Date: Sat, 28 Dec 2002 07:53:56 +0000 From: Enrique Smits Subject: Never is a Promise - Chapter 5 Disclaimer: The author of this work of fiction does not assume any responsibility for your viewing of this document. By reading below these lines, you consent that you are a.) Above the age of 18 or of legal age to view adult content in your state/country/province and b.) You agree that any consequences that may result from this fiction are not the author's responsibility, c.) That you will not reproduce, copy, sell or distribute this fiction without author's expressed permission. In the following story you will witness two consenting individuals who may engage in sexual activity. If you do not approve or like to read such material, don't move on. ________________________________________________________________________ CHAPTER 5 We stood there just looking at each other and smiling for god knows how long. I don't think either one of us really knew any particular reason to stay there, but we were just enjoying being in close proximity to each other. We couldn't stop smiling at each other and even though we knew that we should probably break the silence, I don't think either one of us really wanted that moment to end. "You're chewing on your lip." Aaron said, still grinning from ear to ear. Suddenly I felt extremely self conscious of what I was doing. "I am not!" I said looking away and down at the floor. I was definitely chewing on my lip. "Yes you were." He said with a tone I can only describe as dripping with a teasing seduction. "You always chew on your lip when you are nervous or excited." "So which is it?" Aaron knew me so well. I loved it. I loved the fact that he could tell my moods better than anyone I had ever met. He knew when to joke around with me, and he also knew when I needed to be left alone and when I was serious. He could tell when I was mad, sad or whatever, just by the look on my face or by my body language. He also knew that I tended to zone out and become pensive almost instantaneously and he was one of the few who... "Hello, Dreamer." "I asked you a question." ... could snap me out of it and back to reality. "A little of both I guess" I said sheepishly and slowly lifted my head and met his gaze again. He looked at me, let out a big sigh and looked at me with his most serious face. "My god, you are so beautiful, you know that?" "I love you." I said and grabbed him by the shirt pulling him to me and kissing him hard on the mouth. We held the kiss and backed up to my bed where I laid down and pulled him on top of me. Aaron ground his body into mine and we simultaneously let out moans of pleasure. We were still kissing and I moved my mouth away from his and began nibbling on his earlobe. Our grinding became more intense and we were both breathing heavily. I could feel Aaron's dick against the inside of my thigh. I don't know the exact dimensions but it was big and it felt so good pressed against me. I reached my hands down his back and grabbed him by his ass and pulled him tighter against me. "Oh my god baby..." Aaron moaned into my ear "...you feel so good" All of the sudden Aaron jumped off of me and the bed with a look of absolute fear in his eyes. "What!?" I sat upright on the end of the bed. "What is it?" I asked, somewhat startled and definitely annoyed. "Did you hear that?" He asked "Oh my god Tuck, I think we woke up your mom, I better go." I looked at Aaron and nearly laughed. "Oh for fuck's sake!" I said and dropped backward on to the bed. "Relax, she isn't even here." I said shaking my head with frustration. Sexual and otherwise. "Where is she?" He asked "Gone for the night." I responded still looking up at the ceiling trying to calm my frazzled nerves. "What was that noise then?" "I don't know baby, I am sure if it was mom we would have heard her screaming at us by now, don't you think?" I was annoyed thoroughly and it was extremely evident in my tone of voice. Aaron came back to the bed and laid next to me propping himself up on one elbow. I was lying on my back with my hands behind my head. Aaron brought his hand up to my chest and began lightly dragging his fingertips across my T-shirt drawing shapes and letters with his fingers. It felt good. Just having him near me felt good, but his touch brought my body to life. Every time he touched my skin, even on accident, my body would be covered in goose bumps. We laid there in a comfortable silence for a while. "I'm sorry Tuck, I am just a little jumpy I guess" He said absent mindedly as he focused on the figure eight he was currently drawing on my chest. "It's ok, I understand." I said as I rolled toward him and kissed him on the cheek, breaking his trance. I got up off of the bed and turned on the radio. Aaron twisted himself around on the bed, rolled over onto his belly and rested his chin on his folded arms. He was looking out the window at nothing in particular, obviously thinking or dreaming about something. His legs were bent