Date: Sat, 18 Jul 1998 15:59:12 EDT
From: IDreamCanU@aol.com
Subject: Ryan part 6

The following story is a work of fiction written for the enjoyment of the
reader.  Do not download or read if you are offended by stories involving teens
exploring their sexuality or stories about teen males engaging in sexual
activity.  If you don't mind stories of this type read on and enjoy.

I would like to thank two close friends for assisting in this work, one for the
time and love spent in editing thus making this a better work, and the other
for the love and support he gives me.  Thanks guys-you know who you are.

RYAN by IDreamCanU

Part 6

I toweled off after the shower and sat on the toilet.  I still couldn't believe
my mom would have turned herself in to Social Services, was she nuts?  What is
she messed up again?  This was too fucking much for me - life was supposed to
be easy, wasn't it?

Walking into Steven's room I stopped short, he had rolled around some on the
bed and was now spread eagle with his covers pulled to the side.  His jockeys
were pulled tight highlighting his firm ass cheeks.  I decided that he had
slept enough so walked up to him and slapped the shit out of his ass.

"Fuck!  What the hell!!"  Steven rolled over and sat up looking like he was
ready to fight.

"Sorry," I laughed.  Couldn't resist, besides you looked too comfortable.

"Asshole, why didn't you let me sleep?"

"Sleep? You lazy bum, I've already showered and had a talk with your dad."

He was looking at me with a question in his eyes so I decided to fill him in.
He sat quietly as I told him that my mom turned herself in and that she was
hoping to set things right.

"I'm scared that she will mess up and I'll never be able to be with her again."
My lips were trembling and a tear was running down my cheek with more
threatening to follow.

Steven saw my emotions break and was up in a flash wrapping his arms around me.
We stayed like that for a while, me crying on his shoulder and him stroking my
back telling me it would be OK.

"You okay, Ryan?"

I looked up to see his mom standing at the door looking at us.  I was now
scared about what she might think with her son holding me while I cried.
Steven didn't seem to be bothered by her being there.

"I'm fine I guess."

"It's cool mom, he just needed to let it out some."

I watched as she walked to me and gave me a little hug.

"Ryan, things will get better, don't worry about what you can't  change."

"Thanks." I answered.

"Steven, when you two get yourselves together come on down for breakfast."

I watched as she left the room closing the door behind her.

"Shit, that was close.  You think she knows?"

"Knows what?" He was looking at me like I had 3 heads.

"You know - about us."

"What's to know, you were upset and I was comforting you.  Nothing wrong with
that.  My mom or dad would have done the same thing if they were in here.

"Really?"

He smiled, "yes, really.  You worry too much at times."  He slapped me on the
head and dodged my return swing.

Before long we were laughing and wrestling around the floor, my fears and bad
thoughts forgotten.

After we worked up a sweat our stomachs took over so we got dressed and ran
downstairs for some breakfast.

"You okay, honey?" Steven's mom asked me quietly as I passed.

I nodded "yes" and smiled. "Thanks for asking."

We all sat and ate while discussing the day ahead.  Steven's parents were going
shopping for some things for the house and we were given the choice of staying
home to entertain ourselves or go with them.

"We'll hang around here is that's cool."

"Yeah, I think we can find something destructive, I mean constructive to do." I
chimed in laughing.

Steven's dad grabbed my head and gave it a hard shake. "Listen pea-brain you
break anything you pay for it with your hide."

"Sorry, sorry.  Just joking."

"Okay, you get a break this time."

He was laughing as he picked up his dishes.  I watched him muss up Steven's
hair as he passed and the look of love he gave his son made me yearn for a
normal life even more.  Strange how you think everything is so cool or at least
Okay then you look around and see something even better that you would like.

Well, no need mulling over what  couldn't have.  I knew at least my mom loved
me and that I had Steven and his family as a back-up if needed.  I sighed
inwardly wishing everything would just fix itself.

