Date: Thu, 24 Feb 2000 22:44:20 GMT
From: Lucky Redwood <wanna_get_lucky@hotmail.com>
Subject: Time Will Tell - Chapter 12

Hey everyone, thought I'd try something different this time so this chapter
has been written through the eyes of Scott, a suggestion from a friend
gained through writing this series. As always send me yer comments to
wanna_get_lucky@hotmail.com Speak t'ya soon!

Time Will Tell
Chapter 12 - My Turn

"Yeah? What d'you say mum?" I hate it when she does that to me. She calls
me to speak to me, I answer and she doesn't say anything else so that I
have to go to her to talk! When I get there she tells me off for shouting
around the house, which SHE did to make me come downstairs. You can't argue
with her though! She'd go mad!

"Yes mum?"

"Please don't shout around the house Scott!" I told you!

"Sorry mum."

"Who are you meeting tonight?"

"I'm going on a date."

"Good! It's about time you started going out with girls more often.
People'll start thinking you're queer or something. Especially with how
much time you hang around with that Danny boy!" My heart sank, I hated it
when she talked about Danny like that; 'THAT boy' as if he was scum or
something. He'd never done anything to upset her, she just disliked
him. She disliked all my friends actually, that's why I had never told her
that I was going out (or at least pretending to go out with) Claire, she
would have told me that she was no good and stopped me seeing my friends.

"I'm going to have to get a move on though mum, I'll be late."

"Go down to the shop and buy me a pack of ciggies before you go anywhere."

"Oh, mum I don't have time" I whined.

"Get to that fucking shop before it's closed!" I backed down instantly,
she'd been drinking and I didn't want to aggravate her anymore. I grabbed
œ5 from her and ran as fast as I could to the shop which was luckily
only a minutes jog. I worried that I might break into a sweat though since
I didn't have time to shower again. I slowed my pace down a tad and made it
there and back without too much time taken out of my schedule.

"See you later mum."

"Close the lounge door on your way out. You're letting all the cold air
in."

	I sat near the back of the bus, my heart beginning to beat faster
as I got closer and closer to being on my first real date. I only hoped
that I would make a descent impression on Robbie. I'd worn my blue and
baggy combats, a tight white Calvin Klein T-shirt that was just a little
bigger then skin tight so that I could show off my athletic build (should I
got the opportunity) and I had my Firetrap jumper and my Henri Lloyd jacket
on to keep warm. The bus pulled to a stop and I got off and rounded the
corner to Pizza Express. I was early after all and so Robbie wasn't there
yet.

	I just stood there, waiting. I wasn't sure of what to make of this;
I was waiting for a date who was a bloke. I started pacing the pavement. My
excitement over my date was quite surprising. I looked up and down the road
expecting to see Robbie approaching. It still wasn't time to meet yet but I
was getting more and more nervous.

"Hey Scott."

"Robbie! Hi." He had arrived whilst I was looking for him in the other
direction.

"Sorry to keep you waiting, my mum was driving too slow!"

"Oh, don't worry I was early anyway."

"OK, shall we go in then?"

"Yeah, great."

	We were shown a table and handed our menus. I already knew exactly
what I wanted, I get it for myself every time I come to this place. The
American, I love it.  It's a basic pizza with pepperoni on but I love
it. Robbie and I sat there making small talk, we were both pretty nervous
and so a few awkward silences past. We basically started to get to know
each other pretty easily after a while though. We started to become at home
with the situation, before long we were talking like old friends.

	I couldn't work out what it was about him, but I really got to like
him quickly.  He was damn attractive, a little shorter than myself, dark
centre parted hair, deep blue eyes, rounded face and an adorable pale
complexion. He was funny, seemed pretty bright. I was shocked at how much I
was beginning to like him. I'd been in love with Danny for so long but
realised that I should at least try to move on. Even when I thought of
Danny at the table with Robbie here, an involuntary smile came to face.
Robbie, however, was available and really liked me, so I was lead to
believe. I was still nervous though, even though it was him who had chased
me.

"So, we still going to see The Beach then?" I asked whilst I was waiting
for the bill.

"If you want to. I mean we could always go somewhere else if you would
like?"

"No that's alright I don't mind the cinema. The film doesn't start till
nine so shall we go to the Dog and Bone on the way? Get a pint?"

"Sounds great."

*****

"Lager and a bitter please." I was always nervous when I tried to get
served in pubs.  Even though I knew that all they could do was just say
'no' and kick me out I worried that they would. As I stood at the bar
thankful that the bar-girl had wondered off to get the drinks believing
that I was 18 (as opposed to 16) I was suddenly flushed with fear as I felt
a hand land heavily on my shoulder.

"Get out." Was all I heard and as I turned my head to look at who was
throwing me out I felt disillusioned when I saw Trix and the rest of my
group of friends sitting in the corner laughing at my reaction. I smiled
back but knew that they would make me join them. I had wanted to be alone
with Robbie.

