Date: Fri, 16 Jul 1999 23:56:40 EDT
From: Begmealot@aol.com
Subject: adventures of tray and jay 7

"Adventures of Tray and Jay 7"

PART 7: BROTHERS IN LOVE

I thought I was over the really rank way I felt about myself for my mom
seeing me naked and all boned up with another dude, see, but I was
bullshitting myself.  That's why I hadn't been home in all this time even
after my pop and me made up.  Plus her being a mom and all she probably
knew the whole truth about that, too.  Shit!  But I mean it.  HOW THE HELL
AM I EVER SUPPOSED TO MAKE UP FOR THAT?

Well, my pop called and invited me to come over for dinner, and I could
hear little bro bouncing off the walls in the background so I knew where he
stood.  God, I love that kid.  He's all that held me together for a while,
even if I never told him.  Hell, I couldn't admit it to myself.  I want to
curl up and die every time I flash on mom putting her hands over Jay's eyes
but there's no one to do the same for her, see.  Oh, fuck.

"Sure, pop, thanks."

"Any time, Tray."

"Hey, pop," I whispered, like she could hear me.  "Uh, what about mom?"

"She'll be there, son.  Who do you think's cooking?"

"No, no!  That's not it!  Damn, pop, maybe you forgot but I haven't."

"Oh."  Pause-pause.  "Look, Tray, she's your mom.  And honestly I don't
think anything has ever REALLY surprised her since she found my magazines
and toys.  Then Jay told her all about you two."

That was the worst moment of my life.  Because pop never jokes and Jay is
Jay so I knew it was for real, see.  My face caught fire in shame and I
dropped the phone but I could hear my pop calling at me so after I doubled
over and buried my head between my knees for a minute I picked up the phone
again.

"Pop?"

"Jesus, Tray, you scared the hell out of me!  What's the matter with...."
He cut himself short.

"Nothin, pop.  Yeah, I'll be there."

See, I'd never been terrified before so I didn't know what was happening to
me.  I don't know how I got there, I just got in my Jeep and then I got out
of my Jeep and I'm walking up the front steps in this tunnel vision thing
with the cold sweats and I ring the bell and wait hoping no one will answer
but Jay does of course.

"What're you ringing the bell for, bonehead?" goes Jay all happy and
bubbly, and he grabs me and pulls me in.

Pop says hi and I grin sickly and put my hands in my pockets and stare at
the floor.  She was there, I knew it, but I couldn't look up so Jay clears
his throat obnoxiously and I fucking force my face up...and I fell to
pieces.  My face broke and the tears busted out and I felt like a damn baby
but tough shit, see.

Well, mom wrapped her arms around me and I felt my pop patting my back and
it had to be Jay's hand slapping my ass, the sick bastard.  But nobody said
anything and it was a few minutes before I was done.  That was that.

Dinner was great, pot roast, and mom did homemade cobbler and ice cream for
dessert so we were all in serious pain when we went to the living room.  I
told them I was about to get my own place.

"Can I move in with you?" Jay asked.

"NO!" mom and pop shouted at the same time.

We just talked about bullshit for a long time, and then mom said she was
going to bed and dad joined her.  And then when they kissed me on the
forehead I felt so damn warm and fuzzy I thought I'd shit!  I guess Jay saw
it because he covered his mouth and turned his face the other way til they
were gone.

There was a good movie on cable so I stretched out on my stomach on the
floor next to Jay and we had a blast cutting rude remarks and generally
re-writing the script!  Then about halfway through I felt Jay's hand slip
under my shirt and softly tease my back.  It made me arch and grunt.  So he
hopped on my back and started rubbing and squeezing my neck and shoulders
and then worked me all the way down my spine.  Fuck if my little bro
doesn't have hot hands!

Jay leaned close to my face and whispered real husky, "I want you, big
brother," and he was breathing hard, but he wasn't ready.  He started
massaging my scalp and playing with my hair.  His fingers explored my face
gently, over my nose, my cheeks, my closed eyelids, my chin and lips...he
stayed with my lips longest, tracing them, making his fingers wet with my
spit and then licking his fingers.  Even with my eyes closed I knew his
face was right there taking all of me in.  His breath pounded my riled
skin.

