From: idreamcanu@aol.com (IDreamCanU)
Subject: "Tommy Fueling My Fire" (t/t,cons,mast)
Date: 21 Dec 1998 00:31:05 GMT

I'd been watching Tommy for some time, well ever since he transferred to my
school last quarter.  You can call me weird if you want, but I know what I like
and no one is ever going to tell me anything different. I've known for some
time that I have a thing for guys and Tommy just added fuel to my fire.

I remember first seeing him at lunch, he was sitting alone in the corner trying
get used to his new surroundings.  I was awestruck the second I saw him. He had
reddish-blond hair cut long in the back and short in the front, sort of like
the wrestlers had their hair a few years ago, I guessed him to be about 16 like
me.  He has the darkest brown eyes I'd ever seen - the contrast to his light
colored hair was striking.  I stood there for a minute lost deep in his eyes
the spell broken when they in turn locked on mine. When I realized he was
watching me I bailed, heading to my usual table with my friends.

I kept sneaking peeks at him between bites.  I wanted to get to know him but
was unsure how at this point.  As it turned out I had to settle for quick peeks
at lunch that was until yesterday.

I was walking home from school and, to my surprise, I ran into Tommy on the
corner.  This was the first time I was really close and wasn't sure what to
do.  I didn't have a chance he was the one to break the ice.

"You go to Jefferson?" he asked as I approached.

"Yeah."

"I thought I'd seen you there. My name is Tommy," he said extending his hand.

"Uh hi," I shook his hand uncertainly. "I'm Jordan."

I let go of his hand and was enjoying the electric shock I got from touching
this hot dude.  I stood there wondering what to say.

"You wouldn't happen to have Mr. Andrews for English?" he asked.

"I do, he's an asshole."

"I know and he is going to come down on me hard if I don't finish the
assignment on The Scarlet Letter.  You happen to have the question sheet? I
left mine in my locker."

"I think so," I answered.  I took off my bookbag and squatted down beside it
looking for the paper Tommy wanted.  "Here it is," I said handing it to him.

Again I felt an electric charge as our fingers touched.

"Thanks.  Shit!" he frowned.

"What's up?"

"Nothing, just too many things to remember.  You have time to let me copy these
down?"

"I guess."

"Cool.  I live around the corner, you want a coke or something?"

"OK."  I followed him around the corner and to his house.  This was some crazy
dream and I'd wake up any second with an empty feeling.  "Shit," I said to
myself, this is really happening.

"I didn't know you lived around here - never seen you out and about."

"Not a social animal I guess, I do hang at the mall."

He led me inside and up to his room.

"This is it," he said gesturing to the room.

I scanned it and thought it looked much like mine. Clothes all over the place,
bed unmade, junk food wrappers in the trash.  "Cool computer setup."

"Thanks."

I want over to his desk and he showed me his computer.  Nice state of the art
system with what looked like all the bells and whistles.  He booted up a game
for me to play while he copied down the assignment.  I played for a bit then
shut down the game.

We chatted a bit while he was writing sort of getting to know each other.

I saw a car magazine I like in a pile and reached for it.  "Mind if I look?" I
didn't wait for a reply before I had it in my hands knocking down the stack.
"Shit, I'll get it - sorry man."

We almost bumped heads both squatting down to clean up the mess.  "Don't worry,
I'll get it."

I still was helping not wanting him to clean up a mess I made.  I picked up a
few magazines and noticed that the top one was a teen boy band mag.  I looked
at the cover with the group Hanson and saw little hearts all around Taylor.  I
stared at it for a few moments trying to figure out if he drew the hearts or
not when I saw in neat script "Tay 'n Tom" enclosed in a heart. I couldn't
believe it, could Tommy be gay like me?

I felt Tommy's hand take the stack and heard him sigh as he sat down. I saw his
lower lip tremble and a single tear run down his cheek.  At that instant I
knew the truth, he was gay and I'd just found out his deepest secret.  I
realized that for him this might be the end of the world - new kid in school,
no friends, and a "gay" label tagged on him.  I felt like shit knowing that I
just caused him some pain and embarrassment.

"You like Tay?" I asked walking over to him.

He just sat head hung low.

