Date: Sat, 16 Oct 2010 15:18:26 -0700 (PDT) From: K Davids Subject: Some Sense Of Security/Some sense of security ch 9 This story is fiction and is not intended to imply anything about the true sexuality of the reader. This story contains sexual contact between to underage males if this is illegal to read where you live then please hit the back button now and do not read on! Everything in this story is PURE FICTION made up by me all the characters, and where it takes place is all fiction even the names please do not copy it and post it anywhere else Feel free to email me k.davids@ymail.com ------------------------------------------------------------------ So, I just want to thank all of y'all the readers for the awesome comments I have received. It's awesome to know I can write and entertain everyone. I truly appreciate it all... This chapter will be really short that's because there is only one chapter left until part one ends of SSOS. ------------------------------------------------------------------ I feel the angels' coming for me But I'm not ready to leave I got a promise to keep Woah...I feel forever slipping away You know I'll fight this disease I'll fight it everyday for you Don't wanna be sick no more But I'm just to insecure to ask for help from any friends I can't turn to family Cause their so proud of me And there is no worse feeling But I cant do this by myself ~Madina Lake~ they're coming for me ------------------------------------------------------------------ Characters Chasen- Main character Tanner- Chasen's boyfriend Margaret- Tanner's Mother David- Tanner's Father Troy- Tanner's little Brother Aaron- Family friend ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- --------------------Chasen's POV------------------------------------------- Standing outside the courtroom I'm so nervous. David can sense it, he hasn't left my side, encouraging me to be strong. I don't know what to do, David told me that I won't be questioned, just sit and say what she did was true. An officer approaches us, and tells us to head in, he opens the doors to the courtroom, it's really not like what you see on TV, it's not some huge room, it was smaller and there was a judge and in front of him was my mother I could see the back of her head. I was asked to step up to the stand, I was sworn in by an officer, I repeated after him, and to my left was an area for the jury. "Chasen Tarrant, would you please explain to the jury why we are here today, and what the defendant has done." The judge told me. I won't bore you with the same story that we all know, I told them what happened and there were pictures of me after the last beating I took, and pictures of old scars on me, I had to verify that those pictures were of me. The whole time I was on the stand my mother never looked up at all, I could see she looked terrible. I am sure she was having a hard time staying sober probably gone through withdraws like a crack addict does, that's how bad she was with the alcohol. After I stepped off the stand I go to joined David, in the seats behind the lawyers, I didn't realize that someone walked in while I was on the stand. Sitting right next to David was my father, he smiled at me as I came to sit right in-between him and David. The jury had some time to review the evidence, and the judge was handed a piece of paper. "The jury finds the defendant Tammy Cross to be guilty, of child abuse, assaulting a minor. She will be sentenced to nine years, without illegality for parole." With that being said the judge dismissed court. My mother was escorted out of the court room in handcuffs she looked at me with cold hatred; she slowly smiled at me and was shoved out of the door. I just looked down I somehow felt so defeated, but my father put his arm around me and moved me closer to him. 'It's okay Chasen she can never again hurt you ever." David says patting me on the back. "No, she will never raise a hand to you again." My dad reassures me I smile at him, and I follow them out of the court room. By the time we get outside my mother was put into a police car and taken back to jail. I followed David and my father as we walked back to the car. "Dad what are you doing here?" I ask. "Well son, I landed in California, and Caroline was there and well she was pissed at me." He says looking at me. "I'm sorry I hope I didn't cause this." I tell him almost in tears. He laughs and pulls me into a hug, "No son, she told me to get my ass back on to that plane and go to my son, because he is about to go testify against an evil human being, and that I need to be there and to support you." I look up, "really?" He shakes his head, "I was relieved. I wanted to be here so bad, plus I know the judge I have been here since last night, I know him an old friend." "So is that why she has no parole?" I ask. He smiles, "let's just say I provided enough information, for him to consider not giving it to her." "What about yours and Caroline's Anniversary, I think you should go back to the airport and go home to here." I tell him. "Are