Date: Wed, 17 Mar 1999 17:09:17 -0800
From: chrisohio@hotmail.com
Subject: My High School Years Chapter 4

Hi Everyone! It's just me, Chris, back with another chapter in the
lives of Justin and Adam. Chapter 4 I think is the weirdest chapter of
this story yet. I hope you enjoy it. I know I enjoyed writing this one.
As always you can send your compliments or bomb threats too
chrisohio@hotmail.com


My High School Years
Chapter 4
"The Truth Is Out"


 "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TOLD HER WITH OUT ASKING ME FIRST!!" I screamed at
Adam as he sat on the edge of his bed, tears welled up in his eye's.
"Justin, you have to understand something with my mom and myself, we
tell each other everything."  "Adam, this just isn't something you go
and tell your mom about. This was about me! Not you! It was none of her
fucking business!"  "No Justin, you are wrong! This is about US! What
ever happens to you happens to me also!"  "Wait a minute dude! You
weren't the one naked in the shower, getting the shit pounded out of
your face, then thrown down to have the life fucked out of you on the
damn shower floor!"  "True, but dammit Justin, when you hurt I hurt,
when you cry I cry. And if you have forgot what I told you in your
fucking moment of self pity, he did basically the same damn thing to me.
I know just about what you went through! Did you forget that?"  "No, I
didn't! But I still don't see where you had the right to go and tell
your mom about this. Next thing you're going to do is tell her we're
lovers!"Adam looked me dead in the eye with his most serious expression
and said, "I told her that the first day we met."

 I was never so pissed in my life. I felt like I was violated again. I
didn't say a word to Adam. I just looked at him for what seemed like
forever, turned away from him, and walked out of his room. I practically
flew down the steps right passed his mother, who was standing at the
bottom of them, and out the door. I was so mad that I just started
running. I even forgot that I had rode my bike there. I ran down the
street for about 5 blocks, my mind filled with total confusion. At the
end of the street was an old wooded park. I ran into the park and headed
straight for my old club house that I had built in the woods when I was
around 11 or 12. A friend of mine, who's name is Bruce, and I worked on
that club house for 2 weeks straight one summer. We had a ball in that
club house. My first kiss was in that club house. Hell, the first time I
had sex was in that club house. It was with my first real girl friend,
Nicole.

 When I reached the tattered old shack that was the club house, I slowly
opened the door and entered. God, I can't believe it's still standing.
Jesus, it's filthy too! I grabbed one of the old dining room chairs that
Bruce's mom had given us for in there, half wiped the dust off of it,
and sat down and just started crying like a baby. I cried for so long my
eye's began to hurt from the lack of moisture in them. I cried them dry.
I sat there for what seemed to be 2 hours, just thinking. I was thinking
about what had happened to me. I was thinking about starting at this new
school. I was thinking about 2 months ago when my girl friend broke up
with me. And most of all, I was thinking of Adam. I was thinking about
how just 1 month ago I was that homophobic little straight boy that had
girls dying for me just to say Hi to them. Most anyone of them would
have dropped their pants for me if I would have asked. But here I was
now, trying to figure out my life. I was deeply in love with this teen
god named Adam and I more than likely just blew it. I just treated him
like shit! I know he meant well. And I do remember him telling me that
he was very close to his mom and they didn't keep any secrets. I also
know that my being raped really did get to him. It hit him hard. And I
know he needed to talk to someone about it. But dammit! I just can't get
used to the idea that he told his mom. He told her EVERYTHING! Now, if
he ever has me back to his house, when I see his mother I'm going to
think that she's saying to herself, "There goes my son's faggot
boyfriend!"