"I think he's hot also."  With that statement I committed myself if I guessed
wrong about him then I'd be left out to dry.

"What??!??" He looked up at me with surprise and a glimmer of hope.

"Tay's hot, Ike and Zac are nice too." I said sitting beside him.

"He is isn't he?" he said wiping away the tear and opening the magazine.

We spent the next ten minutes or so looking at the pictures and commenting on
the groups.  It turns out we both like Hanson and the Backstreet Boys, we even
matched opinions that Aaron Carter would grow up to be one hot looking
teenager.

During this time my mind and body were going haywire.  I was sweating and felt
like the room was one-hundred degrees.  I was thinking about what possibilities
there were having a gay friend as well as the freedom I was feeling knowing for
the first time ever I didn't have to hide my real feelings.  Maybe to the world
I'd be closed up some but to Tommy I could be myself - the real Jordan.

I guess similar things were going on with Tommy, I could see sweat beading up
on his forehead and lower lip.  I also noticed he kept sneaking quick glances.
I was starting to get hard and was worried about the next level - for me this
was moving a little too quick.

"Tommy I need to get home.  I, uh, was wondering, you know, maybe you wanted to
come over this weekend and catch a movie -- maybe spend the night?"

I stood there waiting an answer.  Tommy's eyes were downcast and it looked like
he was doing some soul searching and deep thinking.  He looked up at me with
those puppy dog brown eyes.

"You asking me out?" he asked in a whisper, voice trembling.

"I guess."  I felt heat in my face and knew I was blushing.  "I need to go."  I
grabbed my homework and took off.

The walk home was great, I was walking on air and nothing in the world could
knock me down.  Even my mom noticed my mood at dinner.

"Good day at school?" she asked.

"I guess, aced my math test and made a new friend."

I told my mom about my day and a little about Tommy.  She agreed to the
sleep-over and wanted to meet him first.  I agreed to ask him to come over the
next day to meet her.

I excused myself and went to finish my homework and take a shower.

The shower we have has a full length mirror on the wall opposite the spout.  I
took a good look at myself while I soaped up.  My blond hair was brown from
being wet and I needed a haircut, I'd say it was still OK for a bit.  My chest
has broadened over the past two years and I guess my six inch penis was about
average.  I didn't like how it looked soft - it seemed to be very small
compared to the other guys in the school shower but hard it looked good.  Maybe
it would grow some more but I'm happy with it.

All this attention focused on my dick started it rising.  "Yes," I sighed as my
soapy hand took hold.  I worked the soap around starting to pump my hips
fucking my hand.

I was licking my lips and with my head under the spray started masturbating
full force.  I pumped as fast as I could thinking about Tommy's ass and
wondering how it would feel to fuck him.  My ball sack was hanging real low
from all the hot water and the sensation of them flapping around was moving me
closer to the bliss that a good cum gives me.

Panting and spitting out water it happened, my nuts pulled up and I got even
harder.  "Tommy!" I cried out as my cockhead swelled coating the wall with my
teen spunk.

Giving myself a few more tugs I let my satisfied cock fall from my grip.  I
rinsed off and cleaned up the evidence before finishing up.

I laid awake that night feeling good for myself for the first time in long
memory.  I mean I hadn't really done anything with my new friend but having
someone know my secret was making my soul feel free.  I rolled onto my stomach
pressing my hard cock into the mattress thinking about Tommy.

In the morning I headed out a little early and went by Tommy's house.  He was
coming out as I got there and we went onto school together.

"Doing anything after school?" I asked.

"Don't think so.  Why?"

"Well my mom says you can spend the night but she has this rule about meeting
my friends first."

"No problem."

We decided that after school would be a good time to get this "meet" thing
taken care of.

At school I introduced Tommy to some of my friends and they all seemed to get
along OK.  I could see that he was a little shy but opened up.  I think he was
glad to be accepted in my circle of friends.  Guess being a loner was because
he was a little shy and didn't make too many friends.

The day seemed to go on forever but finally 3 o'clock came.  I hooked up with
Tommy and we headed for my house.

"What movie you want to catch Friday?" I asked.

"I don't know - how about Apt Pupil"?

