Disclaimer: This story is real. It really happened. I should know I lived it. So there ha. Anyway, the last names of people have been changed (If they are even mentioned, but they are the same last names from all the other chapters) to protect the individuals. Some names have been changed completely.
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I embeded the one of the songs into the chapter, you have to allow the actixe X control to run on your computer. I put it in your you can listen to it as you read the lyrics.

Tim White
Chapter 9

Blackness. That’s all I saw. Utter blackness. I was nowhere. But I could hear voices. Some singing, some laughing. Others yelling and crying. An image came into view. It was something I lived before. I couldn’t make it out, everything was a blur. All I could hear was crying. Then I saw a light. I opened my eyes and I freaked out. Where was I? I started thrashing around. I tried to stand up. I was strapped to something.
“Tim calm down. You’re ok. You’re in an ambulance. You passed out.” Zach said
“Why am I tied down? Untie me.”
“Tim it’s ok”
“UNTIE ME.” I screamed. Breathing very heavily, almost gasping air.
Zach undid the straps; as soon as I could I sat up and hugged him, so tight that he couldn’t breathe. I was crying.
“It’s ok Tim. They only put the straps on so you wouldn’t fall off the gurney.” He pulled away. “Are you ok?”
“No. No I’m not………. What happened?”
“You were telling us what happened with you and Jason, then you paused and looked down at you side. Then you passed out. My mom called 911 while I tried to wake you up. We are about half way to the hospital. You lost a bit of blood.”
“Wow, Thanks” and I lay back down and was out again. I woke up in a bed with Zach lying next to me. I begin to think how this boy can stay with me. Since we started dating I have put him through a lot. I thought that there has to someone better for him, someone that wouldn’t put him through all of this drama. I drifted off back to sleep.
I didn’t have to stay in the hospital. All they did for me was put a few stitches in me. My body already remade the blood I lost. We went back to my house.
“Zach, can we talk?”
“Yeah sure, what’s up?”
“Up in my room”
We headed up stairs. Zach hopped onto my bed.
“So what do you want to talk about honey bunch?”
“Zach, you know I love you right? I would never do anything to hurt you. I would die before I let anyone hurt you.”
“Tim, you’re scaring me. What going on?”
“I’m beginning to think that we are not meant to be together. A lot has happened to me since we got together. I have been in the hospital twice now. Don’t get me wrong though. I’m not blaming you for the things putting me there. It’s not your fault. I’m just scared that things are going to start happening to you because you are with me. I don’t want to your hurt because of me……….” I trailed off, tears streaming down my face.
“Yes, Tim, a lot of things have happened since me and you got together. Yes some were bad and I wish they never happened, but you have to know that a lot of good things that have come out our relationship. You helped me come to terms with who I really am. Without you, I would still be in the closet. I would still be living a lie. Hiding from my parents; Hiding my true self from the world. You helped me tell my parents. You helped me tell everyone. You helped me experience sex for the first time. I’m a strong believer in that you should only have sex with the person you love. That person is you Tim. I gave myself to you. I did that because I love you. For our first date you took me to Disneyland. You wouldn’t take someone there on a first date unless you are truly in love. I won’t dwell on the past. What’s done is done and we won’t be able to change that. All we can do is move forward. So will you move forward with me?”
“Yes” was all I could say.
It was getting late so we went to sleep. I didn’t sleep well. I woke up pretty early the next morning. My dad and brother were awake already. I went down stairs in nothing but my boxers. They were in the kitchen eating some breakfast before the left for church.
“Tim, would it kill you to put some clothes on before you come down stairs?”
“Yes dad, it would kill me.” I said laughing. “You two heading out soon?”
“Yeah, you wana join us?”
“No thanks dad, you know I’m not that into church. Besides…..I have my own God upstairs.”
“Well maybe he will want to go too.”
“No dad. You go if you want to, but don’t try and pull me with. You and mom are the reason I hate going. You forced me to go when I was a kid. I don’t believe in that.” I had anger in my voice as I said it.
“Ok. Josh go get in the car.”
Josh ran out of the room and outside.
“Don’t ever talk to me like that in front of you brother. I’m sorry you feel that way, but I only asked a question.” He trailed off and left the house.
I went back up to my room. Zach was laying there awake. “Morning sexy”
“Morning to you as well, sexy man. Well Halloween is tomorrow, so I was thinking we could go get some costumes for the party”
“Party? What party?”
“The Halloween dance. A bunch of people throw a huge dance for the teenagers, so we won’t go out and cause trouble. No alcohol but it is still fun. So wana go find some costumes?”
“Yeah sure”
We went into the bathroom and hopped in the shower. Now before you get all excited that you get to see another sexual encounter between myself and the now (present day) self proclaimed sex god, Zach, Nothing happened. We helped each other wash that was it. Ok, OK we groped each other a little but nothing more. We finished washing, got out and dried off. Now I think that Zach likes wearing my clothes, because every time he is over here he “forgets” to bring some clothes for himself. Don’t get me wrong he looks good in my clothes. Especially when he is in my underwear. Oh my god he looks so good. My dick started to grow, he pulled on a pair of pants and my growing member went back down. How sad.
