Date: Sun, 3 Jun 2012 21:09:57 -0600 From: azzy azeez Subject: Love's a Bitch 15 *I'M BACK!!* J I wasn't in the mood to explain...all I wanted was to see my shark and wrap my arms around him and let him take me. He was the only thing on my mind now, I had to see him...feel him, taste him, let him enter me. "Look Markus this isn't what it looks like, we just slept together in the same bed that's all I was just feeling sad that I couldn't see Shark so he stayed with me and...Comforted me...that's all." It all came out in a rush, as I grabbed my sweats and a tank putting them on then running out of my room before he could say anything. I ran downstairs and saw Braeden with Alec in the front foyer. He was in sweats and a tank top...he smiled knowingly at me when he saw me staring at him, god he looked so amazing...he dressed up like that for me. I noticed even Alec had sweats and a tank on, I stood a couple feet away from him and looked at him through my lashes shyly and smiled. "Shark..."I whispered softly. He placed Alec down and strode over to me quickly and lifted me in his arms. "Babe..." he replied his breathing was pretty laboured. I rested my forehead against his and whispered "Kiss?" He groaned before pulling me in, his lips were warm and soft. I licked his lips and bit down hard on it, I started grinding hard on him, thrusting my hard on against his like a sex-crazed bunny. I felt his hand slip inside my pants and between my cheeks, his finger lightly brushed my hole and I shrieked. He pulled his finger out and slipped it in his mouth before bringing it back to my hole, he slipped a finger inside me with a little difficulty but when he brushed against my sensitive spot, I instantly came...I know, It's been quite a while since we'd mingled with our private parts. "Dean..." he yelled shakily, "Bro I really need you to watch Bubbers for a while." "No problem man but we gotta talk later." he replied coming down the stairs, he looked at us and shook his head slowly. "Ewww...much...much later, get a fucking room you nasty fuckers!" "Oh, shut up...you wish you could have him...but he's all mine, all hot, slick, wet and tight" Braeden groaned against my neck. I t was pretty embarrassing knowing half my ass was hanging out and my boyfriend had his finger up my ass. "No...no thanks, you can keep him, I don't like cheate-" he paused and stared right at me...his eyes judging me...he hated me now probably...I should tell Braeden what happened, it was the only right thing to do. "Take me now..."I whispered seductively in Braeden's ears. "Oh, fuck, gotta go man, see you later...you too Bubbs ". He quickly rushed up the stairs into my room, Stiles was just coming out of there when he bumped into us. "Watch where you're going man!" Braeden snarled, slipping his finger out of me and wrapping them tightly around my waist...he always got like this when Stiles was around. Stiles looked up at him and glared, and then he slowly looked up at me his gaze soften and smiled lightly. I hated it when he did that, it made me feel...uneasy, like he was undressing me with his eyes and...And it sort of turned me on. "Morning, Brooks" "Hi, Stiles" "How, you feeling?" "Ha-ha I should be asking you that, remember car accident, amnesia, broken ribs, concussion and a sprained ankle...did I miss anything else?" "Yes...a broken heart", he smiled weakly at me. "...I'm sorry..." I whispered, trying to loosen the tightened grip Braeden had around my waist. "Don't apologize Brooks, It's ok, I haven't given up on...us" "Keep dreaming Montgomery C'mon, babe...it's time for me to rip you a new one", he smirked at Stiles before walking into my room slamming the door in his face. What the hell. "Shark, that was not cool, I can't believe you said that...you made me feel like something you just fuck whenever you want", I snapped at him, trying to pry his hands off me. "Let me go Braeden I don't want you around me right now...go away". "Stop it, babe...I'm sorry, but he's trying to take you away from me...I can't handle that he needs to back off. You are mine and mine only." He leaned in and kissed me hard, I didn't respond at first but he was my Shark. I would do anything for him; I kissed him back wrapping my legs around him. He pulled my pants down and grabbed on to my hard 6-incher and stroked it. He kept at it till I was on the brink of cumming before he stopped it. "What are you doing to