Date: Wed, 22 Jan 2014 19:35:28 -0800 (PST)
From: Thomas Gaige <togaige@yahoo.com>
Subject: Audition Practice

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                                  Audition Practice

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"Really?" Nolan, who was a thin, but extremely handsome 14 year old with a
thick mop of shoulder-length bleachy blond hair, and intensely deep
cerulian blue eyes, cried exuberantly, as he sat across the desk from the
casting director, and it registered in his brain that the director had just
told him he'd gotten the part in the new television drama he'd tried out
for.

"But...," the director continued.

Instantly Nolan's face fell.  There was always a 'But'!  What would it be
this time, that would prevent him from getting the part?

Nolan had known from an early age that he wanted to be an actor, and as
such, his mother had gotten him some drama lessons, and had taken him to
audition after audition.  So far though, Nolan had only been lucky enough
to land a few bit parts in commercials, and one guest spot on a sitcom.  He
had though, due to his good looks, been fortunate enough to also get some
modeling jobs for clothing catalogs and fliers.  Much to his distress
though, more often than not, those jobs either included, or were completely
for, underwear ads.  While everyone thought Nolan was good looking, he
himself was rather self-conscious about his looks, and in particular his
build, especially when he had to appear nearly completely naked.

Fortunately, when Nolan had first landed an underwear ad at age 12, before
he'd gone to the shoot, his family realized he was more than simply nervous
about the job, so he finally explained it was because he didn't want to
have photographs taken of him in just underpants.  His parents both
poo-pooed it, telling him it was no different than if he was wearing swim
trunks.  His father then went off to work then, and his mother suddenly got
a phone call.  Nolan however wasn't satisfied with his parents' opinion,
which was obvious to his older brother Jack.  Jack was three years Nolan's
senior, and as he sat looking at his little brother, he realized Nolan was
still upset about having pictures taken of him in his underwear.

"So... what about it bothers you the most?" Jack asked, looking at Nolan,
who was a little surprised his brother was interested in trying to help
him... although he shouldn't have been.  Jack, who as a bigger, also very
good looking, older version of Nolan, had always been a caring an
benevolent brother, who Nolan could always turn to with his problems.

As Nolan squirmed a little and tinged pink, Jack chuckled and said, "OK, so
it's one of two things, or maybe both.  Either you're afraid your love lump
won't be big enough and everyone will think you have a small dick,
or... you're afraid you'll bone up during the shoot!  Which is it?"

"Both!" Nolan said, sounding deflated, and blushing deeper.

Jack chuckled and said, "Well, you'll probably be busy, and nervous enough
that you won't get hard.  And if you're afraid you won't look big enough in
the pictures, we can fix that.  We can put something extra down there, so
you look like you have more junk!"

Nolan had looked incredulously at Jack, but when he saw Jack was being
sincere, he smiled.  Then, when Jack took Nolan upstairs to his room, and
helped him find a couple of things he could put down in his underwear,
behind his genitals, so it would push them a little further forward, and
cause them to fill the front of his underwear a little more, giving the
impression he was bigger than he was, he couldn't help feeling a surge of
love for his brother, who was being so nice to him.

"My lump looks almost as big as yours' now!" Nolan cried happily, grinning
up at Jack.

Jack chuckled and said, "Maybe we made you look too big!"

Nolan laughed then too.

Happily, Nolan had made it through the photo shoot, and as a result of
Jack's help, the resulting photos showed Nolan to be a well-hung 12 year
old!  Not small at all, but not too big either.  Just naturally large!  And
although Nolan wasn't a popular boy at school, once his ad was published,
and his classmates heard about it, searched for and found it, he got
several admiring glances, and even a couple of nice comments, from his
classmates.

"So?" the director asked, somewhat loudly, breaking into Nolan's thoughts,
and bringing him back to the present.

"Um...I'm sorry, what did you say," Nolan asked, blushing profusely.

The director sighed and said, "I said that the part is yours' if you want
it, but, you should be aware that the character you will be portraying is
gay, and that there will be some ... intimate scenes in which you would
have to participate with at least one other boy.  Because of your age,
there would be no actual sex scenes.  Just some knowing looks between you
and another boy, a little suggestive dialog, maybe some hand holding,
hugging, and most likely, also even a kiss now and then.  Knowing that, do
you still want the part?"

Nolan stared wide-eyed at the director.  There had been no previous
indication the part he was trying out for was for a character who was gay!
The last thing Nolan wanted to do was play the part of a gay boy!  It
wasn't that he had anything against gays.  It was the fact that anyone who
saw him would most likely think he was probably really gay... which to his
distress, over the last couple of years, during which he'd spent
innumerable hours of self-exploration, and surfing of porn on the internet,
he was all too quickly coming to understand was indeed his
preference. Still, it wasn't anything he was willing to admit to anyone
else!

