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  *                               "NEW TO LOVE"                              *
  *                                 (part 17)                                *
  *                               by Vince Water                        5/04 *
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  | Copyright 2002-2006 by Vince Water                        Corrected 3/06 |
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     There's knocking on the front door. I glance at the clock for the time.
  It's 3:47pm. Dirt-brought-up-in-his-hand didn't telephone a warning to us so
  that has to be my lawyer who's arriving late. He was expected.

     I head for the front hall while Jes remains on the couch. I'd Asked him
  to so that I can meet with my attorney at the door alone. Running Water is
  soon to arrive so I don't want Mr. Talbert staying that long. He's only
  come to return my things to me.

     I'm opening the front door and greet my lawyer. We shake hands.

     "How are you, Mike. Did it go well this afternoon?"

     "Yeah. Sheriff Baker came with Deputy Collins right at twelve. They asked
  me if this is where I'm staying and I had to show them the bedroom where I'm
  sleeping as if they didn't believe me."

     "Oh, really? You didn't discuss anything with them."

     I'm shaking my head. Sheriff Baker had asked me why the house is being
  guarded and I let it slip that it was because a man is going around killing
  people. I didn't say he was Eli Kie. No need to tell my lawyer that.

     "Here are your things, Mike."

     I'm given a brown grocery bag. I open it to find Ron's diary zerox and
  the hard drive to my laptop. They appear to be intact. "Thanks. Do you know
  if the police made a copy of anything?"

     "Bill told me that these things found on Danielson at the hospital
  weren't entered into evidence because he didn't have a warrant to take them
  from the house. Otherwise, I wouldn't have been able to get them for you.
  The zerox isn't in English. That's helped keep prying eyes away and even if
  someone copied it, they'll have to translate the text."

     "And only after decipher Ron's bad handwriting."

     "You will return to working on it. Right, Mike?"

     "Yeah. If I find anything more that Ron has written about Danielson or
  Miss Thomas in his diary, I'll let you know right away."

     "It's also important to find out if Eli Kie is mentioned in it."

     The tiny hairs lift at the back of my neck. He's learned something about
  that evil man!

     "I've been informed of new evidence the police have. After my meeting
  with Bill, he asked me to meet with his detective at a certain cafe. It was
  totally off the record. I didn't get to see the hospital's video tape but
  from what..."

     "Eli Kie was seen on camera that night he murdered Officer Danielson!"

     "Yes. That's what Detective Peterson told me. How do you know about it?"

     "It just figures." I'm not gonna tell him how I glean things from people.
  "What did the detective say the video tape showed Eli Kie doing?"

     "Not much, actually. He entered the hospital through a locked service
  entrance about twenty minutes before Officer Danielson was killed. The video
  alone isn't enough to prove it's Eli Kie but Detective Peterson found a nurse
  who recalled seeing this man passing her in the hall that night near where
  Danielson was under guard. She remembered him because, ah, in her own words:
  'He gave me the willies'. The detective had her sign a sworn statement that
  it was Eli Kie she saw."

     "When did he leave the hospital?"

     "It wasn't caught on camera. All the security tapes are accounted for so
  Detective Peterson is rechecking them to see if something was missed. Again,
  Mike. This doesn't prove that Eli Kie murdered that officer any more than
  those photographs my P.I. took of him at Miss Thomas' house. He will have to
  explain himself though."

     "If they find him," I add mournfully.

     "Yes. When he turns himself in. That would be the best thing for Eli Kie
  to do in this situation. If he goes into hiding, that only makes him appear
  guilty. In that man's shoes, I'd gamble on trying to explain everything away
  to the investigators and only go on the run if charges are brought up. He'd
  be given the same opportunity to bail as you have."

     "I haven't skipped town."

     "Because you haven't done anything wrong, Mike. I'll be drafting a letter
  to the D.A. asking him to reconsider going to trial. I'll inform him that
  I'm aware of the growing evidence against the only living witness in their
  case against you. Mr. Augusten's statement alone proves this undercover
  officer had lied in his arrest statement. Him trying to recover his
  supposed stolen property from you and Jesse by force was also improper."

     I'm nodding in agreement to what he's said. Eli Kie has much to answer
  for. That reminds me. "How are Mr. Augusten and his wife doing?"

     "Pretty well. They're getting five hundred dollars a week for living
  expenses out of your deposit." Mr. Talbert holds up his hand. "It's money
  well spent, Mike."

     "I'm not complaining. I want to keep them somewhere safe."

     "There was some talk from Mr. Augusten about returning to their trailer
  but when I told him that Miss Thomas had burned up in her house with
  photographs showing that Eli Kie might have done it, they're content to
  remain a while longer in their motel room."

     "Good. You need to keep them there until all of this blows over." The man
  nods in agreement and turns to the door.

     "I see that you're being kept safe."

     "Yeah. Real Indian scouts are on the watch." We're both chuckling. My
  mouth shuts when I realize what part of the house is not guarded. I look
  down the hall towards the kitchen with concern.

     Jes is standing within the front room. He gives me shy eyes. I gesture
  for him to join us if he wants.

     "Hello, Jesse."

     My lover nods to the man after stepping into the hall.

     "I am sorry that the police lost your tribe's sacred bundle. Captain
  Ruston is investigating how that could have happened because it's a serious
  matter when evidence is stolen. We're aware of how your People will react."

     "My grandfather hasn't told them yet."

     "Ah, yes. Well. I'll call you if there are any new developments, Mike.
  Keep me informed about your progress on the diary."

     "I will. And thanks for everything, Mr. Talbert." We see him out the door
  and wait until he's getting into his car before returning to the front room.
  Jes has already Heard everything my lawyer said to me earlier through our
  Connection.

     "He still doesn't know the real reason why grandfather gave the police
  our Power Bundle. None of the People do."

     "Eli Kie has discovered that it's a lifeless thing," I answer. "He vented
  his rage on Officer Danielson by using that flint blade Good-eyes put inside
  the bundle. At least that Trickster was denied its spirit."

     "Yes. He would have subverted that spirit for evil purposes," says Jes.
  "It now dwells in us as was meant to be. Yet Eli Kie can defile the sacred
  objects in that bundle. He silenced that police officer and sent us a
  message that he intends to come after us."

     I'm Sensing my lover's fear. Not so much for himself but if something
  were to happen to me, his mom or others who get in that evil man's way. I
  look down at my waist. My steel blade is missing, or I should say that
  Christopher's is. He'd been gifted one by Owopspec at his initiation into
  manhood. A blade taken off a dead soldier. It served my former self in the
  hunt and every day uses. I'm realizing that I'll need to arm myself too.

     Jes is in need of my hug so I give him a really tight one. He's shaking
  like a leaf. "It's alright. We're being guarded night and day," I'm assuring
  my lover. "Nothing is gonna happen to us or your mom."

     "There are others he may go after," answers Jesse. "Those we care about."

     "The People have been warned about Eli Kie. They know what that evil man
  is capable of as a Trickster. His powers. Yet he can no longer strike out
  from the shadows because we're aware of him now. He's a hunted man himself."

     "The police won't find him," says Jesse, "and he's not going to turn
  himself in like Mr. Talbert said. He can change his appearance. A Trickster
  can do that in the dead of night when there's no moon."

     I don't know how to answer that. How does one fight a supernatural being?
  We need a superhero to defend us or find a weapon against him like a silver
  bullet. Jes pulls from my arms with a brave face. I know that he wants to
  act strong like a man in front of me.

     Jes looks at the paper bag in my hand. "Hey. You wanna play Hover?"

     "It's nearly four, Mike."

     I'm glancing at my watch. Yeah. He's right. "Running Water will be here
  soon but I want to check my hard drive. It won't take long."

     "Can you tell if someone copied it?"

     "I don't know. All I want to do now is slip it back in my laptop and see
  if it'll start up." Jes understands how anxious I am about this. He runs
  with me back to our bedroom.

     I fetch my laptop from its bag and get Jesse to plug its power supply
  into a wall outlet. My eyes fall to his cute little behind. It sticks out
  through his pants like that first time I'd spied on it.

     :I know what you're looking at, love.:

     I'm laughing. When Jes lingers on the floor on all fours, I get over him.
  My hands rub down his back until I'm grasping his slim hips. My cock swells.
  I'm grinding it suggestingly against his butt. We're both excited and
  thinking of getting out of our clothes.

     :Chris was often mounting his warrior?:

     :Yeah. Good-eyes kept his butt bared for his lovers or any needing man.
  He thought it was his sacred duty to give of himself that way.:

     :I do too.:

     Jes means when he let Ron fuck him. That concerns me for another reason.
  :We need to get ourselves tested. Your uncle, too, just to be sure that we
  don't have... ah. You know. AIDS.: I'm Sensing that my lover isn't that
  concerned about it. He should be. Especially since he's told me about being
  two-spirited an' all. Jesse wants to give himself to other men but I don't
  feel that way. My butt is only gonna be given to Jes because he's my lover!

     :You also love Running Water,: reminds Jesse.

     I'm releasing a trembling breath. :He can do my butt too.: I'm not
  against that notion any more. Chris had let Good-eyes and his boy stick
  in his ass to express their love for him. No others in the tribe though.
  Wind-go-through-his-hair kept his butt virgin because our big cocks would
  have hurt him. I was hopin' that he'd give us a ride when he was older.

     Jes straightens up and brings my arms around him. I give my lover a tight
  squeeze. He lifts my right hand up to kiss it. I bury my face in his neck,
  breathing him in while strong emotions squeeze my heart. This man's heart is
  mine. I Sense his need to give himself to others like us so they'll find
  acceptance of being gay.

     :Mike. I'm won't go around with only a thong covering my butt crack,:
  teases Jesse.

     He's referring to Owopspec. :Yet you share your former self's desire.:

     :Yes, love. Only my butt would be given to them. I feel that it's my
  sacred duty to. Do you understand?:

     I'm surprised that I am. As Mike, I'd be yelling at my lover right now
  for betraying our love but I'm no longer that dumb guy I was. A real concern
  comes to me. :Owopspec didn't have to worry about AIDS and such.:

     :I know.:

     I'm getting to my feet while carrying Jesse up in my arms. He's turned
  towards the bed and dropped over it with me falling on top. A harsh breath
  is forced from his mouth. :Will you ask me first before you let some guy...:

     :Yes, love.:

     Jes will always be there to satisfy me. I'm grinding myself against the
  seat of his pants. Hmm. This Indian has too much clothes on. So do I. Chris
  only had to lift his front flap to stick into his lover.

     :You're in need again?: Asks Jesse.

     "Always!" Jesse is squirming under me. What happened earlier in the
  bathroom comes to mind. I've raped his butt already. That leaves me feeling
  a bit guilty and ashamed for giving in to my lust. I take a deep breath. I'm
  rolling off Jes and come to sit at his legs over the bed. We had come here
  to check out my laptop. His uncle will be arriving any minute.

     "I need your butt for something else right now." Jes turns to me with a
  puzzled look on his face. I'm smiling with secret delight. After slipping
  the hard drive caddy into my laptop, I plug in the power connector, lift the
  screen and press the power button. A familiar beep is heard. No warning is
  displayed on the screen about my hard drive. That's a good sign. I'm looking
  down at my lover and laugh. His backside does make a good table for my
  computer. A bit wiggly, though.

     "Type in startrek1966 at the prompt," asks Jesse.

     "You know my boot password?"

     "I've watched your fingers type out parts of it a few times so I was able
  to piece it together," Jesse explains with a sly grin. "I remember everything
  that I've seen and heard."

     I'm not doubting my lover. Being autistic has given him this ability. I
  type in my password and press Enter. Flying colored squares appear along with
  the Windows XP logo on my screen. It will only take a moment to load up.

     "I've seen a few episodes of Star Trek but it couldn't keep my interest,"
  Jesse comments. "What does 1966 mean? Is that a year or something?"

     I'm hurt. My lover doesn't share my love for that program? "The first
  televised episode was on September 8, 1966. That's why I included it in the
  password to make it more difficult to crack."

     "I did."

     "From peeking! I made good on my threat for you doing that."

     "You didn't tickle me as I recall."

     "Huh?" Jesse looks away from me when he speaks in a voice not him. Oh.
  He's trying to emmulate my white guy accent.

