he was before his attitude is not going to get any better while we can try to help him." Damien and Jennifer both agreed with him and they went back to the interview room were Chris was waiting outside. They all went back in resuming their seats. Chris was looking decidedly unhappy and sat with his head hanging down. Damien started the conversation, "Chris why did you do what you did in the kitchen by threatening Bentley?" "I don't know sometimes I just can't help myself but it was just a spur of the moment thing. I got all horny being in this room with Jordon and Geoff sitting there and that's when I get these urges, I'm sorry for what I did and I suppose you're going to send me away and not accept me here at the farm?" Jordon jumped in first to answer him, "No Chris we're not going to send you away but we will get you help to overcome these urges and help you all we can, who knows as more young guys arrive you might find a boyfriend who will also be able to help you and you won't be as frustrated as you are now." A look of complete surprise followed by one of joy followed that statement and he jumped up embracing everyone in the room before sitting down again, "Thank you for being so understanding and forgiving I really would like to live here and be given a chance in life which I didn't think I would ever have." "There is just one more thing Chris." Damien said, "And that is you go back into the kitchen and apologize to Bentley who is very upset about the whole episode." Chris said that he would and on that we all stood up and followed him back to the kitchen were he apologized to Bentley, finishing up by giving him a hug. We all stood around after that tucking into the snacks which Bentley had prepared for us. After that Damien suggested that we show Chris around the farm and explain some of the chores which he will be sharing and also show him his room and all the facilities. On the way round they struck up a conversation with him and Jordon asked if he felt horny like that all the time," Yes, it can be embarrassing at times because I get hard just looking at a nice guy and as I think you might have seen in the kitchen I have a big cock which can be a curse at times plus it has a mind of its own and can shoot up without notice." This brought grins onto all three faces but at the same time they could see this could be a problem especially if you're out in public. As they wandered around the property Jordon and Geoff explained what some of the jobs would be some good and some not so good like cleaning out the stables and so on, "We share all the work so that you're not permanently on shit cleaning duty." They laughed at that and appeared to be getting along real well. "I've never worked on a farm before so all this is new to me and what about our schooling is your mom a good teacher?" "Yes she is and she doesn't push us too much because most of our learning is out on the farm anyway. Geoff's dad also comes in to help us learn the farming bit and he's a great guy." "Have you two been together for long?" was Chris's next question. "Ever since Geoff moved into the district about six months ago, we exchanged rings at my sister's wedding recently promising each other to be together for life." Jordon told him. Chris was silent for a while then he suddenly stopped in his tracks looking very sad almost in tears, "My greatest wish is to find a partner like you guys have and live together. Even Damien and Bentley look like the perfect couple and I believe they have been together for a long time, yours and their relationship are what I dearly want in life." That sad look remained on his face as Geoff spoke up, "Don't worry Chris there is every chance that you might find someone here while you're with us and we have no objections if two of you become partners just as long as no one is forced into a relationship against their will." Both Jordon and Geoff were beginning to warm to this new kid and also they felt a bit sorry for him because it is obvious that until now he had been very lonely and a bit of an outcast. They continued wandering around with the boys explaining different things to the new intern. They finished the tour at the accommodation block and he was shown his room, "Hey this is neat and very comfortable by the looks of it." "For the time being you will be out here on your own and I hope that doesn't worry you, but be assured others will be joining you very soon and who knows the man of your dreams might just be among them." Jordon said with a grin and wink. They headed back to the farmhouse for a cool drink and were met at the door by Damien who told them another candidate had arrived and was waiting for them. They excused themselves from Chris and headed for the front office to find a very nervous dark haired kid. He looked very thin and wore spectacles with thick lenses, what one would refer to as a geek. Damien introduced him as Nathan and his age was thirteen. To help alleviate the nerves the boys gave him a hug instead of shaking hands which took him by surprise. Looking at the application which a welfare agency had prepared the story was pretty much the same as all the other boys who had applied. Parents who didn't care because their son was gay. It appeared that Nathan while being on the frail side was very intelligent but just by looking at him they could see he wasn't cut out for farm work. Damien