Date: Wed, 12 Oct 2011 10:33:20 -0600 From: pro_5@hotmail.com Subject: The Pains of Being Gay - Chapter 5 - Tension The Pains of Being Gay: Chapter 5 - Tension **Disclaimer** This story is based on a homosexual boy growing up, the main character Chris is somewhat based on me and some of my personal memories. The rest of the characters are completely fictional. If you are not here to read about homosexual sex between teens then leave now. If you are not of legal age or it is illegal to read this material in your country leave now! If not enjoy!! If you have any questions, concerns, or comments please write me!!! Pro_5@hotmail.com. If you do write me make sure the topic of your email is "YOUR STORY" because your emails will go to my junk folder and I would not want to accidently delete your email. Well enough said, enjoy chapter 5! The Pains of Being Gay Chapter 5 -- Tension "What the fuck are you doing here Chris", Andy yelled at me. "You know why I followed you home Andy, so don't play dumb with me", I yelled back at him. "Did you ever think maybe I didn't want you to know about my mom's problem yet?" "I'm sorry Andy, I just got pissed you didn't trust me enough to tell me about her. Wouldn't you be just a little curious if your boyfriend wouldn't let you walk him home?" I asked. "Just fucking go home Chris, I don't want to see you right now". "Andy, please...", before I could finish my sentence he slammed the door in my face. I slowly walked home, tears slowly falling down my cheeks. Why did I follow him home, why couldn't I have just respected his privacy? God damnit I'm such a fucking idiot, I can't believe I messed up already. When I got home I went straight to my room and went to bed and cried myself back to sleep. ******* The rest of my weekend was really boring. I couldn't help but worry about Andy. I know what I did was wrong, I just hope he could forgive me. When I got to school I slowly made my way to Andy's locker. I could see him sitting in front of his locker with his head down in his arms. He looked really sad. "Ugh, do you mind if I sit with you?" I asked quietly looking down at him. "Sure, go ahead if you want", he replied not looking up at me. We sat in silence until the bell rang for first period. It was really awkward just sitting there and not talking to each other. There was so much tension between us. ******* Me and Andy didn't talk once during our first two classes and I was beginning to get pissed off, but at the same time really worried about us. I decided I was going to put an end to this finally and followed him to his locker after English. "Andy, look I know you're pissed at me and I know why. I disrespected your privacy and I'm really sorry okay. I just wanna get this behind us and make things right again", I said looking into his eyes. "Chris, it's not entirely your fault. I should have trusted you, and I'm sorry. I overreacted and I'm really sorry for yelling at you". "It's ok Andy, I deserved it anyways", I replied looking at the floor. "No you didn't Chris, you've been the most amazing friend and boyfriend to me, and I shouldn't be keeping anything from you". What Andy said almost brought me to tear's, I just wanted to kiss him so bad right now. I smiled at him. "So are we ok now?" "Yeah, we're more than okay Babe", he replied with a huge grin on his face. "Okay good, so did you wanna hang out after my practice?" I asked pleading him with my eyes. "Of course, that would be really good. I'll meet you at your house around five then?" "Sounds good to me hun". The bell rang while I was answering him. "Well I'll see ya later". The rest of the day went much by much better. I only got a little homework in math tonight. I could finish that after Andy left though. Volleyball practice went by really fast. Our teaming was improving quickly, which is really good because our first game is on Thursday. I'm really excited about it, but nervous at the same time. ******* Just as I was unlocking the front door, I felt someone's arms rap around my waist. I could tell it was Andy. "Hey baby", I said softly while turning and smiling at him. "So did ya miss me?" He asked with a smirk on his face. "No, not really", I replied with a huge smile. "Very funny Chris" "I try". We made my way up to my room slowly talking about my volleyball practice when I realized I really needed a shower. "Hey baby, I really need a shower to freshen up. You can play with the PS2 if you want, make yourself at home". "Ok, do you mind if I grab something to drink?" He asked. "Of course! You don't need to ask me, just help yourself". I quickly got into the shower and immediately began to feel better as soon as the hot water was splashing against my smooth skin. While I was washing my hair I began to think about my upcoming game on Thursday, I was really excited. I decided I was going to invite Andy if he was able to come. I know I would feel a lot better if he was there watching me. I dried off quickly, wrapped my towel around my waist and made my way to my room. Andy was playing my PS2, he was so cute. I could tell he was really into it because he didn't hear me come into the room. I sneaked up behind him and quickly wrapped my arms around his chest and leaned in and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Well it's about time your back, I thought you were being naughty in there", he laughed. "Do you wanna..." before he could finish he realized I was just in my towel and he blushed. "What me being naughty I don't know what you're talking about silly. So you like it eh?" I asked with a chuckle. He smiled, "shut up and get some clothes on". I laughed, "Ok, but I know you don't really want me to do". I winked at him and his face turned deep red. I grabbed some new clothes