Date: Wed, 23 May 2001 22:48:35 -0700 (PDT) From: Ice Cold Subject: shattered soul-2 Hey it's me again. So if you're here then that means you liked the story. I just want to thank you for reading my story. By the way, I have two other stories, warmth and coldness (high school), ever-ice (sci-fi). Ever ice isn't some story about magic or anything. Well, it has magic but its in the modern setting and not some old medieval times. Anyway, I am proud of those two stories. By the way the author of warmth and coldness is coldheart95 but we're the same. So any comments about the story should be sent to eternal_coldness or coldheart95 but I prefer EC. If you don't like male/male concepts then get the hell out of here. If you're not above the age limit in your country then get the heaven out of here. That's all. Enjoy my story. Shattered Soul-2 The next morning, I awoke from a good sleep. This time I have no more dreams from Adrian. Usually, I would dream about Adrian leaving me and then I would wake up crying my eyes out. I went downstairs and I smelled bacon. I sat at the table. Mom looked at me and smiled. She dropped the plate she was holding. Luckily, it was plastic. "Calvin?" "Good morning mom. Pass the bacon, please" "What happened to your hair? And your eyes?" "I took everything off. New life means new everything." "Well you look more beautiful than ever." "Thanks. Please pass the bacon." "Someone seems to be happy this morning?" "Yeah, the Adrain dreams didn't happen to me last night" "Oh honey, that's wonderful. Now who was that boy from yesterday. He seems very nice" "Yeah, he's very sweet. His name is Leon" "I think he's interested. You two look good together." "MOM!" "I'm not kidding. You will look good together and I approve of him." "Mom, stop dicussing my lovelife and besides I don't know if he won't turn out like Adrian." "Well, good luck to you." The doorbell rang. "I'll get it." I jumped up and answered the door. There stood Leon. "Hey Leon" "Uuummm...may I see Calvin?" I was about to tell him that it was me when I decided to have a little fun. "He's upstairs in his room." I let him in. He walked to my room. I followed quietly and when he went inside, I followed. "He's not here" I ran and hit him and threw to my bed. "What the fuck...?" I sat on him and pumped my fist in the air, showing my victory. "It's me, Calvin" "What? No you're kidding me. Is that really you?" "Yup, in the flesh." "What happened to your hair and eyes?" "My hair was dyed and my eyes were colored contacts and I took everything off and decided on my natural looks." "Okay this if very creepy. You still look like the Calvin yesterday but I'm still having a hard time adjusting and will you please get off me, you big ox?" I got up and helped him off the bed. "So wanna hang out?", he asked. "Sure why not" "Come on move your ass." We were out of that door and yelling to my mom something about going somewhere. We first went to the mall. And I bought the N'sync's album, No Strings Attached. I used to borrow Adrian's CD but he's down the drain. And I need something to keep me occupied. Then we went to the park and Leon was showing off on his rollerblades. "Wanna try?", he asked while doing a unbelievably possible stunt. "Just because I can't do it, doesn't mean you have to show off" "Oh come on, I promise I won't laugh when you fall" I stuck my tongue out which shows how mature I am. He just kept on going, doing things that I couldn't believe was possible. "Come on, I promise, I really won't laugh when you fall. I'll just snigger" That's it. I needed to show this guy his place. I walked over and he clapped. I stopped a guy in a skateboard. "Hey, can I use your board? I promise I'll return it." "Sure" Great. I took the board and I looked at Leon. "Race ya" And I paddled. He was too shocked to move. Then he came after me. I slowed down a little to let him catch up. When he catched up, I smiled and went faster. Leaving him in the dust. I took to the ramps and did all the tricks I know. First a somersault, then a 360, then I used the railing and skidded down it. I stopped and looked at Leon. Pure shock. Then I skated to him and smiled. I handed back the board to the kid and resumed listening to It's Gotta Be Me. It took a while before he skated to me and looked at me in shock again. I took of the earphones. "What, do I have a booger or something?" "How did you do that?" "There's this thing called practice." "I didn't know you were that good." "Well, you didn't ask and since you were showing off, I had to put you in your place. Now come on I want to go somewhere quiet and relaxing. Is there anything like that here?" I looked at him and he was pouting. How cute. "What's the matter?" "You're better than me at skating" "So what? Wait that makes me better than