Date: Sat, 20 Mar 2010 15:07:01 -0700 (PDT) From: john son Subject: my love adventure chapter 7 Sorry guys, I've been really busy and I'm really sorry for put this chapter up so late. I'm really really sorry. Psss... this is for you Colin. I From Bren's POV We got into the movie theatre and I scanned the room. It was packed with couples and teenagers. Shawn nudged me and told me to go to the top. I went to the top and sat down. Shawn was right behind me. We were watching `Drag me to hell' by the way. The movie started and the commercial came on. I started eating my cheese fries. "How can you eat that thing? It's filled with fat and cheese." Shawn asked looking at me like I committed a crime "You put it in your mouth and chew it thoroughly." I answered as I put some cheese fried in my mouth. Mmmm... you gotta love a good cheese fries. "Gee thanks captain duh!" I chuckled. He always makes me laugh. The movie started. In the middle of the movie, it started getting really scary. I was shaking. I yelp when I felt a warm hand on my arm. "Are you ok?" Shawn asked with a worry expression on is beautiful face. I nodded. I put my head on his chest and wrapped my right arms around him. He did the same to me. Whenever I feel scare, I just turn my head into Shawn's chest. He was so into the movie. Finally the horror ended. We were walking out of the theatre and he asked me if I enjoyed it. "Enjoyed it? I was scare shitless" then I realized what I said. I covered my mouth. "It's ok to swear once in a while you know?" he state with an amusing expression "I know, but I don't like it. It's rude." "So I'm rude?" "I'm sorry Shawn" he smiled at me and said it's ok. We walked outside the cinema and a bunch of guys came up to us. I smelled trouble. "Hey cutey, you look hot. Do you wanna go out tonight and maybe play around?" one of the guys said and laugh. I didn't know if I generate gay vibe or something. "Please leave me alone" I said with a quiet voice as I was backing up. "Where's your pussy boyfriend? He's not here to protect you?" then Shawn stepped in. "Just call me a pussy?" The guy seemed shock and backed away. I totally forgot that Shawn was there with me. "Back away Bren, I'll deal with them." "No, Shawn we should just go." I pulled him with me to his car. "Why?" he asked me in an annoy tone "Cuz I don't you to get hurt." "Hurt? You know I'll beat the shit out of them." "I know, but stil,l I still don't want you to get into fights without my permission. You would get in trouble and you know I'll be sad if you get in trouble." "I'm sorry bunny. I'll ask you before I fight next time." He said sarcastically "That's all I'll ask for now." "I love you." "I love you more." "That's impossible." "No, it's not" "Yes it is and you know it." "I never win anything with you" I pretended to pout. "See you're pouting again." "Thanks Mr. duh!" He was laughing loudly in the car. "Can I go home now Shawn?" "NO!" "Why not?" "Cuz we're gonna go to my house. We're gonna spend the night there remember. We don't have school tomorrow." "Oh, ok" "Why? What's wrong? You don't wanna spend the night?" "I do, but I'm afraid" "Afraid of what?" "Your dad" "Oh Bren" "I'm sorry ok? I have trusting issue and fear issue. I'm basically afraid of everything." "You have a lot of problems that you're not telling me" "No I don't" I basically whispered. "You have other issue with your body, don't you?" I was in a verge to cry. "Bren tell me." I shake my head. "Please, babe, you gotta let me help you with stuff like that." "No, you'll hate me." "You know I would never hate you." "Then you won't love me anymore." "Yes I will love unconditionally." "Ok" "Now tell me, what else is wrong?" "As you know, I can get panic attack. I have trusting issues and fear issue. I'm also an alcoholic. I haven't drink alcohol in a long time, but I can't get near them. Not even smell. I do smoke. Well, I did, but I stopped. I was afraid someone will find out and send me to jail. It was addicting and I don't wanna stop, but I was so scared of what people will think of me if they know, so I stopped. I'm still craving it badly." He looked at me like he was gonna kick me out of his car and never want to see me again. "I'm sorry Shawn. I didn't mean to do it. I'll get out now, but please don't tell anybody." I started crying. He didn't say anything. I opened the door and got out started for home. I heard the car's