Date: Sun, 23 Dec 2001 20:54:56 -0800 (PST)
From: Dave A <BisTheWay@excite.com>
Subject: Secret Love (part 6)

The following story may contain sexual situations between teen-age boys.
If this offends you, what are you doing here?  If reading this means you're
breaking some narrow-minded rule, then don't get caught.  I hope you enjoy.

A SECRET LOVE

Chapter 6 - All Night Long (Part 2)

When we last left them, Matt and Jesse were half-way through a glorious
night of love and ecstasy.  We rejoin them as they head for the rec room
where they will spend their first true night together.

Matt let Jesse lead the way downstairs.  He admired the smooth, tanned skin
of Jesse's back and his long, dark hair laying against it, still wet and
dripping from the shower.  Jesse's towel was wrapped tightly enough around
his waist that Matt could see the way his ass curved out ever so perfectly
from the small of his back.  Once they reached the lower level of the
house, Matt reached out and stroked his lover's silky hair, causing some
water to run down his back.  Jesse stopped in his tracks and muttered,
"Mmmmm, that's nice."  Matt ran his hand under Jesse's hair and began to
massage the back of his as his mouth went for Jesse's neck.  He closed his
lips around that area where muscle and tendon give way to softer flesh and
played at Jesse's neck with his tongue.  Matt savored the taste of his
darling angel's freshly washed skin as he slipped his free hand under the
towel wrapped around Jesse's waist causing it to fall to the floor.

"Oh Matt.  Oh baby," Jesse moaned as he instinctively began to massage his
balls.  His cock was starting to swell again and he could feel part of
Matt's towel starting to press harder against his back side.

Matt released his suction grip on Jesse's neck and proceeded to lick slowly
and lightly upwards.  He nibbled lightly on Jesse's ear lobe before running
his tongue up the back of Jesse's ear.  Matt pressed his cheek against
Jesse's head, his lips right up next to Jesse's ear, and when he spoke it
was barely more than a whisper.  "Jess......I love you babe."

At first the words didn't register with Jesse.  When they did his knees
went weak and he fell back into Matt who supported him before lowering his
body gently to the floor.  No one had ever said those words to him before,
at least not in this context.

Matt grabbed a pillow to place under Jesse's head then rotated his body
around to look into his lover's eyes.  Jesse had a contented smiled on his
lips, but he seemed to be off in another world.  "Oh God!  What's wrong,
Jess? Babe, speak to me."  Matt ran his fingers across Jesse's temple as
spoke.  His eyes began to well up with tears as the life came back into
Jesse's eyes.

"Wow," was all Jesse could muster as he looked up into Matt's intense,
green eyes.  His head was filled with thoughts, racing around his brain.
He always felt better when Matt was there and when he wasn't, Jesse
couldn't think of anything else.  He'd never really put a word to that
feeling, but love seemed like the right word.  "Do you mean it?"

"What?"  Matt was dumbfounded.

"That you love me," Jesse replied, his smile spreading.

Matt's tears began to flow freely.  "Oh, babe, of course I do," he choked
out as he pulled Jesse toward him and embraced him with all the strength he
could manage.

"Why are you crying?  Don't cry, babe.  I love you too."  As he said the
words, the gravity of the situation hit him and Jesse began to cry too.  He
gripped Matt tighter and said those words again.  "Oh God.  I love you so
much."

They held each other as the tears dried.  They looked into each other's
eyes and realized that they didn't even have to say it.  Each could see the
love in the other's eyes and they brought their lips together in a slow
passionate kiss, unlike any kiss they had shared before.  They became one,
body, mind and soul, for those few minutes.  When their lips parted, they
stared again into each other's eyes.  Matt had a fresh tear, this one of
complete and utter joy, slipping down his cheek.  Jesse leaned forward and
kissed it away.  The salty taste crossed his tongue and he sighed deeply
and contentedly.  As they embraced again, the front door slammed shut.
"Shit," Matt muttered as they jumped up and went in search of clothes.
They both slipped into underwear and T-shirts as they listened to the
tirade being released upstairs.