As he'd passed through puberty and into adolescence, although Nolan had
tried and tried to concentrate on straight porn, and become excited over
what he was seeing, to his horror, he had gradually come to realize that it
was only ever the photos and video clips including naked guys that
interested and aroused him.  Finally, in a moment of extreme heat, when he
realized he wasn't looking at the girls in the video clips at all, and just
the guys, Nolan had given into his true desires and searched for gay porn,
which he'd easily found a multitude of, and within seconds, his penis had
sprang instantly to life, and his hand had instantly flown down to it and
clamped around it.  As Nolan watched, with rapt attention, the first video
clip he clicked on, of two good looking boys masturbating each other, he
too had jerked off along with them, and as the two boys in the fill clip
came, Nolan came too, experiencing one of the most powerful orgasms of his
life up
 until that point.  When it was over, with tears of frustration and
self-hate in his eyes, and his jaw quivering, Nolan had finally admitted to
himself that he was probably gay.  Finally, he gave in and let himself cry
for a while.  From that evening on, over the past few months, to his own
self-loathing, he'd found he couldn't stop himself from surfing only for
gay pornography, and it had become habitual.

Now, here he was, sitting in a casting director's office, finally being
offered a steady acting job in a TV drama - something he'd dreamt of for
years, and suddenly, he was being told that if he wanted the part, he had
to portray a gay boy!  And there might even be kissing involved!  While
Nolan reasoned with himself that it would most likely be easy for him to
play a gay, because he really was one, although he was completely in the
closet yet, he had no actual experience of any kind, other than with his
own hands!  It wasn't even the fact that he didn't want to have to play a
gay person, but truthfully, he didn't even really know how to!  How was he
supposed to be 'sexual' in front of the camera?  When the only sexual
activities he'd ever participated in were with just himself?  All Nolan had
ever done was masturbate, and explore his own body, which did include a bit
of anal exploration, but that wasn't going to help with this part.  How was
he
 supposed to kiss anyone, and make it look real?  He'd never kissed anyone.
Then too, even if he didn't mind playing a gay, and was good at it, he knew
he didn't really want to!  Anyone who saw him playing a gay boy was sure to
wonder, or even believe maybe, that he was in fact gay, even if he lied and
said he wasn't.  And on top of that, he'd probably only ever get offered
parts in the future for gay characters too.  Once you started your career
in a starring, or continuing role, you usually ended up being type-cast as
the same type of character afterward.

"Nobody told me the character was going to be gay," Nolan finally said,
again coming back to the present.

"I know," the casting director said, looking sympathetically at him.  "I'm
sorry about that, but the writers had a last minute brainstorm a couple of
days ago, and re-wrote the part so the boy is gay.  As I said though, the
actual gay moments would be few and far between, but... they will happen at
times, and, the character will remain gay, and be portrayed that way
throughout the duration of the series."

As Nolan looked unhappily at him, he added, "Besides, a good actor can
always portray any kind of character.  I think you're a good actor, so even
though you're not gay, I expect you can pull the part off OK though."

Nolan was a little surprised when the director indicated he didn't think he
was gay.  As he looked at him though, he couldn't decide if he'd said it
just to try and convince Nolan to take the role, of if he really meant it.

"Who's playing the part of the boy I'd have to play opposite?" Nolan asked,
as the thought suddenly crossed his mind that he might have to kiss a boy
he thought wasn't good looking.

"It would be a lesser role than the one we're offering you, so we haven't
decided on that yet," The director said.  "But I can tell you it's down to
just a few boys... none of them are known actors though as yet.... they all
seem nice, and well-qualified to act the part.  We're actually waiting to
select who your co-star will be, until we have you, or whoever is taking
the role, signed.  You'll have to come back for their final
auditions... you'll get to read lines together, and... there will be a kiss
during the audition."

As Nolan's eyes grew bigger over hearing he'd have to kiss the other boys
during their auditions, he was surprised when the director added, "If it
helps, they're all good looking too."

"He already thinks I'm gay!" Nolan thought miserably.

As Nolan thought for a minute, the director said, "Why don't you go home,
sleep on it, and let me know in the morning if you want the part or not.  I
need to know by noon tomorrow though.  If I don't hear back from you by
then, I'll offer the part to someone else.  OK?"

"OK," Nolan said, feeling both relieved he didn't have to decide just then,
and, rather disappointed that he didn't have the part yet, and may not ever
have it.

The two shook hands then, and Nolan left.  He found his mother, and she
drove them home.

On their drive home, when Nolan told his mother he'd been offered the part,
she was overjoyed.  When he told her he hadn't accepted it yet, and why,
she was disappointed.  At the same time, she seemed concerned as well.
When she asked him what he thought, and he told her basically he'd rather
not play a gay character, because he didn't want everyone to think he was
gay, and he also didn't want to by type-cast as a gay boy all the time in
the future.  Then he told her if he took the part he'd have to attend the
other boys' auditions and kiss each of them as well!  He was surprised that
she seemed to understand his predicament.

In the end, after they'd hashed it through a while, she turned out to be no
help what-so-ever to Nolan in making the decision.  She told him it was up
to him whether to take the part or not, and that whatever he decided, she
and his father would support him.

