Date: Mon, 27 May 2002 20:30:44 -0400 From: Lee Mariner Subject: Brothers-Fantasy #3 BROTHERS FANTASY By Lee Mariner May 2002 DISCLAIMER: This is a gay fantasy involving homosexual acts between young boys. IF YOU ARE NOT OF LEGAL AGE TO READ THIS STORY OR YOU DO NOT APPROVE OF SUCH MATERIAL, PLEASE LEAVE. All characters are fictional and in no way related to any person or persons living or deceased. ENGAGING IN UNPROTECTED SEX CAN LEAD TO LIFE THREATENING CONSEQUENCES AND SHOULD BE AVOIDED. This work is copyrighted by the author and may not be reproduced in any manner without the specific written consent of the author. It is assigned to the Nifty Archives under the terms of their submission guidelines but it may not be copied or archived on any other site without the permission of the author. Copyright: 2002 – Author: Lee Mariner – All Rights are Reserved. Mariner23502@hotmail.com * * * * * * * * * * Chapter #3 The day was overcast and Gramps was right, my car would not have been able to navigate the rough unpaved road that led back in the hills to the cemetery. There were many bone jarring bumps in the road and the overnight rains had filled the vehicle swallowing holes with water. Crossing the creek at the bottom of the holler meant I was half way there and it was an up hill pull from there on. The song about "going to Grandma's house" flashed through my mind but I bet it was a lot more comfortable then this ride. Topping the last ridge, I could see a flatbed truck parked on the side of the road by the entrance to the cemetery and two men working inside. Turning around I parked in the old entrance to what had once been the family homestead but it had been sold years past. The two men saw me coming and one of them, Billy Williams called out as I picked my way through the headstones but I didn't recognize the other one. "Hey Luke, nasty day but my Dad promised your Granddad we would get Matt's marker in for today. I was worried it was going to be so cold the concrete wouldn't set up but we lucked out. I'm sorry as hell about Matt. If there is anything I can do for you Luke, let me know." I knew what Billy meant by that or at least I was pretty sure I did but I said, "You're doing it right now Billy. Gramps asked me to drive out and check but I think more to give me something to do then checking on your Dad." Billy didn't introduce the kid that was with him but he looked like he was about 17 or maybe 18. Even dressed in denim overalls and jacket you could see he had a powerful body under his clothes. He had an old locomotive engineers cap pulled tight over his sandy hair and hazel eyes peering out from under the floppy bill of the cap. "Hi, I'm Luke Lawrence, do you live around here?" "Up on the other side of Dry Ridge, I'm Josh Edwards. I work for Billy and his Dad when they need me." "Sorry Luke, I wasn't thinking. I should have introduced Josh. His daddy works for the county and when I need help putting in a stone like this, Josh comes along." "Lester Edwards, you wouldn't be related to the Lester Edwards that works for my Grandfather would you?" "Yep, sure would. He's my Uncle on my Dad's side." "I didn't know Lester had a brother." "Not many do. He lives down this way, never married, as I understand it. I gotta help Billy, sorry about your brother." Billy wasn't really stuggling with the mixing of the concrete but he did need some help. Billy was a third cousin from my Grandmothers side but not that close. Billy, Matt and I had played together on Gramps farm in the summers we would be here and I knew he was built as solid as a rock and probably could have put the stone in without help. I leaned up against the marker of some distant relative and watched as they wrestled the stone with Matt's name on it: Matthew Lawrence 28 March 1975 18 February 1997 He rests in God's hands * * * * * * * * * * * * Matt and I had looked through Gramps book about how men and women were built. We had tried exploring our own bodies and had even managed to get our small dicks hard pulling on them. It was fun but we didn't know then what it all meant but we played with each other all summer. I was 13 and Matt was 11 when he started playing around with the both of us. I had a few dark hairs around my cock and under my arms but he was still smooth. His cock was slender and almost as big as mine. We both had foreskin but Matt had a little more then me. The head of my cock would disappear completely when I stroked forward and then come out completely when I pushed my hand all the way back. Matt would always watch and do what I did pulling the foreskin back and forth. He would grin when the head of his cock would pop out like it was a miracle or something. But I could tell how good it felt to him the way he would tense up and lean back on his legs. After we learned how good it felt when we got hard it was like we couldn't get enough of it. Even Matt would get the good feelings and sometimes they got so intense I could feel my body shaking and I got scared and quit pulling on my cock. Matt would groan and fall backwards holding his cock and gasping for air. Our favorite place for