Date: Fri, 25 Feb 2011 00:08:20 -0800 (PST) From: K Davids Subject: some sense of security/in search of solid ground ch.9 In Search of Solid Ground ch 9 This story is pure fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now!! Everything in this story is made up, the names and people are fake: they are not real; I did not base them off people I know! Please do not copy or paste this anywhere else, but please feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com When the lights go out We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world Like it's all we have to hold on to And we'll be a dream ~We The Kings~ We'll be a dream Characters Chasen: Age 16 - Main Character Braiden: Age 16 - Chasen's boyfriend Ian: nearly a year old - Braiden's son Kevin: Chasen's Father Caroline: Chasen's Step Mother Ryan: Age 16 - Chasen's Brother Kyle: Age 15 - Chasen's Brother Lexie: Age 14 - Chasen's Sister Aaron: Age 15 - Friend ----------------------------------------------------------- (Chasen's POV) I lay my head back on his bare chest. Listening to his controlled breathing. I listen to him as he starts to chuckle, I smile and kiss his left peck. "What are you doing you goof ball?" Braiden asks, trying his hardest not to crack up laughing. I just smile up at him, "Listening to the beat of your heart and the sound your breathing...is that ok?" He smiles and kisses the top of my head, "Yes babe, that's fine. In fact I want you to just stay right where you are for like forever." "Forever is an awfully long time." I tell him. He flips me over before I know what he is doing and he gets on top of me putting, his forehead on mine looking into my eyes, "Well that's how long I want to be with you." He tells me and kisses me. I kiss him back softly, I pull him down on me harder not breaking our kiss, I let him slip his tongue into my mouth and let him battle with mine for a minute before he breaks the kiss. "I want to be honest with you Chasen, I know we have only been together for a couple of months..." he starts to say but I cut him off. "Three months, five days." I say smiling up at him. "Well yeah, but Chasen, I am pretty sure I am completely absolutely in love with you." He tells me looking me dead in the eye. I look back at him; I don't know what to say, I am totally shocked, I didn't expect that he would ever tell me this at all! I don't know what to say to this! I just look back at him. He sits up still straddled on me. "You probably don't feel the same, but I have never felt this way about anyone. I love you! I really do, I love your smile, your beautiful blue eyes. Your quirky personality, I love how you are with Ian. I love YOU." He tells me looking at me. It is my turn to flip him over and straddle him. I look into his honey brown eyes and I lean so close to his lips. "Braiden I love you so much." I tell him seal it with a kiss. I kiss him deeply not letting him break it to talk, I slide my arms underneath his back to touch his smooth skin. I feel the heat from both of our bare chests mesh and it feels so good to feel his skin on mine. He takes his arms and holds me tight, digging his nails in just a little bit into my back to make me moan out. I kiss harder, biting on his bottom lip. I start to grind into him; I can fell his rock hard cock against mine. I am equally as hard, I grind against him making him moan out louder. I feel his body shudder as I grind harder against him. I nibble on his ear as he pretty much attacks my neck, kissing it and nibbling on my neck, I let out a soft moan...I kiss his neck and whisper in his ear, "This is so hot." I hear him giggle, and place his hand on my boxers and grope my ass I let out a louder moan, I smile and kiss him again and continue to grind on his pelvis, I can feel his hard dick rubbing against mine. He grinds back into me harder, causing my body to shudder. I can feel the sweat starting to build on us making us hotter. I kiss his shoulder again, and nibble on his neck, he doesn't know how much he is driving me crazy. I feel his hands grabbing my ass and squeezing them. I press our bodies together, I reach my hand into his boxers, grabbing his dick in my hand and giving it a squeeze. He removes my hand from his boxers, "Not yet babe." He says and continues to grind against me kissing me. "Why not?" I ask with a hint of pouting. He stops and looks me in the eye, "because when we see each other naked for the first time and we actually have sex, I wanted it to be because we know it's the right time, not because I just confessed my love to you." I kiss him again, I think it's because he cares so much for me. I slide my arms back behind his back again, this time, I scratch him in the heat of the moment. I hear