Date: Sun, 18 Nov 2012 14:10:53 -0800 (PST) From: xxxxxxxxxx Subject: me and Sam part 5 As we kissed I felt myself stiffening up . I was about to adjust myself but Sam beat me to it. He placed his free hand on my rapidly expanding bulge and helped my dick into an upright position. This was the first time anyone other than a Doctor had touched me there. I gasped at the sensation and pushed my tongue past his lips and into his mouth. I wasn't sure what the hell I was doing so I just let my tongue do some exploring . I was about to grab his package when we heard some voices off in the distance and getting closer. The log we had sat on was behind several small shrubs and offered a little protection. We stood up and Sam adjusted himself to hide his hard on. " Let's get out of here in case Todd followed us " , Sam said with a look of worry on his face. " I don't think we have anything to worry about , school's been out for over an hour and I'm sure no one followed us . I looked behind us when we branched off the main trail and the coast was clear." Sam didn't look convinced and was staring up the trail from which we had come. We got back on our bikes and pedaled back the way we came from. I led the way just in case Sam was right but soon we spotted 3 younger kids heading towards us on foot. We passed them with just a nod and got back on the main path heading in the direction of my house. As we hit the road we rode side by side and I asked Sam to come to my house. I wanted to pick back up where we had left off in the meadow but Sam had to get home. He was late as it was and hadn't called his grand parents to let them know. "Are you gonna be in trouble ? " I was worried that he might get grounded and I wouldn't be able to see him outside of school and that would have really sucked. " No, I'll just tell them that I was showing you the trails and time got away from us. They liked you and were glad that I brought you home the other day. I hadn't had anyone over in a long time and they've been worried that I don't have any friends. A couple of the guys used to come over to swim but after Todd told everyone I was queer they all stopped hanging around with me and .... well, you know the rest." We had reached the top of my street and had to part ways . I felt a gloom starting to descend on me and didn't want him to leave but there was nothing to be done about it. I knew my Mom would have lots of questions for me regarding the tutoring after school and I wasn't sure what I going to tell her. I never lied to my folks and didn't want to start now but what the hell else could I do ? I could say something like - "Well Mom , you' ve met Sam and I think he's really cute. I want him to tutor me here at home after school as he won't be allowed to at the school. I just want to spend every waking moment with him. You see , I think I'm queer and want to ask him to be my boyfriend , you understand don't you? " "Oh that's fine honey, Sam can tutor you if you want. You guys can go up to your room and he can teach you all you need to know.". Yeah right ! Like that was gonna happen. Sam and I bumped knuckles and he said he'd call me later. That made me feel slightly better. I watched as he pedaled away while thinking of what I was going to tell my Mom. It was so out of character for me to seek out something like that. I wasn't sure what she'd think. I didn't have to worry about it right away as her car was gone when I pedaled in . I made a sandwich quickly , wolfed it down and went into the garage to do a little lifting. For once I thought while I did my routine, I'd just tell her part of the truth - that I was somewhat behind the other kids. Earlier in the week a girl ( I never learned her name ) was move from our class to the core class. The core class worked more on the basics and was geared towards the kids who would be taking more shop classes than the academic ones once we had reached the high school and started the 9th grade. My last school had been behind in almost every subject except science . I could tell her I didn't want the other kids to make fun of me or that I didn't want to get moved to the other 8 th grade class , which was the core class. As it was I was struggling to maintain C's on the tests we had taken so far. If I was moved I'd only get to see Sam as we passed in the hallways . We wouldn't even have lunch together if that happened. I was making myself sick with worry just in those few minutes thinking about it. It was possible , not probable but it could happen if my grades slipped below those god damn C's. I was determined to stay with Sam in the same class. Jim was now with us along with Max and Chris , it would all fall apart if I was moved. I wouldn't be able to protect Sam and the assholes would start in on him again. I couldn't allow that to happen. I heard my Mom pull into the driveway and went out. She had been grocery shopping and was starting to pick up some bags from the trunk. I took the bags she was holding and told her I'd get them . " Thanks honey , I'll go in and get supper started and you can tell me about this tutoring program.." she said with a smile. I finished bring in the bags as Mom got dinner started . My Dad would be home in 45 minutes or so and she said I could wait until then if I wanted to finish up out in the garage. I scooted back out and worked the speed bag until I heard my Dad pull in . I greeted him in the drive asking how his day went. He was in a good mood as usual , it took a lot to get my Dad in a bad mood for which I was grateful seeing how much trouble I'd been in the last two years. I knew they were concerned about my temper and with all the fights and he was the first one to agree to me getting some counseling. Mom said dinner would be ready in 20 minutes so I had time to shower then I could hit the books before anything good was on the TV. Our house was a cape style with two bedrooms on the first floor , one of which was being used as my Dad's office. My room was on the second floor along with a 3/4 bath and an unfinished area we used for storage. I went up and quickly got undressed while thinking of Sam . My dick was at full mast as I entered the shower and I wasted no time grabbing the soap and stroking my cock.. When I was little my Dad used to take me into the shower with him and I noticed he had foreskin hanging from his penis while mine only covered 3/4 of the head of mine. I asked him why mine was different and he told me I was circumcised while he wasn't. Now I know that I was partially cut , leaving most of my skin but had just had the skin removed that would naturally hang off the end. When I'm soft it covers 3/4 of my dickhead, when hard it retracts back all the way. I sped up my stroking but held back as long as I could , when I did finally shoot I was thinking back to that day in Sam's room when I had ground into him and we both shot. My knees nearly buckled and my head was spinning . I guess I had forgotten to breathe . lol. I had started measuring my dick when I noticed some fine hairs starting to sprout. I knew I was at 5 1/2 inches at this point but had no idea if this was average or short but couldn't wait to compare with Sam. He was fully cut I had noticed in his room. I hoped he didn't think I was a freak for having a weird looking dick. As we sat down for dinner my Dad asked how school went then asked about this tutoring program. I told them that I was slightly behind the rest of my classmates in most subjects and struggling on each test just to keep getting those C's . He knew I had been giving it my best but was still struggling. My Dad and I went over my home work every night and I enjoyed spending that time with him , it was just me and him . Mom was never that great a student herself and was more than happy to let my Dad handle it. No matter how busy he was he always found time to go over the homework with me. " Well son you seem to grasp the concept of the work you do at home so what's the problem with the tests? " he asked. "I don't know Dad , here it's easier because I can take my time and I know if I get it wrong you'll pick it out and go over it with me until I got it right but the tests have different problems on them and I just start to panic. I keep looking at the clock and time starts running out so I start rushing and just started guessing at the answers towards the end. " I then explained about the core class and what they are and how I didn't want to be moved into it. My Dad thought about it for a minute then asked me if I thought it would be all that bad to be moved. It would take some of the pressure off me and allow me to get higher grades in my new classes. He went on to say that he thought it might even be better for me as I wouldn't have to worry so much and that school should be enjoyable while getting an education and not all stress and worry. I also thought he was thinking of me joining his company and a high school diploma would be enough. The college prep classes wouldn't be necessary. We had talked a lot about me joining the marines when I graduated as he had . My Dad had served 8 years in the corp. and most of that time being an MP and performing security. After he and a fellow marine had started a private consulting firm mostly dealing with security in and around our military bases and airfields. That's why we had moved so much , so he could study the strengths and weaknesses of our military facilities. He also worked with other defense contractors , colleges , factories and the like. He did most of the field work in the early years up until now while his best friend and business partner Connor handled the office and contracts and the rest of the stuff that goes along with it. My heart dropped as it sounded like he wanted me to relax and take the easier road. Fuck ! This wasn't what I expected at all. "But Dad if I switch classes I won't be with the few friends I've already made. It will stink . I won't even be able to eat lunch with them " , I told him . My Mom had remained silent