spotted their look and intervened pointing out that Nathan would be ideal handling the bookwork and learning from Veronica the financial side of the business. The boys understood were he was coming from and agreed with him. Nathan was accepted with no problems and was very happy to be part of the group. For the time being he had to go back with the people who brought him but would join the group in a couple of days. Damien announced that him and Bentley had to return to Toronto early in the morning but would be back in a couple of days. All that changed about an hour before supper when Damien got a phone call. He spoke to whoever was on the end of the line for some time before ending the call re-joining everyone in the dining room, "It looks like we won't be going back to Toronto tomorrow after all. That was our national broadcaster who wants to do a television documentary on the farm project so Bentley and I had better stay over because they are coming tomorrow and while neither of us will be involved I want to make sure that they do the right thing in getting our message across. It's mainly you Jordon and Geoff they want to feature but if they stray from the subject and begin to knock our way of life then I will call a halt right away. We want to make this project look good and get the message across that we are helping young people who have been abandoned by their parents and we are helping them get a life and a career." The twins and also Chris were there and heard everything with the twins jumping up and down for joy because they were going to be on television. That was the general conversation throughout dinner. They all watched some TV until it was time for bed and Jordon and Geoff escorted Chris back to his room making sure he was all right, "Are you sure you will be ok on your own out here?" "yes I think so I'm used to being on my own although there will be some noises I'm not used to but if I have problems or worried about prowlers I'll alert security and they can come and hold my hand." He said with a laugh. "As long as that's all they hold." Jordon remarked and all three of them burst out laughing. They kissed and hugged Chris goodnight before heading back to the house and their own bed. Once tucked in their bed they began kissing and cuddling and that was when Jordon made the suggestion that had been on his mind all day, "Lover, have you ever thought what it would be like to have a threesome, you know another guy join us for a romp?" Geoff immediately displayed a hurt look on his face, "Why do you ask, aren't I satisfying you enough?" "Of course you are baby." Jordon replied smothering his partner with kisses, "It's just I was thinking until he gets a bit more company we should help Chris out a bit and I must say after seeing his big cock I was interested how about you?" "Yes I must say seeing how big he was did turn me on but I don't want to share you with anyone else Jordon I love you and only you. I don't think I could share you with anyone else." He kissed Jordon on the lips parting them so their tongues could enter. Finally they broke away and Geoff said, "I love you Jordon and only you I don't want to share you with anyone but if you would like to have a threesome I will go along just to please you but I won't be happy about it." "In that case I won't mention it again because I love you Geoff and would never do anything to upset you." They continued to make out for a while but were both too tired to go all the way. Eventually they fell asleep in each other's arms. They had trouble waking up the next morning and it was only because the twins, Timmy and Jimmy knocking on the bedroom door that woke them up. They were up and dressed ready to start the chores and they were making fun of the two boys for not being ready. Jordon and Geoff dressed quickly and joined them downstairs still half asleep as they headed for the barn to find Chris also up and ready for his first day on the farm. Jordon allocated the jobs and they all headed off to do what they had to do. Jordon and Geoff took Chris into the dairy and showed Chris how to do the milking while the twins collected eggs and fed the chickens. The two boys laughed at Chris because he had never seen a cow up close before never mind the udders hanging down with four teats. They showed him how to wash the teats and then put the milking machine on them and also put some feed out for the cows to munch on while they give up their milk. They showed him how to separate the cream, get some milk ready to go up to the farmhouse and the rest to go into town. Once the cows had been milked they had to wash down the dairy and do all the other little jobs which needed to be done. They left Chris to do the cleaning up while they went to feed the pigs. While the twins after looking after the chickens had gone on to feed and clean out the horses in their stable before turning them out into the paddock. Everything went smoothly and before long they were heading back to the house to wash up and get ready for breakfast. Bentley because they were staying over did the cooking and the good news today was that Veronica and Eddie were coming back from their honeymoon. Breakfast was barely over when a couple of vehicles arrived from the TV station and the crew began setting up their equipment while the lady interviewer who introduced herself as Gloria talked to everyone