"I can't believe you were hanging around with that Jennifer girl!"
Sharon's voice caused a chill to run through Matt's body.  It wasn't easy
to make her mad, but when you did, look out.

"Christ Mom, back off," Michael shot back at her.  "I told you I just ran
into her.  I don't know what the big deal is."

"I caught her smoking dope in the back yard - with you!"

"I told you I wasn't smoking.  I thought you believed me."

"I do believe you, Michael, but that doesn't make it OK to be around her.
I don't wanna hear anymore about it.  Just go to bed."

They heard Michael stomp off down the hall followed by the sound of the
bedroom door slamming.  Matt looked at Jesse and whispered, "Cool."

"What?"

"That will keep him out of our way for sure."

"Oh.  Man, your mom sounds pissed."

"Yeah, but I know Jennifer.  She's bad news.  Smoking dope is just the
beginning.  C'mon let's put the movie in."

Matt turned on the TV and slipped the movie into the VCR.  He grabbed the
remote and took it back to the couch to sit down.  He patted the cushion
next to him and Jesse gladly sat down next to him.  They sat with their
arms around each other watching intently in a content silence.  As the
action heated up on the screen, Jesse drew tighter and tighter to Matt's
side.  Matt smiled to himself and responded to Jesse's every move with a
gentle caress or a comforting embrace.  After Jesse's reaction to renting a
horror flick, Matt had been hoping for this result.

With the tension building in the movie, a sudden thud from the floor above
caused Jesse to bury his face in Matt's chest.  Matt tried desperately to
stop a giggle from escaping his throat, but he wasn't able.  "It's just my
mom dropping something upstairs Jess."

"I know, but I hate these movies.  I told you that."

"We can turn it off if you want babe."

"Huh?  No, I wanna see how it ends."

Matt smiled again - so much for hate.  Without speaking he urged Jesse up
and put his legs up on the couch, leaving room for Jesse to lay in front of
him.  Jesse lay down, lining up their bodies from head to toe and
replicating every bend and curve of Matt's body with his own.  Matt placed
one arm over Jesse who placed both of his hands over Matt's.  Matt felt a
warm feeling pass through his entire body and he kissed Jesse's temple.
"Don't worry, babe.  I'll protect you," he whispered to his angel.

A little embarrassed by his fear, Jesse started to say something defensive
in reply until he realized just what Matt meant.  He wasn't just talking
about now, he was talking about always.  Instead he gripped Matt's hand
firmly in his and looking up at new found love he simply replied, "Thank
you."

They again slipped into silence as the movie winded its way towards a
conclusion.  At one point the door upstairs opened and Sharon announced
that she was going to bed and that they should get some sleep, too.  Matt
yelled back up and when the door closed, they knew they were truly alone.
Not that either of them felt alone, nothing could be further from the
truth.

Matt pulled his hand away from Jesse's and slipped it under Jesse's shirt.
He felt his way across that firm, flat tummy up to Jesse's chest where he
fingered Jesse's nipple.  Jesse sighed involuntarily and as Matt's boyhood
became firm behind him, he pushed back with his hips, not even fully aware
he was doing it.  With the movie in its final stage and nearing the
credits, Matt broke the silence.  "Jess?"

"What?"  Jesse replied somewhat distractedly, still watching the movie.

"I want you inside of me, lover."

Jesse's eyes nearly burst out of his head and he rolled onto his back to
look Matt in the eyes.  "You mean.....?"

"Yes," Matt replied before he planted his lips firmly against Jesse's.
Immediately, their tongues were sliding past each other and trying to tie
themselves into a knot.  Jesse put a hand behind Matt's neck and pulled
himself around to face Matt from head to toe.  They pressed their raging
hard-ons against each other urgently, grinding their hips into each other
as they continued to tongue-wrestle.  Matt brought a hand up to Jesse's
chest and gently pushed him away to break their kiss.  Between heavy
breaths, he told Jesse to get up.

