Date: Fri, 6 Feb 2004 17:32:13 +0200
From: sanansaattaja2003@yahoo.com
Subject: Sam, chapter 7

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Sam, chapter 7

"Hello, I'm Dr. Jordan," the doctor said to them. "First of all, let me
assure you that Jay will probably be alright again in a few days.
Physically, anyway. He has received a pretty severe concussion, and as you
know, he has a very nasty bruise on his face, and the one eye will be
swollen shut for awhile. The eardrum on the side where he was hit has burst
as well, from the force of the blow. We were afraid at first he might have
some bleeding inside the skull on the side of his head where he was hit,
putting pressure on his brain. But that doesn't seem to be the case. There
is some swelling in the brain anyway, as a result of the blow to his
head. But it should gradually go down, and he shouldn't have any lasting
effects from it. Besides his head injury, he has a very nasty bruise on his
right buttock and one on his left thigh. I'm suspecting he has suffered a
pretty severe emotional trauma as well, which sometimes takes longer to
recover from than physical injuries."

"Now," Dr. Jordan continued, "I need to ask you what happened to him,
exactly?" He directed his question to Jay's mother.

Mrs. Evans began stammering, "Well, um, he, uh, he... he fell, you see. I
don't just know how... what happened. I was in the kitchen getting supper
on the table when it heard it, and when I ran into the entryway I saw him
lying on the floor moaning." That last part came out almost in a breathless
rush. She was looking very uncomfortable, and her tears started flowing
again.

"I'm sorry, Mrs. Evans," Dr. Jordan said, not unkindly, "but I have very
good reason to disbelieve you. He was hit, wasn't he? I would venture to
say someone hit him, very hard, on the side of the head, probably with the
flat of his hand. There was great force behind the blow, indicating it was
delivered by a person of considerable strength. His injuries are definitely
not consistent with those one would suffer from a fall. I'm sorry. I would
dare to suggest he was kicked also, causing the bruises on his buttock and
thigh. Am I not right, Mrs. Evans?"

Irene was weeping hard by then, sobbing nearly. Sam stood with her arm
around her, trying to give her some comfort, but she was weeping also.

"I must ask you if you know who did it?" Dr. Jordan said. "We are obligated
to report injuries of this sort, especially when minors are involved, and
also when it happens in the victim's own home. This is a very serious
matter. There will definitely have to be further investigation. A repeat of
this type of incident cannot be tolerated. Surely you understand that,
don't you, Mrs. Evans? Please don't feel I am insensitive. I do feel for
you in this situation, but I must confess that my sympathies lie even more
strongly with Jay. I have no idea, really, what kind of a boy he is. I
haven't had a chance to get to know him yet, to talk with him when he is
awake and responsive. But no matter what kind of boy he is, no child
deserves this kind of treatment."

Suddenly, Irene straightened up and looking directly at Dr. Jordan, she
said, rather vehemently, "It was Jay's father who did it." And then, more
softly, she added, "I swear, it's the first time he ever hit him. He has
never been physically violent with any of us before."

"Thank you, Mrs. Evans," Dr. Jordan said, gently. "I appreciate how
difficult this is for you, and how much it cost you to tell us the
truth. Some people will be calling on you quite soon. You understand that,
don't you?"

Irene nodded.

"Where is your husband now, Mrs. Evans?" he asked.

"I don't have any idea," she answered woodenly. "He left the house and
drove away as soon as he had done it. I don't know if he may have returned
home by now or not."

"Do you have reason to fear for your own safety, or that of any other
family members?" he asked.

"No. Well, I don't think so.  I... I don't know, sir," Irene sobbed, and
then started weeping again.

"We will make sure that she and her daughter are all right, Dr. Jordan,"
Mack said, with steel in his voice.

"I'm glad to hear that, Mr..."

"McMillan is my name," Mack said, and added, "My daughter here is Jay's
good friend."

 "Like I said," Dr. Jordan continued, "there will be some investigation,
and steps will have to be taken to assure that this doesn't happen
again. Now, about Jay again. He has been admitted to the hospital, of
course, and will be here for a few days, I would guess. He needs to be kept
under close observation for awhile to make sure there are not any sudden
and unexpected complications. Right now he is asleep. He's been medicated
and I would venture to say he will be asleep for several hours, so there is
little point in anyone visiting him tonight. You are welcome to come and
see him in the morning, but preferably not before ten o'clock. Hopefully he
will be more responsive tomorrow. You'll find him on the fifth floor in
section C. I'm sorry I can't tell you the room number, but please check at
the nurses' station as soon as you arrive. We have your telephone number,
Mrs. Evans, and we will call you at once if there is any sudden change in
his condition. Now thank you, and good night."

