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Ryan And Me, And Ethan 3
My encounters, although purely voyeurism, got me worried. And
Excited, because I got to see my homophobic best friend, Ryan, having
his cock sucked by Ethan. It was one to watch sex. It was another to
see my friend in one. And it was another to see two, mind I would say,
hot guys getting it on. Worried, because I was enjoying it while trying
to convince myself that a straight guy could actually bring himself to
enjoy watching a sex act, even thought if it was a gay sex act.
And another thing - I realized that I was getting
hard from the watching. Not hard hard, but getting hard.
So, I did the thing that would confirm to me that I was still
much the man I believed I was. I called up my girl, and got her to get
my rocks off.
On Wednesday I went over to Taza again. I
questioned myself the actual reason I headed there. I told myself that
I needed a break, to get away from the assignments and the house
commotion. And intentionally avoiding Taza was making me restless. So,
went. I pretended that I did not care if Ryan was there. Or if Ryan and
Ethan were not there. I was there for them. I was there for myself. But
there was a wish that I was not alone. I needed someone to talk to. I
When I reached the spot, someone was there. Just
that it was not Ryan. It was Ethan. He jumped at the sight of me. There
was an uncomfortable silent, as we tried to acknowledge each other's
'Alone?' I asked.
'Yeah. Ryan's coming?'
Ethan asked, as he wiped sand of his shorts. It was the first time I
noticed Ethan's legs. For a non-athlete, Ethan looked good. Heck, Ethan
looked great. He was a handsome guy. His body was lean, and I wondered
how this guy kept himself in shape. I realized that I did not really
catch him on the field or in the pool. If it was not for the rumors,
girls would have loved to have a guy like him as a boyfriend. Because
of the rumors, girls were having him as a good friend.
I'm not sure. He told you?' I asked, as I walked to my place. Ryan and
I had this non-verbal understanding of our favorite spots. He liked to
take the rock closer to the cliff, while I preferred the corner, shaped
by two huge rocks. Luckily, Ethan seemed to respect my space. He was
near Ryan's area. I sat myself down.
'He would not return my message,' Ethan confessed. So, as
Ethan had Ryan's number as well. And then, I realized that I did not
return his message as well. I looked away, as if I did not want him
catch me guilty.
Ethan was still standing. He was not sure of what he
should do next. But before he could say bye, I stopped him.
'You wanna wait for him?' I asked. I did understand Ethan's
Ryan was a hot guy - the jock. The one who would turn heads and get
attention without much effort. The one who either receive admiration or
jealousy, or both.
'You mind? I mean, I do not want to take your space.
I mean, maybe you want to be alone,' Ethan said.
'No bother. Could use some company,' I said. And then I realized
what I had said could be interpreted that I wanted some too, since that
I wanted him to be around. 'Just company. Nothing more,' I added.
Ethan sat down opposite me, with his back against the rock. We
together, in silence. I did not know what to say to Ethan, and I
guessed he would wonder the same too. It was awkward.
'So...' Ethan murmured.
'You are gay?' I blabbed it out.
'Excuse me?' he responded, with a surprise.
'Sorry.. I did not mean to ask it out like that..
Never mind,' I said, feeling bad that I was insensitive.
'I guess you can say that I am. You had already seen me,' he said
eventually, with a little chuckle. He looked at me, smiling, hoping
that it would ease the tension.
I smiled back. It did.
'Thanks for not screaming.. telling.. or blogging
about it to everyone.'
'Ha. I don't blog. But I did not snitch on you either,' I told
'But it was because Ryan was involved. That was all, I said, hoping
that Ethan would really believe I did it for Ryan, and never would
think that I did it for him. 'If you were so scared, why did you do it?'
'Are you kidding? It was Ryan,' Ethan confessed.
Ahhh... The Ryan factor.
Who could blame Ethan for such public display? If someone were to
offer me Alba in such situation, I would have done the same thing too.
Ethan was good-looking. I was good-looking. Ryan was HOT!
'So, you were not like that? I mean.. errr...,' I
said, looking for kinder word.
'Slut?' Ethan said, laughing it off. Well, he got
me. 'Look at this town. Who else are there?'
True. This town needed life. As soon as teenagers grew up, they
leave the town and came back no more than for their folks' birthdays,
family reunions, Christmas and occasional escape from city life. I knew
when it was my time, there would be no looking back. This town would be
history to me.
We talked. Something that surprised me, but I did welcome the
With Ryan, it was usually quiet hangout. But I was listening to Ethan.
He was sharing. Not preaching. Not whining. But sharing about his
closet life. How he first knew he was different. How he realized he did
not have any interest in girls the way his friends were. How he had no
desire to check out the girls, but seeing them nothing more than just
friends. And how his first crush was a guy, and since, he knew he was
gay. He hesitated to share this part, but since that I did look
interested, Ethan just continued talking. He talked about his
confusion, his difficulty in hiding his secret, about how Jenna - his
best friend being the only one he could talk to, about the teases he
got that hurt him (which made me feel bad, because I did have a part in
this) and about the times he thought of running away.
'I'm not boring you, am I?' Ethan joked, waiting for
'No... No.' I was lost for words. 'You know what?' I
Ethan looked at me, waiting.
'I think you must be one hell of a tough guy to
stand all these. I do.'
Ethan smiled. He was grateful.
'You too, you know,' Ethan said.
'What are you talking about?' I asked.
