Date: Fri, 20 Nov 1998 02:08:07 -0600 (CST)
From: comicality@webtv.net
Subject: "New Kid In School 10"

I know you've been waiting, so here it is...The 10th anniversary chapter
of "New Kid In School". As always, feedback is greatly appreciated at
comicality@webtv.net. Or, if you want to read more, come visit my
website at http://www.kanza.net/Comicality/  
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"New Kid In School:"
Tenth Anniversary Chapter
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Mmmmmmm...having Tyler suck my dick was such an amazing experience! He
licked and sucked my tip with such care and expertise that it made my
body quiver constantly! I even shook afterwards, my body twitching with
aftershocks of pleasure. I looked down to see his delicate blond hair
shift and slide erotically over his face as he bobbed rhythmically on my
hard cock. I leaned back and closed my eyes, trying to hold back the
impending orgasm. Tyler's hands were busy kneading and massaging my
tender scrotum as dribblets of saliva coated my shaft, I wasn't going to
be able to hold out much longer. I instinctively started to shove my
self deeper into his hungry mouth, bucking my pelvis hard into his face!
He could feel me tensing up and began moaning in short little whimpers,
each one getting higher in pitch. I began moaning too and soon my cum
erupted out of me and into his mouth! I shivered and finally relaxed,
letting my ass come back down to the bed. Tyler continued to nurse at my
cock gently as I leaned back on the headboard, trying to catch my
breath. I looked up at Tyler as he started getting dressed, squeezing
his cute little ass into a pair of jeans. But what I saw in him wasn't
exactly what I wanted to see. What I needed to see. As hard as I tried
to force myself to love Tyler...I just didn't. What the hell was wrong
with me?!?! Tyler was one of the most beautiful blond boys that I've
ever come into contact with in my life! He was funny, he was cute, he
was intelligent, he was cute, he was a good friend, he was cute, and he
was...not Ryan.
"I've gotta jet man," Tyler said, leaning in to give me a quick kiss on
the lips. "How about we catch a movie this weekend? I can feel you up in
the dark like last time!"
"Huh? ...Yeah, sure. Sounds like fun. I'm there." I watched as Tyler
left the house and just laid on top of my covers for a few minutes. I
let my mind wander, the cool air raising goosebumps on my naked body. I
thought about Ryan and heard myself sigh outloud. I suddenly felt so
sad, like I had lost the only thing in life that mattered. Hell, maybe I
did. How many Ryan's come through one man's life? Two? Maybe three?
Maybe none at all. I suddenly felt like I had just lost my million
dollar lottery ticket...and it brought tears to my eyes. I fought them
back, no more tears! I've cried too much over this already! But
everytime the urge to cry went away, it would come back stronger than
ever a few seconds later. I suddenly submitted my will to my emotions
and sobbed into my pillow. How could love be so cruel?
The next day in school was a long one. I didn't even pay attention to
what was going on in class anymore. I just sort of sat there, my mind
blank. The classes that I had with Ryan were especially painful. He had
other friends now, and had moved his seat clear to the other side of the
classroom from me. It really hurt to see him so far away, but every once
in a while, I'd catch him looking at me. Quick, secretive looks, but
looks nonetheless. Those few seconds in class gave me a tiny feeling of
hope, and it was the only thing that made the day bearable! But
lunchtime was especially interesting that day.
I walked into the cafeteria with Tyler, carrying my tray of 'school
food' when Ryan and his jock friends came bursting through the door.
They were all laughing loud and playing around, not looking where they
were going, and before I knew what had happened...the biggest guy in the
crowd ran into me! I was knocked up against the wall and my tray spilled
all down the front of him! His little posse started laughing at him and
of course, he took it out on me.
"What the fuck?!?! Why don't you watch where you're going asshole?!?!"
"YOU ran into me dickhead!" I snapped back. The words had left my mouth
before I had a chance to choke them back. The giant guy grabbed me by
the collar and slammed me hard against the wall. Tyler was having
troubles of his own as two other guys were holding him by the arms. He
was trying desperately to get loose, to fight for my honor. He was so
cute sometimes! Tyler...why wasn't I in love with him again? 
