Date: Sun, 26 Sep 2010 22:03:56 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids Subject: some sense of security/some sense of security ch 6 This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now and do not read on! Everything in this story is PURE FICTION made up by me all the characters, and where it takes place is all fiction even the names please do not copy it and post it anywhere else Feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Thank you for the awesome comments, also EPIC thanks to Ty for editing! He did an awesome job and made S.S.O.S. that much better and he has helped me out so much on this chapter he is awesome! Also there is a new POV in this chapter! ----------------------------------------------------------------------- I traded my eyes in for velvet and gold Our lips open wide and don't let me go Take off the mask, And live like royalty It's all I have. From here to infinity We try not to hide, No I just can't resist No I just can't resist Breathe Carolina-Have you ever danced? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- --- Characters Chasen- Main character Tanner- Chasen's boyfriend Margaret- Tanner's Mother David- Tanner's Father Troy- Tanner's little Brother Aaron- Family friend ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------------------Chasen's POV--------------------------------- It's has been a few days since all the drama roared its ugly head and the mess with my mother and I, but I'm doing well. Tanner and I are happy!! I can't stop thinking of the other night and how he was kissing me, it so turned me on so much I wanted all of him right then and there. Sadly there hasn't been much alone time like that, mainly because Marg has went overboard and taken me to the mall getting me clothes, and setting up my room. Since my mom took the liberty of shredding mine to millions of small pieces with who knows what after I left. Its insane I feel so bad about it, Marg, well her and David have paid a lot of money to take me under their roof it's all so much to take in that there are people that love so unconditional, and they support Tanner and I so much! I now have skinny jeans! More than what I owned before, and so many shirts, socks and shoes. Aaron made sure I got skater shoes, that kid is something else. But the boxers, I picked out on my own. My room is so intense; I have a huge bed, dresser, and an entertainment center with a flat screen TV! That was all David's doing he wanted to get me the new slim ps3 but I begged him not to, so he bought a pricey DVD player for me, and a huge stereo. I don't want to forget the laptop. I cried when they gave me that, I have never had a computer EVER! Tanner is happy as ever, he loves the fact that he can be himself with his family it makes me happy too, and I found out I love to help cook with Margaret, it was kind of unintentional I stumbled into the kitchen one day while Troy, Tanner, and Aaron where swimming, which I opted out of, and she asked me to help and we talked about what happened and how I'm adjusting and well I found out I can cook! Tanner and I just finished watching Jeepers Creepers the movie. I wasn't really paying any attention, considering I'm a chicken when it comes to scary movies! Tanner laughs when the movie is over, because I still have my eyes hidden behind my hands. Tanner leans over and kisses me goodnight and makes his way out of my room, closing the door lightly so it wouldn't make a sound. I lay in bed for awhile just thinking of how everything has worked out and also kind of scared still because of that damn movie, so I decide to go get a glass of water from the kitchen. I make my way downstairs, I learned a long time ago to move around a house quietly to not wake my mother, so moving around here wasn't any difficulty for me. I'm leaning on the counter drinking the a glass of water when I hear someone in the bathroom, which is right next to the kitchen I slowly make my way over to the door. I hear the last bout of someone coughing and then the sound of like a spitting noise and then the toilet flushes, I back away from the door so it doesn't look as if I was spying on whoever is in the rest room. The door opens and Aaron comes out of the bathroom, His eyes are red and puffy, and he is wiping his mouth. He is in nothing but his boxers and they just hang on his thin frame threatening to fall off. He jumps when he sees me, "Chasen, wha...what are you doing up?" "Needed a drink of water, you ok?" I ask, stepping closer to him. "Yeah, just sinuses messing up really bad tonight and had some phlegm in my throat. Why does it look like something is wrong?" He asks getting defensive. I look at him, "No just heard you coughing, and wanted to make sure you're ok is all." "I'm just fine." he snaps at me, passing me making his way up stairs. I shake my head and walk back up the stairs, lying back in bed, wondering why on earth he was being so