 I finally decided it was time to go home and started heading that way.
As I got to my street, I noticed that there was someone sitting on my
front porch. Oh shit! It's Brandon, a kid from my dance studio. Brandon
is 14 years old and becoming quite an excellent dancer. He is the
perfect size for it too. He stands about 5' 7" and weighs about 120 lbs.
soaking wet. Although he is small, he is actually built very well. I
noticed at dance class one day that his body is very defined. I never
have really spoke with him that much. Just your basic "what's up" stuff
like that. He always seem to keep a good distance from me. The boy is
really kinda weird. As I walked up the steps to my front porch Brandon
stood straight up, really quick, like he had just been yelled at for
messing with something he shouldn't have been.  "Hey Brandon. What
brings you around here?"  I could tell Brandon was really nervous about
something. When he went to speak he would start stuttering real bad.
"Hhhhi, Ju Ju Justin.  I wwwwas just in the neighborhood and thhhhought
I would stop by a minute."  "Cool! What could I do for you dude?"  "I
wwwanted to tttalk to you about something."  "Ok. Would you like to come
in? I can get us a Pepsi and we can talk."  "Ok, that's cool."

 As we walked into the house I looked around to see what my mom was
doing. I couldn't find her. I know dad was at softball. Maybe she went
to watch the game. We went in the kitchen and I offered Brandon a seat.
I walked down the back hallway and opened the door to the garage. Yep,
she left. She could have left me a note or something. Going to have to
yell at her when she gets home. That's what they would do to me if I
left without telling them! I went back to the kitchen and grabbed 2
Pepsi's out of the fridge. I gave 1 to Brandon and opened mine and took
a huge swig out of it. God I love this stuff! I sat down at the table
next to Brandon. I noticed that he is actually very cute. Cute hell,
he's adorable! Looks good in those skimpy shorts he's got on too!  "So,
what's up Brandon?"  "I wwanted to ask you a question about the Ohio
State Winter Dance Competition."  "What about it?"  I was wondering if
you were going to enter it?"  "Well, dude, I thought about it, but I'm
not sure. This year they are only excepting 3 member teams. They want
either 2 guys and a girl, or 2 girls and a guy."  "I know Justin, that's
why I'm here. I was wondering if you would like to enter the competition
with me?"  "Have you thought about which of the girls you would ask yet
Brandon?"  "No, I don't know any of them. I was hoping if you would like
to enter, you would know one that we could ask."  "Boy, you are a
bashful little shit aren't you?"  "NO! Well, I guess I am. But that
doesn't mean I won't be able to get out there and dance!"  "I never said
you couldn't. Just kinda funny to see someone more bashful than me.:"
"You bashful!?"  "Yes, I used to be just like you are right now.
Stuttering, sweaty palms, nervous shakes."  "Does it show that bad?"
"Yeah, it does. And I would be honored to enter the competition with you
Brandon."  "No way dude! The honor is mine. I heard you are the best of
the best, and I am totally stunned you would even acknowledge me let
alone dance in a competition with me."  "C'mon dude. I might be a good
dancer but that don't make me a snob. Far from it too!"
 We both started laughing and I got up from the table. I told Brandon
that I knew the perfect girl to dance with us and I would ask her at
school on Monday. He said that was cool and told me he had to get going.
I walked him to the door, we said our good-byes and as soon as I opened
the door there stood...Adam!  He had his fist balled up all ready to
knock on the door when I opened it. He looked dead at me then at
Brandon. Brandon's face was all lit up with a wide smile as I opened the
door and as soon as he saw Adam he went back to his nervous, scared
expression. "Ok Brandon, I'll talk to you at the studio Tuesday night.
I'll let you know what's going on then."  "Umm Umm ok Justin. Bye."
"See ya later bud."  And Brandon made his way past Adam. Not with out
getting Adam's evil eye either.  "Hi!" I said to Adam, trying to get his
attention from Brandon. "Who was that?" he asked. "That's Brandon, he is
one of the guys from my dance studio."  "Oh, I thought maybe you found
yourself a new boyfriend already. I wouldn't blame you if you did."  I
grabbed Adam by his arm and yanked him in the door. I slammed the door
shut and pulled him close to me. I put my arms around his waist and
looked dead into those baby blues of his. "You are the only one I want!
No one else. I'm sorry that I yelled at you like that earlier. I was
being a total dick! You did not deserve that."  I pulled Adam even
closer and moved my lips up to his. I slowly started to kiss him and he
went wild. He darted his tongue into my mouth and was trying to tie his
tongue and mine into a knot. Well, that's what it seemed like. Suddenly
he pulled me away and asked if my family was home. I told him that they
were not and he said to me, "I want you! I want you bad!"  "Adam, you
have me. I have no intention in ever leaving you."  "NO! I want you to
make love to me! I want to feel you in me!"