"Don't talk back to me you little fucking faggot!!! I'll beat the shit
out of you in front of your little girly friend here!" I looked over and
saw Ryan look over the big moose's shoulder. He almost looked concerned,
like he wanted to help me even more than Tyler did. But he kept quiet in
front of his comrades. Suddenly, I saw the other two boys throw Tyler to
the floor and step on him! I tried to get away, but the big guy held me
steady. "Get ready junior! I'm gonna mop the floor with you both!" I saw
the guy draw back his fist and I squinted, readying myself to spend
another two weeks with a black eye! Just then, Ryan stepped in!
"Leave him alone man! Let's just go, alright!" He said, moving in
between us. I was surprised to say the least. The LAST thing I expected
was for Ryan to save me from a pummeling. Especially considering that
this guy was bigger than the both of us put together. The big guy
suddenly turned on Ryan.
"What do you think you're doing rookie? Get the fuck out of my face
before I take you down too!" He shouted, but Ryan stood strong. I was so
proud of my ex...staring into the face of death for me like that! Ryan
took a swing on the big guy, but it didn't look like it did much good!
The two of them tussled back and forth, and even though the big guy
terrified me at first...seeing him jump on Ryan gave me all the courage
I needed! I jumped into it and soon the three of us were knocking over
lunch tables and trash cans!!!
The principal and two security guards broke up the little fray and sent
us all to the office! It was definitely not our average lunch time
activity.
The verdict? Well, Tyler got detention for three days, but he already
had some workshop thing going on for that day, so it didn't start until
the next week for him. The big moose and the other guys got off! They
had a track meet coming up and the school let them off so they could
make it to the state finals! What kind of bullshit was that?!?! Me and
Ryan got a whole week of detention and were forced to stay in a study
hall for an hour everyday after school! Great! That's all I needed in my
life right now!
Ryan was pretty much unscathed, except for a bloody lip and messy hair.
He was still so cute to me. His strawberry blond hair was still so
shiny, so silky. His eyes were just so...awesome! Something about
fighting with Ryan, side by side like Batman and Robin, made me long for
him even more! I had to speak. "Ryan..."
He looked like he didn't really want to answer, but he finally said,
"......yeah?"
"....um....thanks."
He looked away from me, never looking me in the eye. He paused, then
answered with, "Well...he was twice your size."
"He was twice your size too."
"I couldn't let him just beat you up. I guess I owed you that much. For
being such a good friend when I first moved here..."
It was the first compassionate moment we had shared since the day he hit
me. I was shaking with fear, and yet incredibly happy that we were
talking agan. "If I was such a good friend, then why do you hate me so
much?" I asked.
Ryan looked me directly in the eye with a hurt emotion on his face. His
hazel eyes sparkled and I was immediately entranced with their loving
gaze. "I don't hate you Randy. I tried, I really did. But I just can't."
"I never stopped thinking about you. I am so sorry about what happened.
I never meant to hurt you, really."
"I want to believe you but..." 
"I just want things to go back to the way they were. Can't we just
forget this whole thing and move on?"
"No...I don't think we can Randy. What you did really hurt me. I don't
want to go through that again."
"I know. And you won't! But you ignoring me in the halls and never
talking to me, saying all those mean things really hurt too. Maybe not
as much as that punch in the eye...but it hurt!" I looked at Ryan and we
both broke out laughing. It was the first genuine laugh I'd had in
weeks!
"Well you ought to learn how to take a punch ya wuss! You fell down with
the first shot!"
"Maybe next time I'll be ready for your sucker punches. Maybe I'll brush
up on my karate!" I made some Bruce Lee noises and we giggled for a
while quietly, but Ryan suddenly got real serious.
"Did you...did you and Tyler...have you guys gone all the way?" Ryan was
searching for an answer, and I didn't dare lie to him again, no matter
how much I knew it would hurt him.
"....Yeah. Yeah we did." I hated to say it, and as soon as it left my
mouth I saw Ryan's heart break all over again. "But it wasn't the same,
Ryan. It wasn't with the same love. All I want is you. All I've ever
wanted was you."
"Was he...you know...better?" I was getting uncomfortable with the fact
that Ryan was getting so deep into the details, but I knew that there
was no way I'd ever choose anybody over him, and I told him so. "That's
good to know Randy. I guess I do miss you a little bit."
