Date: Thu, 14 Mar 2002 11:50:53 -0800 (PST) From: incestadvice@yahoo.com Subject: Childhood Games (b/b, M/b, b/b/b, incest, consensual) Childhood Games by incestadvice@yahoo.com the author loves feedback! AOL IM: unbelievaboy =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= NOTE TO READERS: Thank you for your feedback from my previous story. If you really liked reading it, and if you like this one, please consider donating to the Nifty Archive so that we can all enjoy wonderful stories. =-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-= I got so much feedback from my first story "Urine Test" that I was eager to write another one. But so many readers asked me for my true life story that I decided to tell that story first. I knew that I was queer (bisexual) as early as age 5 when I spent the night at a friend's house and he introduced me to oral sex. I thought it was so wonderful. I loved to suck him, and I loved it when he sucked me. Not long after that I moved to a new city where I met two neighbor girls who were a year younger than me but also open to sexual experimentation. We started by playing house and doctor, then undressing in front of each other, then playing with each other's genitalia and buttocks, and finally to actual sex -- at least, as much actual sex as three little kids can do. Thanks to the porn collection of one girl's father, we had an idea of what to do, and so our play included oral sex and attempts at copulation. The girls also performed lesbian acts on each other. That went on for a few years and was pretty innocent. Even when my mother eventually caught us, she didn't freak out, she just gave us a serious lecture about sexuality and appropriate behavior. The lecture scared us but it didn't stop us. My family moved back to our hometown eventually, when I was about 10 or 11 years old. It was at this time that things got interesting. The first thing that happened was that my dad let me and my little brother shower with him a couple of times. One time, and only one time, I remember being in the shower with them, and all three of us having erections. I was fascinated by both of their dicks, and I thought they shared my fascination. But my dad seemed torn between being embarrassed and excited, whereas my brother and I were just plain excited. On top of that, my father would often rent porno videos and watch them by himself in the basement. More often than not, he would fall asleep while watching the videos, and then my brother and I would sneak downstairs and watch the videos too. We were about 12 and 9 at the time. This quickly turned into a situation where my brother and I would openly jerk off in front of each other with our dad sleeping nearby. One night my brother asked if I wanted to wrestle naked. I agreed. We stripped and proceeded to "wrestle" -- it involved a lot of rubbing our hard dicks together and humping each other from behind. Wrestling eventually turned into sex as soon as we got brave enough to copy the acts we saw in the porn tapes. We would often 69 with my brother on top since he was smaller. His genitals were small enough that I could have his penis and scrotum in my mouth all at once. Most of the time I just sort of lazily sucked on him while he thrust into my face, whereas he was actually going up-and-down on my dick in a real blowjob. We would do all of this stuff while lying on the carpet a few feet behind my dad who was snoring loudly in his chair. When he would cough or talk in his sleep, we'd panic and be halfway up the stairs before we figured out that it was a false alarm. These 'false alarms' happened so much that my brother and I would just meet downstairs in our bathrobes, which were easier to put on than pajamas. That way if our dad did wake up we could quickly throw on our robes and shut them, instead of jumping around trying to stick our feet in our pajama bottoms. I put 'false alarms' in quotes because I think there were a few times when our dad was awake and watching us, but pretending to sleep. Once we sneaked downstairs just a few minutes after he had put in a tape and he was already 'asleep.' But this time his big, hairy penis and scrotum were hanging out of his boxers. He was half-hard already. My brother and I giggled at this (silently, of course), but it made us nervous. Even though he was snoring, we were now doubly afraid of being caught for some reason. Within a few weeks we got over our fear, though, and resumed our sex play. We'd lay on the floor in a 69, or play with each other's boners while we watched the video. Around this time we figured out how fun it was to "service" each other. One of us would sit in a ratty old armchair with his legs spread wide while the other one knelt in front and sucked cock, licked balls, and sometimes tongued ass. I really liked to tongue my brother's ass, but he wouldn't do it to me unless I was really clean down there. Dad started getting full-blown erections during these sessions but