about what she would like to do. Damien made it clear that he would be monitoring the interviews very carefully so that the boys were not exposed to any embarrassing or hurtful questions. The producer kept trying to bring the subject round to the death of Jordon's father but each time she tried Jordon would just walk away and in the end Damien called enough. After that the filming went smoothly and it looked like they were going to present a favourable picture of the whole project. They shot a lot of footage of the boys pretending to milk the cows feed the pigs and ride the two horses which of course they both enjoyed. Meanwhile the twins and Chris had to be content with staying in the house and do school work this way they were kept out of the way from the production crew. One of the terms of all these boys coming into the project was that they remained anonymous. In some cases their parents didn't know where they were and no one wanted any parents arriving at the farm gate. The television crew didn't leave until late afternoon and once they had departed the twins and Chris joined the boys doing the afternoons chores before heading in just as it was getting dark to wash up and get ready for dinner. The twins were quite excited about the fact that Jordon and Geoff were going to be on television and after supper when they had about an hour to watch TV before going to bed and Timmy jumped on Jordon's lap while Jimmy did the same with Geoff. They flung their arms around both boys' necks cuddling into them not in a sexual way but as two young boys who needed some brotherly love. Jordon was most surprised when Jimmy whispered in ear, "I love you Jordon and thank you for making us part of your family, we promise to be as good as we can and try not to fool around with each other but it's not easy." Jordon laughed saying, "That's all right Jimmy, we love you both and know that you will try hard." Later Geoff admitted that Timmy said something similar, "They are going to turn into two very caring and wonderful young men." He added. Once it was time for bed the boys walked across the yard with Chris and again kissed and hugged him goodnight reminding him that Nathan would more than likely be joining him next day so he won't be along in the new quarters. Laughing Chris said, "I'm not really into geeks but it will be nice going to bed knowing there is someone in the next room. I never knew a farm had so many strange noises at night." All three of them laughed out loud with the boys agreeing wholeheartedly with him. After a shower together they were back in their own bedroom getting ready for bed when Jordon got all quiet and a bit moody lying on the bed staring at the ceiling, "What's the matter lover why the sudden change from being happy to sad?" "No real reason." Was the terse reply. Moving closer and putting his arms around him Geoff replied, "I can always tell when something is bothering you and now is that time, so let it all out baby." "It was just the way that television lady kept trying to get me to talk about how my father died and it brought back all those terrible memories of that night when I became a murderer." He suddenly burst into tears turning away for his lover burying his face in the pillow. Geoff tried to hug him and kiss him not knowing what else to do and finally Jordon calmed down. Giving Geoff the opportunity to talk to him. "Jordon, throughout your life the subject is going to come up and there's nothing you can do about that. Just remember you have a lot of friends around you to help you and support you when this happens. I love you Jordon with all my heart and soul and will always be here for you when things get tough which they will it's important that we support each other." That little speech appeared to do the trick with Jordon turning towards his boyfriend putting his arms around his neck and kissing him passionately. This was followed by a gentle loving sex session not frenzied but loaded with the love they have for each other. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Miles and Keith's relationship was also going through some loving and tender moments with a touch of seriousness. For the past couple of days they had been weighing up the pros and cons of having a baby. Of course not physically because that is impossible but then both of them agreed it would be wonderful if they one of them could become pregnant. They were torn between the idea of adopting the process of which is long and complicated or having a surrogate mother impregnated with their seed and giving birth to what would be their baby. Both ways were complex and fraught with issues and complications. But they both felt that they would dearly like to bring up a child in their own name. They hadn't dared discuss this subject with their mothers who they were sure would not understand, yet again for them to become grandparents may be a novelty which because of the boys sexual orientation they thought would never happen. No, many hours of discussion took place often when the two of them were lying together in bed discussing what would be a life changing factor to their lives. The adoption process was a long drawn out affair and even then they may not be accepted because same sex adoptions were frowned on, plus to adopt privately was also very costly. To find a willing surrogate mother was also a minefield even if the