Date: Mon, July 7, 2003

From: studboy <studboynrg@yahoo.com>

Subject: Betrayed By My Own Father Chapter: 5 Feel My Pain

Copyright 2003 by the author. The author retains all rights to this story and requests that you do not alter or post this story in any form without his permission. The following is pure fiction. This story depicts acts of love and sex between consenting family members. If you are under the age of 18, and/or do not like to read this type of nature, then don't read.

Betrayed By My Own Father: Chapter 5 Feel My Pain

It's funny when I think of it, even today. At one point of my life I was so much in love with my father, and could not wait for him or myself to get home just to see and be next to my original creator. Then a recent turn of events has changed everything I have ever felt for my father, including my lust. It just simply was not there any longer. I had completely fallen in love with my uncle and was still flabbergasted by the whole change in my life. In this part of my life I am very confused about everything you will see.

I awoke to in my uncles arms, feeling totally safe & sound! I could feel his warm breath blow against my neck and I giggled.

"hehehehehe."

"Oh, your awake!"

"Yah, I just woke up"

"Great!"

He kissed me on my lips and asked me!

"So are you going to get the rest of your clothes from your home."

"Yes, whatever he bought me I'm just leaving it there, good thing I bought all my clothes with all my money or else I'd be screwed!

"hahaha! You are funny even in a time of pain!"

"Well hehe its because I'm with you daddy!"

"Awwwwwww! That is so sweet Mark!"

<He hugs me tightly, and I smile back at him!>

<(2 hours later)>

"I'm ready to go uncle."

"Alright, you got everything, gas money, lunch, something to bash your dad over the head with! OOPS!"

"LOL!! I should huh! hehehehe! Anyways Uncle Ill be back later!"

"Ok sweetie, I'll be at work late! Here's the an extra key to my house! I love you and take care!

"aaawwwww!!!! I love you too! Bye!

"Bye!"

I thought to my self as I drove on the freeway to my home no more in Berkeley. The trip was the usual sixty minutes, and before I knew it I was in hell, I mean home. I got off my beamer and walked towards the house, and opened the door. No one was home, and I directly went into my room, which had been cleaned up by my father after I went crazy and thrashed the place. I got all my shit out of the closet and everything else I had bought with my own hard earned money! When the old grandfather clock struck 6.00pm, I heard the door being chucked by keys. It was my father coming home from his practice or where ever the hell he was. I was just heading from the kitchen when he opens the door, and stood there shocked from seeing his son back in his home no more.

"Mark!" He said.

"Your, back!"

I acted like there was no one there and went into my room. He followed me in there.

"Can I talk to you Mark."

I finally spoke, with pale, expressionless, dark face, not looking at him.

"Yah."

"Yesterday you told me how you felt for me, and I had no idea you felt this way. Honestly! I never imagined touching you in that way. Not ever in my whole life."

"Yah dad but you love Chase now, and he's your new son from what it looks like." I said

"How did you know his name was Chase?" He said.

"He used to be my school mate." I said

"Really?"

"Yah."

"I thought you knew that?"

"No I had no idea son."

"Well now you know."

There was a brief silence that had befallen our conversation, and I started to cry, while telling him my thoughts.

"How did I not please you father. I always showed you love, and I always put you first before everything. You were my first love."

I fell to my knees and sobbed like a 8 year old boy who skidded his leg on pavement.

"I am going to kill myself father."

I got up and ran to my dresser to get the blade I had for protection that my father gave me as a gift for my birthday last year. I opened the blade and attempted to jab a hole right in my throat, when my dad started screaming and pleading to just let him explain what was going on at that time. In an instant of hearing him and the sharp blade just an inch from my neck. Sweet memories of my uncle flooded my mind, and I thought to myself.

"This is crazy, what the fuck am I doing. He needs me." I thought!

Dad slowly walked towards me and gently took the knife away from me, and walked away to put it somewhere hidden. He came back with some ointment and proceeded closer to me. I was on the bed staring at the floor with tears running down my eyes. Quickly inhaling short breaths of oxygen breaking them up then breathing out in one large exhale.