continue his snoring act. Once I got up the courage to touch his big, hard dick, there was no turning back. My brother and I would take turns feeling it and stroking it, and there were several times when we would take turns sucking it, when Dad seemed deeply asleep. I wasn't having orgasms yet, but my brother and I both knew what they were, thanks to the porn videos. One weekend, my brother was not at home (I think he was at a friend's house, I don't remember), and I sneaked downstairs. My dad was wearing a bathrobe that had "fallen open," revealing his whole naked body. He was an athlete in college and still had the lean build of a track star, though he was going soft (but not fat). His chest was sort of hairy and so was his belly, but his crotch wasn't especially bushy. When I got there he was already fully hard and the head of his dick was glistening. I took off my robe and played with myself as I handled Dad's hardness. Then I leaned over and sucked him into my mouth. For some reason I was determined to make him cum that night. I got into a comfortable position kneeling in front of his chair, between his legs, and really sucked him good. Towards the end I didn't care if he woke up, so I had my hands on his hips and I was being really vigorous. When he started to twitch and pump his hips into my face, I knew he was about to cum. Sure enough, one of his hands came up and held my head when I felt his cock give an extra pulse, right before he ejaculated into my mouth. I managed to swallow just about all of it because there wasn't much there -- it certainly wasn't one of those mammoth deluges of sperm that you see in porn videos or read about in porn stories. Just one big spurt, then a few dribbles, and he was done. Seconds later, as I was wiping my face, I sort of came down from the sexual buzz I was feeling, and I thought to myself something like this: "Holy shit, I just sucked off my Dad!" I jumped up, grabbed my robe, and ran upstairs as quietly as I could. In my bed I pretended to be asleep, but all I could think about was my dad's dick leaking its milk onto my tongue. That only happened a few more times because I was just too scared to try it most of the time. It happened a few weeks later, when my little brother went out of the house for the weekend again, and then a year after that when a friend of mine was there and dared me to do it. But I'm getting ahead of myself. I'm not sure why but I didn't want to suck my dad to orgasm in front of my little brother. Maybe I was afraid he would think I was "gay" or something. Anyway, on my own I was experimenting with various masturbation aids: hair gel, shaving cream, whipped cream, Vaseline, whatever would act as the best lubricant but also wash off easily later. Saliva always worked when I had nothing else. Once I started shooting cum, my personal record for masturbation to orgasm in one day was eight times. My brother and I still fooled around on a regular basis. In the summertime we would do it before and after swimming, since we changed into our bathing suits together. Almost every time we went swimming at our uncle's pool, we would go into the bathroom together to change clothes and end up in a 69 on the floor. The first time I came in my brother's mouth was one day when we were alone in the house. I had gotten one of those unforeseen teenage erections, and as usual, I took off my pants and went to go find my brother. He was in his room playing. I sat on his bed and asked him to suck me off. He knelt between my legs and put his hands on my thighs, then started sucking me really well. I helped him my stroking my shaft while he sucked. I didn't verbally warn him before I started cumming, but I did cry out and start gasping, and pumping my hips into his face. My brother swallowed all of it, but afterwards he was angry that I didn't warn him. I promised to warn him the next time, then I offered to make it up to him by "servicing" him. He agreed, stripped naked, and sat on the bed. I sucked his cock and tongued his butthole for at least an hour. He loved it. We had experimented a bit with anal sex in the beginning, but we were both too small and tight to really accomplish anything. But it was around this time that we decided to try it again. We were in a 69 on his bed (home alone again) when I gently pushed him off of me and asked if he wanted to try anal sex again. He kind of shrugged and nodded, so I got the Vaseline out of my parents' bathroom and told him to grease up his hole while I lubed my cock. My brother got on his hands and knees on the bed and reached back to hold his buttocks open. I stood behind him and tried to ease the head of my dick into his butt. It popped inside pretty easily, but he cried out in pain so we stopped. Then we switched positions. His smaller dick was easily able to fit inside of me without discomfort ... so that was the beginning of this new component to our sex play. We would start off with a 69, then he would fuck me until