Date: Tue, 26 Jul 2011 03:24:57 -0700 (PDT) From: Kenny Vo Subject: The Choices, high school, Chapter 11 Legal Stuff: Don't read this if you're not eighteen or older. Lots of sexual male on male acts, explicit languages, and etc. The names, place and people are totally fictional. The events are based on a true story though. Also the copyrights go to myself and the story. You may not copy this story. Actually you can't copy it at all. Send me your feedback! Tell me what you think! Send at kennijason@gmail.com I would like to thank everyone for reading my story. Seriously, you guys are the reason I continue to write. So thanks. ALWAYS practice safe sex!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The sex scenes are just fantasized. Also, I love the support and feedback I've been getting. It's been awesome!!!! I love my readers. I promise to keep writing. !!!!!IMPORTANT!!!!!! I see that many of you are pretty surprised at the last chapter. It was sure a roller coaster and a hell of a ride too. Anyway, looks like Noah seems to be heartbroken but our sweet Evan soon starts to pick up the pieces for him. Aww, how adorable.... At any rate, I'm sorry for taking so long writing this chapter. I was in the hospital for being attacked and hurt, but I'm okay now. So no need to worry. Also, I've moved into a new place so that's been time-consuming. I'm also very sorry for taking so long guys!! I've been extremely busy lately! I'm writing as fast as I can! Please be patient! Chapter 11- The Day After After waking up with Evan hugging me tightly to his chest, I was in a great mood. No, we did not have sex, but I'm sure he wanted to. Okay, maybe I did to. But we just hugged each other all night and talk about things. Things like family, which I already know funnily. Oh you guys know the story how I know already. Things, like school, sports, celebrities, movies, music, dating, food, etc. We talked about the latest gossip at school, the teachers, classes, other thing that gay teens talk about at night. We basically talked for about four hours? I'm not sure, I fell asleep afterwards. He loves the same things I love, he loves the same movies I love, loves the music like I do except for some bands that he listens to that I don't quite know. But overall, he's great! I mean, we're not dating or anything, but still he's a great guy to date. I mean, I want to date him too, but I'm scared that he wouldn't want me. I mean, I dated his brother, resented him for about middle school to my junior year, and was cold to him for a long time. As much I want to jump his bones, I have to make sure that he wants to be with me or is at least open to dating. Well, we have been making out all night, so that's covered. I did find out some things about though. He loves football, which is pretty obvious noting that he's on the football team. He loves kids like I do. He loves parents like I love my father. He watches the same music and shows that I do. He even loves Lady Gaga!!!! I don't expect him to like her, but that's even more great!!! I'm so happy to know this great guy. He's so grand!!! As I fully awake from my sleep, I looked over to this huge muscular hugging me like a teddy bear. Evan had a beautiful face. His beautiful dirty blonde hair that's ever so spiky is now flat. He looked so harmless. His muscular arms poked out the blanket and showed that he kept up with his body, something that I liked about him. His face was clear of any acne or blackheads, probably has a really good face wash or he goes to a dermatologist. Either way, he looked so beautiful... Why didn't I see it before? He was gorgeous! Hotter than Bryan! What was I thinking? I should have tried to be with Evan. He's more loving, understanding, gentle, kinder, and more faithful than Bryan will ever be. Evan was everything I wanted in a guy. Manly, hot, great personality, and caring, despite his insults before he knew he was gay. That was another thing! Evan was gay! Holy shit! He was gay! Why didn't I see it when he was gay when he kissed me after our "date"? I was so hung up on staring at his abs and ass probably. I can't believe he was gay! I mean, what are the chances that you're high school football player--who is dead-drop-gorgeous--is gay! I can't believe he's gay, and likes me! I just can't believe it. Who would have thought that Evan Scott Lane is fucking gay and is lying in my bed! I felt my cock rise at the thought of Evan. Good thing I didn't have my boxers on. Or I would be tenting really bad now. As I thought of things to make my cock deflating, Evan stirred. "Good morning Noah," he said, waking up. He rubbed his eyes and looked at me with those beautiful, captivating hazel eyes. They just eased all my problems just by looking into them. I smiled, blushing. "Morning, sleepy." He adjusted his jeans that he wore to sleep. They were seriously tight on him. Then I saw a glimpse of the bugle he had going under there. God damn, it was big and thick! I can't imagine how he keeps it all managed and stuff. I loved how he tries to hide even when I obvious see it. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to embarrass him or anything. He was such a gay guy when it came to being embarrassed, but he was so manly when he spoke. Gosh the aggression when he kisses me and touches me. I just loved it. My cock was starting to rise again. Thank god for these blankets or he would have seen my raging boner. I snapped back into reality when he laughed at my rising blanket. Oh crap he saw. He smiled his almost perfect smile, something that runs in his family. "Well, I do sleep a lot. How was your sleep?" I was relieved when he didn't note my hard cock under the sheets. I laid back, feeling the soft fabric of the pillow under my neck. Well, might as well embrace my embarrassment. "Well, I got through the night. Thanks for staying Evan." He smiled. I knew he wanted to stay and I did too. "Your welcome. I mean that's what friends are for right?" I lost my smile when he said "friends". I thought we were more than just friends. I turn to the other side, not facing Evan. I was sad that he still considers us "friends". I felt him reach over and turned me around. He had a sad look on his face when I didn't look him directly in the eyes. He pulled my chin up so I would look him in the eyes. "Hey, wrong Noah? Did I say something that offended you?" he asked, in the cutest non-mad I've ever heard. He had better control than Bryan ever did. Bryan would just get pissed and walked away when I cried about something he didn't know about. I was about cry because of the sincerity in his voice. He was so nice to me, even when I hated him all those years. I held the tears back so I could speak without looking like a marshmallow. "Well, it's just that...I've liked you for some time now and I'm still wondering why we're still on the `friend's level'." I said. He smiled, realizing that I got upset over nothing. "Well, it's just that I didn't know you liked me or if you still hated me and stuff. I just didn't want to confuse you." I smiled, which lightened his face up. "Well, I do like you. I actually have feelings toward you Evan." He smiled even wider when I confirmed that I do have feelings for him. "I don't know what to say Noah... I've had feelings for you since that day I came home from practice and saw you and that asshole make out in the hallway. Since then, I couldn't stop thinking of you." I blushed probably three different shades of red by now. I can't believe Evan has feelings for me! I didn't do anything and now he's completely into me! I have to admit, I'm lucky to have Evan with me now. If I didn't then I would have been crying and probably suicidal at this point. But Evan kept me together. I was glad about that. "I could stop thinking of you either! You were always on my mind when I do stuff and you're so nice to me. I mean, you WERE an asshole then but you've changed. I really like you too Evan," I said, putting my hand on his cheek. They were so warm and smooth, but had some left over hair from shaving. That was really sexy when a guy is a little scruffy. "That's why I kissed you when I walked you to the door the other day. I wanted to see if you liked me or not. I was so scared and nervous of what you think of me. But--" he said, but I interrupted. I kissed him, holding it there for a while. "But now you know," I said, finishing his sentence. I felt his cock grow on my leg as we unnoticeably entwined our legs together. "Well, well, looks like there's growing monster down there locked in its cage." I rubbed his cock through his jeans, it was rock-hard. I kept looking at his face while I did this. He closed his eyes and moaned a little. He then started rubbing my now completely hard cock. I moan to his hand being on my the fabric of my pants too. As I continued to rub his cock, which was really fucking hard, I now know it's really big. Holy shit! It was a monster! I wanted to see it for myself. He grabbed my hand as I started to unzip his jeans, "what are you doing?" His eyes were filled with compassion and lust, but deep in they had nervousness and fear. I realize that he's new to the gay thing and doesn't know what's it like to be intimate with another guy. He had no knowledge of how to feel or act. I felt weird because he's inexperienced with the gay life while I'm a pro basically. "I want to jerk you off," I said, looking into his eyes. His lips trembled as he spoke, "really? I don't know, you want to? Cause I don't want to force you or oblige to do so." I smiled at that. "I want to Evan. It's