	I told Trix that we would join them in a minute and promptly began
to apologise to Robbie for meeting them, worrying that he wouldn't believe
that it was a coincidence that they were here. He luckily didn't seem to
mind at all. We took a seat at the table with the group and I avoided eye
contact with Danny as much as possible, he seemed a little upset by this
but he had Conner with him so it wouldn't last.

"So who's this?" Trix asked pointing to Robbie.

"I'm Robbie, we met briefly last night at Hanna's" He leaned over the table
and shook hands with Trix. So far so good!

"That's right, yeah! Sorry 'bout that I forgot your face."

"Don't worry 'bout it."

"So what are you two doing tonight then?" Claire asked smiling. Before I
got chance to answer Robbie quickly said.

"We're just stopping in here on our way to see The Beach."

"You not out with us tonight Scott?" Trix asked me looking quite confused.
"I thought that we were staying here all night Danny."

"No Trix, it's just us two going to the cinema." I answered quickly.

"You should have said, I wouldn't mind seeing that. What time does it
start?"

	My heart was racing, I was worried that he would tag along. I
didn't want him to follow but there was nothing I could say without letting
everyone know that I was gay. I knew that it hadn't bothered them too much
knowing that Danny and Conner were going out but I wasn't ready yet. I
don't know what was stopping me but I couldn't bring myself to let them
know. Luke, Claire (obviously) and Danny knew but I wasn't ready for
everyone to know yet.

"We'll catch it tomorrow Trix." Danny said. As far as I knew only Danny was
aware that I was more than likely on a date with Robbie and he tried to
jump to my defence.

"No I've got my coursework to finish tomorrow it would have to be tonight
if I was gunna see it. Didn't you want to go Claire?"

"I didn't know about it." Oh shit! This is turning out bad, what should I
say?

"Don't get the wrong impression, Scott didn't mean anything by not inviting
you it's just that we're going as a date, but I don't mind if you guys want
to come along as well."

	I looked to the floor. I went light-headed. I must have gone white,
I was terrified by what had just been said, what had happened. I should
have told Robbie before tonight that not everybody knew about me. I looked
up after about a minute of silence at the table. Kate, Trace, Sean, Conner
and Trix looked at me in disbelief, Robbie looked around in confusion and
the others (who already knew about me) just sort of looked down to the
ground worried for me. I started finding it difficult to breathe and felt
the sweat start to drip on my forehead as my head went red hot.  Things
started spinning and I felt consciousness slip away from me and I saw the
seemingly distant ground rising quickly towards me.

*****

"Scott? Scott wake up." Robbie kneeled over me and gently slapped my face
to wake me.

"Oh fuck! My head! OW!"

"Jesus are you OK?"

"Oh shit!" I looked around me and tried to focus. I managed to work out
that I was actually under the table and that most of the guys were trying
to help me up. I was pulled up on my chair. My panic returned and I started
to shake.

"Scott! Get a grip! Scott come on, you'll black out again. It doesn't make
any difference to me! It doesn't bother me, we all knew about Danny and
Conner anyway."

"Oh fuck! You hadn't told them. Oh shit! I'm so sorry Scott. Oh no! Oh shit
I'm sorry." With that Robbie ran out of the bar. I hesitated not knowing
what to do. I knew it wasn't his fault, I hadn't told him.

"Robbie! WAIT!"

I got up and ran after him, I felt another head rush coming up. I was
losing consciousness and running at the same time, bad mix. Luckily I made
it out the pub and saw Robbie in tears standing at the edge of the
pavement.

"Robbie, don't go."

"I'm so sorry Scott, you must hate me. I can't believe I did that to you. I
feel so stupid!"

"No, it's alright. You weren't to know. I should have told you. You had
every right to assume what you did, I would have done, knowing that our
group knows that Danny and Conner are gay I understand that you would have
thought that they all knew about me too. It was my fault."

"No, I'm sorry. I should have checked it was wrong of me to assume. You
must hate me." I grabbed Robbie into a hug no longer caring who was there
to see.

"Jesus no! I don't hate you! I couldn't hate you, I like you too much. I
like you a hell of a lot actually! I don't blame you at all."

	What surprised me was the fact that I meant it. I was really keen
on making a relationship work with Robbie. He was growing on me really
quickly and I didn't want to lose him before we'd got started. His tears
had stopped and he seemed to have recomposed himself.

"Are you sure? I don't blame you if you do."

"I am sure, you're the best thing that's happened in my life in a while, I
don't want to lose you. I think that I'm falling for you as it is!"

	With that he pulled back from me and just sort of stood there
looking around him to check that nobody had seen us standing in our embrace
when he was sure that everything was OK he looked to me and smiled. A big
smile that instantly rubbed off on me and I beamed a smile right back at
him. He looked to be OK now.

