Date: Fri, 19 Aug 2011 21:31:10 -0700 (PDT)
From: Kenny Vo <xokennyvoxo@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Choices, Chapter 12, high school

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Chapter 12: Some Explanations To Do
*Evan's
Point Of View
Every
step felt like bricks to me. Like my feet were tied to cinder blocks and I'm
dragging them as I walked. I was nervous and scared all at the same time. I
felt like I couldn't breathe as I walked in the hallway with him. The
anticipation was basically killing me. I wanted to just run the other way and
hide in my car for the rest of the day.
Everyone
knew now. I posted that I was gay on my facebook. Looks like words completely
spread. All eyes were placed on me as I walked down this hall. It felt like
time was passing by slow. Every second felt like a minute. Every minute felt
like an hour. Well, you get the point.
As I
walked, I saw the surprise in people's eyes. They looked more shocked than
hateful. I saw the surprised faces on the girls I've hooked up with, the
what-the-fuck looks on the guys' faces, the omgs in the other people's eyes.
God, this was going to be a long day.
Oh well,
might as well deal with it. I already made my mark.
I tried
my best to keep a strong confident face, but I didn't feel completely confident.
Is this how it feels when you come out? If it is, then it I don't like the
feeling it comes with.
As I walked
down the silent but gossip-filled hall, I felt Noah's presence next to me. We
weren't holding hands because he didn't want to seem like a hoe for being on
rebound with me and dating me on the same day of his breakup with Bryan. So he
wants to take some time before letting everyone know we're together.
I felt
him there with me. I looked over and saw that he was not going to let anything
happen to me. He was there to walk with me and let me know that it's okay. He
was going to help me through this. He was helping with my coming out. Because
honestly, I wouldn't have done it if it weren't for Noah's words of
encouragement and patience. He's what made me want to do this.
Yes, I
look at Noah and say, "that's fucking hot" but I also look up to Noah as a
strong gay guy. He's out, strong, confident, proud, happy, and understanding. I
see him everyday not struggling with who he is because he knows who he is and
that's what so cute about him. He knew himself and was proud of it. I just wish
I was that strong too. I wanted to be that strong, because that's the one thing
Noah was better than me at. He was head stronger than me and he was letting me
know that I can be strong. To not be scared and afraid and just embrace who I
am.
I was
grateful for Noah's mortal support.
I was
glad that he wanted to be with me as I did too. I care about him and everything
he stands for. Because of Noah, I was a better person. I was glad he was mine.
As I
continued down the hallway, Mitchell was standing there with a twisted,
disgusted look on his face. We were friends since middle school and played
football together. He was a cool guy, but he had his issues with the gay
community as I did too before I realized I was gay. I didn't know why he was so
homophobic, but it aggravates me now.
Before I
was gay, I used to be the ringleader of making gay guys life worse. Mitchell
was my basically my right-hand man in all of it. He was there for all the
beatings, taunting, insults, and etc. He even contributed to helping me kick
the crap out of some. It made me ashamed of what I did to the gay guys in this
school and out of school. I can't even beginning to think of the things I said
and did. I just couldn't go back to it because I was saddened by my mistakes.
I'm glad that I never hurt Noah like that and the only reason I didn't hurt him
was because of Bryan. Yep, that bastard did help something in his pathetic
life.
Mitchell
kept his lips unmoving and just stared at me like I did something horrible. He
knew I just came out. Crap. I was about to get hell for it too. Well, better
now than later. He isn't the only one I'm going to get hell from either.
I
decided to be the first one to speak, because I was going to be the bigger man.
"Hey Mitchell."
He
reacted with a fist connecting to my face. The punch strung a like a bitch, it
hurt. He put some of that angry into his punch. I felt it.
Derek,
one of his I guess friends, grabbed his arm and pulled him back little. "Hey
Mitchell, stop with the punch. You don't wanna get into trouble. You're already
in three weeks of detention for stealing that nerd's homework."
Mitchell
pulled his arm away from Derek, brushing his arm still looking mad as hell.
"Yeah, yeah Derek, but this is a special matter. So back off dude."
Derek
had a look of defeat on his face, "okay dude, do what you want. I'm not going
to be a part of this." He turned and then said, "hey Noah, hey Evan."
