Date: Sun, 15 Feb 2009 21:58:50 -0500 From: spiderwick1 secret Subject: pride and love a new beginning # 3 This story contains sexual contact between teenage boys. This story may not be legal where you live or it may be offensive to you if so please leave now. pride and love a new beginning # 3 Heath woke about 5:00 on Christmas morning and laid in bed and watched Tim as he slept soundly beside him. He was happy that Tim had come into into his life but was also deeply saddened when he thought back to the wonderful times that he and Jeremy had had while on their trip to Disney. Those were memories that he would carry with him forever. He never would have thought that just days after that trip that he would lose Jeremy. The tears were welling up in his eyes and he was thinking about the things that he had planned for the two of them to celebrate their first Christmas together. That would be something that would haunt him for some time to come. He also knew that with being with Tim now, that he would have to start to concentrate on his new relationship. He missed Jeremy terribly but knew that he and Tim would be able to get past his tribulations and start to live his new life with Tim. Heath had bought a beautiful 24K gold cross and chain that he was going to give Jeremy for Christmas and knew that to honor Jeremy that he would give it to Tim. He looked at the new picture of Jeremy hanging on the wall between the windows in his room and was, not moved to tears as he thought he might have been but was suddenly smiling have a renewed kind of love that he never knew he had in him. The love he had for Jeremy, even though he was gone seemed to be growing inside him even stronger, and the feelings that he now had for Tim seemed to be taking over his body and heart like a new found spring welling up in him. He and Jeremy loved each other deeply and even when they had sex it was something very special, Tim had brought a kind of enthusiasm back into his live that almost made him feel guilty in a way. His love for Jeremy was something that had ate him up inside and was filling him with a happiness that he had never known, their sex was good, and looking back he would have liked to have given himself to Jeremy more often circumstances, however, seemed to prevent that from happening. Now he was with Tim and he believed that in some way that Jeremy had helped them get together. He was glad for the time that they had had together but he now needed to focus on his relationship with Tim, he planned to try to make up for the mistakes that he felt he had made in his relationship with Jeremy and was not going to deny Tim. He was going to prove to Tim that he would give him his heart and soul and was not going to hold anything back. Heath was beginning to realize that his new love was just as strong as his love with Jeremy and was now going to give himself to Tim totally. He looked at Tim still sleeping beside him and smile and leaned over and kissed him softly on the lips and got out of bed and went into the bathroom to clean up and get ready for his first Christmas with Tim and the beginning of the his new life together with Him. He had no intention of letting this part of his life be spoiled with memories of a very painful past. He was going to go full speed ahead and prove to himself that he could love both Jeremy and Tim in a way that would honor both of them. When Heath was through in the bathroom he went back into the bedroom and found Tim still sleeping. he walked over to Tim's side of the bed and looked at him sleeping. Tim was laying on his left side and was half uncovered. He saw that Tim's was dick was extremely hard and sticking out from under the covers. He looked at it and was thinking that he would like to play with it. He reached up and touched the glistening tip and felt the sticky precum that was there and he wiped it away and then licked it from his finger. He desire to continue was very strong but he decided to just let him sleep, there would be time for that kind of pleasure later in the day. He decided to quietly go down stairs and make breakfast for everyone. He was thinking that it had to be a special breakfast and was going to make pancakes, eggs, waffles and sausage. He first started be making coffee then he started to make the batter for the pancakes and waffles. Then he took out another frying pan and started to cook the sausage. He looked at the clock and saw that it was about 6:45. He was just about to start making the pancakes and waffles when he heard an light knocking on the front door. he set the batter down on the counter and walked to the door and opened it. He was quite surprised to see Tim's mom standing there. He asked her if " she would like to come in? " She said " I am very grateful for the offer but this will only take a moment. " She reached into her purse and pulled out an envelope with Tim's name on it and asked " would you see to it that Tim gets this. " Heath asked " would you like me to get him for you so that you could give it to him. " She started to cry and said " That she loved her son very much and that seeing him would make things worse, " she told Heath that her husband had been very cruel to Tim when he told them that he was gay and was moving in with you. I was thrilled that he had finally found someone that he cared about. She also stated that she had suspected that Tim was gay for sometime but would never ask his because of her husbands feelings towards gays. She asked Heath " I know that you love my son I can see it in your eyes, take care of him for me please. " She handed Heath the envelope and turned and started to walk away. She stopped and turned slightly and said " please tell Tim that anytime he wants to see me have him stop by when my husband is not home. She walked back to the door and said " May I " Heath looked puzzled and said " of course " She leaned in and kissed him on the cheek and said " Thank you for being son kind to my son, He really does love you you know. " With that she turned and walked away from the house. Heath could not help but be saddened by what had just happened. He suddenly felt and very strong bond to Tim's mom. He would not let her down. He went back into the kitchen and started to make the pancakes and waffles, the sausages were almost done and he could hear someone coming down the stairs. He glanced over to see mom standing there with a smile on her face. She asked Heath " Now what is this all about " Heath said " just my way of trying to show how much I love you all " Mom smiled and Said " When I already knew that and that he was her pride and love. " She said " why don't you let me take over here and you go up and get that sweetheart of your out of bed. " Heath said " thanks mom you know you really are a very special lady " Mom walked over and gave him a kiss on the cheek and then swatted hi on the butt and said " go on get outta here before I start to