When they got home, Nolan's mother dropped him off at the door, then she
left to go out for the rest of the afternoon and evening.  Nolan's father
wasn't home either.  He was on a business trip.  Only Jack was home.

                              * * *

"Did you get the part?" Jack asked, looking hopefully at Nolan when he
walked in the back door, into the kitchen.

"Yeah," Nolan said, not sounding enthused at all.  "If I still want it."

"Why wouldn't you want it?" Jack asked, realizing there was a problem.

When Nolan told him, a strange expression crossed over Jack's face, but he
said, "I see... so, what're you gonna do?"

"I don't know!" Nolan wailed softly, completely confused by then.  "What
would you do?"

Again, Nolan thought that Jack had a strange look on his face.  It passed
though, and after Jack thought a moment, he said, "Well, I can see why you
wouldn't want to play a gay guy I guess... but, it's a great opportunity,
and a lot of money, you'd be turning down."

"Tell me something I don't know!" Nolan said, frowning.

"Well, is there any other reason you don't want the part, other than you
don't want people to think you're gay, and you don't want to get type-cast
as one?" Jack asked.

Nolan looked at him for a moment, then said, "Well, the guy said there'd be
some hand-holding and hugging, and even maybe some kissing!  And, I have to
help the other boys audition for their part, and I'll have to kiss each one
of them!  I've never kissed anyone before Jack, much less a boy!  I don't
even know how to!  How can I act that?"

Jack looked strangely at Nolan for a moment, then said, "Um... so you're
worried you don't know how to kiss a guy, not so much the fact that you
would have to kiss a guy?"

Nolan looked blankly at Jack for a moment, not understanding, then
suddenly, as he realized what Jack was asking he blushed profusely, and
Jack could see he was struggling with how to respond.

Quickly, Nolan came up with an answer.  The color fading somewhat, he said,
"You asked if there was anything in addition to having to play a gay guy -
this is just the something additional!"

"Oh," Jack said, realizing Nolan had partially, but not fully side-stepped
the question.  He decided to let it drop, but, as he observed his younger
brother, he began to wonder if maybe it wasn't so much the fact he'd have
to play a gay, as it was just that others would think he was gay.

As Jack was looking at Nolan, Nolan was looking back at him, and suddenly
wondering again about something he'd started thinking about a couple months
earlier.  Jack was 17, and he'd never seen Jack with a girl before.  Jack
was always hanging out with a couple male friends though, and one in
particular, and they often had sleepovers, sharing Jack's bed when they
did!  On top of that, one night when Kevin slept over, being bored, Nolan
had decided to try and spy on his brother and his friend.  Although he'd
been unsuccessful in actually watching what they were up to, he had
overheard some strange, yet very familiar, sounds through Jack's bedroom
door, while Jack and Kevin were locked in Jack's room.  Nolan had stood for
some time listening, and it was quiet, except for soft squeaking of Jack's
bed springs, and soft murmuring and chuckling from the two older boys.
Then too, after a while, it had sounded as if both of them were gasping and
moaning
 softly... just like he did himself whenever he had an orgasm.  Was it
possible Jack and Kevin had been jerking off together?  Or... maybe doing
even more together???

"Umm... Earth to Nolan!" Nolan suddenly heard Jack saying.

"Oh!" Nolan gasped, suddenly jerking back to reality.  He blushed when he
saw Jack carefully scrutinizing him.

"Where were you?" Jack asked, looking curiously at him.

"Oh!" Nolan said again.  "Sorry.  I was just thinking about what to do."

"OK," Jack said.  "So... you were saying one of your problems with taking
the role was that you don't know how to kiss?  And you're worried about
that because you'll have to for the part, and the other auditions."

"Yeah!" Nolan said.  "I've never kissed anyone, so I don't know how!"

Then, before Jack could respond, and still wondering about his brother, he
somewhat uncertainly asked, "H-have you ever kissed anyone?"

"Sure!" Jack said, automatically, and he grinned.

"Really?" Nolan asked, stupefied.  "Who?"

"What?" Jack asked, suddenly blushing, and looking guilty.

"Who've you kissed?" Nolan asked, surprised at how strange Jack suddenly
was acting.  "I never saw you with a girl before."

Jack blushed even more profusely then, but quickly, and looking more
guilty, he said "I've been with a lotta girls!  I just don't bring 'em
home."

"Oh," Nolan said, and he couldn't help himself from asking again, "Well,
who are they?"

Jack looked completely flustered then, and Nolan suddenly felt sorry for
him, as he floundered for a plausible answer.  Obviously, Jack hadn't been
with any girls, but didn't want Nolan to know.

"That's none of your business!" Jack snapped suddenly, looking really
embarrassed.

Nolan looked at him for a moment, then, not wanting to upset his brother
any further, he said, "I'm sorry.  I wasn't trying to pry.  I just never
saw you with any girls, so I was curious."