Derek
was a good looking guy to be honest. He was really tall­­­--taller than me--had
short blond hair, and had a medium muscular frame. He was a cool guy to be around.
He was nice to the gay guys around here. He was chill guy because he didn't
care what people were and just liked them for their personality.
"Hey
Derek," I replied, trying to let him know that I was no harm at all.
"Hi
Derek," Noah said, almost like a whisper. He looked scared of Mitchell and
afraid to say anything that could set him off.
Mitchell
rolled his eyes and then turned to me, cracking his knuckles.
"Tell me
it isn't true Evan," Mitchell said with hatred in his mouth.
I
sighed, he was going to kill me but I had to be strong. Well, I could beat him
senseless because I physically stronger than him. But I had to be mentally
strong. I can't let homophobes get to me, especially that I'm gay now. I need
to be more calm and proud of who I am.
I ignored
the pain on my cheek as I try to not hit back. It isn't worth it today. I
didn't need to hit Mitchell, because I'm mature and understand perfectly who I
am. I wasn't getting to satisfy the fight-hungry in Mitchell. If he didn't like
who I was then he would have to just live with it.
"Yes it
is," I said before another blow came in contact with my face. It strung and
made the string of the last hit resurface.
He
looked like he wanted to struggle me to death. "Evan, you are not a faggot. I
will not let me friend be a fag!"
I hated
that word now. "Faggot" was such a horrible word. I used to throw that word
like it was completely okay to say and thought it didn't hurt anyone.  I realize now that it was hurtful to say that
because I was the faggot now.
I closed
my eyes and opened them. "Look Mitchell, I realized that I am gay. I kept on
denying that I was, but truth is...I am a fag." It took me some time to say that
last part.
He
looked the other way and then directly into my eyes. "Really? Should have
guess, being related to a fag means you are too. Runs in the family I guess."
People
started circling and watching us like our conversation was the highlight of the
day.
That's
when I started getting mad. "Look Mitchell, I don't appreciate you being an
asshole to me and Noah," I said.
Noah got
a smile on his face when I called him a friend. Again, we will eventually let
people know we're together. We're just holding it off, because of the
circumstances.
Mitchell
looked at Noah with disgust, as if he had a disease or something. "Really? This
fag is your friend now? Looks like the great Evan is now sucking cock!" he
said, making everyone laugh. People can be so cruel, but I kept a strong face
because I'm not crier.
"Well,
at least I didn't get crabs from fucking Stacy Goods!" I said as a reflex. If
he was going to make fun of me, I was going to play dirty too.
Everyone
laughed and looked at Stacy Goods, the head cheerleader and Mitchell's
girlfriend. She was also a brunette slut that's slept with almost every living
guy that she can get in bed. Yeah, she cheated on Mitchell, but he did too. Her
face had turned from blue, red, black red, etc. She was embarrassed at what I
said and looked directly at Mitchell. She was fuming anger at this. Mitchell's
eyes just went from murderous to scared shitless.
"Mitchell!!!!
I told you not to tell anyone!!! You ass!!! I thought you were my boyfriend!"
she shouted, almost screaming.
Mitchell
looked hopeless and didn't know what say. "Stacy sweetie, I love you but I had
to tell someone. Crabs are gross babe. Plus, I know you're cheating on me with
other guys!"
Stacy's
face contorted into the scariest looking face I've ever seen a girl had.
"Mitchell, you cannot talk about me when you're the whore too! I know you've
been sleeping with my sister you dick!"
Mitchell
was sleeping with her sister, she was in the crowd too but she looked as if she
wanted to cry. Guess you can't hide cheating for long. I know because of
Bryan's ways.
"Stacy,
I'm sorry but I just couldn't help myself. She was basically forcing herself on
me!" he said, probably lying to make it less bad on him.
Stacy
walked up to him and slapped him, HARD. It was so loud, the sound of it went
through the whole hall. I knew she meant to hit hard too, her hand looked red
from the hard slap.
"You
fucking dog! Forcing herself on you?! Please! More like you persuade her into
it! You'd do anything for pussy! For all I know, you could have given me
crabs!" Stacy yelled, getting in his face.
"No you
whore, you gave it to me! I would never sleep with that many girls!" Mitchell
replied, trying to defend himself.
