Starting Over

by tim

This story is © 2004 by tim and is protected by copyright law. Please do not copy and distribute, or post this story to other sites without the author's permission. This is a fictional story. Any similarities between actual people or events are purely coincidental. Although this story is posted in the no-sex section, it may eventually contain sexual situations between teen males. Please send all comments to: . Thanks to all of those who are reading this story.

My summer at the amusement park has mercifully come to an end. I am in Michigan now, and getting settled in. Hopefully my writing will not be affected too much by this. A few of my friends know of my last harrowing days at the park, and I will expand on that after I receive my bonus from them.

Stories on Nifty by tim the story guy:

Starting Over* - in the no-sex section (last update 10/26/04)

Training Day - in the adult/youth section (completed 9/17/04)

What A Gas! - in the adult/youth section (last update 11/02/04)

Sweet Sixteen - in the sci-fi/fantasy section (last update 10/28/04)

Allen & Allen 2 - in the high school section (last update 10/28/04)

No One Else - in the high school section (last update 11/03/04)

Fate - in the high school section (completed 5/21/04)

*Although Starting Over has been listed in the no-sex section of the archive, there may eventually be sexual situations between teen males.

Starting Over - by tim

Chapter 7

Two days later Wayne and Carter made the trip over to Orlando to visit Phillip and Kevin. Phillip met them at the door of his home, and offered Wayne a friendly handshake. Carter almost seemed disappointed that Phillip and Kevin were both dressed, mainly because he would liked to have seen Wayne's reaction if Phillip had answered the door naked. While Phillip and Wayne sat in the living room having a friendly conversation, Carter and Kevin went to Kevin's room. On Kevin's wall was a six by three foot poster of a very famous actor, taken while he was much younger and completely naked.

"Wow!" exclaimed Carter. "I like his acting a lot, plus I always thought he looked hot naked. I never knew you could get something like this of him though. It almost looks like one of the pictures I saw of him on the internet once."

"It's probably the same picture you saw." replied Kevin. "Uncle Phillip works for a computer hardware distributor, and they have this one industrial printer that is huge. Plus it comes with a program that automatically fills in the pixels on photos, so they come out just as sharp as the original sized photo."

"Sweet dude!" exclaimed Carter. "So, what do you want to do Kevin?"

"How about a kiss from one of the hottest guys I know?" asked Kevin.

"Okay," replied a straight faced Carter, "tell me who he is and I'll see if I can find him for you."

"Don't worry," said Kevin, "I already found him."

Kevin put his arms around Carter, then pressed their lips together. The boys must have kissed for at least five minutes, with each boy taking turns exploring the other's mouth with their tongue. By the time it was over, they were taking turns sucking on each other's tongue. Both boys were breathless when they broke the kiss.

"Damn Carter!" exclaimed Kevin. "You are the hottest kisser I have ever met dude. I know I said I can wait to take things further, but it's going to be hell!"

"No one has ever kissed me like that before dude!" panted Carter. "I think I'm going to like having you as a friend Kevin."

The two boys then laughed at their mutual admiration for each other, and settled in to play some video games on Kevin's PS2. At one point Kevin put his arm around Carter's back, then looked at Carter for a reaction. Carter smiled at Kevin, so the two boys spent time innocently caressing each other's back and shoulders. This didn't help Kevin's game play much, but Carter showed tremendous improvement. After the games, the boys talked and laughed for a while. They also held hands too.

Meanwhile out in the living room, Phillip and Wayne were still having their conversation. Wayne had seemed distracted from time to time since arriving though, which Phillip had noticed.

"Is there something on your mind Wayne?" asked Phillip.

"No." replied Wayne. "I mean, not really. It's just a conversation I had with Carter after our trip to the beach."

"Was the conversation about us being naked Wayne?" asked Phillip.

Wayne began to blush as he said, "Some of it might have had something to do with that."

"You're not uncomfortable around me because we've seen each other naked, are you Wayne?" asked Phillip.

"No, of course not." said Wayne. "I hope we become the best of friends Phillip. It doesn't really matter if you're gay and I'm straight, or that we've seen each other naked. I still feel the same way."

"That's good," said Phillip, "because I can make you feel a lot more comfortable if you want."

