Date: Mon, 6 Feb 2012 00:23:07 +0800 From: Ben Ng Subject: Rick's Diary Part 5 - The Aftermath I hated every second of it, so I packed quickly. I couldn't face Ben again. I felt stupid and humiliated. Not that he did anything wrong. I shouldn't have taken advantage of him like that, and his reaction was reasonable. He even asserted that we were still friends. But to me, the world just ended. Nothing would ever be the same again. I gathered all my stuff, which wasn't a lot, and stood in the hallway. I haven't even arranged another room yet. I went down and asked if any room was available, and luckily I found another open spot. I knew the guy from the football team and I knew he would be ok to room with me. I went to his room, talked to him, and in an hour or so, I've moved everything. I thanked him for letting me move in under such short notice, and he was gracious. He said he expected a roommate anyway and he was glad it was me. At least he knew me and it wouldn't be a complete stranger. I laughed and tried to make small talk with him, but I was really in a bad mood, so I excused myself and went out. I needed to get away; away from the dorms, away from Ben. I found a secluded spot on campus, where I knew no one would see me. I wanted to hit something or someone; I wanted to kick myself; I wanted to cry. I was overwhelmed with emotions. What should I do now? I sat on the grass, looking at the trees and the buildings nearby and I slowly calmed myself down. I needed to think. I thought about what I should do. I needed to give Ben some space to figure things out. Things were not so hopeless after all; he wanted to figure out his sexuality, which meant I still had a chance. At least he's not repulsed by gays and he admitted a chance that he might be one. That's a good sign. The more I thought about it, the more I realized things weren't so bad. I just needed to back off for a while and see how Ben comes along. I'd give him a month before asking him. I felt better once I got a plan, so I went back. My roommate was taking a nap. He was naked except for a boxer, and I could see his cock from the opening. There were cum stains on both the boxer and his stomach; it was clear he just jerked off. I couldn't help but take another look. My cock went hard. Damn, I just moved out of Ben's room and now I'm lusting after another guy? I felt so dirty. Yet, this guy was hot. He was one of the burly, muscular guys on the team. He was a jerk though. By the way, his name was Mike. He was your typical dumb jock: blonde hair, blue eyes, muscular body, with a perpetual dumb look on his face. Normally, I couldn't stand dumb people, but he was gracious enough to let me bunk with him and it was the only opening in the dorm, so I couldn't complain. I guess I just had to put up with it. Looking over and seeing his cum soaked body, it didn't seem so bad after all. I liked his blonde hair all over his body. Soft, golden fuzz all over. Usually blonde guys' body hair grows darker as they age, but for some reason Mike's body hair was still blonde. I was fascinated. It didn't really turn me on a lot, but it was different, something that took my mind off Ben for a while. I just stared at his semi-naked body, daydreaming. After a while, Mike woke up. He looked at me surprised, as if I didn't belong there. Then he looked down and saw himself half naked and blushed. "Sorry, I forgot you were here. I usually just stay naked in the room since I'm alone." "Don't worry. We're both guys. I understand. You can stay naked if you want. I do that too sometimes." "Ok. That's cool." With that, he took off his boxer and wiped off the cum on his stomach. "I was jerking off too... I guess I got carried away." "It's fine, Mike. We all jerk off." "You don't mind? Cool. Then I don't have to hide or jerk off in the shower." "You don't have to change anything because of me. Just do what you normally do." "Yeah? You don't mind if I watch porn and jerk off on my bed?" "Not at all!" "And... um... I'm kind of loud when I cum. You don't mind?" "No, if you don't mind me being here." "I don't. Hey thanks, you are cool." He gave me a warm smile. This guy could be quite attractive, if you forgive the dumbness. "Hey, you want to grab something to eat? I'm starving." "Sure. But it looks like you need a shower first." I glanced at his groin area, still covered in dried cum. He chuckled. "Yeah, I do." He got up naked and went to the bathroom. It looks like I'm going to have some fun with this guy. If he's comfortable with being naked and jerking off in front of me, I can get him to do more. But this time, I got to be careful and not do anything stupid, like sucking him while he's asleep. After he showered, he came back in the room naked and started putting on a new pair of boxer. Looking at his cock swaying back and forth as he walked in made my cock jump a little. I wasn't falling in love with him like I was with Ben, but my cock certainly reacted to what I saw. I thought about what I could do with him as we went out to eat. While eating, we talked about everything, but the topic somehow turned to sex. With guys, especially football guys, things always turn to sex. He talked about chicks he found hot who he'd like to bang, and things like that. I wasn't interested but I acted as though I was. I didn't want him or the team to know I was gay. After talking about sex for fifteen minutes, he started grabbing his cock under the table. At first, it was innocent, adjusting his cock. As it grew, he kept rubbing it. There was a wet spot in front of his shorts. "Hey, don't rub it too much. It's a public restaurant, after