and went to the bathroom again. I got dressed quickly and made my way back to my room." "So what do you want to do now?" "Hmm, I dunno, it's up to you babe". "Well, my mom will be home in an hour with Trevor. Why don't we just cuddle up and watch some TV?" I asked with a grin on my face. "Sounds like prefect plan to me!" He replied with a huge smile. We turned on the TV, and decided to watch one of my favorite shows. It's called MXC, it's so fucking funny. It's where a bunch of Asian people go through a series of challenges only two American guys are the commentator's. Andy snuggled up with me and rested his head on my chest. He was laughing so much, his laugh was adorable. I couldn't help but stare at him, he was so beautiful. "Hey babe?" He asked quietly. "Yeah?" I asked looking down at him. He leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips. "Thanks for everything. You're really the most amazing boyfriend in the world". "Baby you don't have to thank me, and I have to disagree. You're the most amazing boyfriend in the world". I saw a tear slowly fall from his left eye, "Aww Andy don't cry." I wiped his tear away slowly while looking in his eyes. I leaned in and kissed him passionately on the lips. "Sorry, but if that's what I get for crying I'll be doing it more often", he said with a huge grin. I smiled back at him and kissed his lips deeply slowly sliding my tongue in his mouth. I leaned back slightly so I could look in his eyes, "all you have to do is ask". I leaned back in and kissed him again. We began to make out deeply and I slowly pushed Andy on his back. Our kissing became more desperate and I began to feel his hands on my back. He ran his hands under my shirt and scratched my back lightly. I let out a soft moan into his mouth. "Chris I'm home", my mom yelled up. "Come help me with these groceries please". I jumped off Andy quickly. "Shit!" I said under my breath. "I'll be right there mom". We sat up and fixed our clothes and hair quickly. "Your mom sure knows how to ruin a moment", Andy said with a grin on his face. "That's for sure". ******* After we helped my mom with the groceries we decided to play some basketball with Trevor. He didn't ask but I suggested it. You should have seen the surprise on his face, he was so happy I let him play with us. We had a lot of fun. We didn't play a game or anything, just messed around with each other and tried to show off. Eventually we all got tired and decided to go grab a drink. When we were finished our drinks it was already eight, Andy said he had to go and asked me if I would walk him home. I said yes of course with a huge smile. "So did you have fun today?" "Of course Chris, I always have fun when I'm with you." "Well that's good. So my first game is on Thursday, I was hoping you could come maybe?" I asked pleading with my eyes. "I'd love too!" He shot back quickly. I laughed, "Ok great, it's at our school so I'll just walk you home after." "K sounds cool." We stopped just before his house and gave each other a hug quickly. "I'll see ya tomorrow at school baby." "Have a good night babe." Andy replied with a smile. After I got home I quickly finished up my homework and got ready for bed. I was really tired for some reason and went to sleep early. ******* Andy walked up to his house and walked in quietly. He saw his mom watching TV with a bottle of Vodka in here hand. "Andy you sure have been spending a lot of time away from the house', she slurred. "I've been hanging out with my friend Chris, he's really cool." "We'll you better be staying out of trouble, I don't want to deal with any of your crap", she shot at him. "Don't worry mother, you won't be dealing with anything." He said quietly and began to walk upstairs. "Before you go up to your room and sulk put this vodka back in the freezer for me its warm now". Andy sighed and walked over cursing under his breath and grabbed the bottle. `God, why does my mother have to be such a bitch?' He thought to himself. Just as he was about to put it away he opened it up and chugged a huge amount of the vodka. He let out a quick cough from the burning. `If she can drink so can I' He thought to himself and grinned feeling a little better beginning to feel the warm buzz from the alcohol. He decided he didn't feel like doing his homework and just go to bed. He stripped down to his boxers and slid into his bed. He got thinking about Chris, and how much he was beginning to feel for him. Then he thought about when he came out of the shower and how amazing he looked. Chris was beautiful, cute, sexy, just plain drop dead gorgeous. Feeling pretty buzzed from the vodka now, Andy slowly let his hand slide into his boxers and wrap around his semi erect cock. He began to stroke it slowly and closed his eyes. He pictured Chris earlier today, just in a towel, his hair slighty wet, and water running down his smooth body. God he was hot, and he's all mine. Andy began to stroke his fully erect cock faster now. He was getting close already and was going to back off but he reached the moment of no return and couldn't hold it back. "Oh, fuck yes!" He said softly to himself as his cock began to shoot out his cum all over his stomach. He grabbed a few Kleenex's from his night stand and quickly cleaned up. After he was done cleaning up he threw the Kleenex's in the garbage and quickly fell asleep. Well that's all for chapter 5, hope you liked it, more to come of course! What do you think of what Andy did at the end of the chapter? If you have any questions, concerns, or comments please write me!!! Pro_5@hotmail.com. If you do write me make sure the topic of your email is "YOUR STORY" because your emails will go to my junk folder and I would not want to accidently delete your email.