Date: Wed, 29 Aug 2012 15:01:34 -0700 (PDT) From: idav09 Subject: Release me from the Past Ch1 "GM" Release me from the Past Ch1 By Idav09 Warning: Do not read if material of this kind offends you or if you are under 18 years old or it is illegal in your country or state. This is my first attempt at writing fiction and I'm a Spanish speaker so please forgive me the mistakes. I don't condone anorexia, hurting yourself and suicide but those are topics in this story. I will not be responsible for anyone's actions that may result from reading this, as this is a free story that you chose to read for yourself. This is a fictional story about a rich boy who is an only child. He has a lot of troubles with his health and self-esteem. He is afraid of sex and is thinking about suicide. His parents are of no help to him. All of the characters are fictional. The only thing that is real, is the city of Tampa, Florida. Also if you are looking for some story to get your rocks off, go to read another story because this one is a romantic story between two High School Boys. There is going to be a few sex scenes but mostly seen through the eyes of the principal character, a boy who is totally afraid of sex. If you still want to read this, I hope you enjoy it. Please feel free to contact me and let me know what you think -- questions and constructive criticism or just talk will be acknowledged -- flames will be ignored. Contact me at: idav09@yahoo.com Thanks to my editor Jon, you have been my friend for years and now support me with this story, thank you so much. Love you !!! Finally the author retains the copyright to this original story. You may not publish it in whole or in part without explicit authorization from me. Release me from the Past Ch1 By Idav09 Chapter 1 Jesse had always been a solitary kid. His parents were moving from Washington DC to Tampa, Florida. They were starting their own electronics company as they were both successful engineers. They were successful enough in Washington DC, but now had the opportunity to start their own company in Tampa, so the three of them were making the journey to Florida. Jesse has been thinking about his life during the short two hours flight. He had no problem with the move to another state. He had no friends at in his fancy High School in Washington, so he was used to being by himself. He spent his time enjoying his hobby; Japanese Anime and Manga, doing his homework and trying to stay out of the way of the bullies that always targeted him because he was a good student and a slim, quiet boy who seemed vulnerable. He had light blonde hair which he wore a little bit long - just so it covered his ears. His eyes were icy blue. He stood 5'8" tall with pale skin and a cute baby face. He had been beaten up and punched so many times that his body automatically prepared itself for the blows every time he could see the bullies approaching. He had everything a kid his age could wish for. At 15 years old, he lived in a big house in an expensive neighborhood. He had designer clothes, the ultimate in computers, home theater, music and gaming equipment. He had every anime, manga and just about anything else he could want and all the money he could spend, but his parents were never home. They lived for their company. They expected him to do well in school but other than that, they never seemed to show any interest in him. He was like a ghost around the house. The only time his parents spoke to him was at dinner when they come home from work, but it was always very superficial. They never discussed how he felt, or anything that was really important to him. He had always been a calm and quiet boy, but when he entered puberty, he realized he liked boys. Now in his mind, he was not only a freak that deserved to be bullied, but also a fag. He tried to become as invisible in school as he was at home. He'd go to his classes and just hoped that no one would notice him. He spent hours and hours at home watching animes and reading mangas. It was his only escape. He liked a many kinds: action, meccha, adventure, drama, fantasy and some shoujo, but he also found a new kind of anime and manga that opened up a whole new world for him. It was called Shounen ai and Yaoi anime and manga. He could not believe it. They were all about boy/boy relationships. It wasn't the usual gay porn that you find surfing the internet. It was more like romantic and dramatic situations between guys. Shounen ai was about relationships and, Yaoi was about relationships but as a bonus, also included sexually explicit material. At least that gave him a little bit of happiness in his life. It seemed to be the only thing that made him smile. The plane was about to land so he got ready to start a new life in Tampa. "Jesse, hurry up. The plane was late and your father and I have to go to the house to freshen up before we have to go to the company reunion party" his mother, Tracy said. Tracy was a very beautiful woman. She and her son shared the same icy blue eyes and light blonde hair, which she wore long – almost to her waist. She was 35 years old and had the figure as a 20 year old model. "I don't know why he is always so distracted" said Richard, his father. Jesse's father was a well built man; he had been football player in college and at 35 years old, he still keep a powerful body by going with his wife to the gym three times for week. He had brown hair and blue eyes. "I'm sorry, I was just looking around" Jesse replied, with his head down. "You can go for a look around when we get to the house, but remember you start school tomorrow and you are already behind. Classes started a week ago down here" his father needlessly reminded him. "Yes dad I know. Don't worry, it's only been four days. I think I'll be fine" Jesse answered as they were getting into his dad's car to drive to their new house. They drove for about 30 minutes until they got to a very exclusive neighborhood with very expensive looking houses. "Well Jesse, this is St. Martin. It's a very exclusive neighborhood just for successful people like us" said his father with pride. Jesse said nothing. He thought to himself: "what makes us successful... the money? There is nothing else in this family to be proud of." The house was very big, with imposing gates that protected a long driveway which was flanked on either side by magnificent gardens. The house had three floors and was much bigger than the one where they had lived in Washington DC. The first floor had a hall, living room, dining room, kitchen, entertaining room and an office for Richard and Tracy. The second floor was for his parents and the third floor was for Jesse. It has its own living room, bed room, a big bathroom with even a jacuzzi. Jesse looks out the window at the back yard. There was a large pool, grill area and tennis court. Jesse sighed. His parents liked to do weekend parties with friends. These terrible times for Jesse. He had to make an appearance as the "perfect son" to keep his parents happy. His things were already in his room waiting to be unpacked, so he started right in. "Jesse, we are going to the company now and we'll be back late so you can go to look around if you want. Harris High School is nine blocks from here. You just have to walk north past the park. Remember you have to be at the principal's office by 7:00 am." his mother yelled up from the second floor. "Yes Mom, okay" Jesse said. "Oh... and important numbers and your keys are on the kitchen wall hanger. Freezer is full if you want to make yourself something to eat but you can also order take out with your credit card." "Okay Mom." Jesse answered, just wishing they would leave. Eating was the last thing Jesse wanted to do. He was used to eating almost nothing; just a little bite once or twice a day. He couldn't keep anything more down if he was very depressed or worried about something. His stomach rejected almost everything out of panic. Jesse's parents didn't have a clue about it, not that they really wanted to know anyway. Jesse was concerned about how it would be in school. He was starting sophomore year at Harris High School in the morning. It was a public school. He was sick of those fancy schools he had been attending his whole life, so he asked his parents to let him go to a public school. At first they were horrified that their son would lower himself to go to a public school. A Miller could never get something less that the best education, but Jesse told them he wanted to know real people. Not those spoiled rich kids. After a lot of talk they agreed, but Jesse had to have the very best grades and if there was any trouble he had to return agree to attend a private school that his parents choose. "I'm terrified but I hope it will go ok tomorrow," Jesse said to himself when he got into his bed. It was 8:00 pm now. "Wow..." he though. He had been lost in thought for almost three hours. Jesse got put on his iPod and played his favorite anime music at the moment by singers like Aimer, Takumi Ishida, Nothing's Carved in Stone, LAMA, Nico touches the walls, Kalafina, Miwa and others. End of the first Chapter Well I hope you enjoy it. Please feel free to contact me and let me know what you think -- questions and constructive criticism or just talk will be acknowledged -- flames will be ignored. Contact me at: idav09@yahoo.com