Jesse stood up and removed his shirt.  His briefs were pushed out and
showed a wet spot from the precum his cock was leaking.  Matt got up and
tore the cushions off the couch and Jesse helped him pull out the bed
inside.  Jesse watched from across he mattress as Matt stripped off his
shirt.  They moved toward each other simultaneously and crashing into each
other, fell over on the bed, a tangle of limbs and passion.  They rolled
around on the bed, exploring each other's mouths and running their hands
over every inch of exposed skin.  Suddenly, Jesse rolled Matt onto his back
and pinned his arms down over his head.  Matt offered no resistance,
allowing his lover to take over completely.

Jesse was up on his hands and knees, staring into the eyes of his angel.
He leaned forward and placed a firm but brief kiss on Matt's lips before
puling away.  Next he went for the neck.  Matt moaned as Jesse used his
lips and tongue to cause a tingle to run throughout his body.  As Jesse
pulled back again he bit Matt's neck ever so lightly and slid his body
further down Matt's.  Jesse teased at Matt's nipples with his tongue, back
and forth with a light touch and circular motion, causing them both to
become erect.  Matt moaned louder as Jesse began to kiss his way down
Matt's torso.  He inched his way down, touching Matt with nothing but his
mouth, sending a shudder through Matt's body with every kiss.

When he felt the elastic waistband under his lips, Jesse licked from there
back to Matt's navel, looking up to steal a glimpse of that beautiful face.
Matt's eyes were closed and his mouth was open, ragged, shallow breaths
entering and escaping.  It was obvious that he was driving Matt crazy with
lust and Jesse smiled as he went back to work.  He took the waistband of
Matt's underwear between his teeth and pulled upward, urging Matt to raise
his hips.  With Matt's sex thrust into the air, Jesse began to pull
downward, his nose brushing against Matt's hard cock.  Jesse breathed in
deeply, taking in the smell of soap and precum and let it back out in a
heavy sigh.  He had Matt's cock fully exposed, but had hit a snag.  Losing
patience, he brought a hand up to help Matt's underwear over his firm,
round ass.  No longer constricted, Matt's underwear slid down easily and
Jesse removed them and stood back to admire the glorious body laid out in
front of him.  Solid, slightly hairy legs leading the way up to that
perfect hard-on.  Six-and-a-half inches jutting straight out of his crotch,
pointing at the ceiling with that enlarged, throbbing head.

Matt looked up and caught Jesse reveling in his nakedness and a smile
crossed his lips.  Jesse blushed a little at being caught then found a way
to change Matt's focus.  Hooking his thumbs into his waistband he began to
slowly remove his briefs as he swung his hips side to side.  Matt watched
intently as a patch of pubic hair appeared, then the top of Jesse's shaft,
then Jesse spun around showing his cute little ass as he lowered his
underwear clear to the ground, bending only at the waist.  His cheeks
spread to reveal his pucker for just a moment before he stood back up.
Jesse spun back around to reveal his underwear hanging from his own rock
hard erection and to see that Matt was slowly jacking himself as he
fingered at his back door.  Jesse tossed his briefs at Matt who brought
them to his face and licked at the spot of precum before setting them
aside.

"Grab a pillow," Matt said as he rolled over and dug his hand into the
frame of the couch.  Jesse picked up a pillow from the floor and stood up
to see Matt withdraw a jar of Vaseline from the couch.  He set it down and
lifted his legs high in the air.  Jesse got the idea and slipped the pillow
under Matt's ass then went to work with his tongue.  He licked all around
the rim of Matt's hole, then prodded at it with his tongue as Matt resumed
stroking himself.  "Mmmmmm, oh God.  Yeah, that's sooooo nice," Jesse heard
as he forced his tongue as deeply as he could.  Matt felt himself nearing
climax and released his cock.  "Do it now babe.  Make love to me."