me" I shrieked. I don't remember him undressing but next thing I knew he had his dick close to my face; he was dripping like a faulty faucet. He coated my lips with his pre-cum and growled like a sex-crazed bear. "Oh my fucking god Babe you look so sexy with my cum on your lips...mmmmm, oh god...suck it...please", he whimpered, thrusting his hips against my face. I slowly wrapped my lips around the head and sucked hard on it and was rewarded with a generous amount of precum. God he tasted heavenly...I've missed him sooo much, I slid more of him inside my mouth trying to take all of him inside of me, but gagging in the process. "Slow down babe, we've got all the time in the world...just lay back, let me take care of you this time", he whispered huskily as he hesitantly pulled back and lifted me up on the bed and laid down beside me, places his hands on my chest and draws little circle on it. "I've really missed you", he kisses me and lays his head on my stomach. "Hahah what about taking care of me, you loser", I smile weakly at him raking my hands through his locks...time to ruin the beautiful moment. "Shark?" "Yes lover?" he looks up at me resting his chin on my midsection. "I think it's time we talked about it", I whisper, trying to braiding a little strand of his hair. "Yea I know...but are you ready...I mean I don't...it's a lot to take in and I don't want you to hate me because of it...please" "I would never hate you", I leaned forward and kiss him lightly "ok...proceed". "Well...I...I don't know how to begin, I guess...It'll be easier for you to just ask me questions and I'll answer them" "Ok, I...is bubbers...yours" I help my breathe and clenched my eyes shut, my heart was pounding, I was scared, I knew if he said yes, it would change things between us. It would really hurt me; I couldn't bare the thought of my shark with another person...especially a "female". "Yes..." he said so quietly that if I wasn't beside him I wouldn't have caught that. I gasped in surprise, and chocked back a sob. I don't know why I'm acting so surprised, I mean deep down, in a way I sort of already knew that bubbers was his son. Plus I asked for it, it just breaks my heart... "You lied to me...you told me, you had never slept with anyone...that I was your first and you were mine", I said automatically, my eyes were now past their watering stage and shifting into the Niagara Falls stage. "I'm soon sorry Bryson, you are my first...not literally but..." he slowly got up and wrapped his arms around me, but I pulled away from him and got up, I paced back and forth sitting down on the chair and facing him. I crossed my legs yoga style and took a deep breath. "I wanna know...everything...who is she?" I crossed my finger and bit the inside of my cheeks, chanting `please don't let it be someone I know'. He looked at me uneasily before sighing in defeat. "Alright..." he paused for a minute looking at me with uneasy eyes. "It's Skylar Robertson" I froze, and stared at him my jaw ajar. "Are you mad?" He asked looking up me through his lashes, if I wasn't so shocked I would have jump his bones right there and then. "Oh heavens no, why in the world would I be mad that the love of my life has a child and the mother is Skylar Robertson, the alpha queen of bitch, devil's incarnate, I mean I know you guys were together last year but really...Skylar...really?!" I stood up and walked towards the window. "What would give you the idea that I was mad, I mean c'mon, she's pretty, rich-but I am richer than her though- more popular than our mayor and she's fucking hot! So if you think I'm mad...I'm far from it" "I...I'm so sorry, I really don't know what to say to you, I really didn't wish for all this to happened, and besides she's not here, she lives with her grandparents in California...that's the only reason, I've got Bubbers...well that and I missed my son Bry, I know you hate this but he's my son, I can't just abandon him...I just won't" I walked up to him and climbed back on the bed and pushed him back towards the bed so he was sitting with his back against the headboard, straddled him and hit his arm which hurt me more than it did him. He raised his eyebrow in confusion "What was that for?!" He pouted. "I do not want you to abandon him, I love that kid he's like my mini shark! I just hate that you lied to me, I mean I trusted you...you were my first and you told me I was yours but