sensitive tonight. I lay there slowly getting sleepy until I shut my eyes and drift off. I wake up to Tanner kissing me and I roll over and pull the covers back over my head. "Tanner! Why are you waking me up so early?" "Babe it's already 7:30! You need to get up!" He tells me and starts to tickle me. I let out a yelp and flip on top of him, "It's Saturday and you are waking me up this early?" He rears back and makes a face, "Oh, babe your morning breathe is kicking today!" he laughs. "Good!" I tell him and breathe right into his face, "now let me get some more sleep babe, pleaaaaaase?" I say making a pouty puppy dog face. "Fine, you know I can't say no when you make that face." He says and kisses me and tells me he will be back at 9 sharp. ----------------------------------Aaron's POV-------------------------------- --- I walk up stairs and I see Tanner come from Chasen's room. My blood rises, I don't know why I'm so jealous of Tan. He is like a brother to me. I make my way back to Troy's room, really wishing my parents would come home, don't get me wrong I love it here I just miss MY room. Troy is still passed out no use in trying to wake him up, he is like a dead person when he sleeps. I think back to last night and how Chasen almost caught me throwing up. I don't know why he was even downstairs last night. I just I feel so fat lately especially since Chasen pushed me off from kissing him. Was it because he was taken? Or was he just disgusted with me. Why is it the first gay boy I meet is already taken? Deciding I don't want to be in here when Troy wakes up, because he is such an ass in the mornings. I make my way down stairs and I hear Margaret rustling around in the living room, I go see what she is doing. I walk into the living room and she is sitting on the couch with a cup of coffee reading the newspaper. I go sit beside her and tuck my feet underneath myself. "Hey hun, I was beginning to wonder where you were. I haven't seen much of you in the last few days?" she asks not looking away from the paper. "How did you know it was me sitting beside you?" I ask really wanting to know, she didn't even see me let alone hear me tiptoe in. She looks away from the paper and reaches my cheek and pats it, "cause darling, you're the only boy in this house that will come, and not demand food, money, or anything else you just sit quietly by me." I just look at her, "umm...Margaret, can I...can I have a hug? I think I kind of need one?" I ask kind of embarrassed. She sets down her paper and looks at me and gives me one of the warmest smiles and leans over and hugs me tight, "Hun, you can always have a hug from me, oh I received a call from your mother Pam this morning." I straighten up, perking up actually, "Are they coming home soon?" She looks at me with sad eyes, "No. The movie they are working on has been pushed back a few weeks. So they aren't able to come home until it is finished. She said she will be wiring money to me for your allowance, and your needs. She said they have given you a little more, considering they aren't able to come home as soon as they planned. I try as hard as I can to hold in the tears but being fourteen, it isn't as easy. I let a few slide down my face before I wipe at my face, and Margaret sees me and hugs me another time I tell her thanks and I get up to go out to the back yard. I can't be near her; I don't want her to see me cry. As I am walking out to the backdoor, Tanner comes racing down the stairs and runs right into me knocking me down. "Whoa lil dude, I didn't see you." He say offering to help me up. I can't help it but I feel even more hurt and I scold at him and get up, "I'm fine." I leave before he can question me. I hear him asking his mom what my deal is. But I go outside before I could her reply. I sit in a chair by the pool just looking at it. I hate that my mom and Theresa are always gone they are barely home, they are going to be gone like a month again. Last time it was five whole months before they came home. Even when they are home they don't really give me any attention. I just, I wished they would pay a little attention, and show that they love me, I know they do but they never show it, instead they make up for it by giving me a huge allowance. They don't even know I'm gay, or even about my problem, they probably wouldn't notice that I weigh only 104 pounds but I am not even that tall probably around 4'10. I grab my arm and dig my nails into my skin trying to stop crying I hate crying I don't want to cry at all. I shouldn't it's not my fault they are half way across the world. I jump as Tanner appears next to me I don't even know how long he has been there, "What?" "Hey lil man, mom told me about your rents not coming home for awhile." He says pulling a chair next to me. I don't look at him because I'm on the verge of crying right about now. "I'm fine." I tell him. "No you're not, when I ran into you, you looked like