 Adam grabbed my hand and led me up to my room. We weren't even in the
door yet and he was already taking his clothes off. I shut the door to
my room and locked it, just in case my parents came home. When I turned
from the door Adam was standing in the middle of my room completely
naked. God, I still can't get over how beautiful he is. His golden hair,
that nicely tanned well defined body, his nicely hung cock, that
gorgeous butt. He was better than any of the guys that you would see in
those stupid teen magazines at the store. He was a God! And I too wanted
to make love to him. He moved over to me and started to take my shirt
off, then my pants, and then my boxers. He took my hand and led me to
the bed. I sat down on the edge and he proceeded to take my socks off
too. After my sock were removed, Adam leaned down further and started to
lick at my feet. He moved his tongue over the top of my foot, slowly
working it up my leg. He told me to lay back then continued working his
tongue up my leg. He ran his tongue around my already stiff cock, then
up to my belly button, over my abs to my nipples, then up my chest and
neck until he licked his way up my chin to my mouth. Adam straddled over
me and we started kissing like we never had before. Our tongues explored
each others mouth deeper than they ever had and the whole time Adam was
grinding his nice tight smooth ass against my cock.

 Adam rolled over on his back and pulled me up on top of him, pulling my
full body weight against him. We laid there and kissed each other hard
while I humped my cock up and down through his ass crack. Adam grabbed
me by the waist and pulled me up over him so that my cock was at his
mouth. He opened his mouth wide and pulled me by my ass cheeks so my
cock would enter all the way in his mouth. OH GOD that feel so good! He
started sucking my cock hard as I put my hands up on the wall, to brace
myself, as I started fucking his face. He would pull me deep in him
every time I thrusted my cock in his mouth. He labored at my cock for 5
minutes or so then pulled me back down on him. "I want you in me", he
whispered in my ear. And with no hesitation I got up and reached in the
night stand next to my bed. I took out the jar of Vaseline I had put in
there and Adam took a handful of it and lubed my cock up. I took a glob
of it and started to rub it all over his tight hole. I slipped a finger
in his hole and his body shook hard when it entered him. I slowly worked
my finger in and out of his hole. God he is so fucking tight! I slipped
a second finger in and continued to work his hole open. Adam lift his
legs up high and wide and said it again, "I want you to make love to
me!"  I positioned myself between his legs and had the head of my cock
resting on his tight bud. He lift his hips up like he was trying to get
my cock into him, so I slowly started to push the head in him. His ass
gripped the head of my cock hard ass I pushed it into him. "Jesus he
feels good inside" I thought to myself. Adam rolled his eyes up into his
head as I pushed my cock deeper into him. He put his hands on my ass
cheeks and pulled me deep into his ass. My cock was all the way in him
and it was the most intense sensation I had ever felt. I never had a
pussy the felt this warm and tight. His ass felt like it was meant for
me. And only me. He started slowly lifting his hips up and down, giving
me the ok that it felt good. I slowly started humping my cock in and out
of his ass. He lifted his head up and began kissing me as I was slowly
working my cock in and out of him. Adam took and wrapped his legs around
my back and would pull me into him harder each time I thrusted into him.
I began to pick up the rhythm and he looked at me and said "Fuck me
Justin, fuck me hard!" I started moving in and out of him faster. Each
time I would pull out of him further and further until I would almost
pull out completely then drive it hard back into him. Adam just turned
to putty. He was in heaven. He was whimpering and moaning loud and just
kept telling me how good I felt in him and how much he loved me. I would
tell him how good he felt and that I loved him more. As I pounded my
cock in and out of him he was stroking his cock fiercely. His ass
muscles were contracting tight around my cock, squeezing it hard. Adam
started groaning louder and was pulling me harder into him with his free
hand. I could feel the cum building up in my sac as he kept pulling me
harder into him. Suddenly his body went tense and he started shaking and
convulsing under me. His ass muscles squeezed at my cock so hard I
couldn't take it any more. I was pumping into him hard and fast and my
cock felt like it explode inside of him. I shot and shot cum deep with
in him and at the same time Adam arched his back up off the bed,
squeezing my cock even harder, and starting shooting his load of cum. He
shot it straight up in the air, some landing on him, some of it hitting
me.  I kept pumping my cock in and out of him as we both drained our
nuts together until we were both finally emptied.

