Date: Sat, 1 Sep 2001 12:48:20 -0700 (PDT)
From: Edward Chong <edwardchong21@yahoo.com>
Subject: Between The Journey And The Destination (Part 1)

Disclaimer: The following is a pure work of fiction. Any resemblance to
real people or events are purely coincidental. The story contains
depictions of sex between brothers, with some minor authoritarian scenes.
Anyone who is forbidden by law to read these stories should hit exit right
now, otherwise enjoy.

This is my first work posted to the Nifty Archive as a contribution on my
part, after so many months of reading stories from the Archive. This story
may not be posted or distributed by any other media without the permission
of its author, that's me. Any comments and thoughts are welcomed.

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Between The Journey And The Destination (Part 1) - The Beginning Of The End
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	Collin woke up to find himself in an unfamiliar place. It took a
moment for his memory to set in. Three naked bodies lying beside his own
reminded him of what had just happened. It was his first time. He recalled
it was a Friday afternoon and the school has just ended. It was their idea
to watch a porn movie together.  Although Collin had wanted to reject the
offer at first, peer pressure finally prevailed. One of their friends has
the house all to himself that day, since his parents were out of town. They
started watching as soon as they got in. It was no big deal for Collin
actually. He had seen and perhaps done more than that was being shown on
the screen, but his friends were really worked up by it. At fifteen, they
are obviously hornier than a pig and it didn't take them long to get really
uncomfortable from the waist down. One of them wanted to got to the
bathroom for the obvious reason and Collin accidentally remarked at his
shyness. Although the rest were a little curious and intimidated by his
attitude towards this entire situation, they were too horny to care. Before
long, they were jacking off in front of each other while the movie keeps
playing on screen. Collin showed them a few moves that both fascinated and
scared them. It didn't take long for them to reach climax, a really huge
one for each, and all of them fell asleep soon after.
	He grabbed his shirt and found that there are some wet spots on
it. The smell of cum is strongly emanating from it with or without the wet
spots. The scent was intoxicating, both disgusting and sexy at the same
time. The rest of his friends are waking up one by one, most still have cum
on their bodies, and one quickly darts to the toilet as soon as he
remembered what happened. After the testosterone is gone, conscience sets
in. But conscience is bound by our way of life, the culture we grew up in
and the mind frame that has been set after so long of living. He doesn't
blame them if they are embarrassed of what happened. But he doubt they will
fuss over it, since it was their idea to watch a porn movie together in the
first place. By the time they finish cleaning themselves, Collin has
already dressed up and ready to go. The rest took an awkward look at him,
suggesting that maybe he is uncomfortable with the whole situation. One of
them asked him if he would want to do it again some other time, and Collin
just gave them a sly smile as a reply and left.
	Today is the first day Collin ever head home alone. His elder
brother Alexander, or Alex, has always been there waiting to fetch him. But
according to the entire brotherhood of the Wilson brothers, it's high time
for him to be more independent. Collin Wilson, the youngest among his five
brothers, is going to turn 16 by year-end. His eldest brother, Sean, is
25. His second brother Kenneth (they call him Ken sometimes) is 23. The two
of them are starting a business of their own.  Edward Wilson, the middle
brother, is 21 (unemployed) and Alex is 18 and still studying in
college. They are sometimes known as the Wilson Brothers because they do
not have any sisters. Both their parents are highly successful
entrepreneurs who are seldom home. They understand that, and the money they
get every month is more than they can ever spend in a year. That really
keeps them busy most of the time. There is, one other thing that is very
exclusive to them, that is, all five of the brothers, are gay.
	The day Collin found out his sexual preference, he was so afraid of
rejection from his own family that he contemplated on hiding it forever,
even to the extent of pretending to be straight. Then there was that one
night when Collin was surfing the Internet, out of curiosity, he went into
some gay porn sites. Edward caught him red- handed. He almost cried to
death until his brother told him the situation that has been going on in
that house they have lived in for their entire life. One thing about Edward
is that, although he is not a bad elder brother, people have an affinity of
disliking him.  You can say he is the outcast in the family. The thing is,
in the country they are living in, being gay is not easy. Finding someone
like yourself is next to impossible. They made a pact that they will stay
between themselves, and thus the most significant problems will be
solved. No need to look too far. Brothers don't betray one another, not
among them. Their relationship can even be stronger when a bond goes beyond
normal circumstances. But that doesn't mean they don't fight with each
other. They fight a lot, especially between Edward and their elder
brothers. This situation, five gay brothers deciding to keep it in the
family, suggests the pairing occurrence, which turns out to be a problem.
	The number is odd. Naturally, the elder two are closer to each
other, thus Sean is paired with Kenneth. After Collin got around to
adjusting with his sexual preference, Alexander got him to move into the
same room. That was what the word 'outcast' meant. Although he gave up
Alexander rather voluntarily and they do have a giant orgy now and then,
the situation has never been better than peaceful.  There are bound to have
one argument after another, even down to the most trivial and petty
matters. Collin has always tried to make things work out between Edward and
the rest, since Edward was the first person to show him the 'way of the
world' (or the way of their house, at least), Collin has a spot in his
heart for Edward that none of his other brothers have.
	Collin took a look at his watch and realized that he is very
late. He should have been home three hours ago. And how is he going to
explain the smell of cum on his shirt. The wet spots have dried, but they
are still visible. First day on his own and look at the mess he has come up
with. It was a pact to keep it in the family.  They all agreed. Now Collin
is an adulterer. He thought of how that could be since he is not even an
adult yet. The term is very misleading. He thought of spending more time
out in the open. Maybe the air will take away the smell. But that would
mean going home even later. He is sure that Alexander is going crazy
worrying about him by now. As he reaches the gate to his house (mansion to
be exact), he saw Alexander waiting for him out front. He slowed down his
pace but Alexander came running.
	"Where the hell have you been? I have been worried sick about you.
Thought you were lost or had an accident or something." Alexander asked in
an angry voice. Collin didn't dare to look up at first, trying to think of
any relevant excuses he could use. But then came the unexpected question
from Alexander.  "And what is that smell?"
	"I'm toast." Collin mumbled under his breath. They are standing
outside the front gate of their huge mansion built on a private property
about half the size of an international airport, designed to look even
grander than the castle of King Arthur, and Collin is still trying to look
for a way out. Alexander is staring at his little brother with fiery eyes
so hot Collin could almost feel them burn into his skin. Or maybe it was
just the sun.