him let out a little moan and I bite his lip. He sucks on my bottom lip and it feels so good. I moan again as he runs his hands all over my body, "Baby if you don't slow down, I am going to cum hard." I hear him breathe out. This makes me smile and I start to grind harder on him, I am so close too and I want us to do it together. I know it's dumb but that's my intentions right now. I suck on his neck as I start to feel myself build up. I give a few more grinds before I feel Braiden's body tense up beneath me, "Oh baby!" I hear him breath out and I feel his whole body shiver. I feel my balls draw up and I start to shoot as well, I don't think I have came so hard in my life, I suck harder on his neck as I moan trying to hold it down a little. I feel the sticky mess between us and I finally stop sucking on his neck...we both are breathing hard. I look up and smile at him. He laughs at me, "I think we got a big mess between us." "I think we should go shower together!" I say trying to hint to him. "I will let you go first; my mom and dad should be home soon from taking Ian out." He tells me. I give him a pouty look, "Please?" He looks at me, "No babe I just told you why!" "Fine, but I am taking some of your boxers." I say getting off of him. "I bet you are going to look so fine in them too!" he tells me watching me make my way to his dresser. I pick out a blue pair with lightning bolts on them and make my way to his bathroom. (Braiden) I watch my beautiful boyfriend take off to the shower, I just smile. I really do love him. The last few days I have been worried for him, he has been so different since he came back from Florida. I am on edge a little incase he does breakdown which I wouldn't blame him but I do think he did the right thing by standing his ground and confronting his mother. I stretch out on my bed. I think about how lucky I am to have someone like Chasen, who accepts me and my little boy, who is getting so big and walking everywhere now. He starting to actually talk, I think it's not too much longer and he will say his first word, I hope its dad. I know it's corny but it will mean so much! I hear a knock at my door and my mother opens it, I try to cover up my cum soaked boxers just a little. "Mom!" I tell her. "You act like I haven't seen you in your boxers, besides I have this precious angel." She says showing me Ian. Of course a goofy grin spreads across my face. "My baby boy." I say getting excited. I watch him bounce up and down in my mom's arms squealing with delight. My mom looks at me, "After your shower you can hold him. Which I am assuming Chasen is in right now?" "Yeah he said he wanted to shower before yall got home." I smoothly lie. "Oh I am sure that's the reason. Oh and Braiden you have something on your neck." She tells me smiling. I reach towards my neck, "fuck" I mentally say to myself Chasen left me a hickie...I just look at my mom and shrug my shoulders and right at that time Chasen comes walking out of the bathroom drying his hair so he doesn't notice my mom. "Oh my god that shower hit the spot!" he says still drying his hair. I just smile, because he is just in my boxers and still so oblivious that my mother is in the room with us. He lowers the towel and looks at me, and looks towards my door. "Mrs. HANLEY! We didn't have sex!" he blurts out. I watch as my mom laughs her ass off and Chasen is blazing red from embarrassment, "I know yall didn't. But put some clothes on boy we brought food home. I guess we are going to have to figure something out, because I know you both will be having sex one day." "MOM! We are not talking about this right now! I am going to shower!" I tell her shooing her from my room. I hear her laughing from the hall still over Chasen...I look back at him and he is still red in the face. "Your mother probably thinks horrible of me!" he says complaining. "No she doesn't but at least you don't have a hickie on you." I say pointing to the one he left. He gives me a sheepish smile; I walk over and kiss him. "Get dressed sexy, I am going to go shower." I tell him grabbing a pair of boxers from my dresser on my walk into my bathroom. I walk into the shower and see Chasen's discarded boxers on the floor, I pick them up and put them in my hamper. I take mine off and put them in the hamper as well. I turn on the hot water letting the last of the cold water to flow through before I step into the shower and shut the door. I grab the soap and lather myself up, making sure to get my now flaccid penis nice and soaped up. I walk back under the spray of the water and rinse the soap off of my body making sure to get all the cum off me. I reach for the shampoo and lather up my hair, it's getting long I need to get it