"Well, there've been lots ... but pretty much at school," Jack responded,
still looking funny.

"OK," Nolan said, then he sighed and said, "that doesn't help me though.
How'm I s'posed to learn how to kiss?  If I do take the part, I need to
know how to!"

"So, you'd kiss another boy then?" Jack asked, surprised, but at the same
time blushing again.

"Well..." Nolan said, suddenly blushing a little too.  "I don't know.
But... I can't even consider it without knowing how to kiss I wouldn't
think!"

"Hmmm..." Jack said, looking off thoughtfully into space.  "I guess you
have a point there."

Nolan smiled as he suddenly glanced down for a moment, and it looked to him
as if Jack was hard.  Instantly Nolan's penis began to stiffen as well.
Then, as he thought about what Jack had just said, Nolan wondered if maybe
Jack had opened the window for him to maybe probe just a little more and
see if he was right about what he'd begun wondering about, about Jack.

Nolan wasn't buying Jack's story that he'd been with a lot of girls at
school, although it was possible he supposed that maybe he'd been with one
or two.  He did know though that Jack and Kevin were inseparable.  They
even shared the bathroom whenever Kevin slept over!  Then too, there were
the noises Nolan had heard coming from Jack's room not long ago, when he
was holed up inside with Kevin.  As he thought about his good looking older
brother, and wondered if he and Kevin could possibly really have been
having sex, Nolan blushed a little himself as he felt his penis stiffening
even more.  There was nothing else Nolan could imagine the sounds he'd
heard were caused by.  He was sure Jack and Kevin were having sex, or at
the least - jerking off together!

Adding to this, the fact that Jack was gorgeous, and too that ever since
Nolan had seen a video clip of two brothers having sex, all Nolan could
think about was how much he would love to be naked in bed with his brother,
enjoying Jack making awesome love to him, like the older brother was doing
to the younger one in the video clip he'd watched. Could it be possible
that Jack was at least Bisexual, and maybe, because he was always so nice
to Nolan, and Nolan really needed his help now, he might give in and, if
nothing else, maybe at least teach Nolan to kiss????  But - could Nolan
really ask Jack for that kind of help?  Noland's penis lurched to full
hardness then at the thought of Jack wrapping his arms around him and
pressing his lips to his.  He'd never felt as horny as he did at that
moment!

Suddenly, unable to restrain himself, Nolan asked, "So... if you've kissed
before, then, could you teach me how to?"

"What?" Jack cried, looking incredulously at his little brother, and
immediately blushing and looking guilty.

As his eyes grazed the lower portion of his older brother's body for a
moment, they widened, and Nolan smiled slightly when he saw Jack's crotch
bulge noticeably outward for a moment.  Obviously he was hard, and feeling
horny as well.

"Well..." Nolan said, looking awkwardly at Jack, and blushing.  "Y-you just
said you did it a lot, and that you agreed I needed to learn how to.... and
I don't know how I'll learn, unless maybe you would teach me."

As Jack looked at him for a minute, his color darkened, and out of his
peripheral vision, Nolan saw his love lump bulge outward for a moment
again.  Jack's breathing seemed a little more labored as well, as he began
to look guilty.

"Um... well...," Jack began, and he suddenly looked really uncomfortable.

"How'd you learn to kiss?" Nolan asked, suddenly, realizing Jack seemed a
little upset.

"What?" Jack asked, his thoughts broken.

"Who'd you learn to kiss with?" Nolan asked again, a little differently
though this time.

Jack blushed deeply then, as he recalled his first kiss, which occurred a
few years earlier.  It was with Kevin, who was spending the night.  The two
had been having a similar discussion to the one he and Nolan were having
just then, about how they each needed to learn to kiss, and didn't know
how.  After some awkward discussion, Kevin had finally proposed they try
kissing each other, and see if they could figure it out for themselves.  It
was exactly what Jack, who'd already figured he liked boys, and in
particular, Kevin, had wanted to do, but he didn't want to seem too eager.
Finally, he'd nervously agreed, and after discussing how to go about it,
Jack had taken Kevin in his arms and Kevin had closed his arms around Jack,
and the two had pushed their lips together.  Although neither had ever
kissed anyone before, they tried to imitate what they'd read about kissing,
and seen in movies and on TV, and within a minute or so, they were kissing
 passionately and happily, oblivious to the fact they had both suddenly
become fully boned up, and automatically, without realizing it, were
grinding their pelvises together!  When they did finally realize they were
both grinding their crotches against each other, both were so horny that it
wasn't long before they had discussed their common need to learn about sex
as well, and decided to teach each other that as well.  Once that was
decided, both quickly got naked and one thing led to another, and within
mere minutes, they were sucking each other's dicks.  Neither thought about
how far they would take it, and in the end, again, they made each other so
horny, after a couple minutes, they both exploded and began cumming in each
other's mouths.  When it was over, having surprised both themselves and
each other, by swallowing each other's jism, any awkwardness had
dissipated, and they moved quickly on to fucking, which they both found
they loved.
 Ever since that night, the two had been regular fuck buddies.  In reality,
they were more boyfriends than just fuck buddies, but neither wanted, even
privately with each other, to admit they were gay enough to have a
boyfriend, so "fuck buddies" it remained... although their sex was always
more like love-making, rather than just sex!  As the months, then years
passed, both remained faithful to each other, although, as they grew older,
and both took jobs, the amount of time they were able to spend together
grew less and less, and sadly, to quell their mutual frustration, they both
took up masturbating again, in between visits.  As it was by then, they
were lucky if they saw each other three times a week.  Sometimes they only
managed two times a week. Although their separations made those times they
spent together seem even more special, both were unhappy they were able to
meet so seldom.