As I
continued to watch the whole thing, I felt a tug on my arm. It was Noah trying
to get my attention. He mouthed, "let's go" and we slowly slipped away from
that wildness. No one seem to care about us now, they were more concentrated on
Mitchell and Stacy's fight. Everyone still formed a circle around them,
listening to every detail so they gossip and start rumors later.
As Noah
and I walked to our first period class, Derek came by and stopped us.
"Hey
guys, I'm sorry for Mitchell he's such an ass. I don't know why I'm friends
with that douche bag!" he said.
I was
surprised that Derek would talk to me even after all that. I guess he's a true
friend to me then. "Oh thanks Derek, it was nothing. Mitchell was always the
asshole."
He
chuckled and smiled. "You were an asshole before you were gay too dude."
I
lightly punched his arm, "I'm gay now so I realized that being a dick was not
worth it anymore. I don't wanna end up like Mitchell with angry issues and
crabs."
Derek
and Noah laughed at what I said. I was happy to see Noah laughed, he hasn't
laughed since I don't know when.
"Well, I
get you dude. I think it's cool that you're gay now. I'm cool with that. I'm
chill with the gays." Derek said, meaning it.
"Yeah, I
know dude. You're cool too. Hey you wanna go to the gym after school?" I asked,
hoping he would say yes.
"Yeah
dude, I need to work out. I'm starting to get bend outta shape," he said, pretending
like he's tired and fat.
"Kay,
see you there then," I replied.
"Sounds
like a plan dude. Hey, I'll see you guys later, I gotta get to class," he said
dabbing me before he went off to his next class.
I was
happy that I had Derek as a friend. Also, he was really accepting of me and my
sexuality. I was grateful that there were people like Derek around. He was a
good-looking guy that was cool with everyone. I liked him, but not in a
sexually way. He was too straight for me anyway. I like guys like Noah, who
were somewhat girly, but can do guy things. I was grateful to have Noah in my
life now.
I turned
to Noah and he had a smile on his face. I just kept staring at him.
He
interrupted my staring, "Um, Evan what are staring at me for. It's making me
nervous."
I shook
my head, getting out of the trance. "I'm sorry, I was just thinking about how
much I care about you."
He
smiled. "Thanks, well gotta sit down now. Bell's about to ring," he said as
there were students coming in.
"Oh okay,
do you want me sitting next to you?"
"Nah,
you hang with your friends. I'm going to tell Josh about us," he said. I can't
believe he wants to tell Josh but I realized that he was Noah's best friend and
probably brother.
I smiled
my crooked smile, "Okay, have fun with that."
He
blushed every time I did that. "I will." he replied, going to sit down.
I sat
down in my seat and looked at my new boyfriend. He was my first boyfriend and
hopefully the last. I cared about him that much.
I just
did.
*Noah's
Point Of View
Wow, I
can't believe how this day's going. First, people don't say anything when Evan
and I walked in the building. They just stood in awe, or maybe was really
surprised that Evan's remotely gay. I would have been too if I didn't know Evan
like that. I bet everyone who knew him was probably surprised that he was. I
mean, what are the chances that a football player is a homo? No one. I was the
first person he told I think. I'm not sure, but it doesn't matter. I was with a
great guy and he's outing himself to the world.
Second,
Mitchell--one of the assholes I hated--punched Evan in the face! I mean, what the
hell? Evan was his friend! I guess he proved that he wasn't a good friend then.
Also, it was funny when Evan announced that Mitchell and his girlfriend Stacy
that they had crabs! I mean bitch slap across the face right? Well everyone was
laughing at Mitchell for a change. I hope he knows what it feels like to be
laughed at. Well, I know that people are gonna have something to talk about
tonight.
Third, I
found out that I had a friend on my side. Derek was such a nice guy to be
around. He was cool and relaxed around gay people. I liked that about him. He
was accepting of new changes and all. He was cool and his bright-sky blue eyes
proved it all. He was probably the second cutest guy on the football team. I'm
not into him or anything!!! I'm too faithful to do that to Evan. He just seems
like a cool guy and a friend on our side.
So far,
this day is going great!!! I just can't believe that it was somewhat easier on
Evan but then again, no one's really said anything to him yet. I was glad he
decided to come out. It made me proud as a person to be able to be there with
someone who's being who he is and telling the world. I was uplifted and happy
that I could help someone do that.