	"Let's go into the house first." Alexander said and walked to open
the gate.  Collin followed behind quietly. He felt like crying but he held
it back for as long as he could. But as he enters the house, a drop of tear
fell to the floor.
	"Big bro and second bro is back from their business trip. You may
want to explain this to them. I can't cover for you this time. Not when you
are three and a half hours late and smell of fresh cum all over."
	Those words hit Collin like a knife going right through to the
heart. Also, Sean and Kenneth are home. That could have been a good
news. He hadn't seen them in about two months. Now it's turning into a
nightmare. Kenneth can be quite unpredictable at times. If there is one
person who can help him now, it's Edward.
	"Is ... is brother Edward here?" Collin spoke for the first time.
	"You are willing to tell him before you tell me? You think he would
be able to help you out? I don't think so." Alexander answered in a
matter-of-factly tone.  "He's in his room. You have five minutes." Collin
immediately rush past Alexander and leap up the huge stairway in the middle
of the main hall.
	"Collin!" Alexander called out. Collin stops dead on his track and
turned around. The still wet eyes visible. "Ten minutes. You have ten
minutes."
	Alexander looked a little shy as he said that. Collin mouthed a
'thank you' and continued his search for rescue. If he tells Edward, he
will be able to come up with something to bail him out of this situation
clean. He is a master of that. He has always been successful at that. And
he has always been there when he needed his help. Finding out the truth of
their sexuality is one example. This could be another.  Collin barged into
Edward's room without knocking. To his surprise, there is no one there. The
computer on Edward's study table is on and there is a message stating that
he is taking a bath. From the time the message was left, Edward just went
into the bathroom, and everybody knows that he takes one hour to finish
bathing, everyday, without fail.
	Collin contemplated on barging into the shower. He's sure his elder
brother won't mind that. Or maybe he should knock. He stood there outside
the shower for a minute, and finally decides not to do either one of
them. He chose to face this one on his own. They did wanted him to be
independent. And that means standing up for what you have done. With power
always comes responsibility. He walks down the stairs slowly, thinking how
he should relate the story to his brothers. He felt his tears starting to
come back. But he doesn't want to cry now. He took a deep breath and went
into the living room where his brothers are waiting for him.
	Sean was sitting on the single sofa with Alexander whispering into
his ears as Collin walks into the room. Kenneth was standing beside the
door, and quickly took a sniff at Collin's shirt as soon as he passes
him. In a bewildered but very spontaneous and funny look, Kenneth exclaimed
about the smell on Collin's shirt. A wicked grin appeared on his face.
	"Where's Edward? I thought you sought his help?" Sean asked. He was
looking at Collin with an expression that Collin has never seen
before. Alexander walks to the nearest sofa and sat down. Kenneth joined
him.
	"He's in the shower. I didn't talk to him." Collin answered
briefly.
	"So what happened, kid? How lucky did you get?" Kenneth asked and
laughed out loud. Sean gave him a stern look and he stops laughing
instantly. His face shows an expression of fear. Alexander said nothing.
	"You know you'll have to tell us one way or another. Tell it
straight and tell it honestly. Don't worry, we're brothers. We won't kill
you, although I can't say the same for Alexander." Sean spot a faint smile
and looks at Alexander who is obviously still mad at the entire situation.
	"Today after school," Collin started. "Three of my friends asked me
to join them at their house to watch a porn movie. I agreed and while we
were watching, things got a little out of hands and we ended up ... you
know ... "
	"Having sex?" Sean finished for him.
	"Nothing big. Just traded some hand jobs. That's all." Collin
quickly defended himself and gave a guilty look towards Alexander. "I don't
know what got into me but ...... it just seemed like a good idea at that
time." Collin continued.
	"You could have at least called to let me know you'll be late."
Alexander spoke. Is that it? Is that what Alexander is angry about? Not his
actions of having sex with his friends? Not his breaking of the pact made
between them?
	"Alexander is right, Collin." It came from Sean. "Today is your
first day coming home alone. We thought it would be a good idea for you to
be independent.  But not to this extent." Kenneth wanted to laugh at this
point, but didn't, fearing his big brother would get him for it. "It's not
a bad thing to 'take things into your own hands' but ... " Kenneth couldn't
contain his laughter anymore and bursts out laughing. So did
Alexander. Sean was a little annoyed by that but he saw the humour in
it. "OK, shut up you two. As I was saying, Collin, it's not a bad thing for
you to start making your own decisions, but that doesn't mean you can
neglect your sense of responsibility and make other people worry about
you."
	"I know." Collin answered, almost crying. His head hangs low.
	"And what about the pact we made, huh? Keep it in the family?"
Kenneth added. Collin didn't know what to say to that. He had thought about
it on the way home, but one way or another, he broke a promise made between
the five of them.  And it's a sin to betray your brother.
	"Surely you don't expect him to just stay with us for the rest of
his life? He has got to see the world. He has his own life." A new voice
suddenly came into the room. It was Edward to the rescue, with a towel on
his head and in a bathrobe.
	"Bro!" Collin exclaimed. "I thought you were in the shower?" he was
obviously happy to see him and Edward has obviously heard the entire story
and appointed himself as the defence lawyer for Collin.
	"Well, by the sound of your footsteps running up the stairs just
now, I knew something big is going on." Edward replied with a smile. Collin
somehow seemed relieved.
	"What do you mean, Edward? That was the pact we made. Keep it
between us. That's what we had been doing, hadn't we? Or have you been
messing around outside the house too?" Kenneth spoke with a tone of anger
in his voice.
	"No, Second Bro, that's not what I have been doing. I have only
been messing around with father thumb and his four sons." Edward countered
with a very sarcastic voice. "If I did mess around, it will be with the
World Wide Web. Key word being World Wide." Alexander and Collin were
laughing at that remark. The key word should have been Web. Sean wasn't
happy about this but he kept his cool. Kenneth was red in the face and was
thinking of something to say. That's when Edward added some petrol to the
fire. "Don't bother squeezing your brain matter. We all know I'm the one
with the IQ of 180 in this house.  You can never... "
	"That's enough, Edward." Sean said in a very stern voice. Collin
and Alexander stopped laughing at once. "I know you are only trying to
protect Collin, but he did do something wrong."