door shut and Shawn was hugging me. "I told you I love you unconditionally." I kept on crying. "No, you hate me. You don't love me no more." "I do love you, forever. See that? calm down. You don't speak proper English anymore." "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do it. It just happened. I didn't ask to be like that." "I know bunny, I know. Let's go back and talk at my house." "Ok." I got into the car and we left for his house. From Shawn's POV Ok I know I talked a lot in chapter 6, but hey I wanna talk, plus Bren went to sleep, so I have to stay up and tell you guys the story. Well, so Bren and I went back to my house. We went in and my dad was sitting on the couch watching football. I don't like football that much. I enjoy playing golf. It's a soothing and relaxing sport. "Hey dad" "Hey kiddo" He looked at me and the boy standing behind me poking his head out behind me. "Who's that?" "Bren, come on" I nudged him to get out from behind my back "Bren? As in Brendon Bowne, the boy who my son told me so much about for the last months or so" "Yes dad. Brendon Bowne, your best student, I mean the school's best student." "Yeah I know. What's wrong son?" He was talking to Bren who continuously looking at my dad from behind me. "Nothing sir" "So come out I don't bite." He just stood behind me. My dad just chuckled. I pulled Bren out from behind. He was stubborn. He wouldn't come out from behind me. "Bren, come out" "No, I'm scare." My dad got up and walked over to us which were at the door with the door closed. Bren let go off me as my dad got closer and closer. He backed up until his back was against the wall and he slid down. He threw his arms around his knees and looked up at my dad who was standing beside me with fears in his eyes. "Shawn, help me." He used his little voice which indicated that he's really scared and he needs me there pronto. "Shawn, help me." I jumped in and wrapped my arms around him. "It's ok bunny. It's ok. I'm right here." He started crying. I've never seen him so scare. Now I know why he doesn't talk to anybody in school. "What's wrong son?" my dad ask. Bren seemed to shrink even smaller in my arms. "Stop scaring him dad." "I did absolutely nothing." "You're scaring him." "Ok I'm sorry then." "Shawn, don't leave. Don't leave me alone." "Is this why you don't want to come to my house?" I asked him using my really soothing voice. "Yes, I get scare when I sleep at other house that is not my own." "I'm sorry bunny. Do you wanna go back?" "No I'll be fine. Can you not leave me?" "Of course, babe." "Thank you" He stopped crying, but we were still in the position. He got up and wiped his tears away. "I'm sorry sir. I have problems." "It's ok sonny. No hard feelings?" my dad reached out his hand to shake. Bren was startle and he backed away. "Please give me time" "Take your time" "Thank you sir" My dad smiled at him and he went back to the couch and watched some more TV. I took Bren to my room. We entered and Bren was in shocked. "So what do you think?" I asked with a proud smirk on my face "Wow, it's the size of my house." "Don't say that." "It's true. Oh my god it's so big" "That's what she said" "Ha ha that's so funny I forgot to laugh" "You know sarcasm from you hurt" "sorry" "it's ok" "now then let's sit down" "ok." I flopped down on my king size round bed which I think is cool. I took my shirt off and opened my arms for him to come lay down with me and he did. I spooned up to him. "So how do you know you're an alcoholic?" "Can we not talk about that" "no we're talking about it. If we're gonna marry, then I need to know everything about you." "Shawn!" "What?" "We're not getting married. Not now anyways, just wait until we finish college to discuss about that matter." "Ok fine, but we're still gonna talk about your problems" "fine. Ok, so one day I came back from school and I was really depressing..." "Why?" "Cuz I thought I found friends, but they only made fun of me. You know that makes me feel" "yeah I do" "ok so I came back and went to the fridge hoping to find something to calm me down or make me feel better like milk. then I saw 26 bottles pack of Stella and 2 wine bottles in the fridge. I've never drink before. I heard that people said that alcohol can help you when you're down, so I grabbed one of the Stella and opened it. I tasted it and it tasted really good. I chucked down the bottle and it