Date: Thu, 19 Mar 2009 23:21:26 -0400 From: dan Subject: Spring break and my new jock friend Chapter 3 This is a work of fiction containing gay consensual sex between adults over the age of 18 years old. If it is illegal to view this material, offended by the content or underage, please leave this site immediately. This work of fiction is the product of the author and maybe not be copied or published in any way without the express consent of this author. No one in this story is real, living or dead. Any resemblance to a living or dead person is purely an accident. This is my first story and I welcome any and all comments. Dan **************************************** Chapter 3 I woke up in the morning and instantly realized I had drunk way too much last night. The hangover that enveloped me from the moment I opened my eyes was like nothing I had ever felt before. Rolling over to check the alarm clock I was surprised to find three people sitting on the far edge of the bed. "What the hell is going on?" I growled. I was going to be in a bad mood today because of the way I felt; I just knew it was coming. "The weather outside sucks." Erika said. She was propped up on the other bed with Tony and Mandy playing some card game. "It's cloudy and starts to rain like every 15 minutes then stops." She said trying to decide which card to discard. I looked over at the alarm clock and it was just before 11:30. `Dear God. They woke me before noon and with a hangover like this.' I thought to myself. `They have no idea what a bastard I was going to be that day because of this.' "So, it's just a little rain. Why is everyone hanging out in here?" I snapped suddenly realizing that there were people everywhere in the room. They were sitting on the floor at the end of my bed, stretched out in front of the door to the bathroom; just anywhere I looked there was someone else. "'Cause Sam puked all over the floor in the other room and we had to pay the motel and extra 50 dollars to steam clean it." Sarah said as she jumped on the bed next to me causing way more motion than my body was ready for at that moment. "They should be done soon but really who wants to hang round in the middle of that so I just told everyone to hang out here till they were done." She said with a giggle. She knew full well from the expression on my face I was in serious grumpy mode but she also knew she was right and there was nothing I could do about it. She produced a bottle of water from the night stand and handed it to me. "I thought you might need this when you got up so I was keeping it close by." She laughed as she bounded off the bed again to reclaim her seat at the foot of the bed. "Ok, ok" I stammered as I drank the water and sat up in the bed against the head board. I suddenly realized I had no idea if I was in just my boxers or shorts or nothing at all for that matter. I really had no recollection of going to bed the night before. I slipped my hand under the sheet to assess the situation when Tony spoke up. "Don't worry. You're not naked or anything. Sarah made me help get your shorts off and put on your gym shorts on so you would `be more comfortable'." He said making air quotes on the last part. "She wouldn't let us draw on you or anything and blackmailed me into helping her." He said trying to act annoyed. "Gee thanks for being the great friend there Tony and wanting to help a guy out." I jabbed back. Everyone started to talk about the crazy things that everyone did the night before. They seemed to take special pleasure in recounting the idiotic things that I had done. I started to wonder if Brian saw any of the mess I made of myself but I couldn't just ask about him; that would be too unusual. Instead I just lay there and took my verbal beating like man. Soon I decided to end the `recount Dan's dumbass moments' session that had blossomed and announced I was going to take a shower. I asked Tony if he cared to join me since we had become so close the night before. He just shot back with a "Fuck you" and we all laughed. I knew I had to shift their focus though so after gathering up my fresh cloths and just before I closed the bathroom door I turned back and asked "Where is Sam any way? Don't tell me his is still sleeping while the clean up the puke around him?" With a boisterous laugh Mandy answered. "No they are making him help the cleaning lady steam clean the carpet." She just about fell over laughing as she said it and everyone launched in on the story of who was there when it happened and who saw what. `Thank god for Sam and his puke' I thought to myself as I closed and locked the door. It was about 20 minutes later when I emerged from the bathroom. I still wasn't feeling 100% but I did feel better than I had going in. About half the people in the room were gone now. "Where did the others take off too?" I said asking no one specific. "Sarah and Sam went to get more ice for the coolers and Erika and Tim went to shower in the other room and change. But really I think they went to make out some more." Mandy said very matter of fact. "WHAT?!?!" I choked as I spun around. "Erika and Tim? Really? How the hell did I miss that one?" "Oh please the sexual tension between those two has been building up since we got here. I am surprised they held out till last night." She was still playing with the cards but now she was playing a game of solitaire. She never looked up from her cards as she recounted finding them around the corner of the building by the parking lot making out