Date: Fri, 25 Mar 2011 00:30:56 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids Subject: Some sense of security/In search of solid Groud ch.11 In Search of Solid Ground ch 11 This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not real; I did not base them off people I know! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com We made love by the ocean As the waves crashed around you Sunsets never were so bright And the skies never so blue You opened up into my arms And we laughed as I held you Mayday Parade~ Jamie All Over ------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Note that chapter 11 takes place a week into the junior year for Chasen, This will be the last installment of Isosg. Characters Chasen: Age 17 - Main Character Braiden: Age 17 - Chasen's boyfriend Ian: Age 1- Braiden's son Kevin: Chasen's Father Caroline: Chasen's Step Mother Ryan: Age 17 - Chasen's Brother Kyle: Age 15 - Chasen's Brother Lexie: Age 14 - Chasen's Sister Aaron: Age 16 - Friend (Chasen's POV) I feel a thud against my head and I pop up. I look over at Jesse and mouth "What the hell man?" to him. I look back at Ms. Williamson, who is still droning on and on about some damn microorganism. First week at Long Beach High is not that exciting, I have made some friends like Jesse. He is hilarious, we have most of the same classes together. He has longish brown hair that curls at the end and brown eyes, he has a nice tan that I did notice and he is thin due to his skateboarding. He cracks me up in class and has become my personal alarm clock, this is the second time he has woke me up today in class. "Dude she was looking at you, I don't want you to get detention." He tells me whispering. "You didn't have to chunk a pencil at me!" I tell him trying not to laugh. "Boys is there something you would like to share with the rest of us?" Ms. Williamson asked us. We both just nodded our heads no to her. I roll my eyes and look at my notebook, I have not even managed to write one damn thing down in this class. Honestly how does she expect us to pay attention when we are at lab tables instead of desks? I am surprised I haven't gotten detention yet because of Jesse, he is always cracking jokes about something, in case you were wondering he sits right next to me in IPC. The bell finally rings releasing us, I am so glad it is Friday, because I can't do another day of school. It has been too much for the first week. I also have been babysitting for Braiden while he works after school, and I crashed at his house last night which would explain why I am so tired. As I am gathering my books, Ms. Williamson calls to me, "Chasen a word before you leave please." I sigh, great here it comes. She walks over to the table I am at, I see Jesse make a face behind her and walks out of the room. Ms. Williamson is not one of the old teachers, she is in her thirties with reddish brown hair, and tall. She sits in the stool next to me so I take my seat again. "Yes Ma'am." "Chasen are there problems at home? Are you not getting enough sleep?" She asks in that typical I'm a friend you can tell me voice. I can't help but laugh, "No! Do you know my home life? My Brother Ryan Tarrant, my dad Kevin Tarrant? My life is great." I tell her. "I apologize, I know your brother well, such a sweet young man. Just there are signs teachers are to look for and well you show some signs." She tries to explain. "No, nothing is wrong, I am just helping my boyfriend and his son is sick so we both been up in the late hours of the night." I try to tell her. "Who is your boyfriend if you don't mind me asking?" She asks. I hesitate, "I'm just trying to understand why you need to know?" "I don't I just thought maybe you could use an adult to talk to if you needed one." She tells me. Just at that moment Braiden walked into the class knocking on the door, "Hey Ms. Williamson. Sorry to interrupt but Chasen is kind of my ride home." He says and puts on a smile. She narrows her eyes at me, "Braiden, how are you? I miss you in my class, how is Ian?" "Thanks Ms. W I miss you your class too. Mr. Cain is hard, I hate AP Chemistry its hard, and he just doesn't explain enough. Ian is sick, he has been keeping me up all night..." he tells her. I hang my head at that moment....Thanks Braiden! She knows we date now, I think to myself. "Oh, I am sorry to hear that. You need to bring him to see me soon, I bet he is big. So have you found anyone over the summer?" Ms. Williamson asks. Braiden just smiles, "Ian is big; he is starting to talk a lot too. Yeah I found someone pretty special." I grow red in the face. Shoot me now! I look over at Braiden who is just so engrossed with talking to the teacher to even notice me. He finally looks over at me, "You told her didn't you?" he says smiling. "No! You practically told her!" I say. He just shrugs his shoulders, "I really don't care who knows Chase, and we talked about it a million times. You're my boyfriend and that's that. People don't like it I don't care." He walks over to me and holds me from behind. Ms. Williamson just smiles, "Have you taken Ian to the Doctor?" "Yes, he has an ear infection, and I am super glad my boyfriend has been helping me so much, because I am working more now." He says squeezing me. "That poor baby, well I hope he gets better soon." She says putting a hand on Braiden's shoulder. "Me too, I am sorry to steal Chasen from you, but I need to go pick him up from my mom, and take Ian to the Patterson's, you know Riley's parents. They wanted to have him again this weekend which is ok with me, because I have so much homework, that and Riley is leaving this weekend so they want her to see him." Braiden says smoothly. "I understand, well you both have a good weekend, and Chasen get some sleep!" she tells me as we walk out of the class room. "Dude, she was weird!" I tell him as we walk down the hall. He just laughs at me, "She is cool just nosey at times. She really helped me a lot with the issues of Riley and things." Braiden says taking my hand in his. I lean into him as we walk down the hall, "Well I am glad you came in and saved me, she was trying to find out who I was going out with." "Chasen I don't care who you tell. Like I said the two people I love are almost always with me. You and Ian, that's all I care about the others can talk all they want I don't care." He says kissing me on the cheek. We walk out of the building towards the parking lot, I see