"Jack?" Nolan asked, breaking into Jack's thoughts.

"Huh?" Jack asked, looking at him.

"I asked you who you'd learn to kiss from," Nolan said.

"Oh!" Jack said, and he hesitated.  Finally he added, "No one you know."

Nolan looked at him surprised.  He was pretty sure he knew everyone his
brother knew.  He decided not to bother pursuing the question though.

"Well, I need to know how to kiss, and there's no one to teach me," Nolan
said.  Then he decided to see how far he could push Jack.  "You said you
know how, and well... I know we're both guys, but, you are my brother, it's
not like we're boyfriends or anything, and obviously nobody'd ever have to
know... so... I wondered if you'd teach me how?"

Jack's eye brows shot up and a slight, surprised, smile appeared on his
lips.

"You want me to actually kiss you?" he asked.  His cock surged with desire,
as in his mind's eye, one of his favorite fantasies manifested itself.  It
was he and Nolan, naked in bed together.  He was on top of Nolan, who had
his legs drawn up, while Jack slowly long-dicked him with his long, hard,
lubed cock, and Nolan slowly masturbated, while they passionately kissed
one another.

Blushing profusely, and feeling worried that Jack might turn on him, but at
the same time, being very aroused, Nolan nervously nodded.

Jack's eyebrows rose even further, but as his cock flexed violently in his
pants a few times, he couldn't help but smile nervously.

"Um... well... uh," he said, and smiling a bit more dumbly, and blushing a
bit more, he trailed off as he saw the expression on Nolan's face gradually
become more serious, and very aroused.

Jack's own smile faded then, as he felt his cock swell and the blood begin
pounding in his temples.

Nolan's penis flexed in his pants as Jack got up and reached for his hand.
Nolan held his hand up and let Jack pull him up so the two were standing,
facing one another.  Then, gently, but firmly, Jack pulled Nolan to him,
wrapped his arms around him, and lowered his mouth toward Nolan's as Nolan
looked up at him a little surprised, but filled with desire.  Then, as
Jack's lips finally touched his, Nolan felt a warmth flooding his chest and
radiating down into his arms.

Gently, and passionately then, Jack kissed Nolan, who in response,
automatically wrapped his arms around his brother, and hugged him, and
began moving his lips, just as Jack was.  For a moment, the two stood
holding each other, kissing, until first Jack, then Nolan realized the
other was pressing their fully erect penis into each other.  Unable to stop
himself, Jack began to grind his into Nolan, who instantly responded
likewise.  Jack's lips opened then, and he pressed his tongue against
Nolan's.  Not sure what was going on, Nolan relaxed his lips, and a moment
later felt Jack's tongue in his mouth.  His cock flexed at the intimacy of
Jack's actions, and he pushed his tongue forward then too.  For a couple of
minutes then, the two stood, loving each other, until, Jack was so overcome
with the desire to either have sex, or bring himself to orgasm, that he had
to break their embrace.

As Jack gently pushed Nolan away from him, the two stood looking
incredulously at each other, both their penises flexing repeatedly and
violently as they panted for breath.  Both needed to get off badly, and
both realized that there was a lot more going on in each other's mind, than
just Jack simply teaching Nolan to kiss.  After the way they ground into
each other, as they devoured each other's tongues, neither would be able to
deny their desires for each other anymore.

"So... are you gay?" Nolan finally asked.

As Jack looked at him, obviously distraught by the question, Nolan quickly
followed up with, "Please say yes!"

Jack was dumbfounded by Nolan's second statement, but then smiled and
nodded.  "And you?" he asked.

Grinning, Nolan nodded too.  Then he added, "So you're gonna teach me how
to have sex now too, right?"

Grinning even more broadly, Jack nodded, and reached for Nolan's hand.
"C'mon.  Let's go upstairs."

                             * * *

Still smiling, Nolan grabbed Jack's hand, and let Jack pull him toward the
stairs.  Both boys were still panting then, and both their penises were
throbbing, as together, they raced up the stairs, and Nolan followed Jack
into his room.  As soon as they were in Jack's room, and Jack had closed
and locked the door, silently, they both began stripping.  In mere seconds,
they were both standing buck naked, facing each other, smiling, as they
watched each other's penises ticking up and down as their blood pumped
through them.

