Date: Tue, 27 Dec 2011 22:03:39 -0500 From: Full Name Subject: My First Mistake, Part 2 I went with Carl yesterday to the park. I was behind the fence as I jerked him off. When he was finished a larger cock was pushed through the hole and a voice said, "Suck me." And I did it. Carl called me this morning and asked me to come by his house. I didn't plan to see my friend again for the rest of the summer. After some begging Carl talked me into meeting him again. I was still ashamed as Carl answered his door and let me in. Carl said, "You let him shoot in your mouth. Do you want to do it again?" I told him "There is no way I will do it again." Carl said, "Shit this is the most exciting thing we have ever done. I am boned. You ate spunk." I told Carl to shut up. It wasn't supposed to happen. I told him I wasn't a queer. Carl looked over at me and said, "You might not be queer but you did jerk me off and you sucked the high school guy off. So technically you are a cock sucker." I just looked at my best friend and said, "Shut up asshole." He smiled and said, "Quit being so serious. It just happened." I said, "Easy for you to say. You didn't have a dick shoot in your mouth. You didn't swallow someone's cum." Carl looked at me and said, "Did it make you sick to swallow his cum?" I said, "No but I should not have done it. Why didn't I take off?" Carl looked at me and said, "Come on, No one will know what happened. I'm not going to tell and the guy didn't know who was behind the fence. What did it hurt?" I got loud, "What did it hurt? I sucked a dick. I jerked off last night thinking about what I did. I'm getting a boner just thinking about his dick. I'm a stupid cocksucker." I jumped when Carl reached down and touched my erection. He said, "So you liked what you did." I said, "No way. I just think it has screwed up my mind. The first sex I have is not with my girlfriend but with you and some dude in the park. That's fucked up." Carl asked, "Do you want to do it again? Are you going to suck a dick again?" I said, "Who knows. I don't want to be known as the queer of Junior High School. I am so fucked." As tears started down my face I slammed my fist into the wall, "I'm screwed up. Why did this happen to me?" Carl said, "You know, no one will know what you did. You are just freaking out for nothing." Carl then said something that caused me to glare at him, "If you want to do it again, you could suck my cock." I said, "Later Carl. I'm out of here. My cock was hard as I went to my room. I sat with my back against the headboard on my bed. I started stroking my cock. I imagined myself between Carl's legs looking at the monster eye. I looked at his dick with a dark mushroom head. Carl said, "That's it. You are almost there." I looked at the bloated head of his throbbing cock and I pointed it at my mouth. I saw the slit at the end with his pre-cum leaking out. I started sucking his dick and I felt the blasts of my cum shoot onto my stomach. I thought, "Great I'm a fag," as I fell asleep. I'm at Carl's house again and he started in on me about "Why, Was I, Would I do it again?" I told him, "I don't know what I will do." He said, "Will you jerk me off again?" I said, "Yea, why not." Carl undressed quickly and sat on the side of his bed. I looked at him and knelt between his legs. I started to jerk him again. I wanted him to squirm on the bed. I wanted to control him with my hands. He said, "Will you let me cum on you?" I asked, "Why would you want to do that. He said, I just want to see you with a facial. I think that would be freaky." I let him cum on my face. Some of his cum went into my mouth. I jerked off a thousand times at night thinking about what I had done. I felt ashamed because I know I'm not gay and I cannot let anything happen again. I was afraid to be around Carl. Carl acted normal when we were together. We were playing his Xbox. when he asked, "Are you OK. You have acted strange the last few days." I said, "I'm OK, I'm stilled pissed I didn't run away the other day." Carl started joking, "I'm kind of glad you didn't. I didn't know how I would be ablew to meet up with a cocksucker. Now I see him every day." I said, "You are the biggest asshole. Boys are not supposed to jerk each other off." Carl smiled at me and said, "I didn't jerk you off. You jerked me off. We don't have a girlfriend so what will it hurt." You were just playing around and that's not queer." I laughed and said, "Well I think sucking dick and eating cum might be queer." Carl said, "I know you're not gay. That just happened." He asked, "Did it bother you when you jerked me off?" I thought before I answered him, "No it didn't bother me at all." I started to get a hard-on as I said, "No I kind of liked it." He smiled and said, "No shit?" Carl got naked fast and I was between his legs. My dick was hard and I undressed and started jerking off. Carl looked down at me and said, "You are a pervert aren't you?." I looked at him and said, "Are you ready?" He said, "Just jerk me off." I did what he asked and it kind of made me feel funny. I was jerking his dick and my dick at the same time. His dick was pointed straight at face. He put his fingers on my lips and started to rub them as I jerked both cocks. He moved his hand to his dick and got a glob of his pre-cum. He told me to open my mouth and he pushed a finger inside my mouth. I could taste his pre-cum. He moved close to me as I jerked him off. His dick was near my face as I kept up my jerking motions. Carl said, "I'm about to cum" I felt the first blast on my face. I kept my lips tight tight together as Carl kept shooting. My cum unloaded on his floor as he was finishing my cum facial. Carl asked, "Will you let me put my cock in your mouth one time." I said, "I'll never do that again. I don't want cum in my mouth." Carl said, I just want to feel what it feels like one time." I said, "No. I don't want to have another cock in my mouth." He said, "Just for a second. I will pull it right out. You have already had a dick in your mouth. Just let me know what it's like. Please just try." I was stupid when I gave in to Carl. Carl stood before me with his dick pointing at my mouth. I said, "Just for a minute." I opened my lips and let the head slip inside. He pulled out after pushing the head of his dick just past my lips. He said, "Thanks Dude that was awesome." I now have had two dicks in my mouth but I was not freaked out. Carl said, "That was great. Do you think you will let me inside your mouth again?" I said, "I'll see." He took that as a yes and he said, "Great, no one will know."