you. I'm better at skating AND videogames." "Oh shut up. Come on I'll show you the forest." "What forest?" "You said you wanted quiet and relaxing. Well come on." I got up and followed him into the forest next to the park. We were going pretty deep in the forest when I suddenly realized something. "Leon, are you sure you know where we're going?" "Relax, I used to go here as a kid." "Okay but if I get lost and get by eaten grizzly bears. You will be the first one that I'll haunt." "Relax there are no grizzlies here." "Good." "Only wolves" "WHAT!!!" "Kidding. You are so gullible" "Shut up and go on" "Relax we're almost there." Ane we emerged at a mini-lake. It had grass and there were sandy banks around the small lake. "Wait here. I'll get something." I sat behind the banks and waited for Leon. I heard rustling and I looked back and saw Leon. He was carrying something. It looked like a blanket. He stopped in front of me and took the blanket. Then he opened it and spread it. Then he lay down. I followed him. We were basking in the sun. I tried to sleep but I couldn't. "Leon?" "Yeah." "This may sound stupid but could you rub my back?" "Why?" "Because I can't sleep" "OK" Then he started rubbing my back. Wow that felt good. His touch was kind of light and soothing. I moaned softly. I'm not ticklish but my skin is kind of senstitve. "You like that?" I moaned again. Then he started drawing and running his fingers. He started writing letters. Y-O-U A-R-E A B-I-G D-O-O-F-U-S I'm not, I silently thought. Y-O-U A-R-E A S-E-X-Y T-E-E-N B-O-Y Yes, I am. Oh god. Did he just say I'm sexy. Y-O-U A-R-E A B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L T-E-E-N-A-G-E-R Is that true? Yes, it is. I L-O-V-E Y-O-U Silence. My mind stopped working. He...he loves me. I was getting confused. I wanted to be friends with him. I wanted to be his lover but I'm not prepared. I don't know what to do. Run away, Calvin. Just run away. Yes that's it. Just run. I stood up and looked at him and I saw fear and shock in those eyes. I ran. --------------- I didn't know if I was going in circles but I kept on running. I didn't know how but I arrived at my house. I opened the door and went straight up to my room. I closed my eyes and slumped against the door. When I opened my eyes, there was a pair of green eyes watching me. I yelped and slapped Leon's face away. "Owwwwww! That hurts!" I leaped into my bed. I stayed away from him. "Calvin, I love you" "Get away from me." "Calvin please" "No, Leon I can't" He walked away from me and went to the CD player. He turned it on. I recognized the tune. Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady Life is one big party when you're still young But who's gonna have your back when it's all done It's all good when you're little, you have pure fun Can't be a fool, son, what about the long run Looking back Shorty always mention Said me not giving her much attention She was there through my incarceration I wanna show the nation my appreciation Then he continued but this time he was substituting some lines and words. Calv, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Calvin, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Boy, you're my friend when I'm in need, Calvin You're a king and so you should be treated Though you never get the lovin' that you needed Could have left, but I called and you heeded Takin' a beatin', mission completed Mama said that I and I dissed the program Not the type to mess around with her emotion But the feeling that I have for you is so strong Been together so long and this could never be wrong Calv, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Calvin, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Boy, you're my friend when I'm in need, Calvin Uh, uh Boy, in spite of my behavior, said I'm your savior (You must be sent from up above) And you appear to me so tender, say boy I surrender (Thanks for giving me your love) Boy, in spite of my behavior, well, you are my savior (You must be sent from up above) And you appear to me so tender, well, boy I surrender (Said thanks for giving me your love) Now life is one big party when you're still young And who's gonna have your back when it's all done It's all good when you're little, you have pure fun Can't be a fool, son, what about the long run Looking back Shorty always mention Said me not giving her much attention She was there through my incarceration I wanna show the nation my appreciation Boy, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Calvin, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Boy, you're my friend when I'm in need, Calvin Boy, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby Calvin, you're my angel, you're my darling angel Boy, you're my friend when I'm in need, Calvin The song