He toyed with my ears and then ran his soft fingertips all over my
sensitive back, and suddenly he jumped around so he still straddled me but
he leaned forward and rested his face in the tight seat of my thin old
jeans...ohmygod and he blew his hot 15-year-old breath into my 17-year-old
crack and I just spread my knees as far as they'd go.  Jay grabbed my hard
cheeks and between that and the wild mouth action he was putting on my ass
I was badly tormented!

I wasn't wearing underwear that night, see, and I could feel my little
bro's overheated saliva getting through my jeans from all the tonguing and
kissing and outright BITING he was doing back there!  Where did the little
fag learn to BITE?  My cock had been hard since he first touched me and it
was wearing down my jeans and leaving sticky trails in all the familiar
places.  Yep, my dick is nothing if not predictable.

That's when I decided to roll over and give Jay what he really wanted.  I
swear nobody loves my pecker like my little bro Jay!  He scooted up between
my spread legs on his knees and massaged the tender grooves where my thighs
meet my nuts, and I just put my hands behind my head and let him at it.
That boy is so sweet to watch because he puts everything he has into
lovemaking.  He's the most loving person I've ever known, and when he
squeezed my big balls and cock that's all he had to do in the world.

When he leaned forward and kissed my exposed belly and took my little love
handles in his soft boyish hands and then totally ATE me all the way up
from my belly button to my neck...that's all he had to do in the world.
When he crawled on top of me and rested his easy weight on my grateful body
and started licking my neck and in my ears and all over my face and finally
gave me what I wanted and needed more than anything right when I couldn't
stand it another second if he didn't give it to me...

My beautiful little bro Jay kissed me with his big hot wet masculine
delicious sweet mouth, and since that's all he had to do in the world he
gave it all to me.  I tasted that boy, I sucked everything I could from
between his generous tasty red lips, and he gave it all up happily.  My bro
smiled every minute of it.

Finally Jay paused and pulled back enough to see my face clearly, and while
he stroked my pounding chest with one hand he just stared into my eyes.  He
stared and stared and never said a word.  Then I realized I was staring
back at him the same way, and we didn't need to talk, we knew.  Sweet Jay
sighed and licked his lips and ran his fingers through my hair again.  Then
he got to his feet and gave me his hand, and when he helped me up he didn't
let go, he led me to my old bedroom and closed the door and deadbolted it.
Good for him!

The lights were off already, and Jay stepped close behind me and wrapped
his warm arms around my chest and rested his head between my shoulder
blades.  He lifted my shirt up and over my head and set to kissing me from
the back of my neck all the way down.  He stopped on his knees and turned
me around and undid my pants to finally release my tortured cock.  A stream
of semen stretched down and he took it with his tongue.  I stepped out of
my jeans, and Jay tossed them aside.

In the dim light my brother's face was more beautiful than I'd ever seen
it.  I was nearly overwhelmed.  I had always loved Jay as a brother, as a
friend...but what the fuck?  No one else gave so much without condition.
His sexy white butt rested on his heels and his hands explored my ass while
his hungry hairless young face got drunk off my big hanging nuts!  If I
told him to, Jay would stay there all night!

So that's when I reached under his hairy pits and lifted him up into my
stronger arms and kissed my little bro as much as I could while undressing
his unbelievably studly boy body.  Something real wild was coming up inside
me, and I thrust my hips forward so my cock rammed his...only Jay had been
controlling something crazy in him, and when he shoved his horny man rod
back at me I fell to the bed and he pinned me like a maniac.  His eyes
gleamed and he stuck the hardest fucking tongue I've ever had down my
throat!

Wow!  My little bro was turning into a man fast.  We both knew I was his
just then.  He crawled up and gave me his own dripping dick and helped me
take it all with firm support from his hands behind my head.  Little bro
was fucking my face!  His breath came in spurts through his nose and his
whole body tensed to the breaking point and then his big prick expanded
even wider and my tongue felt each gush and throb of his steaming brotherly
spunk on its way out his long shaft and into my stomach.  I was in Heaven!

I thought Jay was going to hyperventilate when he crashed onto his back
dripping sweat into the sheets.  He was so hot and sexy right then I
couldn't stand it, so I licked up all of his sweat I could get from his
burning skin and took his cock in my mouth again to taste the last of his
load that always hangs back, and it was there!  I licked his sweaty nuts
and he sighed the way that means he wants more but just a minute...