was gone in no time. I took a second and then a third, a fourth, a fifth, and then the twins walked in. I guessed that the alcohols belong to the twins and I was right. I stole 3 more bottles and ran to my room. In my room, I drank all the beers and I craved for more" "You weren't drunk" "that's the bad part. I don't get drunk easily. The night rolled around and I sneaked downstairs and grabbed the whole pack and the two wine bottles. I drank it all in two days. After that I got sick, but I've never shown it. I was in my room for 2 days and 3 nights just to sleep off the hangover. I felt like I was gonna die, but life didn't give up on me, so I'm lucky to be alive long enough for you to find me. After that I found ways to get alcohol. I drank alcohol everyday for at least 3 weeks or so, but not as much as the first day cuz I don't want the hangover, but I still got it anyways. Then one day Tyler caught me drinking and beat me to pulp for it. He said that he drinks doesn't mean that I'm allow to. He's my little brother and I was being punished by him. I was scared that he'll hit me again, so I stopped, but every time I'm near alcohol I tend to get out of control and sweaty. Tyler never told anyone and kept it between us. I guess I became alcoholic since then. It's really hard Shawn. I'm suffering big time from all the drinking and the smoking I did. The combination just gave an impact on my breathing and stuff." "..." "I really did suffer from it. I spent a whole two weeks of middle school in hospital having trouble breathing and they have to stick tubes up my nose and mouth to help me breathe." "Aww, I'm sorry baby. What did you smoke?" "Umm... Just crack, I was gonna go with coke, but I don't wanna get too addicted." "It's still hard to recover from crack though right?" "Yeah it's really hard and I'm still fighting it. With you with me I think I'm gonna be fine. Promise you wouldn't leave me; I don't wanna suffer from drinking or smoking anymore. I went there and don't wanna go back anymore, ever. I hope we can be together forever like you say. You have become a part of me even if we just know each other for a short period of time." "I know we are. What about fear?" "Umm... yeah I get scare of people. I get scare by everything." "Is it a mental problem?" "I don't know Shawn. I just know I'm not as scare with you there with me." "I'm gonna be there, I promised." "Thank you" "You're welcome bunny. You want something to eat?" "Yeah I'm hungry" "Ok then, let's go find something for you" We went downstairs and I found a box of new fried chicken in the fridge. Probably my dad knew that we're gonna get hungry. I put them in the oven and baked them over again. He ate hungrily and I just sat there and look at him. He looked up holding chicken wing in his mouth. "What?" "You're so cute" "Stop saying that, I'm a man. I'm not cute anymore." "Aww, you think you're a man. Ok fine, you'll be a man outside, but my baby boy inside." "No fair, you treat me like a little kid. I'm not a kid you know? I grew up and can do things on my own." "I know, but you are cute." "Fine, I'll be the baby." "That's my boy" he went back to eating. He ate the whole thing. "Damn you eat a lot." "Well, when it's good, it's good." "That makes sense." "I don't care. I got my food. See ya sucker." "Bren!" "Alright, I'm kidding. Gee, someone's self centered." "How am I self centered? I just let you eat my food." "Well you can make fun of me and I can't do the same to you." "Cuz I'm stronger. See these muscles; yeah they're for superior being like me to dominate you." "What?" "I said these muscles are for superior being like me and I can be mean to you cuz I'm superior." "Oh I see how it is" he crossed his arms and turned his head to the backdoor. "Bren?" "..." "Bren, bunny, babe, cutey?" "..." "Oh, this is one of those silent treatments, right. I did something wrong again. Ok I'm gonna leave you be and I'll go up to my room and sleep while you stay here, in the cold, lonely, dining room, a lone, with my dad's next door watching TV, in this big house." I got up slowly to go to my room. He still remained the same. I was walking upstairs as I yelled back "I'm going up the stairs now. I'm going slowly, so if you change your mind, I'll wait." "Damn it, still nothing." I whispered to myself. I walked in my room and flopped down on my bed. After a few minutes I heard footsteps running