Date: Tue, 7 Sep 2010 22:20:18 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids Subject: Some Sense Of Security/ Some Sense Of Security ch.3 This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the This story contains sexual contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now and do not read on! Everything in this story is PURE FICTION made up by me all the characters, and where it takes place is all fiction even the names please do not copy it and post it anywhere else Feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com Ok so this is ch.3 it's honestly given me a little trouble to get it going, but with the help of music and A GOOD FRIEND I have come to know it was easy. So yes I am aware of little errors in my writing, but every story I have read has it. I do appreciate it being pointed out and I welcome comments and/or suggestions but THANK YOU ALL FOR THE AWESOME COMMENTS, IT MEANS A LOT TO ME! IM GLAD I CAN PROVIDE SOME ENTERTAINMENT! ----------------------------------------------------------------------- "Northshore" Don't bend, don't bleed, don't beg, don't scream, don't whine, don't fight, don't tell me. Don't tell me, don't tell me. -Tegan and Sara My inspiration for this chapter! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Tanners POV "Well we are friends right? I mean you do text me just a little and this is the second ride I have offered; besides I think you're an interesting person and would make a good friend." I say to him and just smile cause I know I have him. Chasen looks at me and shakes his head, turning towards the car window. There he goes again kicking me out of his thoughts. Wonder what he could be thinking? We spend the next ten minuets in silence, as I drive us towards school. We arrive and I take a left into the parking lot and I pull into my usual spot its right at the front all the way left, I park the car and look over at Chasen. I let my eyes wander before he notices what I'm doing; he looks so good in those jeans and quarter sleeve shirt, it fits his body perfectly clinging in all the right places. I break contact as he looks over. "I think we are more acquaintances. That and I don't know you all that well." He tells me and get out of my car and starts his way to the school. "DAMNIT" I yell even though he can't hear my in my car. I just don't understand his problem, why wont he let me get close to him, "screw this" I say out loud and I grab my backpack and jump out of the car and chase after him. "CHASEN!!!!!!" "Tanner.." I grab him on the shoulder and turn him around, I see panic all over his face and he winces as if I'm going to hit him. He begs me to let go of him so I do, and I follow him "Dude, I'm trying real hard man I don't understand why you don't want to be friends?" I say walking behind him. "I don't know why you're trying; maybe you should just leave me alone Tanner ok? I didn't ask you to pick me up and take me home, or school the other day." He tells me without even turning around "Well I thought......" "Don't think when it comes to me. I can handle myself I have made it this long without anyone trying to help me I can make it still." He tells me as he walks off. I stop dead in my tracks, I just got blown off by him and I don't know what to think. For once I'm just shocked, I watch him go and I stand there, at that moment Kristy comes up. "Hey, sexy!" She tells me as she leans in to hug me. "Uh...Hey, Kristy" I mumble out not really wanting to deal with her at this moment. "So, are you coming to the game tonight?" She asks as she twirls her hair in front of me. "Na probably not, Why?" "You have to Tanner! I'm doing, I mean me and the dance squad are doing are new routine at halftime! You half to be there for me baby." She tells me as she gives me this pouty face. "Kristy, I'm not coming to the football game ok I got plans with Chasen." I say I know it's a lie but she doesn't know that. I tell her I have to get to class and leave she looks super pissed, but I just can't handle her right now. Walking though the halls I try to catch Chasen, but to no avail I don't. I give up and walk to homeroom to listen to Mrs. Agnail drone on and on about the stupid homecoming dance that's in two weeks. Everything passes by its all a blur I'm just zoned out like literally I don't pay attention to anything I ignore my friends. Its like I'm there physically but mentally I'm lost right now just going over the shock and panic he had on his face when I turned him around. I'm spacing out so bad I don't notice or pay attention to my classes. Four classes fly bye and I still see no sign of him and its actually pissing me off I failed to quizzes today, and I'm losing my cool how can he just