     "Don't look or I'll tickle you or something!" :That's what you said,
  Mike. I shut my eyes really tight while you entered the rest of your
  password. The next thing I knew, you kissed me.:

     "Yeah. I remember now." Jes closes his eyes really tight. I'm leaning
  down to the bed with my face aligning to his and I lick his nose.

     "That's not what you did before!"

     I'm quick to give my lover the kiss he was expecting. Music plays on my
  laptop that announces it has arrived at the desktop. I sit up. The system
  tray is loading with icons. When the mouse pointer turns from an hour glass
  to a pointer, I run my finger over the glide pad to check things out. I'm
  pouring over a list of my programs but none appear to be missing.

     MS-Word is brought up. It lists the last documents I was working on that
  includes my translation of Ron's diary. I'm bringing it up. I erase any text
  where Ron refers to what he's done with Jes and that sick poem of his. This
  edited document is saved to the hard drive. There appears to be nothing
  wrong with it.

     "Mike. My bottom is getting warm."

     I'm laughing. "I suppose that's why it's not called a butt-top." I'm
  lifting up my computer so Jes can get off his belly. He comes to sit in my
  lap. I set the laptop over his folding legs and bring up another document on
  my screen that brings a smile to my face.

     "You saved that?" Jesse asks.

     "You bet I did." I point out where Jes and I had typed that we love each
  other. Hey. Something isn't right here. I remember that last time I tried
  opening this document, MS-Word gave an error because this file was corrupted.
  A hex editor program had to be used to view it. I'm remembering why! My
  fingers fly over the keyboard after entering an MS-DOS dialog box.

     :What's wrong, Mike?:

     :It's gone! Ron had gotten into my computer to leave me a message that I
  should remember my dream about how he was killed. He repeated the word
  'traumen' all throughout this text. It's not there anymore!:

     :Ron has gone Above. Maybe he removed his message after you read it.
  Don't worry about this thing, love.:

     I'm checking the backup file. Ron's words don't appear in it either.
  :Ghosts haven't been known to leave tracks behind.: I was hoping though.

     :Ron is gone from our lives,: explains Jesse. :His task to guard over
  the Power Bundle until it was in our hands is done. He's gone Above. We
  remain here to be at fulfilling our own sacred task.:

     I Hear what Jes is saying. I'm shutting down my laptop and set it over
  the bed. I lift Jesse's shirt so my hands can massage the bared skin to his
  back. He begins moaning. :We'll also have time for ourselves, my love.:

     :Yes. Our days together will becomes weeks, months, years... until it is
  our time to go Above.:

     :Until then, we'll be the happiest couple on earth!: Joy bursts in our
  hearts. What I've hoped for in my life has come true. Jesse's hopes, too.
  We are going to be together.

     :Short Hair?:

     :Yeah?: Jes tries turning his head around to look at me. I give him a
  quick peck to his cheek. I'm Sensing something from my lover and see it in
  his eyes by the way he's studying me. :What is it, my love?:

     :Nothing.:

     Jesse gives me a wonderful smile. His whole face glows and that's when I
  realize why. He has seen this change in me. 'For the better' as he's told
  me. All that Chris was is a part of me now. I'm seeing things with better
  eyes, his and mine. My former self learned a lot about being in love.

     I'm given a kiss. It's awkward because my lover is sitting in my lap and
  has to turn his head sharply. At its end, I massage his neck. He lifts his
  braid while removing his shirt. I take my shirt off and set it over his on
  the bed. Our bodies press together in warmth. My hands lock over his chest.
  "We marry next month, my love."

     "Yes. Yet we're enjoying an early honeymoon."

     I'm kissing my way down Jesse's neck to his shoulder. He smells good. I
  get the urge to remove all of our clothes so that we can fully embrace the
  joy that sings in our hearts, in our heads and spirits. To be completely One.

     We're startled by a soft knock. Running Water is standing in the doorway
  that we'd left open. Jes pulls from my arms to put on his shirt. He chases
  after his uncle while I get my shirt back on. Man! Him seeing us like that
  has gotta hurt his heart even though I know he's happy for Jes and me. He
  probably thinks there isn't a place for him in my heart anymore.

     I shut the bedroom door behind me. There's a sour smell in the air that I
  can't place. I'm taking a moment to prepare myself to face Running Water and
  what I should say to explain that things haven't changed between us.

     They're talking in the kitchen. I'm Sensing that Jesse is very worried.
  I pick up my pace down the hall and Ask my lover what's wrong. In a burst of
  Mind Talk, I learn that Running Water has gotten himself drunk.

     "Uncle, please! Let's wait a while before we head out. Sit down and drink
  some coffee..."

     "No thanks. My stomach can't handle that so let's get going."

     Running Water has his back to me. Jes expresses such fear and concern on
  his face that I'm feeling angry at his uncle for acting badly. I'm stopped
  in my tracks. Oh. My brother doesn't want to wait around to run into Winna.
  He's afraid that she'll learn what Ron had done with her son. I've gleaned
  that from him but that's not the only reason why he's feeling so down.

     :Mike. We need to get his keys away from him!:

     I enter the fray. "I'm ready to go over to Hawk Flying Over's house."
  Alarm fills Jesse's eyes. "I'll drive." Running Water turns to me. The
  angry glow in his eyes soften after hearing my voice and seeing me. I'm
  giving this man a hug. His arms remain at his sides though. In a whisper,
  "My brother. What's wrong?"

     Running Water pulls away. He digs into his pocket and soundly drops the
  keys on the counter before staggering down the hall. I take them while
  giving Jes pained eyes. We chase after his uncle.

     Dirt-brought-up-in-his-hand is waiting on the porch. He knows. I see the
  concern in his eyes for Running Water. Jesse helps me find the key to his
  mother's house on the key chain and I'm locking the front door behind us.

     "We're going over to Hawk Flying Over's house," says Jesse. "My mom is
  working today and won't return home until after six."

     Dirt-brought-up-in-his-hand notices the keys in my hand. He slowly nods.

     "I'll let One-white-horse know. Charlie and I will hang around for
  another hour until he comes to relieve us."

     "Thanks." Running Water has walked to his pickup parked in the driveway.
  He opens the driver side door, realizes his mistake but he still gets in. To
  my relief, he slides over the long seat until he's sitting by the right side
  window. Jesse gets into the truck. I raise my hand to Dirt-brought-up-in-
  his-hand in farewell and to assure him that we'll be alright.

     I find the ignition key and start the engine. This truck is an automatic
  so I'm not gonna have a problem driving it. I'm slowly backing out to the
  street. My window is rolled down to let in some fresh air. It stinks like a
  bar in here.

     :Maybe we shouldn't go, Mike. Let's take my uncle to his father's house
  in Chinook and we'll get a ride back here with One-white-horse.:

     :Running Water won't likely go for that, my love. He isn't in his right
  mind so I'd rather avoid fighting with him. We'll go to Hawk Flying Over's
  house and settle things between us. That's why he got drunk.:

     :Okay. Do you know the way?:

     :Yeah. I recall how Running Water took me there that first time.: Hmm.
  Even before our Connection grew strong, I was recognizing landmarks as if
  Seeing them through Jesse's eyes.

     We drive through the heart of Havre. Lots of stores and restaurants. I'm
  not feeling hungry even though we didn't have lunch. I get onto the highway
  that heads south towards the Rocky Boys Indian Reservation. Jes doesn't
  Think anything more to me. I am Sensing his concern for his uncle. I'm
  worried too. He and I are really gonna need to work past this stupid notion
  in his head that he shouldn't be with me anymore.

     I'm glancing at my brother every so often. He's looking out his window at
  the passing landscape, ignoring us. Jes gives me a worried look. I smile to
  assure him that things will turn out alright.

     The dirt road is taken off the highway. We pass the sign announcing that
  we're entering a reservation. I'm looking around at the barren landscape
  that has changed from wintry white the last time I came through here to a
  muddy brown. Running Water is still looking out his window. He hasn't spoken
  one word during our drive.

     It turns into a bumpy ride. The pot holes have become much worse now that
  the snow and ice has melted. Mud splatters to the hood and even reaches our
  windshield in spite of driving slow. Running Water's truck will need a good
  washing afterwards.

     A long curve in the road leads to a small town if you can even call it
  that. There's only a general store and bar. I'm startled when Running Water
  speaks up.

     "Stop, Mike. I need to take a piss."

     I'm not gonna. He's pointing to the bar where I remember him downing a
  handful of shot glasses filled with whiskey. He's already drunk too much.
  After a minute's ride past town, I stop on the road. Running Water gets out
  of the truck along with Jesse. He's holding onto his uncle to prevent him
  from falling down while he urinates.

     :I'm really worried about him!:

     :I know, Jes. He probably shouldn't go into the hot tub with us because
  I've heard that raises your blood pressure. That combined with drinking is a
  health risk."

     :I'm not going to go in either. We need to watch over him at the house.:

     :Yeah. You're right.: Disappointment fills me but it's the right thing to
  do. My plan for a threesome will have to wait for another day.

     They get back into the truck. I put it in gear. We'll likely be spending
  the night at Hawk Flying Over's house so my brother can sleep it off. No hot
  tub for us tonight.

     The bumpy road turns smooth when we enter the residential part of this
  reservation. A large tree comes into view. I recognize it. We soon pass over
  a small bridge that in looking back, I see a raging flow of water beneath it
  coming from the snow melt off. It's dry rock bed during most of the year.

     We're passing houses. After taking a turn, I drive a short ways down the
  block and park in front of a rust colored ranch. The engine is shut off.
  Running Water opens his door and gets out. He won't let Jesse help him with
  walking up to the house. I get out my door and make sure the truck is locked
  before joining them.

     "The gold key," mutters Running Water.

     He's averting his eyes from me. I find the key on his ring that opens the
  front door. Our shoes are removed inside. Running Water heads for the
  bathroom so I'm Thinking to Jes. :Let's get to the kitchen!: He knows what I
  have in mind. We rush to the refrigerator and remove all the bottles of
  beer. They're hidden in the bottom cabinet behind some pickle jars. We look
  for more liquor in the cabinets to hide.

     A voice from behind startles us bad.

     "My cousin has the hard stuff in that cabinet." He points above the stove.

     "Oh. Sorry."

     "Don't be. I won't be drinking anymore tonight so put the beer back for
  Hawk Flying Over."

     Jes and I fill the refrigerator back up. We exchange worried glances for
  getting busted. We meant well. Running Water goes to the back door. He turns
  the knob on a control panel set on the wall beside it that has me realizing
  it's for the hot tub. I go to the door and stand before it with my intent to
  stop him from going outside. The man frowns, grabs a bunch of towels from
  the basket and looks me right in the eye.

     "Mike. I know what you're worried about. I'm a drunken ass but I don't
  want the two of you not enjoying the hot tub on my account. I'll just stick
  my legs in. The cold air will help clear my head.:

     I peer at Jesse.

     :Let's do as he's asked, love. We'll be there to prevent him from getting
  in the tub. It'll be okay.:

     I step aside to let Running Water open the door. He struggles with pulling
  off his socks so I'm grabbing hold of his right arm (tucked with the towels)
  so he won't fall down. Jes and I remove ours. We follow him outside and
  climb up the stairs barefooted. Them steps are cold! We crowd together on
  the mid platform to remove our clothes while trying not to elbow each other.
  My eyes are all over them. I've not seen Running Water and Jesse naked in
  one place so I'm making comparisons of their slim brown bodies.

     Running Water notices my looking. I'm smiling but his frown erases it
  from my lips. He removes his silver bracers. They're set over our clothes in
  an enclosed shelf. I notice that he stands a hand taller then Jes. Muscles
  bulge in this man's arms and chest. Jesse's physique is more like a boy's.
  No strength to his arms or legs. I think he suffers from Marfan's much more
  than his uncle.

     Jes looks me over with an appraising eye. I grin at him. Running Water's
  long black hair is swept to his back when he turns away from us. My lover
  follows him up the rest of the way to the hot tub. I'm comparing their brown
  butts that flex with each step. Muscles bulge from Running Water's cheeks
  but they're not as shapely as Jesse's. His is a small boy's butt. I like
  the way his cheeks stick out so it's no wonder I'm always wanting to ride
  his ass. A pleasant tingling goes through my cock. I've fucked both their
  asses, I realize. Doing Running Water's was more like a conquest because
  he's a strong warrior. With Jesse. Ahh. He's my love boy.