playing around with each other was in the hayloft. It smelled good there from the hay and if someone came in we would hear the doors opening. A few days before our Mom and Dad were supposed to pick us up we were in our favorite place for the 2nd or 3rd time that day. I learned later that what Matt had been feeling was called a dry orgasm and he had one each time he played with himself but neither one of us knew what it was then. I didn't know that the intense feelings I was having was an actual ejaculation building inside of me and when I stopped it would subside unless I had gone past a certain point and then nothing was going to stop it. Matt brought me to that point and over the edge. We were lying next to each other naked except for our shirts. Matt was left-handed and I was right so that made it perfect for us to jerk each other off. My cock was a little tender from already jerking off but Matt was taking it slow and I matched him stroke for stroke. The feelings in my balls and at the base of my cock were building stronger and it felt like something I didn't understand was taking over my muscles and they were getting tighter. "Matt, you better stop now. Let me finish you off." I whispered huskily but inside of me I really didn't want him to stop it was feeling so good. Heated jolts were running through me and I could feel my nuts starting to draw up. Matt switched hands and scooted up beside me leaning over looking into my eyes, his blazing back at me. Dropping his head over mine he kissed me quickly on the lips and placing his arm over my chest as he squeezed my hot throbbing cock he said "Not this time Lukie, we don't stop this time. I wanna taste what is inside of you." "Matt, what are you saying you can't do that, I won't let you? Your not supposed to do that." I protested but even though I outweighed him he held me down squeezing my throbbing cock. Later I realized I didn't want him to stop but I really didn't know what he was going to do until he did it. Matt grinned at me his eyes flashing as he suddenly twisted taking my cock in his left hand again and pulling on my balls with his right hand. I lay there groaning at the intense feeling he was causing inside of me and suddenly it felt like my cock was on fire as he put his mouth over it sucking all 4" of it in. I groaned crying out "Matt, Matt" but he didn't stop just kept sucking and I grabbed the hair on his head as my hips drove upwards driving my cock deeper into the hot furnace of his sucking mouth. It felt like my entire body was on fire and I could feel my cock swelling getting harder just before my mind went blank at the intensity of something gushing inside of Matt's hot mouth. My hips bucked and it was like Matt was riding a bucking horse holding my cock tight in his mouth draining what ever it was that had shot from my throbbing cock. My heart was beating so fast and I couldn't breath for a few seconds until the feelings slowly slipped away from me and I started to relax with Matt still holding my softening cock in his mouth rubbing the soft inside of my leg and massaging my still small balls. I didn't realize that I had been biting on the knuckle of my index finger until the pain of the pressure registered and I pulled it out deep teeth marks where I had bitten so I would not cry out. A huge sigh escaped from my throat as the air I had been holding escaped. Matt's head was resting on my stomach and I stroked his hair, "Mattie, Mattie" I cooed like a baby. He and I lay quietly for a few minutes and he twisted again looking deep into my eyes before pressing his lips on mine his tongue forcing my lips open and sliding inside my mouth. I tasted something a little sweet but slightly salty and he mixed it and our saliva before we swallowed. I still didn't know what we had really done or what I had swallowed. I did know that I had never experienced such feelings that Mattie cause when he took my cock into his mouth. Lifting his head from my chest, I looked at him. "Mattie, what did we do? Where did you learn to do what you just did?" Leaning on his elbow, his face close to mine and in almost a whisper he said, "From the book Gramps was showing us stuff from. You aren't mad at me are you Lukie? I read about what is called an ejaculation that men and older boys have. It happens when you get so excited from the good feelings you cause when you jerk off, that's what guys call masturbation. You always wanted to stop when those feelings got so bad it scared you. When you did today, I wanted to see what would happen that's why I took you in my mouth and sucked on you. You shot out stuff that is called sperm or male seed. The book said it was mostly protein and that can't hurt you. I wanted to see what it tasted like and don't get mad at me Lukie I wanted to feel your cock in my mouth. It was awesome, the feeling of you swelling getting harder and them jerking just as that stuff come shooting out. Not a lot but I bet you get more as you get older and someday I'll do the same thing. I like those feelings I get from playing with it." I couldn't get mad at the innocence of Mattie and the way he explained