Dr. Jordan shook hands with the three of them and they each thanked
him. Then without another word he turned and left the room.

As soon as the doctor had gone, Sam said, "Dad, I gotta call Lee right
away."

"Yes, I'd say you must, Sam. I saw a payphone on the wall over by the
admissions desk. Do you have any coins?" Mack offered.

"No, I don't, I'm afraid. I left my purse at home."

"Here, sweetheart, take these," he said, as he fished a few coins out of
the pocket of his trousers and handed them to her.

"Thanks, Dad," Sam said, already running to the phone.

Sam quickly dialed the familiar number and after a couple rings someone
picked it up on the other end.

"Wilson residence," Lee's mother said.

"Marge, it's Sam. Is Lee there?"

"Sam!" Marjorie exclaimed. "Lee's about gone out of his mind worrying about
you. Where in the world are you? He's been calling your house every five
minutes for the last hour or more."

"I'm at the hospital, Marge. I... we..." As she was saying that, she heard
the sound of someone picking up an extension phone on the other end of the
line.

"Sam!" Lee yelled so loudly that it almost made Sam's ear
hurt. "Where... What's the matter? Why..."

"Lee, hon, please calm down. You'll break poor Sam's eardrum hollering into
the phone like that," his mother admonished. "Give her a chance to
explain."

"Like I said, I'm at the hospital," Sam said, "and..."

"Hospital!" Lee interrupted. "Sam, are you hurt? You're not sick are you?"

"No, I'm OK. Well, physically anyway. Oh, Lee, I wish you were here! I've
wanted you here so bad this evening. Oh God, Lee, it's been awful! You
can't believe how horrible it is."

"What in the world is the matter, Sam?" both Marjorie and Lee said at the
same time.

"It's Jay..."

"JAY?" Lee cried out, sounding frantic.

"The doctor just said he'll be all right in a few days."

"Whatever happened to Jay?" Lee asked. "Did he get hurt? Is he sick? Oh
God, he didn't get my bug, did he?"

"No, Lee, he was beaten. By his dad."

"Oh my God!" Lee began.

"Lee, hon, I hafta go now. My dad and Jay's mother are waiting for me and
we're going to leave now. The doctor said we can see Jay tomorrow. He's
sleepin' now. Oh Lee, I need to see you so bad. I'll come over as soon as I
get home, OK?"

"OK." Lee said.

"We'll wait for you to tell us everything when you come then, Sam. Thanks
for calling," Marjorie said.

* * * * * * * * *


As soon as Jenna had eaten all she wanted of her supper, Sharon led her
back to the couch in the nearly dark living room and they sat down together
like they had been earlier, Jenna leaning against Sharon with Sharon's arms
around her, holding her close. Jenna started crying softly again, and
Sharon did her best to comfort her, crooning to her and smoothing her hair
with her hand and kissing her now and then on the forehead, rocking her
gently in her arms. After a while, Jenna fell asleep, and Sharon continued
to hold her, rocking her, wishing she could absorb all her hurt just by
holding her in her arms, relieving her of it forever. "Oh God, please let
Jay be all right again, and please comfort this precious girl," she prayed,
again and again, silently, there in that dark room.

Sharon's mind turned repeatedly to those at the hospital, wondering how it
was going for Jay, and how the others were managing, wondering how long it
would be before she heard something, how long before they came back to the
house again. She knew that hospital emergency rooms could be interminably
slow sometimes, the waiting almost endless. All one could do was to
exercise patience and just keep on waiting. All at once Sharon became
aware, for the first time really, of the grandfather clock in the far
corner of the living room and its relentless ticking, at its same
unhurried, never-changing pace: Tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, tick
tock... There was something almost hypnotic about it and at the same time
soothing. She just let it wash over her there in the darkness, rather like
the endless waves rolling in over the sand on the beach. Suddenly, after a
long time, she gave a little jump when the clock began to chime the
hour. She counted. Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Dong! Eight
o'clock! "Oh God," she thought to herself, "I wonder how much longer it
will be? Please let them come soon." But again, the clock just kept
repeating its monotonous tick tock, tick tock, tick tock, and she kept on
waiting.