	"And what are you going to do to him, Big Bro? Torture him like how
you do to Kenneth?" both Sean and Kenneth was shocked by the reply. The two
elder brothers have a certain kind of relationship that is slightly
different from the youngest two. They have a master and slave kind of
relationship with Sean being the master and Kenneth being the
slave. Although they have never showed it openly, but Kenneth's attitude
towards Sean is very obvious, although he doesn't address Sean as 'Master'
or 'Sir' in front of the rest of them. And whatever Sean did to him, it
must be very effective because it keeps him in line. Back when Kenneth was
eighteen, he was a problem child. The troubles he caused inside and outside
the house was almost limitless. It wasn't until Sean got this disciplinary
or dominance, whatever you want to call it, idea from one of the gay erotic
stories he read from the Internet, that their relationship begins to
change. And it did change. Now Kenneth is very respectable, even to
Edward. However, they never thought this would be a topic that Edward would
bring up in order to defend Collin.
	"That ... may not be a bad idea." Sean said after a long
pause. Edward and Collin gasped. The former never thought it would
backfire. It was only to outline the fact that there's nothing Sean can do
to Collin. It was honestly not a suggestion.  Collin, on the other hand, is
quietly cursing Edward for the situation he has brought him into. They
don't exactly know what happens behind the closed doors of Sean's room, but
there have been some very frightening screams that came from there.  There
are also times when they don't see Kenneth for a few days. Some of them
have caught sight of the red marks on Kenneth's body when he reappears
after a few days. How he walks funny and the fear in his eyes. The most
noticeable action is that every time Kenneth walks pass Sean, he would
lower his head in a bow and mumbled something. None of the younger three
brothers know what was said or done, but honestly they don't want to find
out.
	"Err ... I was only joking, Sean." Edward said in an unsure
voice. He saw Kenneth stealing a smile at the thought of Sean having to
torture Collin. He may even get to be Collin's master if everything works
out as he planned. Time for some payback... pay forward would be a better
term.
	"Regardless. It was a good idea." Sean was spotting a wicked grin
too.  "Little Collin made a choice. Now we have to make one for the crime
that he has done." Alexander was cracking his knuckles. Collin was
trembling, at the verge of pissing in his pants. Edward was thinking,
thinking hard to turn the table around.  When he can't, he did something
that only he would have done.
	"Let me take the punishment for Collin." Edward suddenly
said. Everybody was surprised and shocked at that request. Edward has been
known to be a loner, even in his own family. He is very selfish and cannot
be bothered. Such a noble act from such a person? Kenneth checks out the
window if the sun is setting in the east.  It's not.
	"Why?" Sean asked.
	"I know how all of you think of me. But Collin is only fifteen. He
can't take it. Furthermore, it was me who brought up the idea." Edward
explained.
	"Or maybe you are secretly longing to serve me like your brother
Kenneth."  Sean remarked meekly. Kenneth hid his face behind the
sofa. "What do you think, Alexander?"
	"I don't think it's right, both to torture Collin and for Edward to
take it for Collin." Alexander gave his input. "When I was fifteen and
horny, I made a lot of mistakes too, although none this big. I'll take care
of Collin myself, rationally, with your permission."
	"All right then. Seems like Edward's little trick worked. But if
Collin commits this kind of crime again, I'll see to it personally, and
Alexander, you will be partly responsible for it." Sean gives the final
word. Alexander nodded. "Case close.  I want a beer. Care to join me,
Kenneth?"
	"Sure." Kenneth got up and followed his big brother to the kitchen.
Alexander went over to Edward and protested at the way he defended Collin.
	"Why do you always have to stand up for him every time he does
something bad?" Alexander asked not in an angry tone, rather, an intrigue
one.
	"Have I ever let you down last time when you were fifteen?" Edward
replied with a question. Alexander thought about it and nodded his
acceptance of the answer, with a smile. "Come on, Collin. Our room now. I'm
gonna teach you a lesson you'll never forget."
	Collin followed Alexander out the room, turning around to say thank
you to Edward for defending him. Edward replied with a smile, sat down on
the sofa, and thought about what had happened. Little Collin having fun
with his classmates outside the house. That's a first for everybody. They
never let it out of the family till now. Guess little Collin is not little
anymore. Sean seemed to be reasonable with him throughout the entire
scene. At least no arguments came up. In the past, most of their
conversations ended up in fights, words or otherwise. Since starting their
new business, they are rarely home, leaving him the man of the house. He
has no idea what business Sean and Kenneth are into. He has no interest in
knowing. As long as he can surf the net looking at pictures at naked cute
guys and jacking off to them, he's satisfied with life. It's that
simple. His world is that small. It's not really that unusual. He just
hates to go outside the house and play in the sun, that's all, although
sometimes he does long for a walk in the park during the time when the sun
sets.
	It occurred to him that he is still in his bathrobe. He stood up
and made his way back to his room. Get dressed and continue writing his new
story. He has been working on this new story about a guy who battle demons
in other peoples' dreams.  He knows it's not gonna sell, but that's all he
knows how to write. He passes Alexander's and Collin's room and heard some
moaning coming from the inside.  The door was ajar. He stuck his head in
and saw Collin naked, bound spread- eagled to the four corners of the
bed. Alexander was giving him a blowjob. Edward stayed there for a long
time, his own dick beginning to get hard. This kind of punishment seems
nice, Edward thought to himself. Just then, Collin exclaimed that he is
going to cum, and Alexander stopped sucking and withdraw altogether. Collin
was confused and propped his head up. Alexander explained that the
punishment would be to do like this without letting him cum, for as long as
it takes. Collin protested and Edward thought that was a cruel idea as he
went back to his room to take care of his own hard-on. Five hours later,
Edward was still hearing moans from their room. Collin was now begging
Alexander to let him cum.
	Alexander is getting tired. He has sucked his little brother's cock
for over fifteen times, jacked him for over twenty times and right now, he
himself is really horny. He's still fully dressed, but the front of his
pants is really wet. The pre-cum soaked through. The result of keeping
Collin at the edge of climax for five hours straight. He wonders if he had
broken any world record. Although it's not unusual, but normally Collin is
the initiator. Alexander has always been the 'bottom guy'.  Although he is
older, between them, age suddenly cease to be a barrier. The relationship
they have together is... for the lack of a better word, romantic.  Making
love would be slow and tender. Sometimes, they sleep in each other's arms.