"What do you mean Phillip?" asked Wayne, as he subconsciously began breathing heavier.

"The boys will probably be in Kevin's room for a while." replied Phillip. "I'd love to make you feel good Wayne."

"I'm not gay though Phillip." said Wayne.

"So," replied Phillip, "I've been with one or two absolutely straight guys before, and they still enjoyed me bringing them to an orgasm. Just because someone can make you feel good, it doesn't make you gay."

Wayne didn't know it, but he was now breathing very heavily. Before he knew what he was saying, he said, "I guess it wouldn't hurt anything, would it?"

"Not at all." replied Phillip. "At least not unless you freak out over it, and start acting strangely when you're around me."

"I think I can handle it." replied Wayne.

Wayne nervously fumbled with his pants, as Phillip prepared to use his mouth to make Wayne feel very good.

Meanwhile the boys had logged onto Kevin's computer, and were playing a few games there.

"I can't wait until you and Phillip move up to Cincy." said Carter. "I really wasn't looking too forward to going back before."

"I kinda can't wait either." replied Kevin. "You're a really cool guy Carter. I can't say that I'm thrilled about being that close to my family anymore though. My Uncle Phillip really is the only one that I consider family now."

"With everything that's happened, I don't know if I could deal with my family not wanting me anymore." said Carter compassionately.

"That was a long time ago dude." said Kevin. "I've had a better time in the last eighteen months than I ever though possible, although at first it kinda sucked. I'm not even going to see them though if I can help it. They gave up on me, so who needs them?"

"That's great cause I really need a friend like you right now dude." said Carter.

"Who knows," replied Kevin, "it might be even more than that at some point. I'm willing to wait until you're ready dude, because I think I'm falling in love with you."

Tears started forming at the corners of Carter's eyes as he asked, "Do you know how long I've been waiting to hear someone say that dude?"

Carter cried lightly as Kevin held him in his arms. This time though Carter found himself crying from happiness. It was a relief to him to finally hear those words. Kevin hugged Carter warmly until Carter stopped crying about five minutes later. Carter finally pulled back and stared into Kevin's eyes.

"Now I know I'm falling in love with you Carter." said Kevin softly.

Kevin drew close to Carter's beautiful face with his own. Then the two boy's lips met softly. This time their kiss was more passionate than lustful, and it felt even better than their first kiss. After several minutes, Kevin began to draw back. As he did he sucked gently on Carter's lower lip, while Carter sucked gently on his upper lip.

"That was the most wonderful kiss I've ever had." said Kevin dreamily.

"It was pretty awesome dude." replied Carter. "Hey! Wouldn't it be something if Phillip and Wayne got together?"

"I thought Wayne was straight." chuckled Kevin. "Besides, if I know my uncle he's already talked Wayne into letting him suck his cock. That's my uncle's favorite thing to do when he has a boyfriend."

"You wanna go see if they're doing it?" asked Carter excitedly.

"Nah," replied Kevin, "my uncle would kill me if we interrupted something, and I like him too much to have him kill me!"

Both boys laughed at that remark, then resumed playing at the computer. Every once in a while Kevin would place his hand gently on Carter's thigh, and Carter would look at Kevin and smile.

About thirty minutes after the boys resumed playing with the computer, Phillip stuck his head through the door and asked, "How does pizza sound to you boys? Wayne and me are starved!"

"Pizza sounds great Uncle Phillip!" replied Kevin. "I would have thought you might be full by now though."

"You know a guy needs more than protein to survive." quipped Phillip, while giving Kevin a wink.

"I guess so." giggled Kevin. "You know how I like mine. What do you like on your pizza Carter?"

Carter's mouth was hanging open in shock at first, but he finally managed to reply, "Whatever you're having is fine dude."

As soon as Phillip had closed the door, Kevin began laughing hysterically. "You should have seen the look on your face dude!" howled Kevin. "It was priceless! I wish I'd had my camera ready."

"I can't believe they did it dude!" said Carter, still somewhat shocked. "I just can't believe Wayne let your uncle suck his cock."