you sure?" He asks. "Yeah, Dad you came all the way back just to be here for me, that shows me so much, and Caroline wanted you to come and support me. You need to keep your word about your anniversary." I tell him. He smiles at me, "you are a smart kid, promise me you will call me soon, so we can make plans for you to come visit meet your brothers, and sister? Hell we can even bring up Tanner as well." I smile and hug him, "I will, now go! Dad go get you a cab and get back to your wife." He hugs me back and we say our goodbyes, I watch him as he gets into a cab he waves once more and they take off. "That was a mature, and a good thing you did." David tells me putting his hand on my shoulder. "I am just happy he was here for me, but I would feel bad if he would have missed his anniversary, that would be selfish of me. Plus school is almost out maybe I will go visit him." I tell David. We both smile, and walk to the car. I smile and think this is a new beginning for me, and I can't think of a better person to spend it with than Tanner. ------------------------------Tanner's POV----------------------------------- Class is so annoying at this point.....I want to know what happened in court today I tried to skip but Chasen told me to go to school. Though I wanted to be there, just to support him. I am sitting here listening to the teacher drone on about some formula that I will never need in life, honestly I can't even stand this class it's a waste of time I don't need this mess I am not going to go into anything with science, so why do I need to learn what Newtons it takes and all that mess, it's just all gibberish. I am sitting there just looking at the board but not even focusing and I see a piece of paper fly on to my desk. I look over and I see Kristy looking over at me pointing to the note. Tann, Babe, what is going on with the last few months we only have a few months left of school, and I am planning this huge bash for all of us...Ever since you started hanging with Chasen, me or none of your OLD friends see you, and you don't even talk to us anymore. I don't know what he had got on you but we miss you, I really miss you.... XO XO XO Kristy. I just laugh at the note, yeah I know I have been ignoring her, it's because we have a past that no one knows about, not even Chasen. I think it's kind of better to forget it and not bring it up. But this party I have to go to it, has been way to long since I have gotten drunk, plus maybe I can get Chasen a little drunk and get some action. The blow jobs are great, but jeez I want more than that! Fuck even Troy is getting more action than me, I didn't even tell Chasen about walking in on Troy and Amber screwing. It kind of shocked the shit out of me, I just backed out of the doorway real slow and quiet. I was just no words to explain it. Finally the bell rings and this dreaded class is over I get up out of my desk and pick up my books, as I start to leave I feel someone pinch my ass I look back and it's Kristy. "Well what do you think about the party in a few months?" She asks walking behind me. "Sounds like it's going to be fun, I am going to try to make it!" I tell her, and then I feel my phone vibrate. "GOOD! Tell Chasen he has to come as well!" she says and skips off down the hall. I look at her as she skips off, she wants Chasen to come? Huh, maybe she finally gets it. I look at the text it's from my baby. "Court went well, Miss you so much, can't wait to feel your arms around me!" Reading the text made me smile, I start to walk down the hall I see Troy, and Amber at her locker kissing. I just shake my head. Farther down I see Aaron with some kid I have never seen before but he is cute but way too young for me, they are laughing and playing around, I catch Aaron's eye and he comes bounding my way with the mystery kid in tow. "Have you heard from Chasen? Did you meet his dad? What is his dad like? Did he tell his dad about himself?" He asks all basically in one breath. I laugh, "Dude chill, I just got a text from him, court was good, and yes I met his dad and yes he told him. Yes, he took it well, and his dad is pretty awesome!" I tell him. "Man I wished I could have met his dad!" he says. "We wanted to spare him, dude you can be a lot to take in at once, you ball of energy." I tell Aaron who just looks a little offended. "That he is!" the kid next to him states. "Oh, Tanner this is Maxx, the friend I stayed with this weekend he is from TEXAS!" Aaron tells me. I reach out and shake Maxx's hand the kid has a nice smile, but has braces not such a turn on for me. "Good to meet you Maxx. I hope he wasn't too much to handle." He laughs, "Nah, he is cool, pretty much my new best friend!" he says sheepishly. "Ugh! They need to get a room!" Aaron says looking over at Troy and Amber. "Oh, they already have." I say looking back at Aaron. He looks at me and does a little motion with a finger and his other hand a circle and brings them together back and forth. I laugh, "Oh, yeah." I tell him. "NO WAY OH MY GOD GROSS!" he yells out. The warning