 I slowly pulled myself out of Adam and leaned down and started licking
the cum off his stomach and chest. Damn he shot a huge load this time!
His cum tasted so damn sweet. I was getting into it more each time and
he knew it. I laid back on top of him and we just kissed and kissed and
kissed. I rolled off of him and laid on my side. He cuddled up against
me, resting his ass up against my still semi hard cock, working the head
of it back in him. I threw my arm over him and we just continued laying
there until we fell asleep. We must have been sleeping for sometime when
I heard the pounding on my bedroom door. "JUSTIN!"  "Yeah, dad!"  OH
SHIT, IT'S MY DAD! We scrambled off the bed and started throwing clothes
on. "Justin, who's in there with you?"  "It's Adam dad. We both fell to
sleep."  "Well get up and get ready to go. We have that dinner party to
go to. Adam can come back over tomorrow."  "Ok dad, I'll be ready in a
bit."  "And Justin, unlock the damn door next time. I hate speaking to
this door."  "Ok dad, sorry."  And if you knew what was going on behind
the door you would rather it be locked!

 After making it through my dads boring ass dinner party on Saturday
night, and not really getting to see Adam much on Sunday, the weekend
was over and it was time to start another wonderful week of high school.
Yeah, right! Adam came over this morning and we went through the daily
ritual. Him sneaking in my room, and me watching him make a pig out of
himself at the breakfast table. He still amazes me by the way he eats.
To funny! No wonder he eats breakfast here every morning, his mom
probably can't afford to feed him 3 meals a day!!  But my mom sure does
like it. She likes to cook and I hardly eat, so seeing Adam eat like
that puts a smile on her face every time. We made our way to school and
Denise and Brandi were there waiting for us at the steps as usual. I'm
glad that Adam finally started talking to them. At first he wanted
nothing to do with them, but he has been being very cordial to them.
They even stop him in the hall when we are not together and speak to
him. It's nice to see him make friends with people. One thing Adam lacks
most in life are good friends.

 "Hi guys!" Denise yelled. "Hi Denise. Hi Brandi." I said to them. And
Adam added, "How are the 2 most gorgeous girls in school doing today?"
Adam! You go boy!  "Fine Adam, Thank You" Brandi added.  I walked over
to Denise and she began to chat. "Justin, I have a question to ask
you."  "Ok, but first, I want to ask something of you. You know that
dance competition coming up?"  "Yeah, that's what I wanted to talk to
you about."  "Wait a second though. Saturday that dude Brandon came over
to my house and asked me if I would join him in the competition. I told
him I would, and we were wondering if you would like to join in with
us?"  "You mean little Brandon came over and asked you? And you said
yes?"  "I sure did. He's pretty cool wants you get to know him."  "I
think he's weird!"  "Like I said, once you get to know him he's cool."
"Well, ok, I'll do it. If I get the opportunity to say that I was in a
dance competition with Justin Thompson, I'm there."  "Great! We will all
get together Tuesday night at the studio and talk about what we will do.
And Denise, Could you do me another favor? Please stop acting like it's
some great deal in life to dance with me or even know me. I'm just a
regular dude like everyone else."  "I'm sorry Justin, I don't mean to do
it, put damn! Everyone at the dance studio would die for this
opportunity!  I know, shut up Denise!"

 We all started laughing over the way Denise caught herself when Adam
yelled "LOOK!" We all turned around and there was that asshole Jeremy
being helped out of his mom's car. He had a cast on his right leg from
his ankle to his hip. He was having a hard time with the crutches and
one of the idiots he hangs around with started to help him out. As they
walked up past us Adam yelled out, "What's wrong asshole, someone
finally get the best of you?"  "Jeremy shot him a look and started to
mumble something. "What's that asshole?" Adam said. "I can't understand
you with that dick in your mouth!"  Oh man, Jeremy had a broken jaw too!
Someone did get the best of that prick. GOOD! More than likely he
deserved it. We all cracked up laughing our asses off when he almost
fell going up the steps. His friend helped him get his balance and got
him through the doors into the school.