a kid that lost his candy. Dude it's ok to be upset, pissed, hurt that your parents aren't coming home. I know I would be." He tells me, but I still don't look at him. "You are like a little brother so you should feel right at home here." Next thing I know he turns me to face him and he is smiling like a goofy fool. "You can't be sad ok? I don't want that and neither does anyone else! Besides I got to talk to you about some stuff, I want to take Chasen on our first date tonight! So I need your help lil man." I laugh at him, then when he says the words date, and Chasen I stop laughing looking at him, "A date, but you and him are already together?" "Well yeah, but I want to take him on a date something romantic that he won't forget!" he says to me. "I don't know, he probably would like anything I guess." I shrug. Tan looks at his watch and says I need to go wake sleepy beauty up anyway, and ruffles my hair and leaves me alone once again by the pool. I feel sick in the stomach; I don't know why I am just so jealous that he is with Chasen! --------------------------------Tanner's POV--------------------------------- - I sneak into Chasen's room and slowly climb in his bed and kiss his soft lips. "Huh, what time is it?" he says mumbling I laugh and kiss him again, and he wakes up enough to kiss me back, "morning sleepy, you have to get up now!" "WHY?" He whines at me. "We have so much to do and I need you to talk to Aaron, he found out his rents are not coming back so soon, he is really bummed." I ask him. "Why would he listen to me?" He asks getting up putting in shorts and a shirt. DAAAMNNN! He looks so good this morning I think to myself but he always looks that good. He turns around and say, "Jeez you wake me up and don't even bring me breakfast, what kind of boyfriend are you?" and laughs. "I got your breakfast right here fool!" I say and grab myself. "Yeah, about that I heard it wasn't that filling." He laughs and walks out of the room. I sit there in shock, did my boyfriend really just diss me first thing in the morning? I go and yell at Troy to wake up, and run quick as hell, because everyone knows he's such an asshole in the morning. I make my way back downstairs, mom has left her morning coffee spot and is in the kitchen getting breakfast ready. "Woman, all you do is cook!" I tell her startling her. "It's what I love to do, it keeps my calm and relaxed, especially in times of stressful situations." I go over and hug her, "Your awesome mom, but what is stressing you right now? Chasen is safe and happy, Troy is Troy, I'm good and Aaron is okay. Dad is happy, we all are ok." She puts down the utensil she is using for the pancakes and drops the mix into the pan, "Well Officer Tomas called, said court will be in a week and a half and they need Chasen to testify, also a lot has to do with Aaron." "Does Chasen know? What is bugging you about Aaron?" I ask getting concerned I don't like it when mom is upset, then she goes into a cooking frenzy. Last time she went on a frenzy, they could have fed a buffet line of sumo wrestlers. "Your father is going to sit Chasen down later and speak with him about it. Aaron has lost weight, I can see it, I'm a mother I see everything. He also isn't as happy as he used to be. I really think his parents being gone is effecting him more than he lets on." She says flipping the pancakes over to cook. I start to say something but Troy walks in, "Mom is it ok if I go to the movies with Amber today?" She looks over at him, "Who is Amber?" "Just a girl. I need to let her know?" he says getting frustrated. Mom shakes her head, "yes sure." With that Troy trots off to the living room with the rest of the boys. I give mom a sympathetic look, "You might have to keep Aaron entertained tonight, I'm taking Chasen on a date and not sure when we will be back?" "Maybe we will go see that new movie easy A" she tells me, "Go get out of the kitchen now, I need to finish cooking." With that I go join the others who are just sitting on the couch, Troy is texting on his phone, and Chasen and Aaron in deep conversation about some skate stuff. I sit on the arm of the couch next to Chasen and start to massage his shoulders. "So we have a few errands to run later this afternoon." I lean down and tell him. He looks up with curiosity, "please tell me it isn't to buy anything else for me?" I laugh, "No, but it will take some time to complete them." "Ok." He says and reaches for my hand and just holds it. I see Aaron look at us, I can't quite place what I sense, but I don't pay anymore attention I lean and kiss Chasen on the head. Mom then announces breakfast is ready and that we should go wash up before it gets cold. We sit down to eat, well everyone but my father who is already off at work. That man works but he enjoys it, plus he is off on the weekends. Now that's a job that I want. Everyone starts to dig in, I notice looking around the table Troy still