Wordlessly, Jack put a hand on Nolan's shoulder, and directed him backward
toward his bed.  Breathing in deeply, Nolan automatically laid down on his
back on the bed, and moved to the middle of it, as Jack climbed onto it on
his knees, and moved between Nolan's legs, which Nolan quickly spread apart
for him.

"Awwww..." Nolan groaned then, as Jack suddenly leaned forward, and went
down on him.

"Oh my God!" he gasped, as his brother began sucking up and down his stiff
rod, and cupped his scrotum and began fondling his testicles.

"Fuck!" Nolan cried, when he felt his brother's finger poke up into his ass
crack and touch his anus as well!

For a couple minutes then, Nolan lay staring incredulously up at the
ceiling, while his brother sucked on, fondled, and massaged him, in ways
he'd never imagined could feel so awesome!  As Jack worked on him, Nolan's
arousal level rose and rose, until finally, he was squirming and
whimpering, as he catapulted toward his climax!

"Gonna cum!" Nolan growled urgently as he got closer.

"Aawwwmmmm!!!" He groaned deep in his throat as in response he suddenly
felt Jack's long slender middle digit slip through his tight opening, and
slide up into him, until it poked directly into his prostate gland.

Then a couple seconds later, just as he was about to blow, he gasped one
last time "Cummin'!!!"

Two seconds later, the best orgasm of Nolan's life up to that point,
suddenly began, as his entire body tensed harder than ever, then he
suddenly blasted over the top, and with a huge gasp, blew what felt like a
river of hot, thick jism into the back of Jack's throat.  He couldn't
believe it when Jack just swallowed it, and kept on going.

"Ohhhhh!!!" Nolan cried a second later, as he came again, and again Jack
swallowed it.

"Awwwwww....' he moaned ecstatically, the third time his body quaked with
passion.

As Nolan clenched and released his finger, and blew load after load of
delicately salty semen into his mouth, Jack continued sucking swiftly up
and down on his his brother's love stick, kneading his balls, which had
pulled up close to his body, and sliding his finger in and out of Nolan's
rectum, prodding and probing his engorged love gland.  And, through it all,
Nolan lay tensing and trembling as he spasmed over and over with ecstasy.
He'd never in his life experienced any feeling as awesome.  When it was
over, as he lay panting, while post-orgasmic warmth spread throughout his
body, and Jack continued gently sliding up and down his penis, and gently
fondling his nuts, and gently reaching up inside him to massage his gland,
tears formed in Nolan's eyes.  He knew his brother cared about him, but
until Jack had taken the time to make love to him like he just did, Nolan
hadn't realized just how much he cared for him.  Suddenly, his heart was
 overflowing with love and gratitude for Jack!

"AAwwwwww!!!" Nolan exclaimed, both surprised, and delighted, when his body
suddenly involuntarily spasmed one more time, and he squeezed a last little
bit of semen through his urethra.

Nolan was surprised when Jack didn't stop working on him then, but instead
continued sucking and massaging and finger-fucking him.  He relaxed though,
and relished the attention, as he reached for both eyes, to wipe them dry,
and he sniffed a couple times.  He was more surprised when a couple minutes
later, as Jack continued working on him yet, he felt his penis responding,
and hardening in Jack's mouth again!

Once Nolan was fully erect again, Jack finally pulled off.  Nolan was about
to say something, but before he could, Jack pulled up on his knees, and
pushed his legs back and apart, effectively opening Nolan's ass.

"Oh fuck!" Nolan gasped a moment later, when his brother suddenly leaned in
and began licking his hole!  He'd seen a couple of pictures, and video
clips of guys doing that to one another, but didn't really think many guys
would do that.  Nolan was shocked Jack would even consider doing such a
thing!  His tongue felt marvelous though, and Nolan's penis flexed with
delight as Jack really went to work on him.

Jack licked and slurped at Nolan's pucker for a minute, or so.  Then, Nolan
was even more shocked, when he suddenly felt Jack's tongue pressing into
the middle of his anus.  Jack pressed a little harder, and suddenly Nolan
gasped, as his brother's tongue moved through his sphincter and inside his
body.

"Jesus Christ!" he gasped, incredulously, as Jack began tongue-fucking him!

After a few seconds, automatically, Nolan reached for his hardon and he
gripped it and began masturbating. For a minute or so, the two boys worked
together to pleasure Nolan.

When Jack suddenly pulled out of Nolan, Nolan was surprised, but curious to
see what was coming next.  Without saying anything, Jack reached into a
bedside drawer, and pulled out a tube of KY jelly.  As Nolan watched with a
little trepidation, and he held his cock, which had begun wilting a little
in his hand yet, Jack slathered his own raging boner with lubricant.  When
he was fully greased up, he reached for Nolan's ass and gently, but firmly
pressed a greasy finger though Nolan's anus and pushed it deep up inside
him, bringing a passionate groan from Nolan, who's penis immediately began
stiffening again.

