Date: Fri, 1 Aug 2003 01:38:18 -0700 (PDT)
From: Brooks Dawson <brooks_104@yahoo.com>
Subject: My Life Story part 4

	My friend and I decided the best way to get his money
back was to threaten the guy that wasn't paying him
back. This guy was the same guy I mentioned in the
last chapter whom I suspected of being gay and the
former friend. We found him and told him; this being
our last resort, that he had until Friday to pay the
money back or we'll kick his ass. He went and told
some of his friends about our plan. The funny thing is
that we weren't actually going to do it, but none of
them knew that. Anyways, one of his friends turned out
to be my boyfriend.

	I was walking down the hallway at school just after
the beginning lunch bell rang, and I ran into my
boyfriend. He looked pissed off, and told me "I hear
that your going to kick Jon's ass. NO. Not going to
happen, you got it". I was thrown off guard, the first
thing that came to my mind, was "yeah, fuck off!" But
instead I said, "uhhmm OK", I didn't mean it, but it
was what he wanted to hear, and then I walked off. Now
I was pretty pissed that he was ordering me around
like that.

	As I made my way down to the cafeteria, one of my
best friends came up and told me that he had to tell
me something important. He said "I don't have an easy
way of telling you this, but I've heard that there's
been some rumors with you and Mike hooking up". I was
shocked, and now really pissed off, I mike to promise
me, he wouldn't tell anyone about us. I then asked my
friend how he heard about this, and he said "I heard
mike saying it to some other guys, and I wanted to
tell you, and see if any of this was true". I told him
"what do you think" and he just assumed I was strait
and that was the end of that conversation.

	I was now enraged that he had broken my promise,
disrespected me, and broke my trust. I went into the
cafeteria and told my friends about the situation, I
mentioned that mike was spreading rumors about him and
I, not the fact that they were true. They were pretty
pissed that he would so something like that to me.

	Then, as we were eating, mike showed up, and tells us
that we are very immature for wanting to kick Jon's
ass, and that we should grow up. I should have stood
up right then and there and punched him a good one in
the nose, but I knew better because I didn't want to
get into any trouble at school. My friends told him to
fuck off, and he left. I finished my lunch and went
outside to get some fresh air. I was not only heart
broken, but really mad that someone could betray me
like that.

	My friends came out and supported me for what was
going on. I told them I was fine, but I wanted to know
how bad the rumors were. I did some investigative work
and talked to as many people as I knew who were
friends with my now former boyfriend. I soon found out
that these rumors had been going around since we first
had hooked up. Now I was even more pissed off. There
is no way to describe how angry I was.

	I wanted revenge. I asked my brother If he knew of
anyone that would kick his ass for a small amount of
money. My brother has been in and out of jail most of
his life and hangs out with a lot of losers, but he
came up with nothing. I was disappointed, but kept on
trying to find someone to do it. I would have done it
myself, but I didn't want an assault charge, and a
suspension from school. A couple of weeks passed and I
couldn't find anyone, so I decided to let everything
go. I was mad, and still am at him, I haven't talked
to him since that day, when I got home, I blocked him
on MSN, and deleted him. Almost everyday I think about
how this all happened to me, and how I wish none of
this even happened, especially me even meeting him.

	I'm finished my adventure of what I say now was my
temporary boyfriend. It didn't take me long to get
over him and I'm still looking for another special
someone. To love, and be loved is what really matters
in peoples lives, the sex is just a bonus. Take care
of yourselves for me, and be safe. I hope you all
enjoyed my story, it's the first one I've written,
because it was true, it was easy to concoct. Thanks
for all the comments, and I hope that I'll be writing
here again in the near future. BYE