They spend a lot of times together, in the house or otherwise. Alexander
doesn't treats his brother like a bother, instead, they are more like
friends who gets along, hangs out and have fun.
	He remembers the first day Edward told him about the plan of moving
Collin into his room. At first, he didn't understand why and was defensive
against it, since he would be losing his privacy. There's plenty room in
the house. Edward was kind enough not to let him find out the reason the
hard way, so he told him all about Collin. He's glad Edward did that and
everything else for him. He and Collin are having a happy life now. The
only one thing that he doesn't understand is the willingness of Edward
letting him go, as if he's pulling out from a relationship because he
doesn't see it fit for himself when someone else can have a better chance
at it. Or maybe that WAS how he saw it. Alexander was closer to Sean when
he was much younger, but Edward has always been there for him every time he
needs him. As he grows up, he spent more time with Edward in the house,
although they do go out for movies and stuff once in a while.
	Which brings us back to the fact that all these wonderful things
that Edward has done for them is polluted by Collin who couldn't manage
some peer pressure. Alexander suddenly feels very angry at that thought. He
releases Collin from his binds and immediately flips him over, making
Collin lying face down on the bed. Alexander wasted no time to undress and
invade Collin without mercy. He shove his entire cock into Collin in one
thrust and started fucking him, grabbing his hair with his left hand while
his right rests on Collin's back to steady himself. Collin was screaming
from the pain in his ass and the need to cum. Alexander pulled Collin off
the bed and starts to fuck him all over the place. Somehow he knows, after
this, he would be able to forgive Collin. And Collin understood it
too. Call it telepathy.

	"Do you think he meant it?" Kenneth asked Sean. They were in the
dining hall sitting on opposite ends of the ten feet long rectangular
dining table. They have had about half a dozen beers each.
	"Edward? About taking the punishment for Collin?" Sean asked in
return.  The question was obviously not clear enough. Kenneth nodded. "Why
not?" Sean again asked.
	"I just never thought he is that kind of a person, you know."
Kenneth told truthfully. The alcohols in the beers are taking their toll.
	"What kind of person do you think he is?" Sean took the chance to
interrogate him. He's obviously not as drunk as Kenneth is.
	"I think he's a selfish jerk who cares for no one but himself. He's
a loner.  He has always been that since he was young. I even wonder if we
are from the same...."
	"Don't you dare finish that sentence, Kenneth. If you ever for one
moment think that Edward is the person you have just described, then you
are wrong. Dead wrong. He is the most trustworthy person among the five of
us. I have to admit that.  He'd take a bullet for either one of us
anytime." Sean explained to Kenneth who's not even on Earth anymore.
	"How come? I've.. never... seen.... him....." Kenneth blacks out
right there on the dining table without finishing that sentence. Sean got
up and threw away the empty cans of beers. He took off his coat and put it
on Kenneth, letting his little brother sleeps for a while.
	Sean headed out to the garden and took a walk by himself. The blue
ambience of dusk was nostalgic. What Kenneth has brought up earlier made
him questioned his own attitude towards Edward. Although most of what
Kenneth said is true to the eyes, but Sean knows that it is not what is
really inside the heart of his brother Edward. He can't remember the last
time had a private talk with him. He has always been by himself, as far
back as Sean can recall. Whatever they do, he does alone. Whatever they
see, he sees alone. Even when they started with the pairing, Edward was
only with Alexander until Collin admitted he is gay. As soon as that
happened, he pulled out. Did he do that for the good of his kid brothers,
or was it that he prefers to be alone? If it is the former, then it is
unfair for Edward alone to bear the pain of solitude. How can one be an
outcast in his own family? There must be something he can do to change this
situation.
	Sean chuckled at that last line of thought. He has said it way too
many times and tried so hard to make it not just a phrase. Every time he
tries, Edward will blow it up sky high one way or another and Sean will end
up mad like a bull. There's no telling if it was done on purpose or
not. Maybe he should try again, Sean thought to himself. But he has tried
so many times before. He has failed so many times before.  But to give up
on your own brother is a sin all the same. He looks up to the darkening sky
and smile. There is hope yet.
	Another similarity among the Wilson Brothers is their strange
affection to sunset.  Most people will consider sunrise as the most
beautiful view in life, but the opposite is true for them. According to
Edward's reasoning, it is because sunrise signifies life and sunset
signifies death. Edward especially likes sunset the most. Does that also
means he is waiting for death? Sean shuddered at that thought, and why he
didn't see Edward out here in the garden to watch the sunset. He always
does. Everyday without fail. Is it because he is here?  Is it because
Edward doesn't want to be there watching sunset with Sean? If that is the
reason, then this brotherhood is heading down a road of no return. But as
he finds out, that is not the reason. On the first floor of the house, he
saw through the window of his youngest brothers' room. Collin was plastered
to the window, naked and cumming all over the window as Alexander fucks him
hard from behind. He can almost hear the screams. He knows two things from
this. Collin has learned his lesson today, and Edward is not here in the
garden watching the sunset not because of Sean, but because he is spying on
the kids and jacking off to it. The kids never lock their door and Edward
has been caught more than once spying on them.

	In a darkened gym, Edward sits alone. He had just finished working
out in the dark. He likes to do that sometimes. Especially when he has
something on his mind. After that 'court' scene earlier and jacking off to
the raping of Collin by Alexander, he feels a little nostalgic suddenly. He
remembers the time when the three of them would play around in the garden
together, laughing and just having plain old fun. That was then. Although
things have been bad since the beginning, they did have some fun
together. Like that time when they had that five-way orgy. He was in the
middle fucking Alexander who's fucking Collin. Kenneth was inside him and
Sean was the top guy. There were also times when they sit around watching
movies together or just simple small talks that leads them to slumber land,
waking the next day to see familiar faces by his side. The sun would shine
on them so majestically it looks almost unreal.
	But things have been tough lately. He didn't know why but it's
getting harder for him to relate to any one of his brothers. He is feeling
very lonely, very... castaway. What he does never seems to be right. What
he says never seems to be the truth. All he wanted was to be one of
them. Just like one of them, to be accepted and loved. All they had, can
they have it again? Edward felt a tear rolls down the side of his face and
hears the door to the gym opens.