blow me off like I don't exist? It's beyond frustrating the more he pulls away and shoves me the more I want to get to know him and what made him this way. Before I know it lunch is here and I just don't want to stay so I go ahead and decide to just skip the rest of the day its all shot to hell anyway I cant focus all because of some boy! What the hell is wrong with me? I can't be falling in love with him can I? No! I can't I don't know him but I can't stop thinking of him. I stop and I think on our earlier conversation he said don't think when it comes to him, that's exactly what I'm going to do. I walk to the cafeteria and I see him in his usual spot head down on his table. I walk over to him and plop down. "Tanner leave me alone." He says with out looking up. "Not till you agree to stay the night at my house." I tell him and I actually shock myself. He looks up and scrunches his nose up as he looks at me, it's the cutest thing his blue eyes how they look in shock. "What?" "You heard me!" I tell him "Dude, no I don't know you and just no." "Yes, your coming over tonight I'm driving you to my house after school, you can call your mom on the way over." He just looks and laughs and says she wouldn't care, assuming she wouldn't actually mind I smiles and said good. I offered him my hand to shake he just looked at me. "Shake my hand Chasen." I tell him He slowly grabs my hand and shakes it he has the softest hand I have ever felt I want to hold it longer than necessary, but I don't. I look at him and tell, "I'm Tanner Alec Garret, I'm 17 and a junior and I'm a positive person and love to talk to everyone." He looks bewildered at me and he starts to laugh, and it seems like it has been way to long for him to laugh that hard and he smiles and he says ok he will come over. We sit there and laugh for about five minuets, his smile is so infectious I have never noticed before his teeth are so white and they compliment all his looks. He keeps laughing, and I laugh with him the sound is so pleasing to me it's as if he's still a kid laughing at a funny cartoon. "So it's a deal right? You're for sure coming over right?" I ask him trying to keep the smile off my face. "Yes! Now please let me eat!" he says acting all serious, but busts out laughing. By now people are staring as if we have lost our mind, but I keep laughing at Chasen and he stops and looks around and gets red in the face and he puts his head down. "Dude what's going on you where just laughing and having a great time why all of a sudden did you just get quiet?" I ask as he just shakes his head. I open my mouth to say something else but the bell rings and he gets up giving me a little wave and leaves. I wait for a few seconds and let the crowed thin out before I make my way back into the hall. As I exit the cafeteria door there is Kristy leaning on the wall. "Why where you sitting with that..that loser Chasen?" she shoots at me. "Since when does it matter who I hang out with? Besides it's not like I'm dating you Kristy." I say walking past her. "We practically do date! I'm still waiting on you to ask me to the homecoming dance already, Matt already asked Jackie now where just waiting for you to ask me so we can plan the rest of the night out!, besides you don't need to be seen with Chasen, I have heard his a fag and a perv. Matt told me that Chasen came onto him last year! That's so gross." She rants as she follows me. At this point I'm pretty pissed, I turn around and stop her dead in her tracks, "We are not together Kristy get that through your head! Ok I don't like you in-fact I am making myself stand her and talk to you! Good for Matt and Jackie let them go to the lame ass homecoming dance together I don't care all I know is I will not be going with you or them. Chasen is not a perv, or anything else you say he is, Fuck what Matt says he claims everyone checks him out, even though no one does. Kristy's mouth just hangs open as I walk away. I see Chasen and he has a look of shock on his face and heads into his classroom. Fuck I know I'm not going to be able to focus in class, hell this whole day has been bad for my class performance. I go ahead and skip my world history class not like I will be missing anything I will just get the notes from a friend. I walk to Mr. Davis's room he's the band teacher, no I'm not a band geek not that there actually geeks here because Mr. Davis has his shit together and we have one of the best marching bands in our district. Plus he is super cool to talk to, I also forgot to mention I go and vent to him he is also a guidance counselor. I knock on the door and I hear him yell come in. I walk in and he's in his usual spot behind his drum set that he has and is