'You know... when you stood up for your sister back in high
When the school wanted to whip her ass.. I mean, get rid of her for
being a trouble-maker.. you told the principal that if she was out, so
would you from the school team. You knew the school was nothing without
you. And you were right. So, she got warning, and hours after school.
But you cared. You cared for her,' Ethan said.
I was surprised. No one was supposed to know about
this. Only Mr. Brown and Mr. Riddel were supposed to know this. How did
'I was with her in the detention. And she knew. The school told
And she kept it to herself. Well, except for me. I told no one. I
assumed she did too, since then. We were friends. Well, for a short
while,' Ethan answered, as if he knew what I was thinking of.
was silenced. No one was supposed to know about this. But I could never
let anything like that happened to her. We were close. I was the world
to her, when we were kids. She cherished me. She idolized me. But as we
grew up, we grew apart. We argued more. We fought more. Something went
wrong. It just happened. I had different needs. She had needs that no
longer involved me. But when I found out that the school found stolen
school items in her locker, I could not let her be pushed into a
corner. I stepped up. I bargained for her second chance. And I got
But I did not want her to know that I did it for her. I was no longer
the brother she needed. And if I was no longer needed, I did not wish
'You know,' Ethan said. 'She still loves you.' He
was reading my mind.
Ethan and I met again the following day. I just enjoyed his company so
much that I asked him to come over the next day. He did. We just
talked, as we sipped beer and joked about the town's lost hopes. But
our chat did not last long. Ryan showed up. I was glad. And I believed
Ethan preferred Ryan's presence more, than just our chat. Ethan was
breaking out into this big grin.
'So, what are you sissies up to? Naughty without you?' Ryan asked, as
he jumped down from the rock. He grabbed a can too, and gobbled down
half a can, within seconds.
'Fuck you, Ryan,' I cut him off. I
was okay with his name calling, but since knowing Ethan a little bit
more, I was not sure if Ethan would be offended.
'So, you are back for more?' Ryan asked, smiling at
Ethan stole a quick look my way. Since our chat, I guessed it did
change the moment. Ethan was no longer the gay slut. He became a
friend, who would be doing a slutty thing in front of me. But the sound
of Ryan's zip opening brought our attention back to Ryan. And there, we
watched as Ryan let his jeans fell onto the ground. He was not wearing
anything beneath. His cock and heavy balls were exposed to Ethan. I was
treated to Ryan's smooth ass.
'So, you want it or not?' Ryan
asked, as he removed his t-shirt, standing there naked without a single
thread. This was the first time Ethan got to see Ryan totally naked in
front of him, offering himself as a piece of meat for Ethan to
There was no way Ethan could resist this. Ryan's body was developed
well for a guy his age. The consistent farm work had done well for his
chests and making sure that the 6 pack would be visible without a hard
Ethan knelt down. But instead of walking towards
Ryan took steps back until he was in front of me. So, this was his game
today - to let me have the view up close. Ethan crawled over, and
although I felt pressure building up for him that he had to suck cock
in front of me - his new friend, he was going to do it. Ryan's cock was
hardening in front of me. I watched as it rose, even without Ethan's
Ethan grabbed Ryan's cock, feeling its thickness
his palm and guided the cock into his mouth. This was the closest view
I had, sitting where I had always been, to watch my best friend's cock
to be sucked by another. Ethan's lips worked on Ryan's cock, sliding up
and down on the rod, bringing it to its full life. Ryan's cock grew
within Ethan's mouth. Its length grew. Soon, Ethan was having
difficulty to take the whole length in. Ryan's cock had grown into its
8 inches length, wet all around the rod, covered by Ethan's spit. I
watched as Ethan held the cock and bobbed up and down on it. I adjusted
my sitting position. Watching so close a hard, huge cock being sucked
was having effect on me.
Ethan pulled away from Ryan's cock, and began to
play with Ryan's cockhead with his tongue. I watched closely, less than
2 feet away, Ethan's tongue licking Ryan's cockhead, and how his lips
would enclose around the head, and Ethan would suck deep. Ryan moaned.
I felt my cock twitching.
As if tired of the slow play, Ryan took hold of Ethan's head and began
to guide it in a faster rhythm. Ryan fucked Ethan's face. I watched as
his cock would drive in and out of Ethan's hungry mouth. Ryan's balls
swung forth and back, matching Ryan's body movement pumping his body
onto Ethan's face. Ethan gagged, but Ryan wanted more of his hard cock
in Ethan. Ryan thrust forward harder. Ethan groaned. But Ryan did not
stop. He kept humping.
And this time, when Ryan was about to
cum, instead of letting Ethan swallow his cum, Ryan pulled out his hard
cock and aimed at Ethan's face. With a few more strokes, Ryan shot his
cum, spurting all over Ethan's face. I was turned on. My cock was
really hard, and I was only glad that none of them could see it.
Still holding onto his own cock, Ryan went on to rub
over Ethan's face. Although I felt that Ethan was humiliated,
especially with me watching, he did enjoy all this. Ethan liked feeling
Ryan's big cockhead against his skin. Ethan would have stroked himself
there, except that he was unsure how we would deal with a gay guy
touching himself in front of us. So, he did not. But I could see his
hard-on straining against his own jeans.
As for me, I wanted to
stroke myself so badly too. Instead, I just raised my thighs up, hiding
my hard-on. I did not want any of them to have the wrong idea.
And knowing Ryan, this was not the end. There would
be a second helping in a short while.
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