Date: Sat, 15 Jan 2000 13:00:57 EST From: D Subject: brother's first time From where I was I had a good view of him. He was lying on the chaise lounge, his legs spread apart. Through the opening of his cut off shorts I could see his heavy nuts hanging down. There was a bulge across his right thigh where he was massaging himself. He wore a white tank top that hugged his big chest and narrow waist. The sun beat down on him and his body glistened with sweat. A couple of empty beer bottles sat on the ground beside him. His eyes were closed and he looked like he was concentrating on something. He took his hand away from his dick and grabbed the sides of the chaise. I watched for a while wondering what was going to happen. I watched the steady rise and fall of his chest and admired him. My own dick was pressing hard against my shorts and I rubbed it slowly. The tip poked out of my shorts and I massaged the precum into the head I reached my other hand in and grabbed my balls squeezing them in my fingers, feeling their heavy sweatiness. I tried to go slowly, wanting to see what was going to happen before I got off, but I was getting real close. Just as soon as I was going to give up and get myself off, I noticed a dark patch begin to form in his shorts. It spread quickly and the look on his face was of relief. I realized he was pissing himself. Soon his whole shorts were drenched and I could see it running down his thighs. He hunched up his hips and quickly ripped off his shorts. His big thick dick was spraying wildly. As he lay back down again he grabbed his dick and aimed it at his chest, the heavy stream drenching his shirt. He pointed it higher and began to spray himself in the face, it ran down his neck and torso all the way back down to his dick soaking his pubes and his big nuts. The stream started to slow down and he began jacking his dick. It grew bigger and bigger, and by the time it was hard it had to have been at least nine inches. With his free hand he slid his hand up his shirt and rubbed his quarter sized nipples. He was bucking his hips now, sliding his fat wet dick through his clenched palm. Bringing his hand away from his distended nipples, he reached under himself and began to rub his asshole. His face twisted when he sank his finger all the way in his hole. He started bucking faster now, down on to his finger, and up into his fist. He froze for a second and I saw him shoot. The first wad shot all the way up to his neck, the following six or seven on his chest. As he started to calm down, he rubbed the piss and cum together on his chest and spread down to his dick pumping the last drops of jizz out of his barely deflating dick. He massaged it into his damp nuts and into his hot tight hole. Finally he dropped his hands relaxed on to the chaise still breathing heavily. At this point I lost control and shot my load all the way down my leg. I almost fell backwards with the force of it. When I stopped coming I lay back on my bed and continued to jack my still hard dick. That was the first time I caught my brother jerking off. He had only come home two weeks ago, but I felt that my whole life had changed since he had been back. I hadn't seen him in two years, since he left for college on the East Coast. You wouldn't say that our family was close. I had only talked to him maybe five times in those two years and had almost completely forgotten he existed, until mom told me he would be coming home for the summer. The last time I had seen him I was seventeen and he was nineteen. The night he was coming back I had to work at the restaurant. I finished my shift at eleven and walked home. It was a hot night and even in shorts and a T-shirt I was sweating. I had mixed feelings about him coming back. I had enjoyed being an only child, having my room to myself, not having to fight over things. I wasn't sure what to think about the whole thing, I felt like a stranger would be coming into our house. When I got home I went in quietly, every one was asleep. I crept into my room and stood for a moment in the dark to let my eyes adjust. Lying on the other twin bed, the bed that had been empty for the past two years, was my brother. I knew it was him, but if I hadn't known he was coming, I might have not known who it was. He was lying naked, face down on the bed, and he must have been twice as big as he was before he left. His wide shoulders led down to a strong looking back, and down to narrow hips. His butt was round and high, whiter than the rest of him. His thighs were solid and thick leading down to muscled calves. He had his bulky arms rested on the pillow near his face, which was the only part of him that was really recognizable. I stood for a while, staring at him, feeling that same knot rise in me that I got when I looked at other boys sometimes. I felt confused and nervous, and I just stood there staring at him, my heart pounding faster. My dick was hard and it ached