drumming to a beat that he's made up or learned. "Ahhh, Mr. Garret how may I help you today?" he asks without breaking stride in his drumming. I smile walking into the room I lean on a desk and pick up a guitar that is close by; actually I think it's the one he taught me how to play on. I strum a few chords, and I sigh out loud. "One of those days eh?" He asks as he grabs a towel to wipe the little beads of sweat off his forehead. "So, tell me what's on your mind Tanner or you wouldn't be skipping History class, which I will most likely have to write a note to your teacher." I just smile, "you know me all to well huh?" I ask. "Well you have been coming to me with all your problems for the last three years Tann; you're practically a son to me. So what's going on?" He asks as he gets up and sits into his rolling chair. Mr. Davis isn't that old at all he's about twenty five with brown hair and dark brown eyes but he's not very tan, he isn't what you would expect as a teacher he is real cool. He has had a lot of hardships He's widowed, his wife and there four year old son died in a car wreck it took a huge toll on him. They were high school sweethearts. Had a kid young got married went to college and was living the life until the accident. "Today has just been crap, I mean I met someone and I like them a lot, like a lot a lot. But this person just I don't know has so many walls up that it's so hard to get to know them. Plus they have no friends and the person seems okay with it." I let out as I strum a random tune on the guitar. "That and Kristy is driving me INSANE, she actually believes we are going out! I cant believe she thinks that it makes me mad, I have never went out with anyone and she claims me as her own its so frustrating." I blurt out before he can even comment on the first mess of words I threw out. He leans back and eyes me for a minuet, "So you figured it out huh?" "Figured what out?" I ask bewildered. "That you're not exactly normal like most boys. No Tann before you get upset with me I have known since I met you, but I have let you discover it for yourself." He says looking at me. "Wait, what I'm confused what are we talking about?" "Tann I know the person you are completely head over heels for there is only one person in this entire school who is how you described, that would be Chasen Tarrant." He announces. "You knew all along I wasn't straight?" "Well that's part of my job is to get to know my students and well someone who comes in here a lot." He says getting up and tuning the guitar in my hands. I'm speechless I want to cry and scream at the same time, here is a man that I have known for three years and he knew I was gay, and I didn't even know it. "It's ok Tanner, I don't care I have known since your freshman year you stumbled into my office, that and you have never once took the opportunity with Kristy even when she was practically throwing her self on you." "I know......just I didn't expect you to know everything, and not about Chasen so soon." I tell him as he walks back to his chair. He sits down and gets comfortable and leans back. "Well Chasen is different all the Teachers have asked me to try to offer him help, but he is too proud to take any. We don't know his home life or anything we know he doesn't keep friends, or have anyone he is close to. So tell me more about why you like him?" I start strumming slow down by the academy is, and I let it all out, "I like him so much, his blonde hair those fierce blue eyes and the intensity he has when he looks at you its like he can see into your soul, and heart. He is so mysterious that it keeps me on edge when I'm around him I don't have to be happy or watchful of what I say. Like I do at school and I don't have to think around him just being near him makes me happy." Mr. Davis looks at me and shifts his foot around to where it's sitting on his knee, "Seems you really like him. Before you completely fall over for him, get to know him and see if he reciprocates the same feelings to you. He is a unknown person who I can't even tell you what he feels. You're a good person Tanner and I am very proud of you, plus you're smart I know you will be careful." I strum a little faster on the guitar and I look at him I feel like the whole world has been lifted off my back, "Thanks Mr. Davis" I say and smile "No problem kid, now get its Friday and I have a lot of paper work to get done grades need to be in! By the way you've come along way on the guitar." He says as he shoes me out of his room. Like clock work the bell rings I look at the time and I spent the last two periods with him! I didn't even notice! SCHOOL is out I need to find Chasen! The halls where full with the student body rushing