As I sat
down at my desk, Josh almost immediately flies into his seat. He looked pumped
up and eager to tell me something. He was looking godly-hot as always and his
blue eyes shined with happiness. I wondered what he's excited about.
I looked
at him with a slight smile. "What's the `I'm-fucking-happy-look'?"
He
rolled his eyes sarcastically at what I said, "oh whatever. Guess what Noah?"
"What?"
I asked swiftly. There was always something interesting when it came to Josh.
Whether it be about sex, rumors, TV, events, whatnot. Best friends always
listen to each other you know?
He
looked around to see anyone was listening and then got closer to my face as I
did the same. His face was so milky-clean of any skin problems that normal
teens get. I guess he's a special case, but in a good way. He was always the
hottest out the people in our circle. Kind of made me jealous, but I didn't
care. I had Evan!!!
"Okay,
after the movies the other day, you know how you bailed on us?" he said.
"I did
not, I was compelled to stay," I replied back. I know that I did bail on him,
made a lie and probably thinks I didn't want to hang with him, but I had a good
reason. A damn good reason too.
"I know,
it's okay though. Guess who was at the movies already?" he said with a little
twinkle in his eyes.
"Who?" I
said, interested at who was there.
He
paused for a moment, "Travis."
Oh well,
that was nothing new. Well, I can see how excited he was. I mean, Travis is
seeing Josh on the side, so it was a big step for their "hidden in the closet"
relationship.
"Wow,
that's cool." I said, trying to make as if I was really surprised even though
it doesn't.
"I know
right? So Jason and I went to sit by Travis and his friend whose name I think
is Rick, not sure. But always, so I was excited and surprised to see Travis
there. I was like, `what are the chances?' So when we sitting next to each
other, he was holding my hand and everything--" he explained before I interrupted
him with a question.
"He's
out the closet already?" I asked.
"No,
he's still in. He was holding it when the movies started and we were sitting at
the top so no one could see us anyway. I'm okay with it though. He's so cute
when he smiles!" Josh said acting like a total schoolgirl crushing over the
quarterback.
"Good
for you but was it awkward for Jason?" I said, thinking about how pissed off
Jason must be. He was probably disappointed that they weren't alone.
"Oh
well, Rick was gay too so I got them to sit together. You know, to get Jason
hooked up with him. I'm not going to leave him out. I wanna get him to date
guys, lord knows how long he's been single."
I kind
of felt for Jason because he wanted to get with Josh but I guess not everything
goes according to plan.
"Oh
that's nice of you. I hope they like each other or at least got to know each
other," I said, hoping that's what happened. I really hope that for Jason, to
find someone that likes him for who he is than chasing Josh who's already taken.
I don't know, ball's in Jason's court.
"I hope
so too," Josh said, setting his stuff down and getting his books out. I know
that Evan and I agreed to wait to tell other people but I had to tell Josh,
he's my best friend and best friends tell each other everything.
"Josh, I
need--" I said before Josh stopped it.
"Oh my
god," he whispered next to me. "Did you hear this morning? Evan came out to
everyone!!! He's fucking gay Noah!"
"Oh
yeah, that's cool," I responded.
"I mean
who knew that Evan Lane would be fucking gay! It's like he fucked so many girls
that he had to move on to guys because pussy too tiring for him."
Ugh, the
thought of Evan being with all those girls made my stomach convulse. I hated
the fact that Evan was a whore before he realized he was gay. I didn't want to
believe it, but it's completely true. Well, no one's perfect.
Then
Josh went on, "I kind of knew Evan was sort of gay underneath."
This
caught my attention, "how so?"
"Well,
it's just a hunch you know? Kind of a vibe. Also, I guess it runs in the family
too. I mean, Bryan is gay too."
I shook
my head at this, but I felt like he wasn't telling me something. Well, I know
Josh would never lie to me about something. I wouldn't be mad or anything, just
disappointed in him.
"Oh
yeah, Evan came with someone who's assuming his boyfriend or bitch," Josh said,
catching me off-guard.
How did
Josh know about anything? Maybe it was rumors on Facebook, I'm not sure.
