Date: Mon, 9 Feb 2009 14:01:16 -0500 From: spiderwick1 secret Subject: pride and love a new beginning This story contains sexual contact between teenage boys. This story may not be legal where you live or it may be offensive to you. Stories of this nature should not be read by a person under 18, if any of these apply please leave now. pride and love a new beginning Mom called up to Heath who was laying down on his bed. feeling the loneliness that has set in ever since Jeremy had passed away, honey someone is at the door for you. Heath went down to see who it was and smiled when he saw that it was Tim, Tim had been there for him before, during and after the loss of Jeremy and he was very happy to see an old familiar face that he could trust. Heath walked up to him and hugged him saying " I am so glad to see you, it has been to long." would you please come in. Then asked him to follow him upstairs to his room. The boys headed upstairs and mom was happy to see her son smile again. Tim said " that he was sorry that he had not come over sooner but he as well was having a hard time adjusting to the loss of Jeremy as well. He said " That he was now going to do every thing that he could to see that Heath was never alone." He told Heath that no matter what it took he would be there for him. Tim had been attracted to both Jeremy and Heath for some time, He had want and would dream about having sex with both of them, but seeing how they were his friends and a couple it was something that was off limits to him. He leaned over and hugged Heath and whispered in his ear " you know that I loved you and Jeremy, and I still do. Heath wrapped his arms around Tim and put his head on his shoulder and started to sob. He whispered in Tim's ear ' I love you as well and I have been thinking about you a lot." Heath was at a loss he was still in love with Jeremy but while holding Tim he was beginning to feel something that he had never noticed before. He was feeling a sexual attraction to Tim. He remembered Jeremy telling him once that Tim was a very good person and that if he had not found Him that he would easily would be able to love Tim. Heath found himself starting to get aroused and quickly pushed away from Tim. He looked him in the eyes and said " Tim I can't do this any more. Tim looked at Heath with a puzzled look on his face and said " what are you talking about " Heath said " Tim I have become aroused be you being here and I am having a hard time dealing with it." Tim said I will tell you something that is most likely going to shock you, " Jeremy and I used to ride to school together", I am sure you knew that, " I was always getting hard around Jeremy and I would notice that Jeremy was usually hard when he was with me. I would never have tried to do anything with him because of the way I felt about both of you, however, It would have been very easy for me to have loved both of you. I will be here for you when ever you need me and I want you to know that I love you and can not stand to see you like this. Tim put his hand on Heath's thigh and looked him in the eyes and said " when ever you need me I will be there for you no questions asked. Please do not shut me out of your life it would be unbearable for me. Heath put his hand on top of Tim's, looked him in the eyes and said " Tim I know that Jeremy was very fond of you as I am as well, I just need some time to put this all together, and sort some things out." Tim looked at him and said " Heath please let me help you." Heath said " Tim I have such a strong desire to have sex with you, but I don't want it to be for the wrong reasons, I hope you understand." Tim smiled and shook his head letting Heath know that he fully understood what he was saying and what he meant and that he would do every thing he could to wait for Heath to be ready for whatever life that they would be able to have together. Tim looked at Heath and said " Heath I am not looking to replace Jeremy, I know you will love him forever, What I want to do is have a chance for me to prove how much I love you and want to take care of you. Heath looked at Time and with tears in his eyes said ' Tim I am very fond of you as well, I got hard while you were holding me, I just need time to think this through, I don't want to hurt, I don't want to jump into something that I may regret later, I hope you understand" Tim looked down and with a very sad face told Heath that he understood and would do everything to give his the space that he wanted and the time that he needed. I want you to know that I will be here for you whatever your decision will be, even if it means we can't be together. Heath looked at how sad he had just made Tim and put his hand on his shoulder and asked Tim " Would you stay here tonight I need to be able to hold someone, I have not really slept in weeks. Tim look up and said " I would stay here with you anytime you need me to, and there would be no strings attached. The boys hung out together pretty much all day and it seemed that Heath started to come alive again with the presence of Tim. They played basketball, played video games and laughed and joked about anything that came to mind. Mom even noticed a big difference in Heath. She commented once that it was good to see the old Heath, he smiled and even though Tim was looking away Heath smiled and pointed to Tim as the reason for it. Mom smiled