Ryan talking to some girl and he is in full flirt mode. I laugh and point him out to Braiden, he just shakes his head. "That is going to get him into so much trouble one day." Braiden says. "What do you mean?" I ask. "He flirts with all girls, they are going to catch him one day." He says. I unlock the car and I throw my bag into the back seat along with Braiden's. We get into the car and I start it up, to take my boyfriend home. "I am so glad this week is over." I tell him as I pull out of the parking lot. He smiles, "Why?" "It took too long, and it cut into seeing you, I wished we had more classes together!" I tell him. "I am getting the sense you don't like school." He says looking over at me. I laugh hard, "I hate school!" I yell out. He laughs at me, "You are crazy boy. Why do you hate school?" "It just bores me so much, like I can pass the classes, I just get bored listening to them drone on and on and on about lame things that I will never ever use." I say exaggerating just a little bit. We pull up to his house way too soon for me, I look over at him and kiss him passionately, "I wished you didn't have to work at all!" I say in between kissing him. "I have responsibilities babe, I wish I could just be with you all day but it is a short shift, I will call you after work ok?" he tells me kissing me once more. "You better!" I say kissing him one more time. "I love you." He tells me and kisses me again. "I love you too babe." I say as he gets out of the car, I hand him his backpack. He waves and shuts the door. I watch him walk up to his house. I smile to myself, because I know this boy really does love me and I really do love him. (Braiden's POV) I walk into the house, my thoughts still lingering on my amazing boyfriend, he surprises me every day. I am still learning things about him; he is finally coming together and being more himself I guess after all that time being with his mother he never got to be who he was. "Mom!" I yell in the kitchen as I am going through the mail to see if any slight chance that there is something for me, which there never is. My mom comes walking into the kitchen with a smile on her face, "hey baby how was school?" I look at her like she lost her mind, "I swear I didn't do it." I tell her. She laughs at me, "No calm down. I already took Ian over to the Patterson's that way you could have a little time before you went to work. I need to talk to you." I look at her suspiciously, "What are you playing at mom?" She hands me a key, but not a car key it's like a house key, "The pool house is ready for you, baby." "NO WAY REALLY?" I ask in disbelief. "Yes, now come see it, I already had all your stuff moved into it!" she says I follow her out the door by the kitchen and to the back yard; I walk to the pool house and open the door with the key. Walking into the house it felt great I could see it had been cleaned out; there was a mini fridge on the counter. And behind the counter was my bed, and against the far right wall was Ian's crib. On the left wall was a couch that I had never seen before, a TV was placed in front of the bed on an entertainment stand. I also saw my computer on a desk. My mom points to a door and I go to it and there is a bathroom with a shower. "It's not as nice as the one in the house, because it was the one you rinse off but your father redid a lot of it so it should do just fine." I hug my mom hard, "Thank you so much!" She laughs, no problem hun you have worked hard to show us you are responsible, now your closet is over there get ready for work, don't be late!" she says and leaves out the door. I notice my bedside table had been moved out here, I check the top drawer to see if my lube was still in there, you know a guy has to have his stuff and luckily it was still in the little cloth bag that I had placed it in. I look at my phone, shit! I need to get ready. I take off my jeans and boxers, moving towards my closet, I grab my board shorts and slip them on. I don't like wearing boxers with them they just feel weird to me. I see my dresser is also in the closet, I take off my shirt and search for my muscle shirts, I spot one of Jay's surf shop and thrown it on. I race to find some sandals, and out the door I go, locking it as I shut the door, I run through the house. "Mom I have to go!" I shout as I run to the door looking for my car keys. I find them hanging up where I left them. I walk out to the car and get in. I start up the car and head into work. I can't believe how well this day has gone. Getting to work was no problem, I am glad I left before rush hour traffic even though I live well within a mile from work it could have taken me thirty minutes with traffic. I park in the back and lock the car as I start my way towards the door. I walk in and it hasn't gotten busy just yet, considering it was only three thirty but within the hour it will be packed. It always is. I see Alex sitting on the chair relaxing, until time to clock in. It's usually just me throughout the week after school, but on Fridays and Saturdays Alex works. I get whatever days I need off whenever I need them. "What's up bro!" I say to Alex, scaring him. "Bray! What's going on dude?" He replies trying to smooth over the fact I scared him. "Nada." I say jumping on the counter to take my usual place. "Oh dude Jay wants to talk to you, he is in his office." Alex tells me. I don't know if this is bad or good, Jay used to be sort of a surfer legend here in town, but he retired after a knee injury and opened up the shop. He gave me a chance when I needed a job and well I grew to love him like a father. That and he always tells me that I am his best bet to get things done, he really helped me through so many things when I first became a father, and he taught me how to give lessons and everything. Making my way to the back office I knock on the door, "Hey kid come in." he said not looking up from his papers. "What's going on Jay?" I ask entering his office, which is filled with pictures of him and old friends out on the beach. "Have a seat, give me one second to clear my damn desk off." He says shuffling paper on his desk. I sit down and watch him go through the papers; he finally stacks them nice and neat in a pile, he then runs his hand through his now long and salt peppered hair. "Everything ok?" I ask not really knowing what else to say. He looks out at the ocean. I always admired Jay, because he was a mentor to me but also he had