fast from downstairs and onto the hallway. My door swung open and Bren came running and hopped onto the bed. He went under the cover with me and squeeze his body tight against my chest with his head nuzzled my chest. He was holding on to me tightly. I didn't he was gonna let go anytime soon. "Soooo, you decided to come after all." "I'm sorry. I was scare." "Listen boo, when I said something mean, sometimes I don't mean it ok?" "Ok, I just don't you to be mean to me." "I won't be then, but you gotta let up a little. Sometimes I need to make fun of you and you can do the same to me. You know, that's how we suppose to be, having fun with love." "Ok, I'll try." "Good, now go to sleep. I'll go to clean up the table." "No stay here please?" "Ok go to sleep then." I laid beside him for what seems like hours. I heard my dad's door close. I started to hear Bren's breathing fell into a rhythm and I realized he fell asleep. I let him go and got out of bed as quiet as I could. I went downstairs and started cleaning up. I washed the dishes and put them in the dishwasher to dry up. I know we do save energy when we need to. I was wiping the table when I heard someone crying from upstairs yelling my name. I ran upstairs to find Bren crying and rocking back and forth. "Shawn? Shawn, where are you? Shawn?" I ran over to him and draped my arms around him. "I'm right her, baby. Don't cry, tell me what matter is?" "I was sleeping, then I woke up and it's really dark. I can't see anything and I don't know where I was. The room was so big, so I can't see the end of it. I felt like I was in the middle of nowhere." He said between crying. "I'm here right now. We're in my room, remember? Don't be scare. You know I'm downstairs or in the bathroom. Don't be scare ok baby boy?" he nodded and stopped crying. "It's scary in here. I don't like the dark. The only time I slept in the dark is when I was sleeping with you." "I'm sorry. I didn't know. If I leave, I'll turn on the light dimly, so you won't get scare ok?" "Ok" "Ok I'll be right here now. I'm done. Go back to sleep." I wiped his tears away from his cheeks using my thumbs. I was drifting to sleep and soon after, the dark got darker, and I was out. I woke up in the morning with Bren rolled in a ball in my arms. I smiled to myself. He started to stir and finally up, but his eyes still closed. "What time is it?" he asked groggily. "Umm... 9:30" "Oh my god! I'm late for school and what are you doing in my house?" he asked and ran to the closet. "Where are my clothes?" he asked no one in particular. He ran to the bathroom, closed the door, and came back out beet red. He walked back, got onto the bed, and cuddle up to my chest again. I just laugh. He bit my nipple. "Ouch, what was that for?" "For laughing at me" "it was funny. You should've seen yourself. You were like what are you doing in my room? Where are my clothes? Oh my god! I'm late for school." I was trying to impersonate him. "I don't sound like that." "You're right. Your voice is squeakier." "Stop making fun of me" "Remember, fun" "Oh alright. I gave. Yeah you're right it was pretty funny." "Yeah I know. First of all, this is my room. Second, your clothes are at your house, and third, it's Saturday." "Gee, thanks Dr. Phillip. I figured that out when I walked into the bathroom. I was like `why my bathroom so big?' yeah definitely embarrassing." "Ha ha, ok, who knows my boyfriend can be so funny?" "Ok I think that's enough." "Yes, sir `why are you in my room?'" I was laughing. He was trying to cover his ears with his hands, but I laughed so loud. He ran out of the room and ran back in and jumped back into my arms. He totally forgot that he's at my house. Wahoo, I could get use to that. We took a shower, separately perv. We went back to Bren's house after I said goodbye to my dad. We went straight to Bren's room. I was starting to get hungry, so I went downstairs to find something to eat, but then I didn't feel like it, so I decided to see if Bren want to make something for me to eat. When I walked down I yelled back at Bren "Honey, What's for breakfast?" I turned my head away from the stairs and I saw Chris and Angie kissing on the couch. "Shawn? What are you doing here?" I was shock. No one knows I'm gay except a couple of special people of course. I ran back upstairs into Bren's room and closed and locked the door. "What's wrong?" he asked. "Umm... we