Jesse grabbed the Vaseline and scooped out a good amount with his fingers.
He smeared it on Matt's pucker and let his fingers probe gently at it,
sinking two in to the second knuckled.  Matt grunted and lifted his ass a
little higher.  Seeing a look of concern on his lover's face, Matt said,
"It's OK.  Go ahead."

Jesse removed his fingers and applied the remaining lubricant to his stiff
rod, then scooted forward and placed his swelled head up next to Matt's
rear entry.  He pressed forward and was surprised to see his head slip
easily into his angel.  He continued to press forward slowly, marveling in
the soft warmth he found inside.  Soon he was in all the way to the base
and he watched as Matt's face went from a slight grimace to a contented
smile.  He slowly pulled back and began back in, moving his hips in a slow
rhythm as Matt took hold of his raging boner once again.  Matt looked up at
him with an urgent expression and Jesse picked up the pace.  With every
inward thrust, Matt would let out a breathy moan and Jesse knew that more
solid area he brushing against was doing something wonderful for his love.

Matt's breathing became more urgent and Jesse knew he was almost there,
then suddenly he was.  Matt let out a muffled scream as the muscles around
Jesse's cock started to constrict and relax.  Jesse saw Matt's first shot
fly up to his eye level before dropping onto Matt's chest.  He didn't even
move anymore, just pushed himself as deeply as possible into Matt and let
the muscles of his anal walls do the works.  As Matt let go his last shot,
Jesse went into full orgasm.  He pushed even deeper and groaned almost a
little too loud as he emptied his seed into Matt's cavity.

Completely spent, he withdrew from his lover and collapsed at his side.
Matt wrapped an arm around him pulled him tight to his side.  They lay
there enjoying each other's warmth and regaining their energy until Jesse
felt strong enough to speak.

"Oh........my.........God," he managed still breathing heavily.

"You can say that again," Matt replied, followed by, "I really do love
you."

"I love you too, Matt," Jesse replied.  They were silent again until Jesse
asked, "Do you want to do that to me?"

Matt looked his lover directly in the eyes.  "Yes, I do, but only if you
want me to."

"I think I do, but I'm not sure.  Does it hurt?"

"It does at first, but that goes away.  Don't worry about it right now.
Just let me know if you want to try it."

"OK."

Matt felt Jesse's juices running out of him and reluctantly sat up.  "I've
gotta clean up a little.  Don't you move, sexy."  Jesse smiled and watched
Matt's ass as he crossed the room and went into the bathroom.  He came back
out a few minutes later with a wet washcloth.  "Here ya go," he said as he
tossed it to Jesse.  While Jesse wiped himself off, Matt gathered blankets
and pillows and put them on the bed.  Jesse arranged everything and Matt
turned out the lights then found his way back to the bed.  They found their
way into a spoon, Matt behind, and quickly fell asleep.

* * * * * * * * * * * *

When Matt awoke the next morning, he was on his back and Jesse was snuggled
up against him with his arm across Matt's chest.  Matt reached up and
stroked Jesse's hair, stirring him out of his light sleep.  "Mmmmm, hey
baby," Jesse said.

"Good morning beautiful," Matt replied.

"It sure is," Jesse said as he squeezed Matt's torso.

They heard someone moving around upstairs and decided they better get up
and get dressed before they got an unexpected visitor.  Jesse threw the
blanket off of them and rubbed Matt's balls as he got up.  Now, Matt got to
watch Jesse walk away and he felt a stirring in his groin as he watched
that unbelievably perfect ass move across the room.  Matt joined Jesse in
the bathroom, where they both brushed away the morning breath.  As they
were finishing up, the heard the door upstairs open and froze in place,
still naked.

"Can I come down guys," Angie's voice came from the open doorway.