"Then let me back into your life Ryan. We can try again, right? I'll be
better this time, I swear! You can trust me, really you can!"
"I can't, Randy...look, I just need a little time to think about..." But
before he could finish, our detention monitor walked in and announced
the there would be no more talking. I spent that hour in silence, but my
soul felt so much lighter. My heart had been lifted, and I knew then
that there was hope for us afterall. After they let us go, I caught Ryan
outside and we agreed to sit down and talk about everything that's
happened. But then a car swerved noisily around the corner and Ryan's
friends hollered out of the window.
"Hop on in, Rocky Balboa! We've got a party to hit man!" They seemed to
have forgotten all about the little tussle we'd had earlier. They had a
case of beer and had to move it out of the back seat to make room for
Ryan to sit down. Ryan looked at me, a genuine look, a caring and tender
look, and he said, "We'll get together soon. I promise." Then he turned
away with a grin and got in the back seat. I saw one of those silly
cheerleaders throw an arm over his shoulder, but he looked out of the
window at me and rolled his eyes as if to say, "They never leave me
alone!" The car screeched off and left me in the dust. But I didn't
care! Ryan didn't hate me! I had found my smile again, and I was in love
with him ten times more than before! I couldn't stop smiling, and my
eyes stayed wet with tears of joy. The only thing now was to tell Tyler
what the deal was. 
I walked home that day, noticing the world through new eyes! The birds
sung songs of love, the air whispered sweet nothings in my ear, and I
could feel the sunshine warm my face. I have never felt so good! I had a
love, true love...and it would be with me for the rest of my life and
beyond! I strolled happily to Tyler's house and knocked on the door.
Tyler opened the door and pulled me in. We went upstairs right away and
he shut the door. He sat on the bed and I noticed that something was
wrong. He looked up at me and his eyes were red, like he had been
crying. "Randy...I wish I could make you happy, I really do."
I almost felt sorry for him. I never really knew how far I had dragged
him into this, and I threw an arm around him while he cried on my
shoulder. "You guys were...together...weren't you? You and Randy?"
"Yes. We've loved each other for a while now. I'm sorry Tyler, I really
should have told you. It was selfish of me to think that I could use you
like this." Tyler cried even harder, but he soon sat up and straightened
up a little bit. 
"How could I have been so blind? So stupid? I saw the signs, but I never
wanted to believe it."
"Tyler, it's not that I don't care for you...it's just...well..I.."
Tyler stopped me from babbling and composed himself before starting
again. "Randy, I'm always going to have feelings for you. I can't help
that. But after seeing you two take up for each other today, it all made
sense. If you guys are really in love, I mean REALLY in love....." He
didn't want to say it. I could tell. He spit it out like bad tasting
cough medicine. "....then go. If you love him even half as much as I
love you, then you can't let him get away."
I walked over to Tyler, this gorgeous blond teen angel, this young lover
of mine, and held his face in my hands. I kissed him sweetly on the lips
and said, "Thank you Tyler. I'll never stop caring for you. You've been
the best friend I've ever had...you're gonna make someone an awesome
boyfriend some day....once you clean yourself up and lose those puffy
eyes, that is!"
Tyler giggled a little through his tears, and after a long pause, we
embraced as boyfriend and boyfriend for the last time. I walked away
from his house without looking back and headed straight for Ryan's
house. It was time to make things right.
As I walked up the street, I saw Ryan's dad come running out of the
house at top speed! He ran to the car and almost backed over me in the
driveway! I asked him what was the matter and he frantically shouted
out, "Where's St. Mary's Hospital?!?!"
"It's on Jefferson and Clark...Why? What's going on?" 
"You'll have to show me where that is! Get in! Ryan's been in an
accident!"
WHAT??! Oh god! I jumped in his dad's car and we took off at top speed!
Please let him be allright! PLEASE!!! I've got to find him! He has to be
allright! He HAS to be!
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You know...I can hear you guys shouting and breaking things already!
Sorry, but this chapter will be continued in two weeks! Hey, it's their
10th anniversary...I had to do something dramatic! Any comments,
questions, death threats, whatever, can be sent to comicality@webtv.net