and I felt my whole body flush. Finally, I stripped down to my underwear and tried to crawl into bed as quietly as possible. The bed creaked as I got in and I could hear him stir. He turned over on to his back and I heard him mumble something. I froze stiff, sure that he would wake up, finding me hard and know that I had been watching him. But he didn't. After what must have been ten minutes, I slowly lifted myself up onto my elbow and looked over at him. He was beautiful. His dark hair fell in locks over his forehead, his eyes were closed and his full lips were slightly parted. His chest was massive and his pecs were topped with luscious looking nipples. His stomach was rippled with hard ridges that led down to his waist. There was a small patch of dark hair, from which emerged his dick. It was long and fat and heavy and it hung down on his thigh. Even soft it looked to be five inches. His nuts hung down between his thighs, which glistened lightly with sweat. I knew then. I had known all along, but I had tried to deny it. But now I was sure. At that moment I wanted nothing more than to taste his skin. To lick my way down from his neck to his toes. To wrap my lips around his thick shaft and feel him shoot down my throat. The funny thing was that I wasn't upset. I knew now that I wanted to be with men, and there was some comfort in knowing. I continued watching him, imagining the things I wanted to do with him. My dick was leaking everywhere and I reached my hand down to spread it around. I began squeezing my thick cock, jacking it slowly, teasing myself as I stared at my brother. When I got too close I would rub and squeeze my nuts, their heavy load begging to get out. I felt it first in my toes and then it crept up slowly almost paralyzing me, the most intense orgasm I had ever had. I couldn't keep my hips from bucking as I jammed my shaft through my fist, and I couldn't help let out a heavy moan as cum erupted from my dick and splashed all over my body. As I recovered I quickly wiped up the mess with my discarded underwear and fell into a deep sleep. The next day when I woke up he was already gone, and I noticed that the covers were off me and I was completely naked with a raging hard-on. I wondered if he had seen me like this, or if he had even noticed me. I jacked off again and showered and went downstairs. My mom told me that he had gone off with the car to see some friends. I was relieved and upset at the same time that he wasn't there. I wanted to see him but was afraid that my feelings would show all over my face. I went to work that day and was in a total fog. I couldn't get the image of my brother out of my head, and I was hard all day. It was a good thing I was behind a counter. Tuesdays I only work a half-day so I went home about four. As I neared the house, I noticed that the car was in the driveway. My heart raced as I approached the door. I stood for a moment before opening it, not sure what to do. Finally, realizing that I must look like a total idiot, I opened the door and walked in. He was sitting in the living room in a chair with his back to me talking to his high school buddy Mike. Mike looked up at me, and then back to my brother, as if I was a total stranger. When Alex turned around from his chair I froze again. His grimace slowly turned into a smile. "Well if it isn't little DJ all grown up. What's up little man?" I just stood there not moving, not saying anything, totally dumbstruck. "Did I miss something. Did Mom forget to tell me that you'd gone deaf? What's the matter with you?" His smile had turned to an expression of irritation. I looked down at my feet and tried to speak but my words didn't come out right. My face flushed crimson. "What'd you say? Jeez, you may have grown up but you're still a retard." Mike laughed. I remembered this now. I remembered why we never got on that well. I was always the one that got picked on. "It's good to see you," I stammered, and quickly walked upstairs to my room. When I got upstairs I threw myself onto my bed and hid my face in the pillow. Why was I such a jerk? He was right, I am a total retard. I lay there for a long time, trying to think of a way to redeem myself, thinking of ways I could try to impress him, but I kept coming up short. Eventually, my mom called down for dinner and I reluctantly went down. The four of us sat at the dinner table and our parents gushed at how nice it was to have their boys home. My brother and I barely spoke at all, treating each other with a certain amount of suspicion. Then my father said something about a project that he was working on that he said would be done next Tuesday. Alex looked at me and said," Right, next Tuesday," sarcastically. We both bust up laughing. It was a long-standing joke that our dad was always finishing something next Tuesday. At that moment something broke between us and we began to talk more easily. Over the next couple of days we