Date: Thu, 1 Jul 2004 19:08:10 -0700 (PDT) From: Running_Through_Blind Subject: Running Through Blind part 12 Hey Y'all I'm back I guess. This chapter came out quite quick then. Part 11 was just posted the other day. So yeah back to the story I guess. Not much has happened to me lately. warning: occasional kissing and stuff... the boy/boy action comes near the end, click back to get out if you want. NO COPYING Running Through Blind Part 12 Rhys slid his bag off of his shoulder. It fell to the floor with a light thud. Kyle still stood by the door, his shirt sleeves rolled up to his elbows and the top buttons of his shirt were undone in a relaxed manner. Rhys paused and looked down at the floor for a moment. "Shall we, uhh sit?" Kyle moved gingerly towards Rhys "Yeah... sure" Rhys barely spoke. His voice distant. Only Kyle sat... "I um... So what brings you here?" "It's time that we talked." "Ok... Want a drink or anything?" "No... I don't think this will take long." "I see. So it's like that then." Rhys stood silently unable to make Kyle's gaze. "So tell me... What is it that we need to talk about." "This.... us... Kyle, your great, there's no denying that. I, it's, I'm... I don't think I'm ready for this. For a relationship. Like what are we doing?" "Well I'm sitting on a couch and your standing nervously by a door~~" Rhys smiled to himself "No like relationship wise." "I don't know." "Do you want this? Like for real want this?" Kyle stepped up towards him. And touched his hand, lifting it into his own and holding it. The familiar warmth flowed through Rhys' hand sending tingles up his arm and back. "Rhys, the last few days have been hard. I..." he stopped for moment, "I have been sitting where we used to sit, lying where we would lie, and wait. I felt empty Rhys. Those sunsets, and those moments lying there were meaningless without you. I, you, made it better. I think we have something. And I want this. More than anything Rhys." "I see, you've made this hard on me then Kyle..." "What do you mean?" "There are things, obligations, feelings, things ingrained in me, it's hard to explain. When we're together it's right, but something tells me it's wrong. Should we do what we do? Am I wrong when I look at you like I want you more than anything. Every time it overwhelms me. I want to feel your touch~~" "And you can Rhys its ok." "But its not ok. I feel like I'm doing something wrong. Like I'm turning my back on something." "No Rhys... Listen. I love you, from now since I first met you." Rhys chuckled lightly. "Don't say this to me... not now." "I did and still do. Tell me. Say it to me that you love me? I can't keep throwing myself out like this and keep getting dashed down." "Kyle this is why we have to stop. I don't want to hurt you. Not anymore." "But that's why it hurts. Trust me Rhys. Trust in me and us." "This is getting a bit too after school special for me." "Rhys no jokes. This is real. This is us and this is time for us to..." Kyle drifted off, "no you're right. Something is wrong here Rhys. And we can't keep fooling ourselves like this." "What..." "Rhys I'm dying... I have leukemia." "Kyle! Your shitting me right?" "No..." "No... you're lying. This isn't right. Your shitting me. I can't believe this. Why didn't you tell me sooner. I wouldn't have... No I won't let you die!" "See you love me!!! And, by the way, now its really after school special" Kyle said this with a chuckle. "O p.s. Psych!" "O my God Kyle. That wasn't even funny. Like honestly." Rhys turned and brushed the tears away. "You know what Rhys?" "Hmm" Rhys spun back around and was swept back by Kyle's sudden approach. Wrapping his arms around Rhys he pulled him close so that Rhys could feel his breath against his cheek. "If we are going to break up, can I just have one kiss. Consider it our version of break up sex?" "I dunno Kyle..." "Please..." "Kyle~~" Kyle kissed him. Like the first and the times before it, it was soft. His lips, smooth and supple, pushed gently against Rhys' own. The kiss was light, soft and sweet. It held on. Rhys felt himself fall slowly into a blissful state. Support came from Kyle's arms and hard frame. Finally it ended. "You kiss... umm wow... I." Rhys flustered and floundered for a moment. "You can go now." "No..." Kyle had started to walk away. "No. This is right. I'm stupid Kyle." Kyle stopped Rhys stepped forward this time. And hugged him from behind. "That was a cheap move you pulled Kyle." "Well I am a good kisser." Kyle smirked "Helluva kisser." Rhys just nuzzled the back of Kyle's neck. Occasionally kissing it. The smell of soap and musk filled his nose. Rhys nibbled a bit at his earlobe. "You're holding a little tight you know." "Well, who told you to be such a girl." "Back to this debate again are we?" "You are so the girl." "Ok, but," Kyle turned and picked Rhys up off his feet, "prepare to be ravaged!" "What are you a viking?!?!" "Well I think I have a bit of norse heritage in me." Kyle lifted Rhys over to the stairs and