"Uh, just a sec Ang," Matt replied.  They both rushed around trying to find
clothing that had been discarded all over the room.  Finally dressed, Matt
called back, "OK sis, you can come down now."

Angie rumbled down the steps and popped around the corner.  "Did I
interrupt something?"  she asked with a hint of orneriness.

Jesse began to blush almost immediately.  "Very funny sis.  We were both in
our underwear and I don't think Jess wants to model his for you just yet."

"Oh calm down Matty. I'm just kiddin' around."

All three of them worked to turn the bed back into a couch.  Matt turned on
the television and started flipping channels.  Everyone grabbed a seat on
the couch, Angie making sure to get the middle.  "So, what did you guys do
last night?"

"Oh, just watched a movie and went to bed," Matt answered quickly.  "What
about you, how was your night?"

"Pretty good.  We had fun.  Didn't get much sleep though."

"What did you do?"  Matt chimed in again, not letting Jesse get a word in
edgewise.

"Just girl stuff.  Listened to music, talked about boys, you know.  So,
Jess, did my boring brother really do nothing but watch a movie last
night?"

Matt started to speak up again, but Jesse jumped in quickly.  "No, we went
to dinner with your mom and played some basketball.  Plus we got to listen
Michael get reamed for hanging out with, um, what was her name Matty?"

"Jennifer, and don't call me that man.  Ang is the only one who calls me
Matty," Matt answered defensively.

"Geez bro, chill out.  What's up your ass?"

"Nothing, I just......"

"Kids!  I've got breakfast ready," Sharon called from the top of the steps.

"C'mon, let's eat," Matt said thankfully.  `Whew, saved by the bell,' he
thought.

Jesse looked inquisitively at Angie who just shrugged her shoulders.  They
all went upstairs and joined Sharon at the kitchen table.  There was quite
an array of food on the table.  Bacon, eggs, pancakes, sausage and toast.
"I wasn't sure what you liked Jesse so I made a bunch of stuff," Sharon
said.

"Thanks, Sharon.  I'm not picky though, so don't go out of your way for
me," Jesse replied.

"Oh it's no problem hon.  Next time I'll know better."

"Where's Michael?" Angie asked.

"Oh he's still in his room brooding," Sharon answered.  "He got into some
trouble with me last night."

"Yeah, I heard.  Jennifer," Angie replied.

"Hmmmm, well I guess you two heard me last night.  Well, don't be giving
your brother any grief over it.  I mean it."

"Don't worry about it Mom," Matt replied, speaking for the first and only
time.

"No problem here," Angie added.

"Good," Sharon said, bringing the subject to a close.

The rest of the meal went by in silence.  Matt seemed completely distracted
and Jesse wasn't sure what to make of it.  He kept looking over that way,
but Matt didn't seem to care about anything but stuffing his face.  Once,
Jesse tapped Matt's foot under the table but the only response he got was
an angry stare.  From there on out, Jesse just concentrated on eating.
Sharon started clearing the table and Jesse got up to help out.  She told
him it wasn't necessary, but he did it anyway.

"C'mon let's watch some TV," Angie said as she jumped from her chair.

"OK," Jesse replied following her to the living room.

Matt got up and followed them without speaking.  Angie started flipping
channels and Jesse plopped down on the couch.  Matt looked at the couch
then chose a chair across the room.  Jesse gave him a hurt look, but Matt
wasn't paying attention.  Angie settled on MTV, sat down on the opposite
end of the couch and put her feet up.

"You guys ready for your big game tomorrow?"

Matt didn't offer an answer so Jesse spoke up.  "I think so.  I'm pretty
sure I'm gonna be starting shortstop and Matt's pitching."

"Cool, I can't wait to see you play.  Matt says you're really good.  How
bout you bro - gonna throw a no-hitter?"

"We'll see," he replied unenthusiastically.