okay. I mean I want to take it to the next level if we're going to start something. I like you and you like me, so why not? We don't have to fuck, but we can start off with a simple handjob and when you're ready then we can do the other sexual things. Plus, I wanna see that monster you have in your pants. " He chuckled a little. "Wow, well you can see then. Jerk me off. I wanna see yours too." "Okay, we can jerk each other off," I said, pulling my pants down. "I'm not as big as you are though." It felt good to let my hard cock out my pants. I took off my shirt, because I hated jerking off with a shirt on. Gets hot. "Well, I'm bigger than average, so I'm not going to judge, Noah. I actually like what I see sweetie," he said, pulling his jeans down and took off his shirt, which was so hot. All that muscle bugling out. I licked my lips seeing it. Then pulled down his boxer briefs to reveal his big, thick cock, something that I've been dying to see. I have to say...I loved what I was seeing. It was nice trimmed down there and holy crap, it was probably nine inches! He was cut and had a big knob. My mouth watered as I stared at it in awe. I really wanted to suck it, to get fucked by it. Also, I saw his abs that were well-defined and his v-cut just made my cock twitch with pleasure. There was a light happy trail that just made me want to lick him head to toe. "Oh my god... Evan that is bigger than average. That is a monster of a cock you got," I said, getting the words out. I was speechless at this point. He held his cock, looking me in the eye. "You wanna jerk me off now?" "Yeah... Let's do it," I said, as I placed my hand on his hot, warm cock. I tried to fit my fingers around the thickness of the cock, but didn't wrap around completely. He was so hot... As I motioned my hand up and down his shaft, he moaned pleasure. "Oh fuck, Noah! That feels so fucking good!!!" I was glad that he's enjoying his first handjob from a guy. I loved his face when he's horny and feeling pleasure. As I jerked him off, he reached off and started jerking me off. Pleasure shot through my body as he jerked me off. His strong hands wrapped around my cock, making me close to climax with every stroke. Damn, he was good for a beginner! I'm pretty sure he was too. "God Evan, that feels so fucking good!" I said, as I sped up jerking him. His hand jerking my cock was one of the best feelings in the world. Well, despite being fucked and blown. But this was exception. Then he let go and grab me by the hips and flipped me on top of him. Now, I was in his lap, with the jeans still on, and jerking each other off. This was so hot. I mean, two guys jerking each other off. Evan just made everything hot. I grabbed the back of his head with my free hand for support. I looked into his beautiful hazel eyes as we jerked off. His eyes were filled with lust, but they were also filled with passion. This was something that Bryan never had. Whenever Bryan and I would have sex, he would just fuck him without holding that passion. He was always worried about the pleasure that it gave him. But Evan was different, he wanted to know how I felt and how to make me feel what he was feeling. He wanted both of us to enjoy the sex and that's what he was doing. "Oh Noah, fuck I'm about to cum..." he whispered into my ear as he jerked me faster. He did the same and grabbed the back of my neck. I was getting so close. "I'm about to too..." I said closing my eyes as I knew this was going to be a sticky hot mess in a few seconds. "Ahh," I moaned into his ear as I cummed on to our stomachs. As I finished squirting out the last of my cum, I lowered my head into Evan's shoulder. That's good it felt. I haven't felt this good for awhile. "Fuck..." Evan said, tightening his grip on my neck as he cummed. He shot more cum than me. Probably because this is his first experience with a guy. Or at least I think it is. I loved the way how the cum on his abs were sexy. There was just something about cum on a man's body that attracts me. I loved the way it looked us. We probably looked like a finishing scene for a porno. The last shot of his cum hit my chin, dripping down to my neck. I wiped it off and licked it off my fingers, tasting his cum. I'm not big on swallowing all the time, but damn, I loved the way Evan's cum tasted in my mouth. As I swallowed down the cum, I looked up to met Evan's eyes. He looked stunned by what I just did. He then pulled me into a kiss, our tongues mingling. He was such a great kisser. He was aggressive, but was gentle when you need it. His kisses were powerful and passionate. Basically, he's the best kisser I've met so far. I still had small remnants of his cum left in my mouth, so he was bound to taste it. "So you like how you taste?" I asked, letting go of