those eyes that could see through you. They were grey and they held nothing but truth in them, "Looks like the waves will be coming in good kid. That means lots of customers this weekend." He says. I sit their patiently, "Yeah it's hot out for sure." I say. "Hell kid might as well get down to it. So I have that damn book coming out, that my people pestered me about, and with that I have to have a damn book tour. Now I aint happy at all about this damn tour, I just wrote the book to get them off my back. I love just relaxing and having this shop, hell even thinking of expanding the shops, I have had many offers." He tells me looking at me over his reading glasses. "That's good about expanding, when does this book tour start?" I ask interested to see what he is going to do. "Less than two weeks, this brings me to why I called you in here. Kid you came to me almost two years ago. To tell you the truth I figured I would have had to fire you a long time ago, but you raised above all those issues that were thrown at you....Kid you are the best help I hired, hell I had to fire people twice your age, because they lacked where you don't. You come in, you do your job, you're relaxed and not uptight, and you get things done and make sure its smooth. Kid I want you to run the store while I am gone. Hell I guess I am making you manager or whatever you want to call it." He says with a smile. I look at him like he has lost his damned mind, "Jay are you sure you want me?" He laughed, "As sure as I am not getting any younger kid. I will teach you in the coming weeks how to count the register and make the deposit, and ordering which you shouldn't do but once because I will order before I leave." "Thanks, so much Jay." I tell him with excitement. "You earned it kid." He tells me smiling. I get up to leave, but I stopped before I exit through the door, "Jay there is a small issue..." "What's that?" he asks. "My son, I can't just leave him with my mom or my bo...." I trail off not finishing the sentence. He takes his glasses off and looks at me those hard grey eyes, "Son, now you know damn well I don't care if you bring your son up here. I can't expect you to abandon your fatherly duties just because I am promoting you. Hell if it makes you feel better you can have your boyfriend up here helping you." He tells me. I look at him in shock I don't know what to say; I don't even know how he knew I was gay. "I...I how did you know?" I spit out. "Son I know you, you are a hell of a lot happier you talk about the boy, and kissing outside in the back in front of a window kind of gives it away. I don't care if you like old ladies. Whatever makes you happy. Just do your job like I know you will and it is all good. Now go I don't want that clumsy Alex up there alone when we get busy." He says with a smile. I leave the office smiling like a fool; I don't think my day could get any better than it is, on the way to the front counter I text Chasen really fast. -Babe I get off at seven, be ready you are spending the night with me! I love you!!! I hop up on the counter next to Alex, in the chair he never leaves I swear he doesn't. He looks up, "So what's up?" "Nothing much Jay just wants me to watch after the store while he is away." I say shrugging my shoulders. I didn't want it to seem like I was bragging to Alex, because I am actually stoked that I got promoted. "Cool shit dude, so how serious are you and Chasen?" he asks putting down his magazine. I look at him, "Does it bother you?" "Nah bro, I have known you all my life, I am just interested in your life man, I hardly ever see you except at work." He says putting his hands up in surrender. I smile, "I know bro, I am sorry man just, it has been so long since I have been this happy, and Chasen is the cause of it. I think we are getting pretty serious man. It scares me but not the bad scare." He turns facing me all the way, "Have you and him....had sex? Did you do him or the other way around?" "DUDE you can't just ask that, but no we haven't yet, but I think we are going to soon. I am pretty sure I am the top." I tell him slightly blushing. Alex laughs at me, "Are you actually blushing? That is funny, how do you know if you are the top?" "I just do. Yes I might be blushing it's not like I go blasting about my sex life all the time!" I say trying to not talk about this with Alex. "Have you seen him naked? How does it turn you on?" He asks in all seriousness. "Why are you so interested? Do you think you might be gay?" I ask. "No. I am just curious I mean not like there are a lot of my friends that are gay, and you're the only one that I actually feel comfortable asking things like this about." He explains. "No I haven't seen him naked, but I know he has a slim body, Chasen's really insecure about himself, and I am scared as well to take that next step, it's not like we have sex and it's just a fuck. It's much more than that, I really do love him. So it means more, and he turns me on like no other can. The way he touches me, he can look at me and I am turned on, he has this way of making me feel like there is nothing else to worry about, it is just me and him." I tell Alex who is actually paying attention. "Dude, I guess that is rare." He says. "Yeah man it is." I tell him. Just then the door opens and a few customers start to come in. We both drop the conversation and greet them. I get up and help a guy that wants to look at some surfboards.... (Chasen's POV) I got a text message from Braiden and I just smiled he is so goofy, I was laying on my bed but since this day has been going so great I just want to be around people. I make my way out of my room and across the hall to Kyle's room. I knock on the door, but he doesn't say anything so I walk into his room and I notice he is in his bathroom but the door isn't shut, I hear him in there and I know that sound from hearing Aaron throw up so much I rush into the bathroom. He is on the floor puking into the toilet bowl, I run over to him and put my hand on his back, I can tell he is soaked in sweat, "Kyle are you ok? Do I need to get Caroline?" I ask. "No!" he croaks out as he dry heaves, but nothing comes up. I look at his puke and I see it's just liquid and it has a little blood in it, it concerns me. I help him sit back and he leans into me. "Bubba what's wrong?" I ask. "Just side effects...Don't tell anyone, please." He begs me. "How long has this been going on?" I ask. He looks up