"Ry, lets go to the park.  Maybe get a game of ball going."

"Sure."

Steven grabbed his basketball then filled two bottles of water for us then we
were off to play.

"You always get along that well with your parents?" I asked as we walked
together.

"What you mean?"

"You know, joking around but there is more.  I mean you all seem to just -
well, you know, click together."

"Shit, this has been a good week.  We sometimes want to kill each other.  But I
guess you are right we do get along."  He took a deep breath, "Ry, it's like
this we all have a deal, we promised never to go to bed mad at each other and
that if there is something bothering us as a family or if there is something I
need to tell them it is done as a discussion never a fight."

"You mean you never fight?"

"No, we fight.  It is just that if we discuss things in a family forum it is
done level headed.  Let me give you an example, my dad caught me jerking off a
while back, I don't know maybe I was ten or eleven.  Up 'til that point he
walked into the bathroom when I was there and I did the same to him.  Shit, I
was standing there buck ass naked pounding my little friend and the door flew
open."

"Caught red handed so to speak." I laughed.

"Not so funny friend if you are the one caught."

"Sorry man - you know I've been there.  You are embarrassed and pissed at the
same time."

"That's right, but even with those feelings he just apologized and closed the
door.  When I came out I found him in my room."

He went on to explain that his dad laid down the ground rules.  They would
respect each others privacy.  "That was also the first sex talk I had with my
dad.  It was embarrassing at first but he didn't put me down and even explained
that what I was doing was normal."

"Cool."

"Ry, he even told me that if I wasn't doing that he would worry, now that is
embarrassing."

We had stopped walking and were just talking on the corner.

"Steven, I need to ask you something."

"Shoot."

"Well, do you think you are, you know, gay?"

He stood there for a few moments just looking at me.

I broke the silence, "I've never really came out and said it, but I'm gay.  I
know you like fooling around just as much as I do, is it because it is fun or
is there more?"

"I'm gay," he sighed.

"Well, was it that hard to say?"

"Yes, I mean I just told you my deepest secret."

"Steven, no worries for either one of us.  Remember I just confessed the same
thing?"

"You know how hard that was to say out loud?  Fuck, this isn't a simple thing."

"Hey, we trust each other right?" I asked.

"I trust you."

"To tell you the truth you were the first person I ever had a crush on.  It
wasn't just you know sex - it was sort of like a big brother thing.  You always
took care of me, looked out for me. You took me in when I had no where to go."
I sighed and said what needed to be said again, the one thing we only voiced
once aloud to each other.  "I love you.  If that is wrong then let it be wrong,
it is just how I feel."

I watched as he bounced the ball nervously and could se he was digesting what I
said so I let him have the time to think. It seemed like a week but he finally
looked up and met my eyes.

"Ry, I love you too."

I smiled and thanked him.  As if there was an unspoken command we started
walking again.  When we got to the school yard we saw some friends shooting
hoops and went over to see if we could join.

Adding myself and Steven we had eight guys so we decided to have a four on four
game, I was on the "shirts" side and Steven was on "skins".  We played for
almost an hour before taking a break. I loved every second, I got to see my
love shirtless and sweating up a storm and also got the view of a few other
shirtless guys to boot, life can be good.  My team lost but that was OK, I had
a good time.  Steven and I went to the 7-11 for a coke before walking back to
his house.

On the kitchen table was a note and twenty dollars, his parents wanted a night
out and left the money for us to get a pizza because they wouldn't return until
after dinner.

"Looks like the house is ours."

"Great," I answered. "Mind if I wash the sweat off?  I'm reeking bad over
here."

"Tell me about it," he answered wrinkling his nose.

"Fuck you!  You're no bed of roses yourself."

He got this devilish grin on his face.  "Ry? Want to shower together?"

Now this was sounding interesting.  "You sure it's safe?"

"Safe from my parents yes, but not from me." Just then he bolted for the
stairs. "Last one in sucks dick!!" he called back.

"Eat me!!" I yelled following him.