the kiss. He licked his lips and smiled. "Yeah, I think so. I tasted pretty good then." "I know. You taste really good," I said, kissing him on the lips. He licked his lips again, "Noah, that was hot what you did. Do you always swallow cum?" Obviously, he was excited by all this. "What? This is what a lot gay guys do for their `boyfriends'. Yes, I do tend to swallow, unless you taste bad then I just spit it off," I answered, never leaving his eyes. They were just so beautiful to stare into. "Oh so, am I your boyfriend now?" he asked, looking at me with those eyes. "I guess, if that's what you want. I'm not trying to force you or anything." I said, kissing him on the neck. He was still hard. Guess it's uncontrollable the first time around. "I do, Noah. I do want to be your boyfriend," he said, feeling his fingers run through my hair. "I want to help you move on from that dick who broke your heart. I want to be the guy you know is faithful. I want to take you out on expensive dates and watch movies together. I want to hold your hand while we walk down the hallway together. I want to be your guy. Your boyfriend." I smiled, I was so happy by the speech his gave that it made me start tearing up. "I never been with a guy who's told me that before. You're a good guy, so why not? I have nothing to lose at this point. That bastard took everything that mattered in a relationship away from me." "I'm taking that as a yes?" he asked, with a curious on his face. I smiled, realizing that this guy was asking me out. "Yes!" "Well, make the official kiss boyfriend," he said, leaning back using his arms for support. I was still sitting on his laps. "Okay then boyfriend," I said before kissing him and falling back on the bed. I felt his defined abs rub our cum against my body, it felt so good. To have all the muscle underneath me, it was just something that other gay guys would be jealous and love to watch. "We'd better get cleaned up, or we'll be late for school," I said, after minutes of making out in the same position. He had a tired look on his face. "Man, I hate school! Ruins the moment!" I chuckled a little. "Well, let me go get a towel so we can clean off. Your sexy abs are covered in cum." "Well, I covered your stomach and hit your chin with my cum," he said as I wiped the cum off my stomach. "Well, you have lots of spunk in you. Something I like about you," I replied, wiping cum off his abs. "I do, but you're the only one who actually swallowed some of it. None of my ex-girlfriends did that for me." "Really? Why?" I asked, looking in my closet for something to wear to school. "Well, they just don't like the idea of swallowing. I don't know, none of them liked it. They just spit in out." "Now you know how it looks when someone swallows your cum," I turned, kissing him on the lips. "Thanks, and hell yeah. I love the way you swallow cum. It's so fucking hot!" he said, before pulling me into another heavy and hot kiss. As Evan parked in the space that he usually parks at, he cuts the engine slowly. I looked at him, he was nervous holding his iPhone in his hand. I can tell his worried about what he was about to do. Can't blame him though, the guy lived most of his years being a bully. Now he's going to have to transition into getting used to the gay lifestyle. It's something that he's never done before. I reached over and rubbed his shoulders, he's so tensed. I feel it around me. I understood how scared he felt. I went through the same thing when I came out in middle school. But I'm glad I came out. ~*~ I felt scared and nervous, holding my bag close me. I was about walk into school with this shirt on. But I had to. I had to came out and show everyone that I was not scared to be who I am. I'm tried of pretending to be something people want me to be. I was gay and there was nothing changing that. I was gay and everyone's going to know that. I am me and nothing else. As I stood at the front of the school double doors, I held my trench coat closed. I was scared to take it off, but I knew I had to. I looked over at Josh who was looking at me, wearing his trench coat too. I was so glad that Josh was doing this with me. I didn't have to feel alone. I was going to do this with my best friend. I wasn't alone in this. He smiled as he noticed my trembling. "Are you scared? We don't have to do this if you don't want to," he said, looking me in the eyes. His beautiful blue eyes just calmed my nerves down and somehow made me confident just by looking into them. I looked straight ahead through the glass double doors of the school. The students were roaming around the hallway, texting on their phone, socializing with others, etc. There was no one left outside, so I took off my trench coat, revealing my shirt underneath. Josh did the same. We put