We went outside to my car and drove to Spirit Halloween super store. We looked around for a while and settled on getting………….. On come on now. What fun would it be if I told you what we are going to wear to the party. You will just have to wait and see. We left the store and went and got some lunch. We got some Burger King. Then head back to Zach’s house. We ate in the living room while watching TV.
After we ate we went up to Zach’s room. Yeah, yeah, the fun part. We lay down on the bed and started to make out. He slowly moved his hand down my chest and lifted up my shirt. I did the same to him. As we kissed we started undo each other’s pants. We both stood up and let our pants fall to the floor. I put my hands in the waistband of the underwear he was wearing. I pushed them down as I dropped to my knees. I took his soft cock in my mouth and started sucking, making him hard. He let out a soft moan. I continued to suck until he was raging hard. Then he pulled me up and did the same to me, sucking on my cock to make me hard, all the while stroking himself so he didn’t go limp. When I was good and hard I pulled him up and moved him down on the bed. I laid him down on his back kissing him as I did. I broke the kiss and climbed on top of him so that we were in the 69 position. I started going up and down on his cock. I took my hand and started to rub up and down his crack. I pushed my finger inside his anus. He moaned with pleasure. I finger fucked him while sucking that delicious cock. Zach moaning while sucking me.
The door to his room flew open. “Oh my god. I’m sorry guys. I thought you were asleep.”
I jumped off Zach about 8 feet in the air (not really). I landed on the floor with a thud.
“Dad, get out.” His dad shut the door
“That was embarrassing. You ok down there?”
“My butt hurts.” I said with a smile on my face
“I will kiss it and make it better.”
“Sorry Zach, your dad kind of killed the mood.”
“Bastard. So when is the party?”
“Tomorrow, Halloween, Duh. They have karaoke there. We can sing.”
“Ooo we can sing that song from that one movie.”
“Yeah that’s a good song, dork. Let’s get dressed and go talk to you pepping dad hehe.”
“OK” We both put our clothes back on and head back down stairs.
“Did you like the show dad?” Zach said with a huge smile on his face.
“Yeah, did you think it was hot and steamy?” I added
“I’m really sorry guys. You should put a hat on the door next time. You guys go that often?”
“Dad I’m not going to tell you about me sex life. You don’t need to know that Tim took my virginity. You don’t need to know that I love the taste of his baby making juice. You don’t ……..”
“Ok I get the picture. I’m going to go throw up now.” His dad interrupted. He saw the hurt look on Zach’s face. “Zach I’m kidding. I don’t care that take Tim’s di……umm…..yeah. You’re my son. No matter how you like sex, I will love you.”
“Even if we do bandage?” Zach had a devilish grin.
“Ok that’s where I draw the line.” I said “No whips or candle wax.”
“Oh you’re no fun. You may like it.”
“Ok change the subject now. What are you guys doing for Halloween?” his dad asked.
“There is a party the high school and a bunch of other people throw for all the teenagers, so we don’t get into trouble. So we are going there. They give us food, drinks, and candy. We dance and sing all night. Then they give different kinds prizes for your costumes. They do them for the scariest, funniest, dumbest and for the girls they do sexiest. Guys should be able to that one to. Me and Zach coule win that. Hehe”
“Yes I could” Zach said with a cocky grin on his face.
“What ever, you think you’re so sexy. Well you not………….I’m sexier.” I said posing.
“I would have to agree with you………for now anyway” we both smiled and leaned in and gave each other a kiss.
“Well I will you in the morning. Love you Zach.”
“Love you too, see you in the morning”
We gave each other one last kiss before I went out to my car, and went home. I got there and went inside. Dad was cooking dinner. I went in the kitchen and talked to him. Since I met Zach and started dating him I barely spent any time at home with him or my brother. I was in love, so sue me. We talked about school, and the dance tomorrow.  Josh, dad, and I sat down and ate dinner. Talking and laughing. When I was done I went upstairs, stripped down and went to sleep.
My alarm went off at 6:45. I got up and went to the bathroom. I did my morning ritual. Shit, shower, shave. While in the shower I had to relief myself. I was thinking about Zach’s naked body, as I jerked off. The occasional thought of Hayden Christianson popped in my head. I mean come on, can you really blame me. Honestly can you?  Anyway I jerked off until I shot all over the shower. I cleaned off and got out. I dried off and went back my room to get dressed. I texted Zach that I would be over in about 20 minutes to pick him up. I went down stairs and got some OJ and a granola bar. I headed out the door and drove to Zach’s.
Zach was waiting for me at the end of his driveway.
“Hey little boy, need a ride? I got candy in here.” I said pulling up in front of him.
“Ooo candy, but daddy says I’m not supposed to get cars with strangers.” Zach said with a little kid voice.
“It’s ok; I’m not a bad guy. I won’t rape you.”
“Yeah, It’s not rape if you want it” Zach said as he got in the car “Morning babe.”
“Morning” I leaned over and kissed him. Off to school we went. The whole day was uneventful. There were some people running around in costumes. Almost all the teachers gave us candy.
Afterschool we headed back to my house and just watched TV until it was time to get ready for the party. We both went up took a shower and put on our costumes. Our costumes were the wall outlet and plug in. Hahaha funny right. Bite me. Hehe. I put on the wall outlet side and Zach put on the other. Yes we got it because it was sexual. Hehe.
We headed to the party. There were probably like 4 or 5 thousand teens there.  Some of the songs that were played were: “Monster Mash”, “Thriller”, “I put a spell on you”, “Absurd Minds – Master Builder”, “The days of the Phoenix”, and “Don’t fear the reaper”. It was a karaoke party. I asked the DJ if they had any Rammstein (shocker right). I looked at the list and decided on “Engel”. The music started playing and I began to sing.