might have a problem. Chris is downstairs." "Oh my god, go hide." I heard the footsteps coming, so I jumped under the bed. I heard knocking on the door. "Bren, I saw Shawn." "What are you talking about?" Bren asked. "I saw Shawn coming up here." "Shawn?" "yeah Shawn Medici" "I don't know who that is." "Oh I must've been really drunk." "Yeah maybe, bye." "Ok bye" the door closed. "Angie I'm going home ok. I think I'm too drunk. I just saw Shawn, but he's not here." I heard Chris yelled. I got out from under the bed and went over to hug Bren from behind. "Wow, that was close." "You're telling me" I got downstairs again. This time Chris isn't there anymore. Bren was right behind me and he went to the kitchen to make breakfast. He finished cooking about 20 minutes later. We finished eating and went to sit down on the couch. Angie went upstairs to her bedroom. I put my arm around Bren's shoulders and kissed him on the cheek. He giggled, so cute. We continued on watching TV and suddenly someone busted out of nowhere and yelled "Ha I knew you were here." I jumped up from the couch, turned around, and saw Chris standing there pointing at me. "Chris, what are you doing here?" "Umm... hello? This is my girlfriend's house. I should be asking you the question." "Umm... err... I err" "exactly, you don't know. No seriously stop screwing, what are you doing here." "He's here because of me" Bren stood up without me knowing. "Bren, don't" "Why are you answering for him? Why is he here for you? (gasp) no way, you guys are queers?" "Don't use that word, please" Bren said with his small voice. Ok I know I'm wrong for not saying anything. I was in complete shock. I was just standing there doing nothing because I was so shock. "Ha ha, oh my god I need to tell the team." Bren ran over to the door and blocked the exit with his body. "You can't stop me, you know? You're too small." "Please, please, don't tell. You can tell about me, but just leave Shawn alone. He got too much to lose. Please Chris, don't tell. I beg you." "No, this is going to be fun." "Please don't Chris."He was then in the verge to cry. He dropped to his knees and begged. He hugged Chris's leg tightly. He was crying begging Chris not to tell about me. I ran over to him and wrapped my arms. Anger boiled inside of me. "How dare you? How dare you making him cry like this? Do you have a fucking idea what that could do to him?" "What are you talking about?" just then after Chris asked his question, Bren started to breathe hard and fast. "You see what you did to him?" I yelled and ran upstairs to get his medicine. I came back down with a glass of water in my hand and two pills in the others. "Here take these." He swallowed the pills and the water. "Breathe bunny, breathe. You'll be ok now." I said stroking his back with his head on my chest. I picked him up and carried him to his bedroom. I put him down and told him to get some sleep, and I'll handle everything else. He nodded and went to sleep. I came back downstairs. Chris was still at the door. "How dare you did that to him?" "What did I do?" "You just gave him a fucking panic attack, you stupid ass." "What?" "Exactly, you're too stupid to understand. You just gave him a panic attack. He was begging. Do you not have any feelings? The poor kid was begging you not to tell. He didn't even care about himself. I don't get it. Why are you guys so heartless?" just then Angie came down. She slapped me across the face. "How dare you yelled at my boyfriends like that?" I felt my face because it hurt. I couldn't believe it. Chris just gave her brother a panic attack and she stood up for him. "How could I? How could I yell at him? I can yell at him because he just gave your brother a panic attack. Don't you know that when he get upset, he get it easily. Don't you know it? You're his sister." With that I walked back upstairs and carried Bren downstairs. He was lifeless. I was worried. I thought he was just sleeping. I don't know why, his face has no colors. I was scare at that point. "Do you see him now? Your beloved boyfriend did this to him." Angie was about to cry. She looked at Chris with wide eyes. "I didn't know Angie. I swear I didn't know." Chris begged Angie "Get out of my way. I would like to take my love to the hospital." I said to them. I walked past them and opened the door. I put Bren in the car and sped off to the hospital. From Bren's POV I