I stopped and looked at him for a second.  In a few moments we both burst out
laughing.  Chatting as we walked I also found him to be a big Brad Renfro fan.

"You know he has a nude scene in the movie?" I asked.

"No shit?!?!  You fucking with me?"

"Really, I saw it on the news.  The movie was supposed to come out months ago
but they filmed him nude without his parents around and there was some sort of
legal battle over the scenes.  Last I heard they compromised and you get to see
his ass."

Calling out as I entered my house, "Mom!! I'm home!"

"No need to yell," she said coming out of the den.

"Sorry. Mom this if Tommy."

"Hi, Tommy, or would you prefer Tom?"

"Tommy's fine." He answered.

I sort of stood back while the talked for a few moments.  Tommy was doing a
great job - he knew all the right things to say and my mom seemed impressed at
how polite he was.

"Tommy?  You want to see my room?"  I was hoping to end his slight trauma of
carrying on a conversation with my mom..

"Sure," he answered.  "Nice meeting you," he said to my mother.

"You too, Tommy.  If you want you can stay for dinner."

"Thanks anyway but my mom is expecting me tonight."

"OK."

We went on upstairs and I showed him my room.  It looked much like his - messy
with clothes and trash everywhere.

"Question?"

"What?" I asked.

"Do you have a floor?"

"Asshole!"

We broke up laughing.  He was right, there was such a mess not much floor was
showing.  "Well there will be Friday: mom said if it isn't cleaned you can't
come over."

"You have a CD player or radio?" He asked.

Without answering I went to a pile of underwear and moved it aside exposing my
stereo.  Firing up a CD I turned with my arms outstretched. "Well this is it."

With no other place to sit we both plopped down on my bed.  I noticed he was
smiling.

"What's up?"

"I just realized you have a Middle of Nowhere playing."

Again like old friends we broke up laughing to the inside joke only we would
understand.  It was wild that a simple accident opened us to each other.

"Can I ask you a question?"

"I guess." He said.

"Have you - you know ever done anything with someone else?"

Well I had asked the question that was killing me but after I asked it hit me
what I said.  I felt embarrassed but excited at the same time.  I could feel my
face turning red as I waited for him to answer.

"No." He sighed. "You?"

Oops, he turned the table on me.  "Not really."

"What you mean `not really'?" he asked cocking his head.

I told him about my twin cousins Mike and Bill.  They are a few years older
than me and when we were at a family reunion when I was 8 or 9 we shared a
room.  After everyone went to bed we showed each other our penises - I told
Tommy at 12 their dicks looked huge to me.  They wanted me to sleep by them
that night but I told them no.  I guess I was scared and missed out on some
fun. I did remember they made a good bit of noise all evening.

"Damn, Jordan, why didn't you go play?"

"I didn't know what was up.  Guessed I screwed up."

Again we got a good laugh together.

I felt so comfortable with Tommy, I know we only just met but we knew each
others secret and we had lots in common.  It was like we had been friends for
years not days.

There was a silence between us now.  I felt the air charged with something
intangible but it seemed neither one of us wanted to break it.  I was lost in
his eyes and he seemed to be lost in mine.  I could feel my cock expand in my
pants and sitting so close to him  I was scared to breath.  He was so good
looking and  I was so scared I'd do something stupid and ruin it all.

"Have you - you know, like ever kissed anyone?" Tommy whispered.  I could hear
lust and apprehension in his voice.

"No."

I watched stunned as he leaned forward planting a kiss on my lips.  For the
first moment I forgot to move or breath then my body took over.  I felt my
mouth part and his tongue slide over mine.  Without thinking I wrapped my
aromas around him and hugged while we kissed.    My cock was so hard it
actually hurt - I was also worried that I might just cum from this kiss - my
first kiss.

I felt him pull back and we again locked eyes for a few moments neither one
speaking.

"I've gotta go." He said breaking the silence.  "See you Friday."

I watched quietly as he stood up and headed out.

"Oh shit.  Oh my God!!!" I moaned to myself.  I fell back onto my bed and
stared at the ceiling stunned.  Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh my God! Oh
my God!  I couldn't believe it!  I actually kissed him!!!!!  My heart was
pounding so hard and fast I thought I might die of heart failure.  The feelings
racing around my head and body were unbelievable - I guess for the first time
in my life I had been bitten by the love bug.