Engel - Rammstein 




Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden
wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden
den Blick
gen Himmel fragst du dann
warum man sie nicht sehen kann

erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein
Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Sie leben hinterm Horizont
getrennt von uns unendlich weit
sie mussen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest)
damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen

erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein
Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

erst wenn die Wolken schlafengehn
kann man uns am Himmel sehn
wir haben Angst und sind allein
Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Gott weiss ich will kein Engel sein

Live in virtue, no desire
In the grave an angel's choir
You look to heaven and wonder why
No one can see them in the sky

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heavens keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Angels live, they never die
Apart from us, behind the sky
They're fading souls who've turned to ice
So ashen white in paradise

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heavens keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn not an angel when I die

Just as the clouds have gone to sleep
Angels can be seen in heavens keep
Alone in fear they question why
Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn not an angel when I die

Goddamn not an angel when I die


Everyone cheered and clapped as I finished the song. Of course they had no clue was I was singing. I didn’t either. But I love how the music sounds. The DJ played more songs and everyone danced. Zach went up to him and asked him to play a song. The music started playing and everyone cheered as the recognized the music.
Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?

Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween

This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night

This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright
It's our town, everybody scream
In this town of Halloween

Everybody started to sing along with Zach.

I am the one hiding under your bed
Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red

I am the one hiding under yours stairs
Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair

This is Halloween, this is Halloween

Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

In this town, don't we love it now?
Everybody's waiting for the next surprise

Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can
Something's waiting no to pounce, and how you'll...

Scream! This is Halloween
Red 'n' black, slimy green

Aren't you scared?

Well, that's just fine
Say it once, say it twice
Take a chance and roll the dice
Ride with the moon in the dead of night

Everybody scream, everybody scream

In our town of Halloween!

I am the clown with the tear-away face
Here in a flash and gone without a trace

I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"
I am the wind blowing through your hair

I am the shadow on the moon at night
Filling your dreams to the brim with fright

This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
Halloween! Halloween!

Tender lumplings everywhere
Life's no fun without a good scare

That's our job, but we're not mean
In our town of Halloween

In this town

Don't we love it now?

Everybody's waiting for the next surprise
Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back
And scream like a banshee
Make you jump out of your skin
This is Halloween, everybody scream
Wont' ya please make way for a very special guy

Our man jack is King of the Pumpkin patch
Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King, now!

This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween! [Repeat]

Everyone cheered and clapped as Zach finished the song. Once again the DJ went back to playing songs until another brave soul wanted to sing. Cody walked up to us.
“That was great Zach. You are amazing.” He turned and looked at me “Your song was good to Tim. I couldn’t understand it, but it had a great beat.”
“Hahaha yeah, I think everyone feels that way about mine.”
We talked, ate, and danced the rest of the night. The school gave us the next day off. So we could stay as long as we wanted. Cody was starting to become a great friend.


Tim’s notes:
Ok sorry this chapter took so long to come out. I had a really busy week and I was in the hospital. I was watching after my brother while my dad was out of town. Then on Friday I went to the hospital. When I had those 4 broke ribs, one didn’t heal right and the stress and stuff I did with my brother and his friends put a lot of stress on it guess. So I had to get it taken care of. They had to re break it and then set it again. This time they used screws. It hurts like bloody hell. But I will live. Thanks for everyone the sent me an email wishing me well and for the speedy recovery. Hope you enjoyed the chapter. I will try and have the next one out a lilt faster.
Tim this is the yahoo group page. Join if you like. Send all comments to or post them on the group page.