all." He blushed and stopped rubbing, but his cock twitched in his shorts. He was horny. What should I do to him when we get back? We finished our food quickly and got out. "Hey, you want to rent some movies?" He pointed to the video rental store nearby. I knew exactly what movies he had in mind. "Sure, why not?" It was Sunday night and we were bored. We went into the video store and Mike went straight to the adult section. He wasn't even pretending to look in the regular section. And he didn't walk. He rushed to the back. Man, this guy is horny. "Hey, have you seen this?" He held up an empty DVD box titled "College Dorm Sex 3". How appropriate. "No. Is it good?" "I watched the first two. It's good." He reached down and rubbed his bulge again. He was so horny it looked like he could cum right there. "Ok. Let's rent it then." "How about this? Dorm Room Gangbang 11?" "You have a dorm fixation?" "What's a fixation?" "Er... never mind. I meant you really like dorm stories a lot?" "Oh, yeah. We live in a dorm and I always fantasize about gang bangs. Damn, that would be so hot!" He rubbed himself again. By this time, his cock was tenting obscenely in his shorts. "If you keep rubbing it you'd cum right here!" I warned him. He blushed and asked again, "So, what do you think?" "I haven't seen this either." "What? It's famous, man! I watched all ten before this! This has got to be good!" "Well, if it can have so many sequels, I guess it's good." He looked at me weirdly, as though I came from another planet. I had to say something so he wouldn't think I was gay. "I fuck girls a lot so I don't watch a lot of porn." He gave me a funny look and mumbled, "I wish I could fuck girls a lot too." "Why? Don't you get girls to fuck too?" "No, I don't think a lot of girls are into me." He said softly. Wait. What? This guy is hot. Why wouldn't girls be into him? "Why? You don't look so bad." "Yeah, but for some reason, after the first time, girls don't want anything to do with me." I thought about it. Either he was really rude, or said something stupid, or maybe both. Or, he really sucked in bed. "Anyway, let's get back before you shoot all over yourself." He blushed again and walked to the counter quickly. We paid and brought the movies home. Once we were back, he couldn't wait. He put the "College Dorm Sex 3" disc into his laptop's DVD drive and played the movie. "Oh, I can't wait to see this! This is going to be hot!" His eyes sparkled like a child in a candy store. "Come on, let's watch it together." He was so excited I found it funny. I moved to his bed and sat beside him to watch the movie. I wasn't really into girls but these gangbang videos have hot guys as well, so I didn't mind. Too bad the videos focused on the girls more than the guys. As the video played, Mike kept rubbing his bulge. He was so hard. "Man, look at those boobs... she's hot!" He kept making comments on how nice the breasts were or how hot the girls were. I just went along and played my part. I looked over and saw that he has taken his cock out of his shorts and he was rubbing it up and down. He had a nice cock actually. Not as thick as Ben's but still hefty, and it looked to be seven or eight inches. "Aren't you going to jerk off too?" He looked at me briefly. "Sure." I took my pants and underwear off in one move. I was semi-hard. He gave it a quick glance then returned to the video. He kept making comments on the girls and kept rubbing his cock. Within about ten minutes of the video, he was already approaching climax. "Ah... I'm cumming!" He wasn't kidding when he said he was kind of loud when he cums. "Ahhhhhhhh..." He yelled as he shot three volleys of cum onto his shirt. He was panting heavily. He took off his shirt and used it to wipe the cum off his hands and his groin. Then he balled up the shirt and threw it on his pile of dirty clothes. I wondered how many items in that pile were actually cum soaked. "You want to keep watching? I'm done." He passed the laptop to me while going to the bathroom. I found that a bid odd. He didn't even finish the first scene in the video. After he came out from the bathroom, I asked him, "The video only started for ten minutes, and you are already done?" "Yeah, I was so horny to begin with, I just cum quickly." "What about the rest? And the other movie?" "Maybe I'll watch it tomorrow." That was so odd. "Do you always cum within ten minutes?" "Yeah, I could jerk off and cum within five minutes." "It's not a race, Mike. What's the longest you have done?" "Hmmm... ten minutes?" "When you fuck girls, it's also ten minutes?" "No, when I fuck girls, I get so excited I cum in less than ten minutes." "Like... five minutes?" "Five to ten, I'd say." "Do you do foreplay?" "What's foreplay?" "You don't seriously tell me you don't know what foreplay is? Like kissing, touching, oral?" "Oh, sure, I do that... sometimes." "For like... five minutes?" "Something like that. Why?" "I know why girls only sleep with you once." "Why?" He blushed. I'm sure he knew the answer. "Five to ten minutes of sex is not enough to bring most girls to climax, unless they are aroused to begin with." "Oh." That's all he said? "So... if you want girls to get in bed with you, you got to learn to please them." "Like how?" "Spend more time on foreplay. Kiss them, touch them, go down on them." "That's nasty!" He gave me a disgusted look. I looked at him stunned. "If you want to be more popular with girls, you got to work on your skills. You have a nice body and a nice cock. You need to learn how to use it." "Er... thanks, I guess." He was so embarrassed. "You want me to show you?" I