the trench coats on the bench of the school. No one was going to take them. I gulped before I said anything. "I have to. It's now or never. I'm proud and I'm hiding anymore. This is who we are and everyone's going to know it. Time for everyone to find out the truth." He smiled with a reassuring look in his eyes. "Okay let's do this. I'm ready you are Noah," he said, holding out his hand for me to take I took his hand in mine, I walked up and pushed the door open. Okay, moment of truth. As we walked in there, all eyes fell on us. They stared as we passed down the hallway. Some ignoring what we were wearing, some turned to their phones to post on Facebook, others turn to other students and whispering what was happening to each other. I felt the strangeness and awkwardness on me. They were surprised at what we were wearing. I would be surprised too. I was proud of myself for doing this. I looked up and proudly walked down the hallway, holding my best friend's hand. I couldn't have anyone else with me to get through this. As we make our way down the hallway, a book comes flying and whacks me right in the back of my head. I stubble a little forward, but that really hurt. Josh and I turned to see two guys standing in front of us. They looked pissed and ready to fight. I was scared but Josh gripped my hand, letting me know he was there for me and that he's standing his ground. Josh spoke first, "What do you two want?" The tall, blond one, Derek spoke. "What the hell are you guys wearing? Don't you think it's a little ridiculous?" The other guy with red hair, Mitchell had a disgusted look on his face. "Yeah, the shirt says `I'm Gay & I'm Proud.' What's up with that? Straight guys don't want fag clothes." "Well, we're gay. We're coming out," I said, as if almost a whisper. Mitchell looked as if he wanted to punch me in the face, which he probably did. The students started watching and paying more attention to what was happening. I started to feel the pressure on me. "So you two are fags now?" Mitchell asked, taking a step towards me. Josh stepped in front me, putting me behind. Josh was always the one to defend me and stick up for me. That's what I loved about him. He was always there for me. He'd even take a fist for me if he had to. He was just always that protective of me. "Yeah, we're fags. Got a problem with it asshole?" Josh said, his voice becoming more stern this time. "Yeah, I do. I hate fags. All they are just weak fairy who suck cock so they can go to hell," Mitchell said getting into Josh's face. "Maybe some of them can kick your ass Mitchell," Josh said, getting even closer to Mitchell's face. Mitchell swung a punch at Josh, who ducked, dodged it completely. Josh was kicking and stuff, so he was pretty good at fighting. Then slammed his fist under Mitchell's jaw, knocking him on his ass. Obviously, Josh pretty much had an upper hand on Mitchell. Mitchell got up and try another swing an punch at Josh, but Derek held him back. "Hey, it's not worth it. Let them be," Derek said, being calm. "Fucking fags going to hell. You fucking cocksuckers get the fuck away from me. You fucking disgust me!" Mitchell spitted at us. He tried to get out of Derek's hold but Derek had a tight grip on him, so he just gave up. "It's not worth it. Leave them alone Mitchell. They're not hurting us so let them be," Derek said, pulling Mitch away from the now-forming crowd and somewhere else. The bell rang and the crowd disbursed and headed off to their classes. As I stood there in the empty hallway with Josh, I hugged him. I was glad he didn't get hurt. I don't know what I would have done if he got hurt. As I hugged him, Derek came back. Hopefully, not for trouble. He had a sincere look on his face. "I'm sorry for the way Mitchell acted guys. He's just religious and shit. He's just like that because of his parents. He acted so childish when he threw that book at you Noah. I'm so sorry." "It's okay," I said. "It's okay with me too. That asshole just needed to be put in his place." Josh said. "Thanks guys. Um...nice shirts and I don't hate gays. I'm cool with you guys. I just didn't know you guys were gay," Derek replied. "It's okay, you're not the only ones," I said. "Thanks again guys. Have a nice day," Derek said before walking off to his class. I turned back to Josh who was smiling at me. "What?" I asked, smiling too. "Well, we just came out and it turned out well!" he said, hugging me and lifting me into the air. "I know right?" I said, feeling the same excitement. "Everyone knows and we don't have to hide anymore. We can be who we are," Josh said. I couldn't believe the feeling I was feeling. It was the best feeling in the world ever. To come out and just tell everyone at school you're gay? You feel like a thousand weights are pulled