what he wanted. He had that impish smile on his face and his eyes glowed with a deep love I knew was always there. "No little brother, I'm not mad at you but you should have told me what you were going to do first. Was that sweet, salty stuff you put in my mouth the stuff from inside of me?" "Yeah Lukie, now we are really part of each other aren't we?" Matt said giggling his eyes shining again. "Not quite Mattie. When you can do it then we will be part of each other. Course we already are since we're brothers." We lay together a little longer. Mattie had his head on my shoulder, his arm hugging me and his leg over my hips pressing down on my cock. I didn't know how much I loved Matt until that day and how much I wanted him. I swore then that I would wait until he grew a little older before anything else happened. I knew I liked other boys after what he had just done; I'd been looking at boys in school, feeling an excitement when I looked at them naked wondering what it would be like to be with one of them. Some of the older boys would play with their cocks getting them hard showing off for the younger boys and mine would get so hard it ached. One or two would stand with their legs apart slowly stroking on their bigger cock and look at you grinning. I had heard some whispering about "blowjobs" wishing someone would suck on their cocks so they could get off or they would like to "corn hole" someone. I didn't know any of that until Matt sucked on me and I learned later that if you pushed your cock inside someone's ass it was called "corn holing." I don't remember how long we lay there together until I heard Gramps calling us. Shaking Matt, he woke up and we dressed quickly climbing down the hayloft ladder and running out the back door of the barn and over to the path that ran alongside the fence. Gramps was still calling when I hollered to him, Mattie and I running. "Where you boys been? I been calling and calling." "We were over by that pasture where you put the new foals Gramps. Their cute playing around like they do." "Just so long as you don't get inside and between them and their mothers. Let's get some supper, ham and beans with cornbread. Buttermilk if you want it." "Buttermilk, yuck. How can you drink that stuff?" "Been drinking if before your daddy was born Luke and probably will until the Lord calls me. Get cleaned up." Regardless of the buttermilk supper was good and we helped Gramps clean up afterwards. Sitting on the couch we were watching some silly television program and Matt was almost sitting in my lap. He was holding onto my arm with his head on my shoulder and his right arm behind my back squeezing me with his left leg hooked over mine. "What's the matter Matt? You're gonna strangle him if you get any closer to Luke. Something wrong?" "Just thinking about three days and it'll all be over and were going to Germany. I hate it over there. Can't you get Mom and Dad to let us stay here with you, Gramps? We don't wanna go back there. It'll probably be 3 or 4 years before we see you again." "Come here Mattie, sit with old Gramps. You're still young enough to sit with me. Luke is getting a little old for kid stuff." What Gramps didn't know was that I would have loved to sit with him his big strong arms around me and that I wasn't that much bigger then Matt but I just watched as he Matt snuggled close to our grandfather. "Mattie, you too Luke. There is nothing I would like more then have you with me but I'm only your grandfather. Your Mom and Dad have the say in where you live at least until you are 18 years old. "What happens then Gramps? I still have 7 years before I'm that old." "When you turn 18 the law considers you as adults and you can live anywhere if you can afford it. Lots more to it then just picking up and leaving home for some other place. You need a job so you can support yourself." With his typical child like innocence Matt looked at Gramps and sincerely said, "but you'd take care of us wouldn't you?" Gramps took Matt's face in his big rough farmers hands and kissed him on the forehead. "Son, your old gramps will always be here if you need him. I kind of figure by then you'll be wanting to make your own way what with college and all you got ahead of the both of you. One day this place might be yours unless your Daddy sells it before then. So you got a little something to look forward to. Better be getting up to bed, it's getting late." Matt and I gave Gramps a big hug and a kiss on the cheek. With a good night, we clambered up the stairs to our bedroom quickly stripping our clothes off for a shower. The water was warm and we washed each other with shower gel and soft sponges. Even for 11, Matt was developing a smooth muscular body. His chest was thick and defined; his stomach muscles were hard and tight. Strong arms and legs were filling out from running over the farm. Usually he would turn around so I could wash his back but this time he moved in closer pulling my arms around him he head resting on my shoulder. I could feel the beat of his heart and his slow even breathing. That feeling of being close with him started flowing over me and