started to warm up to each other. He would tell me about things at college and I would listen attentively about his nights out drinking, and the cold winters. I would tell him about my job and my plans for college. Pretty soon he was even inviting me out with his friends. I felt so proud being with him, being near him made me feel safe and protected. I was still the little twerp to him, but it took on a more endearing tone. There was also the sexual excitement I felt being near him. His sexy good looks, his beautiful body, his easy manner, all gave me a sense of elation being near him. I remember the nights vividly. When I worked late nights I would come home to find him asleep in his bed. If it were very hot, he would sleep naked with the covers tangled around his body, or kicked off all together. Sometimes I would just stand over his bed, flushed with desire, admiring his beautiful body, wanting so badly to touch him, to feel his powerful body against mine. Often, when he was asleep, his dick would get hard, and I would watch it throb and pulse, his balls rising and falling with his breath. I spent so many nights jacking off watching him sleep, and so many days fantasizing about him. After the time I caught him jerking off I felt an even stronger presence of sex about him. His every move and gesture made me think of sex. It got to be so intense that it was physically difficult for me to be around him without getting hard. I kept seeing images in my head of his face as he blew his load all over himself, or imagining what it felt like inside of that tight little hole. I began to explore my own body more thoroughly, discovering the sensation of pulling and twisting my nipples as I jacked off. The first time I shoved my pre- cum covered fingers up my ass, I shot so hard that I covered my face with my thick wad. I don't know if it was the heat or my overactive imagination, but I began to wonder if maybe he didn't want the same things I did. It was small things, the way he would tousle my hair, his arm around me casually when we were out. Sometimes I thought I could feel him watching me, although I may have been imagining it. From time to time he would come into the bathroom while I was in the shower and talk to me casually through the shower glass, as he was taking his morning piss. Watching his thick hose as he pissed made me think of the time I spied on him as he pissed himself on the chaise lounge, and weirdly I wished he would piss on me. Imagining him spraying my body with his hot piss and eyeing him through the shower door, I would have to turn around with my back to him to hide my pounding erection. We were playing basketball one day, he always beat me, and as we finished up the game he gave me a consolatory pat on the ass that lingered for a moment. I almost lost my balance at the feel of his hand on my firm ass. We went inside to cool off and get something to drink. We went up to our bedroom and sat on our beds and talked for a while. It was hot upstairs and we were still both sweating from the game. Alex stripped off his shirt and used it to wipe off the sweat from his body. I stared at his body, his chest heaving, his hair matted to his forehead with sweat. He was perfect. His muscles flexed with every movement, his smooth skin damp with perspiration. I was sitting on the edge of my bed facing him on his bed. I clasped my hands tightly around my glass and tried to steady my breathing, trying not to stare too hard. Alex scooted back on his bed and leaned his back against the wall. His legs were spread wide and he lifted one against his chest. Alex wasn't wearing any underwear and I could see the tip of his fat dick and his heavy nuts through the opening of his shorts. I knew that he was talking to me because I could hear his voice, but I couldn't make out the words. I just sat there, my jaw slack, my eyes transfixed between his legs, my erection clearly visible in my shorts. "DJ. Hey DJ. Hey!" "What?" I finally managed. "What are you looking at?" He knew. He was testing me now. My face was completely flushed. I couldn't move. I thought he would probably beat me up. Or be so disgusted with me that he would leave home and go back to the East Coast. "What are you looking at?" he repeated. "I...I...I'm..." He stood up and came nearer to me. He stopped in front of me and looked down at me. "Do you want it?" he whispered. I looked up at his face and nearly fainted. His half-naked body so close to mine, the ripe smell of his sweaty body. His cock made an impression down the front of his shorts. "Go ahead, touch it" he said I reached out, my fingers trembling as I touched the cotton fabric of his shorts. I felt his huge bulge and rubbed it with my hands. "It's O.K." he whispered. Then he slowly pushed his shorts down over his narrow waist. Down past his pubes over his cock and down to his feet. His semi-hard cock was now in plain view just inches from my face. "Jack