No fucking way!  I straddled Jay and spat in my hand and stuck it up my ass
fast and dirty while my bro's eyes were still closed and then I gripped his
long teenage prick and pointed it up and sat down on it hard, all the way.
I remembered where I was and thank God didn't scream out because it was
fucking stupid the way I raped myself with Jay's cock.  But I looked down
into his eyes and they were open and misty.  Little bro loved it!  His lips
shook and his eyelids drooped and he bucked his narrow little hips and I
rode his buttfucking tool for all I was worth!

Pretty soon we had a real good rhythm going and Jay's curious hands were
reaching everywhere they could.

"Yeah, pinch my nipples, bro!" I hissed at him.  "Mmm.  Mmmmm."

Then he'd move on to my pits and twist my long nasty hairs in his crazy
fingers and it hurt but I liked it a lot.  The little cocksucker pulled
himself up with my underarm hair so his face was right there in mine and we
butted noses and glared into each other's eyes as he ground his determined
prick to the hilt up my searing asshole.  At the same instant we seized
each other into our arms and joined completely.

We were brothers and we were one man.  It was the feeling I had searched
for all my life and it was right there in my little bro all along.  Our
lips dripping with sweat and spit collided in a clash of passion neither of
us could control so we just flew with it!  That's when Jay's eyes flew wide
open and I saw his adam's apple bob and I knew he was gonna scream so I
clamped a hand over his mouth and shoved his head back to the pillow.

My stud bro's cock grew again and I think it got even bigger than ever
before because his adolescent steam had nowhere to go with my hand on his
face hole and at the same time his fist was jackin my penis and seeing the
overwhelmed desperation on that boy's dripping red face sent me over the
edge.  My spunk shot up five feet in the air and splashed down on beautiful
Jay, and he saw the whole thing.  His hard on blew inside me while mine
kept spewing and spewing and spewing all over everything, mostly Jay.

We were both wiped, but I was stuck on my bro's still hard pole.  Finally I
lifted off the big damn thing and rested beside him where I could rub my
face all over his spunky chest and belly and lick up my sperm.  My brother
and our juices felt and tasted so fucking good I couldn't stand it.  Why
look anywhere else?  I love Jay.  I've never been with another dude who
made me feel so complete.  I love the smell of my brother and the smell of
me and the smell of us together and out tastes and everything else.  It
makes me happy.

That was the best night of my life.  Not just the sex.  The sex was
outrageous, though.  But after I moved down to my little bro's dick as it
was still half-hard and ran a finger up the shaft to coax out that last
taste of come, and licked it off his wide head and let it stay there on my
tongue, closed in my mouth, for the longest time, finally I swallowed it
and I tasted him the rest of the night.

I covered us with a sheet and draped an arm over his worn out little body
and pressed against his hard warm backside...and we stayed that way all
night until I woke up in the morning and it was still pretty early.  I love
my brother.  I'm in love with my brother.  Fuck it.  I always admitted
there's something wrong with me.  Jay rolled onto his back, still asleep.
I watched his sweet face and felt his soft breath on my lips as I drew
close and kissed him easy.  His tongue flicked out and his breathing went
on.

So I did what had to be done.  I crawled under the sheet and found his cute
little soft penis and carefully took it in my mouth.  He sighed in his
sleep!  His hand moved clumsily to my shoulder.  I sucked and tongued and I
felt the beast stir!  Steady, steady, I bobbed my head as Jay's dick grew
and grew.  I know he was still asleep when his prick was fully hard in my
happy mouth.  That's when the poor kid started mumbling in his sleep, and
chuckling, and then his hips moved.

Then two things happened at once: he came in my mouth, and he woke up!

"Ohmygod," Jay breathed, gasping and twitching.  "What a dream."

"MM-HM!"

"Holy shit!" my little bro whispered and pulled the sheets back.  I was
laughing my ass off, but it was stifled by Jay's tasty dick.

I'M HAVING SO MUCH FUN WITH THESE IT'S CRAZY!!  I'M GLAD TO HEAR FROM THOSE
OF YOU WHO ARE, TOO.  THESE GUYS ARE WHAT BROTHERS SHOULD BE!