     :You may get the chance to do both of us again in a little while.:

     Man! Jesse Heard my lust speaking. :You aren't suppose to be peeking!:

     :How can I not when your naughty thoughts are shouting at me?:

     :I don't plan on doing anything with either of you!: I'm regretting
  Thinking that to Jes. Well. Maybe we'll do something together but not if his
  uncle is watching. I don't want him hurting more.

     We reach the upper platform. I'm looking down at myself and see that my
  dick is nearly erect. There's a cool wind blowing that'll get it back down.
  Running Water walks along the right side of the tub so he hasn't noticed my
  excitement. Jes gives me wicked eyes. He's ignored what I've Said earlier. I
  wiggle my hips to get my cock swinging in a tease. My lover bends over to
  stick his little butt out at me. I'm bumping into it. Ahh!

     :Do you think my uncle would be shocked to see us doing it right now?:

     :No!: I meant that I'm not gonna fuck him. Jesse's sly grin proves that
  he was only teasing me. I give his cheeks a sound slap.

     Running Water sets down two towels and opens his into a half fold. He
  places it over the lower step and sits on it Indian style with the folding
  of his long legs. We join him by sitting over our towels.

     "The water needs a while to heat up."

     I'm sitting close at the man's right side with Jes on my right. Goose
  bumps form over my arms, legs and chest from the cold wind blowing over us.
  I peer at the water expectantly. "How long will it take?"

     "About ten minutes. We should have waited in the house. Sorry."

     I notice that Jesse is trembling. My right arm goes around him so that
  we can share warmth. Hmm. What about Running Water? I'm thinking he won't
  want me touching him. At least not when Jes is around.

     A tattoo below the man's left shoulder draws my attention. It's of an
  eagle in flight. I remember touching it out of curiosity and not detecting
  any difference between his brown skin and the inked part. My eyes drop down
  the man's back to his butt. I'm quickly looking away before he notices.

     "The hot water will take the chill out of you," says Running Water.

     "It's the company that's warmed me," I answer without thinking. Oh. I've
  never been in the tub with Jesse before, only him and Hawk Flying Over. I
  glance at Running Water. He was peering down between my legs but looks away.
  There's nothing revealing on his face. I am Sensing longing in him but he's
  keeping that emotion tightly under control. My heart aches for us.

     Jes knows that I'm troubled. He's seen that in my eyes when we glance at
  each other and from Seeing into my heart. We're not Thinking to each other.
  He knows that I gotta work things out on my own between his uncle and I.

     I release a tense sigh. Running Water glances at me so I show him how I'm
  feeling on my face. The man lowers his eyes as if shamed. Chris had seen
  Indians doing the same thing when he displayed his emotions to blatantly.

     I'm starting to tremble from the cold. The right side of my body is
  sharing warmth with Jes by sitting close and having our arms around each
  other. I want my brother to hold me too. When he accidentally bumps his
  right shoulder against me, my arm goes around him. Just to share warmth.
  The man tenses up but he doesn't shrug me off.

     We stare at the water for a while. I try getting up the nerve to say
  something to this man that'll put him at ease but nothing comes to me. I've
  gotten so used to Talking from my head (a better way to express my heart)
  that I fear clumsy words would mess things up even more. I'm starting to get
  angry, at myself in particular but also at this whole dumb situation. It
  can't go on like this. Ignoring what's happenin' between two people who are
  just human beings an' all...

     "We can't stop the way we're feeling for each other."

     "I don't want us to." Jesse gives me an assuring squeeze. He's just as
  surprised as I am that Running Water got up the nerve to say that.

     "It can't be allowed to interfere with what you and Jes-ee-ah will be
  doing for those in the tribe like us."

     "Man! I'm gettin' real tired hearing 'bout that. How Jes and I have taken
  on this sacred task to serve the People an' all. That we're gonna set a good
  example for those who are gay an' hiding it from everyone. I wanna live my
  life as I want without lookin' over my shoulder for their approval. We ain't
  gonna get a lot of that anyways. I love you! Stop tryin' to deny yourself
  from loving me back."

     The two Indians are shocked by what I've said. I clear my throat and
  whisper, "That was Chris talking." Strength fills my voice. "I should have
  come up with those words myself. The truth has to start with us." Tears
  sting my eyes that I'm quickly wiping away. "I love you both so much."

     "You are going to be with Jes-ee-ah now. We can't..."

     "Yes we can. The hell with what everyone else thinks!" I'm turning to Jes
  for his support. His slim shoulders lift when he takes a deep breath. I dare
  not Think to him because I'm wantin' him to say what's in his heart without
  my interference.

     "He's right, uncle. I've Looked into this white man's heart, him and
  Christopher's. I know that they're good. I love Short Hair! I'm learning to
  trust what he says after his Merging with a former self. Chris has already
  struggled with what we're going through. He's discovered that his heart was
  big enough to love both his warrior and a teenaged boy who loved him back.
  The tribe wasn't against it. They feared Christopher's white upbringing that
  sometimes clashed with their own values and beliefs. Eli Kie used this fear
  to murder Christopher and he knew that no hand would be raised against him
  even by those warriors who suspected he'd done it."

     I've been nodding at what my lover said until his last words take me
  utterly by surprise. :How can you know that?!:

     :From what Runs-like-wind-through-the-grass said to Good-eyes. He knew
  Eli Kie had murdered that white boy or at the very least he suspected it. He
  wasn't going to make trouble for his friend. Like many of the warriors, they
  regarded Chris as full white blooded and suspected he had kept loyalties to
  his People in spite of taking a Blackfoot squaw. Eli Kie even dared to mock
  Good-eyes' pain in front of Runs-like-wind-through-the-grass. It was most
  revealing that his friend feared for him, that his foolishness might get a
  blade stuck in him from Good-eyes if he didn't shut up.:

     :How do you know Runs-like-wind-through-the-grass thought that?:

     :You were there when my former self's memory about that day he lost Chris
  was revealed during our Passing Rite. That spirit from the Power Bundle let
  me know what Runs-like-the-wind-through-grass thought.:

     Anger rises in me. Others of my tribe knew Eli Kie had done it? They had
  the chance then to stop that Trickster's evil deeds that plagues the
  Blackfoot to this day? He could have been stopped! I died for nothing?!

     My rage sends me Flying like a comet of ill portent up to the Above. I
  burn out fast and hard. Jes is shaking me along with Running Water. Sight
  returns to my eyes but not before I glean something. Eli Kie has a friend
  amongst the Blackfoot today who is helping him. I've almost Seen his face...
  but it vanished.

     Breaths race through my mouth. Whatever I did has left my body weak and
  unresponsive. :I'm so cold!: Jes Hears me and gets his uncle hugging me. I'm
  held between the two I love most in this world. Their arms wrap around me in
  warmth. My trembling goes away. That had been a near thing. My rage almost
  lost me to them by permitting it to take Flight. I've learned something of
  importance though. I'll tell Jes-ee-ah about it later.

     I give my mate a sweet kiss. I'm turning to Running Water and kiss him
  too. He responds passionately, rubbing over my face with his hand that's a
  healing balm to our hearts. Yes. We remain loving gay brothers. Jes rubs his
  nose against my right ear to show that he truly accepts how I'm feeling for
  his uncle. I already knew this. I'm in awe of my young lover who proves that
  he's wise beyond his years.

     Our big hug ends. We return to sitting side by side. My glance down into
  Running Water's lap reveals that he's getting hard. Both Jesse's dick and
  mine are standing along our groins. I lower my hands to their soft butts.
  I'm feeling their hands dropping down my back to grab both cheeks of my ass
  and a pleasant tingling goes through my cock. We're gonna have a great time
  in the hot tub!

     The smile fades from my lips when Running Water stares at me. He's gonna
  be telling me something serious. I know it.

     "Very well. If Jes-ee-ah allows you to be with me..."

     Jes is nodding at his uncle.

     "We must be discrete about it, Mike. People are going to learn that you
  two are together. That will be difficult enough to handle. I'm worried about
  Winna."

     "She won't know," I assure him. "That woman has already accepted that her
  son is with me."

     "I mean about what Ron... did."

     "Yeah." Running Water's eyes flare. I lift my shoulders and speak my oath.
  "I swear that no one will hear what that man has done from my lips!"

     "Hawk Flying Over knows."

     I'm feeling stung. "He guessed it on his own!" I take a few deep breaths
  to calm myself. "That man didn't like the idea of me being with Jes because
  he thought him too young an' all. I blurted out from anger that I wasn't the
  first to have sex with him. Hawk Flying Over guessed what man had." I'm
  gasping when a revelation hits me. He figured it out quick that Ron had been
  with Jes 'cause that white man had been with him too!

     :What is it, love?:

     I'm blinking my eyes to clear them. Normal sight returns but I glimpsed
  Ron being with Hawk Flying Over in the hot tub just like he'd been with me.
  That Indian sat over him to grasp their balls when they beat off together.
  Hawk Flying Over might have reasoned that they were only sharing male relief
  as friends. Did he suspect that white guy was taking advantage of Jes? Maybe.

     My lover is waiting for me to Answer. I Send him what I've gleaned.

     :Hawk Flying Over might have suspected,: Answers Jesse. :I remember him
  asking me once if Ron and I were ever alone. I didn't know what he meant and
  told him no because we hadn't been. Not at that time, anyway.:

     Running Water speaks up.

     "Be careful with what you say, Mike. Even your face can give things away
  so always be on your guard."

     I revert into Siksika. "My name is Short Hair." My eyes flare to drive my
  point home. "I'm no longer the person I was who acted from jealousy and
  giving his heart too easy a voice." My face empties of revealing emotions.

     Running Water nods with approval. "I've sensed this change in you, my
  brother. I only want to counsel you."

     "I am in need of it. We both value your advice." I'm squeezing Jesse in
  my right arm. Running Water reaches his long arms around us in a hug. It
  feels good. I smell the alcohol on his breath that reminds me about how he's
  been hurting but no more. We've come to an understanding.

     "The hot tub should be ready," mutters Running Water.

     He releases us from his arm. I'm content to sit a while longer with him
  and Jes agrees. I lean over to rest my head against my brother. Jesse rests
  his head on my chest. My right hand cradles my lover's butt that has lifted
  from his towel by leaning on me. Running Water grasps my butt. Did he pick
  up on my silent plea to hold me there? We do share a connection of our own.

     I test that. 'Jes-ee-ah and I look up to you as an older brother. You
  know how hard it is to be gay when the People don't understand. That's not
  gonna prevent us from being together. Running Water? Do you Hear me?'

     "Has my nephew broken you in yet?"

     My bottom is squeezed by Running Water. "Yeah. It hurt me a lot." I'm
  quick to add, "My former self was fucked by his warrior lover and that
  teenaged boy he also loved. This body isn't used to it yet." I cast my
  thoughts at my brother. 'You can help break me in too.'

     "That special feature of the hot tub will help loosen you up."

     My face is burning. I think Running Water Heard me. He caresses my cheeks
  to let me know he's open to the idea of fucking me. I'm given Jesse's
  approval for offering myself to his uncle.

     The water is steaming at our feet. We straighten up to fully sit over our
  towels. I peer down into Running Water's lap for his cock. I'm comparing its
  size to Jesse's. Both are wrapped in a brown foreskin with their knobs still
  tucked within in spite of being hard. Their shafts are about the same
  thickness but Running Water's cock is a few inches longer. His bends
  downwards slightly while Jesse's is straight as an arrow.

     I get the urge to free their knobs. My hands go to both men and gently
  roll their skins back. I'm smelling something. Oh. Chris noticed that same
  odor from uncut dicks that was like aged fat. Wind-go-through-his-hair
  wasn't cleaning the inside of his foreskin that formed a smelly paste so
  water was used to rinse that away before Chris would suck on the boy.