"I told you when my uncle sees someone he likes, he usually gets them." replied Kevin. "Damn! It must have felt great for Wayne to have his cock sucked by another guy for the first time! Don't mention it to him though dude, it would probably embarrass the hell out of him."

"Don't worry," answered Carter, "I wouldn't do that to Wayne. After all, I owe him my life. He is such a great man."

"Then you might be able to return the favor dude." said Kevin. "If Wayne does turn out to at least be bisexual, he'll need a lot of help from someone who knows about what it's like to love another guy."

"I'll definitely be there for him then." replied Carter. "It's the least I can do for him. I still can't believe it though, Wayne and your Uncle Phillip. I guess Wayne is a lucky guy, because your uncle is very nicely hung for an older guy."

"He never gets any complaints, that's for sure!" chuckled Kevin.

After a few more minutes of talking, the boys went out to the living room to wait for the pizza. Wayne was sitting in the middle of the couch, with Phillip sitting on one side of Wayne. Carter sat on the other side of Wayne, while Kevin sat on the loveseat.

Carter leaned his head into Wayne's side and said, "I'll never be able to thank you enough for everything you've done for me Wayne, especially bringing me here today. Kevin and Phillip are the greatest people besides you that I've ever met."

"I couldn't agree with you more Carter." replied Wayne, as he rubbed the top of Carter's head. "Kevin seems like he'll be a great friend for you, and Phillip and me are becoming pretty good friends as well." Then Wayne looked toward Phillip and smiled.

"Well," said Phillip, "I'm certainly happy that the four of us got together. I hope for a long and healthy relationship for all of us." Then Phillip smiled back at Wayne.

About that time, the pizzas arrived. Carter took a seat next to Kevin as closely as possible, and the four guys demolished the pizzas. Then Kevin and Carter became embroiled in a heated belching contest. Wayne and Phillip laughed at the antics of the two boys for a few minutes, then shooed them back to Kevin's room.

After the boys had left, Phillip asked, "So, I take it that you're okay with what happened today?"

"Yes my friend," replied Wayne,"I"m fine. Actually it felt very nice. It was better than I could have imagined."

"Good!" exclaimed Phillip. "I would hate for anything to interfere with our new friendship."

"Trust me, that won't happen because of what we did today." said Wayne. "Actually it makes me like our friendship all the more, knowing that you like me enough to do something like that for me."

"Great," replied Phillip, "because there's something else I'd like to do for you Wayne."

"What's that my friend?" asked Wayne.

Phillip began moving his face closer to Wayne's face. Wayne was nervous because he'd never done anything like what he thought was about to happen, but he didn't want to stop it either. Phillip kept getting closer until his lips came in contact with Wayne's. Wayne couldn't believe how nice Phillip's lips felt against his own. His heterosexual mind was screaming, "No! No!", but something else that he couldn't understand was in control now. Wayne couldn't believe what he was doing, but he was now returning Phillip's kiss with passion. When Phillip finally drew back, he had left Wayne breathless.

"I know that you said you are straight Wayne," said Phillip passionately, "but I am falling in love with you. I can't help myself, you are the most attractive man I've ever met. Please don't hate me Wayne."

"I could never hate someone for loving me Phillip." said Wayne in a daze. "I still want us to be great friends, I'm just so confused right now."

Phillip could see that Wayne was beginning to lose control of his emotions, so Phillip took Wayne into his strong arms and held him gently. Phillip knew how tough it was for a guy to question his sexual identity, he had been there himself a long time ago. He would give Wayne as much comfort as he could now. Phillip gently stroked Wayne's back, as Wayne quietly sobbed into Phillip's shoulder. Phillip held Wayne and let him cry well into the evening.

At one point Carter came out, to ask if they were staying the night or something. Carter was stunned when he saw Phillip hugging Wayne, and Wayne crying into Phillip's shoulder. Phillip saw the boy and raised a finger to his lips, then waved Carter back into Kevin's room.

"Dude!" exclaimed Carter, as he shut Kevin's door tightly. "It happened dude! It actually happened! Wayne has fallen in love with your uncle! He's out there crying in your uncle's arms right now!"

"Shit, he must be going through hell right now!" said Kevin. "I remember what it was like when I realized that I was gay for the first time, and I hadn't led any kind of straight life to fool myself!"