eating, and texting at that at the same time, how he does that is beyond me. Mom is reading the newspaper again with another cup of coffee, Chasen is watching me smirking, and Aaron is barely eating, just moving it around. I finish my pancakes, and tell Aaron he better get to eating or they will get cold before they finish and taste like rubber, I get a little smirk and he starts to eat. Following my mom into the kitchen, I go to her and whisper something in her ear, and she says she will do it and starts to get to work on what I asked her to do. Walking back to the kitchen everyone is pretty much done, Troy has went back to his room I guess, Aaron has left. That just leaves Chase drinking his milk. "What! Why do you keep looking at me its making me laugh to much?" He tells me as he finishes his glass of milk. "Cause you are so mine! Hey I'm going to run and shower then you need to, but do you think you can talk to Aaron while I'm in the shower?" I ask. "Yeah no problem." He says smiling and taking his dishes to the kitchen, but I grab them and tell him I will take care of them. ------------------------------Chasen's POV----------------------------------- --- I just smile at Tan; he is so insane at times. I walk into the living room looking for Aaron but I don't see him, then I hear the bathroom door open and out he comes with red puffy eyes, looks like he has been crying. "Hey dude." I say walking up to him. He looks at me for a second, "hey." "Let's go outside, it's nice out." I tell him steering him towards the back door and into the beautiful morning time. "So, what's going on Aaron?" I ask sitting in the grass patting the spot next to me. He sits down and starts to pick at the grass, "nothing I guess. I mean noting more than normal, just bored and kind of pissed." I watch him and he looks like he is fighting tears back, I reach over and brush his dark brown hair looking into his honey colored eyes, "Hey its ok to cry. Tell me what is going on inside that head of yours?" "Just I'm so pissed at my parents. They aren't coming home until that lame ass movie is done and it's already been two weeks, and they said it would be at least two more that's a whole month! They are never home even when they are, there too busy to notice me, or watch me skate no they just throw money at me thinking that will fix their lack of affection to me." He lets all of that out before taking a deep breath and looks back down. "Hey man, I understand to a point, but both of your moms love you. They are doing what they need to do to make sure you get what you want, and more. At least they aren't like my mother was." I tell him standing him up and hugging him while rustling up his hair which he bats my hand away from. I start to walk inside, "Oh and I want to watch you skate today, after Tan and I get back from doing whatever he has planned for today. Ok!" The look he got when I told him that was pure excitement, he smiled and nodded and walked back in with me. As I walk in I see Tanner come downstairs dressed in board shorts and a sleeveless shirt and he looks so good right there I want to jump on him, I smile and wink at him and he laughs. "Looking good, who you seeing big boy!" I tease at him. "This totally adorable guy, well if he will go shower cause he stinks, I can smell him from here!" He says laughing at me. I stick my tongue out at him and run up the stairs taking them two at a time, and dash into my room locking my door, I strip down and head to the shower. On the toilet I see Tanner has already laid clothes out for me, board shorts like his but mine are blue while his are green, and a white sleeveless shirt. I have no clue what the boy has planned but he is goofy. I step into the shower, warming it up before I do of course cause if not it does cause major shrinkage! I let the water cascade over me, feeling rejuvenated as it washes me. I soap up my body, cleaning myself real good and rinsing all the soap off. I wash my hair, standing under the water a little longer. I start to rub my body out of habit, but I stop myself before it goes to far. I can't even remember the last time I got off was, but that doesn't matter to me right now what matters is whatever Tanner has planned, I know it's going to be fun! I turn off the water, opening the shower door to grab my towel and I dry myself off, I look in the mirror, the bruises are fading to a nasty yellow looking color, I am so glad I don't have any hair on my chest or face I guess I was blessed with that, I look right at my package and I decide I could use a little trim, my blonde mess of pubes are a little over the need. I grab the scissors from the cabinet and trim a little, so where it looks decent. I decide I look ok enough, I still worry even though I know I shouldn't, but I still have a few self-esteem issues, I know Tanner likes me for me. I get dressed putting on the board shorts and shirt. I open the mirror to grab my