     Running Water squirms against me. He's humping his butt cheeks to drive
  his cock through my clenched fingers. I notice that it's swelled up. I
  peer at Jesse's dick then look back at his uncle's. Hmm. When I compared
  their lengths before, they seemed to be about the same thickness but I'm
  realizing that Running Water's cock wasn't at full size. His is now. It's
  thicker than Jesse's (would make quite a butt full!) and has straightened
  out. I get the urge to feel what it would be like to fit it up my asshole.

     :Let me do you first so it'll be easier to get my uncle's big one in you,:
  Jesse Sends.

     I'm glancing at Running Water with embarrassment. Oh. He can't Hear us.
  :My asshole will also be slippery from your sperm to his thrusts.: Jesse's
  face burns. I'm Sensing increasing thrills in both men from handling their
  cocks. This is a simple boy's rite so I let them go. I'm wanting us to
  perform more adult love acts together.

     Jes slips into the hot tub without any warning. I'm quick to join him.
  Ahh. The water feels so good. Running Water remains sitting over his towel
  but he drops his legs into the tub.

     "Jes-ee-ah."

     My lover turns to see what his uncle wants. Running Water points at the
  back of his head. Oh. Jesse shouldn't get his eagle's feather wet. He backs
  himself against the edge of the hot tub to allow his uncle to untie it from
  his braid. I lift the thong from around my neck. I'm handing my bundle over
  to Running Water. He sets them over the upper ledge.

     Jes pulls his braid over his right shoulder to keep it from the water. We
  sit down together. Running Water's left foot is felt against my arm. I bring
  it against my breast and see Jesse doing the same with the man's right foot.
  We join hands.

     "You can turn that dial to get the water churning."

     I look to where Running Water is pointing. An electrical pipe sticks out
  from the ledge with a small control box at its end hanging over the water.
  "Ah, later. The water already feels so warm after getting out of the wind.
  Aren't you cold?"

     "Not my legs."

     I fondly squeeze my brother's foot. I'm remembering why he shouldn't get
  into the hot tub. That was stupid of me asking him to join us.

     "I'm keeping warm enough," says Running Water.

     My lips curl into a smile. He's giving me back my own words when I told
  him that it was the company that kept me warm in the hot tub. Jes leans his
  head against me. I press my nose into his hair and breathe him in. Ahh.
  We're finally enjoying the hot tub together. His uncle is included in this
  pleasure even though it's only with his legs. I'm turning from Jes to give
  a kiss to Running Water's calf. His kiss comes to the top of my head. Deep
  feelings swell in my heart because this just feels right. I'm so lucky to be
  in the middle of their love for me must as Chris had been loved. Completely.

     Jes lazily kicks his feet through the water. That sends a flow of warmth
  onto our bodies that feels good. His grip tightens around my hand. I turn to
  my lover. :We really needed this after everything that's been going on.: He
  knows what I mean. Forgetting about all our troubles to enjoy this simple
  pleasure of the hot tub together. His uncle, too. That brings a smile to my
  lips. We've all found our place in this relationship. Jes is my mate.
  Running Water is my gay brother.

     Jesse peers back at me with sleepy eyes. He's become so relaxed by the
  hot tub. I reach over with my lips pressing against his to wake him up. His
  eyes close instead. Oh, yeah. He always does that when we're kissing. I'm
  not sure why.

     Running Water adjusts his legs in the water. His thighs come to rest over
  our outer shoulders while his left foot runs along my chest to meet his
  right foot. Their soles press together. Jesse and I are being kept in the
  man's legs as if he were holding us close in his arms.

     "You good fer each other," whispers Running Water.

     I hear the drunken slur in the man's voice. I know what he means and
  appreciate it. I'm releasing Jesse's left hand to grip my brother's foot.
  "You're good for me, too."

     Jes leans his head against mine. He's panting a little because of the
  heat. I'm hearing another rhythmic sound that makes my eyes widen. It's a
  skin rubbing sound from behind us. I can't turn my head around to watch
  Running Water pulling over his cock. "Save yourself for later, my brother."

     "I only seeking some thrills," answers Running Water.

     Jes is feeling a little embarrassed. That surprises me 'cause I think
  he's caught his uncle beating off in the hot tub before. Maybe not as
  obvious as he's doing it now. The churning water was able to hide a lot when
  they'd sat in the tub.

     Running Water releases a long sigh. He pulls his legs from around us and
  crawls over the ledge towards the dial. He turns it. The tub begins to churn
  that sends heated water over our bodies. Jesse opens his mouth. I look past
  him for my brother. He's pulling back from the control box. His long cock
  sticks out like a spear. I'll be letting him stick it in my butt after
  Jesse has. Hmm. I wonder what it's gonna be like to get fucked twice. Chris
  knows. I'll be drawing on his experience when Owopspec and his boy did him.

     Jes sees what I'm looking at. We both watch Running Water spinning over
  his ass and grasp the ledge to stand up. His long hair falls down his back.
  I notice the turquoise necklace worn around his neck. This man is nice to
  look at. He's the warrior I've always fantasized about as a boy who'd take
  me for his lover. It's come true.

     Running Water staggers along the ledge. Too much fire water in his belly.
  I gasp when the man falls on his butt. Jes Asks me to check on him so I do.
  "Are you alright?" I'm about to get out of the tub to help him.

     "I'm feeling no pain."

     He said that in Siksika. Jes is standing close behind me with his hands
  coming around my tummy beneath the water. His dick tickles against my butt.
  I catch sight of Running Water's cock standing along his groin. He sees what
  I'm looking at and peers down at himself.

     "That part of me is aching."

     "My butt can offer it relief." A burning comes to my face because of my
  boldness. Running Water has tried to before but it hurt something fierce.
  He makes a clumsy gesture at where the water is shooting into the tub. I
  make my way over there, turn, and slowly back my ass onto that rush of heat.
  Ahh! I reach out for Jesse to hold onto him. He's watching my face closely.

     "Feels good?"

     "Yeah!" I back some more onto the gushing hot water. My legs spread. The
  sensation from my asshole is intense! Too bad getting fucked doesn't feel as
  good as this. Jesse gives me shy eyes. He's seeing the pleasure in mine
  that makes him curious about what it feels like. I linger for a moment
  longer before I'm rushing to embrace my lover and kiss him. Passionately!
  My hard cock sticks into his for a belly rub. He gently pushes me away.

     "Your turn." We're all gonna get off from butt fucking, I remind myself.
  My hope is for a threesome.

     Jesse slowly turns in the hot tub. I'm keeping a tight grip of his arms,
  guiding him back to the shooting water. He shudders. There's pleading in his
  dark eyes that requires my assurances. :Don't be afraid. It feels real good!
  Step back slowly and let the water shoot in your butt. I'm holding onto you.
  You decide how close you want to get.:

     Jes waits a moment before taking another step. The water gushing up his
  back breaks the surface in violent bubbles. His mouth opens. I hear his gasp
  of surprise that turns into a high-pitched cry. Pleasure fills his eyes. I'm
  Feeling that with him. The intense thrill shooting through his hole brings a
  swift rising to his dick. He embraces me in a rush. My lover clings to me as
  deep longing fills him for me to fuck him. I'm gonna.

     There's a loud splash behind Jes. We turn to see Running Water standing
  shakily in the tub. I pull from my lover's arms to make sure the man doesn't
  drown. Hey. He's not supposed to be in the tub!

     "I'm only taking a quick dip," assures Running Water.

     I have a tight grip of his arms. He spreads his legs and takes a step
  back onto the gushing water. An intense expression fills the man's face.

     Jes comes to my side. We watch Running Water partake of that special
  feature we've just enjoyed ourselves. The man gives me wicked looking eyes.
  I'm getting the idea that he's doing it for more than the pleasure it's
  bringing him but to prepare his hole. A sharp thrill goes through my cock.

     Running Water keeps his eyes on me. It's such an intense gaze that I'm
  feeling a bit embarrassed. I glance at Jesse. He grins at me knowingly. Of
  course he would. My every thought is like an open book to him. Our attention
  returns to Running Water when he moans. From the way his eyes are narrowing,
  I sense the man's ecstasy. He takes another step back. That gush of water
  through his asshole is more than Jes and I had dared.

     In silent agreement, Jes and I pull on Running Water's arms. We don't
  want the man to hurt himself. I'm startled by the hungry look in his eyes
  for me like he wants to eat me. We help him walk through the water towards
  the ladder. I've been averting my eyes from him. I glean that he wants me to
  fuck him right after we get out of the tub.

     Running Water struggles to climb up the ladder. My eyes are glued to his
  brown ass. I want to fuck it but Jesse is with me so I'd be embarrassed to
  have him watch me doing this man. They'll be laying over my back where I can
  hide my face from them. It's already burning, not because of the hot tub.

     Jes takes to the ladder close behind his uncle to make sure he doesn't
  fall. When the man reaches the top, he walks along the ledge with his arms
  outstretched to keep his balance. I climb up the ladder behind my lover. My
  face comes upon his butt. That's too much a temptation for me. I kiss over
  his slippery cheeks while he lingers on the ladder. My tongue darts between
  them to find his little hole. Ahh!

     I'm pulling over Jesse's slim hips to rim his ass good. He moans. I've
  gotten deep up his hole that tightens around my tongue. I pull my face back
  in a rush. I'm climbing up until my body aligns over his with my hard cock
  sticking into his butt. He squeals like a pig and runs up the ladder.

     I give chase. Jes looks back at me with a giggle. He runs along the ledge
  and has to do some fancy foot work to avoid stepping on his uncle. He drops
  his butt over the upper ledge. I stop at Running Water's feet. My lover
  sticks his pink tongue out at me. I stick mine back at him. He looks down at
  his uncle laying over his towel. My eyes fall to his vulnerable butt.

     :Go ahead, love. He's waiting for you to conquer it.:

     I give Jes a sharp look.

     :You can do him if you want or not but will you see if he's alright?:

     That's also a concern of mine. Running Water shouldn't have gotten into
  the hot tub while he's drunk. He has his face pressed into the towel. Is he
  unconscious? I rush to kneel by his head and lean down to speak in his ear.
  "Are you awake?"

     "I'm just resting."

     Relief fills me. I pull Running Water's hair from his shoulders and start
  massaging them. He stretches his back and my eyes see the suggestive humping
  coming from his ass. A thrilling surge goes through my cock. My quick glance
  at Jesse's smiling face has mine burning. I step over the man and sit over
  his butt. That'll end its lusty motion.

     Running Water softly moans. My hands are offering him pleasure while I'm
  enjoying the slippery sensation from our touching butts. Lust builds in me.
  I'm averting my eyes from Jes out of embarrassment. I know that he wants me
  to do it.

     My fingers dig into the tight muscles of this man's back. I'm noticing
  that it's easier to massage wet skin. I should buy some lotion to put in our
  bedroom to use whenever Jes and I give each other massages. Some clean up
  towels should also be at hand for afterwards. I'm smiling to myself. I am
  gonna be living a gay life as I've always dreamed about!

     My hands reach Running Water's butt. His cheeks are only briefly handled
  so I won't be tempted to try something more. I'm fighting against my own
  lust to rape this man along with Jes wanting me to. My hands rub down both
  his legs. I reach his feet. My fingers gently squeeze them and pull on each
  toe in succession. The soles of his feet are a lighter color than the rest
  of his body, I'm noticing. My eyes dart up to the man's ass. He's wiggling
  it enticingly.

     :If you're done massaging him...:

     :Do you want your turn?: Jes doesn't Answer me. I peer up at him and see
  that Look in his eyes. One of sexual excitement. Oh. That's what I thought
  he meant. A deep breath fills my lungs. Running Water lifts himself from the
  towel that nearly has me falling from his legs. I'm reaching forward to grab
  something to steady myself. It's his butt. The man releases a throaty groan.
  My cock is aching me bad to fuck him so I relent. I've never denied Owopspec.

     I peer up at Jesse again. He lifts his chin in a gesture for me to dive
  in. I'm looking deep into my lover's eye while Reaching into his head to be
  sure that it's okay with him.

     :Give your love to him. My uncle wants you... He needs you to.:

     Mind Speaking is much more than words. I know that Jes is sincere about
  wanting me to make love to Running Water. I'm uncomfortable that he will
  watch me doing it though.