finished. He's good. I don't know I can't love him. Maybe I can. He's voice is so angelic. I was so busy in my thoughts that I didn't hear the next song. Sorry, Leon but I said that I'll love the man who sings This I Pr... When the visions around you Bring tears to your eyes And all that's around you Are secrets and lies I'll be your strength I'll be your hope Keeping your faith when it's gone The one you should call Was standing here all along And I will take you in my arms And hold you right where you belong `Til the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you I've loved you forever In lifetimes before And I promise you never Will you hurt anymore I give you my word I give you my heart This is a battle we've won And with this vow Forever has now begun Just close your eyes each lovin' day And know this feeling won't go away `Til the day my life is through This I promise you This I promise you Over and over I fall When I hear you call Without you in my life, baby I just wouldn't be living at all And I will take you in my arms And hold you right where you belong `Til the day my life is through This I promise you, baby Just close your eyes each lovin' day And know this feeling won't go away Every word I say is true This I promise you Every word I say is true This I promise you Ooh, I promise you He finished and I was crying. God, that song was beautiful. And it was more beautiful cause he sang it. He came over. "Calvin, I love you." It struck me. I can't learn to love him because I already love him. Maybe this might work out. "Leon, I...I love you too" He bent over and took me in his arms. Warm, very comforting. Very strong. I felt safe. I saw his eyes. Eyes that were still the same as Adrian's but now it held love more than enough for me. They weren't the same as Adrian's anymore. Adrian held love in his eyes but not for me. Leon held love in his eyes and I can actually see myself in that pool of love. He was leaning closer, closer till finally his lips felt mine. I responded and kissed him too. Electric. I was always wondering where the electric was when I kissed Adrian. Well here it was. God, it was so good to kiss him. I'm getting addicted. Maybe this might work out after all. Maybe he won't cheat on me like Adrain did. Maybe I won't have to leave New York. So many maybe's and all of it forgotten when I'm with Leon. ------------- Meanwhile down below... Kathy Mist was thinking how his son, Calvin was doing with Leon. Leon came in earlier and asked where Calvin was. "Why do you need Calvin?" "Because I love him.", he said simply with a smile on his face. Kathy was shocked and yet she smiled too. "Wait for him upstairs." Leon smiled and went upstairs and a minute later, Calvin arrived and went upstairs without saying a word. Ten seconds later, she heard a yelp of surprise and smiled. Then she heard the CD player started up. -------------- After we kissed, Calvin put his head on my shoulder. Finally, he loves me. What could be more perfect? The CD player finished its last track and it played the first track. I didn't know the song. But when I looked at Calvin, he was crying. How do I start To know that without you here... "Calvin, what's the matter?" "Leon, promise me you won't ever let me sing that song because of you" "I don't know what you mean" "Listen" I listened and I realized what he was so afraid of. He had already been left once. "Calvin, what was his name?" "Adrian" "I promise I won't leave you" I looked down and saw Calvin sleeping on my shoulder. He looks so cute. I let him lie down on the bed. I started to get up but he pulled me down and laid his head on my chest. I pulled him to me and stroked his hair. He was sleeping again. Then I saw him nudge, he was looking kind of sad. "I have Leon" A little while later. "Goodbye Adrian" Then he smiled. I will never leave you for all the gold in the world. I won't leave you for immortality. I love you more than life itself. These were my last thoughts before I joined him in his sleep. ----------------- "Calvin?" Who called my name? "Who's there?" "It's me Adrian" "Adrian?" "Hey, Calvin, I'm really sorry." "No it's over, Adrian." "You need me." "No, I don't" "Yes you do" "I have Leon" "I'm better" "No you're not. You're a bastard." "Calvin please" "Goodbye Adrian" "Noooooooooooo!!!" He was gone. I was dreaming of Leon now. I suddenly woke up. It was dark and something hard was poking my arm. I groped and discovered it was Leon's hard-on. I giggled. I wonder what he was dreaming about? "Calvin..." I giggled more. He was having wet dreams about me. I'll help him. I groped his dick and started stroking it. He moaned. I put my hand under his boxers and started jacking his dick. It was pulsing, warm and very hard yet soft. Like velvet covering a steel bar. I