it for me, make me hard." I wrapped my hand around his thickness and stroked him slowly. Quickly he began to grow harder and fuller. He moaned and gently rocked his hips into my hand. With my other hand I felt up his huge silky nuts, their heat and weight filling my hand. I stared at his huge cock as it grew longer and fatter, the smooth skin stretched tightly around the thick shaft. "You like that? You like playing with your brother's big dick? Keep stroking it. You're makin' me feel so good." Pre-cum oozed from his slit as I jacked him off, making his shaft slippery in my hand. He placed one hand on my head and reached down with the other to massage my left nipple. He started to pull on it and I felt it all the way to my dick. I was nearly drooling with his cock inches from my lips. All the time I had spent fantasizing about him and here I had him in my hands. I wanted to taste it so bad, and as if on cue he said," Go on, give it a kiss. Just kiss the head. It's O.K., I won't tell anyone. Just put your lips on it for a second." He pushed my hand off his dick and grabbed it with his own. He rubbed it across my face, teasing me with his dick. "Go ahead, taste it. Put your pretty lips around it. Come on, man, you're makin' me crazy." My lips parted and he shoved the head in. My jaws stretched wide to accommodate the width of it. I ran my tongue around the salty head, and swooned at the sensation of having his cock in my mouth. "Oh yeah, that's it. Go ahead and suck it. Feels so hot in your mouth. Take a little more now. Oh, God." He pushed further into my mouth, making me gag on the size of it. But I did my best to take as much as he could give. He held my head steady as he gave me more and more of his thick shaft. Saliva ran down my chin as he worked my mouth. When he hit my tonsils I thought I would choke, but some how I managed to get all of it down my throat. I felt his sweaty nuts on my chin as he rammed further. "Fuck yeah, all the way, man. Damn, that's hot." He pulled out of my mouth abruptly and told me to lie down on the bed. I did as he told me to and propped my head up on the pillow as he straddled my chest. Again he guided his cock to my lips, and my tongue reached out to meet it. I licked and sucked at his fat head, now really enjoying it. He was letting me lead now and I took my time working my way up and down his meat, trying to give him as much pleasure as possible. I looked up at his beautiful face, his eyes closed, his full lips parted as he groaned. He pulled out of my mouth again and moved so that his nuts fell in my face. I hungrily lapped at his smooth sack trying to get one of his huge nuts in my mouth. "Mmm...yeah, suck on my nuts. That feels incredible. Take both of them. Get 'em real wet. Fuck man you're makin' me so hot. Harder, man, suck harder." I had to really stretch wide to get both of his fat nuts in my mouth, but when I did, he moaned and groaned, and really started to grind himself into my face. After a while he pulled his nuts out of my face and shoved his cock back in my mouth. He was really goin' now. He was panting as he face-fucked me with long strokes, harder and faster. I did my best to keep up with him, massaging his nuts as he gave it to me. "Oh, yeah. Here it comes. Gonna come now. I can feel it. Oh, yeah, take it all the way. Keep suckin' it. Take it. Take it. Here it comes, I'm cummin', oh fuck, gonna come in your mouth. Oh yeah." I felt him throb and pulse in my mouth as he began to come. The thick jets of cum started to fill my mouth as he rammed in and out of my lips. I tried to swallow as much as I could, but there was too much, and it began running down my face. He continued to pump, as he came down from his orgasm, and I sucked as best I could, trying to get the last of his hot cum. Finally he withdrew, leaving my mouth open, dripping with his cum. He bent down to me and licked my lips, sucking his jism off my face, thrilling me with the feel of our mouths touching. Then he slipped his tongue into my mouth and gave me my first kiss. The sensation of our tongues gliding together was incredible. We kissed for a while and he began to pull at my shirt, tugging it over my head. He kissed and sucked at my body, working his way down to my nipples and biting and tugging at them with his teeth. My whole body was alive with sensations as he continued down my stomach, licking my belly-button. He shoved my legs apart and licked his way up my inner thighs, getting right up to my underwear. He reached up to grab at my cock, which was throbbing wildly in my shorts, and I thought I would shoot right then when he touched me. With one motion he grabbed my shorts and ripped them off, leaving me totally naked, with my dick hard raging hard against my belly. "Damn, you're almost as big as me," he said. He grabbed hold of my leaky cock and stroked me as his mouth moved down to lick and tease my nuts. This was so much more than I had