Date: Wed, 8 May 2002 17:46:01 EDT
From: SummerFever1and2@aol.com
Subject: Summer Fever 2

Couple of months after I found out that Jay was gay, everything start
changing bit by bit. I began trying to understand him and funny enough I
start imagining I was gay when I was with Jay. I would sit with him and when
a guy pass by I'd look at him and say to Jay, "Check him out, nice ass eh?"
Although I couldn't  see anything in a guy at least I knew that this was a
way to make feel Jay not all alone in his own world. This was also a good
experience as I saw what girls were talking about behind our backs. I was
hoping I don't go too far with it as it was just fun for me but it wasn't
for Jay. But everything was better than ever and I promised my self I won't
let anything change that.

One day I was going to see a mate of mine and on the street I did something
without even planning on doing. I walked pass a guy and I turned around and
looked at his ass. I was kind of surprised at my self but I presumed it was
just because I've been hanging out with Jay for too long. But I was wrong
again. I was at my mates and as I was talking with him I was looking at his
pants and then I really freaked out. I was feeling totally lost.

The same day Jay's parents were going to their parents and we made plans to
stay at his house and get drunk. I waned to talk to him once I get there. And
so I did. He then said to hold on a sec and he ran down to the basement and
returned back with a video tape in his hand. I didn't really wonder what that
might be. It was easy to figure out but I just didn't know how that'll
answer my question. Well he pressed the play, skipped the beginning and
resumed once there was a picture with two guys kissing on a sofa. Once the
guy start taking the others clothes off I noticed I was getting hard and I
didn't know why the hell I was. I was totally hard when the guy start sucking
the other's dick. Then Jay stopped the tape, looked at me and asked:

       Are you horny?

       Yeah.

       Me too.

       Jay, am I gay or something? Why do I look at guys or get hard watching
gay porn?

       I guess you're relaxed around me and have been thinking about gay
stuff more that you should have. You're curious. If you try it maybe you
won't even like it and would never get hard again looking at another guy or
even check out a guy.

       Are you saying I have to sleep with a guy to find out?

       No. You can give it some time and have a good think about it. I
suggest you do that.