at me and sits up, "They just started, but this is the best I have ever felt please don't tell anyone at all!" I look back at him, "ok but if it gets worse you have to tell Dad and Caroline ok." He nods his head, and I help him get up off the floor, I make sure he makes it into the room and he gives me thumbs up that he is ok, I tell him if he needs me to holler for me. I make my way to Lexie's room since I haven't seen her in what seems like ages. I knock on her door, and she opens it not looking to happy, "WHAT!" she says. "I come in peace." I tell her smiling. She opens the door and I step past her and take a look at her room, in case I never described it, it is pink, I'm talking pink walls to some furry carpet, totally a girl's room. I look on the bed and there are about seven shirts and different skirts, blue jeans. "What are you doing?" I ask. She throws her hands in the air, "I have a date! I have nothing to wear! So I'm not going." I look at her like she has lost her mind, "Okay you have a ton of things to wear, and I hope it's just to the movies and if he likes you he won't care what you wear. How bout that top and blue jeans. You are my sister so you will look cute." 'Okay, okay. You are right. I will just wear that one, and yes it is to the movies. I like him a lot!" she says eyeing the top I pointed out. "Well he better be gentlemen to you or I will knock his teeth out." I say smiling at her. She smiles back, "Yeah I doubt it, now go! I need to get dressed, thanks Chasen." I do a mock bow and she slaps me, I kiss her on the forehead and walk out of the room. I see Caroline at the bottom of the stairs. I make my way down to see her. "Hey!" I say. "Hey to you too, why are you all so chipper?" she asks. "Well it has been a great day. That and I am going to Braiden's tonight just me and him. Ian is at his grandparents." I tell her. "Well that's good, so what's the plan for tonight?" she asks. "You know wild sex, drugs, orgies and booze, you know the same ole same." I tell her joking. She just shakes her head, "Well baby have fun, and don't call if you get thrown in jail. Your father might have a heart attack." We both laugh at this, "Speaking of the old man where is he?" "At the office, he is helping his co-worker on a tough case, I will let him know where you are." She says. I go to the den, and sit on the couch; I don't know why I am so hyper. It is to the point I just don't want to sit still. I text Braiden to see what he is doing. C-Hey babe, what are you doing? B- Closing up the shop, about to come get you sexy! :p C- Can't wait, I don't know why I am just hyper right now. B-That is a good thing I have a surprise for you! C-I can't wait I love you! B-Love you too baby see you in five minutes. I send a text to Aaron to see how he is, but I don't get a response from him, I don't know why he usually texts me right back, I guess he is busy on set or something. I really feel bad for him, I love that kid to death. Before I realize it, Braiden is outside and I am out the door hollering to let Caroline know that I am leaving, I almost run to the car, I open the door and get in and Braiden greets me with a kiss. "Hi sexy." He says smiling at me. "Hi baby." I tell him kissing him again. He backs out of the drive way, and holds my hand as he takes off towards his house, "So I got promoted today!" he says smiling over at me. "Babe, that is fucking awesome!" I say excited and lean over and give him a quick kiss. He looks at me and smiles big, "Why are you so happy today?" "I don't know it just feels like it is right to be this happy!" I tell him. We arrive at his house and he comes to my side of the door and opens it for me taking me by the hand, I follow him and we are headed for the back fence, "What are we doing?" I ask. "Well we are going to my little house." He says with a smile. My eyes get big, "The pool house is finished?" I ask in excitement. "Yes, babe so it is me and you and complete privacy tonight!" he says. He opens the door to the pool house, and it looks so beautiful. He leads me over to the bed and starts to kiss me, "I am the luckiest boy in the world." He tells me still kissing me. "I think I am." I say in between our kisses. I pull him on top of me on the bed and we continue to kiss, he slowly slips his tongue into my mouth and starts to play with mine, we battle back and forth, I start to get hard in about instant. I kiss him harder and start to grind into him. He breaks our kiss and kisses me again; he sits up and moves to the side of me, and kisses me again, "Babe I really do love you." "I love you too Braiden." I tell him. He kisses me again, and takes off his shirt. I look at him and his abs, I love to just stare at him, he smiles and blushes a little bit. "Chasen, I don't want you to think you are not good enough for me, because you are perfect in every shape and form." He says tracing his fingers along my shirt. I smile and take off my shirt, and his hands are on my stomach rubbing it and exploring every inch of my torso, "Babe can I ask you a serious question?" "Anything." He says and kisses me. "Why is your last name different from your parents? Your last name is Walker and theirs is Hanley right?." I ask. "Because I remember when I first met you, you said it was Hanley but Lexie called you by Walker and it was also on your schedule. He leans back a little, propping a pillow up, "Well we are secret spies and their not even my real parents." He says trying not to smile, "No babe, my father left my mother when she was pregnant and so I have her maiden name, her and my step father met when I was not even a year old. I was going to change my last name when I became eighteen, but then Ian came into my life and well we just stuck with Walker. I told you Hanley because I go by it a lot, only at school do I actually go by Walker, that and I didn't think I would fall in love with you." He says kissing me. "I'm sorry." I say taking his hand. He smiles, "Don't be, I think I got the best deal out of it. He is pretty much my real father, I never knew my biological one. And I think this Dad will always be my dad over that biological asshole any day. He loves me like I am his own, and he doesn't think twice about loving and calling Ian his own Grandson. I remember seeing you that first day I met you, you looked so sad on the beach I wanted to hold you right then and there. I laugh, "Well you should have!" "I'm sorry baby I will next