during our exchange and I didn't expect her to say anything. She seemed to be content to let me and Dad hash this out. " Mike you'll still see your friends while you make other ones. Maybe some of your anger stems from the pressure you have with your school work. I know you hate bullies but perhaps there's more to it than you want to admit. "I started to protest but my Dad cut me off gently saying that he'd go over the paperwork I had brought home about the tutoring program and call the school tomorrow and check into the core classes which sounded like a better way to go ." I slammed my fork down and got up from the table. I had never been so angry at him or myself . Here he had already decided . I knew it . I knew my Dad. I was fucked and all because I had brought it up . I could have just left things the way they were but no .... I got greedy , all I had wanted to do was spend more time with Sam. Now I was going to be spending less , a hell of a lot less. My Dad tried to grab my arm as I flew past him heading for the stairs and my room. Saying " Where the hell do you think you're going? You haven't been dismissed from the table yet." " To my room , sir ! You've already decided , there's nothing left to say now is there? " as I stormed up the stairs. I heard my Dad getting up from the table and my Mom called out sharply ; " Tim ! Tim ! Let him go , he's upset. " . I had shut the door as I went upstairs. I had never left the table before without asking first but I was pissed and couldn't trust my mouth to say something I'd knew I would later regret. I was heart broken. I threw myself down on my bed and just let the tears come . I couldn't have stopped them if my life had depended upon it. What the fuck was I going to do? I called Sam and thank God he answered because I certainly couldn't have asked for him , I was too shaken up and crying to hard. " Hello" I heard him say. "Sam " I croaked , then just started sobbing. I couldn't even put two words together. " Mike is that you? What's wrong ! Whats going on ? Is it Todd ? " " No , not Todd " I managed to squeak out. " Mike listen to me . Take a breath . Calm down . " Just hearing him had a soothing effect on me and after I took a few deeps breaths I told Sam the entire conversation we had at the dinner table and how I had stormed off. " Wow , Mike are you in trouble for storming off," he asked. " No , Sam I don't think so , not really. But what am going to do ? I don't want to be in a different class than you. I just found you and aint gonna lose you." " Mike you'renot going to lose me. We'll still see each other at school and after. We'll make time I promise. Just don't fight with your folks over this. You're even sure it's a done deal yet are you? " Before I could answer I heard someone open the door and start up the stairs. I told Sam I'd call him back and hung up the phone. I was sitting on the side of my bed , I looked at my door as I heard a knock and I said "come in." My Dad opened the door and stepped into my room , he walked over and sat so close to me that our sides were touching. He put his arm around me and lifted my tear reddened face so I could look into his eyes. "Mike I know it hasn't been easy for you with us moving around so much , not being able to make close friends and all. Now you have found some you don't want to lose them. Now let's talk about what's best for you. No getting mad. You begin and I promise to listen ." " Dad , Sam is on the honor roll and tutors younger kids. They won't let kids in the same grade tutor each other so Sam will come over here after school to help me . I'm going to teach Sam to defend himself in return. We plan to work out here and at the condo , I know I told you about the pool and all at his place right? " My Dad nodded and I went on. " Sam 's my best friend and we walk to all our classes together with a few other guys. Before I came most of the guys teased him and bullied him , one guy in particular. I put a stop to it without having to fight and if I get moved it will all start up again and Sam deserves better. " My Dad waited a few seconds to see if I was done. " Mike that's noble of you to want to stand up for Sam but your Mom and I have to think of what's best for you. I hate seeing you struggle with your school work. Some people are born to be great artists and others are born to be scientists and no amount of practice or studying will made someone something he's not. We all have limits that we have to except. You know I want you to join me at T & C ( my Dad and Connor's company ) when you finish high school but if you have a breakdown or burn out before ...well I just can't allow that. No matter what you decide to do in life you know your Mom and I will support you. You're our only child Mike and that makes you so special to us. I just couldn't stand it if we lost you to drugs or alcohol or suicide because you pushed yourself too hard." Wow , Where the hell was this coming from? 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