out the door as if someone famous, but that's just school on a Friday. I look jump trying to see the mop of blonde hair but to no avail I can't I think I will wait by the door I'm sure I will catch him on the way out. Standing anxious at the wall outside by the door I look at every student who has blonde hair, I turn and look towards the parking lot and there he is leaning on my car looking sexy as ever, I smile and make my way towards him. "I thought you where going to bail on me." I say smiling as I walk up to him unlocking my Honda civic that is green, don't know if I ever mentioned what I drove. "I knew if I would have you would have hunted me down. Am I right?" he asks with a little smile playing on his lips. "Damn straight I would." I laugh as I throw my backpack into the back and get in. We leave the parking lot and I start heading towards his house and he asks where are we going? "Don't you need to get some clothes?" I ask. "Nah I carry extra with me you know just in case." He says quickly, "lets just go to your house I already called my mom." "Cool, cool my house it is then!" we drive along the road not really saying much but I can tell the mood is way different from this mornings. "Where do you live?" Chasen asks looking out the window. "On Bucklin St. so what kind of music do you like?" "So the rich part huh? And probably music you never heard of." He says with out emotion. With that I don't know how to respond, I turn on the radio and pop in a burned cd, one with different mixes. Paramore starts to play, and I nod my head and I catch Chasen smiling at me. "What? Can I not enjoy music?" "No it's actually surprising you listen to them and not rap." We pull up into my drive way and the look on Chasen's face is hard to read a mixture of pain, and confusion. ------------------------------------------------------------------ -------------- CHASENS POV. We pull into this huge house, and it reminds me of when everything in my life was as perfect as his is now. I bet they even have a huge pool in the back yard. I just don't know what to expect next this whole day has been fucked for me. Ever since this morning when Tanner grabbed me I wanted to freak I was scared shitless that he was going to hit me, and I kept getting death glares from Kristy that bimbo, I just hope Tanner is ok with me when he finds out about my past, and my baggage I carry around. He gets out of the car and I follow leaving my bag in the backseat with his, I walk a few paces behind him I feel really out of place. He opens the door and yells "MOM! I'm home, and I brought a friend over to stay the weekend." Wait did he just say the whole weekend? I think to myself this is going to be very, very hard to handle. I smile a little as he leads me in. The house is huge bigger than my old house the carpet is a plush white very clean, and stairs are right in front, leading to the rooms I guess. To the right is the living room and after that a door which a middle aged lady walks out smiling. "Well hello! I'm Mrs. Garret, but you can call me Margaret." She says and holds out her petite hand. I shake her hand visibly shaking myself Tanner looks just like her he is thin like her and has her green eyes I smile and introduce myself. Tanner nudges me to follow him and we go up the stairs. We walk by four rooms which two our guest rooms I'm assuming and another room that is his little brothers I didn't even know he had a little brother. The last door in the hall is his he opens it and leads me in its huge! He has a huge king size bed off to the right, a computer desk with a desktop and a laptop, then across the room is a flat screen TV with a ps3 hooked up to it. I just gape looking at all his stuff he even has his own bathroom attached to his room. "My mom and dads room is downstairs. The other room is my little brothers, so what do you think welcome to my domain!" he says sitting into a chair and offering one to me. "Your house is big! Hey Tanner I'm sorry how I acted this morning, it's just usually when someone is being nice to me it's for an ulterior motive." "I just want to be friends man; I mean you don't have a lot do you?" "No, I don't I just don't really worry about it, to tell you the truth." I laugh cause it kills me I have no one to talk to I think. We talk for a little bit mostly about school and classes we hate, we kill time by watching a little TV. To be honest I couldn't even tell you the last time I watched TV, it has been so long ago. Before I know it his Mom is calling us to go wash up, because dinner is nearly ready I look at the clock and its only 5:30pm. Tanner laughs and tell me they eat early that his dad will be home in like ten minuets and we will eat, he leads me