expected. At most I thought he would get off and leave, but now he was working me over too. He really seemed to be enjoying it too. "You want me to suck it for you," he said. "I bet you're just dyin' to get you're load off. Never thought you're big brother would dig suckin' cock, huh?" I was too speechless to answer him, but only shoved my hips up tryin' to get my thick meat closer to his lips. He grabbed hold of my dick and brought it to his mouth. His tongue reached out and teased the head. I cried out when he finally wrapped his lips around it and took the head into his fiery mouth. He was much more experienced than me and he sent me to heaven workin' my dick the way he did. He would glide up and down, putting pressure at all the right spots, but then pull off when he could tell I was getting' to close. He was really getting into it, he would suck me all the way down his throat and then work slowly back up and suck on the head for a while. As he sucked on my meat his hands would pull and rub my nuts, getting' me so close to blowing it would hurt. Suddenly he turned me over on my stomach and started kissing and licking at my ass cheeks and thighs. Instinctively, my thighs spread open, and he got closer to my asshole. He was rubbing and kneading at my ass cheeks when I felt his tongue slide across my crack. It felt like a lightning bolt, and I went weak as he started rimming my ass with his tongue. He kept tonguing me like that and my dick was about to burst it was so hard. "You like that, huh, don't ya? You got a hot little ass. You're gonna feel a lot more than my tongue back there by the time we're through. Shit, my little brother's a fuckin' whore for cock." And with that he slid a thick finger right up my ass. With his other hand he reached under me and jacked on my drooling meat. At first his finger hurt a little but as I got used to it started to feel really good. He slipped another in and I started bucking into him, trying to get more of that good feeling. "Shit, man, you're makin' me cum," I screamed. He whipped me over onto my back and swallowed my throbbing meat in one gulp. He took me all the way to the base as my cock exploded down his throat. It was the most intense orgasm of my life, my body shook and bucked as I rammed my shooting meat all the way into his hot, sucking mouth. I came for what seemed like an eternity, shooting more of my white hot stuff than I had before, and he kept takin' it like a pro. When I stopped he was still workin' my thick hard shaft and swallowing the rest of my cum. "You must've been savin' up for that one for a while. I've never seen someone shoot like that before. Man, I never thought I'd be this turned on by my own little brother, but you're one hot number." He was strokin' his hard cock kneeling above me as I recuperated from my orgasm. His body was shiny with sweat and his big muscles danced as he looked down at me with those lusty eyes. "You think you're ready to go all the way? 'Cause right now I got one thing on my mind, and that's plowin' that little ass of yours." He was reachin' down now and fingering my hole again, stroking his meat with the other. I didn't know that I had much of a choice, by the way he was looking at me, but I also knew I wasn't about to protest. He grabbed my legs and hoisted them over his shoulders bringing my ass closer to his dick. Removing his fingers, he started to rub his meat up and down my crack. The feel of his hot meat rubbin' on my virgin hole was driving me crazy. "This is gonna' be good, I know it. Just relax and trust me, it'll feel real good. You just tell me if I need to stop." He pressed the head of his massive dick to my hole and began to push. It felt like he was goin' to rip me apart as he began to enter me, but I ground my teeth knowing it was going to be good. "Oh god, that's good. You're so fuckin' hot. Let me in a little more. Relax. Just take it, and relax." He shoved more of his meat into me and a heat spread out inside me. The more of that thick cock he slid in, the better it felt. My own cock was still rock hard and throbbing as he slid more and more of his meat inside me. "Yeah, that's it. All the way. Yeah, DJ, you got all my meat now. God damn, you're hot. Feels so tight in there. Makin' me feel so good. Take it all, man." With that he started sliding in and out of me. His whole cock filling up my tight ass. At first he went slowly, sliding in and out just a little, rockin' his hips against me. In and out, and then he would grind into me, rubbing hard against my body. Then as I got more accustomed to him, his strokes were longer, we would draw out all the way, then shove slowly all the way back in. Every time he would pass my prostate I would groan as electricity passed through my entire body. I never imagined getting fucked could feel this good. I felt totally complete with his cock shoved all the way up my tight ass. "Yeah, DJ, I'm fuckin' you now. Keep