"How do
you know he has a boyfriend or this `bitch' everyone claims he has." I said,
feeling played, because my best friend referred to me as a bitch. It was funny
because he didn't know that guy was me.
"Well,
facebook of course. Also I heard people talking about that guy and what
happened between Mitchell and his girlfriend. Funny stuff," Josh explained.
"Oh
well, yeah I know exactly who's the guy. You know him closer than you think."
Josh gave
me his confused look, "What are you talking about Noah? Is there something that
you're not telling me?"
I looked
into his pretty blue eyes and explained about what happened with Bryan's
cheating and break up. I have not gotten to the part of how Evan and I got
together.
"Fucking
asshole. I want to rip him into five million pieces and feed him to alligators.
Ship him to the Siberia Forest and let the tigers eat him alive. God that dick
is a fucking bitch for doing that to you," Josh said under his breath as we
worked on our class assignment together.
I
laughed at his sarcastic jokes, it was cool that Josh was so defensive of me.
"Really? The Siberia Forest? Wow, I love your jokes Josh."
He
smiled, "wow, I would that that for you. You're my bestie. My best friend and
the one that's been through hell with me. I'm so glad you hit that Leo guy in
the nose. Never knew you could punch someone in the face, considering that
you're all nice and daisies. Still, that whore needed to learn a lesson and you
did exactly that. He even knew Bryan had a boyfriend. That's no excuse to sleep
with someone's boyfriend. I will do bad things to Bryan if you want me to."
I looked
down and smiled, sheepishly embarrassed. "What's wrong with daisies? I know,
you were always there when I need you too. Yeah, we've been there some hell and
fire. And no, Bryan is a dick and I'm going to leave it alone. Let him be, I
don't even wanna look at him anyways. Thank you Josh for the great ideas, but
no thank you. I'd rather leave him alone and not associate with him at all. But
I am glad to have punched that hoe in the face. He knew it was coming. I'm
proud of myself for that. Never thought I would have the balls to do it either."
"Well
you know I'm always here buddy. I'm gotta be there with you thick and thin. No
matter what you do and the choices you make. I'll understand and be happy for
you because you're my best friend and my partner in crime."
"Thanks
and we do do things that are way off sometimes," I said, feeling better about
telling him about Evan and I.
"Where's
Bryan anyways?" Josh asked, scanning the room for any sight of Bryan. I just
noticed Bryan missing too.
"He's
probably skipping class to avoid me."
Josh
rolled his eyes, "Well, he's gonna be avoiding one more person because when I'm
done with that bitch. He's going to be crying on the floor because I'm going to
cut his balls off for what he did. That asshole. You deserve better Noah, you
don't deserve that piece of shit. God, I wish I was there when it happened. I
would have beat the crap out of that guy Leo and personally strangled Bryan."
"Well, I
would strangle Leo myself but that works," I said, laughing a little imagining
strangling Leo. It made me feel happy thinking about him suffering. Just
kidding.
"Lol,
wow. So what's the next guy on your list?" Josh asked, which bought me back to
a good point in telling Josh.
"Um,
I've been wanting to tell you all day, but I didn't have the chance to. Well, I
don't want you to think I'm a hoe for getting a new guy after Bryan broke up
with me. Also, I don't want you to be surprised by who it is. I really hope you
understand and that it all happened so--" I said before he interrupted me.
"It's
Evan huh?" he said, finishing my explanation basically.
I was
perplexed by how he knew and how calm he said it. How did he know that? I
didn't tell anyone about Evan and I. He didn't see me this morning either so
how the hell did he figure it out? Was I that predictable? Why he spying on me?
I'm
pretty sure my face was red and blushed. "How, how did you find out?"
He
smirked and laid back in his seat. "So it's true then. You are into hot
used-to-be douche bags. Wow, I never thought you'd date that guy. Oh well, I'm
not fussing over it. I'm just surprised that you'd even go for that. I mean
he's hot and shit but you told me you hated him for I don't know how many
times. I found out you two got something going on when I decided to go to the
bathroom last week."
I
gulped. Did my best friend see me make out with a used to be asshole in the
bathroom? Holy shit, I thought we were alone! Guess not.