cut soon. Once again I step under the spray of the water, and feel it cascade down my bare body. I stand under the water just letting it relax me even though I am more relaxed than I have been in the last few weeks. I remember going to pick up Chasen from the airport, he didn't look the best he had dark circles under his eyes. I felt so bad for him, but he insisted he was fine, Ryan on the other hand looked like shit and that was something because Ryan made sure he looked the best always. I was scared for Chasen when I took him home he didn't want me to stay; he said he just needed to sleep. I was of course thinking the worse. But I don't think I need to worry now, I love that boy so much I don't think he even knows. I turn off the water, and open the door reaching for my towel, wrapping it around my body I step out of the shower and start to dry myself off. I reach for my clean boxers, and slide them on. I look on the counter for my deodorant, I can't smell bad for my boyfriend even the thought of him being my boyfriend makes me smile. I walk out of the room to find him on the bed sitting fully dressed. I smile and wink at him, "Damn I need you down to boxers more often it's much sexier." He gives me a smile and starts to blush, "Dude I am still embarrassed from your mother seeing me." He says. "Babe she saw you in your boxers that's it, besides she has seen me a million times in my boxers. You were not naked or anything!" I tell him smiling. I rummage through my dresser to find a pair or basketball shorts, I pick them out finally, and I grab a white shirt as well. I walk back to the bed and put them on the bed and lean over and kiss Chasen on the lips. He kisses me back, its soft and tender, I love his lips. "Did I mention how much I love you today?" I whisper to him. "Not nearly enough he says and kisses me again, I wished we had a little more time just us right now." He says giving me an evil grin. I laugh and grab my shirt and put it on, and grab my shorts next, "So how bad is the hickey on my neck?" I ask. He smiles at me, "Well it looks good to me." "Of course it does!" I tell him grabbing his hand leading him downstairs. We make our way down stairs to the kitchen where my mother and farther are waiting with Ian. "Hey guys." I say looking at each of them and smiling. My mother gives me a smile and winks at Chasen which causes him to instantly go red in the face. My father says hello to both of us, but is to transfixed playing with Ian to really carry on a full conversation. "So what's for dinner?" I ask. "We picked up some pizza for everyone. Chasen I hope you like pepperoni?" My mom asks. "Yes Ma'am I do." He says avoiding eye contact. "Chasen, it's good to have you back home! Hell I thought we were going to have to ship Braiden after you, he was driving us insane." My dad says placing Ian in his highchair. Chasen laughs at the joke, "It's really good to be back Mr. Karl. I don't like Florida as much as I remembered." "Well son I am sorry for your loss, it's a terrible thing to happen, but as is life the good thing is you are back here with us and I hope you are hungry, because my wife likes to overcompensate." My dad says laughing. My mom play slapped him on the arm, "Ok maybe a little I do, but you and Bray are growing boys you need the fuel." "Well let's eat!" I say getting up to go to the kitchen. "Do you need help getting drinks?" Chasen asks. "I was going to get applesauce, but you can get drinks." I tell him. "Applesauce?" he looks at me like I lost my mind. "Well my son needs to eat just like us." I tell him jokingly. "Oh yeah I forgot! He says getting up following me into the kitchen. "I think mom and dad will probably take tea. Get us a Dr. Pepper if you want to." I tell him kissing him on the lips. "What your dad said must have been true." He says looking at me intensely with his blue eyes. I turn around and give him an uncertain look, "What do you mean?" I ask. "Well since I got here you have kissed me every chance you got, and I don't know your happier." He tells me taking out the tea from the fridge. I don't know what to say really...I just kind of look into the pantry for the applesauce, "Have I been too clingy?" I finally manage to choke out. "No babe, not at all." He says pouring the tea into glasses. I don't believe him right now so I walk over and turn him around, "Look I can't help it ok? I was scared when I heard what happened to Tanner I know you still loved him. Maybe not like you did, but still then you go see your mother. Not to mention you were on the other side of the USA. Yes I got worried and scared. I didn't sleep, I missed you and I didn't know if you were safe or not." I try to explain without sounding stupid. "Well