Date: Sun, 25 Jul 2004 10:00:40 -0700 (PDT)
From: Jeff harrington <jeff_harrington1974@yahoo.com>
Subject: Renni's Life/Chapter 2b (gay male/high school)

Chapter 2b --

	"You have changed." Shane said as we walked away from the school.
	"Well, it's been kinda rough lately." I responded. That had been an
understatement, within two years dad had passed away and mom had left not
too long ago and I failed getting on the football team.
	"Yeah, I heard about your dad," he began, "car accident wasn't it?"
	"A Drunk driver."
	"What happened to the one driving drunk?" asked Shane.
	"My mom survived it fine; dad on the other hand flew through the
windshield and came between the car and the tree that mom hit."
	"Shit dude, I'm sorry." he said. The look on his face had said it
all, he regretted asking it.
	"Don't be sorry, I don't mind talking about it." I said, "According
to the `experts' it helps to talk about it."
	"Does it help?"
	"I don't feel any worse."

	The part of the walk home was that I dreaded the most was actually
walking into the house; we had to go through the back yard which housed the
basketball court that my brother and Chad liked to play on after school. It
was Chad I mostly worried about and he was there, he was always there after
school. When he saw us his face lit up.
	"Well, well, well," exclaimed Chad, "if it isn't Shane, long time
no see."
	"You know Chad?" I asked Shane.
	"Yeah." Shane said flatly.
	"Of course we know each other, I first saw him swimming at the
creek with his old geeky friends, that was the first time I had seen him
without his glasses and his hair degreased. When I saw him that moment I
knew there was potential. So what you see before you now is the product of
my handiwork. Beautiful isn't he?"
	I had to have some sort of weird look on his face, because Shane
looked over at me and nodded in agreement.
	"Yeah it's true, he helped me get out my shell, introduced me to
ju-jitsu to get me into shape. Then he tried to seduce me in his oh so
subtle way, that was when we went our separate ways." Shane said as we
began to walk into the house.
	"Ah, the good old days," Reminisced Chad, "how about after this we
go back to my place and fuck."
	That stopped Shane, "First, I am still not gay; second, even if I
was gay it wouldn't be you and third, if I remember at the creek that day,
it didn't look like you even had enough to satisfy your own hand."
	With that said we turned around and went inside leaving poor Chad
standing there, speechless. I couldn't help but smile, almost laughed out
loud.
	Sitting in the dining room was my brother, sis and Sebastian. They
looked like they were talking. I just made introductions hoping that the
conversation would be short; my family had the habit of embarrassing me in
front of people.
	Ah, Sebastian, there was a mystery boy if there ever was one. We
had practically grown up together, but I knew almost nothing about his
personal life. Just looking at him you thought that some ancient Greek had
carved him out of marble. He had a beautiful muscular body, but it wasn't
from working out, it was a natural build and he didn't have a lot of sharp
looking, hard muscles like bodybuilders did, he just had a soft, round,
well defined body. If you ever walked in the mall with him he was the guy
that would attract everyone's attention. Even straight guys couldn't help
but stare, your eyes just naturally veered over to him. He did look a
little bit strange with his long, dark and wavy hair tied back, he almost
never did that.
	"Hey Renni, long time no see." Sebastian said.
	"Wow, when did you get back from Prague?" I asked, he had gone on a
trip that summer to Europe, I wished I could've gone with him.
	"Couple days ago," he began, "your hair is over your ears, not
cutting it?"
	"Naw, just gonna let it grow out."
	"School has already started and you haven't dyed your hair a weird
color yet."  Kevin stated.
	"Leaving it blonde." I exclaimed as Shane and I made our way to the
stairs.

	"Renni?" Shane asked amusingly as we walked up the stairs. I
sighed.
	"Yeah, that's a shortened version of my full name, only he's
allowed to call me that."
	"Why?" he asked as we approached my bedroom.
	"Childhood privileges."
	"Ah, so what's your full name?"
	"Nope, that's top secret information." I said.
	"I will get it out of you sooner or later."
	We had sat down in front of my TV; he picked out the game, which as
it turned out was only one player so we had to take turns on it. During one
of his turns my eyes wandered over to his chest and that nice, shallow
valley that ran down between his pecs. I wonder if he has abs. I couldn't
believe I was even thinking about it. Have I always been this way? I didn't
know, thinking back on it, maybe I stared at guys more often than girls. I
do know that I had no real interest in going out with girls, still
don't. Does that really mean anything? I didn't know, but I do know that my
eyes didn't stop there; they went down to his flat tummy and stopped at THE
territory, boyland. I tried to act like I wasn't looking, but my
imagination took over and all six inches of me responded, man my underwear
was getting tight. Hormones, that's all it was. Hell, I had a perpetual
hard-on anyways, did take much to get little Ren excited anymore.

	We had been playing videogames for just over an hour when he got a
call on his cell to come home. He apologized and we exchanged phone
numbers.
	"We'll do it again." he said, "I'll see you at school."
	"See ya at school."
	After Shane had left I shut and locked the door, practically ripped
my pants off and released my cock from my underwear and it hit my abdomen
with a soft thud. I slid into my desk chair and sighed, free at last free
at last! Man, I was so hard it hurt and as I lay there my hand, almost
automatically, wrapped around my staff and started to move rhythmically up
and down. Damn, I needed this and as I sat there I decided to go a step
further and proceeded to slip my finger into a place that had previously
been an exit only.
	First sensation was extremely weird at first, it felt funny, but
added another dimension to the sensations and after playing around it
actually enhanced my pleasure. My imagination wandered to Shane laying on
top of me, kissing and licking me, as I reached up to kiss that sexy little
valley between his pecs he morphed into Sebastian, who decided to slip his
hard member into me and whisper into my ear:
	"I'm going to fuck you like a girl!"
	My hips were pumping into my fist and my finger seemed to be going
a mile a minute in my tight, little hole. Playing around my nether region I
hit some spot that send a pleasurable shock through my entire body that
forced a rather loud moan to escape my lips.
	"Oh, shit!" I whispered, my legs began to tremble and thin layer of
sweat beaded onto my chest. Thinking about being fucked sent me over, my
whole body froze, and my balls tightened as I released my urge and felt a
warm, wet splatter hit the side of my neck.
      That had been the most intense orgasm I had ever experienced, I had
never shot so much before and as I lay there curiosity got the better of me
and I wiped the thick, viscous liquid from the side of my neck then
proceeded to give it a taste, not bad. I really needed a shower but didn't
feel like getting up, just a few more minutes to enjoy the moment.
      A feeling of guilt came over me; Sebastian had never entered my
fantasies before and I think he just came into my mind because I
was...well, I was horny. Besides he had an amazing body, even when we were
little boys I can remember he had a strong build, even then I was
fascinated and wanted to touch him. Remembering that sent a chill up my
spine, even then I wanted to touch him; maybe I have always been attracted
to boys. I wondered how Kevin dealt with this, he was a lot younger than me
when he told us he was gay, and he seems to be just fine with it.
      No, not yet. If I started to talk about it with Kevin I would just
start breaking down again, I don't wanna do that, not in front of
him. Thinking about the situation now was upsetting. Fuck, what's wrong
with me!
	I need a shower.


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