I didn't want to think about it. I knew what I wanted.  He looked at me with
his blew eyes almost hard to see from his blond hairs falling over his eyes.
I waned him. For first time in my life I was feeling the same way for a guy
as I did for the girl I was last with. I got up, walked over to him, put my
hands behind his neck, and pulled his face into mine till my lips were on top
of his and kissed him slowly trying to memorise every moment of my kiss with
another guy. His lips were very soft and so was his tongue. He was as gentle
as a girl, with my eyes closed I could've almost say I was kissing a girl
until he pressed his body next to mine and I felt his hard on pressing
against mine. It felt kind of strange at first but then I start pressing my
own hard on against his. I was getting really horny by then and I guess Jay
was too. He start kissing me all over my neck and that was something no one
ever did to me before but was feeling great. He then tuck my shirt off and
kept on kissing me from my neck going all over my chest. The fact that all
this was done to me by a guy wasputting me a bit off, feeling lost and a bit
scared. But I didn't stop it. Iwaned him to keep on doing what he was already
doing. Once his lips was next to my belt he looked up, smiled at me and then
start taking my belt off, pulling the zip down and tuck my jeans down. I was
standing there with a huge bulge in my boxers front of his face. He squeezed
my dick trough the boxers and moaned quietly. Then I felt him pulling my
boxers down too and leaving me butt naked. I looked down and he was wanking
me slowly looking at my dick hungry as never.It was now or never. He tuck the
head of my cock in his mouth and I had no choice but to moan from the
pleasure his hot mouth and soft tongue gave to my dick. I felt so hard like
my dick was almost to explode. I felt his both hands wrapping over my ass
cheeks and pulling me forward his face. He was trying to get the whole length
of my dick into his mouth. I realised that 7.5 inches was easy job for him
once I looked down and couldn't see my dick any more. He wasn't even gagging
on it. I wasamazed. He then tuck my crotch out of his mouth and start on
licking my balls. I never liked that but he obviously had a way to make me
feel not tickle but joy. I was already loving it. He tuck my dick back in his
mouth but now all I waned to do is the same he did. I felt nuts at this
thought but I just waned totry it. I pulled him up and he looked at me a bit
disappointed, he probably thought I didn't like the blow job or that I was
going to say that I can't do this. In his surprise I kissed him, smiled at
him and kneeled down front of his hard cock. He got so confused and I could
notice it in his voice when he was trying to say that I don't have to do
this. I pretended like I didn't heard athing, held his dick in my hand, it
was definitely thicker that mine, very soft and so hot like it was going to
burn my hand. He was cut and his head was flashingin front of my face, and
that was a moment when I thought I couldn't do it but I thought I'd be a
chicken if I can't so I closed my eyes, opened my mouth and went forward till
I felt that the head pressed against my bottom lip. Everything was happening
like in a slow motion. His dick was slowly entering my mouth and that's when
I felt the taste of his cock. It was actually the pre-cum over his head. I
tuck his dick fast out of my mouth and decided to lick the pre-cum off. As I
did that I felt like that drove me hundred times more horny than I was
already. I was then sure I can do everything I want with his dick. So I got
back to work. I opened my mouth and tuck his dick back and tried to take in
as much as I can but that was till the head pressed against the back of my
throat and I pulled away coughing as it tickled my throat. Jay start laughing
and I felt really embarrassed. He kneeled down next to me, hugged me and
kissed me. He looked at me and said "I love you CJ" My brain went blank but
I said the same to him. I didn't know what kind of a love I really meant.
Well the real fun started from there. We start kissing like there was no
tomorrow, our hands were all over our bodies, everything was feeling real
good. After some time he said that he waned me to fuck him. I said I'd love
to. He turned his back on me and said to give it good to him. I didn't know
what exactly to do with a guy, I was so used to girls and I had never fucked
any body up the ass. Well, lucky enough I felt his hand reaching over
grabbing my dick and pointing it to the right direction. He asked me to be
slow and gentle. That I thought would be easy to do. Once he removed his hand
I tuck that as a "Go on" I start pushing my body forward but it was feeling
like there was no hole and when I was just about to give up I felt how
suddenly the head of my cock slipped in. I stood there without moving not
knowing what to do next. He didn't say a thing apart of moaning. So I decided
to keep on pushing. I could feel that almost half of my dick was in when he
asked me to stop for a second. I did, that was when I gave it a thought and
realised that this was feeling real good. His ass-hole was dead tight and
that was driving my dick in heaven. As I was thinking that, he said to keep
going. I did and that's when I got it all of the way in. I stopped again and
once he said he's ready I start on fucking him slowly. We were both moaning
in pleasure and I began feeling like I'm about to cum. His tight hole was
magic, no wonder all of the guys who said they were fucking him were actually
doing it. No girl was willing to let us fuck her up the ass but Jay was
obviously loving it. He got up and I hugged him from behind kissing him over
his shoulders and his back. He reached over and grabbed me for my asscheeks
again. That was feeling real good actually. I never knew that some one
grabbing my ass may make me feel that good. As my dick was going in and out
of his ass he start on talking dirty, sort of "Fuck me hard big boy", "Fuck
my ass with that big cock", and so on. I was really close by then and I told
him. He then waited till I was almost there when he pulled away, made me get
up and kneeled front of me leaving me to wank my cock front of his face till
I blew my hot spunk all over his face and chest. He sucked my cock dry and
then he licked his lips and fingers clean. He smiled at me and then he got up
and before I made a room for him to let him walk out of the room I pulled him
next to me and kissed him, I felt the taste of my spunk in his mouth but I
didn't stop. He then looked me over and said that now I need a shower too as
my spunk was all over my chest by pulling him next to me. We got in the
shower and start kissing like crazy. He was dead hard as I was the only one
to cum. I kneeled and began on sucking his dick. I was trying to go fasterand
trying to keep my teeth away from his dick. After some time of sucking and
wanking him he said he was about to cum. I already tasted my cum in his mouth
so what the hell, I tuck his dick back in my mouth and not long after I felt
the hot spunk hitting hard inside my mouth and even some went to the back of
my throat. I had no choice but to swallow. It wasn't feeling very good but I
thought if I do that few more times I'd get used to it. Once there was
nothing left to come out of his dick I got up and we kissed again. That was
when he looked at me, looking dead sexy with all of the water falling down
his face, making his blond hair look a bit darker and his eyes look bigger he
said to me:

       Congratulations, you're part of the family.

       I looked at him in a way he knew I was asking to explain him self. He
then said:

       You're gay.

Two months after that we became boyfriends and I never slept with a woman
again. But our relation ship lasted only less than three weeks as I moved to
another country and I never saw him again. I still love him and will love him
for ever. He became my type of a guy, but I never saw any one looking like
him, and that's almost some one looking like Jason Donovan. That's where his
nick name came from (Jay) but his real name's David. We all knew him as Jay
and every time I say David means nothing to me but Jay makes my heart beat
dead fast. Now I live in the UK where I met lot of gay people and became a
member to many gay clubs. From both of us I was the one to see what the gay
world was all about as Jay still lives back home where homosexuals don't
exist.