For a moment, Jack slid his finger sensually in and out of Nolan, raking it
over the boy's prostate gland, until Nolan, who'd begun masturbating again,
was moaning happily every so often.

Nolan was surprised, and a little scared, when he felt Jack slide a second
greasy finger up inside him as well.  Because it felt good though, he was
quite pleased.  For a minute then, as Jack fingered Nolan, the younger boy
slowly jacked off and groaned happily intermittently.

"I'm gonna put my penis in you now," Jack said, suddenly.  "I'm going to go
slow, and once I'm inside you, I'll stop and wait a minute.  It shouldn't
hurt if you relax.  If it does hurt, just tell me, and I'll stop.  OK?"

Nolan smiled up at Jack and nodded.

Smiling then, Jack got into position and lowered himself over his brother,
holding his cock with one hand, so that the tip of it was pointed right at
Nolan's asshole, which was gaping open a little bit yet, and pulsating with
excitement.

Nolan smiled nervously as the tip of Jack's cock pressed up against his
opening.  Then, as Jack pushed forward, Nolan felt pressure, then it hurt,
but just a little.  He grimaced slightly as Jack gently, but steadily
applied more pressure.  As Jack continued to push ever so slowly, deeper
into him, Nolan felt a little more uncomfortable and nervous.

"Just stay relaxed," Jack advised.

Nolan did his best to follow his brother's instruction.

Suddenly a second later, Nolan felt his sphincter give way, and his ass
opened wide.  He groaned deeply then, as he felt Jack's long, thick, dick
sliding up into his anal canal.

"You OK?" Jack asked, slowing, but not completely stopping his progress.

"Uh huh," Nolan grunted, which was only half true.  It hurt a little, but
not enough for him to want to stop yet.

"Mmmm..." Jack moaned and he smiled a moment later, as his pubic bone
pressed up against Nolan's perineum.  He was fully inserted in his
brother's rectum.  Smiling at Nolan, he said, "I'm all the way in.  How's
it feel?"

"Not bad...," Nolan said.  Then he smiled as he thought about the fact that
a part of his brother's body was inside his own body.  Quickly he added,
"Actually, pretty nice!"

Jack smiled, and leaned down over Nolan, and nuzzled him in the side of his
neck, and kissed him. He pulled back then, and leaned in to kiss Nolan on
the lips.  A moment later, as the two became embroiled again in another
passionate French kiss, and Nolan tasted the faint flavor of his own semen
in Jack's mouth, Jack began to pull back out of him.

Gently then, as the two continued kissing, Jack slowly began to fuck Nolan!

For a few minutes then, as both their pleasure levels slowly and steadily
increased, Jack gently, but firmly long-dicked Nolan, and the two kissed
passionately.  At the same time, Nolan squeezed and fondled and pumped on
his own hardon, thoroughly enjoying the feeling of his brother's invasions
of his mouth and rectum.

Eventually, naturally, both boys' orgasms began to build, and Jack began
moving more swiftly in and out of Nolan's ass, while Nolan began pumping
his cock a little faster.

For a couple minutes, both moved faster and faster, and more firmly with
each stroke, while their kissing became even more passionate.

Suddenly, Jack, who hadn't cum yet, and was quickly approaching his peak,
pulled his mouth from Nolan's, and he held his head and shoulders up, as he
began rutting urgently in and out of Nolan.  Looking up into Jack's eyes,
and feeling Jack's urgency, Nolan realized he was getting ready to cum, and
this caused his own orgasm to begin building more quickly as well.  He
began beating off faster then too, matching his brother's rhythm.

For a minute, as Jack pounded in and out of Nolan, and Nolan swiftly abused
himself, the boys, both of whom were sweating and panting for breath,
stared into each other's eyes, as if they were seeing deep into each
other's soul.

"Awwwwwmmmmm!!" Nolan groaned suddenly then, and Jack felt his anus clamp
around him, and saw a bit of semen suddenly land on Nolan's left cheek.

"Oooooohhhh!" Nolan moaned, cumming again, and soaking his chest.

"Fuck!" Jack gasped, suddenly then, as his orgasm began, and Nolan suddenly
felt like Jack's cock had become more lubricated than it was before.

"MMmmmmm...." both boys moaned in unison then, as they each came again.

Together, as Jack continued fucking Nolan, and Nolan continued pumping his
prick, the two spasmed and ejaculated several more times, until finally,
their orgasms ended, and Jack collapsed heavily on top of Nolan, not caring
in the least that Nolan's entire torso was coated with splatters and
streaks of jism.

"Oh, my, God!" Nolan gasped, finally, unable to believe how awesome sex
was!  Especially with Jack!

"Glad you liked it," Jack said, smiling.

"I never - " Nolan began but cut off.

"You never what?" Jack asked.

"I had no idea how awesome sex was!" Nolan said.

"Sure beats a hand job, huh?" Jack asked, grinning.

"You know it!" Nolan said, grinning as well.  "So, can we do this all the
time now?"

"Well..." Jack said, suddenly remembering Kevin.