     :I'm not just going to be sitting here!: Answers Jesse. :When you're
  sticking into Running Water's butt, your butt will be vulnerable...:

     My eyes widen from what he's suggesting. It's a thing I've done with
  Owopspec and Wind-go-through-his-hair when my warrior was below and the boy
  above me. I'm nodding to Jes. He stands up from the ledge. My eyes go to his
  erection that's standing along his groin. I see his rosy knob has popped out
  from its foreskin. Jes is very excited to try a threesome. I am too.

     I squat over Running Water's legs. My mouth drops to his ass with lots of
  kisses going to it. The man moans in pleasure. I bite over his brown cheeks
  when utter lust takes control of me. I'm feeling hands over my butt.

     :Straighten out your legs, love.:

     I'm doing as Jes asks. He starts kissing my ass while I mouth deeper
  through Running Water's. The man spreads his legs. I'm pulling his cheeks
  apart for a peek. A lusty breath is sucked past my teeth when I see his
  hole. It's smooth, a darker brown than his cheeks and it seems too small to
  fit my cock inside. I know that it isn't so. I've fucked him in that motel
  room. Ron has been doing him for years so this man is well broken in. I'm
  gasping for breath. Jes is darting his tongue into my hole. What a sensation!

     :Are you putting spit in him?: Jes Asks.

     :Yeah. My hole is gonna need it more.: I feel Jesse swirling his wet
  tongue deeper inside me. Wow! The hot tub does a great job rimming my ass
  but there's nothing like feeling a man's hot tongue there. My butt is gonna
  get filled with more than hot water in a moment. The thought of that is
  intensely exciting. I want my lover's sperm in my body. Jes always has that
  wonderful glow after I've filled his butt with mine. I regret that we won't
  be doing each other.

     :Don't be so sure about that.:

     "Huh?" That word was forced from my mouth. A moan escapes it when Jes
  fucks me fast with his tongue. I glean that Ron has done that to Jesse's
  hole to drive him wild. No wonder he surrendered to that horny white guy.

     We're Sharing the sensations of licking into two asses. My cock gets the
  strong urge to stick in Running Water's right now! I Feel Jesse's strong
  urge to fuck my butt. It's gonna be a great mating! I'm shaking my head back
  and forth. Jes and I are Connecting too strongly so we pull away from each
  other. I can no longer peek in his head or him in mine.

     Running Water sticks his butt up against my face. He's ready to be taken.
  I slide myself along his back and aim my hard cock through his cheeks. I'm
  pressing against a tight warmth that slowly swallows my all. His asshole
  feels great! Jesse kneels over my legs and aims into my ass. I'm spreading
  my legs so he can find entrance in me. I feel his knob pushing against my
  resistance, slip in a ways until the pain becomes too much for me to bear.
  I'm groaning out. His cock pulls out of me.

     "Wait a moment," I'm gasping, "then try again."

     "Go slow with your lover," suggests Running Water. He's turned his head
  around to look at his nephew. "Mike. Relax yourself back there."

     I'm trying. I draw on Christopher's memories when he got his butt mounted.
  It had been difficult for him at first. His hole tightened up like mine is
  so a cock going into it hurts something fierce! I take deep breaths. Jesse
  is massaging my cheeks to help relax me. The pain goes away.

     "Jes-ee-ah. Pull your foreskin back to expose your head. Put some spit on
  it," asks Running Water. "Now slowly stick into Mike's hole. Only a little
  ways so he can get used to your penetration."

     Jes pulls on my right cheek, lowers himself over me and sticks in. I'm
  feeling his knob pushing inside. I hold my breath. No. I shouldn't do that
  so I release the air from my lungs and try breathing normally.

     "Stick in him a little more," asks Running Water. "Let him get used to it
  then pull back a ways but don't slip out of his hole."

     Jes listens to his uncle. I'm feeling a little relieved when my lover
  pulls his dick out. He's still just inside me, my inner muscles grip the
  head of his dick as if it doesn't want to let go.

     "Are you ready to take more, Mike?"

     "Yes." I'm panting for breath.

     "Slip your dick in some more, Jes-ee-ah. Wait a moment then pull out a
  little ways and push right back in. Make a slow fucking motion so your
  lover's hole can stretch open."

     I gasp sharply when Jes sticks in nearly all the way.

     :Sorry, love!:

     :Don't be. You've gotta break me in sometime 'cause I want you to enjoy
  me as much as I've been enjoying you. Fuck me, my love. Fill me with all
  you've got!: After a moment, Jes sticks back into my ass. It's not painful
  but that sense of fullness is uncomfortable. :You can lay over my back now.:
  Jesse wants to remain on his knees.

     "I can handle your weight over me," says Running Water. "Drop, boy!"

     Jesse lowers his chest to my back. His warmth against me is nice after
  feeling that cold breeze. I think that I'm used to his dick in me. It blows
  my mind that all three of us have connected our bodies! Hmm. How can I make
  a fucking motion in Running Water's ass if I'm trapped against Jesse? I try
  stabbing down.

     "Hold on there for a moment," asks Running Water.

     I grip the man's shoulders and wait. It's a strange sensation to have my
  body stuck between theirs as if I'm the white cream filling between two Oreo
  cookies. Jesse's left arm is trembling. Oh. He's pushing against the towel
  to prevent his full weight from coming down over our backs. :Hold onto my
  shoulders, Jes.:

     :I don't want to crush you.:

     I'm smiling. :Your small weight over my back never has before. Your uncle
  can bear both our weights. He wants us to.: Jesse lifts his hands from the
  towel and brings them to my shoulders. Running Water squirms below me but
  he's not complaining for having two horny guys laying over him. I'm still
  wondering how this is gonna work. Only Jes can move his butt freely.

     "Let's make some love," breathes Running Water. "I've always wanted to do
  this and I can't think of anyone I'd rather have to enjoy this with me!
  Mike. You're going to be doing all the moving. Stick my butt hard then back
  onto Jesse's cock. That's how you'll be fucking and getting fucked. It's
  going to be great!"

     I hear the drunken enthusiasm in my brother's voice. I'm wondering how he
  knows how it should be done? My grip tightens over Running Water's shoulders.
  I stab forward into his ass, pull back, and feel Jesse's dick deep in my
  ass. It is strange. Good, though! I'm stabbing forward again into the man's
  slimy tightness then back onto my lover's dick. He gasps with pleasure.

     "You've got the idea, Mike. Go for it."

     I don't need my brother's coaxing. My cock builds with increasing thrills
  when I fuck into the butt below me. Jesse gets his moments of pleasure when
  I back onto his dick. I'm amazed that both sensations feel good. There's no
  pain. My body flexes back and forth in a frenzied love beat. I need to kiss
  so my mouth finds Running Water's neck and sucks over its moist skin. He
  moans lustfully. Jes kisses the back of my neck. I feel his breaths blowing
  over me there. I'm trying to hold my breath. That makes my belly tremble and
  it heightens my thrills until they become intense.

     I blow my breath out through my mouth. I'm almost there! My ass is really
  moving when I plow Running Water's below me and give mine to Jesse above me.
  He's timing his downward stabs in beat to me backing onto him. Even Running
  Water gets into the act. He backs his butt onto my thrusts. I struggle to
  move my frenzied body trapped between theirs in an act of love that is
  wonderful. I'm loving them both at the same time!

     Running Water is struggling for breath so I push against the towel to
  ease our weight over him. I'm looking down his back. My cock is sticking
  through his brown cheeks. His butt is lost from sight until I'm lifting
  myself. Jesse's cock feels great in my butt! I drop back down with my groin
  hair pressing onto him. My thrills are getting intense. A warning tingle
  comes from my balls. After backing onto Jesse's dick, I'm stabbing down
  hard and cum. I cry out from the pleasure of it! Jes feels my hole tightening
  at this moment and he cries out in his boyish high-pitched voice. I feel his
  strong squirts going in me. Pleasure explodes in our heads when we Share the
  sheer ecstasy of this moment.

     Running Water is feeling deep satisfaction for giving himself to me. He's
  also very proud of his nephew. Almost, I can Hear his thoughts but they are
  fading. I'm Reaching out to Jes. :That was tremendous! Did you...:

     :Yes. Your brother is connected to you, love. I Felt it.:

     I'm struggling for breath. :Not as strong as what we Share, my love.:
  Still, there is much happiness from our bodily expression. It completes the
  joy I'm feeling for them both from my heart and spirit.

     After resting for a moment longer, Jes pulls from my butt. That hurt a
  little. I turn my head to watch him sit over the upper ledge. My eyes go to
  his wet cock sticking up between his legs. Pride fills me. He's performed as
  a man.

     I pull from Running Water's butt. A string of cum connecting us breaks
  over his left cheek. I'm lower my face to that part of the man I've filled
  with all my love. My kisses are sweet offerings unto him. My brother lifts
  himself slightly so my eyes peer between his cheeks. I see his wet asshole.
  Wow. My cock had done that to this Indian. I'm feeling a sense of completion
  as a man.

     Running Water turns himself on his right side. I drop down in front of
  him to face the water. His long arm comes around me in a tender hug. My head
  rests over his right arm, his fingers are pulling over my hair. Yes. I am
  his to hold in love. I'm no longer embarrassed that Jesse sees me with him.

     "I love you Short Hair," whispers Running Water. "You are a dear man."

     To hear his Siksika words with their soft syllables and breathy exhale
  enhances what he's said. I rub my head against his arm in contentment.

     "Join us, nephew."

     My lover comes down from the ledge to sit in front of us. His dark eyes
  are filled with an emotion that I've never seen from him before. We Connect.
  Ah. I understand what he's feeling. It can't be described by clumsy words.

     "You are All Heart. That is your secret name to be spoken when you are
  with us, Jesse."

     I'm turning my head to Running Water. "And how shall I be called?"

     "You are Middle Loved. I don't need to explain why that name fits you?"

     "No, my brother. It is so." I reach for All Heart's left hand and grasp
  Running Water's hand with my right. I'm thinking of a name to give him. A
  flurry of thoughts Pass between my lover and I. We've decided.

     "We name you Path Finder. You've helped us find our way." I smile at Jes.
  My hand pulls on his to get him laying down in front of me.

     "Our secret names are only to be uttered when we're alone together,"
  asks Running Water. "The three of us. It affirms how we are to each other
  in this... triad of love."

     "Path Finder. We have completed ourselves but you are in need." His hard
  cock is felt against my butt. "Make love to me?" Jesse gives his consent by
  nodding his head at his uncle. Our hands let go so that I can reach back to
  guide my brother's cock between my cheeks. His knob presses on my hole. I
  back myself onto him, allowing penetration that slowly swallows his all. My
  left hand reaches back for the man's butt and pulls over it. I'm gasping.

     "Does it hurt?"

     "No. Just surprised by your long reach into my ass." Jesse grins shyly.
  I'm blushing from saying what I did.

     "I've longed for this day when I can express my love for you this way."

     "Me too." Running Water grasps my waist with his left hand. He pulls over
  me to get his cock even deeper inside my butt. There's some pain. My lover
  has stretched my hole and made it plenty slippery for this man's use of it
  but he is big.

     "You're still very tight. A good feeling around my cock but you need to
  relax so my thrusts won't hurt you."

     Running Water fondles my left cheek. I'm stretching my legs and arch my
  back to prepare myself for fucking. Breaths blow through my open mouth.

     "Are you ready for me?"

     I tap over his butt. He slowly pulls from my ass. His grip tightens
  around my waist, filling me back up with his long cock until he's sheathed.
  My lips tighten to prevent a groan from escaping. I can't believe the reach
  this man has in my butt!

     Jesse presses himself close to me. His face comes to mine in a kiss. My
  right arm goes around my lover to hold on. Running Water is increasing his
  fucking pace in me. I need to be distracted from the pain.

     :I hope my kisses are more than a distraction,: chides Jesse.

     :They are, my love! Your uncle's cock is hitting something deep in my
  butt that feels too intense. Not pain exactly... I'm not sure how it feels
  but it's really strange.:

     :Ron's cock did that to me sometimes,: explains Jesse. :He told me that
  my prostate gland was getting massaged. Silly, huh?:

     I remember reading about that somewhere. Ah, yes. It was a novel I picked
  up at the porn shop with them fuck videos. I tossed the book away after only
  reading a few chapters because there was no story to it. Just a bunch of
  horny guys getting it on all night long. The characters weren't believable.
  A big black man... I forgot his name. He was fucking all the other guys who
  wailed out like women because he had reach with his cock to hit upon their
  prostate glands. The novel explained that it was an intense sensation
  similar to what a woman feels from her cunt. Is that what I'm feeling?