time." He says and smiles at me. I move closer to him and kiss him lightly on the lips causing him to lean forward to kiss me more, "Bray, I want to tonight." I whisper to him. He kisses me lightly, "Are you sure?" he whispers. "One hundred percent babe, I don't think I will ever be more ready than right now." I tell him moving on top of him. I kiss his neck, down to his pecks, I slowly suck on his left nipple for a few seconds causing him to moan out loud, I kiss my way back up to his neck and to his lips. I retreat back down to his abs and I kiss his six pack, each one, I kiss his belly button. I run my hand over his chest. I move back up to kiss him on the lips again. "Can I turn on the light?" I ask hesitantly. He reaches for the lamp right next to the bed turning it on, "Why babe?" "I want to be able to see all of you." I say kissing his chest again. I move down to where my face is right at the strings of his board shorts, I can see how turned on he is, I move and kiss his hard-on through his shorts, I hear him catch his breath. I smile and undo the strings; I slowly take my hands and curl my fingers under the band of the shorts. I slowly start pulling them down. As I inch them down, I see a nice trimmed set of pubes being revealed on Braiden, I go ahead and slide the rest of the shorts off and his dick springs up bouncing a few times in front of my face. "Whoa babe that is big." I say looking at it. "Thanks, its eight and a half." He says. I grab it in my hand and slowly rub it up and down, I hear him let out a soft sigh, I move his legs apart and get in-between them. I position my head over his throbbing cock, I slowly take it in my mouth. I hear him let out a moan, I slowly twirl my tongue around the head of his nice hard dick. I slowly take more into my mouth. I use my other hand to massage his perfect ball sack, I lick up and down his shaft, I can taste the pre-cum leaking from the slit. I let my hands roam free for a bit, taking in each inch of his lower region, rubbing his inner thigh. I take his hard cock back into my mouth and I suck hard on it bobbing up and down. I smile at the moans Braiden is making. They sound so good to me. I start to bob faster on his dick, then I slow down, completely taking it out of my mouth and jacking it a little. I am just teasing him now, I lick the head again, I hear the sharp intake of breath from him. He pulls me up and kisses me hard, I kiss him back, "Babe you have to stop, I'm going to cum if you don't." I smile and kiss him again, he flips me over and starts to kiss my stomach, and he licks around my belly button teasing me a little. (Braiden's POV) I start to slide Chasen's shorts off, I have been waiting a long time to physically be with him, and now that it is here I want it to be amazing for him. I slide off his shorts and boxers all a once, it reveals his nice dick that is rock hard and it flips straight up to his stomach, I smile up at him. I get in-between his legs and I kiss each thigh, slowly going up his legs and I make my way to his pelvis, I kiss the base of his pelvis, right before his small patch of pubic hair starts. I take my hand and lightly grasp his cock in it. I hear him let out a low moan, I feel him spread his legs wider, I kiss the top of his mushroom shaped head, this cause another low moan from him. I slowly place the tip of the head in my mouth running my tongue over it. I start to take his cock into my mouth, I get almost half of his seven and a half inches where I stop and start to make my way back up his cock. I use my free hand to caress his balls just like he did to me. I love how they feel I lick up and down the shaft causing Chasen to throw his head back and moan loudly. This gives me satisfaction and I go lower on his dick, plunging it into my mouth, I tried to take most of it in my mouth. I read on how to deep throat and the key is to breath as you take it down your mouth, I get further down than before, just over half of his hot rod was down my throat. I take it out and start to jerk his cock a little while I flick my tongue over the head and slit. I hear louder moans coming from Chasen, who is starting to buck a little as I take his cock back into my mouth. I suck harder on the head causing more moans from Chasen. "Bray stop! Please I am so close to cumming!" he shouts. Not wanting it to end too soon, I take my mouth off his throbbing hard cock, I sit up and look at him, "I love you." I tell him and kiss his stomach. As I work my way up to his neck and kiss it he whispers to me. "I want you fully. I want to go all the way." He says kissing my neck. "Are you sure babe?" I ask hesitantly. He nods; I move over to the night stand and take out a condom and lube, "First we need to get you ready." I say taking the lube and opening it, I move back in between his legs. I Start to suck his cock again, as I put a little lube on my finger, I make him open his legs a little wider, I gently rub his little pink hole in a circular motion with my lubed finger. I keep his cock in my mouth to keep him distracted from the discomfort. I start to suck harder, and I come up off his cock. "I'm going to insert a finger babe, ok just relax." I tell him. I start to push my finger against his pink hole, and then finally I feel the sphincter give in, allowing my finger access inside of him, I hear him give a little grunt as this happens, I tell him to just breathe. I start to stretch his hole with my finger, pushing it in and out; I go back to sucking on his cock, my motions matching my finger. His tight hole seems to loosen are my finger just a bit. I gently move my finger in and out of his hole just to be sure; I start to suck harder on his dick causing him to grunt more and buck a little. I attempt to insert a second finger but he clamps his hole tight when I try and penetrate it, "Just relax." I moan to him as soon as he does, I start to suck him harder, and I work my second finger in, causing him to release a sigh. I start to ease it out but he tells me not too. As I am working on his cock with my mouth, he puts his hands on my head wanting me to go faster, I let him guide my head to how fast he wants, I start to work my fingers in and out of his tight hole as he starts to move his hips, I feel his cock hit the back of my throat. I start to hum to make my throat vibrate to cause him to moan louder. I hear his breath start getting quicker and his moans louder, "Bray, I am going to