apparently not" I said getting angry at the thought that he lied to me, I got off him and was about to walk out, tears already pouring out my face , when he grabbed my arm. "Don't leave bry...please, I'm sorry I'll do anything, just don't leave me" he pulled me into his arms and kissed my head as I cried like...well...like a bitch. "I hate you!" I hit his chest weakly and sobbed louder. "No you don't", he whispered softly raking his hands through my hair. "I know", I sighed against his chest. "I don't hate you...I hate that I can't be mad at you, it's impossible. I love you so much shark, and I don't want this kind of thing to get between us. I mean what if skylark comes back and you fall in love with her again and you leave me...I...I can't deal with that. I. WILL. DIE. Legit bro, like I'm not even kidding, I will literally die, you are my everything and I know that sounds so fucking cheesy but it's the true talk, no lie", I panted breathlessly. "Bryson..." he pulled me back and cupped my face in his hands "Listen to me baby, nothing and I mean absolutely nothing will take me away from you. I love you so much...sometimes it scares me and I'm left bawling my eyes out. The love I have for you is so potent, that if you were to leave me I don't know what I would do to myself. This feeling I have in my chest is overwhelming, you know I still get butterflies when you look at me. And as for skylar, I haven't the slightest attract towards her, I only see her as the girl I got pregnant nothing else. Yes we used to date but it meant nothing...it was more for the school tradition than actually feelings. I mean its typical quarterback dates captain of the cheerleading squad. But not anymore, after she got pregnant she moved to Cali to live with her grandparents...she told me she was going to abort bubbers and I had no say in it and as sick as this sounds I was kind of happy she was deciding to abort him. But I knew she wasn't going to...I mean I've only seen Bubbers once with Markus and everything was fine...Markus even fell in love with him, all the babbling and cackling they were both doing was so cute hahaha...you know that's where he got his nickname bubbers from. But getting back to the point the thing was I just wasn't ready to raise a kid...not even now, but he's mine and I love him so much. I'll do anything for him. If I hadn't gone to see how skylark was doing at her grandparents, I would never have saved bubbers" he leaned his forehead against mine and kissed me. I pulled back after a couple seconds "what do you mean save bubbers, was he in trouble?" "Alot of trouble...sky is an alcoholic and a druggie; she had drugs everywhere around the house and empty bottles of beer...even broken ones. Her grandparents don't give to shits, they even had drugs in the kitchen...poor bubber was cold and in diapers that I'm pretty sure she hadn't changed in weeks! He had rashes from the diapers and he was in tears. I choked up when I saw him lying there all helpless and unloved. I had drove over to her house, the door was wide opened so I entered, and she was snorting a line when I did. I couldn't believe it; I just stood there, my mouth agape in shock. She looked at me, scoffed; bubber's crying pulled me out of my trance. She got up and walked towards him, he was on the cold tile his diaper thick with faeces picked him up and put him on the coffee table, screamed at him to shut up and walked away. At that point I was already crying, he was so helpless bry, I slowly walked up to him, I was too scared to touch him...I don't know why. But he looked at me with these eyes...pale blue and innocent, I was entranced. I picked him up and left that place, and I promised him that I would never leave him...even though he didn't understand what I said...I will never break that promise. I have two promises that I can't break now. My promise to you and to him. You, Bubbers and Markus are the only family I got left and I don't think I can survive without you guys. I love you so much Bryson". He leaned in for another kissed, much more desperate; I wrapped my arms around his neck and gripped it tightly. I FUCKING LOVED THIS KID...LIKE WHAT THE FUCK HE IS PERFECT...HE IS MY LIFE! He pulled back and grabbed me by my waist and pulled me under the cover" let's just stay in and cuddle...I don't even want to leave your arms". I whispered pulling his arms around me. "Sound wonderful", he mumbled