	"Thought I'd find you here." It was Sean. He didn't switch on the
lights. He knows Edward hates it when someone switches on the light after
he's been in the dark for so long. Sean moves to where Edward is and sat
down without being invited to.
	"Got a lot on your mind?" Sean started.
	"You wouldn't know." Edward replied hard and fast. He didn't see it
coming himself. His barrier just activated itself. Rejecting anyone who
comes too close. Anyone, including Sean. There was a moment of silence.
	"It doesn't have to be this way, Edward." Sean broke the
silence. It wasn't clear to Edward what his big brother is trying to convey
to him. They looked at each other in the dark, and Sean advanced to kiss
Edward, who immediately pulls away.
	"It's ok." Sean said softly. He rubbed Edward's head like he was a
small kid. In the dark, Sean didn't see the tears flow. How long has Edward
waited for Sean to touch him like this again? Too long. It's been too
long. Sean heard the sniffling and pulls Edward to him, gently kissing his
forehead. As the tears subsided, Sean spoke. "It's gonna be ok. Whatever it
is, we'll work it out somehow. For tonight, we'll catch up on something
that we have missed." This time, Edward didn't pull away when Sean kisses
him.

	It must be a dream. He was standing on the third floor of a
building that looks like a dormitory of a university. The place is
familiar. It should, for this is where he was exactly three years ago. In
fact, he was standing right outside the room he had slept in for four
days. He was accepted into this university three years ago. He was assigned
this room for the duration of his course with the university.  The entire
floor was empty and the doors to every room were closed. It's nighttime and
it's cold. He heard soft sounds coming from the room behind him. He walks
closer and pressed his ears on the door to listen to the sounds. There are
moaning and soft screams. He knows what is happening. Fear started to
strike his heart as he jerks awake to find himself back in the kitchen of
his own house. Sean's coat that was covering him fell to the floor. He was
sweating as he recalls the dream, which brought him back to something that
he has been trying to forget for so long.
	The second day he was there in the university, he did something
that none of his brothers know until this day. This dream reminds him of
just that. During that time, Kenneth was happy he could break away from
Sean. It's been over two years since he had to call his big brother 'Sir'
when no one is around. He thought he could have some liberty at last. It
may have been rebellion. It may have been testosterone.  Whichever it was,
on that second night, he messed around with his roommate willingly,
although it was his roommate who initiated it. He couldn't resist. The guy
was great looking, perfectly built and extremely sexy. A true
Adonis. Kenneth gave in to the sexual intensity and sucked his cock for all
it's worth. His roommate had the time of his life. After all, Kenneth has
been trained by his big brother for so long now. That was the least they
did that night. They fucked each other after that and his roommate gave
Kenneth a blowjob just before the sun rose. As it turns out, Kenneth found
that the course he was offered wasn't of his interest, and he left the
university the next day. It was a one-night stand and that was all there is
to it.  Kenneth never saw his roommate again. And after all these years, he
has convinced himself that it never happened. It must have been Collin's
case that brought up this old memory. He serves Sean with his best effort
since that day. Perhaps deep down inside he is trying to make up for what
he has done and not confessed. Collin isn't the first adulterer of the
Wilson Brothers. He is.
	The day he came back from the university, he contemplated on
telling the truth to his brothers. But Mom and Dad were on vacation and
were with them all week. Kenneth had to keep it a secret for a week and
that gave him enough time to calculate the possibilities of things that
they may just do to him. In the end, he decided to keep it to
himself. Until today, no one knows about it. And here is the
dilemma. Should he break the news now that Collin had done something too?
Collin's punishment wasn't that bad after all, although he didn't know what
happened to him. Compare to Sean, Alexander will never use SM on
Collin. That kid had it easy. It's been three years now. And as the
hangover wears off, he plucks up enough courage to decide on making his
confession.

	Edward was breathing heavy. His jack off sessions has never been
this intense. He's still inside Sean even after his second orgasm of the
night, his fourth for the day. He can't remember the last time he fucks his
big brother Sean. And it didn't seem like Sean was trying to just make up,
for he obviously enjoyed every bit of it.  It's evident from the giant pool
of his cum on the floor.
	"You're such a great fucker, Edward. Kenneth never comes
close. Don't tell him I said that." Sean spoke panting.
	"You mean, he fucks you too?" Edward asked almost bewildered.
	"Of course! What gives you the idea that he doesn't?" Sean
separated from Edward and lay down on his back, looking at Edward in the
dark.
	"I... we don't know how your relationship is with second bro, but
we guessed you're always the top guy." Edward explained, rather
uncomfortably.
	"Well, I am, for most of the time, the top guy. But sometimes I
want to be the bottom too. And I need to let Kenneth know that this is not
a one way relationship." Sean explains matter-of-factly.
	"What brings you here tonight?" Edward asked unexpectedly.
	"Sean passed out while drinking and I was feeling horny." Again,
the matter- of-factly tone. Edward's eyes grew larger in the dark and stood
up.
	"That's so sweet of you." The sarcastic tone evident in his
voice. He wanted to walk away but Sean held him by the wrist and motioned
him to sit down.
	"I was only joking. Can't you tell? You used to be able to identify
my jokes." Sean searches for his shirt. He found it lying not too far away
and full of cum. He pulls out his pack of Marlboro and lit up. He offers
one to Edward.
	"No thanks. You know I don't smoke." Edward politely gestures his
rejection.
	"It's been too long since we communicate." Sean spoke in between
puffs. "I don't know that much about you anymore. I guess, that's the same
reason you couldn't spot my joke earlier, isn't it?"
	"It has to be. I don't think I know you anymore. Or Kenneth for
that matter." Edward looks away. They were still sitting in the dark, naked
and full of cum.
	"Do you know what business we are doing?" Sean asked, in a sincere
tone.
	"No." Edward replied briefly.
	"Why don't you try to find out about it? I think it's time we start
to learn more about each other."
	"Why now? Why suddenly you are trying to make up with me? Why are
you trying to make amends?" Edward asked in succession. Sean smiled in the
dark.
	"When you find out what I do, you'll understand." That was the only
reply Sean gave to him before Alexander switched on the lights and gasped.
	"I'm so sorry! I didn't know you guys were... dinner's ready... I
just wanted to inform... I heard voices..." Alexander didn't know what else
to say.