We shed clothes all the way upstairs and by the time we made it to the shower
we were both stark naked.  I stood there looking at him as he adjusted the
water.  We had been intimate a few times but this was a whole new level - we
had admitted out loud that we were gay and also voiced our love for each other
but this was different.  The shower thing was almost a final admission of being
uninhibited with each other.  That idea was both exciting and frightening at
the same time.

I was in a trance as Steven started washing my back and ass.  I could feel his
warm strong hands rubbing in small circles up and down me.

"That feels so good - don't stop."

"It really feel good?"

"Yes man, way cool."

"Then enjoy this!!"

I yelped as I felt his hands slid between my ass cheeks and move to my nut
sack.

"Oh fuck." I hissed.  I was grinding my ass back against his arm while he
massaged my balls.

I could feel him slide backwards into the valley of my ass. He was pressed
against me and running his fingers over my hole, tickling it.
I felt his hands move away replaced by his body, he was running his hard cock
up and down my ass all the while hugging me.

"Ouch! Watch it!" His dick took a stab at my asshole and I wasn't ready for
that.

"Sorry. I'm so horny - I couldn't help it."

I squeezed my asscheeks tightly clamping his cock in my slick valley, "You can
fuck me if you want."

"What?!? Really?" I felt his hands lock on my hips and he slid his cock back
and forth in excitement."

I looked back, "Can I do it also, to you?"

I could see him thinking for a second then smile.  "Sure, it's only fair."

"You want to do it here or in your room?"

"How about my room?"

We agreed on his bedroom and set a new speed record for completing the two man
shower.  We dashed to his room still naked and wet.

"How are we going to do this?"  I knew the basics of what we were going to do
but was unsure of how to proceed.

"We need some lube so it doesn't hurt too much. I'll be right back."

He dashed out the room still naked and looking very happy.  I couldn't believe
it he was looking so excited and we haven even done anything yet.  This was
starting to excite me also, I was a little scared but my young cock was so hard
in anticipation of getting its first fuck.

He tossed ma a bottle of lotion as he come back into the room. "I hope this
works."

"Promise me that if I tell  you to stop you will."

He looked at me for a second then knelt down in front of me.  "Ry, I'll never
hurt you."

I was feeling so loved now it was amazing.  We laid down on his bed side by
side and started kissing. "How are we going to do this?"

"Roll over so I can lube you up."

I rolled onto my stomach and turned myself over to the hands of my lover.  I
knew in my heart that he would never hurt me.

"Oh, that' cold."  I could feel the lotion dripping onto my asshole and it felt
funny.

"Relax and let me get you ready."  He was running his fingers around my anus
and finally slipped a finger inside me.  "That feel okay?"

"Feels funny -- but it's okay."

With that he worked a second finger inside me and was finger fucking my ass
slowly.  It was uncomfortable but no pain - that surprised me I thought it
would hurt more.

I felt that it was time, "Go ahead, I think I'm ready."

He pulled his fingers out and moved behind me.  I could see him rubbing lotion
on his hard dick.

"I'm ready of you are."

I could hear the trembling in his voice and even saw his hands tremble as he
moved his dick toward my ass.

"Please go slow."

"I will - tell me if it hurts and I'll stop."

I nodded to him and he then pressed his body onto mine.  I  felt his dick slip
between my ass cheeks and press into my hole.

"You sure?" he asked.

I knew he wanted this so much and didn't want me to stop him. "Go for it - just
go slow."

"Okay."

He pressed harder and the head slipped into me.  I heard the hiss of him
sucking air at the feeling.  It hurt some but wasn't too bad -- sort of like a
large crap that hurts a little coming out.

"Stop for a second."

"You okay?"  He was looking at me while he supported himself with his hands.

"Fine, just getting used to you.  Go ahead and slide in some more but go slow."