cum!" he shouts. I grab his cock, and start to jack it off in my mouth and I hear him let out a cry as he starts to cum, I wrap my lips around his cock so that I don't miss any of his cum. After three big spurts that hit the back of my throat, almost causing me to gag, he started to just drizzle out the remains on my tongue; I sucked a little harder on his cock, making sure I didn't miss any. then I swallow what;s left in my mouth. I use my tongue to make sure his cock is cleaned cock off and I smile at him. "You didn't have to swallow." He tells me smiling at me. I just kiss him, "I love you so I will do whatever to please you." I say lying on top of him. "I want to feel you in me babe." He whispers to me. "Ok...where's the condom at?" I ask looking beside him. "I tossed it, I don't want to use it. I want my first time to be amazing with you, I want to fully feel you, I am a virgin." He says looking me in my eyes. "Are you sure?" I ask. "Yes! I know I am clean." He says still not breaking eye contact. "I was tested after Riley and I was clean as well." I tell him. He kisses me and pulls me farther down on top of him, "Then let's do this." I sit up positioning myself on my knees between his legs. I take him and scoot him closer to me. I open the bottle of lube and take it and spread some on my throbbing cock, I take quite a bit and rub it on his hole, and a little inside. I position myself between his legs, putting my arms on each side of his body, I look into his eyes again and line my hard cock up with his hole, I brush against his hole and I see him shudder. I put a little pressure on his hole as I try not to hurt him. I put more pressure on his hole, I feel his sphincter finally give in allowing the head on my cock to go in. I feel it wrap tightly around my cock and I hold it there. "You okay?" I ask concerned he had a discomfort look on his face. "Yes." He whispers. I push a little more in, but stop when I see his pained face, I let him adjust to my cock, its quite bigger than my two fingers I had in him earlier. I slowly push a little more in, I am almost half way in and his ass is hot wrapped around my cock. I have never felt anything so warm and tight it feels so good. "Keep going." He moans out. I slide in moving just pasted half way now, I hear him moan in pleasure. And I move in a little more quicker. I start to pull out, my cock is coming out easier than it was going in. I almost pull all the way out but I stop and slowly push my cock back in to get him used to it. I hear him let out a low moan so I push it in a little harder than before, going all the way in, I hear him whimper and I immediately stop. "Oh shit I am sorry Chasen are you ok?" I ask concerned. "I'm fine, it just feels a little weird but it's not so painful anymore." He says reaching up and kisses me. I slowly start pulling out and going back in, now more of a slower pace, I hear Chasen moaning relentlessly now. This makes me smile and I moan as well causing myself to shudder as I start to speed up at a normal pace. I feel my balls slap his little ass. I reach down and kiss him as I move my cock in and out of his tight ass, I hear him moan more and more, I start to grunt. Chasen grabs me and bites my shoulder hard, causing me to let loose a whimper. He pulls back and smiles. I don't know how much longer I can last in his tight ass, it's driving me crazy it feels so good, I start to moan louder. I notice his cock is standing fully erect again, I take it in my hand and start to jack it off, causing him to moan louder than before. "Baby I am going to cum again! I don't know what you are hitting but I think I am going to explode!" he moans out. I push my cock all the way into him and he moans out causing him to start to cum again, I moan out loud as he starts to cum, it causes him to clinch and that tightens his ass so much it feels so good I give a hard last few thrust and I pull out right before I start to cum. I pull my cock out and take it in my hand and start to jerk it and I moan loudly as I start to shoot three ropes of cum that land on Chasen's stomach and two more that don't go as far. I collapse on top of Chasen, and he kisses my neck and my lips. I just lay there and pant, it's all I can do after coming down from that intense orgasm that I just experienced. I turn and kiss Chasen long and hard. Both of our bodies are intertwined in each others, we are sweaty but in a bliss after our first time. I kiss him a few more times before either of us is able to utter a word. "That was amazing!" Chasen says looking at me. "That was better than amazing." I say blushing. I reach for my discarded shirt and wipe off his stomach. I kiss him again. (Chasen's POV) I look at my boyfriend, "Do you work tomorrow?" I ask. "No Jay let me off to make sure my homework is done." He says caressing my face. "I am hungry!" I say laughing. This causes Braiden to burst out laughing, "You are such a guy. Well how about I see what my mom put in the fridge and I will make us something." I watch him still naked run behind the counter and open the little fridge, "Well we have sandwich stuff." He says. "A boy after my own heart." I yell back at him. I sit on the bed, still not coming down from the bliss of what we just shared, I didn't know it was going to feel this great. I feel that I am as close as I can get to him now. He walks around the counter, bringing us both a sandwich, kissing me before handing me mine. I hear my phone start to ring, I look at the time and it's past ten, I don't know who would be calling, but I put down my plate to fetch my phone from my shorts. I read the caller ID and it says Aaron, I debate whether to pick it up or not, I look at Braiden who nods to the phone. I press the green button. "Hello?" "Chasen?" a voice asks on the other end of the line. "Yes? Who is this? Why do you have Aaron's phone?" I ask not understanding who this female woman was. "It's me Tanya, Aaron's mother. I don't know how to tell you this.... He is in the hospital." She says. I can feel the blood drain from my face "Is he ok? what happened?" There is a pause on the other end, I thought I lost signal at first, but then she spoke, "He tried to commit suicide...he almost lost his life if it wasn't for a woman who was trying to see why he was late to the set found him. He cut his wrists deeply..." she says. "What hospital?" I ask. "Memorial Herman in San Diego." She says. "I will be there soon." I say