against my neck. I traced my finger up and down his bicep, the rope thick sinewy muscles flexed under my fingers, I shivered involuntarily. "I wish I could be like you...your body is magnificent, like you look at your fucking arm. Your fore arm is bigger than both my thighs!" "Hahah but I love you this way, you're the perfect size for me." "Ha bullshit! You just want a wimpy bitch you can dominate" I grumbled, lightly slapping his arm. "No I want a beautiful boy who I can protect and love, one who loves when I wrap my arms around him and keep him safe from any form of danger. One who loves my cock and milks it like a professional...cow milker person, on-" "Hahah you loser...I love you", I raised my hands and placed with the shark necklace he gave me before leaving. "You still have that?" "Mmm?" "The necklace...you still have it" he smiled. "Of-fucking-course I still have it, it's the best thing in the world...better than pickles and lasagna and you know those are my two favourite things in the world." "So when we get married is that all we're going to be eating" he smiled against my neck. I froze and I'm sure he felt my body tense because he pulled back and started rambling "I'm so sorry, I didn't mean that...well actually I did but I mean I don't expect you to want to marry me, I mean we're still too young but I was hoping that maybe in the near future you would...you know want to get married...if you're ready and we can like totally take care of Bubber together...but I totally understand of you don't...well I wouldn't but I would be ok with it...actually I wouldn't bu-" "Braeden...stop!" I placed my palm over his mouth. "It's ok, I want to marry you, I want to spend the rest of my life with you, so you can stop rambling because it's getting quite sad". I kissed him before he could say anything else. I slid my hands down his chest and went straight for his dick. Which was getting hard and leaking, "Why do you leak so much", I whispered grazing my finger over the thick purple head. "Nngggg baby, I don't know but please don't stop whatever it is you're doing" he whimpered and trusted against my hand. "Want me to suck it?" I said as seductively as I could...which probably didn't work because I sounded like a boy trying to imitate a raspy voiced- man. He snickered, but nodded frantically. "Please Bry, do it....wrap your sexy wet lips around my shaft and suck it hard!" K that was hot! I love it when he told me what to do...in full detail. I leaned down and wrapped my lips around him and was rewarded with a mouthful of precum, sweet heavens he tasted so good! I slid my tongue on underside of his dick and he thrusted up and cried out. I went at it for 5 mins and he was getting close, so I slid more of him down my throat and he lost it. He pulled me up by my arms and quickly turned my on my back, lifted my legs and line his dick up with my hole. "I'm gonna put it in..." he groaned, as he slowly pushed inside me, I felt a little sharp pain but it went as fast as it came. He filled me to the brim, the blunt head of his dick brushed against my prostate and I bucked under him. "Oh god...you're still huge!" I shrieked. "Awww fuck and you're still tight and warm" He laid down on top of me and slammed his dick deeper inside of me, his hard biceps on either side of my face, flexed and pulsed with strength. I held onto them as he pounded my hole. "Oh fuck...you're amazing, you're so fucking amazing!" I scrapped my fingernails on his back and bit down on his chin, "fuck me...harder braeden...take me and make me yours". He growled and held onto me tighter as he drove into me. "I love you...I love you soon much Bryson...oh god, I'm close..." he cried out! "Same...shark...oh fuck Christ" I screamed pulling on his hair. He groaned in pain "you feisty little fuck", he slammed into me on more time and I exploded all over his chest and mine. "That's it baby, come for me". My back arched up and I gripped him tightly as my body convulsed. I felt the warm pulses of my come spurting between our bodies...."oh sweet mother Teresa...shiiit!" Braeden grunted and his thrusting jerked erratically and he shoved into me and froze. I felt his cock jerk and throb. It jerked and pulsed and I knew he was coming. I quivered underneath him and he collapsed on top of me. I felt his hot breath as he panted into my ear. I held his back tight to me and let my legs fall down to the bed. His cock