bell sound, I am glad I have a free period, but Aaron and Maxx say their goodbyes and head off down the hall. I headed to the library looking over the text again brought another smile to my face, so I texted back, "Good! Miss you babe! Can't wait to hold you!" Part of me wanted to just skip school, I wasn't paying attention today, and plus what the hell am I going to do for a whole period? I call my mom see if she will call the office and let me sign out, "Mom, please? I want to be home for Chasen!" I beg her. "No, Tanner you have missed too much school and it's almost out for summer so you don't need to skip. Chasen is a big boy he can handle himself I promise." She tells me, using that there is no more to discuss voice. ---------------------------Chasen's POV-------------------------------------- After I got home I took a nap which I needed very bad, I was just way too tired to wait up. I felt someone kissing my head, I shifted to look and it was Tanner, "Hey babe. How are you holding up?" he asks me. I smile big, "I am so much better now that you are here!" I tell him and grab him and pull him into bed with me. We kiss for a bit, playing with each other's tongues, back and forth nothing to serious right now, "Now that, your whole mom drama is over we have everything to look forward too now." He tells me as I lay my head on his chest. I sigh, "Do you think it's going to be ok?" I ask "I know it's going to be ok, hell nothing holding us back now!" he tells me hugging me. "Mhhmmm." I mumble taking in his scent. "So Kristy is throwing a huge party at the end of the school year." He says looking at me. "Okay...not like we would attend that skank's party, she would probably just cause a scene if we showed up there." I say laying my head on his chest again. He sighs, "Well she specifically invited us, I think maybe she is ok with you, I mean after all you did show her up pretty damn good." "I don't want to talk about her right now babe." I say kissing him. We lay like that and I eventually fall asleep on his chest with him just holding me. Before I know it he is kissing me awake telling me its dinner time. I smile at him and kiss him. "It was perfect way to wake up, seeing you first thing." I tell him and lay my head down again. "Come on babe lets go eat, and I will just lay with you in my arms all night if you want." He tells me. We make our way downstairs, and run into Troy who is always texting when he isn't with his girlfriend, I just look at Tanner and he rolls his eyes. We knock on Aaron's room, he comes out just as hyper as ever, and hugs me, "Glad everything was ok!" I hug him back and we all walk down the stairs and into the dining room, where Margaret has ordered pizza for us and Dr.Pepper. "Let's eat boys, plenty of pizza! I think it's a reason to celebrate!" David announces. "Save room for desert!" Margaret yells from the kitchen. She brings this nice cheesecake in, "its homemade, I only make it on special occasions!" We all sit in laughing and talking, eating pizza. I look around and think of how lucky I am to be here with all these special people in my life! I look at Tanner and smile as he is being goofy eating his pizza, I catch his eye and he smiles back at me and reaches under the table to hold my hand. "Everything is going to be just fine." He whispers to me and smiles. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------- well guys that's ch 9 yes I know its super short that's because there is one more chapter left....for part one, I have already planned out part two of SSOS, and well let's just say chapter 10 is going to be explosive! It's going to change everything! I had to make this short or I would have spoiled all the surprises! I don't want to do that I hope everyone has had a chance to check out the sites that I posted on ch. 7 they are awesome keep checking the you tube channel for the it gets better project more videos are being added! I was able to go to a pride parade and it was amazing, I saw churches, banks, Disney, Maceys, People who are running for government all supporting it and in the parade! Plus PFLAG was there and it gave me chills to see all the signs of support it was beautiful! But the last entry in the parade filled my heart with joy, they had a banner and it read honouring those we lost due to their sexual orientation, and had pictures and messages wrote to love ones lost it was great experience I just want to encourage you if you have the chance to attend one. tY: I'm glad you got to enjoy a pride parade, ours up here are different, mind I didn't stick around long. I found it not as entertaining as yours sounds. Ours was just t0o flashy and in your face. The last few chapters, Kd and I have been commenting on teen suicides, specially the recent ones in the US of A, well there's a face book page to join to honour them. http://www.facebook.com/event.php?eid=165242526824205&ref=ts Simply they have asked people to wear purple on October 20th to remember the boys. I'm going to. What will KD come up with..... Chapter ten will tell