     A groan blows out my nose. Running Water slows his thrusts in my butt.
  I'm reaching back to his in a rush to keep him fucking me. He makes a big
  stab. An intense pain/thrill shoots through my butt that gets my cock
  surging. I realize that I've gotten hard against my lover. His dick remains
  soft. We kiss some more that helps me endure what his uncle is doing to me.
  I'm still not sure how to deal with this new sensation from in my butt.

     :You're getting very strong down there,: hints Jesse.

     From Mind Talking, I know that he's asking me if I want to fuck him.
  :Turn around, my love.: Jes does. He spits to his hand and wets his hole.
  My cock is grasped and led between his cheeks. I'm not feeling the urge to
  fuck him but he wants me to. Running Water's cock has been at it for a
  while. I wonder if he'll be able to cum, drunk as he is.

     I'm gasping when Jes pulls over my butt to get me in his. Deeply! I wait
  a moment for my lover to get used to penetration. He taps on my left cheek
  to signal that he is. I pull over his tummy to stick further up his hole.
  He's very tight. After waiting a moment, I pull back (Running Water's cock
  stabs me really hard) then I'm stabbing into Jesse's ass. Our bodies aren't
  close enough together for a proper threesome. They're also not in beat.

     I look down at Running Water's hand pulling over my waist. An idea comes
  to me. I'm lifting his hand from me and set if over Jesse's groin. The man
  is hesitant to touch his nephew. "We need to tighten our embrace," I explain.
  I'm holding his hand down over Jes. He resumes fucking me after our bodies
  come closer together. I notice that my lover's hand is missing from my butt.

     :I'm holding his, love. He's touching me so I can touch him back!:

     That makes me grin. I lift my hand from Running Water's (firmly planted
  over Jesse's groin) and to my surprise, I discover that my lover bears an
  erection. :Did that happen from me sticking in you?:

     :What do you think, silly?:

     I pull over my lover's foreskin for his pleasure. Running Water's cock
  pounds through my ass. I'm trying to match that man's beat by sticking in
  Jesse's butt when he withdraws from mine. I press my face into my lover's
  neck. His sweat fills my nose, enflaming me with lust. My cock builds with
  thrills. I think that I'll be able to cum again.

     Running Water releases a harsh breath. It's followed by more breaths that
  has me wondering if he's cummed. I didn't feel it. The man rubs his face
  against my hair and he whispers to me.

     "I can't seem to get to it. Feels good though. I'm too drunk maybe."

     His rush of breaths are felt against my neck. "Rest for a moment." I'm
  letting Jesse go so that I can reach back for Running Water's ass. There's
  a hand there already. Oh. Jes knows what I have in mind so he moves his
  hand to my ass. I'm pulling over the man's to force his thrusts in my butt.
  When my hand relaxes, I'm stabbing forward into my lover's butt. This is
  what I was doing earlier when the three of us were fucking. I'm doing all
  the work.

     Jesse gasps in surprise. :What's wrong?:

     :Nothing.:

     Hmm. Something spooked him. :I'm gonna try something.: I lift myself
  slightly and bend my right leg to support my weight. My right hand pushes
  against the towel. Running Water's cock goes into me at a different angle.
  I'm looking back at his brown ass that Jesse is holding again. I turn my
  head to see how I'm aligned to my lover's butt. My cock is sticking it. My
  eyes widen when I see what Running Water is doing with his left hand. That's
  why Jes gasped.

     :He's holding my thing.:

     :Are you okay with that?: I Sense that he's a little uneasy.

     :Maybe my uncle doesn't realize what he's doing.:

     I think he does. :I'm okay about it if you are. It's not incest really.
  We're all guys and... well. He's more familiar with foreskins than I am.:
  Jesse pulls over his uncle's behind really hard. I'm gasping when the man's
  cock sticks me hard. I stick hard into my lover's butt in revenge.

     :Yes! That's how Ron's cock felt when he hit my prostate. Do me hard!:

     :You little devil!:

     :I'm the one getting raped here, love.:

     Jesse giggles with my laughter joining his. I look down at my brother's
  face and see that he has his eyes closed. Has he fallen asleep? I turn my
  head left and see no motion coming from his butt. :Wait, my love. Maybe we
  should stop.:

     :Look at his left hand.:

     My head turns to Jesse's groin. I see Running Water's hand around his
  dick that is making slow pulls over it.

     :Do you see?: Asks Jesse.

     :Yeah.: I'm laying back down between them. Jes pulls over his uncle's
  butt to tighten our bodies together. I clutch my lover's chest. I get my ass
  moving again to fuck and get fucked. The thrills are slow to build up.

     :You and I have already gotten off,: Jesse explains. :My uncle is too
  affected from the alcohol to reach that point where he can cum. I like how
  our bodies are all connected though.:

     :Me too.: I'm flexing my ass lazily. It's not much effort to keep us
  fucking but the need in me isn't there anymore.

     :Do you think my uncle will remember any of this in the morning?:

     :He's pretty smashed. Parts of it he will.: My face presses against
  Jesse's shoulder. I'm mouthing over his sweaty exertion.

     :That tickles.:

     My body relaxes between them. I turn my head to breathe in the cool air.
  :We'll have tomorrow morning to try this again.:

     :If my uncle isn't feeling too hung over that is.:

     I'm smiling. :He can play dead while I rape him. You'll get behind me.:
  Jesse giggles.

     :I can't believe what we did with him earlier. Maybe my uncle won't want
  to when he's sober.:

     :That's alright. We can still make love and he can jump in if he wants.:
  Jes hesitates from revealing something to me. I don't press him to.

     :Short Hair? I didn't know you were so upset about what we'll be doing
  for our tribe.:

     He means when I'd spoken those angry words about not caring what others
  think about us for being gay. :It's not that. I'm just not gonna let people
  tell me how I should act by being with both of you and worrin' what they
  think because of it.: I'm Sensing worry in Jesse. :We'll be discrete as far
  as Running Water is concerned but you and me... I want to show them how
  happy we are to be together! It's the same thing a straight couple feels so
  we should be allowed to express it in public. Holding hands, kissing and all
  that.:

     :I don't know.:

     :I'm not gonna do anything to make you feel uncomfortable. I don't need
  to prove anything. Hey. We love each other. That's all that matters. Right?:

     :I do love you, Short Hair.:

     :I love you. Good Heart!: Jesse giggles.

     :I've never been given a secret name before.:

     :Me neither. We'll test what your uncle remembers tomorrow by calling him
  by his secret name.:

     :And maybe we'll play that trick on him you'd done to Good-eyes.:

     :Yeah. Me and Wind-go-through-his-hair got a big kick out of that.: Jes
  accepts that I'm saying things from Chris as if I had done them myself.
  That's an indication of how deep our Merging went. We have no separate
  identities anymore.

     :Is your uncle still holding your thing?: I tease.

     :No. His hand is resting over my thigh. He's fallen asleep.:

     I'm humping my butt to see if Running Water is still hard in me. Hmm. I
  can still feel his cock but it's not stuck up my asshole as far. My cock is
  somewhat soft in Jesse's butt. I'm content to lie between them for a while.
  I kiss my lover's brown shoulder and rub over his tits. He releases a sigh
  through his nose.

     :Love? Maybe I should put my uncle to bed.:

     :In a little bit. He's sleeping behind me and I wanna hold you for a
  while before Hawk Flying Over comes home.:

     :That's what I'm worried about. He might have already.:

     :Hawk Flying Over knows. He's been talking with your uncle to help him
  with finding his place in our relationship.:

     :It does seem a little strange, love. The three of us.:

     :Not to me. Chris had two lovers for nearly three years when he was
  amongst the Blackfoot.: I Share with Jes how that felt. Owopspec was my
  adult lover who taught me Indian ways while Wind-go-through-his-hair was
  like a younger brother to me. Our mind set was about the same age so we
  enjoyed playing in camp together with all the other Indian boys.

     :What we have is a little different,:  Sends Jesse. :Chris was making
  love to both of them while my uncle and I... we're not going to.:

     I remember how uncomfortable Jes felt when his uncle held his thing. That
  brings a smile to my lips. :Did you know that the Indians of old had a rite
  for young teen boys? His uncle or older brother stood with him to pull over
  his erection to see if he was old enough to seed. And if the boy couldn't,
  he was given his companion's manly release to rub over his balls and he even
  drank some of it to help his body mature.:

     :Yuk! I wouldn't want to taste my uncle's sperm.:

     :You've already been given a 'growing up' rite by Ron. That man filled
  your butt with his power.:

     :I could already cum, love.:

     I'm laughing. Jes knows that I was only teasing him.

     :You're accepting what that white guy did with me.:

     :Yeah. But he shouldn't have taken advantage of your innocence, Jes. You
  really were a kid when he was with you.:

     :I don't regret what we did together. He helped me a lot.:

     :I know. You have to admit that Ron enjoyed 'helping you' more by fucking
  your butt. He didn't even offer his to you.:

     :He's not two spirited.:

     :Jes. I'm not either yet I've given my butt to you and your uncle.:

     :He was too drunk to cum in you.:

     I can tell that Jes doesn't want to Talk about Ron anymore. :Running Water
  can get another chance tomorrow morning.: I've been nibbling down my lover's
  left shoulder and make my way back up to his neck. He skin has a lime smell
  mixed with sweat. An attractive, lusty scent! My cock has grown hard again.

     :I've felt that in my butt. Do you want to finish inside me, love?:

     :Yeah.: I grasp Jesse's chest and give his little butt a few stabs. They
  do feel good. Running Water's cock is sliding through my butt that enhances
  my thrills. It's not hard enough to hit upon my prostate so I'm not
  distracted by that strange sensation from it.

     :Can you hold my thing?:

     I'm laughing. :Sure. I'm fascinated by an Indian's foreskin as much as
  Charlie was.: Jesse giggles. I reach my left hand down to his dick that's
  only partially erected. My handling will get it nice and stiff. I'm making
  big stabs up his asshole. His tightness feels good around my cock so I know
  that I'll be cumming again.

     :You're going to get us both pregnant, love.:

     I'm still laughing. :Hey. A boy can't give another boy a baby!: He knows.
  I like how Jes is able to tease me about such things. He's really grown up.

     I'm humping like a wild man between these Indians. I notice that Running
  Water's cock is stiffening in my hole. He's probably awake now. I'm sucking
  hard on Jesse's neck that helps express my love for him. My cock is plowing
  his ass really fast. I concentrate on cumming in him and after a few more
  strokes, my balls tingle and release a load of sperm. Ahh!

     Jesse wails out like a girl. I'm cupping the end of his dick but it isn't
  wet. He must have felt his pleasure just from me fucking him. Running Water
  is awake. I'm feeling him making stabs through my ass that become swift and
  hard. My prostate is getting massaged. I'm gritting my teeth from that
  intense sensation that I'm still not sure is pleasure or pain.

     I look down to see Running Water's hand pulling over Jesse's waist. He's
  trying hard to cum in me. I'm enduring his ride that gets my cock surging.
  I've already released but what he's doing in my ass is intense. Small cries
  are coming from my mouth. I'm breathing hard. I remember to handle Jes so he
  can get off.

     :My uncle's butt is really moving. Is it hurting a lot?:

     :Not pain, exactly. I'm not used to feeling that from in my butt. He's
  getting real stiff!: I clutch my lover to hang on. "Ahh. Ahh. Ahh!" In the
  next moment, I'm feeling a gush up my hole. Running Water groans out like a
  bear. His heated breaths are felt against the back of my neck. Relief fills
  me. The man has managed to complete himself.

     "That felt good, Mike."

     "I'm glad, but I need to get used to what your long cock does to me!"

     "Are you hurting?"

     "Not much." I'm struggling for breath. "We thought you were asleep."

     "I was taking a nap." The man laughs. "When I felt your butt flexing, my
  cock responded and it's very happy now. Thanks."