back and just nodded her head. Evening came quickly and Mom was calling Heath to dinner, Tim said that he would come back later when they had finished eating. Heath grabbed Tim by the arm and said " If you plan to ever be my boyfriend then you better get used to eating with us because you will be here a lot " he put his arm around Tim and escorted him to the table and pulled out the chair that use to be Jeremy's and said " I think he would be proud to have you sit here." With dinner now out of the way the boys sat in the family room with mom and dad and watched TV and when mom said It is getting later and we are going to bed. They said " good night and were off to their room. Both boys looked at each other and smiled and Tim noticed a different look than he had seen before, it was a warmer looked and was happy to see it. Heath stood up and put his hand out and asked " are you ready to go to bed. ' Tim stood up and smiled and said " Yes lets go. Heath lead the way to the bedroom, he opened the door stood to the side and waited for Tim to get in the room and then closed the door after him. They both walked over to the bed and got undressed and Heath noticed the bulge in Tim's boxers and smiled but did not say a word. Tim took of his boxers and climbed into bed as Heath stood there and watched. Heath looked at Tim and said with a smile on his face " you remembered " Tim looked back and said " how could I forget " Heath turned off the light and got in bed. Tim Rolled over next to Heath and Kissed him on the cheek and said "good night". Heath rolled to face him and draped his arm over him and said " good night Tim and thank you. " Heath woke about 3:00 am looked over and saw Tim sleeping soundly. He smiled and said " I think I need to make a commitment " Tim suddenly as if on cue rolled over on his back. Heath snuggled next to him and put his head on his chest and fell asleep. When Heath woke the next morning he realized that he had hold of Tim's hard dick, He smiled and said " Jeremy you stinker " Heath feeling now that he was free to start a new relationship with Tim started to rub him up and down. Tim breathed in very deep and moaned. and his dick twitched. Heath felt to tip of his dick and felt the precum oozing out. and said to himself Tim is going to be the one I spend the rest of my life with and we will both spend a lot of time remembering the fun that the three of us had together. Tim stretched and groggily opened his eyes and when he felt Heath's hand on his dick he slowly moved it That was when Heath said " oh you did not like the way that felt." Tim said " I loved the way that felt but it was not right for me to do that. " Heath smiled at Tim and said " I know that's why I did it because I know you all to well. " Tim asked Heath " are you trying to tell me something " Heath smiled and said " Yes I want you for my boyfriend and together we will be able to find away to be together as a couple and still honor Jeremy " Tim rolled over and started a barrage of kisses on Heath that had them both horny as hell and ready to explode. Heath pulled away from Tim and said I need to do something. Tim said "I am sorry I guess I got carried away." Heath said " that's OK " ,He threw the covers back and dropped down of Tim's dick and started to suck and tim who had never had sex with anyone before started to shake and make funny noises. He was squirming so much that Heath could hardly keep him in his mouth. With in minutes Tim's dick started to swell his body went rigid and he was pumping his sperm into Heath's mouth and Heath was taking it all. Tim was laying there completely exhausted and he said " I guess it is your turn now. " Heath looked at him and smiled " You owe my nothing it was just a thank you from me " Tim asked " what do you have to thank me for " Heath said " for being you ", " For being my friend," " For being there for me when I needed you " and " for understanding me. Tim said said Heath " I love you and loving you is the best and the easiest thing I have ever done. I promise that I will never knowingly hurt you or harm you in any way. I will always be there for you, I will help you any way I can and finally I promise that I will personally see to it that Sterling never hurts anyone again. Heath turned to Tim and " said you will do no such thing, I will not allow my boyfriend to stoop to such a low level as to try and get even with that SOB. You and I together will go to the police and we will make sure that Sterling pays for what he did to Jeremy and it will all be legal and done the right way. That is the promise that I want from you. Tim looked over at heath and put his hand on Heath's heart and said I promise with all my and your heart that we will do it the right way, no matter how long it takes. Both boys laid in bed together not wanting to get up. Mom called and said that breakfast was ready and that they should come down and eat. The boys got up and Heath yelled be right down and then Tim grabbed his dick and said " I owe you smoething " Heath smiled and then winked and said well it will have to waait until tonight. Tim said " you want me to stay again tonight." Heath said ' Tim I never want you to leave me again " Well that's it please email me and let me know what you think Email me at spiderwick1@hotmail.com I will answer all emails as soon as possible. Thanks for reading my stories