woke up again hearing the sound of beep repeating itself over and over again. I opened my eyes slowly. I could see Shawn sleeping beside me holding my hand tightly and wouldn't let go. I was in the hospital gown. I didn't know how I got there. I remembered Shawn told me to get some sleep. Then I heard yelling and arguing. After that, I was in the hospital. My throat felt dry. "Wa, water" I tried to say as loud as I could, but I couldn't. Shawn woke up and looked at me with a happy expression. "Water" he ran over to the table and poured me a glass of water. I drank it. "Thank you. What time is it?" "It's 3 in the morning." "How long have I been asleep?" "I would guess about 13 hours" "Wow, what happened?" "I don't know. I gave you the pill and you passed out after I told you to get some sleep. The doctor told me that you were dehydrated, but I'm not sure." "Oh ok. Shawn can you go home and get my medical card for me. It's in my wallet." "What for?" "I don't have money to pay for the expense. I can use the card, so I don't have to pay for it." "Don't worry, get some sleep. I already pay for it." "How much do I owe you?" "5 grand, but it's ok" "5 grand? Oh my god, you should've just waited. Now I have to pay you back. That's a lot of money Shawn." "Yeah I know, but I have no problem paying for it. I have plenty in the bank and saving account." "How much do you have?" "A lot" "Are you sure? I can pay you back you know? It just takes time that's all, but I can." "Don't worry bunny. When I told you that I have enough money for the both of us, I meant it. I do have enough for the both of us." "Ok, but..." "Uh ah, not another word or I'll get mad at you." "Sorry, I've never want to make you mad." "I know bunny. Do you wanna go home now, or wait until the morning?" "I wanna go home and sleep with you on my bed." "Ok sir." Ok I'm tired. From now on, you're gonna hear a lot from Shawn or the others cuz I'm tired. I'll be speaking too, but not as much, so yeah. From Shawn's POV I gave him a kiss on his lips and helped him up. We checked out and drove home at 4 in the morning. He unlocked the door and went up to his room. I went in and saw Angie sitting on the sofa looking down at her feet. "Shawn," she started "We have nothing to discuss." I spat at her, but I don't really care "Please, I just wanna know if he's ok." "Yeah he's ok." with that I left and went upstairs. Along the hall I heard moaning sounds and bed squeaking from one of the room. As I stepped closer I heard voices. "Tyler, oh Tyler, I love you..." "I love you too" whoa, someone's having fun. As I walked away from the door, I heard a loud groan and moan. I got into Bren's room and he was already in his gym short and wife beater. Damn, he looked like a million bucks. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him. "Wanna play?" I asked huskily "No, I'm tired. What got you so horny?" Bren asked as he's rubbing my arms. "I heard someone's having fun next door and `Tyler, oh Tyler, I love you' and `I love you too' and `(groan and moan)'" I mimicked the sounds I heard next to Bren's room. "Oh that's err, that's nice." Bren's said then he giggled in that cute voice that makes me so glad that we met. "Yeah and bed squeaking." I chimed in after "It's probably Tyler" "Gee thanks a lot. Obviously it's Tyler, but who's the girl?" "I'm not sure. Wouldn't Taylor be there with him?" Bren asked "I don't know. All I heard was a guy which is Tyler. His voice is kind of deep. I also heard a girl's voice." "Oh ok, I'm gonna go see." "Are you serious?" "Yeah why not? They're never mind. I found a porn magazine under their bed one day and they just said whatever." "How did they get all those stuff? They're so young." "I know, right? Oh well, I'm gonna go see." He went out and I followed. He opened the door that I passed by early. I saw a very cute/hot boy in bed making out naked with a smaller size boy, but I couldn't see his face. Bren cleared his throat. The boys jumped and the bigger one and hotter one which I assume is Tyler threw his blanket over the other one's body and his. The smaller one turned his head and he looked like the bigger one. "Bren, it's not what it looks like. This isn't who you think it is." Then he threw the blanket over the smaller one's head and pulled him close to his chest. "Who was that?" Bren asked. I know he's kinda slow on the reflection, but hey he's my boy. "Umm... this