     We clutch each other and rest. Male relief is nice to enjoy, especially
  with another. I remember to pull over Jesse's dick but he's not feeling
  like cumming. At least not in hand.

     :Did you mark me?:

     :What?: Oh. I look at Jesse's neck and see where I've given him a hickey.
  :Yeah. I'm afraid I did.: I'm sensing his concern that his mom will see it.
  :It's just below your neck line, my love.:

     :I don't mind. She knows what we're lovers.:

     I'm giving Jes a tight squeeze in my arms. Running Water has become still
  behind me. I think he's fallen asleep again.

     :We really need to get him to bed, love.:

     I release Jes from my arms so he can pull himself off me. My eyes go to
  his little butt. It's a wet one, now. He gets to his feet and clutches his
  backside. I hope that he's not hurting too much. I'm pulling over the ledge
  to get off Running Water. Jes offers me a helping hand to stand up. Brrr.
  There's a cold wind blowing.

     Jesse's sharp look towards the landing draws my attention. We're being
  watched! Hawk Flying Over sees that he's discovered and climbs up the few
  remaining stairs. His face is burning. The man walks along the other side of
  the hot tub and opens his towel over the ledge. I see his dick swinging from
  side to side. He's quickly slipping into the water.

     I look back at Running Water. He appears to be sleeping so he probably
  didn't notice that his cousin has arrived. Seen what we did. Jes wakes him
  up. The man is pulled up in my lover's arms until he's standing shakily
  over the ledge. They walk towards the landing and climb down the stairs.

     I slip into the hot tub opposite Hawk Flying Over. The water has since
  stopped churning. I'm looking for any revealing motion from that man's arms
  but they remain still at his side. Was he shocked, embarrassed or excited by
  what he'd seen us doing? How long did he spy on us?

     "What's the matter with my cousin?" asks Hawk Flying Over.

     I lower my eyes to the water in shame. "He's a little drunk."

     "He shouldn't have gone in the hot tub," the man scolds.

     "I know. Running Water only dipped his legs in. He was ah, smashed when
  he picked us up at Winna's house." I'm quick to add, "I drove us here." Hawk
  Flying Over becomes silent. Does he realize why his cousin drank so much?

     "Can you turn the timer knob for me?"

     I get off my aching butt and make my way to the control box. The dial is
  turned to maximum that indicates twenty minutes. The water beings churning.
  I'm walking along the edge, pass where the heated water gushes in the tub
  and go to Hawk Flying Over. He's staring at my backside. The stickiness
  between my cheeks has rinsed away but sperm still fills my insides. I sit
  down beside the man.

     We stare into the churning water for a while. The sides of our slippery
  bodies press together and I'm half expecting Hawk Flying Over to relieve
  himself in hand. He left arm remains still though.

     After a while, I'm feeling too heated to remain in the tub so I stand up.
  Hawk Flying Over looks at the front of me. My cock sleeps against my balls.
  A grin crosses my lips in sweet remembrance. I've fucked two butts earlier.

     "Does it hurt?"

     "Huh?" Oh. Hawk Flying Over is staring at my butt. I rub over my cheeks
  and answer him with a little embarrassment. "A little. They both raped me."
  I'm laughing out of nervousness.

     Hawk Flying Over releases his breath. He stands up and sits over the
  ledge with his legs remaining in the water. I see what his eyes are glued
  to. Some boldness comes to me when I stand in front of the man. His hands
  start rubbing over my cheeks. "Thanks. That feels good."

     It becomes an awkward moment between us. I don't think Hawk Flying Over
  is simply wanting to massage me. His fingers slip down to tickle my balls. I
  know that he has a fetish for that part of a man. I'm bending over. He
  gently squeezes them with a trembling breath.

     "They feel pretty empty."

     "Yeah." The man cups my balls in his left hand while his right hand pulls
  on my cheek. A sharp thrill goes through my cock by his interest in seeing
  my asshole. I'm bending over some more to let him. He's using both hands now
  to open my butt. I wonder if he can see cum in my hole.

     "You're pretty full in there." A nervous laugh. "Come sit with me, Mike."

     Hawk Flying Over lets go of my butt so I back myself onto the ledge and
  scoot over it on his right side. I'm unable to look at his eyes.

     "Do you know what you're doing?"

     I'm shrugging my shoulders. "They both love me. Running Water is my gay
  brother while Jes... He's my mate for life."

     "It's been difficult for my cousin to know his place with you."

     I peer at Hawk Flying Over. "We've come to an understanding. Jesse has
  been really great about all this. He accepts how Running Water and I feel
  for each other. My heart is big enough to love them both."

     "So I've seen."

     Hawk Flying Over stares at me and I stare back without shame. He's first
  to lower his gaze.

     "It's not for me to judge."

     I grasp Hawk Flying Over's shoulder. His eyes return to me. "I want to
  hear what you have to say." The man wets his lips.

     "I've seen my cousin hurting over you."

     "I know. He was feeling bad but we've come to an understanding. We really
  have. The tribe will come to learn that Jes-ee-ah and I are a couple. They
  won't know about Running Water and I being together too. I've told him that
  he's free to find a man of his own. That's difficult with the way things are.
  You know what I mean. Until then, I'll give myself to him out of the love we
  have for each other. It doesn't lessen how I feel for Jesse."

     "He's really grown up. Hasn't he?"

     "That young man is worthy to follow in our shaman's footsteps."

     "You've made that possible, Short Hair."

     Tears fill my eyes. "We depend on each other a lot. I love him so much!"
  Jes Sends his thoughts to me.

     :I've put my uncle to bed. How are you doing?:

     He's really asking what's going on with Hawk Flying Over. :We're talking.
  I'll let him know that we're gonna be spending the night. Jes? Call your mom
  so she won't be worrying.:

     :I will. Should I stay with my uncle?:

     I'm smiling to myself. Jes is thinking that something might happen
  between Hawk Flying Over and me so he doesn't want to interfere. Nothing is
  gonna. :Can you come back up? I'd like to enjoy the hot tub with you.:

     "What is it?" asks Hawk Flying Over.

     "Oh. I was Talking with Jes..." My lips press together.

     "Yours is a wondrous gift from our Father."

     I nod my head. "We'd like to spend the night if that's alright with you.
  Running Water is in no condition to drive back to Chinook."

     "That's fine with me. He and Ron have sleep overnight at my house. I've
  enjoyed their company."

     I look down into Hawk Flying Over's lap. His dick is standing along his
  groin so I'm feeling the urge to offer this man relief. But how? What would
  he allow me to do with him?

     Hawk Flying Over notices that I'm looking at his erection. He slips into
  the hot tub and slaps the water with his hand. My eyes go to his slim butt.
  There's no lust remaining in me but he's in need. He's probably too shy to
  accept what I can do for him.

     "Do you want to lay down?" asks Hawk Flying Over.

     That caught me by surprise. "On my stomach?" Maybe he wants to fuck me.

     "No." Hawk Flying Over closes his eyes.

     I sense the man's inner struggle. He wants to do something with me to get
  his dick off but is unsure how to do that. I spin my butt over the ledge
  until my feet are pointing towards the landing. I'm laying down over my
  back. Waiting.

     Hawk Flying Over lifts himself out of the hot tub. He kneels over my legs
  with his balls aligning over mine. The man takes his hard dick in hand. He
  won't look at me. I lift my butt up from the ledge to rub our loins together.
  The man reaches under himself to grasp our balls in his right hand.

     Breaths race through the Indian's mouth. He's looking down at his action
  and I enjoy watching it. His dick is a very long one but thin like a boy's.
  His brown knob pops out with each quick stroke. I sense his building thrills
  that will soon shoot from him.

     :Love. I can see that you're doing something with Hawk Flying Over!:

     I'm tempted to look for Jesse spying from the stairs but I don't want to
  alert my companion. :He's just kneeling over my legs beating off. Stay where
  you are so you won't spook him.:

     :Okay, I will. Are you hard?:

     I look down at myself. My cock is limp against the man's fingers. :Nope.
  I've already fucked two butts! You two have taken it all from me.:

     :None left? We're going to sleep with my uncle tonight. Maybe you'll find
  something left in your balls to give us before the morning.:

     I get a strange sense about something Jesse's said. My eyes go to Hawk
  Flying Over's balls that bounce against his quick hand. They are small as
  grapes. I'm really thinking that there's something wrong with 'em. No child
  had come to his wife before she died. Were they even trying?

     Hawk Flying Over jerks his hand over his foreskin and cums. A few shots
  fall to my chest. The man opens his eyes with breaths racing through his
  mouth. I see male relief in his eyes.

     "I'm sorry about the mess," he whispers.

     The man slips into the hot tub. I sit up, looking down at his clear
  streaks over me. His seed is watery like an eleven year old boy's. Not thick
  and white as a man's should have. Now I know that something is lacking in his
  balls that kept his wife from getting pregnant. I join him in the water.

     Hawk Flying Over won't look at me. His face is all red. I stand in front
  of him and grasp his shoulders. "Please don't feel ashamed. Guys just gotta
  do it when they're in need."

     "That doesn't mean I'm gay, Mike."

     "I know. Just don't want you feeling bad about it. Okay?" Hawk Flying Over
  slowly nods. I'm aware that Jesse is waiting to join me in the tub so I
  wade over to the other side and sit down. All signs of this man's release is
  rinsed from my chest. My butt aches me. I'm tempted to empty the cum filling
  it to the water but that would be gross. Little kids pee in swimming pools
  'cause they don't know any better. I'll wait until I can sit on the pot.

     After a few minutes, Jesse makes his entrance. He greets Hawk Flying Over
  without anything being revealed on his face that he's seen him beating off.
  He gets into the hot tub on my right side. We hold hands.

     "I've put my uncle to bed," says Jesse.

     "Did you call our mom?"

     "I couldn't! The phone wouldn't work."

     That concerns me. I don't Winna worrying about us. Hawk Flying Over
  explains.

     "The telephone line goes down from time to time. You can try again in the
  morning."

     Jes settles beside me. He rests his head against my shoulder. I notice
  Hawk Flying Over looking at us. Nothing bad in his eyes though.

     :I know he's happy for us.: Sends Jesse.

     :Me too. I'm still not sure if that man is gay. He says he's not.:

     :Don't worry about this thing, love. He'll come to terms with what he is
  inside whether he's gay or not. You let him relieve his aching with you. I
  didn't know he likes your balls so much.:

     :You were peeking in my head!:

     :I couldn't see much from the stairway. His back was to me.:

     :Hawk Flying Over shot the clear release of a boy to my chest. I think
  there's something wrong with him. That's why he couldn't sire a child.:

     :Maybe his wife and him weren't trying for one.:

     :How long were they married before she died?:

     :Almost four years,: Jesse answers with sadness. :He doesn't suffer
  from Marfan's Syndrome. Not like my uncle and I.:

     I squeeze Jesse's hand. :You both can make a baby but I know that your
  seed will never be put in a woman.:

     :That's true. If Hawk Flying Over's spirit is like ours, you know why he
  won't have a boyfriend.:

     :Yeah. He's seen the difficulties Ron and Running Water faced by being a
  gay couple in the tribe.:

     :We're going to try to change that, love. If we can find acceptance
  amongst the People, others who are like us will too.:

     I see the determination in Jesse's dark eyes and lean over to kiss him.
  :Maybe then Hawk Flying Over will be able to find a nice man.: He won't be
  able to give a woman his child. That's real sad.

     The water has stopped churning. Hawk Flying Over doesn't ask us to turn
  the timing dial. I'm glad. It's plenty hot in the tub.

     :I need to get out,: Sends Jesse.

     We lift ourselves from the tub to sit over the edge. Jes motions for me
  to scoot myself back so he can sit in my lap. I do so. His lithe brown body
  slips between my legs. My arms wrap around his chest. :I love you!:

     :I can't get enough of Hearing that from you, love.:

     "I love you. Love you. Love you!" My face presses into his neck. I'm
  kissing him with deep feelings swelling in my heart.

     "Mike?"

     I lift my head to see Hawk Flying Over in the water at our feet.

     "I want you both to know that I'm very happy for you."

     "Thanks. For that."

     "Jes-ee-ah?"

     My lover peers down at his uncle.

     "You have grown up into a man."

     I'm Feeling pride in Jesse.