Now my
face probably looked fiery red from the embarrassment. "Oh you saw that? I feel
so embarrassed. I was just in the moment and it happened out the blue and
stuff. Sorry I didn't tell you sooner. It's just we claimed to be together last
night and that was when we kind of hooked up..."
Josh
raised his eyebrows. "Well, look who got laid after a break up. I'm proud of  you slut."
I
playfully hit him in the chest. "Asshole, I didn't fuck with him last night. We
just jerk out each off this morning and that's all."
"Sure...More
like you taking up the ass." Josh said jokingly.
"It
wasn't like that. I swear I'm not that easy when it comes to sex! But he did
have a big dick." I said, going along with the joke.
"See you
are a slut! I can't believe you're dating Evan. It's like you two had a sexual
frustration and had to take it out. So how did you two become an item so
suddenly?" Josh asked with a curious look on his face.
"Well,
it started when he was yelling at me and Bryan for making out in the hallway.
Then I saw that he reacted and how the look on his face was completely changed.
After things got weird at school because he wasn't insulting me or anything. I
mean he always does so I expected it coming to me, but he didn't so it was
strange. Not that it's a bad thing that he suddenly stopped. I just didn't
expect it. Then Evan started talking to me and stuff. He was being nice and
apologized about being an asshole before. So he invited me to go watch movies
and then after the movies, he kissed me! I was so shocked because I was dating
Bryan at the time! I felt like a cheater at that point but the day after I
found out about Bryan and Leo so it didn't matter at that point. So while on my
rage to kill or put Bryan and Leo in the hospital, Evan just carries me out of
there and drives me home. Then afterwards, he was about to go home...I asked him
to stay with me because I just wanted someone to hold me and comfort me. SO
that's basically what happened between me and Evan." I said explain the whole
story. Well, that was long.
Josh sat
there with his eyes wide open and his mouth ajar. He looked totally in shock.
"Well, that's a very interesting story of how Evan turned out to be a fag like
us. So he realized he wanted dick when he started liking you?"
I
pondered on this for a second. I didn't realize that I was the cause for Evan's
gay realization. I guess I was the reason he knew for sure. I felt bad, like I
made him gay.
"Oh I
never thought of that. I guess I did. I don't know. Maybe? Well, it's just
important that he's gay and out now right?"
"I
guess. How's it going? Is it like he's new to the sex and the feelings?"
"Yeah,
he loved the handjob and he's usually nervous when he kisses me. He's just not
used to the whole gay thing. So I'm gonna give him time to breathe." I
answered.
"Yeah,
he's probably freaked out on the whole thing and he's gonna have to change to
the adjustments of the gay world."
I looked
over at Evan who was talking with his footballs friends. He noticed me looking
and smiled his beautiful smile at me. He looked so cute just sitting smiling at
me. He turned back to his conversation with his friends.
I
turned back to Josh who wore a raised eyebrow on his face. "You like those
brothers don't you? You just moved on the better one."
I
rolled my eyes, "It just happens."
"Really?
You dated one of the brothers and now you're dating his newly-gay brother?
That's a rarity Noah. Especially hot ones."
I
rolled my eyes again and smiled. "Whatever, we're dating that's all. It's not
like I intentionally wanted him...like that so what are we suppose to do on this
part?" I said, changing the subject.
He
laughed, "Okay, I'm prying too much. Let's do our classwork."
"Better
or we'll fail."
"But
when you're alone, you're spilling on the details," he responded.
"Fair,"
I said as I got back to work.

As
I was walking to the cafeteria, I saw Bryan ahead of me, heading my way. He
wore a big smile on his face. It was stupid-looking now, now that I knew what
he was all about. It was sad to know that someone could do that to someone. To
cheat. I mean, what kind of person pretends to love someone and cheats on them?
I guess there are some who do that. People like Bryan.
Ugh,
is what I felt as I passed Bryan. I felt his hatred coming off of him. I was perplexed
by how angry he looked. How can I piss him off? He's the one who cheated and
got caught. He's probably just mad that he got caught by me. Whatever he's just
pissed that he's the bad guy in the whole thing.
Crap,
what a good way to ruin my day, I thought. Oh well, time to go see the gang and
explain the whole story.
I
opened the door and immediately saw that the guys sitting at our table. There
was an open seat for next to Jason, who had a sad look on his face. There was
already a plate of food waiting for me there. I was taken aback by that.