cry " Heath smiled and turned and headed upstairs to wake Tim. He went into the room and found that Tim had rolled over the other way and he was still sleeping but was totally uncovered. He was facing away from Heath and He walked over to the bed and very gently started to rub Tim butt. Tim started to move slightly and moan a little. Heath started to rub the area between Tim's Cheeks and Tim slowly started to push back against his hand. Tim started to shiver a little and then rolled over on his back and was breathing very fast. Heath was about to wake him when he saw his dick twitch and he unloaded 4 or 5 shots of cum. Heath stood there and was thinking to himself " I have a very horny boyfriend and I hope I can keep up with him." He woke Tim and said "Thanks for the show " Tim looked puzzled and said " I don't understand " Heath pointed to his stomach and chest and said " that " Tim said " why didn't you wake me I would have liked to been awake when you did that? " Heath Smiled And said " I did not do a thing you did all be yourself and without even touching yourself. " Tim said " I was dreaming the two of us were living together and were very happy. " heath said " we are living together and I am very happy " Then he bent down and licked all of Tim's load off his stomach and chest. " Then said " you better get up breakfast is ready and I have something for you from your mom. " Tim sprang up in bed and said " From my mom " Heath said " yes but I will not give it to you till after you shower and get dressed. " Tim was out of bed and running for the bathroom and was in and out of the bathroom in about 15 minutes. He was in such a hurry that after he put on his boxers Heath said " stop here before you go any further. " He handed him the envelope from his mom. " Then he said what just a minute I have to tell you something first. He walked over to Tim and put his hand on Tim's butt and said " I think you should turn these around " and he stuck his finger into the slot that was supposed to be in the front or " Is this for my for later " Heath smiled and said " just kidding " I will see you downstairs. He left Tim in the bedroom by himself so that he could have some privacy to look in the envelope that his mother dropped off earlier in the morning. Tim opened the envelope quickly and read what was written there, My dearest Timothy, It is hard for me to accept the situation that your father has put us both in. He was always been a very closed minded person when it comes to people being different. Now matter how far you travel, and now matter what happens you know that you will always be able to talk to me. I have just gone out and gotten a cell phone for us. I have mine already, however, given the attitude that your father has I thought that it would be better if he did not know about this. Your phone should be arriving within the next several days. This will be our way of keeping in touch with each other. Also find inside this envelope a check, this check is taken from our bank, and was a trust fund from your grandfather. Please use it wisely. I will not let your father know about this as he might try to stop me from giving it to you. Your grandpa loved you so much and when he died he started this fund for you when you moved out or turned 18 years old. I hope that you understand that what has happened between you and your father will never change anything between us. Give all my love to Heath and express my sorrow for his loss as well I must go now. Take care of yourself and I will be praying for you everyday. God bless you my son. You will always be in my heart and thoughts. ??? Your Loving Mother Tim sat down on the bed and just sared at the letter from his mother. Tears were rolling down his cheeks and help felt terrible about all that had happened but was comforted in the idea that he would always be able to keep in touch with his mother. Heath went upstairs and knocked on the door and asked if it was OK to come in. Tim got up and walked over and opened the door and said please come in and close the door. He handed the letter to Heath and asked him to read it, as he read the letter he was touched by the lengths that his mom had gone through to keep in touch with him and the way she had decided to keep his father in the dark about the whole thing. Heath said " I will go downstairs and let you be alone if you want." Tim said " Please stay here I want you to hold me." Heath sat on the bed next to Tim and was easily able to tell that he was scared for his mother. he held Tim for what seemed like hours. Mom called up from downstairs and said that breakfast was ready. Heath said You stay here I will be right back. He went downstairs and let his mom know what happened and said " we will be down after Tim pulls himself together. " He went back up stairs and went into the bedroom and closed the door behind him. Tim had tears in his eyes and sadi " I am sorry for ruining you Christmas. " Heath looked at Tim and Said " you did not ruin anything matter of fact I thing your Mom gave you a great Christmas Gift. " He went on to say that she was sending him a cell phone that he could use to keep in touch with her. He had a car and could go over there anytime that his dad wad gone and see her. He also reminded Tim that the check would almost pay for his college. As you can see she gave you a great gift. Tim looked at Heath and reached out and pulled him into a hug. he placed his head on his shoulder and said " What would I ever do without you by my side through all of this. " I realize now just how special you have become to me and are going to be for the rest of my life. He looked into heath's eyes and said " you are the heart and sould of me, with out you I would be living in a world that I could not survive in by myself. I have you to thank for all that has happened in the past several weeks and I will have you to thank for everything that will happen in the future. " From this day forward I pledge my love and my life to making you as happy as you have made me. Heath told Tim that we had better get downstairs and have breakfast before mom thinks we are made at her. Beside it's Christmas and Santa came last night and left presents under the tree. the boys went downstairs and Tim went in to the family room and apologized to mom and dad for ruining their breakfast and asked them to forgive him. He then said the he and Heath were off to the kitchen to eat and that he would clean up the kitchen while they enjoyed openingtheir gifts. Mom said " as a part of this family we will wait for everyone before opening any gifts so you better get going because Heath can be a real big baby if he has to wait to long to see what Santa brought him and they all started to laugh. Heath and Tim went into the kitchen to eat and then clean up before opening any gifts. Well that's it for now I hope you liked it so far. 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