Again I was floating through the evening - I couldn't even tell you what we had
for dinner and I didn't even mind doing my home work - it seemed like nothing
else mattered.  I was having feelings that I never wanted to end.

I talked to Tommy on the phone before going to bed to finalize the weekend
plans.  After school tomorrow we would pick up his clothes and shit while on
the way to my place.

When school let out I met Tommy on the soccer field and off we went to start
our weekend adventure.

With his junk stowed away at my house we headed to the mall to hang and catch
the movie.

"The next showing is at 7, let's hit the arcade."

"OK," he answered.

We played some Mortal Kombat and a few other two player fighting games.  He was
pretty good and ended up taking most games.  It really didn't matter much - if
I was beaten I'm glad it was by a friend.

"You see the dude at the Area51 game?" he asked, voice low.

"Sure did - a good 7."

"A what?"

I explained to him how I rate guys I see from a one to ten scale and that I had
seen very few 9's or 10's.

"What about me?" he asked plopping down on a bench.

"Defiantly a 9." I answered taking the seat beside him.

"Cool - thanks."

From the grin on his face I knew I had made his day.  In a way that made my day
also - it was cool making him happy.

"You want to do some rating while we wait?" he asked.

So we sat there for almost an hour watching guys walk by and rating them.  It
was fun having an inside joke going and everyone looking at us like we were
fools as we burst out laughing for no apparent reason.

"Ready for the movie?" I asked.

"You bet."

I bought the tickets for the show and he got the snacks.  I guess we were going
"dutch" for our first date.

I was mesmerized by what I saw on the screen.  Not only did Brad Renfro have a
shower scene but you saw his ass as well as some of his pubic hair.  It made me
hard as a rock and from the strange breathing I heard from Tommy I knew it was
having the same effect.

About half way through the movie I noticed that his leg was pressing up against
me.  At first I just thought it was a coincidence but as the movie continued
the pressure increased.  I in turn started to press back meeting him.  It was a
secret and private way to touch each other while watching a movie.  It was
almost like we had our own world hidden inside this theater.

After the flick was over we headed home - both high on sugar from the candy as
well as being together.

"How was the movie?" My mom asked as we came in.

"Great!"

"Thanks, Mr. Film-guy.  Can you expand on that comment a bit?"

I smiled, I knew she was toying with me some - but who cares.

"It was cool, made you think about some things.  You know the twisted mind of
Steven King - it was a power play movie and you never knew who had the real
power.  The book was better though."

"Glad you liked it - and the books are always better.  There is pizza in the
kitchen, help yourselves.  Jordan?"

"Yeah, mom."

"Keep the noise down some I need to get some sleep."

"Sure, I'll save the firecrackers and live band for later."

"Very funny.  Just take it easy."

"OK, ma."

Like a pack of wolves we tore into the pizza and slipped up to my room each
with a slice of pizza we didn't scarf down in the kitchen and a few cokes.

"How about some N64?" I asked.

"Sure."

I turned on the TV and laid down beside him.  We were both on our stomachs and
as we played we gravitated closer and closer to each other. We played for a few
hours, just enjoying the competition.  I heard my mom go to bed and told Tommy
we needed to keep the noise down some.

"That's cool - besides I'm tired of kicking your ass in every game."

"Kicking my ass?"  I grabbed him and wrestled him to the floor.

We both froze when we hit the floor - it was a loud thud and I thought my mom
would be back any second to yell at us.  When she didn't show I resumed the
match.

"I took you all over - made you look like a wimp!"

"Bullshit, you're the wimp!" he answered.

Then we were off - rolling on the floor, one second I was on top the next he
was.  Even though we were going at tit we tried to hold the noise down.  This
resulted in us really just rubbing against each other as well as rolling on the
floor.

With my last bit of strength I twisted him onto his back and straddled him.
Every time he tried to move or buck me off I would clamp my thighs tighter
around him.  Somehow the wrestling match moved to a different level - instead
of trying to buck me off Tommy was raising his hips and rubbing his groin
against mine.

This time I knew he was in my power so without hesitation returned the kiss he
gave me the other day.