babe I am back and safe with you." He tells me and kisses me to ensure it. I help him bring the drinks in, and I sit down after moving Ian's highchair over towards me so I can feed him while I eat. I open the applesauce and stir it. I place the spoon in and make little sounds as I come closer to Ian and he opens his mouth wide for a bite. I laugh at his little squeals of delight from the food, I hear everyone else laugh too as they watch me and my son. "He is so cute." I hear Chasen say. "Why thank you." I say. "I was talking about Ian." He says and winks at me. I laugh at him and grab a piece of pizza and take a bite of it. I can't stop smiling and it drives me crazy I feel like a little kid around Chasen today. "So hunny we have news for you." My mother says wiping her mouth off with pizza. "We do?" my father asks looking clueless as always sometimes. My mother hits him on the arm again, "Oh yes that." He says. I look at both of them expectantly, "Well are you going to tell me?" "Well we were going to wait until your senior year, but considering the events of today." My mom starts and looks over at Chasen and smiles. This causes Chasen to almost choke and go red in the face, "Do I need to leave?" he asks concerned. My mother shoots him one of those mother looks. "No this concerns you too just sit down, eat, and relax...like I was saying this was going to be for your senior year, but we decided it's better now. We are remodeling the pool house for you to take over! That way you will have privacy there and I can turn your room into my office, but mostly so you have your space, and Ian will have more room for toys." My mother says. I drop my pizza I was holding and the spoon that I was feeding Ian with, "Oh my god are you for real?" I ask not believing what I heard. My mother and father laugh at me, "Yes." They both say in unison. I look over at Chasen and he is smiling at me, and I hear Ian holler at me, I look over at him and he is still waiting on me to feed him. I laugh and pick up the spoon to feed him. "I am wow...thanks a lot!" I say to them still in shock. "Well son, we wanted to give you something that shows how proud we are, you have taken on a lot of responsibility in the last year and a half, you have a beautiful baby boy who is starting to walk and talk, and you have a good boyfriend who is welcome here anytime." My dad says smiling at me. I still am shocked at the news, I am getting the pool house! I can't keep the smile off my face, I look at Chasen and he is chewing his pizza in between laughing at me. I am so happy right now, I can't describe the feeling I have a boyfriend that I love and my son, and the best parents ever. "Chasen go stand by Braiden, I want to get a picture of you three." My mom tells him. Chasen agrees and comes over by me and I grab him and force him on my lap, he tries to get up but I make sure he stays, I put my arms around him and my mom snaps a picture of us... (Chasen's POV) I am a little uncomfortable sitting on his lap in front of his parents, but they don't mind I can tell. I am just still in shock from them telling him he is getting the pool house, I know what it means I can stay over and don't have to worry about privacy. I am also still shocked he said he loved me. I didn't think he would say it. I am a little scared but not the terrified scared the giddy scared if that even makes sense? I finish my piece of pizza and sit back, and stretch, this causes a laugh from Tanya, I look over and smile at her. "You are too cute Chasen, that's the exact same thing Braiden does when he finishes eating." She says. I take a sip of my drink and watch how Braiden handles Ian while he is feeding him. I love to watch the two, they are so cute. I need to get a camera soon to take pictures of them. I don't know recently I been wanting to get into photography, I think it's because it's a way you can capture someone in a moment that will never be forgotten. I waited for Braiden to finish feeding Ian and himself then I motioned I was going to go up stairs and check my phone. Braiden nodded, I figured he would stay for a little bit and talk to his parents. I wanted to call Aaron to see how he was. I walk up to Braiden's room, and I look around at the clothes we discarded I laughed to myself. The room smells just like him and it drives me crazy I love it. I spot my phone on the bed side table and I walk over and grab it. I flip through the contacts and find Aaron's name, and I punched his name and it started to dial, it takes a few rings but he finally answers, "Hey buddy." "Hello." Aaron says. "You okay?" I ask concerned. "Yeah just tired." He says. "As long as I have known you Aaron I never heard you sound like this. Are you sure