softened and slipped out of me. He pulled back and looked me in the eyes. His blue eyes glistened with unshed tears. I closed my eyes and held back my emotions, which threatened to spill over. "I fucking love...I love you so much, it's not even funny like...shit" he buried his face in my neck and whimpered. "I'm crying like a bitch!" he cried. I held onto him and smiled "stop crying, it's making me cry", I sniffled and sighed. "Hahaha we probably look like a bunch of hormonal teenage boys". He laughed against my neck, his cool breathe hit the nape of my neck, making me shiver I heard his stomach rumble violently...someone was hungry. "Hehehehhe", I giggled and buried my face in his chest. "Want me to make you grilled cheese?" He looked down at me bashfully "with some chicken soup...please". "Awwwww, you're so fucking cute, when you're hungry hahaha, ok let's go", I pulled on a pair of new boxer and grabbed Braeden's tank top before he could and put it on. "Hey!" he tried to reach for it, but I ran to the other side of the bed "that's mine, what am I going to wear?" "You don't have to wear a shirt, just put on your sweats...you fool", I smiled coyly at him and grabbed his hand pulling out of the room downstairs to the kitchen. We ran into my mom while walking towards the kitchen, she said hi but I just ignored her, shark said hi to her though, I felt so bad, I missed her but what she did was so uncalled for that when I thought about it...it pissed me off more. "Don't you think it's time you forgave her...I mean I understand where she's coming from with the whole "having a runaway with a 3 year old boy sleeping under her roof" situation." he interrupted my thoughts, with a small peck to the nose. "No", I pushed him back against the counter and started making the grilled cheese. After scarfing down the sandwiches with my mom's leftover soup, we took a little nap in the living room. I laid on top of his hard muscular body...oh how I love his body; if I had a body like that I would pretty much touch myself all day- ha that sound really bad. Hahaha "I love you..." he murmured, planting soft kisses in my hair. "Why?" I snuggled closer to him, making sure he had all his body and warmth wrapped around me. "well, there are a lot of reasons why I love you but the main reasons are because you are just perfect not just physically but spiritually- if that makes sense- I mean you have such a good heart and you always try to make people smile no matter what you mood is. You always put yourself before others. And you are like the most beautiful man I have ever met...man...my man, you have no idea what you do to me. And you also have no idea how fucking beautiful you are, how unique you are. You are just "IT" for me...perfection beyond compare. And I want to spend the rest of my life with you, you little fucker. "He kissed me hard and tighten his grip around me. "If we do get married-", he interrupted me. "When..." "What?" "You mean when we do get married, there are no ifs on when...this is going to happen" "Oh yes...hahah sorry, oh lemme try this again. `When' we do get married, does this mean that we become a family...you know me you and bubbers?" I whispered nervously. "Of course, we are already a family, a perfectly fucked up one hahahha but we're a family that loves each other...speaking of bubbers, where is he, I miss that little squirt." "Uhhh, I don't know but I'll go check", I leaned in a kissed his nose, "I'll be right back" I ran upstairs, smiling at what Braeden had said, fuck he really did love me. I can just imagine us being a perfect family. But there is no fucking way I'm doing all the house-work...maybe we can get a maid...or like a butler. Oooohhh how about living in a mansion, we both have money, or we can live in a hotel, Braeden will be the owner of it...we can call it the Salverda Hotel. Ya I know too original but fuck you, like you would have come up with better. As soon I was about to open styles bedroom door- no clue how I ended going there first out of all the rooms in this huge house- Markus came out of there, he smiled weakly at me and walked downstairs. Ugh he pissed me off, like if you're going to tell Shark just do it already I can't live like this every time I see him, I feel so fucking guilty...but why I feel guilty is beyond me...it's no like I didn't anything wrong right? I brushed my thought aside and walked into his room, there laid