deodorant, cannot forget that I don't want to stink. I run my hands through my hair it's getting long I need a trim. I slip on some sandals and make my down stairs where Troy is egging his mother to go, and I ask what's going on. "Troy has a date with some girl and I am taking Aaron to a skate shop, a movie and probably going to grab something to eat too." Margaret replies hurrying out the door. I go sit next to Tanner and we say goodbye to everyone as they leave. As soon as the door locks and we see them drive off, I straddle Tanner and start making out with him. I kiss him hard and passionately, while running my hands on the inside of his shirt along his gorgeous six pack leaning back making him fallow me as we still kiss. "Hey baby, we gotta go." he mumbles and kisses me again. I smile and get off him and laugh, "Looks like someone is a little excited!" and I point to his tented out shorts. He just looks at me and gives me a little grin going red in the face, "That's payback for last night." I tell him and pull him up with me. He runs to the kitchen and says he will meet me outside that he's going to go through the garage. That he has to pull the car out. "Tan! How do I lock the house up?" I holler at him. "Just turn the lock on the door handle, I'm setting the alarm from the garage." He says from the kitchen. I lock the door and go wait by the drive way I feel a little self conscious, Tanner must have sensed it because when I got into the passenger seat of his car, he asked me what's wrong. "I have birdy chicken legs, I feel retarded in board shorts." I confess to him. He laughs so hard that he can't back out, "Well I like your birdy chicken legs!" I look back at him and lightly punch him, "shut up and drive fool, where are we even going?" "Well I think I am hungry, so we are going to go eat at this little Italian place not too far from here and the rest is a surprise." He tells me as we take off from the house. About a few miles from the house we pull into the Italian place. We get out, and make our way inside and we hear a screeching of a woman and she runs up and hugs Tanner. "Tanner darling your looking too skinny come, come eat you must!" the burly woman tells him I follow, she smiles and says hello and goes to over and brings us plates, I look at Tanner, he then tells me it's a buffet. "So ugh who is she?" I ask. "Martha? She is the owner, I used to do her yards in the summer since I was like 8, she always tells me I am too skinny and tries to make me eat everything!" We sit and eat; different pastas that he makes me try along with homemade pizza! It was so good I actually went back for seconds. We stayed for at least two hours the last hour Martha joined us and brought us free ice cream. She told me some of the funniest stories about when Tanner was doing her yards, and her adventures in Italy when she visits. She told me next time she will bring me something back! Tanner finally announced that we had to be going, he paid for the food and we said our goodbyes, I was feeling sleepy from all the food. "Babe, why don't you take a nap, where we are going next is about thirty minutes away, I will wake you when we get there." He tells me while we back out of the Italian place. I nod and lay my seat back, and close my eyes listening to him hum softly to the radio and it soon lulls me to sleep. Before I know it Tanner is shaking me gently awake and we are on a road surrounded by brush and fields of grass with water in it, "where are we at?" He smiles and points to the signs on the right hand side of the road and it reads pier nine, "Cape Canaveral, it's a quiet beach, not a lot of people come here because you pay a few bucks to get in, but it's beautiful." We pull into the pier and a deck rises up over a huge hill, Tanner pulls a blanket and a picnic basket out of the trunk and smiles at me. We walk onto the deck and right over the hill the sand starts and leads onto the beach. It's so beautiful and no one is in sight. "Where is everyone at?" I ask as he spreads the blanket out on the sand and pats for me to sit by him. "I brought us farther down from where everyone else goes, so it could just be me and you and the beach." He says leaning over and kissing me. I kiss him back, "so what's in the basket?" He pulls out a few waters for us, "there are sandwiches, but we had a really big lunch I'm not hungry. Plus the sun is going to set in about thirty to forty minutes." I take a drink of water and look at him, he is perfect. Plus he looks so beautiful that dark hair colliding with his green eyes that are very bright today, I lean and kiss him. He pulls me on top of him as we start to make out, our tongues battle back and forth in each other's mouth, I start to grind into him, his hands are all over my back grabbing my ass and squeezing it. I reach to take off his shirt and he moves so I can. After I take off his shirt I straddle him, and stop and just look at