Date: Tue, 1 Mar 2011 09:02:43 -0800 (PST) From: gaurang kamat Subject: Consent? Characters: Me (A) and my 3 years senior brother (Z) ages: Z is 23 and A will turn 20 in a few months ===================== I had always known that I was gay - at least as long as I can remember....And it became more evident even to me when i began relishing watching Z undressing or even in his gym shorts. Growing up in the same house obviously meant catching one other naked/half naked more times than one could otherwise imagine. Z was always protective of me when we grew up. He was the social one - me the anti social one. He had dozens of friends and i barely made friends with more than a handful. it was he who would spend hrs explaining maths to me, a subject i was relatively weak at - and it was he who would burn the candle at both ends to ensure my home work got done on time (if not in time). Z and I would play tennis at times - and we would also work out together. I am not sure whether he knew that i worshipped him as a lover - maybe he thought that it was the brotherly love than one has when one idolizes one's sibling...anyways getting to the point where our platonic love didnt stay platonic any longer... it was new years eve and i had had no invitations (as usual) for the night. Z was to join his friends for a party at one of the elite hotels in the city, and was then to spend the night at his hot girl friend's place. On 31st morning however P (Z's gal) called and announced that she had to work that night (she is a doctor) and that she wont be able to spend new year's eve with Z. of course Z was unhappy. Z is a investment banker and travels crazy. Back then i always thought tht Z was monogamous - but perhaps monogamy is a trait that the entire male specie is allergic to. so back then, i thought that his anxiety had to do with his dick getting jittery of not having entered the heavenly territory for long....ANyways let me get to THE POINT:) so Z announced on 31st that P wont be able to join him for the 31st night out - he appeared upset of course. he asked me about my plans and i told him that i had none. he smiled and said ok - let it be a brothers night out then:) ok some bit about Z and me: Z stands 6 feet tall, is muscular, hairy, and fit. his eyes are jet black in color and he wears his pale brown hair short.- his features are definitely masculine - he is dark - little to do with the natural color and more to do with the tan he enjoys and the chlorine from the frequent swimming i on the other hand have inherited the most delicate looks from my mother....i am fair, i stand five feet 11 inches tall, have pale blue eyes, sunbrown hair tht i wear long such that it covers my eyes. i work out as well but i am lean- as opposed to Z i am naturally smooth - no hair at all on my chest - legs and hands - a few strands in my armpits. given my otherwise smooth body, i keep my pubic hair trimmed short. my balls are smooth as well. My dick stands 8 inches when erect and is really thick. i have always wondered how does my dick compare to Z's but i have never seen Z naked down there. - at least not since he reached puberty - so thats almost a decade back! so getting back to the 31st night - we both decided that we would stay indoors and watch the idiot box. neither of us has a fancy for alcohol. but Z smokes a lot. i dont smoke but i like the whiff of it. and i would always get a hard on when i smell the whiff of a cigaratte that night when Z smoked i begged him for a few puffs. i enjoyed smoking. but as i continued to smoke i only got harder down there. the pin striped white and black pyjamas started showing a bulge despite my several attempts to subside my erection. Z observed that bulge and smirked. he then said "wait a min - let me offer u a different cigarrate. he then rolled one for me and passed it on to me - later i realized that it was a joint:) maybe thats why we got carried away after a few puffs of the new cigaratte (later to be learnt as a joint) i could not hold my erection at all and i started rubbing my dick through my pyjamas. "A u r hard" "of course i am" i said and somehow mustered the courage to grope Z's crotch. he shrieked but not before i had a feel of his package. no he was not erect but his dick appeared quite big. a few more joints laterZ asked me if i wanted to try a new drink - i said of course why not. - later i realized it was a drug that made me dizzy and the rest of the evening was a blur. I remember we were relaxing between the drinks and the cigaratte - i don't recall how many drinks i had, but when i woke up the next morning i had a terrible ache in my ass. i wondered why. When i went to the rest room and had relieved myself i decided i should take a shower. whilst in the shower as i cleansed myself i realized that my hole was loose than normal. my finger slided in easily. was that why it felt different when i took the crap this am i wondered. I was yet dizzy from the last night - things didnt seem to make much sense. Where was Z I wondered. As i walked out of the bath with a thin muslin towel wrapped around my waist Z entered through the main door with a lot of bags - he had gone grocery shopping. He winked at me and came close to me and breathed on me. I could smell the cigaratte whiff and at once my dick sprang to life. As i was wearing the muslin towel Z could make out my hardness and he smirked and cupped me down there... I went ahead dressing myself and I wondered what had happened last night. Something had i remembered but what was it....I could also feel some pain on my nipples and when i looked at them i found them bruised with bites. When i raised my arms to wear the t shirt i realized that there were similar bruises on my underarms, and also on my neck...Was I raped last night? =====================