"Mark, can daddy massage you."

"Please get away from me." Turning my head full of tears.

He lifted my body up and leaned me on his lap. I was so fucked up emotionally that I was physically paralyzed, our eyes met and he started rubbing my forehead and ran his fingers through my hair. He had told me what the was deal between Chase and himself. He said he was seduced by him one day while he was giving him a check up. He hit on my father and being that my father is not married and does not have sex with women or men that I know of that Chase's offer to blow him was very intriguing to him. Eventually it lead him into my home many months before the drum corp. had began.

"But you said you loved him more that me." Sobbing with all my might.

"I had no choice son, he was threatening to say that I enjoy leading little boys his age into my bed room if I did not cooperate. I did not mean what I said Mark. Please believe me. If anyone's going to kill himself. I should be me."

He said looking into my eyes. <CRYING>

"Before I started fucking him he told me to say those horrible words. I refused but he picked up his phone and attempted to call the police. I am so sorry Mark."

I was in shock. Chase had stooped low enough to fuck with my family since that day I had kicked his ass. He deserved to be destroyed now, and I knew just the person to help me do it.

"I won't ask you to forgive me because I now know I have scarred our relationship for life. Seeing you in pain like this has made me realize my treachery. "

He brought me in a hug, and kissed me on my forehead, cheeks, and soon my lips. Sobbing lightly, he whispered in my ear that he loved me very much. He then proceeded to take off my cloths. I first resisted but then was thinking about what he said. Perhaps he was telling the truth about Chase. He certainly has the right twisted mind for something like this. My father had stopped trying to take off my clothes, fearing he would lose my trust, and then I spoke.

"Daddy." I said!

He looked at me surprised that I had called him that.

"I am so messed up right now." I said sadly.

My father started crying horribly as if he was being hurt. He grabbed me picked me up and sobbed on my shoulder

"I am so sorry son."

He kissed me once again, and hugged me even tighter.

"I am so sorry."

He kept repeating his sentence while rocking back and fourth holding me tight in his big muscled arms while sobbing crying out my name every so often drenching my shoulder. He really was crying out in pain. I had only seen him cry like this once. When my mother left him. He was devastated. He did the same thing then that he was doing to me now. Still a bit unsure of him, I got up, and proceed to pack my things.

"Mark!?!? Where are you going?" He said.

"I need some time alone father. I hope you understand this."

"So your leaving me?" He said sadly.

"Just until I can sort out my feelings. Please understand this."

He left my room and I called him back just as he was entering his room.

"DAD!!"

He stopped and turned around.

"Please come here."

He trotted along the hallway like a troll.

"I'm going to be back. I just need some time alone."

He was looking down at the ground and finally looked into my eyes. His eyes were full of tears. He was taking my leaving him again really hard.

"Dad, just give me some time alone, please." I said.

He grabbed me in a hug.

"Okay, Mark.

Suddenly I had this urge to have him then and there. My lust for him came rushing back to me that it nearly knocked me to my feet. I grabbed his head and made him look into my eyes, but he felt his shame and looked away. Again I grabbed his head and this time our eye contact locked.

"Dad." I said nervously.

"Make love to me, daddy!" I said gazing into his eyes.

His eyes opened up to the full extent!

"What are you saying? Does this mean you forgive me, Mark." He said with high hopes!

"No, you still have to prove it to me."

He was shutdown, his face had turned gloom and was suffering like I had when I saw him with Chase.

"Okay, anything to get your love back, baby." He said happily!

He began to take off my clothes, slowly sliding off my shirt over my head, and unbuckling my pants. He leaned down and kissed my lips once and then licked them from below to top.

"I have waited so long for this moment daddy, and have prayed so long for it to happen." I said

He blushed and said.

"You said that you felt this way since that day I slept with you from the poker game I came home all drunk from. I do not remember much from that night I was so smashed, but I do remember rubbing my. OH MY GOD. Mark. You mean to say that. I.....I.. I was rubbing your boy hole with my....penis."

