"This is easy as
So don't complicate it by hesitating.
and this is wonderful as loving goes.
This is telling me what the sense in waiting.
And I said I've gotta be honest.
I've been waiting for you all my life."
From "As Lovers Go." By Dashboard Confessional.
School was hell the next day. I was so tired that even music and art were a drag. I managed to get some coffee and cigarettes in at lunchtime. Ryan found me behind the sports building with Freddie, a thin stream of smoke escaping from my mouth.
"You ok Ri? You look pretty crappy."
"I didn't mean it that way."
"I know, I'm just tired."
"I tried to call you a few times last night."
"I was at a party with the band."
"Your Mom let you go on a school night?"
"Well it was a celebration. We got booked to tour for the summer."
"Wow that's so cool dude."
Ryan kissed me on the lips and I pushed up against the wall and started adding tongue.
"Ok dudes I'll give you some space." Freddie laughed.
"Come back to my place after school ok?"
"I'm pretty tired dude I'll probably go home."
"I've got something planned." Ryan smiled.
"Well ok then maybe for an hour or two."
"I'll see you after French then."
I managed to stay awake through french and science without falling asleep and I caught up with Ryan at his locker.
"So what we doin at your place?"
"It's a surprise."
We walked to Ryans and he told me to go crash on his bed while he got ready. I lay on the bed and rested my eyes for a minute.
"Come on dude don't fall asleep." Ryan urged as he smacked my ass hard.
"Hey I was just resting my eyes. I told you I was tired."
"I guess I'll have to get you ready then."
Ryan unbuttoned my shirt and popped the buckle on my belt.
"You'll like this." He smiled.
I relaxed as he pulled my shirt and shorts off.
Ryan held my feet as he removed my socks and then I felt him pour something on my back.
"It's massage oil."
Ryan began to rub my back, starting at the shoulders and moving down into the little nook above my ass crack. I felt his hands slip underneath the waistband of my boxers and onto my ass.
"I don't think they normally massage that."
"I'm sure they would if they saw yours."
"I guess so." I laughed.
Ryan massaged every muscle in my body and I couldn't help but fall asleep.
"Come on wake up." Ryan laughed as he pushed me onto my back.
He moved his hands softly and quickly over my belly and chest. I closed my eyes and felt him sitting on me. When I opened my eyes again he was sitting over my hips and looking down at me.
"Your so beautiful Riley." He smiled as our eyes made contact.
"Take off your shirt Ry."
Ryan pulled off his shirts and I pulled his jeans off. I pulled him down next to me and pulled the covers over us.
"I love you."
I pulled him close to me and wrapped an arm around his waist. I pushed his hair back and stared into his eyes. Ryan leant over and kissed me softly on the cheek and then the lips. I gripped him till our noses were literally touching and I felt him put a leg over my hip and begin to hump me. Our crotches mashed together with our two jagged erections hitting off each other. It only took a few minutes for our boxers to make there way to the floor. I kissed Ryans neck and then moved down to his shoulder and down his chest. I felt him shudder as I licked from his bellybutton to the base of his dick. I took it in my hand and ran my finger along it as Ryan continued to moan. I took him in my mouth as I gently slipped a finger into his tight asshole. His entire body shook as he came incredibly hard within a minute.
"Oh my God Riley. Oh my God."
I lay there with him for another hour his arms wrapped around me and mine around him.
"I'm gonna miss you a lot this summer."
"I'll be back midway through August."
"That's still a long time."
"You could come with me."
"We're taking an R.V. and we could share my bunk."
"My Mom'd never let me."
"If she met Jerry she might. He's pretty responsible and parents love him."
"I couldn't leave her all alone for the summer."
"At least think about it Ry." I pleaded.
I spent the rest of the day sleeping and the school day flew by as I tried to catch up for all the time I had spent out or sleeping. Practice that night was great we had three new songs done and that brought the total to eleven. Jerry had already talked to Scott about recording them and putting it out before the tour but Scott felt we needed at least thirteen tracks to make it worthwhile. We were all tired from the shows and our creativity had all been used up writing the last three songs so we called it a night.
"Em Jerry can I talk to you for a minute?"
"Yeah sure Riley what's up?"
"Em do you think there's any chance Ryan could come on the tour with us? He could share my bunk and stuff and you probably wouldn't even notice he's there."
"I guess so cuz I'm bringing Hailey. But I was planning on following the R.V. in my van cuz theres not enough space for all the equipment and Scott said he'd pay for gas and stuff."
"So you think it'll be ok?"
"Yeah I'd say so Riley. He can have my bed I'm building one in the back of the van for me and Hailey."
"Thats cool. We just have to convince his Mom now."
"I'm guessin that's not goin to be too easy."
"Well good luck dude."
When I got home Mike and my Mom were waiting up for me.
"Hey kiddo we need to talk." My Mom smiled.
"Well we've been keeping this to ourselves untill we were sure but....well we're pregnant honey."
"Wow. Is it a boy or a girl?" I smiled hugging my Mom.
"I don't know honey it's a bit soon to know."
Mike hugged my Mom and me and we toasted with coke to celebrate.
"How long till the baby comes?"
"Well it will be about 7 months."
"Thats so far away." I moaned.
"I'm so glad your excited about this. We were worried how you were going to take it."
"Well some only kids would be threatened."
"I want a brother or sister."
"A new baby won't change anything buddy we both still love you just as much." Mike smiled.
"We need to talk about you goin on tour Riley."
"I have to go."
"I know baby but we still have to talk about it."
"You'll be going in less then a month, I need to put together a list of stuff you'll need."
"I'll get Jerry to come over I guess."
"Yeah I want to talk to him."
"Ryan might be coming too."
"There's space for him he just has to get his Mom's permission."
"Well I suppose I'd be happier if Ryan was there with you."
"I'll get you some stuff from the office so we can stay in touch while your on tour." Mike smiled.
"I'll probably need another guitar too."
"I'll take care of that honey." Mom smiled.
"Cool. I've gotta go get some study in."
"Your tests start in a week so you'll have to call off the gigs till then."
"Yeah Jerry said we would cuz nobody can afford to be in summer school."
"I want to spend some time with you before you go. I'll miss you honey."
"Ok. We can do stuff together."
"Maybe me, you and Mike can go for a picnic or something. Do family stuff for a day."
I went upstairs and hit the books for a few hours before falling asleep. I was so psyched about getting a brother or sister. I couldn't wait till then and having some free time for the next few weeks was going to be great. I needed to spend some time with my Mom and Mike doing the family thing before I left. I enjoyed spending time with them and I hadn't really done it much between school and gigs over the last few weeks.