him, his perfect face smiling at me and his smooth chest and six pack. I lean forward and kiss him on the lips and then on the cheek, moving to his neck kissing it, I get to his collar bone and I suck gently on it causing him to moan a little bit. I move down to kiss his chest and make my was down his torso, to his six pack and I kiss every one of them, I start to make my way back as my hands reach for the string on his board shorts. I look up and smile, "I want to." "Only if you want to babe, no pressure at all, I am happy just to be here with you." He tells me. I lean and kiss him again and I move down farther positioning my face level with his shorts. I slowly undo the string and I start to pull them down, Tanner raises his butt in the air so I can pull the board shorts all the way off, as soon as I do his magnificent cock springs up and slaps his stomach. I admire Tanner in all his nude glory he is perfect his cock, is smooth cut, and not to thin and not to thick just right, his cock is probably eight inches, and he has a little patch of brown pubes and his balls set just right, right under the shaft. I reach and take his cock in my hand, hearing him gasp and I slowly start moving my hand up and down massaging his cock, and I let my other hand gently massage his balls. I move and lick the precum off the head of his cock and I slowly take the head into my mouth swirling my tongue, and start to gently suck while keeping my hand moving up and down his shaft. "Oh Chaseeeen, thaaat feels soooooo, good." Tanner moans out. I take more of his dick into my mouth I almost gag a little but I breathe and slow down. Making my way half way down his cock going the rest of the way I take all of it down my throat, having my nose into his pubic hair smelling his sent I start to come back up. I start to go up and down on his cock with my mouth, listening to him moan loudly as I do my hands still working both his cock and balls, I slow down taking my time on the head. Then diving all the way back down on his beautiful cock causing him to moan more. Moaning loudly, "Babe, I'm not going to last much longer!" With that's, I start going up and down faster on his cock and sucking harder, I start to fill his balls pull up. "Chassee, I'm, I'm cumming." I hear him let out I suck harder and I hear him let out a loud moan and I feel the cum, hit the back of my throat and I keep swallowing as he lets out four more huge spurts. I keep sucking until, it stops coming out. "Oh my god, Chasen that was the best thing I ever felt!" he says pulling me up and kissing me. He lays me down on the blanket, and starts to kiss me hardly, this is a side of Tanner I never seen, and he reaches for my shirt and pulls it off me, he's like a wild animal. He starts to kiss my chest, I lay my hand on his shoulder bring him back up to kiss me and then he slows down, and kisses me a few times and starts to make his way down to my collar bone and starts to suck lightly causing me to moan. As he sucks on my collar bone he starts to reach down and undo the strings of my shorts and pull them off without stopping the little mini assault he is doing on my collar bone. He slides his hand into my shorts, and wraps his fingers around my cock I gasp as he starts to move his hand up and down my cock. He smiles at me and manoeuvres a certain way so he can slip off my shorts and he starts to kiss down my stomach, tickling me a little and I laugh. He reaches my four pack, and does what I did and kiss each one of them. He takes a little more time on each kiss, and he kissing below my belly button down to the spot my pubes start. He leans back and takes me in and reaches down and grasps my cock and lowers his mouth on to it. Everything in my body ignites, its unlike anything I have ever felt in my life so much pleasure all at once I bite my lip and try to control myself as he starts to go up and down my 7 and half inch cock. He nurses my cock. Going up and down on it alternating from fast to slow, to just sucking on the tip of my head. All the while I'm moaning loudly, "Tann, I'm about to cum soon!" I yell out as I feel my balls tighten up and I feel the pressure and my cock explodes in his mouth. He takes it all drinking the four, to five huge shots I let out and he keeps sucking I whimper, because I get so sensitive and have to tell him to stop. He comes and lies beside me and holds me in his arms, "This was the perfect day." I tell him as I nuzzle into his chest and we watch the sun set on the beach. After thirty or so minutes Tanner kisses my head, "Ok babe we need to get dressed and start heading back home." "I mumble okay." I'm super sleepy, that I need to have him help me pull on my shorts and he gathers our stuff and we make our way back to the car. The last thing I remember is getting into the car, next thing I know Tanner is shaking me awake once again, "Babe lets go in, we are home!" We get out of the car and make our