my cock was hardening at the feel of his strong smooth body next to mine. I was breathing hard when he moved lifting his face to mine, his eyes soft and yielding. "Do you love me Luke?" He said very seriously as he slid his arms around me pulling me a little tighter. "What do you mean, do I love you? Of course I do Matt, I always will. You're being silly asking me that." Matt stood holding me tight my raging hard on pressed into his groin his eyes boring into mine his breathing still slow and even while my heart was racing. "I know you love me like a brother Luke and I love you. I mean do you really love me, not your brother, not Matt, but me." The intensity of Matt's words sank slowly into my brain as he looked at me and it dawned on me what he was asking and I raised my hands taking his face between them. Matt's eyes flashed, burning into mine as he squeezed me tighter his groin pressed to mine. "Mattie, are you telling me what I think you are?" "That we both love each other more then just as brothers? I've known that since last year. Does it excite me when you touch me, yes it does. Do I like boys more then girls, yes. After today, I think you do to." "You little devil, is that why you did all of that?" "Not entirely Luke, I did it mostly because I love you and I wanted you to know how much. But I read about what is called "oral stimulation". I looked it up in the dictionary and all it means is someone sucking your dick and I had a hunch you would go all the way if I didn't let you stop me. You liked it as much as I did. We both are hard right now and all kinds of feelings are going through me. Will you suck me Lukie, let me feel the way I made you feel?." Matt nuzzled under my chin and rotated his body against mine. He was right about one thing I felt like a firecracker ready to explode. Turning the water off I lifted is face to mine and kissed him deeply passionately, his arms around my neck and my arms squeezing his tight hard body too me. "In the bed Mattie." We dried each other off and slipped between the sheets melting into each other's arms our bodies molded to each other as his lips meet mine our tongues twisting as we explored the nooks and crannies of our mouths. Mattie lay quietly beside me as I threw the sheet back. In the dim glow of the night-light his smooth muscled body appeared almost alabaster and I ran my fingers over his skin following the outline of his growing chest and stomach muscles and they rippled under the light touch of my fingers. His small hard dick lay on his hairless pelvis and I could see the beginning of his ball sac. Running my hand over his dick he winced tightening up and I could feel two small almost pea sized balls waiting to fall. "Lukie turn around, let me suck on you again." I twisted my hips and stretched out beside Matt as he scooted down his groin at my face and mine at his. He took my hard 4" cock in his hand and skinned it back sending sharp blue bolts rushing up from my slack nut sac filling my cock with fire as I put my mouth over Mattie's hard cock. I didn't have to suck on his that much just run my tongue over it as I used my thumb to massage his small ball sac his little nuts moving around as I sucked him. Matt sucked me pulling my nuts and skinning my foreskin back with his tongue every time he plunged his mouth down over me. His hips were working furiously pushing into my mouth and I felt his little cock swelling and hardening as mine did. I groaned deeply feeling the surging of my sperm rushing up my hard shaft exploding in Matt's mouth gushing down his throat. He kept pushing his cock in my mouth groaning sending phonic shocks through me when he suddenly arched his back gripping my wilting cock with his lips. He pushed and pushed as he groaned and I tasted just a drop of a fluid that was sweet and a little salty, Matt had just ejaculated a very small amount but he had just given me his virgin load and I held him tight with my lips his cock harder then mine. I sucked trying to drain more of his bodies nectar from his softening 3" cock when I felt my cock slip from his mouth and he fell back gasping for air, his body shaking. I quickly turned around laying beside him gathering him to me holding him feeling our hearts racing as we slowly relaxed still gasping for air. Tears were in my eyes as I whispered softly "I love you Mattie, I'll love you forever." He didn't say anything just lay with me his head buried into my neck. We didn't move, just laid they're holding each other. I reached down and pulled the sheet back over our nakedness. Mattie's head rested on my bicep and with my free hand I slowly stroked his back and sides hearing his breathing soften as he fell asleep. Still holding him close I lay my head on the pillow and holding my Mattie close fell into a deep sleep. * * * * * * * * * * * Matt woke me in the morning hovering over me with the sheet around our hips. He was running his fingers over my chest the same way I had been feeling his chest during the night. "Your beautiful Luke, you know that? Your muscles are filling out and the hair under your arms and around you dick is soft and