"I mean when you and Kevin aren't doing it," Nolan added, surprising Jack.

"You knew about us?" Jack asked.  "Did you spy on us?"

"I kinda figured, but wasn't sure," Nolan said.  "One night when I was
passing by your room, I heard noises through your door that sounded like
you were having sex.  And, since you never seemed to have a girlfriend, it
kinda just made sense."

"I see," Jack said.

"So, is he your boyfriend?" Nolan asked, smiling.

"No!" Jack said, frowning.  When he saw Nolan's smile fade, he added,
"We're fuck buddies though."

"Oh!" Nolan said.  Then thinking quickly, he asked, "Well, can we be fuck
buddies too... at least when Kevin's not around?"

Smiling, Jack said, "I think we can arrange that!"

"Cool!" Nolan cried, grinning.

"Meanwhile, I think we need to get cleaned up, before the rents get home,"
Jack said.  And he pulled his cock out of Nolan and crawled off of him.

"Ewww..." Nolan said, as he got up and felt his own jism dribbling down his
torso, and a looseness in his bowels, and a sudden dampness on the upper
insides of this thighs.  Quickly he headed to the bathroom.

"Sit on the toilet a minute," Jack advised.

Nolan quickly did as Jack said, and said, "I guess you can shower first
then."

Jack chuckled and said, "We have time.  I'll wait, so we can shower
together!"

Nolan grinned and his penis began to hum at the thought of showering
together with Jack.  Was there no end to the pleasure they could have
together?

"So, you gonna take the role?" Jack asked Nolan, as some of his semen
drooled out of Nolan's ass and dripped into the toilet.

Nolan thought for a minute, then his eyes grew large, as he suddenly felt
his bowels starting to move, and a second later a slippery piece of shit
blew through his intestines, and out of him, and landed in the water
beneath him with a slight splash.  A bit of the water splashed up and hit
his anus.  It stung for a moment, causing Nolan to clench his kegels and
crinkle his face.

A moment later, as the stinging eased, he said, "OK, that feels better
now... um... actually, yeah, I'm gonna do it!"

"Really?" Jack asked, a little surprised.  "What made your mind up?"

"You," Nolan said, smiling.  "I realized it wasn't so much that the kids at
school might think I'm gay that I was worried about... it was really you I
was worried about.  I was terrified you might think I was gay, and hate me
for it, but now... that's not a problem obviously!"

"Wow!" Jack said.  "Nolan, you need to know, I love you - a lot.  And no
matter what, that won't change - Ever!"

"I know that now," Nolan said, smiling.  "So... we gonna shower now or
what?"

"If you're finished, c'mon," Jack said, grinning, as his penis began to
swell again.

For the next several minutes then, until the water turned cold, the two
boys frolicked together in the shower, washing and pleasuring one another.
As neither had cum again before the water did turn cold, Jack suggested
they dry off and go back to his room.  There, he taught Nolan to '69', and
they leisurely sucked on and fondled one another, until both had cum again,
and Nolan finally had had a taste of his brothers semen as well.  When they
were finished, since Jack's ass was clean, Nolan also took the opportunity
to try rimming, and found he enjoyed doing that for Jack, as much as Jack
liked him doing it as well.

                         * * *

The next morning, Nolan called the casting director and accepted the role.
The director was very happy to hear it, and asked Nolan if he could come in
the next morning to help them finish the other boys' auditions.  Nolan said
he'd be there.

The next day, when Nolan arrived on the set, he couldn't help smirking to
himself when he saw how good looking the boys he was going to help audition
were.  He was most pleased with himself for having accepted the role, and
very grateful to his big brother for helping him practice for the
auditions!

In the end, a boy who looked similar to Nolan was selected for the role of
Nolan's character's boyfriend.  Nolan was happy with the choice, because
during their audition kiss, he'd felt the other boy's penis pressing into
him, and he was sure the other boy felt his as well.  Nolan's suspicions
about the other boy were confirmed when, shortly after filming began, the
boy visited him in his dressing room, and suggested they rehearse their
scenes.  Smiling, Nolan told him he thought that would be a good idea.
Shortly afterward, the two boys had taken their rehearsal much further than
the simple "R" rated storyline they would be filming.  Neither seemed to
notice or care though as Nolan plowed his cock in and out of the other
boy's rectum, and they both exploded repeatedly with joy.

From that day forward, Nolan and his co-star got together often to rehearse
their scenes, and always they took things far further than a simple kiss.
Before long the two actors, like their characters, had become boyfriends.
And Nolan, who had not long before worried so much about being gay, was
most happy he had turned out to be gay.  He was having more sex than he
ever had imagined he would have - at work and on the side as well with his
boyfriend, and occassionally at home with Jack as well.  Nolan's life had
turned out to be so better than he'd ever thought it could be, that he
couldn't stop thanking Jack every so often for offering to help him with
his audition practice.  Jack would just smile in return, and reached over
and grope his little brother, who would grin back at him.

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