	"Hey, hey, kid. It's ok. It's not like this is the first time you
see us doing this." Sean said plainly. His cigarette is reaching the
butt. He can feel the heat in his face.
	"But it's been a really, reeeaaaaaally long time." Alexander had a
look of surprise and joy in his face.
	"Get used to it." Sean said while getting up. "Come on,
Edward. Let's take a shower and have dinner. I'm starving."

	Edward followed Sean upstairs. They used separate bathrooms to
speed things up. Who knows what will happen if they shower together. There
are people waiting for them for dinner. But as Edward walked pass Alexander
just now in the gym, Alexander gave him a very naughty grin, but at the
same time, a smile that shows such contemptment, such satisfaction and
relief, as if something very big has been resolved. Edward had a little
time to think about what happened. Sean initiated the kissing. Sean
initiated taking their clothes off. Sean went down on Edward the moment the
underwear was off. It has been so long since Edward had been with someone
else. He has been safeguarding their pact of keeping it in the family. When
Sean asked to be fucked, his instincts did everything for Edward. He plowed
him like there was no tomorrow. He came too soon, but Sean encouraged him
to continue. It's not usual for Edward to cum twice in a row. He would
normally lose his erection after the first orgasm. But somehow he managed
and it lasted longer the second time, giving enough pleasure for both
before they shoot all over the place.  Someone gonna clean it up later.
	They were at the dinner table within thirty minutes and started
eating straight away. Alexander already told the rest what had happened
back in the gym earlier, and it was the prominent topic during the
dinner. Edward was talking all the while, like how brother to brother
would. He had almost forgotten the feeling of how happy it could be when
the conversation doesn't turn into an argument. They were laughing, making
jokes, small talks and reliving Collin's punishment. Obviously Kenneth was
the only who missed the show. However, the second brother of the Wilson
Brothers has other things in mind. Seeing the atmosphere being so loose and
joyous, he figure it would be a very good time to confess. But he would
wait for the dinner to finish, because if it doesn't turn out as he
planned, it would spoil the great mood that was built up till now. He basks
in the warm of togetherness of the moment.
	When dinner was over, all five of them lay around in the living
room watching the TV with no interesting show. Someone suggested a board
game, but Kenneth quickly announced that he has something to say. The other
four looked at him as he began his confession. When he was done, Collin was
ready to pounce on him. Alexander and Edward didn't know what to say. But
Sean had the most surprising response among all.
	"I can't believe it took you three years to build up enough courage
to make this confession. I thought you never would. I guess Collin's case
made it easy for you today, huh?" Sean said plainly.
	"You knew?!" Kenneth was wide-eyed.
	"Of course I know. I knew it the day you came back from the
university. I could see it in your eyes. I was waiting for you to own up to
what you did. Three whole years. What took you so long?" Sean continues
with his plain tone.
	"I have, for a long time, convinced myself that it wasn't real,
that it never happened. But when Collin came back today with this same
thing, the memory came back to haunt me. I thought that this may be the
best time for me to finally..."
	"The best time? Why would that be?" Sean asked, obvious to the
answer.  "You think because we were easy on Collin we'll be easy on you,
don't you?" All Kenneth could do was nod. He was too comfortable with that
idea that he wasn't so much of shaking inside. That is, until Sean said he
was wrong.
	"First Collin. Now you." Edward shook his head.
	"He's the first! Three years ago. Mine was today!" Collin
protested.  Edward couldn't contain his laughter.
	"Right, Kenneth. Now that you've owned up, it's time to face the
music."  Sean said, with a knowing smile to Collin. "Edward, Alexander,
Collin. I know the three of you have been vague about my relationship with
your second brother.  Tonight, I'll show you what we do, only about a
hundred times more intense, with a little audience participation, if you
will."
	"What? But sir..." Kenneth unconsciously addressed his big brother
as 'sir' in front of the rest of his brothers. This is becoming a very
compromising situation.
	"My boy, you don't really expect to get away with this as easy as
Collin, do you? I have interests to collect. Do you know how much that is
after three years?"  Sean said to Kenneth who was near tears now. Suddenly,
they looked at Edward.
	"Normally, I would have defended him, but not today. If he had
confessed a long time ago or during Collin's trial today, I would still
have considered to be his defence lawyer. But now... I think I'll have some
fun tonight. Can I be the participant tonight, big bro?" Edward was smiling
from ear to ear. He has never had any hatred on Kenneth, but a little
'bonding' can be good between brothers.
	"Certainly." Sean said, delighted. "Tonight, all of you get to see
what happens behind our closed door. No, wait, we might need to use the
Discipline Chamber."
	"No, master, please. Not the Discipline Chamber." Kenneth was
pleading, begging openly now.
	"We have a Discipline Chamber?" Edward, Alexander and Collin asked
at the same time.
	"Of course we do. What kind of master would I be if I do not have
such facilities? Come on, I'll show you guys. Bring the slave along, will
'ya?" Sean said to Edward. Kenneth was rooted to the ground. The three
younger brothers were still unsure of this disciplinary thing. Edward
didn't really yanked Kenneth off his feet or dragged him along, just led
him with them. Kenneth wasn't speaking much, fearing his predicament
mostly. Edward whispered into his ears that he would go easy on him but
that didn't seemed to be a consolation. It's obvious that he's afraid of
Sean.  Edward wonders how far this thing has gone between them, and how
much further it will go from there tonight.

	In Sean and Kenneth's room, there is a hidden door in the closet,
blocked out of view mostly by clothes. Sean opened the door, and the smell
of a dungeon quickly hit their senses. With Sean leading the way, followed
by Edward grabbing Kenneth by the arm (who's still daze of what is about to
happen) and the two youngest brothers, they entered the Discipline
Chamber. Edward was the first to catch sight of all the equipments in the
dungeon. There was a big flat rectangular table in the middle of the room,
some kind of adjustable chair with restrains, various eyehooks on the walls
and ceilings. Alexander shuddered at the sight of all the things that are
hanging on the walls. Whips, paddles, chains, dildos, clamps, and many more
things that he does not know the name of. Collin was suddenly extremely
grateful that he had it so easy. He instinctively kisses Alexander on the
right cheek.  Alexander gave him a look of question and Collin gave him a
look of 'I'll-explain- later'.