silky." "No more than you are Matt. You're filling out good." "I'm almost as tall as you now and I bet my dick gets as big as yours someday. Did you enjoy last night?" "Of course I did especially when your cock dripped a small drop of sperm. I thought you would go crazy when you did that." "I did do that didn't I Luke? You tasted it didn't you? I was afraid I had peed in your mouth but it felt so good I didn't know what I should do, I couldn't stop it." "No little brother that was the real thing. It tasted just like mine when you kissed me yesterday after you sucked on me." Matt sat with me, his hands sort of aimlessly wandering over me when he lowered his head pressing his nose and forehead against mine. He was breathing slow and easy his hand cupping my tits. "I heard you telling me you loved me Lukie that made me feel real good." "Matt when did you know how you felt about me, yourself and other boys." "A couple of years ago but it didn't feel like what I wanted Luke. I'd get excited watching the older boys pulling on their cocks but it didn't mean anything to me. When you and I played with each other there was something special about it. I don't know what it is Luke, it was like I would get a warm feeling all over me and I wanted to feel you inside of me. I wanted to hold you kiss you feel you against me and I didn't want to let you go, I never want to let you go." I pulled Matt to me kissing him softly the tips of our tongues touching and sliding back and forth at the entrance to our mouths. It was teasing and sent thrills through the both of us. Rolling on top of Matt I covered his body with mine feeling both of our cocks hard and pressed between us. An ecstatic fog was covering us, raptures running through the muscle of our young bodies. Only Gramps call brought us back from the brink. "Luke, Matt. You guys awake? We gotta do some shipping before your Mom and Dad get here tomorrow." "Be right down Gramps, Matt is in the shower." Grinning at my white lie Matt jumped out of bed kissing me quickly and pulled me with him. His eyes glittered as we showered and I could feel the bond that would be with us the rest of our lives growing in my breast. Matt was more then my brother, he was my life. * * * * * * * * * * I was watching Billy and Josh getting ready to set the stone in place on the damp concrete by my mind was deep in thought back 11 years. It had started raining again but not the downpour it was when we buried Matt. The rain was mixing with my tears as I thought about the day we left with Mom and Dad for Germany. I thought about Matt's first climax and how it had affected him. I though about how he had tricked me into my first ejaculation with him and all we had done together since finding out how we felt for each other. My cock hardened thinking of the first time Matt asked me to fuck him and I ached wanting him again, but he was gone. "Luke, your getting soaked. We are finished here, lets go home." Billy said shaking my shoulder before running to his truck. "Do you need a cap Luke? I got an extra in the truck if you want it. No need catching pneumonia out here. Matt wouldn't want that." Josh said softly "Thanks anyway Josh, you're right. It is getting colder and not likely the rain is going to let up. It was nice meeting you maybe some other time we can catch up on families." "I'd like that Luke, lets get in the trucks out of this rain before we both get sick." Josh and I ran for our trucks and I waved at Billy as I passed him jumping into the cab of Gramps truck. The rain was really coming down and I sat there looking at the marker that Billy and Josh had installed before it started raining so hard. * * * * * * * * * Matt and I were trying our best to seem happy the last couple of days we were on the farm. We had sex and Matt's & my sperm production was increasing but even that was not much fun. Going with Mom and Dad to Germany again was the last thing we wanted. They swooped in and everything changed with orders being given about being packed and ready to leave on the following morning since Dad was on a tight schedule. Matt and I didn't realize it then but it would be almost 5 years before we would see Gramps again. * * * * * * * Mannheim hadn't changed that much, most Army posts don't. Since Dad was a Lt. Colonel, the housing was a little better then when he was a Captain and Major. Dad would become a full Colonel before we left Mannheim. Mannheim is almost like a small American city inside of Germany. There was everything on base that was back home. The school was built like a fortress and handled grades K thru 12. There was a commissary, exchange mall, movie theatres, gyms, inside and outside swimming pools, bowling alleys, almost anything we needed. Matt and I were registered in the school but it was like a layered concentration camp. Kids got a kick out of comparing whose father was higher in rank and lording it over the kids that had lower ranked and enlisted men fathers. Matt and I got into several fights about that and would wind up grounded. We would go to school every morning and then Dad would allow us the use of the gym since sports aren't