suddenly got an idea. "Like... how?" "I'll show you how I do foreplay on you, then you can practice on me." "Isn't that... kind of gay?" "No, it's special training, and you need it. I'm only trying to help you. It's up to you." I pretended not to care. "That's... nice of you." He seriously considered my offer. "We don't have to kiss or anything, right?" "No, of course not. But we can do the other stuff, like petting, or..." I couldn't say oral; it would freak him out. "Petting is like touching, right?" Man, this guy is dumb. "Yes, Mike." "Ok. I guess we can try." He was a bit uncomfortable with it though. "Ok. Why don't you sit back, close your eyes, and I'll show you how to do it." He did as he was told. I gently touched his hair and stroked his face. He actually was somewhat handsome. I played with his ears a little bit and blew air in it. He shivered and his cock jumped a little. I stroked his neck, gently massaging him. He started to relax a bit and let out a soft moan. I massaged his shoulders next. He groaned louder and was really enjoying it. Next, I moved down his chest. I felt his muscles and circled his nipples. He shifted around uncomfortably. His nipples were really sensitive. When I touched his nipples, he shivered. I moved lower and caressed his stomach and sides. He had a nice six- pack. I loved his golden happy trail. I tickled his hair and traced his trail down to his shorts with my fingers. He was so turned on by that he let out a loud moan. I slipped my fingers into his waistband and moved around, front to back. He instinctively moved his ass up and tried to thrust forward. I smiled. He's totally under my control now. I skipped his groin area, trying to tease him more. I went to his legs instead, feeling his muscular, hairy thighs. The hair down there was darker, more brownish. I caressed his thighs and calves, massaging every muscle. He inhaled sharply. Then I went to his feet. He had huge feet. I took time massaging them, rubbing his soles. He was moaning again. Then, I moved back up, tracing my fingers up to his groin area. The anticipation was driving him nuts. He kept lifting his ass and thrusting forward, as if wanting to fuck already. I slipped my fingers into his waistband again, and slowly, ever so slowly, pulled his shorts down. He couldn't wait, lifting his butt up and trying to help me with his hands. I pushed his hands back. I rubbed all around his stomach, then went back to tucking his shorts down slowly. He was groaning. Another smile appeared on my face. I gently removed his shorts, and now he was only left with his boxer. His cock was already tenting it. I rubbed his ass through the boxer, deliberately avoiding his cock. He was so horned up now he kept shifting around and thrusting. I loved his reaction. I rubbed his legs again and all the way up, stopping only at his cock. I didn't touch his cock at all and just stopped. "Well, that's how you do foreplay." He opened his eyes in disbelief, as if it was outrageous that I stopped there. His face was so hilarious I wanted to laugh out loud. It was a mixture of shock and disappointment. His eyes were full of lust. "Aren't you going to finish me off?" He was pleading me, breathlessly. "I was only showing you how to do foreplay, not the actually thing." "Please... you were doing such a good job! I'm so horned up!" "You are not worried that this is gay?" "No, please, we are buddies, right? Buddies help each other!" I was laughing so hard inside. "Ok, I guess." I said as nonchalantly as possible. "Thanks, man! I owe you one." That got me thinking, what should I get him to do to me? Anyway, I went right back to his cock. Since he shamelessly begged me to finish him off, I can do whatever I want now. I gently held his cock through his boxer and gave it a squeeze. He moaned loudly and his cock head leaked precum, soaking the boxer. I got his cock out of the slit of the boxer and held it. He gave a sigh. Finally I was holding his cock. It was so hard, yet it had a delicate feel. The tip kept oozing precum and I spread it all around his cock head. He was cooing by now. I slipped his boxer off him and continued. I gently took his balls in my hand and felt around. He wasn't comfortable with that and kept shifting around. I rubbed them some more then went back to his cock. "Please... jerk me off already... no more teasing!" I smiled and grabbed his cock. I pumped it up and down using his precum as lube. He was breathing heavily by then and his chest was heaving. I massaged his balls with my left hand while I pumped him with my right. I used my thumb to circle his cock head, spreading the precum all over. He started going crazy. When my thumb pushed against the underside of his cock, he lost it. He tensed up and shot a big load all over his chest and stomach. He was panting and his eyes were wide open. "Oh my God... oh wow... that was like... the best ever!" "Better than fucking girls?" "Um... may be... some of them..." "Wow... either I'm really good, or you really suck!" "You are really good." "Right. Thanks." I paused. "So... that was foreplay... and a hand job. You got the idea?" "Yeah, I think so." "You want to give it a try?" "Sure. Just let me catch my breath first." He was so blown away by what I did he kept saying how amazing it was. I totally got him under my spell now. "Hey, do you think... we can do it again?" He asked tentatively. "Sure, but not before you do it to me first." I smiled as I said. "Yeah, sure thing." I went back to my bed and waited for him to come over. There's nothing like seducing a straight guy and pretending to be doing him a favor.