     "Uncle. If there is anything we can do for you, please let us know."

     Hawk Flying Over stares at me for a moment. I think he's going to say
  something but he gets out of the tub and heads for the landing. I'm getting
  up with Jesse in my arms. We turn to face each other. A hug happens. His
  nose presses into my cheek so I align our lips to kiss him as he wants.

     "I love you, Short Hair."

     I'm nodding. :I hope Hawk Flying Over finds a new love for himself be it
  a man or a woman.:


     We're sitting around the dining room table in our underwear. Jes is also
  wearing his shirt. Hawk Flying Over scurries over to the microwave when he
  hears it beep. I'm looking over this man's brown figure that is accented by
  his white briefs. His arms and legs are the right length. Muscles bulge in
  them in an attractive way. I'm peeking at his butt. It's nice. He obviously
  doesn't suffer from Marfan's Syndrome though the only complaint I'd make is
  about his short hair. I like seeing Indian men wearing theirs long.

     I'm fidgeting over my chair. My butt hurts a lot! Jes notices my distress
  and Asks me to relieve that pain before an accident happens in my underwear.
  I excuse myself from the table (Hawk Flying Over tries hiding his smirk) and
  nearly run to the bathroom. I'm plopping down over the toilet.

     Only liquid comes out. After wiping my butt, I turn to look down into the
  bowl. Long strands of cum are floating on the surface with globs sinking in
  the water. A sharp breath is sucked past my teeth from seeing that. They've
  shot a lot into my ass. I flush the toilet and head back to the kitchen.

     A platter of steaming fish is set on the table. Hawk Flying Over sits
  down to eat with us. We first offer our silent prayers unto Him and I take
  the longest to finish Grace. Our plates are filled with chunks of salmon,
  peas and slices of cucumbers. A glass of water is beside my plate. Sadly,
  there was no milk in the frig.

     "I baked the salmon myself," says Hawk Flying Over.

     I'm taking a bite. Hmm. It's not bad. I detect a hint of lemon in it. I'm
  gobbling down the peas. The cucumbers are last to get my attention. Before I
  realize it, I've emptied my plate.

     "Do you want more fish, Mike?"

     "Please. It is good and we had skipped eating lunch." Hawk Flying Over
  gives me some more salmon.

     "You boys need your energy." The man's eyes are shining.

     I see Jesse's face flush. Yup. We wore ourselves out at the hot tub. I'm
  drinking the rest of my water. Jes manages to chase down all his peas with a
  fork. They're gobbled down along with his geometric arrangement of cucumbers
  over his plate. It's almost ritual the way my lover eats his food. I sit
  back in my chair and wait for Hawk Flying Over to finish. To my dismay, Jes
  isn't finishing what's on his plate. :Can you eat more fish? You need to put
  some meat on your bones.:

     :I'll try, love.:

     Under my stern gaze, Jesse takes a few more bites of salmon before
  setting down his fork. I'm concerned that he doesn't eat much.

     "Are you both done?" asks Hawk Flying Over.

     I'm nodding my head. Jes couldn't finish his salmon but I've had my fill
  of two helpings.

     "Thank you, uncle. You cook well."

     "Salmon is easy. It only needs a few seasonings and lemon juice. I'm
  still depending on your mother for leftovers."

     I notice that we've been talking during our meal. Hawk Flying Over's wife
  wasn't Indian so she probably broke with that Blackfoot tradition of silence.

     "How is Winna?"

     Jesse is beaming. "She got her job back at my father's construction
  company. It's only for three days a week but her boss said that she'll
  eventually be returned to working full time after she gets some training on
  the computer."

     "That's how you all met, isn't it?"

     I'm nodding. "Winna was taking my MS-Word class at the local college.
  That's where I met her son." I gaze at Jes when we Share that fond memory.
  "I'm gonna be teaching her at home once I get a desktop computer set up."

     "You're a good son to her, Mike."

     "I'm trying to be." I notice that he's not calling me by my Indian name.
  I revert into Siksika. "Thank you for being a good host. This was the first
  time that I enjoyed the hot tub with my lover."

     "Uh. Yes. You two can come over any time."

     I'd seen that Look from Hawk Flying Over. It must still be difficult for
  him to accept that his nephew is gay and being with a white guy at that. Jes
  rests his hands in his lap.

     "Do you need to be excused?"

     I'm puzzled by Hawk Flying Over asking that of Jes until seeing his eyes
  looking low at my lover. Oh. He's wondering if I've fucked his butt. I Send,
  :Your uncle is wondering if yours is aching too. Do you need to go to the
  bathroom?: Jesse smiles in response. He gets up from his chair, turns, and
  drops his underwear to moon us.

     :I can hold my drink,: boasts Jesse.

     My face is burning. :You're embarrassing your uncle!: Jes slaps over his
  cheeks in a tease then pulls up his underwear. He becomes shy, returning to
  sit at the table. We exchange glances.

     :My uncle's face isn't red as a tomato, love.:

     "Do you two 'talk' all the time?" asks Hawk Flying Over.

     I give Jesse the eye.

     "Yes, uncle. My mom doesn't like us doing it at the dinner table. Sorry."

     "She is very traditional, your mom. Sad to say that I'm not. I don't mind
  the two of you talking whether it's from your mouth or your head. Jes-ee-ah?
  You seem so grown up now. I've heard the People talking about that."

     "What talk?" I'm blurting out. They can't know that Jes and I have
  special abilities!

     "Singing Hawk noticed how you were coming out of yourself by talking with
  your teachers and the other students. You're not attending special school
  anymore?"

     Jesse shakes his head.

     "Your teachers were also helping you overcome your handicap to read and
  write. Maybe you should take some English courses."

     "Short Hair has written some computer programs that help kids with that.
  He can tutor me."

     Hawk Flying Over turns to me. He seems to be deciding if he's gonna ask
  me something. I take my silverware and set them over my plate. "Do you want
  us to take care of the dishes?"

     "No. I'll do it but thanks for offering." The man drinks from his glass.
  "Short Hair? How much is Jes-ee-ah getting from you through your special
  bond with him?"

     Hawk Flying Over is really asking how much Jes is depending on me. I
  glance at my lover and he gives his consent for me to speak about it. "We
  Share a connection that allows us to Mind Speak. Our thoughts and emotions
  can Pass between us when we want. Memories, too. If you're asking if Jes is
  acting grown up because of me, let me tell you that the maturity you've seen
  in him is not from me. He was hiding inside himself because of being
  autistic. It was my love for him that has brought him out."

     The man nods. "So I have seen. I'm very happy for you, nephew. A lot of
  the People have noticed how you've gotten better and some suspect that a big
  part of that was because of your new friend. They don't know as I do that
  you're together as a couple. Your secret won't keep for very long though."

     "I know, uncle. We're not ashamed of what we are. My mother isn't. Not
  anymore and she supports us in this thing. We're going to show everyone how
  happy we are and open their eyes to what it really means to be gay. It's not
  a bad thing."

     "I wish you both the best," says Hawk Flying Over.

     This man realizes that it's not gonna be easy. He's seen first hand how
  difficult it was for Ron and Running Water to find acceptance in their tribe.
  They didn't really. It just wasn't talked about so the People tolerated that
  they were a gay couple. We're aspiring for much more. I clear my throat and
  speak. "Jes and I are gonna help others in our tribe who are like us. They
  shouldn't have to hide themselves by feeling ashamed."

     "It's a difficult path you and Jes have chosen to walk."

     "We have a spirit guiding us," whispers Jesse.

     That gets Hawk Flying Over's attention. "Is that from the Power Bundle
  you found in Ron's trailer?" My lover nods. I'm surprised that he's revealed
  this thing to his uncle. I thought we were supposed to keep it a secret.

     "Don't talk about this to anyone," Jesse asks. "I'm telling you because
  you're family. You already know a lot about what's been happening with my
  lover and I."

     "There are evil forces working against you."

     I'm nodding. "I want to thank you for guarding over Winna's house. The
  police are now hunting Eli Kie but he's a Trickster with powers to reckon
  with." My eyes flare in warning.

     "I almost didn't believe..." mutters Hawk Flying Over under his breath.
  "You know. I've heard those fantastic tales as a boy where the Indians of
  old did battle against evil spirits and Called upon our Father for His aid.
  I'm not very traditional, Mike. What I've seen in the past two weeks has
  opened my eyes though. I'm in awe of both of you."

     I'm peering at Jes. Pride shows in his face from what his uncle has said.

     "Would you like to go fishing with me sometime? Beaver Creek is also a
  great place to go for a swim if you don't mind the cold."

     "Thanks. I think we'd like that." I'm turning to my lover. "Have you ever
  looked through your uncle's telescope? He can show you a lot about the night
  sky because of his interest in astronomy. Ron and him were often looking up
  at the stars." Jesse nods. Hawk Flying Over gives me a startled look. Oh.
  He didn't tell me that himself. I know they did from reading about it in
  Ron's diary.

     "I can set my telescope up tonight."

     A yawn fills my mouth. I'm looking at the kitchen clock to check the time.
  It's just past seven. Still early, but I could use the sleep. Jes Sends that
  he's ready for bed. I've picked up on his hint that we'll be needing rest
  for tomorrow morning. He Asks me to decline his uncle's kind offer.

     "Maybe another night. We're both kinda tired."

     "I can't imagine why?" teases Hawk Flying Over. "Alright you two. Get off
  to bed and I'll see you in the morning."

     "Thanks. For dinner and all."

     "Sure. Anytime."

     Hawk Flying Over gives us a warm smile. I'm glad to have this man as our
  friend. We can share our burdens with him that must be kept from the others.
  He rises from his chair and starts clearing the table. Jes and I wave good
  night to him.

     Our bundle of clothes are carried by Jesse to our bedroom. Before we
  enter, I Ask him if he needs to empty his butt.

     :I do need to take a piss.:

     :Me too.: We go to the bathroom. Our underwear drops to our feet and we
  let go into the toilet. Jesse's foreskin is nice to look at. It makes him
  appear like a natural man while my dick reminds me how white society thinks
  they're superior by intervening with what Nature intended. Many of us have
  lost our way from the circle of life. Christopher and his Pa were farmers.
  They grew their own food, raised animals and had a respect for all life.
  That's lacking in our modern society. I'm glad that I've been returned to
  the sacred path laid down by our Father.

     When our crossing streams ebb, Jes turns around and sits his butt down.
  I'm averting my eyes from him.

     :I can't believe that you're shy about watching me, love.:

     I'm shrugging my shoulders. :It's the same kind of thing you felt about
  taking a shower with me.: He nods with understanding. I kneel at my lover's
  feet and rest my head over his skinny brown legs. :I'm learning to overcome
  the wrong notions I've been raised with. Chris has really opened my eyes to
  the way things are.:

     :Your feet are walking down the good red road.:

     :I finally am with you at my side.:


     In our bedroom, we tiptoe towards the bed where Running Water is sleeping.
  Jes folds three sets of clothes over a box in the order of how we'll be
  getting back into them in the morning. Jeans first, then our shirts followed
  by socks and his uncle's underwear. I'm pulling mine down and hand them over.
  My lover removes his few clothes to bare himself at my side. The sheet is
  gently pulled back and we're slipping into bed next to his uncle.

     Jesse turns to me but I'm reluctant to lay on my left side. That's not
  how I get to sleep. I usually beat off on my right to help tire me before
  going to bed. Running Water is snoring. That's gonna make it hard for me to
  get to sleep. My lover snuggles against my chest. I turn to him for a kiss.

     :We could do something together to make you weary enough, love.:

     I'm smiling. :Peeking in my head again?:

     :Not really. Your thoughts are so easily read when you let your guard
  down. I think we're learning how to be separate when we need to.:

     I kiss my lover with love bursting in my heart. :Some of my thoughts are
  unworthy, Jes. Please forgive anything you've Seen that has hurt you.:

     :I know your heart, pale face. I accept the good with the bad that's in
  all of us. Don't worry about it, love. It's from listening to your thoughts
  that I've come to know you so well. You are a good man.:

     I caress my lover's brown cheek. We end our kissing and peer deep into
  each other's eyes. Yeah. He knows me. And I know who this wonderful man is
  who has taken my heart.

     We close our eyes and try getting to sleep.

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