that much of the school curriculum in Germany. The weight room is where we spent a lot of time building ourselves up and Matt was a natural. I had to work at it a little harder but almost like overnight his body started expanding. We both developed at pretty much the same rate and we learned more about the power we had inside of us. Mom still told us no sleeping together but we did anyway. Our cocks grew at the same rate as our muscles did and we both loved feeling and looking at each other. One evening when Matt was 15 he was laying beside me running his fingers over the thickness of my muscles following the outlines we had worked so hard for. At 15 he was just as cut and defined as I was and I loved the feel of him rubbing me. I looked up at him and he seemed to be dreaming. "Whatcha thinking about Mattie?" "All kinds of things. I think about being with Gramps all of the time wishing we were back there. Do you remember the first time I sucked you off and made you cum?" "Of course I do and I sucked you off later that night and you dribbled just a little. Boy did that make me feel good knowing I had made you do that." "Yeah, we had little bitty dicks then and now look at us, almost 7" each last time we measured. Took us a little while before learning how we could take all of it didn't it? That was a lot of fun experimenting with each other. I remember the first time you slid your cock all the way down my throat, I thought I was going to choke until I relaxed my muscles completely. When you shot your load that time I damn near did drown." "You did the same thing to me Mattie, the same way." I could feel Mattie's cock hardening against my thick muscled thigh, his hand playing with my balls making my hard cock jump up and down when he pulled on them. Leaning down, he kissed me like he always did. "You never taste the same way twice Lukie. I love kissing you." "Me too but right now you have me so hot I'm gonna burst." "Little brother has big brother all hot and bothered? Do you want your big cock sucked or do you just want to play with it." Matt teased his blue eyes flashing. "What ever you do is okay just stop teasing, you know I can't stand that." "Makes it more fun big brother. I like watching your cock jerking, bouncing up and down and you squirming." Matt's eyes had that gleam that meant he was having fun and would torture me longer the more I complained. Sometimes he would lay on top of me moving his hips slowly as he kissed or he wave his hard cock back and forth just out of my mouth's reach while his knees held my arms down. Without warning he swung his body over mine and with his hands squeezing and pressing on my chest he straddled me his balls hanging over mine and for a flash I remembered the first time I felt his little pea-sized balls. Grinning he lowered himself until his lips met mine and I could feel our cocks being crushed between us. Matt suddenly sat up and taking both our cocks in his hand he squeezed them hard forcing pre-cum out of the slits. Licking his free hand palm and fingers while he held us both tight he smeared the pre-cum and saliva over the sensitive heads and I groaned gripping his muscled thighs in both hands. Matt moved up a little until both of our cocks were standing straight up and he stated slowly pumping both of us. The feeling of his cock and mine being squeezed and pumped together sent an ecstatic feeling rushing through. I reached up and ran my hands over Matt's smooth hard muscled chest the intense feeing of fire building in my nuts. A light sheen of sweat had broke out on us both as Matt slowly increased the tempo of his pumping hand and we both were moaning softly feeling each other and the passions rising to an almost cataclysmic explosion. Matt had his eyes closed and I could see the hard ridges of his abdominal muscles tightening and we both were breathing faster. The swelling and hardening of our cocks together with the euphoric feelings that were washing over us was that last little spark that sent us both over the edge and Mattie hissed between clinched teeth, "Yessssss Lukie, now." His body was hard and quivering like a bow string as my back arched lifting us both up and the gushing streams from within us mixed and fell back onto my stomach like a waterfall of milky white cream. Matt held us tight, our cocks throbbing and surging sending volumes of sperm up and over me. Slowly we relaxed, breathing a little more gently and Matt laid his chest on top of me his head beside mine. Nibbling my ear he whispered the same thing he did everytime we made love with each other, "Do you still love me Lukie?" I answered as I always did, "As long as I can breathe Mattie." We cleaned each other up hiding the towel so Mom wouldn't find it. Later I would put it in the clothes hamper for the maid to wash. Our sex lives didn't vary all that much, it was the foreplay that made it exciting. Mattie knew how to prolong it and make me horny and hot as hell. Once he rammed his cock between my legs touching my asshole and that sent a body shivering shock through me. A new phase in our sex lives was about to happen. * * * * * * * * * *