to his bathroom which is well huge about the size of my room to be exact. I hear chatter as we go down the stairs and walk into the dinning room, at the head of the table is I'm assuming his dad because he looks a lot like him the dark hair, and There is Margaret to his right and to the left is a boy about 15 that looks just like Tanner. We make introductions and I learn Tanners dad's name is David, and his little brothers name is Troy. There was light conversation at the dinner table; we had Pork chops with Mashed Potatoes, and Green beans. It was the best home cooked meal I had in the last few years. "So Tanner what do you mom and father do as a living?" asks David while he reaches for more food. I look like a dear caught in headlights I hesitate, "Well my mom works as a night cashier in the town over, and well my dad he left a while ago." I say as look down. "I'm sorry didn't mean to bring up a subject that made you uncomfortable, so what grade are you in, and how are your grades?" "I'm a sophomore, and I makes A's and a few B's." I reply. "Outstanding!" he beams at me with a real smile. I fuck up next I accidentally knocked over my water on the table, I scramble to get my napkin while I apologize I start to shake and expect yelling and I look up and David is still smiling not even worrying about it, I look at Margaret and she has a look of sympathy on her face, while Troy and Tanner laugh. "Hun, its ok its only water! I wished that was the only thing I had to worry about spilling. When you have these to well three boys living with you there is a whole lot more things being spilled." She says and gets a rag and smiles at me, while wiping up the water. "Margaret I'm not a boy." David chimes in. "Oh, dear but you like to act like one." She muses back at him while everyone laughs. We sit at the table and idly chat about how everyone's day went. For the first time I feel comfortable then Tanner announces that we are going to his room. We walk back to his room saying he wants to show me a song that will blow my mind and I laugh at him because he is ranting that this band who I know but absolutely hate! I tease him as he puts in the cd and it is so bad! I tell him and he laughs at me and threatens to tickle me and I joke saying he could never take me. I stretch out on his bed letting my shirt ride up a little showing a little skin, just enough to maybe make him interested and I keep egging him on about how horrible the song is "Oh you asked for it!" he yells while running and straddling me and starts to poke and jab me tickling me I start to laugh and tell him to get off. We wrestle around him still tickling me hard and that's when he hits a bruise on my ribs I yelp with pain and take a sharp intake. "Oh man I'm sorry Chase are you ok? Let me see?" he asks reaching for my shirt. Before I can stop him he lifts up my shirt a little bit and sees a purple yellow bruise, and he gasps trying to pull up my shirt more and I stop his hand. "Tanner please just don't." I beg "Chasen, I need to see how bad they are ok." He says pushing my shirt up and he lifts it over my head. I feel bare with my shirt off and my horribly bruised stomach and chest exposed to him. He looks in horror as I look down, he touches the bruises tracing them from the dark purple to light blue to the yellow hue color. "Who did this to you?" he asks in horror. "No one just leave it alone give me back my shirt." I tell him "Chase, tell me who did this, you need to be checked out. Let me get my mom. He starts towards the door and I grab his hand. "Please, Tanner just leave it alone ok. Just don't get your mom involved." I plead with him as tears form in my eyes. "It's ok Chasen, it will be ok I just need to know how this happened and who did it?" "I'm clumsy and fell down the stairs at my house." I lie. "Don't lie to me I know you don't have stairs at your house, how did this happen?" he asks I look at him and I break down crying I finally let all the pent up hurt just release. I crumble to the bed and he sits next to me comforting me and I lean on him, and I just cry. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- There is ch.3! its done! I know left at an intense part will Tanner and Chasen get together next chapter????? Or will the just be friends??? Gotta find out but I wont disappoint! It took me a little bit to write this one ch.4 will be soon I'm aiming for early next week my b-day is Friday so I'm going to be out partying for celebration, please keep the comments and suggestions about the story coming anything you would like to see added to help. I want to thank Josh for being my number one ranting friend he has listened to me as I ranted and raved about things! Thanks BUDDY!