Suddenly, Sharon gave another jump, more pronounced this time, not from a
sound she heard, but from a thought that intruded on her mind out of the
darkness, unannounced. "Mr. Evans... Where was he? What if he came home all
of a sudden, before the others come back? What is he like? What kind of a
beast is he? What will he do? Oh God!" And she shivered with fear. Sharon
was not a coward, not at all. But at that moment she shuddered in horror of
Jay's dad returning home, the man who had beaten his son so badly and
caused them all so much grief and heartache. "Please, Mack," she pleaded
under her breath, "please hurry!"

Moments later, she heard the sound of a car stopping in front of the
house...

* * * * * * * * *

Just minutes after the two cops had happened upon Gene Evans and his car
and radioed in their report, several other police cars and an ambulance
arrived on the scene, lights flashing, sirens wailing. But Gene was unaware
of all the commotion. He was still unconscious, slumped over his steering
wheel. While waiting for reinforcements to come, the first two policemen
had checked him over enough to ascertain that he was alive and breathing
and searched for his wallet in hopes of being able to establish his
identity. The wallet, of course, was missing and they assumed that
explained why he was unconscious and bleeding from a blow to the back of
his head. He was the victim of a robbery. But they were nearly sure he was
also the perpetrator of that hit-and-run. Since his wallet was missing, his
driver's license was also gone, as well as other identification, like his
social security card, and credit cards, etc. From the registration papers
for his car which they found in the glove compartment, they learned his
name, or at least the name of the car's owner, assuming that he was the
owner. But the address given was out-of-state. Alabama. They then checked
the license plates on the car, and sure enough, they too were Alabama
plates. It might prove difficult to find out if the unconscious man there
in the car actually was the Eugene William Evans listed as the car's
owner. Until he woke up, that is. If he woke up.

In due course, Gene was taken by ambulance to the hospital. (Not, however,
the same hospital where his son Jay was a patient.) There, after being
examined, he was admitted and put in a private room with a policeman
guarding the door, since he was, in effect, under arrest, and would be held
for questioning regarding that hit-and-run incident. The authorities could
only bide their time, hoping that he would regain consciousness by morning
so they could begin questioning him. His car, of course, was towed away and
impounded. It would need to be examined more thoroughly by crime
technicians.

* * * * * * * * *

When Sharon heard a car pull up to the curb in front of the house, a
feeling of relief flooded over her first, and then a wave of heart-pounding
fear. Suppose it wasn't Mack and the others? What if it's Jay's dad? She
held her breath, waiting, steeling herself for whomever might come walking
in through the front door in the next moments. She heard voices, then,
faintly, as whoever it was came up the walk. Voices. More than one. She
couldn't hear them well enough to tell whose they were, but at least it
wasn't one lone man out there. And then, the door opened and she heard her
beloved Mack's somewhat worried voice calling into the dark house,
"Sharon?"

Forgetting about the sleeping Jenna beside her, in her arms, she cried out,
"Mack!" And then more calmly, "We're in here, Mack, in the living room."

Jenna stirred and tried to lift herself up, "What... Who..." And then her
mother was there in front of her, pulling her up into her arms.

"Jenna, honey..." she started to say, and then began weeping.

By that time Mack and Sharon and Sam were also standing together, in a
tight three-way hug.

"Mom, where's Jay?" Jenna started to ask, and then, loudly, almost
hysterically, "Where's Jay? What's happened to Jay?" and began wailing.

"Relax, honey," Irene soothed through her tears, hugging her tight. "Jay's
in the hospital, but the doctor said he'll be OK. Jenna, calm down."

Eventually, composure was restored, and the five of them were all sitting
in the living room, with the lights on now, and the three who had been at
the hospital were filling Sharon and Jenna in on all that had happened
there.

Finally, Mack said to Irene, "Mrs. Evans, I don't want you and Jenna to be
staying here alone tonight. We can't take the chance of anything happening
to you when, if, your husband comes home."

Irene started to protest, but Mack cut her off. "Surely, hopefully, he
would do nothing to harm the two of you. But you didn't sound altogether
positive of that yourself when you spoke to Dr. Jordan, as I recall, and I
promised him I would look after you, make sure you're safe."