Jesse and Angie continued to talk about baseball, softball, the videos
playing (and how rare it was they actually played music anymore) and
whatever else came to mind.  After a while, the conversation came back
around to last night.

"You guys musta talked last night.  What do you two talk about?"

Jesse wasn't sure how to answer, but Matt found a voice now.  "Nothin' much
really.  Baseball and stuff."

"What kind of stuff?  Do you talk about girls?"

"Not rea........," Jesse started, but Matt interrupted him.

"We might of.  What's it to you?"  Matt was getting defensive again and
neither Angie or Jesse was used to this.

"Man, are you in a mood," Angie shot back.  "I just wondered cause a couple
girls were asking about you at the party.  I think they might like you."

"Oh really.  And who was that?" Matt asked.

"I can't tell you that.  Especially the way you're acting."  Angie got up
and headed for her room.

"Ah geez.  I'm sorry sis," Matt called after her.  But Angie wasn't
listening.  "Damnit."

Jesse looked over at Matt and couldn't figure out what his problem was.
They had to get out of here if he was gonna find out.  "Hey, why don't we
go outside for a while?"

Matt thought for a second then said, "sure."  `Anything to get out of
here,' he thought.

They slipped on their shoes and headed out the back door towards the woods.
With every step they took, Matt's mood seemed to brighten.  Once they were
under cover of the tress, Matt put his arm around Jesse's shoulder.  Jesse
immediately shrugged it off and stepped away from Matt, then spun around to
face him.

"What the FUCK is your PROBLEM!"

Matt just stood there with his mouth hanging open.  Jesse had cussed
before, but not like this.  Not directly at him.  Jesse just stared at him
until Matt finally spoke up.  "What the fuck is MY problem?  What the fuck
is YOUR problem?"

"Don't try to turn this on me!  We were having a great time until your
sister showed up.  Then you wouldn't let me talk.  Then you wouldn't talk.
I thought you liked your sister.  I think she's pretty cool.  Why the hell
would you act like that?"

"It's just.....I.......shit!"  Matt turned away from Jesse.  He didn't want
to show the tears welling up in his eyes, plus he couldn't face him right
now.

Jesse stepped up behind Matt and laid a hand on his shoulder.  "You've got
to be able to talk to me bud.  If you can't tell me then who can you tell."

Matt shuddered as a sob racked his body.  He took a few deep breaths and
tried to calm himself down.

"Matt," Jesse said timidly, "what is it?"

Without turning around, Matt said, "I'm scared.  OK?"

"Scared of what?"

Matt spun around.  "Scared of WHAT?  Scared of US, of getting caught.
Scared you might slip up and say something stupid.  I'm just so FUCKING
SCARED!!"

Jesse stepped back.  Matt watched as his eyes went from concern to fear to
anger.  Last night he saw love in those eyes.  He didn't like what he was
seeing now.  "How could you!?  My God!  Last night you said you loved me!
Now you're saying you don't trust me!"

Matt moved toward Jesse.  "No Jess.  It's not that."  He reached for
Jesse's hand.

"DON'T touch me," Jesse shouted as he knocked Matt's hand away.  He turned
and started to walk away .

"Jess, don't.  Don't walk away.  Please."  Matt started to follow him.

"Just leave me alone Matt."  Jesse didn't even look back.

"Jess.  C'mon Jess.  You gotta talk to me."

Jesse stopped and Matt closed ground between them.  He spun around and the
look in his eyes stopped Matt in his tracks.  They were dead and cold.
"NOT NOW!!!" Jesse shouted those two words then turned around and started
back down the path.  Matt's legs went limp and he sat down hard right where
he was standing.  He put his face in his hands and sobbed uncontrollably.

Jesse just kept walking.


That's where we're gonna stop.  Keep the comments and suggestions coming.
This wasn't easy to write, but I had to go here.  Matt is still battling
his demons.  Now I just have to figure out where to go from here.  Thanks
for reading and bear with me.  Dave