increased my pace and he moaned his approval. I kept on stroking, getting turned on by his moans. I could sense he was near. I put my other hand under my boxers and started stroking too. He was over the edge and started shooting cum. I, on the other hand, was getting near. He recovered and he replaced my hands with his. He was very skilled and in seconds bought me over the edge. I was still recovering from post-orgasmic high when he kissed my lips and still I couldn't respond. When I did recover, I started to kiss him. I was really addicted to his lips. I could never get enough of it. When things settled down, I looked into his eyes and saw the love, threatening to overflow. I lay my head into his chest and discovered that it was splattered with something sticky. Cum. "Leon, we have to shower" "OK" We both got up and headed to the bathroom. When I reached the shower, he suddenly grabbed me from behind and began kissing my neck. A scar there, made my neck very sensitive. I was trying to get away from his grasp but I couldn't. He was much stronger than me. The kissing was getting a response from my crotch. He grabbed my cock and started caressing. I moaned and fell into his embrace. He's body was so warm. I searched behind my back and felt his cock. I began to stroke in time with his. Precum was leaking from both our dicks. His was running down the back of my legs. Just some more. And it was suddenly over as we both reached our climax. I slumped against him. I felt so spent. Like I couldn't give anywore. And yet I enjoyed it. "Leon..." "Yeah" "Let's shower" We stepped into the shower. The hot water ran. I was still slumped against Leon's shoulder. I couldn't remember a time when I was so tired. And he just held me there. We took turns in soaping each other. We finished in the shower and I lent him some clothes. I looked into the mirror and took time in making myself look perfect which was just combing my hair. I took pride in my natural beauty. Leon came from behind and kissed my neck. "You don't have to do anything. You look perfect to me and will always be." How sweet. "You know, you're so sweet." "I know." I returned the kiss and I broke off before it escalated into lust. "Let's go downstairs." I held his hand and proceeded to go down. Mom was making spaghetti for dinner. I cleared my throat to get mom's attention. She turned and looked at us, holding hands. "Presenting Calvin Mist and Leon Arnhart, now officially a couple." "Finally", was all she said and returned to her cooking. "What do you mean finally? I announce to you that I now have a new boyfriend and you tell me, finally? Like you expected it or something." "Well, I'd pretty be the stupidest mom in the world if I kept on missing the looks of love you give to each other. Calvin, you may not know it but everytime you look at Leon, it's pure love" I stupidly stared at mom and then started laughing. Leon joined in too. I went into the living room and turned in the TV. I joined Leon at the couch. The thing is we sat down with me beside him and halfway through the show, I was lying on my side with him at my back, lying on his side too with his arms around me. I was getting sleepy when mom woke me up for dinner. "The spaghetti's ready." My mom's a great cook but I wasn't in the mood to eat. Just not to hurt her feelings, I got up but Leon had to support me all the way there. I sat at the table and immediately, my head began to nod. I managed to get a serving of spaghetti. I couldn't hold my fork straight. I dropped it. "CALVIN MIST!!! Proceed to your room immediately! And get a goodnight's sleep!" I got up and opened my eyes to see Leon sniggering. I stuck my tongue out and proceeded upstairs. I flopped down into my bed. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. ------------- "So Leon, what plans do you have for my son?" "Honestly, I want to spend my whole life with him." Kathy was startled by Leon's straightforwardness. "You be careful with him. He may look like the happy kid from outside but there are still somethings that hurt him." "Kathy, can you tell me what really happened on Calvin's past. I know that he's been left someone left him but it was unclear." "OK, this is the story. He fell in love with Adrian. I don't know his last name. I can't remember. Well they were a good couple and I thought that they were meant for each other until Calvin saw him naked and in bed with another boy. He didn't sleep or eat. He just lay there looking like shit until he finally told me what happened and we moved here and he met you." "Oh, so he's been through a rough time." "Yes and he's only began to heal. I still want to get my hands on that Adrian. I swear I'll strangle the stuffing out of him." "You and me, both Kathy" "Well its dark and you should join Calvin