mother donor signed a dozen or more legal documents promising to hand the baby over the chances of her reneging on the deal once the baby was born was also a possibility, plus someone willing to offer their womb for this birth wouldn't be easy to find either. Yet the urge for motherhood especially with Keith, who was the bottom of their relationship, was strong, yet once again the cost was a major factor how much, was a willing female who was happy to carry their child want by way of payment. Another problem was that while Keith's maternal instincts were strong he was also the major in fact the only bread winner in their relationship so Miles would have to be a stay at home dad while Keith went to work. With his new promotion as bureau chief they could afford to raise a child but Miles the dominating male member of their partnership would have to play the part of the stay at home father. These questions and problems were discussed for many evenings with no solution in sight and both of them were becoming very frustrated with what looked like a never ending argument. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Also having a deep and meaningful discussion was Fred and Martha. Martha admitted to Fred that his ambition for several years now was to have the sex change operation and now that they had a little bit of money in the bank would Fred mind if he went ahead and had the surgery. "Darling whatever you want you can have you know that." Fred told him, "The only thing I'm worried about is will your heart stand up to the operations?" "That's something I will have to ask the surgeons about but I would like to be a full woman or at least as much as I can. I feel like I am a woman but right now but locked in a man's body and to make my dream come true would be wonderful." Fred while this conversation was going on was sitting next to his lover on the sofa and between sentences they were kissing and cuddling and generally fooling around, "From what information I have been able to obtain from the internet you will have to travel to America and the cost will be in the tens of thousands and that much money we don't have right now. We would have to take out a second mortgage on the house, but if that is what you want then I won't stand in your way. I love you Martha so very much in fact I never thought I would ever love anyone like I love you." They kissed and cuddled for some time not talking and it was obvious they really were very much in love, but deep down Fred was worried that any operation taking into account Martha's heart problems would prove to be very risky and considering he almost lost him during the last heart attack he didn't want to risk losing him for good. >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> With Damien and Bentley back in Toronto for a few days life on the farm settled down to a normal routine, except that Veronica and Eddie were due back from their honeymoon. It was about mid-morning when they drove through the gates to be met by Jordon, Geoff and of course their mother Jennifer. Both of them looked happy and radiant and why wouldn't they be. Veronica was due to start back in the farm office the next day while Eddie still had a couple of days before he came back on the night shift as security. This meant that Nathan would be able to spend some time with Veronica learning the business side of running a farm. He would spend the morning in class with the other guys and after lunch would be with Veronica. Meanwhile Chris following the incident with Bentley in the kitchen had been on his best behaviour and was getting on well with Jordon and Geoff and simply adored working with the twins. Jennifer had only one concern and that was cooking meals. One thing they had all forgotten was who was going to do the cooking especially when the number of young guys here was at full strength. In the daily chat she had with Damien the subject was raised and Damien promised to look at finding a cook when he came back to the farm on the weekend. It was ok while Bentley was there but both guys had been neglecting their work with the gay school project in Toronto and were needed there. More interviews were planned for the weekend and if all the applicants were accepted then the facility would be full. Geoff father was now coming over from his farm almost every afternoon and was currently teaching the guys on farm safety especially when using the tractor and other heavy machinery and soon they would be planting some more crops also under his supervision. The weekend came along quite quickly with Damien and Bentley arriving early on the Saturday morning. That afternoon Betsy and some of Jordon's old school chums also arrived and were introduce to the new members of the farm group.' Betsy fell in love with the twins straight away and likewise they thought the same of her and followed her everywhere all afternoon. After saddling up the two horses they took turns riding them except for Jordon who was sitting in interviewing a couple of new potential members to the project. The big surprise was that Tony one of Jordon's old school chums and Chris appeared to be getting on like a house on fire and were seen to sneak away to Chris' room when they thought no one was looking. When Geoff told Jordon later he was most surprised because he never ever suspected that Tony way gay. The first to be interview was a