is my girlfriend." "Your girlfriend has short hair?" I asked out of nowhere. Tyler looked at me and the boy inside the blanket answered "Yeah, I do have short hair. I like it short." He did sound like a girl. Tyler really sounded deep for his age. "Bren, you go get some rest and I'll be right there." "Ok, g'night" "G'night" Bren left the room and I stayed behind, closed the door, and locked it. "So, Tyler and your girlfriend, mind me asking you a question?" I asked. I don't think they cared who I am cuz they were so scared. "Yes go ahead" the boy inside the blanket said. "So Tyler, you look heck lot like your girlfriend." "That's a statement, not a question." "I know, but hey you're under my control now." "Psh, me? Under your control?" Tyler asked bewildered. "Yeah you are. So, Taylor," "Taylor's not here" Tyler said too soon. I wasn't sure if the boy in the blanket was Taylor or not. "Ok, so Taylor, you don't work out?" "No, I don't. I don't like it." "I thought so" "Oops!" the boy which I assumed to be Taylor said. "I swear I'm gonna kill you." Tyler said with anger. Tyler let Taylor go and Taylor came into view. "I'm sorry. He tricked me." "You shouldn't be so stupid." "I'm sorry, don't be mad." Taylor hugged Tyler, but he pushed him away. "I'm sorry Tyler. I didn't mean to. Why are you so mad at me?" "Cuz you're so stupid. You always get good grade, but why are you so stupid at this thing?" "I'm sorry." "Stop crying, I can't believe you're my twin." Taylor just sat there crying like a baby. Wow, talk about a family that cries easily. I walked over and wrapped my arms around him. "It's ok. Don't cry now. It's ok." "Good, Taylor you can go fuck with him now." "Tyler, I'm sorry." He pushed me away and jumped on Tyler, but he pushed him off again. Taylor just kept on crying. "Tyler, that's not a way to treat your brother." "We could've got away with it if he just stayed quiet, and he's not my brother, he's just my fuck toy." "I am?" "Yeah you are" Taylor cry even louder, but not loud enough for anybody outside the room could hear. "Tyler, don't treat him like that. To make you feel better, I'm dating Bren." "You are? Oh my god, Bren's gay too. Oh my, this is awesome." He turned to Taylor who was lamenting. He wrapped his arms around Taylor and said "I'm sorry TJ. I was scared, but I'm not anymore. I was just mad that's all. I didn't mean to hurt you like this. I love you ok? I love with all my heart. I'm your love and you are mine. We have each other. I'm sorry." Taylor or TJ wrapped his arms around Tyler (let's call him Ty from now on)'s waist and cried into his chest. Ty was stroking TJ's hair with his right hand and TJ's back with his left. Aw, brother who love each other as lovers, so rare these days. They hugged for a long time and TJ stopped crying. I heard Ty whispered I love you to TJ. Ty set TJ down on the bed and covered him with the blanket. He kissed TJ on the lips lightly. "So how long have you been dating?" asked Taylor who was laying the bed. "Umm... we started Monday afternoon and it's now Sunday morning, so you do the math." "So about a week huh?" "Yeah, and how long have you guys been doing this?" I gestured to their naked bodies. "I don't know" Ty said. "About 8 months. We found out that we're gay and we decided to date each other. I don't care if Ty's my brother. He's obviously bigger, buffer, hotter, stronger than me, so if I date him, it'd looked like he's dating someone else that is not his brother because people would expect his brother to look like him. I am at least 4 or 5 inches shorter than him." TJ added. "Oh cool, but do you guys like in love or something." "Yeah I am in love with TJ. I love him as a brother, but even more, I love him as my boyfriend. We have these bonds between us. We have a bond for brotherhood and a bond for lovers." Ty said looking at Taylor who is smiling by then. "Bren would be so happy for you guys" "I know he would be. You know about his you know stuff right?" Ty asked hesitantly "What stuff?" "He's an alcoholic and he did drug" suddenly Taylor sprung out of bed and ran over nakedly to the drawers and pulled a pair of boxers out and put it on. He was making his way to the door, but Ty asked him where he was going. He didn't answer, so we followed him, but Ty had to put something on, so I have to wait for him to find something. This is a very spicy family who cries a lot. Wow!