behind some trees. "But we all know who the big love story of the week involves." She added I just about dropped the cup of juice I had just poured. I cleared my throat and asked "Who?" I just knew that she was going to blurt out `You and Brian of course!' "Come on, you didn't see Sarah and Tony last night? You were sitting right there when he kissed her." My heart started beating again then it hit me. "Sarah and Tony?" I questioned. I searched my mind for that memory but for the love of the universe I couldn't find it. The majority of the night was a blur. Except for the single private moment that Brian and I kissed at the door to the bathroom. Just like every other moment with him, it was seared in my brain like a photograph. "Well, I will have to get to the bottom of that one later." I declared. Mandy just looked up with a huge smile. "Good, that is why I told you. Make sure you tell me everything." I knew Mandy just wanted the information because it was dirt on her friend but I assured her I would report back as soon as I had something knowing full well that I had no intention of betraying Sarah like that. Soon Sarah and Sam returned with four buckets of ice and dumped them in the cooler. "We're running low on soda and stuff." She announced to no one in particular. "We can go get more this afternoon." I assured her. We had all chipped in for a `mixer and food fund' which seems was going to go more toward mixers than food at this point. "Just tell people to make a list of anything specific they want and we will see what we can do." I had been standing at the door when Sarah came back to the room looking out at the gray sky. The weather report had said it should clear up by this evening but it was going to kill a whole day of us hanging out on the beach. "Hey Sarah, wanna go up to the office and see about getting some more towels since it doesn't look like we are going anywhere today?" I knew it was a lame excuse to get her alone, as did everyone else in the room, but I still wasn't on top of my game with the lingering hangover I was still shaking off. "Sure!" she said. It was then that I noticed that she was just a little perkier today than usual. So we walked around the other side of the motel and I grabbed her arm stopping her once we were well clear of our rooms. "So what the hell is up with you and Tony?" I demanded. It was then that she launched into the whole story. About how the first night he had told her how pretty he thought she was and how they had talked and then last night when they kissed. She said it was that kiss, it was a kiss that just told you in your heart that was the right guy for you. As she went on and I just smiled, partly because I was so happy for her and partly because I knew exactly what she meant. I had felt the same way when Brian and I kissed on the beach that first night. I just knew it was right no matter what anyone else said or thought. I listened to her tell me all about Tony and how great he was. He was someone that I knew would take care of her, not like her crazy ex-boyfriend Michael. I never could figure out what the hell she ever saw in that jackass but none the less she had dated him for a year. But that was over now and she was making out with Tony every chance she got. We just laughed and finally she just said "and that is all there is to tell right now but if we get married or matching tattoos I will let you know." We sat for a moment more then she went to stand up. I reached out and grabbed her arm and stopped her. "Brian and I made out on the beach the other night." I blurted out. "I KNEW IT!" she just about screamed. I jumped to cover her mouth but she pushed my hand away. "I knew you liked him and I had this feeling something happened but I had no idea it had gone that far!" she said now trying to yell at me and whisper at the same time. "Yeah." I said coyly. "Well, details asshole! I want details. Who kissed who? Does anyone else know? Have you all talked about it? Wait... Brian is gay?" throwing in the last question realizing it should have probably been her first. I assured her that it was all still very much unsettled but that it had been mutual and that neither of us was drunk so this wasn't just some spring break thing. I gave her all the details of the walk on the beach and our promises to each other. I told her about holding hands on the way back and the finial kiss of the night just before she walked up to the jeep. We laughed and hugged and as you have probably guessed I began to tear up. I wasn't ashamed to do it in front of Sarah, after all she had known for a while I was a crier. I didn't share the events from the motel room though. I would have to save that till after I had broken the news to Brian that she knew about us. If he was pissed I wanted something to be able to do damage control with after all. We hugged some more and then headed off for the towels. It was still lame excuse but it would be even worse if we didn't come back with them. When we made it back to the room pretty much the entire group had reassembled and was hanging out laughing and starting with an early afternoon cocktail. I just couldn't bring myself to have one so I grabbed the list they had made and surveyed it. I showed it to Angela, the keeper of the cash, and she handed me 50 bucks saying "That should cover everything". As I was putting on my tennis shoes Sarah said she would go with me to help. I think she thought it would be the perfect time to drill me for more details about Brian. So