Styles on the bed, with Bubbers snuggled against him. What a cute fucking sight! I quietly approached bubbers; his little thumb was in his mouth, furiously sucking on it. I reached out and brushed his hair out of his face, he reminded me so much of Braeden. He was so beautiful, you can tell that even at his young age, he already had slight prominent cheek bones and that he was going to have such a muscular face structure just like his father. But those lips, I knew they didn't come from Braeden, he had these pouty pink lips...just like Skylar Robertson. The thought made me mad, I didn't want to see any resemblance of her on him...I wanted my feature and Braeden on his. I wanted to call him my son too, I mean I know I could but he was not from blood. It was only a saying, a label it didn't mean anything if it wasn't biological. I sighed heavily, and got up I was about to leave and get back o braeden when I froze in mid step. Styles. Why did he have to be the other one, I knew how much I was hurting him, but I love Shark so much, but I also wanted styles...oh I know I sound like a bitch! I tiptoed over to the other side of his bed and gently reached and stroked his cheek, his stubble tickled my fingers and shot a white hot fire down to my groin. I leaned more closely and gently placed a kiss on his cheek. "If only it were that easy...if only I could just have you both. If only...I missed you, god you sacred me soon much, when I heard you had died. All I could think about was, what the fuck am I going to do now. I loved you...no I love you and I just don't know what to do, I mean also love him...I wish you would understand" I whispered, gently stroking his cheeks and placing soft kisses on it. "I love you too, Brooks", he whispered not moving at all, if he hadn't said brooks, I would have thought there was someone else hiding in the room. He slowly open his eyes and smiled at me, he sat up and pulled me close to him. "Forget him, stay with me....we have more history, we have this... bond, Bryson." I blinked in surprised, so he was awake this whole time...ugh talk about embarrassing, I didn't ignore the fact that he called me by first name also, I smiled lightly....it gave me a really warm feeling inside, a feeling only Braeden was supposed to give me. "I...uh...uhhm, hey look Bubbers is awake!" I lied trying to get his attention away from me, this had to be one of the most awkward moments I have ever experienced in my life and trust me, I've had my full share of them. "No he's not", he looked down at the three year old, still furiously sucking on his thumb. I reached over and pulled his thumb out of his mouth, waking him up. "He is now". That probably wasn't a good idea, because right after I did that, we were rewarded with an ear splitting shriek from Bubbers. I quickly ran across the room to his side, but ended up stubbing my toe in the process and motherfucking shit, did it hurt! "SHIT, FUCK, BALLS, ASS ARRGGHHHH!!!!" I screamed in pain and fell on my ass. Could things get any worse?! "Shit, Brooks are you okay", Stiles ran towards me and wrapped his arms around me. I bursted into tears, I don't know why but I was just so fucking tired of everything, I t was too much, why did it have to be two of them, why I can't I just have one of them and be happy. Stiles kept making me more confused than I already was and it pissed me off, so much that I pushed him away from me but he pulled me back against his hard chest, his scent engulfed my senses. "Just get the fuck off me now, I'm fed up of everything, I want you all to just leave me the fuck alone...NOW!" I screamed and tried to push him off me but let's face it...it was like a puppy pushing a car. "Goddamit Brooks stop it, right now!!!" he tried to calm me down but that made me angrier. "GET OFF ME NOW, I HATE YOU, I WISH YOU HAD JUST- "...died?" he finished for me. SHIT! "No, I didn't mean it...I...I was-"before I could finish my sentence, I felt some on hoisted me up and placed me behind them. "WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING" Braeden bellowed in anger charging towards Stiles, who stood up in a fight-ready stance. "YOU PUT YOUR HANDS ON MY FAMILY, YOU'RE FUCKING DEAD MONTGOMERY" Before Stiles could say anything, Braeden threw a bone crunching punch at him beautiful face and before he could react, he threw another. His fist just kept pounding Stile's face; I quickly stood up and ran towards them. "Braeden please stop it, you're hurting him...please STOP!" I screamed, pulling crying Bubber against me, I couldn't let him see his father like this. My pleas went unheard, as he rained his fist on stiles stomach. Suddenly, Markus ran into the room towards them and pulled braeden off stiles, who was lying on the floor, soaked in blood. "Oh shit", I heard both of them whisper in shock. Oh god...he wasn't breathing...what have I done! I ran towards Stiles and knelt down beside him "You got what you wish for Brooks, but before I go. I gotta...