up to his room. Setting him down they kissed again. This time more deeply. Kyle's tongue glided and flickered over Rhys'. This time both boys shivered. The kissing became more heated. The arms held tighter. "Stop!" "Rhys what's wrong now?" "I have to pee..." Rhys giggled slightly and pushed Kyle off of him, leaving him lying on the bed. ~~~~~~~~~ Rhys washed the cucumber and peeled the skin. The fleshy green strips fell into the sink. Kyle moved over and wrapped his hands around his waist. "Smells good" "Yeah, I love basil." "No I meant you." "Eww... That's just weird. I didn't know b.o. turned you on." "We could always go take a shower and make you smell better." "Tempting but no. I'm hungry. Go slice that bread." Kyle obdiently walked over to the loaf and cut the it into pieces. "I was thinking maybe we could go somewhere." "When?" "The long weekend coming up. We could drive down to my cabin and relax." "Can I bring a chaperone?" "Who'd you have in mind?" "My mother." "Kinda kinky for what I have planned but if you're that, sure I guess." "Eww thanks no. just kidding about the chaperone by the way." "That sounds kinda nice. But I can't, not this weekend. I have a project due." Rhys dumped some vegetables into the stew. "We could hang and have a movie marathon!" "What type?" "Ones with Leonardo di Caprio!" "Your shitting me right?" "Yeah... maybe, kinda, not so much. He's foxy!" "Uhhh no." "We could go to the beach!" "To cold." "It's friggin 23 degrees!" "O really, hadn't noticed" "That's cause your always wearing that flippin sweater." "I get cold!" "O really?" "Yes. As a matter of fact, I'm prone to chills." "Maybe I should warm you up then." Kyle slid his hands up Rhys shirt. "O my GOD those hands are cold!" "Heh" Kyle nibbled at the back of his neck and worked his way to Rhys' ear. Nibbling and gently licking at it. Eliciting a moan from Rhys as he rub his lower back gently. "Backrub and fooling around, I am so into this idea." Kyle just kept kissing and bit gently on his ear. "Stop we need to finish dinner." "I'm good just tasting you." "O my that was a corny pick up line." "Did it work." "I'll jump your bone later, come on my stew is burning!!!" Rhys lifted the pot off the stove and onto the cool ceramic counter, Kyle picked up the lid, "Owww its hot." "Stupid it's been cooking for a while and it's metal. Duh" "Ow it hurts..." "Aww poor baby, lemme look at it. Do you have any soya sauce?" "Sure why?" "Just run your finger under some cold water and show me where it is." Rhys picked up a small dish and poured the soya sauce in. "Dip your finger in it and let it soak." "Uhh..." "Trust me, it works." Kyle dipped his finger in the blackish sauce and felt the throbbing in his finger subside. "Told you." Rhys lifted it out and inspected the finger. "Awww. Here lemme help." He sucked the soya sauce off and lapped at it with his tongue." "O my god your such a hybrid tease and whore." "Whatever you're my boyfriend, enjoy the moment." Kyle just moaned in agreement as Rhys sucked it again. "I can't believe this is the most action I've had in my life." "Better believe it." Rhys got the bowls and poured the stew into them. Kyle helped set the table and they ate together, watching and chatting. Rhys' foot slide up Kyle's leg. They played at that for a bit. "Stop trying to seduce me!" Kyle flared indignantly "Is it working?" "A little" "O good." "Ugh stop." "Why?" "I'm trying to eat my stew that's why!" "Ah, well I can make more some other time. I'm tired, gonna head home." "Or you could stay the night." "K, sure, can you give me some jammies!" "I'll loan you a pair of boxers." "Oooo cotton fabric which has touched Kyle's private parts! Count me in!" "Well if you put it that way! No you can't borrow my boxers and defile them" "Ok, I'll sleep nude." "Fine by me." "Noo I want jammies!!!" "Fine." "Yay! But shouldn't we clean up?" "No mom's coming home and should eat something and the maid can clean whatever mess is left tomorrow." "O such privilege!" "Yeah tell me about it." ~~~~~~~~ "Hey Kyle, can you loan me a toothbrush!" "Sure top drawer. Your toothbrush that you left here is still there!" "K thanks!" After brushing his teeth, Rhys walked out and hopped under Kyle's comforter. "Who said you get to sleep on the bed!" "Shut your trap, I'll sleep where I want. I'm very hi maintenance" "I've noticed. Don't you need to phone your parents to tell them where you are?" "Nope, their in Spain for two months working and stuff..." "Ah... exotic." "Tell me about it" Closing his not book, Kyle climbed into bed. Rhys' warm body snuggled up to his own. The two kissed a bit and held each other. "I like this." "Me too." "Its good we stuck together." "Yeah..." the fatigue in Kyle's voice was apparent. "Hey Kyle." "Mmm." He said half awake. "I think I'm ready now." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ HAHA Psyche! No boy/boy action yet. Hehehe... Write me or IM me: running_through_blind@yahoo.com running_through_blind@hotmail.com blndsdd193