way into the house, most of everyone is asleep. We start to go upstairs when we hear coughing from the bathroom by the stairs, and not the light cough, serious coughing and then hear something hit the floor. Tanner runs back down the stairs as I make my way slowly back down them so I don't fall due to sleepiness. I make it to the bottom of the stairs and I hear Tanner. "Chasen hurry in here now!" He says loud enough for me to hear him. I rush over to the restroom and I see Tanner trying to wake Aaron up he's slumped against, the wall with vomit on his clothes. "FUCK! Is he ok?" I ask panicking. "Yeah he just running a fever and pale, get a cold wash rag, and some Nyquil from the cabinet." Tanner tells me in a calm voice. I do as he says, and help him undress Aaron and wipe his face off as he is groggy fighting with us, about taking the Nyquil. Finally Tanner gets him to take it. As we wait for him to finish it Tanner looks at me, "something is wrong with this he shouldn't be sick. Not like this it's not normal." I just look at him, but I have an idea of what's going on, "Well just pick him up and let's just go back to my room sleep in my bed tonight?" We take him up to my room, and put him in the middle of the bed. Tanner and I strip down and put on boxers and we both get into my bed putting little Aaron in the middle, I kiss Tanner goodnight. Tanner is such a good person and great boyfriend, he makes me so happy! I think as I slowly drift off to sleep. I wake up to Aaron cuddled into me, it's cute but I really have to have a huge talk with him later, I get up and make my way to the bathroom to relieve my bladder. As I finish I come out of the bathroom and I see Aaron is awake, "You in the bathroom now!" I tell him lowly. He slumps his way into the bathroom, and I follow him in, and shut the door. "What the fuck was last night about?" I ask him. "Nothing I was sick!" he says getting defensively. I look at him, "that's bullshit Aaron every time I see you, your coming out of the bathroom all puffy eyed, and look like you been crying. Your making yourself throw up aren't you?" I ask flatly. He turns away from me, and I hear him start to sniffle, "Just leave me alone, its none of your business!" I don't know what happened I snap, I grab him by the wrist and spin him to face me, "Bullshit, it's my business after I have a great day, and come home and my boyfriend is scared, and so am I cause your passed out in the bathroom!" and I look at his arm and see where he digs his fingernails into his skin. He looks down and slides down against the wall, "I don't know, Chasen I'm just so messed up right now I'm upset and no one to talk to!" "Tell me I'm here!" "I just feel so alone all the time, my moms are never home. You and Tanner are so happy. Troy has a girlfriend now, and when you said you would watch me skate, and you never came back. I like you a lot Chasen!" He confesses. I sit next to him and put my arm around his shoulder, "Little man, I know how you feel I was just in that situation, I still feel it, but I'm here for you and so is Tanner! He cares a lot about you. Look little man, I am with Tanner, I am so flattered you like me, but we couldn't work out. It's nothing against you, just I require a lot of attention and sometimes it's a lot to give. Tanner gives me that and more!" I calmly tell him. "But don't do this anymore you have all of us worried, you are supposed to be the spunky, happy kid as you where when I first met you." He looks at me all teary eyed, "I'm sorry I didn't know you and Tanner really cared.." "Of course we care; I care about you a lot. I know it's hard not having parents around but you have us! Now let's get back into bed before Tanner gets up. I don't know if he is a grouch or not in the mornings. I hug him when we stand up and kiss the top of his head, and lead him back into the room and he goes straight to sleep as he hits the pillows, I think about what we talked about a lot, the kid must feel alone, I know I would. Maybe he is confused. I decide not to think about it so much and turn over to go to sleep. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- -- Sir KD: There is chapter 6! I hope you all like it please let me know! I want to thank Ty again for an amazing editing job he did on ch. 5! He is awesome and helped me so much on this chapter, as for ch. 7 I have no clue what's going to happen! Maybe Aaron will find a bf, plus David has to have a chat with Chasen about testifying in court! Stay tuned!!!!!!!!!!! Down below are a few helpful web pages that I found http://familydoctor.org/online/famdocen/home/children/teens/eating/277.html http://www.helpguide.org/mental/eating_disorder_treatment.htm tY: A pretty interesting chapter, we now know KD isn't a virgin :P jk Marg seems like a really great mother, one they all lean on. Chasen and Tanner seem to be going strong. Can't wait for chapter seven to be written, the suspense lol.