at the knees and he was dancing his legs along to the beat of the music. I laid back down on the bed next to Aaron side to side in the exact position that he was in. He started playing footsie with me and we looked at each other, laughed and smiled. "You are such a dork!" I said still laughing at him. "Naw, I'm just kinda flirty, that's all" He said and stuck his tongue out at me, which I playfully attempted to bite before he pulled it back into his mouth. "You are so cute." I said. Aaron smiled at me and turned his head away from me back to the abyss outside my bedroom window. I was just about to ask what was on his mind when he spoke. "So what happened with your mom?" He asked, still looking out the window. "Um...She laid the guilt on pretty thick today." "I got grounded for a week and I am not suppose to have anyone over for the rest of the week" Aaron looked over at me with a raised eyebrow and smirked. "Well, I see you are following the rules pretty well, now aren't you?" "Well, Mr. Smartass, I wasn't planning on some horny teenage boy climbing through my window tonight trying to seduce me." I said Aaron looked at me incredulously. "Excuse me, I believe you were the one grabbing me by ass and grinding into me." "Oh yeah" I said dreamily "That felt so fucking good!" Aaron grinned at me and brought his hand up and ran his fingers through my hair, stopping at my ear and using it to pull me to him. He softly kissed my mouth. "We have plenty of time for that and other things, let's not rush it baby" Aaron said between kisses. "Are you trying to punish me or something?" I pouted. Aaron laughed at me and started running his fingers through my hair again. "No Tuck, I am not trying to punish you." "I just think that maybe you were right when you said we should go slow and wait until we are both sure that we are ready for what we are doing" He sighed. "I don't want to hurt you or us by rushing in." "I am SO crazy about you!" I practically yelled. Aaron just kept on grinning. Aaron moved around on the bed and laid on his back. I crawled up into him and rested my head on his chest and draped my leg across him. "Anna Begins" by the Counting Crows was playing on the radio at a volume level barely above a whisper. A light breeze was coming into the bedroom where we left the window open, causing the short white curtains to flail around. "Aaron, you can't stay here you know that right?" I said "Mom is going to be home in the morning, and if you are here I will be in so much shit that by the time I am allowed to leave the house I will be signing up for Social Security." "Don't worry, I'll be gone by the time she leaves." Aaron said "Relax baby." "Ok" I said. The room was quiet and perfect with the breeze. Aaron's body was warm and my body seemed to fit together with his perfectly, like two pieces of a puzzle. I started to doze off when I heard Aaron mumbling something. "Hmm...What did you say?" I asked drowsily. "I said that I love this song." "I always have." "It always makes me think about you every time I hear it." "How so?" I asked. I had never actually understood the song. It was very vague and definitely open to interpretation as far as I was concerned. "Well, I think that it is about friends that fall in love for one thing." He began "and since I have been in love with you for about forever it seems like, I identified with it I guess." I chewed my bottom lip and smiled my most coy smile. "Also" Aaron continued "there is a verse in the song that explains the way I feel when I am with you better than I ever could be able to." "Which one is that?" I asked "The seconds when I'm shaking leave me shuddering for days" He said. My heart was suddenly stuck in my throat and my eyes started to tear up. "That is so beautiful...I never really even paid attention to that line...I wish that I had now." I finally choked out. Aaron mussed my hair and kissed me on my forehead. "Every time I am around you I am shaking, because no one has ever made me feel the way that I feel when I am with you." "When I am away from you I can still feel you with me. Your touch, your smell, the look in your eyes...all of those things linger with me until I get to be with you again." "How did I ever get so lucky to have found you?" I said, my eyes now completely wet with tears. "Don't cry baby." Aaron soothed "I love you so much" "I'm just so happy and so lucky." I said "Shhh...can you hear that?" "What?" Aaron asked "I can hear your heart beating" I said "I love you" Aaron said. "I love you too" It was getting very late and the breeze was letting up allowing the curtains to stay more or less closed. The room became dark. I could hear the sound of Aaron's heart beating, and its rhythmic vibrations lulled me to sleep. ________________________________________________________________________ Chapter 6 will be out very soon. Happy New Year everyone, and I thank all of you for your wonderful comments. All comments are welcome at wideeyedone@hotmail.com