"Yes daddy, and that's how it all started."

"Oh sweetie I am so sorry." Sobbing furiously!

"If only if I had known Mark. If only I had known" Sobbing while hugging me tightly!

I was beginning to loosen up, and I reached around my dads neck to hold him tightly in a hug. My daddy seemed very happy to have that because he started to kiss my lips again, and became more lustful. He darted his tongue directly into my mouth and moaned a low frequency in my mouth.

"Mmmmmmmmm!"

He began to trail off to my body, smelling and tasting me for all he was worth.

"Oh god you smell and taste so good Mark!" He said

He trailed his mouth all the way down to my navel and licked below that area. He found my awaiting fruit of the looms and proceeded to slide them off my legs, slowly and sensually. He looked at my penis and was fascinated by the size. I had grown a lot since my high school years. He stroked and smelled my forbidden area and proceeded to put his mouth on it when stopped and looking me in the eyes as if asking me something.

"Can I?" He said softly!

"Yes you may daddy!" I said

He placed the head in his mouth and I gasped. He sucked it all the way down to my pubes. He had every inch of my cock in his mouth and was rocking his head on my cock. I could feel his tonsils and his tongue pleasure my cock as he applied more pressure in his sucking. I moaned out loud.

"Oh Daddy!"

He took my cock out and proceeded to suck on my balls. Sucking both into his mouth which was bulging his cheeks apart. He laid me on the bed, and smelled me some more. He was obviously going crazy, cause he took his cock out and stroked himself lightly. Reaching my hole he lapped at it. By now I was screaming his name, and turning him on even more. He then asked me.

"Son? Has someone been in here before?" He asked expressionlessly.

"Yes" I said shyly.

"Oh, because it looks like you have been stretched recently, and I am curious. By who?" He said.

"Non of your business." I said.

He looked at me in his fatherly way. I knew that look. He was demanding to know silently.

"Tell me Mark. Who opened you up. You can tell me, I just want to know."

I pushed him away from me, got up, and started putting my clothes on. As I was zipping up my pants I grabbed my suitcase and was about to take a step when he grabbed my arm gently.

"Wait, I just wanted to know cause, I guess I'm a bit jealous of him. If I had known you wanted this. I sure would want to be the first one to take your virginity."

"It's too late for that father. The chance is gone now. Let me go so you can have Chase once again."

"This is not about Chase, Mark.

"Oh. It's not. Just how the fuck do I know that. You've been sleeping with him since July and you didn't even have the guts to tell me about that little fucking son of a bitch."

"Mark! Please."

He wraps his arms around me tightly.

"I love you baby." He said.

He started stripping me again. This time his pants were already off and I could feel his hard cock rub against me. My pants fell to the ground as well as my briefs. He grabbed his cock, spread my cheeks apart, and rubbed his cock head on my hole roughly while whispering in my ear.

"Is this what you want baby. Huh. You want daddy to make love to you." You want to bounce up and down on daddies cock. Hmmmmm... You want to suck the cock that made you. He said perversely.

I couldn't stand it any longer. My lust had took over, and right then and there I dropped to my knees and put my daddies cock deep into my mouth.

"Ooooooh. My own son. Suck daddies cock baby, oh my god, it feels so good. He said while placing his hand on the back of my neck pushing me down deep throating his cock in my mouth."

He took me off his cock, and said.

"I want you to fuck me, Mark. Lets go to my bedroom."

We went to his bedroom, and he got some KY from inside his night stand. He stripped all his clothes off laid on the bed and started greasing his asshole up with lube. He grabbed my hand and pulled me onto him. We were face to face, and he kissed me lightly.

"Do it son, please. Be my first."

I had to admit I was a bit flattered at being his first, and I told him to suck my cock before I lubed myself. He complied and gave me a good sucking till I was hard. I pulled off and he seemed unhappy about that. I started lubing my penis and seeing my daddy so submissive this way had almost made me cum right then and there. I put two pillows under his back and lifted his legs around over my shoulders. I was being rough with him also, to show him how angry I still was with him. He yelped when I grabbed his cock and balls.

