Date: Fri, 22 Jun 2001 13:46:37 -0000 From: Jessica Haynes Subject: My Only Love Part 2 My Only Love Chapter 1 Part 2 Author's Note: This is a work of fiction. Any similarities to people, living or dead, is purely coincidental. This is not a quickie sex story. So if you are looking to just get your rocks off, look elsewhere. This is a story that expresses the love between two teenage boys. Yes, there will be sex, but not for a while. If it is illegal to read this in your state, or you are not of age, just go away. If you are offended by homosexuality, why are you here.? For the rest of you guys and girls, enjoy the story. This is my first attempt at writing a gay love story. I hope it meets with your approval. Please forgive any minor grammatical errors. I proofread this myself, but I probably missed a few errors. Please, let me know what you think at gibsongirl101@hotmail.com Thanks! Eric I fell in love with Chris the moment he stopped and asked me if I needed help finding my next period class. My face went red, and my heart pounded and I could only nod my head. He smiled and from then on, we were friends. Just like that. He was the first person to talk to me, and I know that without his friendship, I wouldn't have lasted a week in that school. The only thing I did not share with my Chris was the fact that I was in love with him. I had this awful feeling that if he knew I was gay, then I would lose his friendship forever. And that was the last thing I wanted to happen. So I hid my feelings and everything was good. But as Chris and I grew closer the more I fell in love with him. And not just because he was gorgeous. He was, but it was the Chris inside that I fell in love with. He is the most caring, responsible, sweet, funny, beautiful man I know. And I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. But I couldn't live a lie any longer. So, one night at his house, I told him. "Chris," I had said. "Yeah?" "I have to tell you something. "What is it, little buddy?" Chris was always calling me little buddy, just like the Skipper called Gilligan on Gilligan's Island, which was our favorite show. "I'm gay." I blurted out. Chris was silent for a few minutes before he said something. "And I'm supposed to care when?" I'm sure my face was shocked, and Chris laughed and said, "Eric, did you think I would care? You are the same person you were yesterday. And now, I don't have to worry about you as competition for the ladies." We both laughed and went back to watching the movie we had rented. And I fell more in love with Chris because of what he had said. But now I had ruined it by kissing him in the shower. It was just that he looked so lost and alone, that I couldn't help myself. Crying, I flung myself on the bed, and buried my head in the pillow. A few minutes later I heard the door open, and someone entered the room and sat down on my bed. I felt a hand on my back, and a soft voice telling me to stop crying. It was Chris! I rolled over and saw that Chris was the person on my bed. And the look in his eyes made my heart flutter. If I didn't know better, I would have said that it was the look of a person in love. But that couldn't be true! Could it? "Eric, why did you run out like that? You must have known that I was enjoying myself." Chris said. "You just wanted some comfort, and I was the closet person." "That is partly true. But, I realized something when you kissed me." Chris looked deep in my eyes and took a deep breath before he said, "Do you love me Eric?" I blushed and looked away, and said, "You know that I do. I love you so much, Chris." Chris smiled and took my face in his large hands, forcing me to look at him. "I...Eric I...love you too." Then he slowly leaned down and placed his lips on mine. My eyes fluttered closed and I sighed gently. Chris broke the kiss and we looked deep into each other's eyes. "I never thought that this day would come." I said. "I'm just sorry that it took you getting beat up to make me realize that I loved you as more than a friend." "Are you ok with this?" "Yes, Eric. I am. I think that I've always known that I was gay. I just hadn't found the right guy to share it with." "Really?" "Yeah. Didn't you realize that I hardly ever talked about girls? And I've never had a serious girlfriend. I guess I was just never attracted to them. But I am attracted to you. Very much." "I love you Chris." "I love you Eric." We fell back into each other's arms, and just lay there, basking in each other's love. We kissed gently, once..twice...and then fell asleep holding each other close.