tall well-built guy quite handsome whose name was Benjamin or Ben as he preferred to be called. He had been a lot of trouble at school because not only was he gay but a bully as well and was expelled from a couple of schools before he was brought to the farm. Once again the education department would pay towards his schooling which would be a big help. He appeared to be keen to join the group and with some reservation it was decided to accept him. The next one to be interviewed was Scott a blonde hunk of just sixteen years who as Jordon explained to Geoff that night was `drop dead gorgeous'. At his last school he was found in a compromising situation with a male teacher and the apparently had been having an affair for some time. So his parents when they heard about the farm project thought this might just be the place for him, plus they offered to contribute toward the cost of keeping him. With these two being accepted that only left two more places for now until more accommodation was built. As Damien pointed out the problem was that they were running out of space. The next subject discussed was a permanent cook and Jennifer suggested that we ask Martha, Geoff's mom if she would be interested and in actual fact she jumped at the idea straight away. Damien also approached George, Geoff's father suggesting that he work more or less full time on the project and the boys work on his farm as well. George thought that was a good idea and both agreed they should work out a plan to cover the cost of crops and other points which were likely to crop up Damien was well pleased that everything was coming together and with the final two applicants if suitable would be interviewed on Monday and then for the time being the farm would be full. That evening over supper the boys teased Chris unmercifully over his new friend Tony and when he was asked what they got up to when they disappeared from the group he blushed a deep red. Veronica was very pleased with the way Nathan was picking up the paperwork after only a couple of hours and Damien had given him some seed catalogues to look at with a view to him ordering all that kind of thing once he knew what he was doing. The only black spot on the horizon that weekend was midmorning on Sunday when security rang through to the house saying that a group of about two dozen people were marching up the road waving anti-gay banners and chanting anti-gay slogans. All the boys were immediately called into the house and the doors and windows closed so that none of them would be recognized or had photos taken. The farm gate was closed and security was posted at the entrance to keep them out. The police were also called but being a Sunday it took them some time to get a car out to the farm. Looking out from behind the curtains Jordon recognised several of the school rednecks were part of the group and a couple of times they tried storming the gate but security held them at bay plus a car load of extra security guys arrived not long after the trouble makers arrived. Some of the redneck element also tried moving down the lane a bit further and began to pull down the fence so they could get in that way but once again the security company were on the job and stopped them before they could do any damage. Damien assured the newcomers that they would be safe and that this kind of demonstration was to be expected from time to time. The twins especially being of such a tender young age began to cry and were scared but Jordon and Geoff cuddled them telling them not to worry and that they were quite safe. Once the police arrived the crowd began to disperse and the whole demonstration was all over within the hour. While all this was happening Bentley had been busy in the kitchen and once things got back to normal he brought out hot chocolate and freshly baked chocolate chip cookies for everyone. Later that evening after a love making session Damien and Bentley were lying together when Damien said, "You know I think this project is going to be a big success and do a lot of good for gay youth, maybe even more of a success than the triangle project in Toronto." To be continued ... Writers corner. I hope you enjoyed this latest chapter and I don't know about you but it looks like the whole project is coming together nicely, but surly nothing can come together easy in my stories so keep reading because who knows anything can happen. The fact that the protests are continuing is a black spot but the security company appear to have everything under control. The boys moving onto the farm are a cross section of gays and it will be interesting in seeing how they interact with each other. The whole project is becoming a family affair with Geoff's parents also now being involved full time. We didn't hear much about Miles and Keith or Fred and Martha but, what we did hear was controversial. For example should Miles and Keith adopt, or do they find a woman willing to carry their baby? Please let me know what you think on that subject because quite honestly I'm not sure myself what is the best way to go. Should Martha have the full sex change operation or are they better just living together as they are now happy and contented. Again what are your thoughts on this. Anyway please let me know as always what you think of this chapter and story and drop me an e mail if you have the time. Hugs Trevor Supertev699@hotmail.com