"I fell for YOU some time ago Scott. You know when I used come into the pet
shop where you worked to buy a tin of dog food every now and then?"

"Ohhhh, that's where I knew you from! It's been bugging me so much. Yeah I
remember now."

"I don't have a dog Scott, you should see the size of our neighbours
though, it looks like a football it's had that much extra food!"

	I couldn't help but laugh. I couldn't believe that he had liked me
that much. It was so sweet and I was so flattered. Robbie and I stood there
laughing for a while, standing quite each other.

"That's so sweet. Let's go in though, it's fucking freezing out here."

"OK"

	As we turned to go back into the pub we stopped in our tracks as
the others were coming out.

"They asked for ID." Announced Danny.

"We were kicked out." Luke added.

"Scott! You shouldn't have been so worried about telling us hunny!" Kate
came up to me and gave me a big hug. I smiled at her.

"I'm sorry guys, I should have told you all but I was just so worried about
it. I've kept it secret for so long now that it just seemed so hard to
say." I wasn't upset any more, I was in a good mood now that Robbie was at
ease again.

"Wow! Danny, Conner now Scott and Robbie, do you have anything that you
want to tell me Luke."

"Not fucking likely! Oh shit! No I didn't mean it like that, sorry guys!"

"That's alright." Danny announced on all of our behalves.

"I think we're going to miss the film Scott." Robbie announced to me having
pulled me aside from the others, just out of their earshot.

"Oh shit, probably yeah. What do you want to do then?"

"Well my parents are away tonight, they're staying at a hotel to celebrate
their anniversary and my sister is at a friends house tonight so you're all
welcome to come back to mine if you want. We can stop at an offy' too on
the way and get some bev.  Only if that's OK with you though."

"That's fine, but only if you're not going to get into trouble for it
though."

"No it'll be cool. Don't worry."

"Hey guys shall we go back to Robbie's? His parent s are away till
tomorrow, we can get some drink on the way."

	It was unanimously decided that this would be a good idea. After a
half hour bus ride we made it to the other side of town. We all gave Trix
money and orders as we waited outside for him to go and get us some
alcohol, he looked the oldest out of us all you see. Once we had our
alcohol supplies set up for the evening we were walking on our way
again. We approached a reasonably sized detached house and followed Robbie
in and he turned on some lights.

	As everybody made themselves at home we began drinking. The others
had been well on their way since they had been in the pub for quite a while
before Robbie and I came in on them, it wasn't long before they were all
quite drunk. I had been sitting next to Robbie, leaning on him and him
leaning on me, we had been holding hands for some time. He had beautiful
hands, soft skin and long thin fingers. After a while I turned my head to
look at him again, he caught my eyes and sort of flicked his head gesturing
towards the stairs. I easily guessed what he was intending to happen here
tonight, I guessed that he hadn't planned on having everybody else around
but felt that he should invite them.

	We made it up the stairs and just outside his bedroom door he
stopped and turned to me. He stood real close and placed his hands on my
hips, I in turn held mine around the small of his back and looked him right
back into his eyes.

"Are you sure you're happy with this, I don't want to push you into
anything that you don't wanna do."

"I'm fine with this." I replied smiling at how sweet he was being to me.

"Good." With that he opened his bedroom door and let me in. I made my way
to his bed once he had put the light on. I looked around the room which was
surprisingly neat. He had some movie posters up and a desk that was covered
in what looked like biology text books. Robbie locked the door and came
over to join me. We sat down on the bed and moved towards each other, our
lips met and we kissed, it was the most sensual thing that I had ever
experienced in my life. Up to that point that is. I was hardening in
anticipation. He then lowered me gently onto my back and changed his
position so that he was half lying on me with one of his hands running
through my hair and the other feeling my chest under my T-shirt. He pulled
away after a minute or so of this and asked me;

"How far do you want to go?"

"I'll go as far as you're willing to let me." That brought a smile to his
face and I couldn't help but smile with him.

We went back to our kiss and he started to unbutton his shirt. As my heart
started to beat faster still, I took over and finished removing his shirt.
Our kiss was becoming more desperate now and I began to rub my hands over
Robbie's chest and back, memorising every square inch of his hard and
smooth-skinned chest. We began to undress each other, taking our time. We
both wanted this moment to be special, and so to last for as long as
possible. We got to the stage where we were both on his bed with nothing
but our boxers on. With Robbie on top of me, I reached down to his waist
and began sliding his boxers down, exposing his gorgeous ass to his ceiling
(that was the moment when I realised how important ceiling mirrors where in
sex). I continued to slide his boxers down and he lifted up his waist to
help. He kneeled up so that I could pull them all the way down and I sat
there with an amply big piece of meat pointing at my face, inviting me to
take it into my mouth. As a flow of pre-cum spilt out, I leaned forward and
took his penis into my mouth. The salty taste took me a little by surprise,
but I enjoyed it, I hadn't known what to expect. Robbie certainly seemed to
enjoy what I was doing anyway. As I gently bobbed up and down along his
shaft his moans became louder, his breathing much heavier and his grip on
my shoulders tighter. He eventually pulled me off of him and told me that I
was going too fast and he was going to cum too soon if I carried on.