He moved his hips closer and he slipped in another inch or two,
before I knew it he was all the way in me. "Stop for a second, give me a
moment," I panted.  It was hurting a bit now, I felt like I was on fire.  I
wanted to go through with this but needed him to pause for a bit.

"Okay, Ry this feels so awesome, you got to try it."

"I will when you are done remember? Go ahead - start slowly. Fuck me."

He pulled back almost coming out then slid back in slowly, he did this for a
few strokes then started to speed up. He was kissing my neck while he humped
away, it was a weird feeling but I knew he was loving it. "Ry!" he panted,
"This is so fucking great."

He was gripping my hips so tight it almost hurt and bucking into me making me
lurch forward with every thrust.  I was meeting his inward pump with my ass - I
would tighten my ass as he pulled back and loosen it when he thrust forward.  I
knew he was loving it because within a few seconds he was groaning very loudly.

"Oh! OH!! OOOHHHH!" he was moaning.

Looking over my shoulder I saw his face, he has his eyes shut tight and his
mouth was hanging open.  I saw on his face something that I will never forget,
the look of lust and sexual pleasure.

"Yes! YES! YEESSSS!!"

I felt him stop moving deep in my ass could actually feel him start to cum. I
counted five strong pumps from his hard cock and he was almost crying with each
one.

All I could hear was his breathing, he was gasping for air.  "Steven? You
okay?"  I was concerned because he wasn't moving or talking.

"Shit, yes."

I felt him pull his softening cock out of my ass and roll over.  I turned
toward him and started stroking his sweat slicked chest.  He was blush all over
and still breathing hard.

"Ry, I've never felt anything like that - I mean it was like I was on fire and
loving it.  I love you so much."

I moved a bit closer and kissed him.  "I love you too."

We just stayed there for a few minutes just holding each other and kissing.

"Your turn, go slow also.  You aren't going to believe how great thus is."

I smiled as I grabbed the lotion and started to lube his ass when he was on his
stomach.  My cock had softened a bit while we were cuddling but now was rock
hard.

"You ready?"

"I guess."

Moving behind him while greasing up my cock I could feel my pulse quicken with
anticipation. "Here I go; I'll go slow."

Feeling the heat between his cheeks I pressed my cock head against his opening.
 I gripped the base and pushed forward, it took some force but the head finally
slipped inside.

"Oh fuck!!" I groaned.  It was fantastic, hot and tight.  I couldn't believe it
felt this good and I wasn't even in him all the way.

"Let me know when."  I was holding the incredible urge to fuck him hard and
fast.  I guess he felt the same things but maintained control.

"Okay, go slow."

He was biting his lip while I went in all the way.  I knew it hurt him like it
did me but also knew he would get used to it shortly.

"OOHHH!" Holy shit, I was in all the way!!  This was more than great it was
heaven -  I was inside a hot tight slippery tube and all my cock wanted was to
feel every inch of it.

"You ready?"

He nodded yes and I started to fuck my friend for the first time.  I tried to
do just what he did.  I pulled almost all the way out then went back to the
hilt.  The friction on my cock was almost unbearable, it was hot and felt so
good it almost hurt.  I wanted to go slow forever but my cock took over.  I
could feel myself speeding up pumping faster and faster.

"Go, Ry." He encouraged looking at me.

My eyes slammed shut forcing my mind to focus on what was going on around my
dick.  Then it happened, I felt a urgent pressure at the base of my cock and
knew I was in store foe a super cum.

"Oh shit, Oh MAN!!  Uuuggggg!!!!"

Jet after jet of spunk was firing from me.  I was on fire and couldn't think of
anything but my orgasm.  Too soon it was over fading into a fantastic memory of
passion. I rolled over beside Steven and tried to catch my breath.

"I take it you liked it also?" he laughed.

I looked at him like he was crazy hen realized he was joking.  He bent over and
kissed me hard.  Again we held each other tightly just enjoying the after glow
of the pleasure we gave each other.

All I knew was that I was in love and would die if I could never hold Steven
again.

(End Part Six)