we headed out the door and down the stairs to my jeep. Just then Matt's car pulled into the parking lot and Brian got out of the passenger seat. "Hey guys. Pretty crappy afternoon" he announced looking up to the sky. "Yeah it is." I answered "What are you guys up to today since this rain is going to wreck any beach time?" he asked. "We were just heading out to the store for more supplies. We are running low on some stuff." I said suddenly feeling like Matt and Sarah were watching us like we were lab rats or something. "Cool, we need some stuff for the house too. Having a bunch of meat heads hang out at your house will sure cause you to go through a lot of food fast. Mind if I tag along? Matt was just gonna head up the strip to Victoria's hotel and hang out. Not really my scene today." It seemed like he was trying to find a place to stop talking but just couldn't and then he got flustered. I really did love it when he got like that. There was something about seeing this guy that is always so confident lose his concentration and stumble that just made my heart melt for him. "Why don't you two go?" Sarah injected poking me in the back. "There won't be a lot of room in the jeep for the stuff if all three of us go. You got the money right Dan?" "No I don't want to get in the way. Matt and I can always go later..." Brian interjected. "Well that is stupid. You both need to go and I certainly don't think you all need me there to carry the heavy stuff." Sarah shot back. "Go on, just don't skip my stuff on the list or there will be hell to pay." She said turning and heading back up the stairs. Brian turned and leaned his head in the window of Matt's car and a moment later he was gone and we were in the jeep driving down the road. Brian fiddled with the radio and finally landed on a country station and said "I hope you don't mind country. It's just that I have been listening to Matt's crappy music for days now." "Nah, I love this song." I said as I reached over and turned up the volume. We sang and laughed the entire way to the grocery store. We pretty much made complete idiots out of ourselves and got more than a few strange looks at the stop lights. We spent about and hour and a half in the store. Mostly we were goofing off and causing a commotion but we didn't care, we were having the best time with each other. He had the best sense of humor of anyone that I have ever met. He had me laughing so hard I was doubled over and to top it off, he got my twisted sense of humor too. Once we had gathered up all the supplies for both of us and a few more things that weren't on my list we headed to the checkout. We started piling the things on the conveyor belt. I was trying to keep the items separated into two sections so they wouldn't get mixed up but Brian just started putting everything together. "Wait jackass. How is she going to know who's is who's?" I said jabbing him in the ribs and laughing. "She isn't. I'm getting all this. Don't worry about it." "No you're not. Look I got cash for this I don't want you to do that." I said very seriously. And just as seriously he turned and looked at me "look just let me get this. I want to do it; I want to get you something. Sort of a present." And he went back to unloading the cart. I am sure that the cashier loved every minute of this little exchange between two high school guys. "Really a present?" I said all sappy and joking while holding up a bag of Cheetohs. "Keep it up and you get the generic ones." He said as he snatched them out of my hand with a grin. I just gave up fighting him over it. Soon we were back in the jeep with bags sliding around in the back seat. I didn't want to admit it because I know Sarah had not come just to give Brian and me some time alone but the reality was that she really wouldn't have had any room on the way back. We had bought a mountain of food and drinks between the two of us. Back that the motel we sorted what belong in what bag and hauled them up to the room. There was Mandy sitting outside our door talking with a guy neither of knew. "I wouldn't go in there if I were you." She stated. "Well what the hell do you suggest I do with this stuff then?" I said holding up the bags that felt like they were going to rip my arms off. She just shrugged. I managed to get one hand free enough to turn the handle and kicked the door open. Just as I entered the room I heard a gasp from the bed. And realized that there were people in it, it took a second more to realize that it was Tony and Sarah and that they weren't just playing cards. "No worries." I said "Just need to drop these off. Don't take too long with what you all are up to. Don't want this stuff to go bad." And with that I went back and grabbed the bags out of Brian's hands because he was frozen in the doorway with this mixed look of embarrassment and delight on his face. After I dropped the last of the bags by the coolers I went over to the bed and bent down and kissed Sarah on the forehead and then patted Tony on the back. "Be sure to wrap that thing up. I am SO not ready to change any diapers." I said to them with a huge grin. "You ass!" Sarah sighed "Have fun. I am heading to Brian's if you need me." I called back to them as I left and closed the door to the room behind me. We laughed about the scene all the way to his house. He couldn't believe I had walked up to them and kissed her on the forehead. I assured him that I would pay for that later in some way that I would never see coming. Once back at his house, Brian