As
I sat down, ready to hear Ali, Mikey, and Jason's surprise on the whole Evan
thing. The look on their faces says exactly that. Ali was as always, looking
great as usual. Mikey was sitting next to Ali like a happy, loyal gold
retriever, because he was like that. Jason had this feeling coming off of him,
he's was angry about something.
Of
course, Josh was there with an unexpressed look on his face. He already knew
about the whole situation with Evan so it was okay. Obviously, he's thinking
about something else.
We
sat there looking at each other for awhile before Ali broke the silence. She
was always the one to break the silence or ice in a conversation. She was just
like that and that's what made her a great cheerleader before.
"So
what happened?" she asked, in a sad tone. She was worried about me. She was
like that when anyone in our group gets hurt.
"Well..."
I said, before explaining the whole story.

"I
can't believe that asshole cheated on you," Ali said, rubbing my arm as she
tried her best comfort me.
"Yeah
he did I just can't believe the whole thing. It's just horrible. I thought he
loved me. But I guess he wanted more. He wanted things that I couldn't do for
him. I was nothing to him basically," I said before starting to tear up from
saying those words.
Jason,
next to me, rubbed my shoulder. He was miserable himself but he felt for me.
"I
just can't bring to think of what I'll do to that asshole. I'm going to tear
him up into five million pieces!" Mikey said with a serious tone in his voice. Mikey
was easy on the eyes. He was one of those people that had big, beautiful brown
eyes. If he was gay, he'd be attacked by gay guys all over. He was a definite
cutie. Again, I respect him too much as a friend to do that to him.
I
just made a careless face, noting that I had nothing to say.
"Well,
if he sits here again, he'll just walk right into the pit of death. Except
worse." Ali said, stabbing her food vigorously. She was obviously pissed the
hell off.
"Yeah
we will tear him the fuck apart for you Noah. He's a no good cheating whore
that wants to break good guys hearts. And you know what? He fucked with the
wrong heart. If I ever see him come near you or even try to communicate with
you, I will beat the fuck out of him. No mercy too." Mikey said, his words
sounded venom.
All
I do was smile. I was glad to know that my friends were around to help me when
I needed it the most.
"Thanks
guy, I love you guys. You're always here for me." I said with a happy look on
my face. I was surrounded by people who actually cares. They were there for me
when I fall and to pick me up when I needed it.
"SO
where's the asshole?" Ali said, looking around at the tables to see if he's
there.
"I
don't know. He's probably found a new crew or something," Josh said. Right as
Josh finished talking Jason's look became even more sad to me. I felt bad for
the guy.
"He
bet be. I'm pissed out like crazy right now. The only place he can't avoid me
is baseball practice and games. He know he's going to get hell for doing that
to you and he deserves it too," Josh said.
The
mood around us changed when Evan came and scooted in next to me. The looks on
their faces were priceless. Eyes that were angry went to being confused.
Obviously, they were confused and have not seen the facebook statuses that have
been all over the whole thing this morning.
"Umm,
not to be rude or anything, but what the fuck are you doing over here?" Mikey
asked with a raised eyebrow.
Evan
shifted nervously in his chair. "Well, if you haven't heard this morning, I'm
out."
Mikey
and Ali looked at each other with perplexed looks. "What?" both said, almost in
unison.
"Well,
I'm out the closet. I'm gay," Evan slowly spoke, his hand was on my thigh. His
hands were gigantic and strong. I was starting to get horny from his hand just
being there.
Tame
yourself Noah!!!!
As
I tried to restrain myself from getting a full-on boner, Jason sudden stood up,
gathered his things and walked to the double doors, leading outside.
Everyone
looked at him and had a worried look on their faces.
I
looked at them with reassurance. "I'll make sure he's okay."
"Kay,"
everyone said as they engaged in a long conversation pertaining Evan and I probably.
I was sure that they'll be surprise on that too. I am going to get some hell for
it. Oh well, it's bound to happen anyways.
I
got up and walked outside to find Jason sitting at a vacant table. It was
beautiful outside. The sky was blue, the sun wasn't brutal, and the breeze was
just awesome. People do eat out here but it's just because of the weather.
Everyone eats inside because of the cliques in there.