I felt him resist a slight bit as our lips came together then he melted in my
arms.  I no longer was holding him but was becoming one with his body.  Rolling
to my side we began kissing each other with a passion I had never experienced
before.  Our tongues were sliding over each other and with ever intake of air I
was breathing him back inside me.

"Wow!" I said as the kiss broke.

We laid there for a second then he leaned forward and again we were kissing.

I could feel the heat from his body as we laid pressed together.  His hands
started roaming over my back and ass and I needed to feel him as much as he
needed to feel me.

I slid my hand under his shirt and stroked his bare back - I couldn't believe
how hot his skin felt.

Breaking the kiss Tommy sat up and almost ripped his shirt off.  His smooth
muscular chest was a dream to look at.  He had small nipples that were erect
with his passion.

"Take your shirt off." He whispered.

Without a word I pulled my shirt off exposing myself to him.  Our eyes locked
and I could see his pupils were dilated with lust.

"You're so sexy," I said running my fingertips over his stomach.

His eyes closed at my touch and I could hear the breath leave his lungs.
Pushing him with my hand I had him lay on his back.  I moved over him and
planted a light kiss on his lips while stroking his chest.

"Hmmm," he moaned. "Don't stop."

With that encouragement I focused on his chest.  I watched as my fingers
stroked his nipples and the area all around.  I took his reactions and stayed
with the areas that gave him pleasure.

"Jordan!" he panted.  "If I don't cum soon I'll pass out.

I saw the bulge his cock was making and new it was as hard as mine.  I took his
zipper and tugged it with my teeth as I fumbled with his belt and the snap of
his jeans.  He stared at me with eyes wide as I pulled his pants from his hips
and when they came free tossed them into the corner.

Taking a second to look at him exposed to me I was in awe.  His cock was about
six inches and had a large purple head that was wet from the pre-cum that was
leaking from it.  His bush was not too full and like mine almost all centered
around the base of the cock.  Oh shit his balls!!  They were huge - much larger
than mine.  His nuts were pulled up tight to his groin and there wasn't a
single hair on them.

"Can I touch it?" I asked.  I was scared that no matter how far we had gone he
was going to say no.

"Please," he begged.

For the first time ever I touched someone else's penis.  I had thought his skin
was hot but it was nothing to the heat coming from his hard pole.  I moved the
skin up and down watching the pre-cum roll out of the slit.

"Fuck man!! Don't stop - Oh shit that feels great!"

"I won't.  Give me a second."  My cock was poking a hole through my pants and
killing me.  I shed my pants, tossing them on to the pile his clothes made.

Getting back down to his cock I positioned myself so my head was close to his
thighs allowing me to see what I was doing better.  Again I took his hard cock
into my grip and jerked him slowly watching his hips buck and his nuts shake.
I wanted nothing more than to see him cum.

"Oh man!" I moaned looking down.  Tommy had taking hold of my cock and was
jerking me to the same slow pace I was using on him.  Fuck now I knew why he
was going nuts.  Jerking myself off was pleasing but this was like comparing a
firecracker to a stick of dynamite.

We worked up a head of steam together as one.  His strokes matched mine - my
bucking hips matched his.  It was more than just the feelings it was the sight
of his body as well as the smell of our sweat.   I could feel his cock getting
harder and couldn't believe how purple his cockhead was getting.

"Oh no!! Oh shit!!!!" Tommy cried as four powerful jets of cum flew from his
dick.

I continued to stroke him working him through his orgasm.  Watching him cum and
feeling the hot slick cum on my arm and hand moved me closer to the same sexual
goal he just hit.

"Faster! Please Faster!!" I pleaded feeling the burning tingle at the base of
my cock.  "Here we go!!!!!!  YEESSSS!!!!"

I felt my soul fly out the head of my cock as I coated my stomach with hot cum.
It was unreal - so intense it almost hurt.

We laid there for a few minutes catching out breaths while coming down from our
sexual highs.  I took the towel I hide in my room for cleanup after jerking off
and gently cleaned Tommy then myself off.

"Jordan, that was so cool.  You think we could do that again some time?"

"Tommy, as long as I breath we can do this and if you want maybe more."

(The End)