you are ok?" I ask again trying to get the truth out. "Oh my god yes, I am fine, I'm just exhausted my parents have me working so much over this stupid script!" he moans out. I laugh at him, "Awe poor baby, so how goes the movie thing?" He sighs, "I hate it right now! I am tired of repeating the same fucking lines. Plus I have to start working out to build up a little definition in my arms...not looking forward to it." "Wow you will actually look really good with a little definition in your scrawny arms." I tell him joking. "So I leave in a few days to fly out to California to do a screen session with my co-star." He tells me sounding unsure. "Why are you not happy about it?" I ask. "Because, he is older and he's probably been acting since like age two for all I know. I don't want to get there and him feel like I'm some incompetent nit wit." He explains. "Since when do you use big words?" I ask. "Since I read that stupid script!" he says getting more riled up on the phone. I laugh at him, "Ok so I have something to tell you!" "Well tell me." He says impatiently. "Wait no tell me what the script is about?" I ask. "UGH FINE! It's about some scrawny lonely kid who falls in love with a popular jock kid from his highschool umm, and the kid has a shitty home life and gets picked on at school and all...it supposed to teach acceptance cause the kid, starts to defend himself and all...and blah blah blah... so what did you have to tell me!" he says rushing through the whole explanation. "Okay, okay......so Braiden told me he LOVED ME!" I tell him trying to contain my excitement... "WHAT! DID YALL HAVE SEX?" Aaron yells into the phone. "NO!" I yell back at him laughing. "Why the hell not? You are going to die a virgin!" he tells me still loud. "No I am not! Ok first of all I have been wanting to have sex, ok. Braiden is the one who has been like no we can't yet. And I have been in compliance with him about it. He told me just cause he confessed his love to me does not mean we just have sex. That he wants it to be the right time and we will know when that is." I try to explain to him. "Tell him you can't get pregnant and he is just acting like a girl." Aaron says trying hard not to laugh. "No he isn't! Ok I don't know but with him being a parent, he is older than what he looks. I find it extremely hot! I love him Aaron I really do. Like it scares me, I can see myself with him for so long it's not even funny!" I tell him. "Have you seen him naked?" Aaron asks. "NO! Even if I did I wouldn't tell you!" I say. I hear him sigh, "always keeping a brother down." I laugh at him, "But I have felt it, its big!." I hear him giggle, "You need to get him naked!" "You are crazy! I plan on it soon, oh I didn't tell you like the best part." I tease him with some of the information. "Tell me!" he yells into the phone. I laugh, "His parents are giving him the pool house, well turning it into like a living area for him and Ian!" "Wait so like he will have like everything in there?" Aaron asks. "Yes like a fridge and little kitchen and all in there." I tell him. "You are so going to be over there all the time aren't you?" he asks. "Duh! He is my boyfriend and I do love him and Ian." I tell him. "I am ready to come to California!" he says on the other end of the phone. "I bet I can't wait for you to get here and we will find you a boyfriend!" I tell him. I hear him giggle on the other end I know he loves that idea, "He has to be hot!" I feel arms being wrapped around my waist I look and its Braiden, I smile and kiss him on the cheek. "So how is Troy?" "......not the best." He says. "How so?" I say concerned. "He is just being different...he was with this group of people that are not really a good group to hang around and I tried to talk to him while he was with them and he blew me off...so I tried again and he called me a fag..." Aaron says sounding defeated. I get a little pissed, "What the hell is his problem?" I hear him sigh, "I don't know, he just isn't the old Troy at all. He is hateful maybe it's just a phase." "Are you sure you are ok?" I ask once more. "Yeah its fine no big deal it's just words he says to me. I am not going to let it get me." He tells me. "Okay man if you say so, just stay away from him if he is going to act like that, I don't want him getting violent or anything, besides he is just hurting." I tell him. Braiden gives me a look of concern, and I just kiss his cheek. I shake my head so he doesn't have anything to worry about. I grab hold of his hand and squeeze it. He squeezes back and kisses my neck. "Well I am going to go shower and go to bed! I am tired and I have a long day tomorrow." Aaron says. "Ok well call me soon ok? I miss you. Let me know when you