upstairs." "Night Kathy" ----------------- I crept up the stairs and went into Calvin's room. I opened the door and gasped. Calvin was sleeping and the moonlight was shining on him through the window. He looks like a sleeping angel. "Bye Adrian", he murmured in his sleep. I joined him on the bed and cuddled him up to me. "I have Leon now". Then he turned and snuggled to me. I stroked his hair and fell asleep too. ----------------- Adrian was there again. In my dream. "Calvin, please come back to me." "Sorry Adrian. You can't hold me back anymore." "Calvin, please" "Bye Adrian" "Nooooooo!!! Calvin!" "I have Leon now" And he disappeared. I had a very strong feeling that it will be the last time I was gonna ever dream of him. Goodbye Canada. I'm sorry I had to leave all my friends and memories behind but in doing so, I left all the pain and hurt that one person ever caused me. Goodbye Canada. ----------------- I woke up early morning and found that I couldn't move. I looked and saw Leon's arms around me. I tried to move but I couldn't. Then I suddenly remembered that today was our first day of school and we only had an hour before school started. "LEON! LEON! Wake up! We have school today!" "Uuuunhhhhhh..." "Get up, you sleepyhead", I slapped him on the butt. He still didn't move. "Get up or I'll never let you touch me again ever.", I threatened. It took three seconds to register in his brain before he sat up with a big goofy grin on his face. "Well come on" The rest was utter chaos. Here's a brief recount of what happened. "Will you please hurry up?", I urged Leon "Relax. School is just a ten minute walk." And then rain started to pour. "Oh man, its the first day of school and I get detention just because I'm late.", I wailed Mom appeared. "Chill. I'm gonna drive you to school." Mom the savior. We got to school in time. We were in separate lines. He was on the A-L and I was on M-Z. We met up at the hall and compared schedules. We both had homerooms, lunch, biology and math. We smiled and went to homeroom. Homeroom was the usual. Recounting of the rules, bla bla. Typical start of the schoolyear things. Homeroom was finished and we were about to go our separate ways when Leon suddenly grabbed my arm and started to say something. "Be ready for the initia...", he was cut off by the passing crowd. What did he say? I didn't hear it. I waited for him but when the crowd cleared he wasn't there. I shrugged and went to the CR to freshen up. I went inside and looked at myself in the mirror. I still can't believe that it was the new me. It was totally different from what I was used to back in Canada. "Hey you, new kid." I turned around and saw a boy with two other boys beside him. He was beautiful but not as beautiful as Leon. He had flaming red hair and green eyes. Kind of like a cat. "Yeah", I answered. "Do you know what happens to new kids around here?" "I'm new here so I don't know.", I replied with a smile. Somehow I knew he was trouble. "Smart mouth. You'll get in trouble if you don't shut it up." "Really?" "And new kids get the initiation.", he added with a sneer. "And what exactly is the inititation.", I replied sarcastically. "Well, we beat you up and if you cry you get more, if you don't we'll let you go." Then they started to walk closer. I bolted for the door but I had to go through them. Easy enough. They continued to walk closer the flaming red hair guy got to me first and I got him first. I kicked him in the face. He fell down with a black eye. Th two other seemed to hesitate but they could see that they outnumbered me. They continued forward. Wrong move. I kneed the other one in the balls and I punched the other one in the guts. The one I kneed fell down and looked like he was about to cry. The other one just lay there and tried to catch his breath. I leaped over the three and grabbed the doorknob as it opened. Leon stepped in and bumped into me. He looked at me and saw the scene behind me. I took his hand and went outside. "What happened?", he asked "Well they said something about initiation and they told me that they would beat me up. And who would be stupid enough to let someone beat the stuffing out of them. So naturally, I fought back." "Did they hit you or something?" "No they were too slow." "Oh man, remind me never to piss you off." "They deserved what they got." "C'mon let's go we're gonna be late for second period." The rest of the day went well. I made new friends. Girls who giggled at me. Boys who wanted to be friends. Boys who wanted to be more than friends. I'm good at reading people. Very good, my mom quotes, "you're so good it's very creepy". By the time the day was over, I had a lot of phone numbers and new names to memorize. Yup, life in NY was going to be good. ---------------- "Do you want to come over