 I felt a tap on my shoulder and I turned. It was Tim, that big huge
football goon from the locker room.  "Hey squirt! I told you I'd take
care of that dick if he messed with you."  OMIGOD!! Does he know what he
did? "Umm....thanks. But you didn't have to do that to him."  "He had no
mercy on you when he tried to pound your eye out!"  "How'd you know
about that?"  "I have my way of finding things out. If he fucks with you
again let me know. I had fun Friday night knocking the shit out of
him."  Tim slapped me on the back with his huge paw, which damn near
knocked me over, and walked into the school. The girls said there
good-byes and walked in also. I turned to Adam and said, "I can't
believe he beat the shit out of Jeremy like that. And it was just
because he thinks that all Jeremy did was give me a black eye?" Adam
looked at me and said, "Wonder what he would do if he knew the whole
story dude? I bet he'd kill the poor bastard. Looks like our dumbass
quarter back won't get to play any football for a while." Adam looked at
me, laughed, then walked into the school. I watched Adam walk up the
steps and I thought to myself, "Even with what Jeremy did to me, there's
no way he deserved a beating that bad. Not over me."  then I walked into
the school for the fine day of high school education I was about to
receive. Yeah, whatever!

 School went well all day on Monday and Adam acted weird all day through
school on Tuesday. I asked him several times what was up but he said
nothing. He was acting like he was mad at me for something, so I figured
that while we were alone walking home from school, I would ask him
again.  "What's up with you today dude?"  "What do you mean?"  "You have
been acting weird all day. You have been acting like you're pissed at me
about something."  "Hey, I'm not mad at you." he said to me.  "I'm just
having a bad day, that's all."  "What's wrong then?"  "I don't know. I
just feel like something weird is about to happen and I can't figure it
out."  "Why do you feel like that?"  "I don't know Justin. It might have
something to do with the fact that this will be the first day since we
met that I won't spend the evening with you. I have to get used to this
I guess."  "Hey, you can still spend it with me! You can come to the
studio with me!"  "Nah, I would just be a distraction for you. You go
ahead. You have allot to do there with this competition."  "Adam, don't
ever think you will be a distraction to me, or in my way, or anything
like that. Besides, if I didn't want you with me I wouldn't have
asked."  He just looked at me, whispered "I love you" to me, and started
walking home again. I tried to convince him to go, but he said he would
just stay home.

 After calling and talking to Adam on the phone for a few minutes I took
off on my bike for the studio. I really like to ride my bike the 3 miles
to the studio, it helps me loosen my legs up for my practice.  When I
got to the studio Brandon was there waiting at the front door. "Hey
dude, what's up?"  "Hey Justin, how's it going?"  "Dude, why you waiting
out here?"  "There's no one here. The place is all locked up."
"Hmmm...That's unusual. Wonder what happened? Oh well, I have a key!"
"They gave you a key for the building?"  "Yeah, they gave it to me a
while ago. Old man Davis hates me riding my bike here. He gave me a key
just for this reason. He was afraid of me riding all the way over here
then no one be here."  "Cool! They must really like you?"  "Well, I have
been coming here since I was 8 years old dude. The Davis' watched me
grow up, they say I'm like one of their kids. C'mon, lets go inside,
Denise will be here soon."

 I unlocked the door and opened it for Brandon. I could hear the phone
ringing so I ran back to grab it. It was Denise. "Justin?"  "Hi Denise!
You running late?"  "No, I was just calling to let you know that I
forgot about having to do something with my mom tonight so I won't be
able to make it. What other night was you planning to get together so we
can practice."  "Well, here's what I was hoping to do. I would like to
practice on Tuesday night, Thursday night, and Saturday mornings. That
way we have at least a one day break in between."   "Ok Justin, I'll be
there Thursday night. I will let my parents know our practice schedule
so there won't be anymore problems. I'm sorry I can't make it."  "That's
ok Denise, these things happen. Brandon is here and maybe we'll just
work on what songs or some of what we will need to do. Don't worry about
it. I'm going to go, see ya in school tomorrow. Bye!"  "Bye Justin."