"Ouch, what was that for." He said.

"When I start fucking you I don't want you to fucking touch yourself, and I want you to think of something to say while I am fucking you, and if you don't obey my rules I am going to be doing something after our fuck."

He looked at me. Not knowing this side of me. Neither did I. I had become a total dominant S&M top so to speak, and a very vulgar one. He asked me what I was going to do to him, and I simply slapped him across the face very hard.

"Did I ask you to speak bitch."

He looked at me with fright, and did not say anything after that. He thought this would be a lovely fuck. Oh hell no on the contrary. I knew that this was the only way to gain his love and respect back. I placed my well lubed cock head on his puckered hole, and pressed firmly onto it. He yelped, and I slapped him again.

"What did I say bitch."

He looked at me again with pain and fright in his eyes, and started guiding my shaft into his awaiting hole. He bit his lip to keep from yelling out in pain, and then I knew he was getting my role as a dominant. I was thinking in my mind "fuck this" and slammed my cock all the way down to the hilt. He screamed like a girl.

"AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!"

I slapped him across his clean shaven face once again, and he looked into my eyes while feeling his asshole being ripped apart by his son. I held my cock in him till his pain went away, and when I felt his tense body loosen up I eased my cock out of him and slammed it back into his puffed up sore hole. He yelped again, but I did not slap him this time. I pinched his right nipple as hard as I could, digging my nails into it. He was obviously not expecting that cause all that came out of his open mouth was silent air and he continued looking into my eyes. He began breathing hard when I started sliding my cock in and out of him in a steady rhythm, gradually fucking him in a rage he was not familiar to. He eventually started to feel the pleasure of my cock invading and raping his fatherly bum, and soon asked me.

"Master, may I moan out load please."

I was pleased to hear him get into the role, and I complied his plead.

"Master! You will be rewarded for that. Yes you may." I winked at him.

He began moaning in a voice that I never heard before.

"Oohhhhhhhhhhhh, ohhhhhh, ohhhhhh. Yah fuck me master, fuck your daddy like he was your pussy, yes I am your bitch. Ohhhh yahhhh..... fuck me master, fuck me!!!!" He said in a low grumbling sound.

"Yes you are my bitch, and my pussy. Take it all daddy." I said madly.

I grabbed his cock and began tugging on his balls, and squeezed them to the point where it would make any strong man fall to his knee's. He yelped out a scream, and this time I slapped him then pinched both his nipples. He gained his control, and kept looking into my eyes as I slammed my cock furiously in and out of his man hole. He just kept moaning and then he brought me in a hug.

"Master, I hope you fucking me shows you how much I am sorry for what I did. Ohhh fuck the shit out of me, please. ooooohhhhhhhhhhh" He moaned.

I got up and in that moment he reached down and started jerking his cock off. I was pissed but didn't unleash my fury yet. I was soon about to cum so I had no time to inflict pain to him. Instead I pulled out and lifted him from the bed and pulled on his hair painfully. He shrugged and got on his knee's. I shoved my cock deep into his mouth and jerked my cock off inside it.

"Ughh Yes, eat my cum bitch."

I began to coat the inside of his mouth.

"Mmmmm." He moaned.

"Swallow it. You bitch." I said roughly.

I had forced him to swallow my cum. I had also heard an audible "GULP" from his throat and that caused me to shove my cock down his throat forcing the cum to slide down his throat.

"LOOK AT ME!" I demanded!

"Did you like swallowing my cum?" I asked.

He had my cock in his mouth still, sucking lightly, and his eyes were fixated on mine as he nodded his head yes slowly.

"I am going to get something real quick when I come back I expect you to be lying face down on the bed. GOT IT." I said firmly.

He looked up and nodded slowly once again, with yet more fear then before in his eyes, and lied on the bed. I came back with some rope, blind fold and a small wooden paddle. I first blind folded him, then tied his ropes to the head of the bed.