he had a dry orgasm, then he would suck me until I came in his mouth. We varied it sometimes -- right before I was ready to cum, he would lay back on the bed and pull his knees up to his head, and I would shoot my cum all over his cock and balls and asshole, then get down and suck and lick him clean. We also had "quickies" we would do while our parents were home. In our bedrooms, in the attic, or in the basement -- somewhere we would have advance warning if a parent came looking for us -- I would just take my dick out of my zipper (instead of getting completely naked) and he would suck me to orgasm, or I would push down my pants just enough so that he could fuck me. The first time my brother had an orgasm, it was in my ass. After the first spurt, he kind of fell backwards in surprise, and there was still cum leaking from his dick. Once I figured out what happened I turned around and sucked his dick clean. He made fun of me for doing it -- he privately called me "shitmouth" sometimes -- but I loved it. It wasn't foul at all. So now that we could both cum, we would usually just 69 to orgasm, and only do anal sex every now and then. We still had our "quickies" though. OK. About a year after we first started fooling around and watching dad's porn tapes, we met this kid named Jerry. He was right between me and my brother in terms of age. I was 13, my brother was 10, and Jerry was 12, I think. Jerry had a collection of porn magazines in his room, but he also had old disco records that he played all the time. Once he showed us his porn stash, we would thumb through his magazines while he listened to records every time we went up to his room, as long as we thought the coast was clear. I pulled out my hard dick a few times, partly as a joke but partly to see if Jerry was interested. At first he didn't seem interested. But then he put on a suggestive dance record with a slow beat and started to do a weird dance, like he was trying to be seductive. I got up and danced on the other side of his room, but I did him one step better by pushing down my shorts to show off my ass and cock while dancing. Soon my brother joined us and we all started doing a silly striptease. I whispered to my brother that we should gang up on Jerry and he agreed. So during the dancing, we danced over to Jerry's side of the room, and started to pretend to grab his ass. We would extend our hands out to his butt and pull them away at the last minute. Jerry responded by pushing down his shorts so that we could see his ass and cock. He was fully hard and hairier than me. As soon as he did that I just reached out and held his dick in my hand, and then he reached out and stroked my shaft. My brother came over and joined us, so we ended up standing there naked from the waist down, rubbing each other's bare butts and dicks, sighing and moaning a little bit, and so on. My brother and I took off our shirts and went to lay on the bed. Jerry joined us, and my brother and I took turns sucking Jerry's dick. He did not want to suck ours, though. We showed Jerry how to lie back on the bed, and my brother and I got between his legs and took turns sucking him. After a bit, Jerry suddenly sat up and said "Oh man, it's coming!" and started to jack himself off. My brother and I kept our faces down there, and as soon as Jerry started cumming we tried to lick it all up. This was the first time that my brother and I tongue-kissed each other because our tongues kept touching while licking cum off Jerry's dick, and so I just moved forward a bit and french-kissed my brother, which was wonderful. Jerry was kind of embarrassed. He cleaned up and pulled his clothes back on, then said he was going downstairs to get a drink. My brother and I got dressed and followed him. Jerry said nothing about what had happened, not then or for days afterwards. But, a few weeks later, I invited Jerry to stay at our house. Jerry and I slept in my room. He had made a tape of the disco music for me, and late at night I played the tape at low volume and started the striptease again, to see what Jerry would do. He smiled and joined me, so we quickly stripped naked and played with each other's hard dicks. I told Jerry to lay on the bed and I went to get my brother. Together we came back to my bedroom and my brother got undressed. All three of us were now on the bed completely naked. My brother and I took turns sucking Jerry again, but then I told my brother to fuck my ass while I sucked Jerry's dick. We had gotten to the point where we could do it without any lube except a little saliva. So my brother was fucking me from behind while I sucked Jerry's dick. Jerry tried to sit up and push me off so he could jack off to finish, but I held him down with one arm while I kept sucking him. He lost control and started bouncing all over the bed while he was cumming in my mouth. He was being really loud too. As soon as I swallowed, I told him to shut up because my parents might hear. My brother hadn't