Immediately Sharon added, "Yes, Mrs. Evans. You and Jenna must come home
with us for the night. We have plenty of room."

Irene looked unhappy, but she sensed it was useless to protest. And if the
truth were told, she did feel a nagging fear. She honestly didn't know what
Gene might be like, how he might react, when he came home, if he came home,
that night and found out they had taken Jay to the hospital, that they had
gotten strangers involved. She knew he would not like that at all.

"Well, just for this one night then." she relented.

"Good!" both Sharon and Mack replied at once.

Sharon put away the Evans' uneaten supper that was still sitting on the
kitchen table while Irene and Jenna gathered together the few things they
would need for a night away from home, and then she also tidied up the
kitchen a bit. Soon the five of them were on their way to the McMillan
home.

No sooner were they sitting in the car when Irene suddenly let out a little
gasp and exclaimed, "Oh no! What if they phone from the hospital during the
night? They promised to call me if anything happened, you know, if Jay got
worse or something. They only have our number and we won't be at home."

"Don't worry, Mrs. Evans. You can call the hospital as soon as we get home
and give them our phone number," Mack assured her, and she relaxed again.

"Um, I think you should start calling me Irene," she said, suddenly. She
had never had many friends. They had moved so often, for one thing, and
being a rather timid soul besides, she had never found it easy to make
friends in the many places they had lived — usually for no more than a year
or two — before they pulled up and moved on again. So she was not used to
being on a first-name basis with people outside her family. But somehow, it
seemed like these McMillans, who were so warm and considerate and helpful,
who had done so much, and were still doing so much, for her and her
children, should be considered as friends. The thought of having friends
suddenly gave her a thrill of happiness. She could enjoy spending time with
Mrs. McMillan, she knew, and it would be so nice to have a friend to talk
to, to confide in, to spend time with and do things together with. But then
she felt the nagging old doubts and insecurities again. Maybe they wouldn't
like her? Once they got to know her, maybe, probably, they would feel bored
with her. Surely they had dozens of friends already, and they wouldn't need
her. Indeed, they couldn't need her, not like she needed them. She would
just be a nuisance to them. True, they had been very kind tonight. They had
done so much for Jay and for her and Jenna. They were amazing. But no doubt
that's just because they were such wonderful people. Selfless and
caring. Not because they had any need or desire to be friends. Surely not
with her.

"Yes, definitely, Irene!" Sharon exclaimed at once, warmly. "And I'm
Sharon, and this is Mack. And of course you know Sam. Well, Sally Ann
actually. But no use calling her that. She's been Sam for years! I hope you
will consider us your friends, Irene. We would be delighted for you to be
our friend."

Irene was so moved, she began to cry again, silently, there in the back
seat of the car. She hadn't cried so much or so often for years as she did
that night. But these were tears of happiness, for once. She had had so
little cause for happiness for such a very long time. Well, her children,
her beautiful, smart, well-behaved children always gave her happiness, she
reminded herself. But, she thought, with shame, she had not really been the
mother she should have been, and would like to have been, to them. She had
always been in such bondage to Gene. Oh God, it had all been so
complicated.

By then, they were pulling into the McMillans' driveway.

No sooner had the car come to a standstill when Sam said, "I'm runnin' over
to Lee's," and without waiting for an answer, was on her way as fast as her
legs would carry her.

Sharon showed Irene and Jenna to a spare bedroom with twin beds where they
would sleep that night. It was, or had been, obviously a boys' room,
judging from the décor and various mementos left behind on shelves and desk
tops, but it was tidy and clean and comfortable. "Sam's room is right next
door," Sharon explained, "and you can share the bathroom with her; it's
just down the hall and on the right. Help yourselves to towels from the
cupboard in the bathroom, and please make yourselves at home. As soon as
you're settled, come to the kitchen and we'll have a hot drink and talk for
a bit before going to bed." Sharon then gave both Irene and Jenna a hug and
turned to go.

As soon as the door had closed behind Sharon, Jenna burst out, "Oh Mom,
she's so nice." Irene just nodded, tears sliding down her cheeks, and she
and Jenna hugged each other hard for long minutes, standing in the middle
of the bedroom.

When Irene and Jenna finally made their way to the kitchen, Sharon was just
finishing putting away and cleaning up after the McMillans' half-eaten
supper some hours earlier and Mack was standing at the stove making hot
chocolate.