to my house or do we go to your mansion?", Leon said breaking me from my thoughts. "Huh...what?", I dumbly asked. "I said, where do we go? Your place or mine?" "My place. I wanna go skinny dipping." His eyes bulged. I smirked. "Skinny dipping?" "Yes, as in swimming in the nude and tell your mom that since its Friday, you'll sleep with me, tonight", I ordered. "Okay, I'm gonna go skinny dipping with you. I'm so excited." As we went out the front doors of the school, I suddenly grabbed Leon, turned him around and smiled. "Race ya to my house". Then I bolted like hell. It took him exactly a half second before he ran after me. He was too slow and like I said I was a runner at my old school. I reached my house and saw him jogging to keep up. I took this time to study him. Perfect leg muscles jogging to keep up, silky hair bouncing up and down, breaths coming out of those extremely sexy lips. I was getting hard. I turned and went inside the house. He followed me inside and I turned and kissed him full on the lips. He was momentarily stunned but he returned the kiss. Mom wasn't going to be home until ten-thirty which is the earliest. Kissing Leon has gotta be one of the most sensual things that I have ever experienced. I let my hands roam and let it rest on one of my favorite parts of Leon. He was as hard as steel. I plunged my hands inside his pants and massaged his dick. He moaned into my mouth. I took the next step and put my hands inside the boxers and stroked his manhood. Precum was oozing out. I felt him move and he walked both of us to the couch and we both lay down. He laid on top of me. I kinda liked this position better. Leon's weight was very comforting to me. His sexy breath was very intoxicating. He began to gyrate his hips againt mine. The friction was causing intense pleasure. I was moaning and groaning. I pulled his head and kissed him for all I was worth. I was sucking on his tongue. He was also moaning my name. I took away his shirt and I threw it somewhere in the room. I began to feel those marvelous pecs of his. He wasn't muscular but he was defined and he was Leon. And that was enough for me. I slid down and licked those nipples. The taste was salty yet Leon. The nipple was starting to get hard and I moved on to the other one. Same taste but this time I nibbled a little. He pushed his hips forcefully into me. "You like that, don't you?" "Cal...vin", was all he said. I pushed him and I was on top of him. He looked so sexy, glistening in sweat. If I could get any harder, I would. I decided. I slid down and then I found his pants. And they joined his shirt on the floor. Boxers left. Boxers say hello to shirt and pants. There he was naked. I think I got harder. His dick was oozing precum. I dipped my finger into the tip of his dick and tasted his seed. Still Leon. I wanted more. I resumed my licking of his nipples and I slowly went down. Further and further leaving a wet trail. I soon reached his stomach which had the beginnings of a six-pack. I licked further and stumbled upon his pubes. I sniffed them and took in the full scent of Leon. I wanted his dick. I slurped it and started sucking. "Calviiiiiin!!!!" I smirked. Well, as much as you can smirk with a delicious dick in your mouth. I wanted that dick to carry and lick it everyday. He was close. I could feel it. Of course, I could feel it! I had his dick in my mouth! He was panting and just as much as I didn't want it to end. He shot. And shot. And shot. And still shot. I managed to swallow five spurts but the last two dribbled down my chin. I lay down in him and he embraced me. I looked into his ever-beautiful face and he smiled that devil grin of his. "Your turn. And you have too many clothes on." And before I could protest, he flipped me over and had all of my clothes off. He began by licking off the cum on my face which I found very, very erotic. Mind you, I still haven't lost my hardness. He did the same thiing that I did and in no time at all, I was shooting my load into his mouth. I lay there, panting for breath when I noticed that he was still hard. "Damn, doesn't that thing ever go down?" "Nope, seeing you naked gives me this effect. You are one sexy teenboy." "You are one sexy stud too." He kissed me again and I felt myself getting hard too. He looked at me and smirked. I slapped him lighty and resumed kissing me. I groped for my bag and found it. I opened the zipper and found the lube I bought earlier. I broke off the kiss. "Leon, I want you to fuck me." ---------------------- Hah! Sex cliffhanger and such a hot topic. Find out in the next chapter. LOL. 1) Darling Angel - Shaggy 2) This I Promise You - Nsync Well I got some response from the first chapter, so thanks to slapnut2001, wllyod and michael shuster. Please keep mailing Keep smiling, EC