hanging up the phone. "What's going on?" Braiden asks me. "Aaron tried to commit suicide and almost succeeded." Tell him. "Babe you can't go right now not in this shape, your tore up about it." He says. "I can't just let him be alone!" I say raising my voice. "We won't, I am going with you, but we both can't make this drive alone, let's ask your dad." He suggests. I call down hoping he answers on the first ring and he does, "Hello?" he says into the phone. "DAD! I need you to come get me and Braiden! Fast!" I yell out. Braiden takes the phone away from me, "Mr. Tarrant we are at my house. Chasen just got a call from Aaron's mom, he is in the hospital in San Diego." "I will be there soon, be ready." I hear my dad tell him and he hangs up the phone. "babe you have to calm down, get some color into your face, please go splash your face with water or something." He pleads with me. I take a deep breath, he is right I need to calm down, I can't freak out about this. I need to be in control of my emotions, I just reach for his hand and Braiden kisses me. He helps me find my boxers, and my shorts. I sit on the bed as I watch him get a pair of boxers from his dresser. He pulls a pair of shorts from his closet along with another Jay's surf shop shirt. He comes over and sits with me on the bed, handing me my shirt he looks at me, "You okay baby?" I just shrug my shoulders. I move to put my shirt on, trying to turn it right side out. I look at him as he is still watching me. "What?" I whisper. "I love you. I don't want you to regret what we did." He says helping me put my shirt on. I smile at him, "I love you so much and I would never regret losing my virginity to you at all!" I say leaning in to kiss him. "Let's get outside and wait for your dad." He says grabbing my hand. He leads me out of his house type thing, I don't know what to call it, he locks it and leads me to the front of the main house. We sit on the drive way, the concrete still warm from this afternoon's hot sun. I lean in to him as we wait for my father to show up. He has his arms on his knees and his head rested on mine, and right at that moment I can't imagine being with anyone else, but him. We see my dad's SUV pull up into the drive way, but he isn't alone, I see Caroline with him in the passenger seat. Braiden pulls me up with him and we get into the back seat. "Dad I can't thank you enough." I say as I buckle up. He puts a hand on my knee, "Son if it's important to you than it is to me, I remember the kid. he is quite the character so we need to be there." I smile, "Caroline I am surprised you are coming." I say trying to keep calm even though I have a million thoughts racing in my head. "Well I don't want my boys to go alone! Plus I know your father will get tired so I can drive some of the way." She says giving me her motherly smile. As we are on our way, I put my head in Braiden's lap. I listen to Dad and Caroline talk and laugh about their day. It amazes me to see how in love they still are with each other. Even if they have told the same thing to each other tons of times they don't need to say it to mean it. I don't know when it happened but I start to slowly get groggy... (Braiden's POV) I run my hand through my beautiful boyfriend's hair as he doses off to sleep, I still can't understand why Aaron would do something like that. Hell I think of all the shit I went through with Riley and the idiots at school, I never thought of suicide, but I guess it was because I knew I had a little boy that would need me. I don't know much of Aaron's situation I just hope he will be ok. I guess I was thinking too much because I was snapped back into reality when Mr. Tarrant raised his voice to talk to me, "Braiden, welcome back I was talking to you." He says smiling. I notice that him, Ryan and Chasen have the same smile, "Sorry sir must have spaced out." I say. He laughs, "It's ok son, so how are you doing? How is your little boy? How is the job?" he asks. "My life, I don't think can get any better sir, Ian is getting so big and talking now, also walking, he is getting into everything. My job is awesome, I was just promoted to Manager." I tell him. "Well good job, I am proud of you. Hell I never seen a boy your age juggle school, work, and being a parent so well." He says. "Thank you, sir." I say. "So I am sure Chasen told you, we got into a little argument the other week...I am trying to educate myself of his and your relationship he said that your parents have talked about it?" he asks. Oh man is all I can think, "Yes sir they have." "That's good, so they are ok with the two of you?" he asks looking at me through the review mirror. "Yes sir, they don't mind us. They love Chasen just as much as I do." I tell him. He looks back at me, "Are you and him in love?" "Kevin!" Caroline scolds him. "No I am not meaning this conversation is any rude or harmful way, I am just trying to educate myself a little. I am fine with the two of you, as long as you both are happy I am fine with it." He says. I doze off shortly after that, Caroline put on some CD that put me right to sleep. I didn't get offended at Mr. Tarrant's questions, he is just trying to be a parent and I understood. -----------------------------------------The Hospital (Chasen's POV) ------------------------------------- I woke up to my dad shaking me gently, saying that we were here; I turned and woke up Braiden. He woke up with a yawn. We both got out and followed my Dad and Caroline; we went into the lobby of the hospital. I had never been to a hospital but the smell was weird, it had its own smell that I had never smelled before. I guess it had to be cleaned non-stop to keep out germs. I recognized Pam in the lobby, she was on the phone drinking a cup of coffee, she waved over at us and I walked towards her. "Hey, he is down the hall take a left and then the first right and he is in room 203." She says quickly returning to the phone. My dad just looks at me with a confused look; I just shrug my shoulders and follow her directions. The hospital was quiet. I found his room and outside the door was his name. Torres, Aaron. I never knew his last name, I knocked on the door and Tanya answered it, she hugged me, "Hey Chasen." "Hey Tanya." I say. "We will wait out here Chasen." My dad says. "Well hold on, let me explain what's going on and I will let him go in to see Aaron." Tanya says stepping out into the hall way. We all wait patiently as she