and I unloaded the remaining groceries and got them put away. He then reached in the fridge and grabbed a beer and opened it. "What the hell? Your mother certainly didn't raise you right." I said sternly. "Oh really?" and then he turned and opened the cabinet behind him and produced a bottle of bourbon. "Since you weren't a fan of the beer the first night I thought you might like this better but if you're going to question my manners maybe I should just save it for someone else." He said. I went to reach for the bottle like grabbing for candy but he held it over his head making jump and try to grab it. "Come on." I pleaded. "Pretty please?" "Only if you can get it from me." he said standing on his toes. I knew there was only one way I was going to get him to give. So I lifted his shirt and immediately began kissing his abs and chest. I then began to suck on his nipples and run my hand up his thigh under his shorts. "Ohhh god! That's not fair." He exhaled. "Nothing is fair in love or cocktails. You give?" I said between bites to his now very stiff nipples "Yeah, I give. Go on to the couch. I will make you a drink." He said lowering his arms. "OK" I answered as I kissed his lips. Sitting there watching him make me a drink and thinking over the afternoon of shopping and coming back to his house I just got this over whelming sense that this was just right. Nothing had ever felt more right in my life. "You know Matt won't be back tonight. Right?" he said as he sat down next to me. "Really?" I raised an eyebrow and gave him a sideways glance. "Yeah. He is really into this Victoria chick and he said he was going to stay up at her hotel tonight. So that means we have the place to ourselves." "Well then, maybe I can finally do all the things I have been dreaming about to you." And I leaned over and kissed him. "and I can finally just sit here and hold you, feel your heart race and get to know you even better." he countered as he leaned back against the arm of the sofa and pulled me back into him so that I was lying against his chest. It took us a moment to get settled in but soon I was nestled between his legs with his left hand wrapped around my body and rubbing my chest under my shirt. I was using my left hand to caress his massive thigh while we both left our right hands free to reach our drinks. We switched on the TV and half watched and half talked for the next couple of hours. Of course in the position we were in meant that when I needed another drink or he needed a beer I was the one to get up and get it. I didn't mind though because each time I walked back from the kitchen I got to just look at him laying there on the couch. In fact, on the way back from my first trip I walked right into the coffee table because he was rubbing his stomach and I was just too mesmerized to pay attention to where I was going. He just laughed at me trying to steady myself and blushing. "You all right there graceful?" "Yeah but who had the bright idea to put a table right there?" as I half heartedly kicked the table with my foot and tried to put on my best angry face. "My mother." He countered. "I will be sure to let her know you disapprove of her decorating style." "Well I am sure there are a few other things that will upset her more than my disapproving of her furniture placement. Like the fact that I have fallen head over heals for her son. I don't think I was the exactly what she had in mind for who you would date." "I think she is going to love you... she never really quite did know what to do with her big jock sons. Hell half the time I don't know what she is talking about when she starts in on the books she is reading." Then he gave me a reassuring hug. His hugs were pure power and I don't think that he had any idea of exactly how hard he squeezed when he gave me one but I never thought once about telling him for fear that he would do them weaker. His hugs seemed to envelop me and engulf me in safety and protection. After several hours I turned around and kissed him. It was after something particularly sweet he said and that started us going. I was devouring his neck while he savored mine and we drifted back to each other's lips. We let our tongues explore the other's mouth while my hands found their way to his chest again. I couldn't help but grab his pecs every chance I got and tonight he responded by flexing them. I melted even more as I felt his chest muscles harden in my grasp I moaned into his ear. I sat up facing him and tugged at his shirt tail practically ripping it off him. I just sat there stroking his chest hair and the trail that ran down his stomach while he flexed each muscle as I went. "I think I found your weakness." He said slyly. "I think you're fascinated by my muscles." Brian striped my shirt and rubbed his hands over my chest and down my arms. I still felt more than a little self conscious having any part of me undressed this close to Brian but it was never because of anything he said or did. In fact every look and touch let me know that he thought I was sexy as hell. "It isn't your muscles that are my weakness. It's you." I said keenly back to him. I then dove back on his chest with my mouth and worked my way up to his neck then to his lips. I was deep into his kiss and grinding my crotch against his. I could feel the power in his groin and I knew I was having the effect on him I wanted. He was squirming and we were trying to get as much of our skin to touch at once as possible. Then all of a sudden the door flew