	"Right, let's get started. Boy, strip!" Sean boomed. All four were
stunned by the sudden loudness and change in behaviour of their big
brother. The youngest three, however, was more so because of the fact that
they didn't know whom Sean was referring to. Kenneth was clear of that
matter, but he was apprehensive that night. He has never had an audience
before. Sean was certainly angered by that. He slapped him hard across the
face and Kenneth stumbled to the table, quickly regaining his composure and
started to strip, regardless of the fact that his three younger brothers
are watching him wide-eyed.
	"Didn't mean to scare the rest of you, but that's what I call him
and how I call him in here. I am the master and he is the slave, destined
to serve me for as long and as how as I see fit." Sean explained. "You can
undress if you feel comfortable, but I suggest that you find a good spot
and enjoy the show."
	Neither of the three feels comfortable enough to undress. They
stood at a corner and observe. Kenneth is now standing naked in the middle
of the room, no longer ashamed of the situation. He couldn't be even if he
wanted to. Sean went to a cupboard and changed into something more
daunting. They have obviously seen each other naked before, but what Sean
is wearing makes the rest of them twitch in the pants. Sean was clad in a
leather strap with a hollow circle in the middle of his chest, outlining
his perfect torso. His leather pants has a hole in the groin area where his
cock and balls hangs freely. Alexander and Collin thought that he looked
bigger in that outfit. Sean was obviously enjoying the performance. He is
quite an exhibitionist actually. However, the two kids are beginning to get
scared but Edward is getting hard.
	Sean got a few things together from here and there, dumped it on
the table and Kenneth went to work immediately. He put on the cock ring
with the Velcro ball separator, pulled the hood over his head and adjusted
it to his comfort and Sean put a collar around his neck to fully seal the
hood, with only a hole for the nose to breathe. The collar was snapped
tight with a padlock. He brings Kenneth to the adjustable chair and put him
in it. Restraints were snapped into place bounding his neck, his torso,
arms and legs as well as his hip. Then the chair was bent backwards and
Sean spread his legs apart, exposing his butt hole for the audience to see.
	"Now Kenneth can't see, can't taste or talk, can barely hear what
we are saying and can only breathe, smell and feel. He can't move a muscle
however hard he tries. The cock ring will keep him from cumming before I'm
done with him. The ball separator does the same thing, but if I attach it
to this..." Sean connects the ring on the ball separator to the hook on the
chair. Immediately Kenneth let out a scream of pain. "That will keep him
from squirming too much when I'm working on him. I don't do that normally
cause it hurts like hell, but today's special." Sean then slide opens a
segment on the bottom of the chair, revealing the exact location of
Kenneth's anus. All three of the audience began to break cold sweat. Partly
from fear, partly from excitement of what to come next.
	Sean grabbed a large dildo from the wall. About three inches in
diameter, and shove it up Kenneth's ass in one thrust. Edward, Alexander
and Collin jumped at the sound of Kenneth's scream. Sean told them that is
only the beginning and he will replace it with bigger and nastier dildos as
the night progresses. As he finishes his sentence, he got a bag and pour
out all its contents. Clamps, clothespins, snaps and all kinds of clamping
stuff. Sean slowly put one after another on Kenneth, starting from his
nipples, to his chest, down to his navel, lower to his groin, on his balls
and finally his cock, until all the clamps are used up. Kenneth was
screaming at the top of his lungs, which through the hood was heard only
muffles. Edward swallowed hard and sat down on one of the table, wiping
sweat from his forehead, his hard-on showing. Alexander and Collin was
rooted to the place they are standing, staring at Kenneth screaming but
dare not to move because of the ball separator that is connected to the
chair. His dildo has been replaced with one having four inches in
diameter. Sean straightens up the chair and turns Kenneth to face the
wall. Again, he slides open a compartment to reveal Kenneth's back, from
his neck till his waist. Sean chose the Cat of Nine Tails and practiced a
few strokes on the air.
	"You are not going to use that on him, are you?" Edward asked after
such long silence from them.
	"Indeed I am. For a normal session, I would only use the single
whip. But I choose this today because I want to maximise his pain. Let him
know what it feels like to cross me, his MASTER!" With that last word, he
lands a blow on the back of his slave. Kenneth screamed and jerked forward,
but his movement was extremely limited. Sean gave him another, and another,
and another, continuing without stopping, until Kenneth's back begins to
draw blood. It was red and marked. Sean wipes the sweat off his face and
grabbed something. Kenneth, who screamed at every blow he had to take, was
semi-conscious.
	"How much longer is this going to last?" Alexander asked. His mouth
dry.
	"Hard to say. It's still very early, maybe another six or seven
more hours to go." Sean said plainly.
	"Six or seven?!" Collin exclaimed. He quickly cupped his mouth with
both his hands, like he has done something very wrong. Indeed, he still
fear for the fact that Sean will torture him next, still holding that grunt
on him. Edward looked knowingly at Collin and wondered if he had really had
to take this for him, he would've lost consciousness a long time ago.
	"Here's the best part." Sean said. "Inside this bottle contains
salt water, perfect for healing wounds like these." Pointing at Kenneth's
back, "And they hurt like hell!"
	The three audiences had to cover their ears when Kenneth screamed
his loudest yet, as soon as Sean pours the salt water on his red and
wounded back.  Collin ran out of the room with Alexander very close behind,
both heading for the toilet. Once in, they threw up together. Edward was in
a trance. He was still sitting there with his eyes glued to the now empty
bottle in Sean's hand. Then he looks at Kenneth's back, and Kenneth, who
had lost consciousness. Sean tilted his head and smiled at Edward. He
advances towards Edward, who immediately began to take a few steps backs.
	"Looks like you like it." Sean said, indicating the bulge and wet
spot on Edward's pants. He had leaked so much pre-cum it has soaked through
the fabric of his pants.
	"I... I... I..." Edward stammered but could find nothing to say. To
deny the fact that he is not aroused by the entire show, he would be
lying. But to endure the pain Kenneth has gone through, Edward would rather
die, or so he thought.
	"Let's go up to the living room. I'll explain to all of you
everything that has happened so far. You go first, I'll be right along
after I get changed." Edward edged pass Sean, like fearing he would reach
out and grab him, and ran for his life out of the dungeon, tripping over
himself a few times. Sean moved over to check on his slave.
	"How do you feel?" He asked silently.