"It was hell for me too dude." said Carter. "I thought I'd never stop crying when it struck me that I was gay. I wish I could help Wayne right now!"

"He's in good hands Carter." said Kevin. "My uncle will know just what to do for him."

Wayne finally began to stop crying. At that point Phillip lifted Wayne's head off his shoulder and gave Wayne a light kiss on the forehead. Phillip looked into Wayne's eyes and could see a million questions, all fighting to come to the surface.

"I know how you feel now Wayne." said Phillip softly. "I was there when I was sixteen. I wanted to have the prettiest girl in school, because everyone thought I was the best looking guy in school. I finally found her too, her name was Christina. I thought I was so in love with her. The thought of ever doing anything with another boy never once occurred to me. One night Christina's parents were out of town, so Christina and her twin brother Nathaniel threw a party. Me and Christina went up to her room that night, it was going to be my first time with anyone. We both got naked and she laid on the bed, offering herself to me. I laid down beside her, then it happened. I couldn't even kiss her! I had kissed her before, but this time it was different. Then she tried to make me erect, but nothing happened. She laid there and caressed my flaccid penis, and it never tried to stiffen. At that point I thought I was going to be sick to my stomach, so I got dressed and ran from the room. I thought I was going to suffocate in that house, so I ran outside. I finally sat down on a bench in their garden. I finally felt safe again because their garden had a wall all the way around it, so no one could see me as I sat there and cried. The next thing I knew, Nathaniel was sitting next to me. I looked at Nathaniel, intending to ask him what was wrong with me. Instead though I kissed another boy for the first time in my life. Within five minutes we were laying naked on the ground and making love to each other. We both had the most massive orgasms that we had ever had before. Then about halfway home, it struck me like a lightning bolt. I had made love to another boy, and it was the only thing I wanted now. I knew at that point that I was gay. I cried so hard that I couldn't even go home until the next day."

"What's going to happen to me now?" asked Wayne fearfully.

"Nothing will happen to you Wayne, I promise." replied Phillip. "The people who really care about you will continue to do so, the only difference will be that you will be able to recognize those who never really cared about you. You don't need them anyway. I will always be there for you Wayne. There's a boy back in Kevin's room who will be there for you too. He saw you crying, so I think he may know what happened. I'd be willing to bet though that he still thinks you're the greatest man who ever lived."

"I better go talk to Carter then." said Wayne, as he straightened himself out. "I think I need something first though."

Wayne leaned toward Phillip, and Phillip closed the distance between their faces. Wayne and Phillip shared a warm and loving kiss for several minutes, then Wayne got up to go talk to Carter. Kevin left Wayne and Carter in his room so they could talk.

"I just want you to know something Wayne." said Carter. "You are, and always will be the greatest man I have ever met. I'm so happy that you've met someone like Phillip, who will give you as much love as he has to offer. If there's anything you need to ask about loving another guy, please don't be embarrassed to ask me. I care a lot about you, and I'll help you any way that I can."

"You are a very special boy Carter." replied Wayne. "I don't know how I was so well blessed as to run across you. You have so much to offer the world, as well as having a very special place in my heart. It is a privilege for me to be able to help you, and I may take you up on your offer too. I'm still kind of confused by everything that has happened today, but I'm beginning to understand a little bit."

"Well," said Carter as he smiled at Wayne, "as you're so fond of telling me, there is nothing wrong with being in love with another guy."

"Out of everything I've told you, you had to remember that!" said Wayne as he began to chuckle.

Soon the chuckle turned into a laugh, which spread to Carter. Before long they were both laughing so hard, that they had to hold onto each other to keep from falling over. Wayne and Carter laughed for several minutes, until they had to stop to catch their breath.

"I'll say it again Carter," said Wayne, "you are a very special boy."

"And you're a very special man Wayne." replied Carter.

"I had no idea it was getting so late!" remarked Wayne. "We may have to see if our hosts will take in a couple of overnight guests, if that's okay with you."

Carter's eyes lit up as he replied, "Let's go find out!"

It looks as if Wayne is going through one of the toughest things a guy can go through, but Carter will help him as much as he can. Please send all comments to: . I'll see you again in Chapter 8.