open. "WOAH! OK... WELL THAT IS WAY TOO MUCH FOR ME TO KNOW!" Matt shouted. I jumped about 4 feet finally landing standing at the far end of the couch just looking at Matt in terror as he covered his eyes. I just wanted to run and I just about started to when Brian spoke. "Dan, its ok." He reached out for my hand but I pulled back now darting my look from him to Matt and back. "Really it is ok. Matt and I had a talk this morning. I couldn't keep it from him any longer." Thinking that his words weren't sinking in, mainly because they weren't he finished with "Dan, Matt knows I'm gay and that you and I are together." I just stood there and looked at Matt who kind of stood there and half looked back at me. "Sorry man. Really I didn't mean to interrupt. I just forgot something." He said "Umm..." was all I could say while shooting another look at Brian who was smiling back at me trying to power through the uncomfortable situation as best he could. "I am going to smoke." I declared and made a beeline for the sliding glass door. As I pulled the pack from my pocket I looked back inside and saw Brian and Matt talking. I was trying to tell if one was yelling at the other but it didn't seem that way. I turned back to the ocean and just looked out. Could the high school football star really be my boyfriend and his best friend really be cool with it? Reality came crashing down on me in that moment. This was fine and all but people knew now. Matt knew, Sarah knew. If we asked them not to say anything I was sure they wouldn't but I was sure it would have to end. I mean we couldn't go back home and keep up this secret and have the kind of relationship I wanted or needed with Brian. Here at spring break was one thing but at home would be another. I started to cry with my realization and I started to shiver. A few minutes later I heard the sliding glass door open and close. Then I felt Brian's warmth press up to my back at I leaned over the rail. It was only then that he realized I was sobbing. He grabbed me by the shoulders and spun me round and I just buried my face in his chest. I couldn't let me see me like this. "What's wrong!? Its ok, Dan I swear its ok. Matt's not pissed he was just surprised is all." He was stoking my hair trying to figure out what had caused me to come undone. "It's not Matt." I said through the sobs and the sniffles. "It's just that I don't want this to end. God I don't want this to ever end." And I whirled back around and leaned on the railing again. "I don't either. I am not going anywhere." He said hugging me. "No you don't get it." I grunted. "When we leave here we have to go back to life at home. What then? Here, at your beach house with no parents, coaches or teachers is one thing but what about home?" I was filling with anger, not at Brian but at life. It wasn't fair that I find this kind of happiness and then I was going to have it ripped from me in just a few short days. Brian forced me to turn around again and lifted my chin with his hand. He had that same sweet smile and look in his eyes that first night on the beach. "We will worry about that when it gets here. Matt and I talked some about that too this morning. I know I am going to have to tell my parents and if the choice is between you and not telling them I am going to chose you every time." He then leaned down and kissed me. "God you're shivering bad. Wait here, I'll be right back." I just stood there and watched him as he went back inside. He was just coming back from where the bedrooms were when he stopped and said something to Matt. Matt then reached out and gave him that one armed jock half hug I had seen them do then grabbing his bag and giving me a wave then headed out the door again. Brian came back outside and he had a blanket with him and something else. "Here put this on." He said. I held up what he handed me and it was his varsity football sweatshirt. This wasn't something that the guys on the team let anyone wear. "I can't. This is your..." "Put it on. We are a team now." He said pushing it into my chest. He dropped the blanket on the lounge chair and went back inside for our drinks and his shirt. I finished my cigarette then slipped the sweatshirt on. In truth it was huge on me but it felt great. I could even smell Brian's scent in it. He sat down on the chair and patted the space between his legs. I slipped right in between them and lay my back against his chest while he covered us with the blanket. I turned and kissed him softly and he just looked into my eyes and wiped the wetness of the tears from my cheeks. "Don't worry about a thing. As long as we have each other we will be ok." He whispered in my ear and I just leaned back and closed my eyes. I listened to his breathing mix with the waves from the ocean while he ran his fingers through my hair. We stayed like that for hours. Brian was right yesterday in the motel room. As long as I had him to hold me it seemed nothing could hurt me. We talked some about our parents and how they might react. Neither of us thought they would throw us out of the house but we also didn't feel like they were going to be thrilled with the revelation that their son was gay either. We talked about our friends and I told Brian about the talk that Sarah and I had earlier. He was cool saying that he understood, and that was the same reason he had to talk with Matt that morning. While I hadn't shared EVERY detail with Sarah it seems Brian had with Matt. "Really? You told him you sucked my dick?" I said in disbelief. "Yeah, at