"You know, you didn't obey my rules and now you are going to be sorry for disobeying your master."

He began to whimper.

SMACK!

I hit his ass for whimpering without asking. He shut up.

"Do you want to know why, you are being punished.

Silence......

SMACK!!

"You are being spoken to bitch."

"I am sorry master, why am I being punished."

"Well think, what did you do before I came in your mouth."

He took a moment to think.....

"Oh my god master I touched myself."

"That's right and now I am going to smack you for how many times you stroked yourselves. How many times do you think you stroked it. I asked firmly.

"About twenty sir."

"Then twenty smacks you will receive."

"Sir, may I scream out loud."

"Yes you may bitch."

"Yes I am your bitch."

"Okay ready."

"Yes."

I raised my arm, and proceeded.

1. SMACK! "ugh"

2. SMACK!! "ughh"

3. SMACK!!! "ughhh"

4. SMACK!!!! "ughhhh"

5. SMACK!!!!! "ughhhhh"

6. SMACK!!!!!! "ughhhhhh"

7. SMACK!!!!!!! "ughhhhhhh"

8. SMACK!!!!!!!! "ughhhhhhhh"

9. SMACK!!!!!!!!! "ughhhhhhhhh"

10. SMACK!!!!!!!!!! "ughhhhhhhhh" "I WANT YOU TO FEEL MY PAIN."

11. SMACK!!!!!!!!! "ahhhhhhhhhh" "This what I felt when I saw you fucking him."

12. SMACK!!!!!!!! "ahhhhhhhhh" "What do you think of this pain father."

13. SMACK!!!!!!! "ahhhhhhhh" " It hurts doesn't, DOESN'T IT."

14. SMACK!!!!!! "ahhhhhhh"

15. SMACK!!!!! "ahhhhhh"

16. SMACK!!!! "ahhhhh"

17. SMACK!!! "ahhhh"

18. SMACK!! "ahhhh"

19. SMACK! "ahhh"

20. SMACK "ahh"

By the time I had reached number twenty, he was in total agony, and my arm was totally tired from the swapping I was doing to his ass and back. He cried uncontrollably, sobbing, whimpering, like a little kid who lost his mommy at a store. He cried non stop for thirty minutes. During that time I had untied his hands, and went to my room to get the cooling creme from the bathroom. I had become his loving son once again. He still had the blind fold on and his body was numb, and red. It was turning black and purple. I kissed his back and he let out more tears as I did this. I applied the cooling creme, rubbing all over his ass and swollen back. Before taking off his blind fold I told him that I was very sorry for hurting him so badly, but I had to let him know how I felt, how much pain I was going through, and how much it was important to me for him to understand why I was hurt. He just said in a low voice.

"Son I am so sorry. I don't know what came over me." Sobbing!!!!!

While taking off the blind fold, I hugged him into my arms carefully.

"It's okay daddy, I forgive you!"

I then turned him on his back. He flinched when his back was pressured by his weight. He whimpered and took the pain, and to my surprise his cock was hard. I then took it into my mouth and bobbed my head up and down on his thick rod. All the way to the pubes. I sucked on his big hairy balls and lapped in every inch. I went back onto his member and mouth fucked his penis. He let me do all the work due to his bruised back and ass, and then I could hear him moan and eventually he began to cum into my mouth. He moaned light, and sweetly, and I swallowed every drop. He then looked into my eyes and they began to twinkle cause they were still full of tears. I got up to where he was and i laid next to him. He hugged me tightly and told me.

"I love you baby."

I looked into his eyes also, and told him.

"I love you too daddy, and yes I do forgive you."

He looked at me happily and leaned back forgetting his bruised back, and the stinging pain hit him. His eyes closed and I immediately placed my lips onto his. He then after our kiss cried once more, but this time he cried himself to sleep, while I caressed his sweet face and soft hair as the moonlight shined upon us as it does in fairy tales!

<(10pm)>