are coming down." I tell him. I hear his voice change, "I will, miss you too bye!" "Goodbye little man." I say and hang up the phone. I turn and look at Braiden, my beautiful boyfriend, who in turn kisses me on the lips. I kiss him back softly and tenderly. "I could kiss your lips all night long." He tells me. I laugh, "Oh yeah?" "Yes, but I can't, we are going to have company tonight." He says motioning to Ian who is passed out in the middle of the bed surrounded by pillows. "Well that company I like, if it was anyone else I wouldn't." I say kissing him. "How is Aaron?" Braiden asks taking off his shirt. "He is Aaron...inappropriate, loud and goofy." I tell him smiling. I watch as he lifts his shirt off, looking over his abs and nice biceps to his light colored happy trail that lead into his shorts. I admire how he looks a lot. I watch him slip his shorts off and he is in his boxers. I smile as he walks over to me and kisses me on the head, oh the dirty thoughts that are running through my mind cause me to laugh. "What?" he asks looking confused. "Your amazing." I tell him kissing his stomach. "Why don't we get you ready for bed?" he asks taking my hand pulling me up. He wraps his arms around me and I can feel the heat off his skin, and it makes me feel so safe I lay my head on his shoulder, I turn my head to kiss his shoulder, "I do love you." I tell him. "Good cause I love you too." He tells me and kisses the top of my head. He lets go of me and I instantly miss his warm embrace, I move over and take off my shirt. I still feel very self conscious as he watches me. I slip off my shorts turning away from him, I feel him come up from behind me again and grab hold of my waist. "Why do you turn away from me?" he asks. "Cause I still think you won't like me sometimes." I say. "Baby I love you, that's all that matters and if it's your scars it's ok. I love them too, I think it makes you look amazing to me. I turn to him and look at him suspiciously, "I know but still it bugs me." "Well I don't care just get your sexy ass in bed with me!" he says smiling and kissing me again. We both get on one side of the bed, putting Ian in the middle of us. I watch the little guy as he sleeps and he is so cute. "He looks just like you." I tell Braiden. He smiles at me and reaches over and kisses me. "If you are wondering come morning time, I will love you just as much as I do today." He tells me laying down. I smile at him, "I love you babe." I watch as he starts to slowly drift off to sleep it's so cute to watch him fight the sleep to stay up and talk to me. He eventually falls asleep, I watch him as he sleeps, he is so cute. If only I knew what he thought at times, because he always looks like he is thinking of something. I start to drift off to sleep, I can't believe in just two days I will be starting my junior year, my first year in California I am nervous, but I am sure with Ryan and Braiden I will be ok. I just don't know how Braiden will be with me at school. It kind of worries me, but I guess we will face that when the time comes. ------------------------------------------------------------------ Well that is ch.9 sorry it took awhile to get out, but I needed to come up with something...I have finished the first chapter of my new story! I love it so far, I am fixing to start on ch.2 of it. The next few chapters of Isosg will set up the how junior year will go, because I don't plan on writing it all, as I have said before part three will start at the beginning of Senior year and end at graduation! On another note we have a lot of members on the yahoo group, I can't even believe how many it is, so overwhelming it makes me happy, I am glad you all can feel like you can post and voice comments and all it makes me happy I do take in account of what you all say! Also my editor Ty has posted a story finally on Nifty called Open Wounds, I think you should read it its good. It shows his talent! Thanks everyone! KD http://groups.yahoo.com/group/ssos_isosg/?yguid=467044529 For the guys interested, KD has a really sexy voice :) I mean it, accent and all. I heard it for the first time a few days ago and wow lol. Ya now he can call me his bitch all he wants lol. whoever lands him better wash his goddam mouth out for christ sake tho. A really good chapter we get to see Chase and Bray become closer. Young love is so beautiful, capable of doing anything. It's kinda exciting to see how life changes with Bray's new living space. I wonder what is going to help to Troy, associating with a group of people like that will never end well. Maybe his parents will send him away for a time. p.s if next chapter doesn't get edited it just means KD killed me for the comments I made about him lol