first he just thought it was a joke but the more I pressed on and the more I told him how much I felt for you he realized I wasn't trying to pull one over on him." "What did he say?" I just couldn't believe that these two jocks had shared that kind of information and their friendship was still ok. "Nothing really. He was glad I had told him. We have been friends a long time and I just needed him to know. He did tell me that more details like what your dick tasted like weren't necessary though, which I think I have to agree with. That part did get more than a little weird but I had to make sure he knew I wasn't kidding." He said with a laugh. "He also promised me that it was just between us until we were ready to let other people know." "But what if he gets drunk and starts to run his mouth?" I started to worry for a second and turning to look at him. "Don't worry about that. Matt doesn't run his mouth about stuff like that when he gets drunk. He usually just starts spouting bad pickup lines at every girl in the room till he passes out somewhere." He said pulling me in for a kiss. "It really is starting to get chilly out here." He stated somewhat matter of fact. "Umm... I am not sure how to... it is just that I was wondering..." all of a sudden I could see him getting flustered and stumbling over his words again. "I was just gonna ask you ..." he said letting the last part trail off. "Go ahead. You can ask me anything." I assured him "It's just that..." he paused then whispered "Damn." "Well, do you want to spend the night?" he blurted out. I smiled at him. "God yes." I blurted right back at him and we both broke into huge smiles and started to laugh a little at how bad we were at some of this. With that we got up and he took my hand and led me inside. I locked the sliding glass doors while he went to make sure that the front door was locked and turn off some of the lights and the TV. He then came back and grabbed my hand and lead me down to the hallway to what had to be his room at the beach house. There were a few sports posters on the walls and cloths spread all over the floor. You could tell it wasn't the room he slept in every night of his life just something about it said it was his. I followed him over to the queen size bed and he kind of jumped onto it and bounced over to the other side. Then he looked at me with this face that I can only compare to a boy about to have the best birthday party ever and patted the bed next to him. I crawled into the bed and we wrapped our arms around each other and started to pick up where we had been interrupted before. Soon he was kissing my neck again and biting my ear and that was driving me crazy. I twisted and moaned as he lay on top of me. He pushed his hands up under the sweatshirt and rubbed my chest and sides. Soon his powerful arms were pulling me forward as he peeled it from my body in one smooth motion. While he was still sitting up with his firm ass pressing down on my crotch I tried to get his shirt off as well but I was no where near as smooth with it was he was with mine. We laughed about my struggle and finally he shed his shirt himself. I just lay there running my hands over his chest and abs. While sure I had seen more of his body this week then I had ever seen of any guy, I never could get enough of examining it and here we were with an entire night to ourselves. That meant I could take my time and enjoy every nuance of him and his body. I sat up again and began to kiss his chest and abs while I ran my hands all over his back. Again I could feel him flexing his pecs as I kissed them and explored his back muscles as they would tense as I continued to lick and devour every inch of him that I could reach with my mouth. Eventually he gently shoved me back on the bed and he started to do the same thing to my chest and abs. He hadn't shaved again today and he had some serious stubble building up and I could feel it scraping across my skin and the feeling was amazing. Soon he slid off to my side and was kissing me deep and hard while his hands roamed across my body. He slipped just his fingers under the waist band of my shorts and he played with the top edge of the hair surrounding my dick. I thought he was testing the waters again waiting to see if I would stop him so I reached down with my free arm and undid my belt and top button. He just pulled back for a moment and smiled then kissed his way down my body eventually reaching the top of my shorts. He quickly unzipped them and began rubbing my dick through the fabric of my boxer briefs. He rubbed and squeezed and pulled on my dick and was driving me nuts when he stopped and jumped to his knees. He grabbed the waist band of my shorts and underwear and started to yank and tug at them. This didn't go as smoothly as him getting my shirt off and he was getting a little irritated so I helped him out. Just as my shorts cleared my cock it spring back and slapped against my stomach. I have to say I never really compared myself to other guys before but I had measured my dick. It was about 6 and a half inches long and a little over 5 inches around when hard. Brian reached up and grabbed my dick sending a wave of pleasure through me. Just like the day before he seemed to examine it while he was stroking it, running his fingers over the veins but this time he also paid special attention to the ridge of the head. I had my head back and was relishing the sensations when I felt his tongue make contact for the first time with my cock