off your shoulders. That's what I was feeling now. I just felt like there's nothing to keep a secret anymore. I was happy that Josh could do this with me. He was gay and so was I! We did this together! I'm proud of myself for this! I was liberated from pretending to be someone who everyone in society wants me to be. It was just uplifting. "Yeah, we can be who we are," I said, feeling more relieved than ever. ~*~ "It's Evan okay, I know it's hard, but when you do it. It's going to be a great feeling. You feel like weights have been taken off your shoulders. I mean, I did it and I turned out fine," I said to Evan as we sat in his car. He smiled after what I said. "I know, but things are going to change Noah," "I know Evan, but you don't have to do it now. There's other days," I said, trying not to pressure him. He shook his head. "No, I'm doing this. Everyone's going to know I'm gay eventually. Might as well do it now." I smiled at his courage. "I know can handle babe." "Thanks," he replied before sending to Facebook to announce he was gay. Everyone is going to know, because rumors fly fast around here. "I'm proud of you Evan. Gosh, I could have been more proud myself." "Thanks sweetie. I'm glad to have you in my life. Without you, I would have been so scared to do this and still confused on the whole gay thing," he said, reaching over and kissed me. "Your welcome. You helped me, so I'm just returning the favor. Time for the moment of truth," I said, getting out the car. I was scared for Evan but I know he can handle it. Also, I'm going to be here for him as well. He's not going through this alone. He got out too, standing there nervous but ready. "I'm ready as I'll ever be." I took his hand in mine. "Let's go." ------------------------------------ Sorry again for the long ass wait. Anyway, I'm assuming that you enjoyed this chapter right? Anyway, the next chapter will reveal some truths! Stay in tuned my fans! Also, I have the winners for the celebrity contest I made for you guys. There millions of ideas and pictures. You guys have lots of views on how Evan looks. Sexy ones too... But there were really cute guys who were voted the most. Trust me when I had to sort this whole thing out was not easy, because I had flooding emails about this contest. Look these guys up to know what they look like. They are all cute! Remember these guys are just something for you guys to imagine about how our characters in the story look like. Josh- Brant Daugherty. This guy is really how I imagine Josh to look like. He fits perfectly into his character. He's hot and that's what Josh is. Just plain hot. (If you don't know who he is, he's Noel from Pretty Little Liars. My favorite show of the summer.) Jason- Connor Paolo. He really fits Jason's character. The looks, acting, etc. He would play a really good Jason. (He's from Gossip Girls. He plays Eric, Serena's little brother.) Leo- Callan McAuliffe. To be honest, I sort of see this guy playing Leo and not being able to pull it off. I don't know. I just haven't seen enough acting. He could play him, but he isn't convincing enough to me to play Leo. I also understand that Leo is a hard character to play. It's the personality and demanding looks that are hard to portray. Then again this is just someone who could look like him. (He plays Sam in I Am Number Four. He plays the guy that befriends the main character.) Bryan- Drew Roy. He could play a good Bryan. He convinced me because he plays in a show as a player. He's hot like Bryan and looks like a cheater too. Well played, fans. (He's from Hannah Montana and plays Jesse.) Noah- Cody Christian. Could he play Noah? I'm not sure. He sure can hold Noah's looks but is he up to play an emotional character like Noah? It's hard to play Noah, because he's very emotional and conflicted. I guess. Depends on the acting. But he sure is cute. (He's also Pretty Little Liars. He plays Mike, Aria's little brother.) Evan- Aaron Milo. He is so cute!!! I only seen this guy play in Eating Out: Drama Camp, but he definitely is so cute!!! Anyways, this was my personal pick. I had lots of votes of our actors but this guy stood out to me. Anyway, these character look like our characters from the story so don't expect anything else. Anyways, I love you guys!!!! Keep reading and stay in tuned for the next chapter! I will try not to take long. Guys, I have a treat for you. I've decided that I will write the sequel first and then the spinoff. Seeing as the fans demand more. Also, I'm going to write a side story completely secluded from this one. It's not going to be connected to this story at all. I'm writing a story about a new type of love. Supernatural style that is... I'm working on it if you're interested. Email me for the info! Love K, writer of this story.