	"Never better." Kenneth answered in a lifeless voice. Sean changed
back to his earlier clothes and left the room, with his slave still bound
to the chair with the accessories still on him, although he has changed the
dildo into one with a five-inch diameter and rugged surface.

	"You two ok?" Edward asked as he found Alexander and Collin lying
on the floor in Sean's (and Kenneth's) bathroom. They nodded and stood up
quizzically.  Just then, Sean came out from the Discipline Chamber and shut
the door.
	"Where's Kenneth?" Edward asked, obviously shocked by the answer he
is expected to receive.
	"He'll stay down there till I decide to let him out." Sean answered
truthfully.  "Come on, let's go to the living room."
	"Is that why sometimes brother Kenneth disappears for a day or
two?"  Collin asked Alexander under his breath. Alexander shrugged and gave
him that 'Like-I-know-the-answer' look. Sean heard it and only smiles to
himself.
	"You two need any help walking?" Edward asked.
	"We can manage." Alexander replied, annoyed by his elder brother's
tone, as if indicating that they were still small kids incapable of doing
anything by themselves.

	In the living room, Sean took out a cigarette and lit up. The three
kids sit opposite him; furthest they can get without being obvious, looking
at him with a stranger's eyes. Collin gave Alexander a nudge of the
shoulder and Alexander did the same to Edward. Edward in turn looked at the
two of them and asked 'How?'.  Sean was amused by their antiques and
decided to break the silence before anyone is killed by the weight of it.
	"What you have seen tonight, is what people called as dominance, or
discipline or authoritarian, or any other terms they like to call it. It
all boils down to the same thing. Master and slave. The master is the
dominant and the slave is the submissive. The master owns the slave and the
slave has to do anything the master wishes him to do without questions or
hesitation. It reflects on the master's quality of teaching by looking at
how obedient a slave is. And as usual disciplinary actions, the slave has
to endure some bondage, SM, pain and stuff like that, sometimes to the
extent of permanent damage." Sean explained in detail. They looked at him
like he was an alien. Then, Alexander has a question.
	"How long has this been going on between you and brother Kenneth?"
	"Let's see... about five years now. I know it shows a little, but
you would have never thought that things like these have been happening in
our house, have you?"
	"No." Collin answered. "Are you going to do that to me because of
what I did today?" He asked in a frightened child's voice. His eyes
pleading the answer to be 'no'.
	"No. Edward is going to take it for you, didn't he say that?" Sean
had a grin on his face. They knew he was joking, but Edward had to confirm.
	"You are not serious, are you, big bro?"
	"Of course not. You wouldn't last a minute in there." Sean
laughed. Both Edward and Collin heave a sigh of relief.
	"Why would anybody wants to be a slave anyway?" Alexander is
beginning to get comfortable with the situation. He always talks a lot when
he is comfortable with the situation.
	"There are two types of people in this world." Sean begins to
answer.  "Masters and slaves. Deep within us all there is that primal
instinct that determines who we are, but not what we do. The latter is
bound to our culture, conscience and physical ability. But in the end, we
are still animals bound by the rules of sex, which by now has been accepted
as a universal truth that it is not only for reproduction."  Everybody
laughs. "Pain is in some way associated with sex. For slaves, pain becomes
pleasure when it reaches a certain level. Many have thoughts of being
helpless and at the mercy of a captor who rules his every move. Many wants
to dominate the body and mind of others to show their superiority. But only
for those who are daring enough to act it out will be able to truly enjoy
the pleasure it offers.  But of course, he will have to be prepare to
accept the things that comes along with it."
	"Like what?" Edward is getting comfortable now.
	"Humiliation, submission, physical damage, mental and physical
torture, sometimes even permanent damage. It all depends on the
relationship between the master and the slave. Sometimes, there's total
submission to a degree even more than what Kenneth has shown me. Sometimes,
it's just a game between two couples to spice up their sex life."
	"How did you know all these things when you have been keeping it in
the family?" Collin was being very careful with the question, but the last
part gave away his intention.
	"You know, kid, there is this one human invention that
revolutionalized our society in communication. It's called the
Internet. Ask your brother Edward about it.  He should be very
knowledgeable in this area."
	"Very funny, big bro." Edward stood up and stretched. The
atmosphere is lighter now.
	"So, Edward. Any interest in joining your brother Kenneth?" Sean
suddenly asked. The question caught Edward by surprised and he
overstretched his back. He let out a yell and fell to the floor. Everyone
laughed at him.
	"I don't think I'm into those things. I don't get off by inflicting
pain on myself." Edward answers honestly.
	"You don't think so because you have not tried it before. I know
you.  You're the bottom guy who's really into submission, just that you
never knew it.  You'll like it. In fact, with the proper guidance, I think
you'll even be better than Kenneth one day." Sean coaxed.
	"And how would it be possible that you understands me more than I
do?"  Edward challenged.
	"I was right about Kenneth too. Ask him." Sean replied.
	"You mean he likes the pain?" Collin was scratching his head.
	"Like is an understatement, my boy. He loves it. He enjoys it. So
much that sometimes he begs me to do it to him. I am not exaggerating. Like
I said, ask him.  He's not going anywhere." Sean finalised and stood up.
	"If he enjoys it so much, where's the punishment then?" Alexander
argued, since it was meant to be a punishment in the first place.
	"It's not the pain that he felt just now. It's the pain he'll feel
in the next few days. Normally I don't give him those wounds on his
back. It's gonna hurt like hell when he showers tomorrow. He'll cry every
time it hurts. It's that bad. And... I'll just prohibit him from cumming
for a few days while keeping him on the edge. That should be punishment
enough." Collin flinched at that last statement. He knows how it feels
like. But however bad it may have been, it's nothing compared to what
Kenneth is going through. He feels very lucky.
	Sean leaves the room to go back and work on his slave. The three of
them sits around the living room dumb-founded. In one night they learn
about their eldest brothers' actual relationship and how far it has
come. Collin couldn't stop feeling lucky for not getting into that
mess. Alexander thought about the position of his second brother in the
brotherhood. Since he is the slave, where would he stand now that they have
known his status? Edward couldn't stop thinking about how Sean said he'd be
a good slave and love being it. It's a very long night. They fell asleep
right there in the living room. They never saw Sean or Kenneth again that
night.


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