cum yet so I suggested a switch of position. I got on my back and my brother sat on my chest and thrust his sloppy dick into my mouth. Jerry suddenly decided that cocksucking was OK and he got between my legs to suck me. We never did finish because we couldn't get comfortable. My brother kept putting too much weight on my chest and Jerry kept scraping my dick with his teeth. So I got pissed off and had an argument with my brother, if you can believe that. He went back to his room, angry, and Jerry and I played with each other's dicks. I asked Jerry if I could fuck him and he said no. Then I tried to teach him how to suck me correctly and he just couldn't do it. So I jacked off and shot cum all over my belly, then asked Jerry to lick it up and he said no. I think he was getting uncomfortable with the whole thing. So I just wiped the cum off my belly with an old sock and we made jokes about other stuff until we fell asleep. That was the last time anything happened with Jerry. I'll never forget that. It was so amazing. I have told this story to people before, and they just can't believe it because it sounds so perfect. Thinking about that never fails to get me instantly hard. Fantasizing about my past incest experiences always excites me, but thinking about this three-way thing with Jerry and my brother, even for a few seconds, always gets my cock to swell up. After that, I had sexual experiences with a few other friends, but not with my brother. In fact it was around that time that my brother started participating in our sex play less and less. By the time I was 15 we had stopped fooling around completely. In high school I met a boy named Reese who was very pretty, almost androgynous. He had earrings in each ear, which was unheard of for men back then, so people pretty much assumed he was gay, which he was. The first night he stayed at my house, he made a pass at me and in response I grabbed his crotch. We started making out immediately and ended up naked in bed in a 69. When he came in my mouth I was so excited that I started cumming in his mouth. I swallowed, but he didn't, and when we kissed afterwards we swapped my semen in our mouths. He was really versatile and loved to fuck or get fucked, so we started doing that too. In high school we were just weird outcasts that got teased but mostly left alone. We dated girls (and had sex with them) but mainly on weekend we would have sex with each other as much as possible. So this is where I tell you about the last time I sucked off my dad. Sometimes Reese and I would sneak downstairs before or after sex and watch my dad's porn while my dad was asleep in his chair. One night we went down there and Dad was wearing just a robe, which was wide open, and his hard dick was visible. We dared each other to touch his dick. We both did it. I dared Reese to lick it and he just touched it for a second with the tip of his tongue. Then he dared me to lick it and I really tongued it for several seconds. Then he dared me to suck it, and I said I would only if he fucked me at the same time. So I pulled down my underwear and Reese eased himself into my ass while I sucked my dad's dick. It was incredible. Reese got a little too aggressive and bumped me into Dad's chair, and Dad started turning over and saying "wha? what?" He really had been asleep. Reese and I shot up the stairs as fast as possible and cowered under my covers together, waiting for my dad to come in and kill us both. But he didn't. Not long after that, Dad found God and quit renting porn movies. He didn't fall asleep in his chair any more, he quit renting porn movies, and he often lectured us about the evils of the "material world," especially homosexuality. But Reese and I continued as lovers until high school graduation. We went on a two-week camping trip that summer and spent most of the time having sex in our tent, or in secluded parts of the woods. But then in the fall, he went to college on the East Coast, and I went to a place in Oregon. I never heard from him again. That's my story, I guess. I often fantasize about seducing my brother again, or trying to catch my dad backsliding and watching porn and pretending to be "asleep." But I never have. Sometimes I feel guilty about having sex with my little brother, but I often rationalize it by thinking that it was consensual, and I quit trying to do it when he quit expressing interest. He seems pretty normal now, and we have a pretty good relationship as friends and brothers, so I don't think our childhood games did him any harm. I think my dad's religious beliefs are a reaction to his guilt feelings for what happened, though. Not much I can do about that. Besides it was really me who made the first move there. Anyway that is my story. Feel free to email me, I love feedback, especially if you want to share your own tale. Please don't bother sending me elaborate lies about your family orgies though, I can see right through that stuff. incestadvice@yahoo.com