that night. He started an all out assault licking and then sucking but then he reached down and grabbed my balls in his hand. Not hard, he more just cupped them and closed his huge powerful hand around them. He fondled then so gently and pulled on them so softy. I knew it wasn't because he thought he was going to hurt me but because that was his true nature. This was one of those rare moments when the part of his life Brian had been hiding all these years showed through. Brian was working my cock over good and I have to say I was more than pleased with myself that I had lasted infinitely longer then the first time he had sucked on my dick. Still, I didn't want to finish just yet so I reached down and pulled on his arm to get him to lay back. It was my turn to do some break through some barriers. He slid up the bed beside me and we kissed again. I let my hands travel over his body as I kissed and sucked his neck and shoulders. My hand had found his thigh and I pushed the leg of his shorts up as I nervously got closer and closer to his crotch. Soon there was too much fabric bunched in the way of my hand reaching what I really wanted so I hopped to my knees and looked him in the eyes as I undid the button to his shorts. He just smiled and put his arms behind his head exposing his armpits. Remembering how sweet they tasted in the motel room I almost forgot my true objective and dove back into them. As I undid the zipper I felt my stomach churning and my heart racing. My hands were shaking as I grabbed the waistband of his shorts and boxers and started to slide them down. Soon there it was, I had only felt it through his shorts two nights ago, but I had never seen it. It was like looking at a beautiful piece of sculpture and I was going to get to touch and hold this and much more tonight. Giddy, I threw his shorts across the room without realizing it and Brian laughed while I blushed a little but then I went back to focusing on his body. I wanted to make him feel as good as he made me feel. I bent down and kissed his thigh again savoring the course dark hair that covered his pillar like legs. I instantly noticed the scent coming from his crotch. It drew me in and with my hands still shaking I reached out and grabbed his dick. It was hard; harder then I ever thought something could be. As I squeezed and stroked it I could feel Brain's pulse in it. I could feel his heart racing like mine was. He let out a low moan and I bent my head down and kissed the tip of it. I couldn't believe this was really happening or how it all felt. Even in my wildest dreams it was like nothing I had ever imagined. Soon I was licking and then sucking his dick savoring the taste and heat of it. I don't know if I was doing it well or even right for that matter but I knew I had to have it in my mouth. I did know to keep my teeth out of the way but that was harder to do then I thought it would be. Brian moaned and squirmed as I worked over his dick and I had taken to gently rubbing his balls too. Instinct took over and I let his dick slip from my mouth and I started to lick his sack and then took them in my mouth one at a time and sucked on them. That is when Brian sat up and pulled me off him. Before I could speak he just said "wait, I want you in my mouth too." And he twisted around so we were lying beside each other head to toe. I went back to savoring his cock and he did the same to mine. It wasn't long before I felt the tension start to build in me and that caused me to suck on him even more intensely. Soon I was grunting as I began to shoot but Brian never took his mouth off my cock and I guess my volleys of cum sent him over the edge because in the middle of my climax I felt something hot splash against the back of my mouth. A split second later I realized Brian was shooting his load in my mouth and I wanted every drop of it. I sucked as hard as I could but having no experience I couldn't stay attached to his dick after the second shot so I pulled off and stroked his dick while four more shots erupted from the end of his dick. I watch in fascination as the thick white fluid formed strings across his abs reaching his chest. Once our bodies had settled down I just lay my head on his thigh running my hands through his chest hair. Brian just settled his head back on a pillow and stared at me with a huge smile on his face. "So, did it feel like you thought it would?" he asked. "Did you enjoy it?" "No, it was much better than I could have ever thought and I think you got the answer to your second question in your mouth just a second ago." I laughed. "Yeah, I guess I did" he chuckled back at me wiping the corner of his mouth with his finger. "Come up here. I need something from you." I climbed up the bed and settled my head on his shoulder with his arm behind me and pulling me into him. "Now what is it that you needed." I prodded. "This" he said turning and kissing me. We kissed and felt each other then would stop and just enjoy the other being there then start all over again. This went on for hours and we had several more sucking sessions that night. Neither of us ever pushed beyond that; not because we didn't have the desire but because this was exactly what we wanted and it felt better than either of us could have ever have imagined. When we finally did start to drift off to sleep I remember laying on my side and Brian lying behind me holding me. I slid my hand into his and drifted off to dream dreams that wouldn't even come close to what I had just experienced.