Jason's
head was down, assuming he's crying. Darn, how am I suppose to help him? Okay,
just do your best Noah, I thought.
"Hey
buddy," I said, sitting next him rubbing his back.
He
didn't answer. He just kept his head down. I then heard some sniffle noises and
noticed that he was crying. Poor Jason, he had his goals high and then Josh
makes them tumble down. Well, it's a lose-win situation. Jason lost and Josh
won something last night.
"Hey,
hey. It's Noah and it's okay to cry Jas. I'm here for you. You know you can
tell me anything."
He
cried on for a few more minutes and then lifted his head up. "Josh will never
love me. He doesn't even want me."
His
eyes was red and puffy. He was definitely crying.
I
immediately pulled him closer to me. He needed comfort right now.
"Aww,
it's okay Jason. Not everything's going to be according to plan. There will be
other times where you can tell him," I said, wiping his tears off his face.
"Why
can't he just leave Travis and just see me for who I am? The boy who's
desperately in love with him? The one that wants to be with him?" he sobbed.
Gosh, I just wanted to cry with him too but I in a good mood so that wasn't
going to happen.
"I'm
sorry Jason. It's just that some things aren't easy and that you're not going
to get things easily. You have to fight for it you know. You have to be more
confident," I said, trying to get him.
He
stopped crying for second. Good, at least he listened to you.
"More
confident?"
"Yeah.
I mean, you have to change your shyness. Josh hates guys who are shy and quiet.
He likes them loud and outgoing. That's what Travis has over you. You need to step
it up in order to be in Josh's league," I said, trying to help him.
He
looked up at me with his tear-stained eyes. "I guess, maybe I could try. I don't
know. I'll figure it out eventually."
"Yeah
bud, it's going to be okay. Josh will see but you have to let Josh go on his
way, he's dating Travis and you can't step in on that. Just wait till they
break up or something."
"What
if they don't?"
"Then
he's not the one. Simple as that. If he was the one, then he will be with you
eventually."

His eyes relaxed a little but were defeated. "Okay let's just go back and talk
to the others. I'm ready for this day to be over," he said as he got up and
started to the doors.
"Yeah
me too. I want to go home and jump into bed. I'm tired too," I said following
behind him. I was definitely ready for this day to be over.

As
the whole day of people talking about the whole incident of the Mitch, Evan was
sitting in the driver's seat, pulling into my driveway.
He
was so cute with his sweaters and buttoned-up shirts. I loved that he looked
preppy as they say. It suited him so well. I hate how some guys like to wear
ugly Ed-Hardy shirts and think they're the hottest piece of action to go
around. I was grossed out how some straight guys dress.
I
dressed very well. I even knew the designer brands by heart. Evan was newly gay
but he didn't dress like a newbie. That should been a sign that we overlooked
about his gayness.
He
stopped the car, but left the engine on. He looked over to me with his hazel
eyes. They were so something to gaze into. Like seriously.
"So
I have to go home tonight. You know, parents call," he said, handing my hand.
I
was a little sad by this. I was really looking forward to doing something else.
If you catch my drift...
"Okay,
I guess I'll see you tomorrow then?"
"Yeah,"
he said, looking sad too.
We
just sat there for awhile and just held each other's hands, never leaving each
other's eyes. I pulled him in for a kiss. It was good kiss. He didn't seem to
tense up and become nervous. This was more relaxed and easy. He was learning
fast.
When
we finally let go, I grabbed my bags and opened the door. "Have a good day
Evan."
He
smiled that great smile and made me blushed as I completely got out. I walked
to the front door of my house and saw Evan roll down the window.
"You
have a good day too Noah!" he shout as he speeded away in his car. I was happy
for that he was so nice to me. That mattered a lot to me. Evan was a nice guy
and he was a definite cutie in his family. I mean Bryan was hot but his track
record of his fucks makes him look fugly now. Evan was good guy and I'm willing
to see where it goes. I'm open to ideas and open to cute guys as well.
As
I walked into my house, thinking of how to explain to Dad that I got a new
boyfriend, I heard a voice coming from the living room.
The
familiar voice said, "Hello Noah."
I
stopped as I saw who it was sitting in my living room.
"Oh
my god," was all I could say.
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