*gasp* "I gotta let you know...that...that I love you", He reached up with his hands and stroked my cheek "I love you so much" he whispered faintly before his head lolled to the side. "NO!" I chanted, pressing my face against his neck. Braeden reached for me but I snapped "GET THE FUCK OFF ME, I hate you! You bastard, you hurt him knowing full well he was still recovering from his accident. How could you, he was only trying to help me...I stubbed my fucking toe, trying to tend to your fucking son." I screamed. "I...I'm so sorry, please you gotta believe I was lost in a fit of rage...I...I just-" "Are you both going to fight or are we going to try and get him to the fucking hospitals. He's not dead you drama queens, he just blacked out" Markus snapped pulling stiles up in his arms before walking towards the door. "Feel someone's pulse next time before assuming they are dead. We quickly followed him towards the car; I called my mom and let her know what happened. When we got to the hospital, it was worse than I thought because all the nurses and doctor were frantic rushing up and down the halls, ignoring our desperate questionings. After two hours of waiting, my mom and Stiles mom barged into the hospital screaming in tears asking for us. Never have I felt more happy to see my mom before, I ran towards her and wrapped my arms around her and cried. "Mommy..." "shah, baby it's ok, I'm right here" she cooed. I let go and wrapped my arms around Parker also, she almost lost him...she might lose him again, and it was my entire fucking fault. "I'm sooo sorry" "hey it's not your fault...not even Braeden's", her voice quivered. "Life just fucking sucks" she smiled weakly...typical Parker trying to make the best out of a situation, no matter how shitty it is. The doctor came out and asked my mom and Parker's mom to come in so they could talk. I sat out with Markus, Braeden and his son. "Daddy...am hungry" Bubbers whined. "ok Bubs, how about Markus take you down to the caf and get you some food?" He nodded happily and kissed Braeden's face before climbing off his lap to follow Markus. We sat in silence for a minute; it was deafening and very tense. "d...did you really mean it?" he whispered lightly. "What?" "When you said...you hated me...did you mean it?" "...I...No" "ok", he sighed. "I'm really sorry Baby" "I know" I smiled weakly and slowly stood up and sat on his lap. "I'm so sorry for what I said also...I didn't mean it...I swear" "I know" he smiled and kissed my lightly "I love you" "I love you more" "And I love you most", he said firmly, kissing my nose. I placed my head against his chest and dozed off, his arms wrapped around me tightly. Braeden woke me up, when my mom and parker came out, they didn't look so happy. Oh god no. "how is he?" I turned around to face them; braeden wrapped his arms around my waist and held on to me tightly. "uh...uhm well the doctor said, he suffered some internal bleeding...Brain Haemorrhage, he's slipped into a coma." I slowly got up, my eye filled with tears my body suddenly felt light and I was shivering, I gasped for air but it couldn't seem to fill my lungs. "Babe?" he reached out for me but I stepped back "No...just no, I have to go...I need...I think we should just take break". "Bryson please...don't-"he stood up and try to pull me against him. But I ran off, his voice screaming my name. God why me?!! Hey guys, so sorry it took so long; it's been what like 2-3 months lol. So sorry for the long ass delay but shit happened and I needed to take a break but We're back and have alot of drama coming up. Sadly though there is only 5 chapters left for Love's a Bitch, but we're working on a new story, that is hopefully way better than this one. :D we really hope to get your emails and let us know what you thought of this chapter J enjoy. Loves and Rockets, Az and Declan.