prepares herself to tell us how bad of shape he is actually in, "Well the Doctor said that he was lucky Missy found him when she did, another 10 minutes he would have been dead. He cut his wrists with a razor....the good thing is he didn't completely sever the main vain just cut it a bit. He did however damage several nerves in his left wrist. They said he won't have feeling in his last two fingers and possibly the middle one." She says explaining. "Do you know why he would of tried to commit suicide." My father asks. She just shrugs....of course she doesn't know. She and Pam aren't even involved in his life near as much as they should be. It kind of pisses me off that she is so clueless on how she is to her son. "I have a good idea, Tanya don't take offence to this, but I have talked to Aaron so much. He doesn't feel like he is wanted. He is always with the Garret's when you and Pam aren't around. He spent practically whole summer and the good part of the school year living with them. You are your partner work so much, and are so involved with things that he doesn't feel loved or wanted. Do you even know why he agreed to do this whole movie thing?" I ask. She just shakes her head, "No I don't." "He thought he would be able to get closer to the both of yall, but instead he spent his sixteenth birthday on the set practicing, did you even know he has an eating problem? Did you even remember his birthday?" I ask trying to keep my voice calm. The shock of recognition registers on her face, "I forgot his birthday! My baby boy...I didn't know of any eating problem." "It's because you are never around him to notice." I say walking past her and into the room leaving her to mull over all this that I had dropped on her. The room was dim. I saw a body laying in the bed, as I approached I saw that they had him restrained. The restraints were on his arms, it made my heart drop. Aaron looked bad, he was pale, I guess from the loss of blood. I saw he had cut his hair short but he had dark circles under his eyes. He was so skinny too. I can tell he must have been under so much pressure to resort to this, I wished he would have called me though... I put my hand on his forehead, and run it over his now short hair; he opens his eyes for a moment and looks at me. They looked so lost like a broken soul. He start to cough so I reached over and helped him get a drink of water I stuck the straw in his mouth, "Drink it slowly." I tell him. "I'm sorry." He manages to croak out. "Lil man why didn't you call me?" I ask. He avoids my eyes and I know he feels bad, I am not going to make him feel worse I lean and kiss him on his forehead. I just touch his cheek to let him know I understand. I sat on the side of the bed with him for while, I watched tears flow from his eyes, but he didn't make a sound. I wiped them away, after about twenty minutes he dozed off. I kissed him again on his forehead, "I will come back tomorrow." I whisper to him I walk out of the room trying to stop the tears from falling out of my eyes, I hate to see him like that...I don't want to watch him go down like that. Braiden comes up to me and hugs me. I see Pam has joined us out in the hall. I see Tanya is crying and Pam is holding her comforting her. "Son, Pam, Tanya, and Caroline and I have talked about what to do." My dad says coming over to where I was. "What are we going to do?" I ask. "Well we decided it was best if we took Aaron in, he knows you and loves you. They said he always talks about you." My dad tells me. "Dad he is like a little brother to me, plus they don't even know him like I do. Dad he's gay just like me, he looks up to me." I tell him. I see the look on my dad's face, "No they didn't mention that, but it doesn't change anything." "So they are just going to pawn him off on us now?" I ask. My dad smiles, "No me and Caroline have discussed this, and we are going to adopt him. We don't want him to ever try this again, next time there might not be someone there to save him. He will go see a counselor for awhile, but he will be loved and taken care of." "Pam and Tanya agreed to this?" I ask. "They are both to obsessed with their jobs, of course they did they know they can't give that kid the support he needs maybe money yes but not the love and support. Now come on lets go grab a hotel, and yes you and Braiden will have your own room." He says smiling at me. I grab Braiden's hand, he leans in and kisses me, and I can't believe the way this day had turned out. I know that my life is coming together with the people that mean the most to me. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- That concludes In Search of Solid Ground. I want to thank you all for supporting me and sticking by me. Even with the chapter delays. I am excited to start on Part three the final chapter in the series. There are many clues to what will happen in part three in this chapter! Which will be called Looking for Tomorrow; it will start at the beginning of their senior year and end at the end of it! I have so many things planned for this part. I cannot express the importance of safe sex; there are STDS and what not out there in the real world. This is just a story, but real life isn't there are dangers of having unprotected sex. So please be safe and use protection The new story is up look out for it! It is called Still not quite enough! I think it will be a great story as well. It is something different that what I have been writing I hope you enjoy it as well Hey guys :) Before I talk about ch 11 i just wanted to take a moment and quickly say that safe sex is really important. I know that we all learn about it in school but STDs are possible. Reading a paper about it or hearing a lecture can only protect you so much. Educate yourselves and please stay safe. And we've said it before but suicide is never the answer to any problem. Talk it out, I'm always around. I'm here to listen and if I can't help I'll find someone that can. Now to the fun stuff, wow lol KD for an old dog your getting really good. This was a great way to end Part two. It leaves a lot of questions from us about Part three. It's great to see Chase and Braiden intimate with one another. I wonder if they'll get married in part three. It's also exciting to know that Aaron will be living with Chase and his family. Not like Chase will be there much with Braiden having his own place now (horn dogs) Stay safe, tY (itari@live.ca / alectyler@live.ca)