	Robbie pushed me to my back and began to pull down my boxers
revealing my own manhood, mine must have been slightly smaller than his but
he didn't seem disappointed with my size. I laid my head back on the pillow
below and wondered what this was going to feel like, I felt his warm breath
flow over my skin as he approached. Suddenly, I felt his red hot mouth
engulf my penis causing a sensation of utter bliss that spread throughout
my body. As he moved up and down my length I knew why he had been enjoyed
it so much. I felt so high from the feelings that were causing my body to
tense and relax, tense and relax with every movement that he made. I leaned
up quickly and pulled him off.

"Jesus that feels so good but I could feel myself cumming. Let's try
something else, I want you in me."

"Are you sure, isn't it meant to hurt?"

"I'm sure. I want to try it at least. I want you Robbie."

"OK, if you're sure."

	With that I pulled my legs up to my chest and waited for his
throbbing member to enter me. I could feel him manoeuvring himself on the
bed and felt him lean his penis up against my hole. He began to push into
me. I felt sick at the pain that tore into me as he plunged his entire
length straight into me causing me to gasp in agony but him to moan in
pleasure.

"OW. Ow, ow, ow! Wait there! Don't move! Jesus Christ that hurt!"

"Let me pull it out then. I don't want to hurt you Scott, it's not worth
it."

"No just keep still for a second, it's easing off."

	Robbie seemed willing to obey, he kept as still as was humanly
possible. As I got used to the feel of him in me I gulped and hoped that it
wouldn't hurt this much if we did this again.

"OK, go on."

"Only if you're sure, I really don't want to hurt you, tell me if I do OK?"

"Just go slowly to start with."

	Robbie started to withdraw himself from me. I saw his eyes roll
back in his head, and he moaned again. He lent his body over me more so as
his chest was lying on my stomach. As he thrust back into me I couldn't
believe the contrasting sensation to the pain that I had suffered only a
minute or so again. It was bliss, heaven. I felt myself going light headed,
overwhelmed by the feeling of Robbie pushing his wide dick into me, I was
panting and moaning aloud as was he. The feel of his clammy body rubbing up
and down my chest and my own dick as he moved was bringing me closer to my
own climax each time. His warm body pressing against and into mine.  His
hard and toned chest pushing against mine making me feel so aroused it was
unbelievable. Our groans became louder as he began to pick up pace,
pummelling himself into me. I couldn't hold out any longer, my body tensed
up, my grip on Robbie's upper arms tightening as every muscle in my body
went rigid and I moaned one last time, loudly! I felt my load empty between
our two closely connected bodies.  As I was finishing my orgasm I felt
Robbie push one last time and felt his body tense up and his juices spray
deep inside me. He almost screamed as he pushed that last time, thrusting
himself as deeply and powerfully as he could into me. He stayed like that
for a second and then collapsed on top of me, his head laying on my chest,
his now relaxed and exhausted body trying to regain some energy as he tried
to catch his breath. Sweat was pouring off of the two of us and we just lay
there waiting till we were recuperated enough to move. I felt Robbie's
penis deflate and eventually slip out of me. I laid there wallowing in my
shared post orgasmic high. Shagged out, literally!

*****

"Where the fuck did you two disappear to?" Trix enquired as we returned to
the lounge.

"I had something that I wanted to show Scott." Robbie replied with a smirk
on his face.

"So I heard!" Laughed Luke causing everyone to laugh but for Robbie and I.
We let our jaws drop in shocked embarrassment.

"Sorry about that then guys." I said embarrassed and hoping to stop their
comments.

"Conner and I are going to need a cold shower when we get home after
hearing that show!" Danny said smiling at me. I smiled back at him but
strangely found myself taking Robbie's hand in my own as I did so. I looked
to Robbie's eyes and realised that I really never had been in love with
Danny, I had liked him a hell of a lot but it was mostly pent up lust and
sexual frustration aimed at the person that I found it easiest to relate to
in life. Now I believed that I truly was falling in love with Robbie, I was
happy. For the first time in a long time I was happy.

It'll be back to Danny next time. I wrote it this way because there was no
reason in the world why Danny would know the sort of things that happen to
Scott here but I wanted them to happen for Scott. So there you go, everyone
seems happy enough and pending problems seem to be resolving
themselves. Don't they? Time will tell. Don't forget to write to me at
wanna_get_lucky@hotmail.com