 I put the phone back on it's hook and walked out of the office back to
the dressing area. Brandon was already starting to get undressed from
his street clothes in to his work out clothes. He was standing there
just in a jock strap. God, he is built, he has a great body. And what a
NICE ass he has too!  I bet it would feel good to f.....wait a minute!
What am I thinking here? Yeah, he's cute and all, but I shouldn't be
thinking this. I should be thinking of Adam!  "Justin, what time is this
girl suppose to show up?"  Justin?  JUSTIN!"   "Yeah, what, oh sorry
dude. I was lost in another world. What were you saying?"  "I was
wondering what time this girl was going to show up?"  "Oh...that was her
on the phone. She won't be able to make it, something came up."  "Ok,
that's cool. It will give us a chance to get to know one another then."
After saying that Brandon just gave me what seemed to be a sexy little
smirk then he bent straight over in front of me. He lifted on leg up to
put a sock on which exposed the tightest little pucker hole I had ever
seen. Of course, the only one I had seen was Adam's but this was
definitely virgin territory here. My cock instantly got hard and I had
to hurry and sit down on the bench and lay my gym bag across my lap.

 "Something wrong Justin?" Brandon asked.  "No Brandon, nothings
wrong."  "Oh, the way you just fell down on that bench, I thought maybe
you were getting sick or something."  "No, just got a little dizzy
that's all. I haven't ate much today. I have a candy bar here in my bag.
Maybe I just need some sugar in my system."  "You sure that's all that's
BOTHERING you?"  "Yeah Brandon, it is."  Wonder why he specified the
word BOTHERING like he did? OH shit! Is this dude falling for me?  Oh
God, he can't.  "Why don't you go ahead out and start warming up. I'll
get changed and eat this candy bar. I'll be out there in a few minutes."
Ok Justin, but make sure you eat that candy dude." Brandon pulled his
shirt over his head and walked out of the dressing area. I got up off
the bench, still sporting the rock hard hard-on and started getting
undressed. I had stripped completely naked, and was getting ready to put
my jock strap on, when I felt a hand grab my shoulder. I turned around
and there stood Brandon, completely fricking naked, with at least a 5.5"
hard on.  I just froze where I was. I couldn't move, speak, or anything.
I just stood there completely still. Brandon stood there and looked at
me. His big brown eye's were sparkling with a lust that over whelmed
me.  He started to reach out to grab my cock when I heard this voice
yelling "WHAT THE FUCKS GOING ON!!"  I turned to my left and there stood
Adam in the door way.  OH FUCK!  NOT THIS! Adam stood there, at the
doorway, his face bright red with rage. He yelled,  "I KNEW IT! YOU
BASTARD! I knew you were cheating on me with this little asshole!"   "No
Adam, nothing happened, It's not what you think!"   "Yeah right! It's
not what I think! You both are fucking NAKED standing there with you
cocks HARD and it's not what I think?!?!  Well FUCK YOU JUSTIN!!!   I
HATE YOU!!"

 With that Adam turned and ran from the building. I hurried and threw my
sweats back on and ran out the door after him. I looked both ways down
the street but he was gone.  Oh God I should have seen this coming! I
should have been able to keep this from happening! Or did I want it to
happen? All I know now is that I have ruined it between Adam and
myself.  My heart felt like it bolted from my chest and that my life
should just end here and now.  And to know that Adam hated me more than
anything in life, made me feel like life just wasn't worth living
anymore!



There you go! Another one of those damn cliffhanger! Did you even expect
something like this to happen  between Justin and Adam?  There
definitely will be more excitement to come from this story in the near
future. Keep and eye out for it and you know how do reach me . My e-mail
is  chrisohio@hotmail.com    Enjoy people!  Thanks too all that have
e-mailed me with their compliments or complaints. I am still trying to
get myself set up with a web site. So have no fear, the story will be
posted to it's own site soon. Plus, I have other stories in the works
too!  Thanks again to all!!   Chris


March 7, 1999