takin' it. Keep takin' all my meat. Damn you're a hot fuck. You like it? You like my fat cock in your tight hole? Bet you couldn't wait to get that tight little cherry punched. Yeah, man ride that dick." I was moving with him now, bucking my hips up to meet his thrusts, following his cock as it slid in and out of my hole. He pulled out of me and flipped me over on my stomach and pulled my hips up and slid right back in. he rode me from the back for a while, really punchin' it to me. He grabbed around me and pulled at my tits while he bit and sucked at my neck. His sweat poured off him and made us both slick. He reached under us and gave my cock a good squeeze, then pulled and massaged my nuts. Once again, he pulled out, and this time he rolled over on his back. He lay there stroking his slick cock, and pulled me on top of him. "Go ahead. Sit down on it. Yeah, that's it, go ahead sit all the way down on it. Fuck, man that feel so hot on my dick. Take it all the way down." He guided his cock back into my hot hole and let me slide all the way down it. I started to ride him, riding up and down on his thick shaft. The incredible feeling of fullness was over whelming. My dick was painfully hard and bouncing as I slid up and down on his dick. Each time I came back down on his meat, my whole body would shake with intense pleasure. Looking down at him, I couldn't believe this was happening. I felt so complete with him, my own fucking brother, his cock buried all the way in my ass. His face was overcome with a look of animal pleasure as he bucked his hips up trying to get more of that fat cock inside of me. "You like it, DJ? You like my cock buried up inside you. I've never had it so fuckin' good. So fuckin' tight. Show me you like it, man. Ride it harder. Squeeze my dick harder with your ass. Tell me I'm makin' you feel good." I rode him harder now, backin' myself down on all nine inches of his meat. He reached up and started to jack my dick, which was slick with a steady stream of pre-cum. His hand on my dick, and rubbing and pulling on my balls was pushing me closer to the edge. "Jesus, Alex, this is so hot. Man, your dick in my ass is the fuckin' best. Keep fuckin' me man, give me more. Don't stop, man." He lifted me up off him again and rolled me back on to my back. He quickly lifted my legs back over his shoulders and slid his thickness back in to me in one long deliberate stroke, makin' me moan as it filled me up. Sweat poured off his chest as he fucked me, swearing and moaning. His strong thighs slapped against my ass with every powerful thrust of his cock. "Christ I'm getting close, man. Take it all. Take all of your big brother's meat. Fuck, this is hot. Tight, hot ass. You gonna come for me? My dick up your ass gonna' make you shoot? Yeah, man, blow your load while I'm fuckin' you. Show me how much you love it." That was all I could take. His thick meat stretching me wide, pounding my prostate, and his nasty words threw me over the edge. I was in an altered state. I was sweating and writhing on the bed as he took me completely. My whole body was alive with pleasure I had never known existed. My jaw fell slack as I started to feel it well up in side me. "Oh fuck, I'm cummin' again. Gonna shoot. Damn that feels so good. Fuck me harder. Make me shoot. Oh god, I'm cummin'." With that I blew my load all over the two of us. Each time he jammed his meat in me another jet of cum would erupt from my dick. I shot all over our chests and necks as he continued to pound me. "Jesus, DJ, that's fuckin' hot. Squeeze it harder. Oh, yeah, here I come. Gonna shoot it all the way inside you, man. Gonna fill you up with my hot cum. Oh yeah. Take it. Take all my fuckin' dick. Oh God that feels so good." His face contorted with ecstasy as he blew his load up my ass. I felt his hard meat expand and convulse as he shot all the way inside me, filling me with his thick hot cum. Sweat pored off him as he fucked his load into me slamming his fat cock all the way up me. Every convulsion of his orgasm compelled him further and harder into me. Finally his powerful thrusts slowed and he ground himself into me, his body coming slowly down on top of me. We lay together, a heaving, sweating mass of flesh, his still hard cock still embedded in me. His mouth searched out mine and we engaged in a long slow kiss, my cum and our sweat fusing us together in a sticky, wet embrace. After some time, he slowly began to pull his half-hard dick from my ass, and when he was all the way out, I felt a sense of emptiness that would only be filled the next time he was inside me. We lay together for along time, caressing each other, kissing, and staring into each other's eyes. "That was the fuckin' best, DJ. I never thought this would happen between us. This is special, between brothers. It makes us closer than ever." He kissed me again gently on the lips, and I knew at that moment, that I would always love my brother.