Date: Sun, 19 Jun 2005 13:23:05 -0700 (PDT) From: Jay Winton Subject: Secerts worth keeping chapter 2 ******* Here we go...sorry so long. I'm sorry*** *** I laid down on my hard cot that smelled of old as the dust came up from it's grave deep inside the bed and my soul. I let out a heavy sigh as I rolled on my back and closed my eyes. All I could see was Dane's face and his eyes, I don't think I noticed my smile but the guard passing sure did, and let me in on the happiness as well. "Playing with yourself isn't admitted until late night," He said with a chuckle as I opened my eyes and turned over on my back, "And that is for in the showers" he said with another laugh as he walked away with a cat whistle in tow. "Mom, please get me out of this place...please, I swear I will be good this time, I promise; no more fighting or anything...I promise" I said to myself in tears as I slowly drifted to sleep. "Colton wake up" I heard a sweet voice say to me. When I turned back onto my back it was Dane looking down at me. "I'm up, I'm up" I said to him in my groggy tone as I tossed my feet on the side of the bed and stood up to stretch. I could see him staring at my stomach, or at least it was my imagination hoping he would be, like I would do. "So why wasn't I suppose to make plans tonight?" I asked Dane as he started to rummage through his stuff. "Not like I can plan anything in here" I said with a sarcastic laugh which I quickly ended when he turned around and gave me the death glare look, "sorry" I said as I sat down on his bed. "Can you get off my bed?" He asked as he knelt down and got out a pen and a piece of paper. "What's that for?" I asked. He just looked at me for a while studying me...and handed it to me. "Write" is all he said "About what?" I asked confused "Anything" he said as he laid down on his bed and went to sleep "But..." I started to protest then remembered who I was talking to and let it go. "What do I write about?" I asked to no one...I think to myself. So I just stared at the paper and put the pen to it and just let my imagination run wild. A couple hours later and a few more sheets of paper I was done. "Can I see it?" Dane asked as I jumped at his recent return. "Err...if you want to" I said as I handed him the pieces of paper. I studied his face as he read what I had written. His face was so beautiful, and so structured. He has an amazing face that you knew came from hard times and determination, and his face was completed by his eyes, god his eyes alone were just "Your pretty fucked up huh?" He asked as he handed me back what I had written. "I don't know, I wouldn't say fucked up," I said in reply to his question "Yea well that right there" He pointed to the papers lying on the floor "that says something different." I just shrugged and got up on my bed and lay on my stomach. "What's your story?" I asked Dane, as he studied my face again. "Hello...anyone home?" I asked as he was caught in mid-stare. I think that remark annoyed him; because he wouldn't say anything else the whole night to me just closed his eyes and went to sleep. "Why are people so difficult in this place?" I whispered to myself trying to go to sleep. "Because it's prison" Dane whispered back barely listening. "Technically it's just-" "Technically you're a fucking moron, use your brain your stuck here right? basically no freedoms...this is fucking prison" Dane said annoyed again. "Ya know, if I keep annoying I can just shut the fuck up." I said getting angry "Ask me if I care," he said as he turned back over. "Fine" I said as I went to sleep. "WAKE UP FAGGOTS...SHOWER TIME" the guard yelled as everyone woke up to their best ability. "Here" Dane said as he handed me a towel, "Use my extra one" he said, I tried to say thank you but he had already left. "Do I always seem to piss him off, what is his problem" I asked myself, before realizing what happened last night. I walked down the hall and turned to my left to see a large community shower that had naked boys everywhere. I think my mouth was open because one of the guards made a rude comment "You might want to close your mouth...before something is stuck in it." He said as he patted my butt and walked off laughing. "What the fuck is this place?" I said lowly. "Prison..." another boy replied. Ugh, if I hear that answer one more time "You might want to watch out for ol' horn bag...he tries to fuck every new boy in here." The new kid said. "Really?" I said...apparently nervous. "Yea...so watch your asshole," another kid said. "He already got to Mr. Dane over there" A kid said with a smile and laugh as Dane looked shocked then his expression turned to obviously outraged. "You stupid motherfucker I will fucking kill you" He said as he started for the one kid who said it. "Whoa Dane, calm down he was kidding" A cute boy with brown hair said. "Yea dude...it was a joke calm the fuck down." The boy who made the remark said as he wrapped the towel around his waist and left the showers. I stood under the stall he was using and started to rinse myself off as someone brushed up against my butt. "Nice ass" the older boy said as he winked at me. "Err...thank you I guess" I said as I turned back around and quickly finished my shower and headed back to my room/cell. When I went back to my room. Dane wouldn't even look at me, he just focused on his writing or drawing or whatever he does on his stupid lil notebook, I didn't even care...he was an asshole and said I annoyed him anyways. I sat down on my bed heavily, maybe to heavily because it went crashing into the ground. "Fuck" I said as I got up from the broken bed and rubbed my ass. Dane just looked up and kind of giggled. "That's called ignition," he said as he leaped off his bed and went over to my broken one. "There's some screws loose" he said as he tried to fix it, but eventually gave up. "What was that commotion?" One of the guards asked as he came to our cell/room "The bed broke" Dane said as the guard was unlocking the cell/room "Well, we can't get you a new one tonight so you'll have to sleep on the floor." The guard said as he left and locked the cell/room again. "Well my first couple of days have been successful," I said to Dane, as he just looked up at me and went back to his notebook. "Look Dane, we got to be stuck here for awhile so let's just mend ties and move on, I'm sorry about annoying you and yesterday." I said as I looked at him for a response. He drew in a breath and just shook his head no. "Why not?" I asked. "No, we can be cool...it's just your wrong about one thing" he said. "What's that?" I asked "I'm not gonna be her much longer...my case is going to trial in a week, and hopefully they'll get me off and I can leave this prison...and enter a whole new one...but at least I'll have freedom." He said as he went back to his notebook... "Oh," I said as I went to sit down on my bed and hit the floor again. "ARGH I'm SUCH A" I began to say "Cute lil dork?" Dane said as he put his notebook down and helped me to my feet. "Thank you" I said as he shook his head laughing to himself as he returned to his bed. "Here" the guard said as he handed me some blankets, " That's until tomorrow" he said as he turned to left. Dane turned off his lamp and got under his own covers. "Looks like it's the floor for me" I said as I started to lie out the blankets the guard have given me...and laid on the cold hard metal of a floor. "You can sleep with me." Dane whispered as I froze. ****And I believe that is it, for this chapter, evil? Yes I know I am...I get it...really I do...lol Email: Outoday05@yahoo.com Jay