"Please have a seat here," Sharon said, gesturing toward the kitchen
table. "Mack's making hot chocolate. Is that all right?"

"Oh yes!" Jenna cried out enthusiastically, and Irene didn't want to be a
nuisance, but she found courage to say, "I'm sorry, but I can't have milk
products."

"Oh, no problem, Irene!" Sharon hastened to assure her. "I'll put on the
kettle then and heat water as well. Would you like tea?"

"Oh yes, thank you. Tea would be fine."

"Herb tea or regular?"

"Maybe herb tea would be best, this late in the evening, thanks! You are
too kind to us, Sharon."

"Nonsense, Irene. This is your home while you're here. Please remember
that."

"Thank you," Irene murmured again, wiping a tear from her eye.

Mack suddenly remembered to ask, "Irene, did you want to call the hospital
and give them our telephone number?"

* * * * * * * * *

No sooner had Sam reached the front door of the Wilson home when Lee threw
it open and pulled her inside, hugging her tight. He had been watching for
the McMillans' car to return home and was waiting for her. Since Sam had
called him earlier from the hospital, he had died a thousand deaths
thinking about his beloved Jay lying, injured and hurting, in the
hospital. He longed painfully to be with him, to see him, to hold him in
his arms again, assuring him of his love for him, and assuring himself that
Jay was alive and that he would be OK again. It was utterly inconceivable
to him that anyone could want to hurt Jay. Dear, sweet, wonderful Jay, who
had never hurt a soul in his whole life. But his own dad? Impossible! Over
and over, he asked himself, "Why? Why? Why?" But no answer would come. He
just couldn't wait for Sam to come, to tell him all she knew. Also, he had
wondered a hundred times at least how it happened that Sam had known about
Jay being hurt, how she had ended up at the hospital with him. He had so
many questions for her.

Marjorie was as anxious as Lee to hear what Sam had to say, and the three
of them sat together in the family room while Sam poured out the whole
story, beginning from the moment when Jenna's strange phone call had
interrupted their supper clear through to the ride home again, bringing
Jay's mother and sister along to spend the night at their house. A myriad
of emotions washed over her rapt audience of two while she shared all the
gruesome details, but they kept mostly quiet, letting her talk. Only their
faces expressed their intense feelings and reactions to what they were
hearing. Even after she had finally finished, both Lee and his mother sat
silent for some minutes, seemingly unable to speak.

At last, Lee said, "Sam, I've told my mom."

"Told your mom?" Sam repeated, obviously not knowing what he meant.

"That I'm gay. And about me and Jay," Lee explained.

"Oh Lee!" Sam cried, and threw herself at her friend, hugging him hard.

"I'm so glad I did, Sam. You can't believe what a relief it was when I'd
told her."

"And I'm glad you did too, sweetheart," Marjorie assured him.

Then all three of them were hugging each other, as tears streamed down
their faces.

"Oh my God," Lee moaned. "Poor Jay! I can't believe it. I just can't
believe it. Oh Sam, please tell me it's not true. Tell me this is just a
nightmare. Ever since you called me from the hospital I've been wishing I
was dreamin' and that my alarm would finally ring and I'd wake up and find
I'm lyin' in my bed and it'd be tomorrow morning and none of this would
really have happened."

And just then something did ring. But it wasn't an alarm clock, it was the
phone.

Marjorie answered it, "Hello.

"Yes, Sharon. Well, let's see, what time is it now? Not yet nine thirty.

"Yes, that's right, tomorrow is Saturday so the kids don't have school.

"OK, hon, I, we would love to come over. I don't think we would be getting
to sleep very quickly anyway, you're right.

"Yes. Yes, certainly...

"OK, Sharon, we'll see you in a couple minutes. Thank you!"

And then she hung up the phone and told Sam and Lee, "That was your mother,
Sam, as you noticed. She would like us all to come over there for
awhile. She felt it would be good to all be together right now, and also to
meet Jay's mother and sister. No one over there feels like going to bed
yet, she said. Everyone is in a daze."

"I'm so glad Mrs. Evans and Jenna will get to meet you, Marge, and you too
Lee, since you have designs on Jay!" Sam said, giving Lee a slap on the
arm, making him blush. "No, seriously, I have a feeling they really need
some friends. Especially now, of course. But even in the future too."

And so they all went next door.